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Offline Dipchit

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #790 on: February 02, 2024, 10:06:05 AM »
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.
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Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #789 on: February 02, 2024, 09:55:23 AM »
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #788 on: February 02, 2024, 09:46:33 AM »
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #787 on: February 02, 2024, 07:04:39 AM »
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #786 on: February 01, 2024, 01:27:48 PM »
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
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Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!
Cloudy and 40 degrees here and my head is burning with anxiety. Just another day in withdrawal hell for me. Can’t wait till this ends in a good way.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #785 on: February 01, 2024, 01:04:44 PM »
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!
Cloudy and 40 degrees here and my head is burning with anxiety. Just another day in withdrawal hell for me. Can’t wait till this ends in a good way.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #784 on: February 01, 2024, 10:32:06 AM »
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #783 on: February 01, 2024, 10:05:37 AM »
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #782 on: February 01, 2024, 07:16:32 AM »
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #781 on: January 31, 2024, 11:00:48 PM »
Today is day 1106 for me. I like what all you guys are doing here but once you get to this many days it is easy peasy. Always remember that in the early days. It gets very easy eventually.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #780 on: January 31, 2024, 01:04:17 PM »
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #779 on: January 31, 2024, 10:55:01 AM »
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.
MN/2,838
Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #778 on: January 31, 2024, 10:31:02 AM »
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #777 on: January 31, 2024, 06:56:56 AM »
Day 234
Same. No dip today.

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #776 on: January 30, 2024, 12:06:45 PM »
Day 233
Same.
No dip today.
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worktowin 4,055.  Difficult morning at work having some conversations about policy changes.  Change isn't always easy.  Today I'm happy that I have one of those personalities that can move on and not dwell on what I cannot control.
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