Day 889
Letting you quitters that follow and support me know that I'm stepping away from posting roll. I've basically reached 100% confidence in my quit and am moving on. I will be right back here in a heartbeat if I feel I slip below 100%. KTC and all of you have been the reason I've gotten to this stage, the method works and I've met so many outstanding people. For those of you that have my number, keep it and use it if you need it. I will gladly continue supporting you. Hopefully I have paid it forward in my nearly 900 days here. I will also send any active user to this site if I get a chance, because it works. Thanks to everyone here and congrats as well. My life as a non-chewer is so much better than as an active user it is amazing.
Tony,
Since I am one of the men that has met you face to face and we have discussed QUIT, I have not a doubt in my mind that your resolve is strong and as you know I will always be here to support you. We will all be having beers together in August again so I have no fear that I will not see t-cell again.
The quit is strong in this one!
P
Excuse me?
I'm glad you have absolute confidence in your quit, but your last two posts in this intro are complete opposite sentiments. Nobody is infallible in this battle. You, me, anybody...
Look. I've been where you are. In 2006, I used this program to stop. I posted roll (fairly) regularly for about 150 days or so. I was strong, and didn't feel the need to make my promise. I was quit.
When I stopped soiling nicotine's name, she started taking over. It wasn't immediate. It was a second look at a friend packing or smoking. It was getting drunk and considering asking for one. It was forgetting all I had learned in my short time stopped.
I didn't keep my quit tools sharpened, and at a Browns' game in 2009, I failed. I got really drunk and asked for one. My head spun. I may have looked like I was throwing up in a plant outside the stadium (I mean...it is the Browns). But, I didn't even think about for a weeks.
That's when her voice came back and she started telling me I could cheat on my normal life with her. I was better than those addicts because I could use whenever I wanted without repercussions.
In 4 months, I was worse off that before.
Luckily, I found this program again. I owned my quit. I owned my past. I've built a great quit here, and walking away would just be silly. I want to be quit. I WANT to be quit.
You don't need to post in 6000 groups everyday. Post in your own. Take 20 seconds to say "I quit" and walk away if need be. I did that. We all can't spend hours and hours here all the time. That whole saying "Take what you need, leave the rest" applies whole heartedly here. You need roll. Leave the rest. When you need it, it will be here.