If you are an addict, why do you think you can use the drug at your leisure?
I can't that's why I am here
Then I really, really think you need to re-answer those 3 questions.
You keep saying "dip", yet you admit your cave was cigars (and not dip). You are not promising not to(or shutting the door on using) nicotine. You are trying to declare victory over dipping without seeing the root cause of why you dip in the first place or actually admit your failure.
Let me tell you something about quitting that you may (or may not) know: Quitting does not get easier. You get stronger.
You. get. stronger.
Everyday that you declare yourself quit works out your quit muscle. Pretty soon, all those workouts have built strong muscles on you and it actually hurts not to work out.
Bullshit like this will weigh you down and lead you back to her tit before you even know it.
Now, if you want to get serious about quitting, do it. Don't fucking half ass it. Don't tell me you're not half assing it when we all know you are.
You can be strong as fuck if you want to be, but you have to want it. Or you can be that loafer that shows up to the gym, chats up the gheys, talks on his cell, and showers without breaking a sweat.
Call me when you take this seriously.
