Hello, I am Kremerica and like all of you, I am here because I am a nic bitch addict. It is almost sad to say that out loud, but I can remember 8 years ago when I started flirting with this habit and the false sense of how cool my friends and I thought we were doing it. I look back at age 25 and say how the hell did I let this go on for 8 years and how did it go so fast.
My quit began two or three timess ago, at that time I visited this site but never dug in to it. As I have read on here the last few days, I caved with those attempts and never made my quit a life decision. I proudly say I am in this fight to the end this time and I will stay quit. I'm 22 days quit and am slowly distancing my self from the false memories chew imprinted on my memory.
I began on this site in the live chat rooms and met a HOF named natro. Natro explained posting roll and the rest is history. I have posted the last few days and will for the next 88+. I feel so much more free these last 22 days even with the fog, headaches and highs and lows I've experienced. My addiction was at the point where I would take my work vehicle for drives so I could suck on death for 20 minutes when things were stressful. I tried to hide my habit from friends and family because I was ashamed of it.
All of that made me a sneaky and dishonest person about my dark habit I was destined to not air out in my professional career. My last day of that bull shit was february 13 and I began my quit february 14. I have learned a bunch in only a few days on this site and thank natro and the others who reached out their hand to pull me on to the wagon community of KTC.
22+ I will stay quit, hope you will to.
