Kind of Day 6 for me, but I cheated a couple of times, so completely clean since 11/30/14. I've quit more times than I can remember, but this time has to be for real. I think I made it 6 months once years ago. I'd give anything to go back and slap my stupid self. Can't help but think it may be too late considering I've been going through a tin of cope a day/2 days for the last 25 years, but I'm hoping it isn't despite this sore spot on the tip of my tongue. I hope it's just a screwed up taste bud or something. Sorry for the vent, but this is the first time I've "spoken" the words. Haven't mentioned the cancer fear I'm feeling or the fact that I've "quit" to anyone.
It's a huge struggle as you know. I've tried everything I can get my hands on from tooth pics, gum and seeds to herbal pouches from the gas station, but it seems that nothing is working the best. Really, just nothing - cold turkey! Everything I try just makes me want a dip. I'm craving! Found myself here while googling "fake dip" and read all the reviews...thank you for those! The order of Hooch I ordered after the read can't get here soon enough. I'll post a review as soon as it gets here.
