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Re: Day 7
« Reply #22 on: April 12, 2013, 09:11:00 AM »
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Well had only my second dip dream last night and no beating around the bush it fucking sucked.It wasn't even a can of worm dirt it was a god damn cigar.I found an old cigar at work in a customers RV and my eyes lit up like I was looking at a fucking gold bar.Anyhow I took the cigar and started unwrapping the leaves and tearing them into strips and shoving them in my lower lip.I woke up and was instantly pissed,not because I actually thought I had caved but because I once again was humbled by the fear and hatred I have of Nic now.Sitting here this morning typing this I realized that the past couple days I have had a couple very strong craves, stress induced from my current work schedule.I just stepped back for a few minutes threw in a stick of gum and all was fine.Got to keep swinging away at the bitch everyday.Day 68 and QLF today.Like Robbie say "Keep on Keeping On"!!
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #21 on: April 12, 2013, 09:01:00 AM »
Well had only my second dip dream last night and no beating around the bush it fucking sucked.It wasn't even a can of worm dirt it was a god damn cigar.I found an old cigar at work in a customers RV and my eyes lit up like I was looking at a fucking gold bar.Anyhow I took the cigar and started unwrapping the leaves and tearing them into strips and shoving them in my lower lip.I woke up and was instantly pissed,not because I actually thought I had caved but because I once again was humbled by the fear and hatred I have of Nic now.Sitting here this morning typing this I realized that the past couple days I have had a couple very strong craves, stress induced from my current work schedule.I just stepped back for a few minutes threw in a stick of gum and all was fine.Got to keep swinging away at the bitch everyday.Day 68 and QLF today.Like Robbie say "Keep on Keeping On"!!
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #20 on: April 09, 2013, 10:12:00 PM »
Great job Jaynellie. Your efforts in the May quit group (and getting the others going as well) are awesome too.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #19 on: March 31, 2013, 11:36:00 PM »
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Checking back into my intro. Hard to believe it's been almost 7 weeks since I last posted on it. Day 56 quit and life is good,stressful and complicated at times but still good. The biggest change I have found in myself is the amount of self-esteem and pride I have found in my life.My wife and I own a R.V. repair shop and for the past 7 years I have felt so self conscience talking to customers with a big old lip turd hanging out there for all the world to see. I would have to plan my route to my toolbox if a customer was coming to talk to me so I could grab a stick of gum and cover up the shit breath I knew I had from the past 12 hours of gutting the "sludge" down my throat.I now speak and talk with extreme vigor and have no need for a bullshit excuse to go grab a stick of Wrigleys. I am very active on KTC and I take alot of personal pride when interacting with others on the site. I feel this is a great opportunity I have been given, and I do all I can to give and take 100% all the time. I thank all of the quit brothers for having my back through these first 56 days and I know you know I have yours. QLF today and I'll do it again tomorrow promise.
I have your back anytime brother. Proud of you!!!
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #18 on: March 31, 2013, 11:10:00 PM »
Checking back into my intro. Hard to believe it's been almost 7 weeks since I last posted on it. Day 56 quit and life is good,stressful and complicated at times but still good. The biggest change I have found in myself is the amount of self-esteem and pride I have found in my life.My wife and I own a R.V. repair shop and for the past 7 years I have felt so self conscience talking to customers with a big old lip turd hanging out there for all the world to see. I would have to plan my route to my toolbox if a customer was coming to talk to me so I could grab a stick of gum and cover up the shit breath I knew I had from the past 12 hours of gutting the "sludge" down my throat.I now speak and talk with extreme vigor and have no need for a bullshit excuse to go grab a stick of Wrigleys. I am very active on KTC and I take alot of personal pride when interacting with others on the site. I feel this is a great opportunity I have been given, and I do all I can to give and take 100% all the time. I thank all of the quit brothers for having my back through these first 56 days and I know you know I have yours. QLF today and I'll do it again tomorrow promise.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #17 on: February 13, 2013, 02:18:00 PM »
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I'm a newbie, I'm scared as hell. Tomorrow will be 10 days quit for me. The first 4 had to be the worst I will hopefully ever endure in my life. Unfortunately if I do not stay quit they will not be. I am a newbie but my quit is strong and my mind is ready like a sponge to soak in all the ups and downs, highs and lows that all my fellow brothers have and are going through. The thought that keeps running through my simple mind is "normal" people have cravings. Might be a piece of chocolate cake or a slice of pepperoni pizza. We all are addicts and our cravings usually involve the one thing that brought us here together to begin with. I have cravings throughout the day and i will continue to have craavings everyday. It doesn't matter if my number of days quit is 10 or 13,742. That is because I'm an addict and that my friends is why I am here. I am gaining all the tools that i possibly can to make sure that "I" can always keep the "craving from turning into a "caving". I am very proud to be quit today with all of you.
I am getting a QUIT Chubby!!!! Awesome job!!! Keep on Quitting!!!

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Re: Day 7
« Reply #16 on: February 13, 2013, 12:06:00 PM »
Nicotine is like fucking a fat girl... it's a lot of fun until she smothers you and you can't breathe and you get a disease from her, but then you can't quit her because fat girls try harder and give the best blowjobs. Not that I would know of course.

Anyway in all seriousness remember how bad this sucks. It does get better I promise, and down the road when you are feeling fine and confident, remembering how bad it sucks will remind you to NEVER EVER EVER FOR ANY REASON get yourself addicted to something that makes you feel so terrible when you stop doing it.

You are on the right path. Take your life back. It is worth every bit of suck.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #15 on: February 13, 2013, 09:52:00 AM »
'crackup'

Who's on first?

(Freaking proud of you nellie. Keep up the great work.)
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #14 on: February 13, 2013, 12:22:00 AM »
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Go to welcome center (link is at the top.) read. Read again.
Go to quit groups. Look for pre HOF for May 2013. That's your group. Add your name to the list of quitters every morning.

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GT I have been posting roll everyday. I am in may quit group. I'm not sure if this was an inappropriate intro but other than that, not sure.
Oh. You're posting roll. Good. Keep it up!!!!!
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #13 on: February 13, 2013, 12:21:00 AM »
Quote from: jaynellie
I'm a newbie, I'm scared as hell. Tomorrow will be 10 days quit for me. The first 4 had to be the worst I will hopefully ever endure in my life. Unfortunately if I do not stay quit they will not be. I am a newbie but my quit is strong and my mind is ready like a sponge to soak in all the ups and downs, highs and lows that all my fellow brothers have and are going through. The thought that keeps running through my simple mind is "normal" people have cravings. Might be a piece of chocolate cake or a slice of pepperoni pizza. We all are addicts and our cravings usually involve the one thing that brought us here together to begin with. I have cravings throughout the day and i will continue to have craavings everyday. It doesn't matter if my number of days quit is 10 or 13,742. That is because I'm an addict and that my friends is why I am here. I am gaining all the tools that i possibly can to make sure that "I" can always keep the "craving from turning into a "caving". I am very proud to be quit today with all of you.
Your craving so much because your addicted to nicotine.

You might crave pizza or cake but in moderation that shit wont kill you. You don't go so nuts when you crave it. Because you know you can scarf down a few slices and a piece of cake once in a while and be fine.

When you're addicted to nicotine, there is no once in awhile, and the cravings are much stronger because you have been programming your brain to posion it daily and when your brain doesn't get it, it gets PISSED and starts fucking with you.

Dip has chemicals in it that carve patheways in your brain that keep you addicted to it. Cake has flour, eggs, milk, and sugar in it. Good stuff for sure but nothing compared to the "hook power" of tobacco.

Good news is you can fill in those pathways. Just gonna take time and a whole lot of balls. This site will help you do it

Click on the pink "WELCOME CENTER" tab at the top left of the screen and read about posting roll and how to do it. Its the backbone of this site.

Need anything, shout out. We are here for you.

Jump in chat too and ask some questions if you have any.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #12 on: February 13, 2013, 12:16:00 AM »
Quote from: GlockTherapy
Go to welcome center (link is at the top.) read. Read again.
Go to quit groups. Look for pre HOF for May 2013. That's your group. Add your name to the list of quitters every morning.

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GT I have been posting roll everyday. I am in may quit group. I'm not sure if this was an inappropriate intro but other than that, not sure.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #11 on: February 13, 2013, 12:14:00 AM »
It's a promise to quit every day. It's not a status update. It's a pledge to you and to us you are quit for the day.
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #10 on: February 13, 2013, 12:12:00 AM »
Go to welcome center (link is at the top.) read. Read again.
Go to quit groups. Look for pre HOF for May 2013. That's your group. Add your name to the list of quitters every morning.

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Re: Day 7
« Reply #9 on: February 13, 2013, 12:03:00 AM »
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Hey! Are you posting roll?
WTH??
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Re: Day 7
« Reply #8 on: February 12, 2013, 11:53:00 PM »
Hey! Are you posting roll?
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