What a day again, first thanks to all who ensured i was alright and checked up on me, Its been fine craving wise and I honestly havent had one. I played with the kids and a trampoline really is not for adults. I cleaned up the whole yard and got a lot of stuff done i wouldn't usually get done. The wife took my daughter out clothes shopping and took her to a baby shower, So i spent the whole day until 5 with my boys and it was probably one of the best times I had.
Now I dont understand where the hell she is coming from telling me I should appreciate the fact she choose me and came home and talked to me about it? I feel like either im a pawn in her damn game or that I am a damn game show prize. How can someone after 8 years of being together who has it better then any other women she is friends with.
We are a single income family, She is a stay at home mom, Who wanted to homeschool our kids which is not cheap at all. She has everything handed to her she needs or wants. I spend my time at home The last time I went out to do anything without her or one of the kids was probably when i bought plywood to build the chicken coop. I just don't understand this at all It feels like this is all being placed on me and somehow because i am not over last night its absurd because she chose me? like why is that even a thing or a thought? I was here legitametly here on KTC posting on here and sitting at my dining room table while she was out on a date, but somehow its me???? somehow she feels i should be happy she chose me over being dumb?
Well I quit with all of you and will be back again in the morning for roll 304 days and counting!
Just keep that head held hide and push through this man. Everybody whether they are open about it or not faces tough challenges in life. Life sucks sometimes but it is only these times that make us appreciate the really good times. I am glad to consider you as a friend, I know we have never met in real life and all that but since the very beginning you have been in my corner when it comes to my quit. If you need to chat or talk to somebody man you have my digits give me a call or shoot me a text.
What you are going through isn't the "end" or "worst" part of your life. It is just a phase of life and it too like everything on this earth will come and go. Keep doing the best you can and be the best man you can be for your kids and everybody that does truly care about you.
Here is to hoping things turn around for the better, keep on keeping on, one day, one hour, one minute, one second at a time. You can solve this problem just like you have solved this QUIT. I am proud to be quit with you today!
PS: Be open to your wife and tell her how you feel, I know it is not the manly thing to do, but the badass route isn't always the way to go with delicate things. Just my two cents. Stay strong!
