Hello all, I am Donkey from Minnesota - I am a full blown addict to this STUPID plant...
I am 38 years old, been chewing for 17 years - switched from smoking which I started when I was 17. So, I have been addicted to nic for over half my life. Great...
I have been lurking here for a couple weeks as a guest. I know you all are about cold turkey, but I have been progressively weaning myself to half use during this time. I bought some smokey mtn last night and haven't had a real chew since. I am quit. I am done.
I have two kids and a wife of 14 years. I love them completely and am scared I may be a lot to handle in the next few months.
I have a mother dying of cancer. This is my "trigger" to quit. I can see the pain in her eyes knowing she won't see her grandkids for much longer.
I seem to be rambling. I am a bit foggy already..... thanks for listening.
