Wow. Thanks for the kind welcome. That's the inspiration I was looking for...
I guess I'll just stick to my plan and avoid this site after all.
Gonna call bullshit here, brother.
Has it not been made clear that you are addicted to nicotine and not the chew? Though your story sounded like you are progressing from 4mg to 2mg, we here on KTC are all on 0mg and have made a commitment to remain on that dosage for the rest of our lives on this great earth.
Do me a favor. Undo your belt, reach down in your jeans, feel around for a bit and try and find your balls. You will need them to quit and even more to win over your sweetheart.
You've frequented this site from time-to-time and you posted here today. Obviously you don't understand what this site is all about.
Shit, I loved chewing just as much as the next guy on here, but I woke up one morning, threw in a nice two pinch, and was absolutely repulsed by it. So much as to go and throw the rest of the crap away and commit to myself, family, and friends that I wouldn't touch it again after 8 years of dipping.
You are an addict. You were a closet dipper and now you are a closet gum chewer. Give the crap up. You're only costing yourself another day of life, let alone the astronomically high price of poison.
You came here today to quit tomorrow. Fuck that. Quit today and I'll quit with you.
Best,
JMAC