For you newbies. Here's a re-post of a terrifying nic dream I had when I was about 40 days into my quit earlier this year...enjoy. And sleep tight tonight.
I woke up to someone moving around in the house Sunday night. Petrified, I froze with fear and couldn't move my legs in bed...couldn't move my arms to reach for the pistol on the nightstand. My wife was sound asleep beside me oblivious to my thrashing. The bedroom door swung open and a female form appeared. The whore silently sprang onto the bed...crawled up my leg with a knife clenched between her teeth. Her knee pressed into my chest, pinning me to the bed even harder. Her grip was like iron as she pried my mouth open, slit my gums with the blade, and poured Cope directly in. Can after can after fucking can! The nic bitch then hissed and laughed that low husky laugh, clamped my mouth shut with demonic strength, lowered the blade to my balls and whispered with a fanged smile: "Now swallow me you poor motherfucker. You're caved."
Whew. I was crying like a baby when I woke up from that shit. Stay quit my friends. The alternative is terrifying.
ZC.