Well I fucking did it. flushed that shit can down the fucking toilet... keep thinking it was a dumb idea. Im just so fucking tired of it man, this shit gets old, stinky spitters, shit in my teeth, i know its bad for me and i want to stay away from it, but literally everyone i work with dips.
I fucking work on a rifle range were we stand around, dip, yell at people, dip, shoot guns, dip, work out, dip. I've tried it many times before. one time on deployment i thought well this will be it, ill quit, i aint gonna have access to any stores, ill have bigger worries on my mind...nope, those fucking care packages started coming in and everyone was getting sent dip, well ill just go fuck myself i guess. oh well pass a fucking can along...
I love my wife and she has never asked me to stop, even though it bothers her, she's never told me to quit. well babe im going to, imma quit. you'll see.
anyways long rant over, i am rather glad i found this site. Seriously its nice to know more people have been through what im going through. makes it easier.