I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
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Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Prayers aren't magic wishes that God grants you, like a genie from a bottle. Just because you pray for something doesn't mean the next day you should expect to find it laying next to you, on your pillow. I could pray all night to win the lotto, but I know I won't, and when I don't win it, I won't be so nieve as to say "see..praying doesn't work".
You pray for forgiveness, strength, clarity, courage and the will to overcome the obstacles in your life. God can guide you, but he can't do it FOR you.
Too many people approach prayer like you do. "I prayed for "X" and didn't get it. Praying doesn't work".
God never gives us more than we can handle. Everything you need to deal with life's problems is around you right now, I promise you that. Rather than praying for God to "fix" all your problems, pray for the strength and courage to stand up to and beat those problems by maximizing all available resources. Many will come from within, some will come from other sources. This site might be one of them, but then again it may not be.
You're throwing yourself a pity party and looking for an easy fix. Look in the mirror, accept some responsibility for your current situation, and start to move forward with hope and determination, rather than looking back with blame and spite.
Dig deep.