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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: kstampfly on July 23, 2012, 01:02:00 AM
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For starters my name is Kevin, I am a proud veteran currently serving in the U.S. Army going on ten years now. I am married and have a two year old boy and one on the way. Getting down to business, Two tours in Iraq left me with a bad habit that should have never started. Six years and countless cans of cancer candy later, My lack of self-discipline has led me to come to this site and plead my case, all because of that little fucking can. Here I am going on my first day of quitting, which I have been been at many times before, but this times different. I am sick and fucking tired of the bullshit just like everyone else. I am tired of buying this shit and paying a tobacco executives salary every time I put this garbage in my lip. I hate waking up every morning feeling like I have been skull fucked by the nicotine bitch herself, and going back for more. It has to end and it has to end now. I am in for the long haul no matter how hard it is. I am doing it for my two year old son and for the one that's on the way. I owe it to them and to myself. I am armed to the hilt with a steady supply of Jakes Mint Chew, determination and the support available on this site. Tomorrow's another day full of challenges but I'm ready to tango. Over and out. 'usflag'
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For starters my name is Kevin, I am a proud veteran currently serving in the U.S. Army going on ten years now. I am married and have a two year old boy and one on the way. Getting down to business, Two tours in Iraq left me with a bad habit that should have never started. Six years and countless cans of cancer candy later, My lack of self-discipline has led me to come to this site and plead my case, all because of that little fucking can. Here I am going on my first day of quitting, which I have been been at many times before, but this times different. I am sick and fucking tired of the bullshit just like everyone else. I am tired of buying this shit and paying a tobacco executives salary every time I put this garbage in my lip. I hate waking up every morning feeling like I have been skull fucked by the nicotine bitch herself, and going back for more. It has to end and it has to end now. I am in for the long haul no matter how hard it is. I am doing it for my two year old son and for the one that's on the way. I owe it to them and to myself. I am armed to the hilt with a steady supply of Jakes Mint Chew, determination and the support available on this site. Tomorrow's another day full of challenges but I'm ready to tango. Over and out. 'usflag'
Welcome aboard Kstamp! Sounds like you're on the right track to a successful quit.
Read up and post roll daily. Take back your life. PM me if you need anything!
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For starters my name is Kevin, I am a proud veteran currently serving in the U.S. Army going on ten years now. I am married and have a two year old boy and one on the way. Getting down to business, Two tours in Iraq left me with a bad habit that should have never started. Six years and countless cans of cancer candy later, My lack of self-discipline has led me to come to this site and plead my case, all because of that little fucking can. Here I am going on my first day of quitting, which I have been been at many times before, but this times different. I am sick and fucking tired of the bullshit just like everyone else. I am tired of buying this shit and paying a tobacco executives salary every time I put this garbage in my lip. I hate waking up every morning feeling like I have been skull fucked by the nicotine bitch herself, and going back for more. It has to end and it has to end now. I am in for the long haul no matter how hard it is. I am doing it for my two year old son and for the one that's on the way. I owe it to them and to myself. I am armed to the hilt with a steady supply of Jakes Mint Chew, determination and the support available on this site. Tomorrow's another day full of challenges but I'm ready to tango. Over and out. 'usflag'Â
Welcome aboard Kstamp! Sounds like you're on the right track to a successful quit.
Read up and post roll daily. Take back your life. PM me if you need anything!
Kevin, I am in this with you bro. I am on day 3, and it's hard as hell. Please PM me if there is ever a time I can help!!
Dave
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For starters my name is Kevin, I am a proud veteran currently serving in the U.S. Army going on ten years now. I am married and have a two year old boy and one on the way. Getting down to business, Two tours in Iraq left me with a bad habit that should have never started. Six years and countless cans of cancer candy later, My lack of self-discipline has led me to come to this site and plead my case, all because of that little fucking can. Here I am going on my first day of quitting, which I have been been at many times before, but this times different. I am sick and fucking tired of the bullshit just like everyone else. I am tired of buying this shit and paying a tobacco executives salary every time I put this garbage in my lip. I hate waking up every morning feeling like I have been skull fucked by the nicotine bitch herself, and going back for more. It has to end and it has to end now. I am in for the long haul no matter how hard it is. I am doing it for my two year old son and for the one that's on the way. I owe it to them and to myself. I am armed to the hilt with a steady supply of Jakes Mint Chew, determination and the support available on this site. Tomorrow's another day full of challenges but I'm ready to tango. Over and out. 'usflag'Â
Welcome aboard Kstamp! Sounds like you're on the right track to a successful quit.
Read up and post roll daily. Take back your life. PM me if you need anything!
Kevin, I am in this with you bro. I am on day 3, and it's hard as hell. Please PM me if there is ever a time I can help!!
Dave
Thanks Dave, I will definitely take you up on that offer if it starts getting hairy, lol. Same thing goes for you if the shit hits the fan. Give em' Hell!!!
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Kevin for starters, THANK YOU for your service! I'm with you in quitting everyday and thousands of others are also! Check your inbox I'll share my story #.
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Hey Kevin, It's good to see another victim wanting his life back. You can do this, even when you think you cannot. Many vets of quit have already walked the trail before us. These are very hard core men of QUIT. WE CAN QUIT 4 LIFE!
The best beginning you can have with your quit is: read everything on this site. Acknoledge you're an addict with an addiction. Quit one day at a time. Don't worry about tomorrow, we will deal with that when it gets here. Don't worry about Triggers-LIFE is a Trigger!!! Take all the tips and experience you need from the site to STAY QUIT and leave the drama behind.
Water, candy, gum, fake dip, food, exercise, seeds whatever it take to NOT put the POISON in your mouth ever again.
Remember, caving is not an option!!
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
Kevin lets Change that one phrase "anytime soon" to ever! otherwise you appear to be intertaining the idea of a cave!
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
Way to go kstampfly! Keep up the good work! Keep it up with the seeds! You might want to buy some beef jerky too! One day at a time my quit brother, one day at a time!
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
Okay here goes, definitely not going to give in AT ALL regardless of how bad it gets. Did have a milestone though, walked into the conveinence store, grabbed an ice tea and never even looked at the cancer candy. Alright!!!!!!
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Trying too man. My mouth is starting to hurt like a sonufabitch, but its a good kind of hurt.
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Sitting at work eating the crap out of sunflower seeds but I am still hanging in there. Definitely not going to give in anytime soon regardless of how bad it gets. 'bang head'
Way to go kstampfly! Keep up the good work! Keep it up with the seeds! You might want to buy some beef jerky too! One day at a time my quit brother, one day at a time!
Never, never, never, ever surrender today! Keep your word and no sweating tomorrow. It will be here soon enough. Just today is all you need to worry and fight through.
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Trying too man. My mouth is starting to hurt like a sonufabitch, but its a good kind of hurt.
I love the seeds but they will make your mouth very sore make sure you use some gum as well also fire balls work very well!
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Trying too man. My mouth is starting to hurt like a sonufabitch, but its a good kind of hurt.
I love the seeds but they will make your mouth very sore make sure you use some gum as well also fire balls work very well!
I love green apple tootsie roll suckers and soft Aussie licorice.
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hey kstampfly, Congrats on NOT caving!!! You're stronger than any nic bitch!!! You're a BadAss quitter of NICOTINE!
Do it one day or one minute at a time and you're QUIT is my QUIT!
Tap your forehead 146 times, then tap your left temple with your right thumb 82 times, count to 39, count backwards from 42 then your mind will have forgotten the crave for awhile...try it, it works for me. It will work for YOU! 'zombie'
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Day number 2 is down and what a day it was. Half a bag of seeds, a pack a gum, some beef jerky and I am still hanging in there. Thanks to all for the encouragement cuz I am in this for the long haul. The nicotine whore is licking her wounds right now as we speak.
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Day number 2 is down and what a day it was. Half a bag of seeds, a pack a gum, some beef jerky and I am still hanging in there. Thanks to all for the encouragement cuz I am in this for the long haul. The nicotine whore is licking her wounds right now as we speak.
Awesome man,
now while she is licking her wounds, go ahead and stomp on her head. Kick it good til it bleeds. Then throw her in the coffin and nail the lid shut, And go and bury it behind you shoveling some SH*t on it each and every day to say goodbye.
yell if ya need anything bro
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Day number 2 is down and what a day it was. Half a bag of seeds, a pack a gum, some beef jerky and I am still hanging in there. Thanks to all for the encouragement cuz I am in this for the long haul. The nicotine whore is licking her wounds right now as we speak.
Awesome man,
now while she is licking her wounds, go ahead and stomp on her head. Kick it good til it bleeds. Then throw her in the coffin and nail the lid shut, And go and bury it behind you shoveling some SH*t on it each and every day to say goodbye.
yell if ya need anything bro
Yeah invite me over to piss on the grave. Let's throw some gas on her and burn her up before we bury her!
This is a party I must come to. Please let me come to this celebration!
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Day number 2 is down and what a day it was. Half a bag of seeds, a pack a gum, some beef jerky and I am still hanging in there. Thanks to all for the encouragement cuz I am in this for the long haul. The nicotine whore is licking her wounds right now as we speak.
Awesome man,
now while she is licking her wounds, go ahead and stomp on her head. Kick it good til it bleeds. Then throw her in the coffin and nail the lid shut, And go and bury it behind you shoveling some SH*t on it each and every day to say goodbye.
yell if ya need anything bro
Yeah invite me over to piss on the grave. Let's throw some gas on her and burn her up before we bury her!
This is a party I must come to. Please let me come to this celebration!
Don't start w/out me.
Proud to be quit with you today
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So here I am on Day 3 pushing through the nicotine haze I have dealt with for almost seven years. It's not easy breaking old habits but this one is extremely important. Why? Because my life depends on it that's why. We don't realize how badly addicted we are until we find ourselves asking for help. The important thing is that if we are willing, help is available right here. I have only been here several days and the support I have received is like none other. I didn't come here to fail and I surely didn't come here to waste people's time. It's not over yet and a long road ahead awaits me, but I know I am not walking this alone. 'aqua'
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So here I am on Day 3 pushing through the nicotine haze I have dealt with for almost seven years. It's not easy breaking old habits but this one is extremely important. Why? Because my life depends on it that's why. We don't realize how badly addicted we are until we find ourselves asking for help. The important thing is that if we are willing, help is available right here. I have only been here several days and the support I have received is like none other. I didn't come here to fail and I surely didn't come here to waste people's time. It's not over yet and a long road ahead awaits me, but I know I am not walking this alone. 'aqua'
Congratulations on your quit, kstampfly!
The initial days of quitting suck, but your life is worth the fight!!
Read everything you can under this link: KillTheCan.org. Information is power when it comes to quitting.
If you need anything else, just shout. We've got your back.
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So here I am on Day 3 pushing through the nicotine haze I have dealt with for almost seven years. It's not easy breaking old habits but this one is extremely important. Why? Because my life depends on it that's why. We don't realize how badly addicted we are until we find ourselves asking for help. The important thing is that if we are willing, help is available right here. I have only been here several days and the support I have received is like none other. I didn't come here to fail and I surely didn't come here to waste people's time. It's not over yet and a long road ahead awaits me, but I know I am not walking this alone. 'aqua'
Glad to have you aboard! I too posted my first post on day 3 about 101 days ago today. It gets easier for sure.
Interesting group of people here for sure. Find someone you can relate with and grasp on for dear life. It's going to be an awesome trip with some ups and downs, but if you hold on you'll come out on the winning side for sure.
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So here I am on Day 3 pushing through the nicotine haze I have dealt with for almost seven years. It's not easy breaking old habits but this one is extremely important. Why? Because my life depends on it that's why. We don't realize how badly addicted we are until we find ourselves asking for help. The important thing is that if we are willing, help is available right here. I have only been here several days and the support I have received is like none other. I didn't come here to fail and I surely didn't come here to waste people's time. It's not over yet and a long road ahead awaits me, but I know I am not walking this alone. 'aqua'
Never ever be ashamed to ask for help! Asking for help isn't a sign of weakness, but is a sign of a very wise man that recognizes that he has weaknesses and that he can draw strength from others!
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Always reach out if you need help. That is what this site is built on. Who better to understand what you are going through than a bunch of addicts who have already been down this road.
Keep fighting! Freedom is worth it
STAY QUIT
Greg
" The chains of addiction are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken."
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So get this shit. I come home from work and immediately change into my "relaxing" attire and proceed to grab the dirty clothes off the floor. As soon as I picked them up a can of fucking DIP rolls out of one of the pockets and ends up in the middle of the floor. Holy Shit!!!! The nictotine bitch was trying to booby trap my ass! Instead of going all ape shit I did the best thing I could possibly do. I calmly walked to the bathroom, lifted the toilet lid, pryed the fucking can open, exposed the stinking,cancerous shreds of lip shit, poured that bitch down the toilet and flushed it to hell. Take that Whore!! Desperate times require desperate measures. 'BanDog'
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So get this shit. I come home from work and immediately change into my "relaxing" attire and proceed to grab the dirty clothes off the floor. As soon as I picked them up a can of fucking DIP rolls out of one of the pockets and ends up in the middle of the floor. Holy Shit!!!! The nictotine bitch was trying to booby trap my ass! Instead of going all ape shit I did the best thing I could possibly do. I calmly walked to the bathroom, lifted the toilet lid, pryed the fucking can open, exposed the stinking,cancerous shreds of lip shit, poured that bitch down the toilet and flushed it to hell. Take that Whore!! Desperate times require desperate measures. 'BanDog'
Kudos to you man! One never knows the where's and why's of sadistic bitches like her. This will not be the last time she creeps into your thoughts and visions. Prepare accordingly...
We are all here with you, one day at a time. Oct 12 is shaping up to be a bad ass group of quitters. I'll put us up against the bitch any day of the week. The weapons cache is full and she's running short on rations, the end is near you dirty whore.
QLAFM
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So get this shit. I come home from work and immediately change into my "relaxing" attire and proceed to grab the dirty clothes off the floor. As soon as I picked them up a can of fucking DIP rolls out of one of the pockets and ends up in the middle of the floor. Holy Shit!!!! The nictotine bitch was trying to booby trap my ass! Instead of going all ape shit I did the best thing I could possibly do. I calmly walked to the bathroom, lifted the toilet lid, pryed the fucking can open, exposed the stinking,cancerous shreds of lip shit, poured that bitch down the toilet and flushed it to hell. Take that Whore!! Desperate times require desperate measures. 'BanDog'
Kudos to you man! One never knows the where's and why's of sadistic bitches like her. This will not be the last time she creeps into your thoughts and visions. Prepare accordingly...
We are all here with you, one day at a time. Oct 12 is shaping up to be a bad ass group of quitters. I'll put us up against the bitch any day of the week. The weapons cache is full and she's running short on rations, the end is near you dirty whore.
QLAFM
What an awesome statement. That action validates that you quit for you! Way to cut the throat of your captor today. Victory! Kicks the shit out of surrendering for a nic fix!
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So get this shit. I come home from work and immediately change into my "relaxing" attire and proceed to grab the dirty clothes off the floor. As soon as I picked them up a can of fucking DIP rolls out of one of the pockets and ends up in the middle of the floor. Holy Shit!!!! The nictotine bitch was trying to booby trap my ass! Instead of going all ape shit I did the best thing I could possibly do. I calmly walked to the bathroom, lifted the toilet lid, pryed the fucking can open, exposed the stinking,cancerous shreds of lip shit, poured that bitch down the toilet and flushed it to hell. Take that Whore!! Desperate times require desperate measures. 'BanDog'
Kudos to you man! One never knows the where's and why's of sadistic bitches like her. This will not be the last time she creeps into your thoughts and visions. Prepare accordingly...
We are all here with you, one day at a time. Oct 12 is shaping up to be a bad ass group of quitters. I'll put us up against the bitch any day of the week. The weapons cache is full and she's running short on rations, the end is near you dirty whore.
QLAFM
What an awesome statement. That action validates that you quit for you! Way to cut the throat of your captor today. Victory! Kicks the shit out of surrendering for a nic fix!
Holy Shat!! that was a booby trap! I liked the calmly part! I could do that more in my own quit! Thx for the good advice! Gooch
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Good Morning Quitters!!! Day number 4 here and feeling pretty good. Starting to feel a little bit of the fog that a lot of people mention, but I'm not going to let it stop me. Taking the one day at a time approach and feeding off of the support from all you other bad ass quitters out there. Just to send a shout out I would like to say thanks Tsmith17, Suds,Roam,Vadge,Dag,Brucey,dippshit and a few others. You guys are an inspiration and keep me going strong every single day. Quittin' like a MO FO!!!!
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Good Morning Quitters!!! Day number 4 here and feeling pretty good. Starting to feel a little bit of the fog that a lot of people mention, but I'm not going to let it stop me. Taking the one day at a time approach and feeding off of the support from all you other bad ass quitters out there. Just to send a shout out I would like to say thanks Tsmith17, Suds,Roam,Vadge,Dag,Brucey,dippshit and a few others. You guys are an inspiration and keep me going strong every single day. Quittin' like a MO FO!!!!
Way to go! Just keep having a good attitude and it looks like you have one hell of a support group! Keep your support close and use them!
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I am quitting like a Mo Fo with kstampfly!! 'bang head' 'zombie'
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Kstampfly = badass quitter.
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Day 5 started this morning. Been going on a small amount of sleep since I quit and its starting to take its toll. But one thing is for sure when I pull my tired ass out of bed each morning, I am still quit. Its still early in the game to act cocky with a meager 4 days under my belt, but who cares. I'm saying it loud and proud that the NIC Bitch can eat a dick! She is NOT going to get me today, cuz I am QUIT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!! Have a great day quitters, Kstamp out!! 'biggun'
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Day 5 started this morning. Been going on a small amount of sleep since I quit and its starting to take its toll. But one thing is for sure when I pull my tired ass out of bed each morning, I am still quit. Its still early in the game to act cocky with a meager 4 days under my belt, but who cares. I'm saying it loud and proud that the NIC Bitch can eat a dick! She is NOT going to get me today, cuz I am QUIT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!! Have a great day quitters, Kstamp out!! 'biggun'
Confidence and enthusiasm does not mean cockiness. Well, maybe it does, but to quote a BAMF on this site:
"To quit takes BALLS. Lots and lots of BALLS" (Dean the Cunt)
Having BALLS means that you have the intestinal fortitude to give the Bitch the middle finger each day, AND, that you aren't afraid to reach out when things get a little hairy.
I proudly quit with you today Fly. FYI - I also have BALLS, but they are always freshly shorn and well moisturized.
Vadge
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Day 5 started this morning. Been going on a small amount of sleep since I quit and its starting to take its toll. But one thing is for sure when I pull my tired ass out of bed each morning, I am still quit. Its still early in the game to act cocky with a meager 4 days under my belt, but who cares. I'm saying it loud and proud that the NIC Bitch can eat a dick! She is NOT going to get me today, cuz I am QUIT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!! Have a great day quitters, Kstamp out!! 'biggun'
Confidence and enthusiasm does not mean cockiness. Well, maybe it does, but to quote a BAMF on this site:
"To quit takes BALLS. Lots and lots of BALLS" (Dean the Cunt)
Having BALLS means that you have the intestinal fortitude to give the Bitch the middle finger each day, AND, that you aren't afraid to reach out when things get a little hairy.
I proudly quit with you today Fly. FYI - I also have BALLS, but they are always freshly shorn and well moisturized.
Vadge
It's true, his balls are always really moist and hairless,.........so I've heard......
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Day 5 started this morning. Been going on a small amount of sleep since I quit and its starting to take its toll. But one thing is for sure when I pull my tired ass out of bed each morning, I am still quit. Its still early in the game to act cocky with a meager 4 days under my belt, but who cares. I'm saying it loud and proud that the NIC Bitch can eat a dick! She is NOT going to get me today, cuz I am QUIT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!! Have a great day quitters, Kstamp out!! 'biggun'
Confidence and enthusiasm does not mean cockiness. Well, maybe it does, but to quote a BAMF on this site:
"To quit takes BALLS. Lots and lots of BALLS" (Dean the Cunt)
Having BALLS means that you have the intestinal fortitude to give the Bitch the middle finger each day, AND, that you aren't afraid to reach out when things get a little hairy.
I proudly quit with you today Fly. FYI - I also have BALLS, but they are always freshly shorn and well moisturized.
Vadge
It's true, his balls are always really moist and hairless,.........so I've heard......
First of all, they're mostly hairless..
Second, kstamp, you are one sexy bastard...
Third, this gives me some massive quit wood (ok, not that massive). Day 1 or day 1000, make this your battle cry! FUCK THE NIC BITCH FUCK BIG TABACCO, I quit today!
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Day 5 started this morning. Been going on a small amount of sleep since I quit and its starting to take its toll. But one thing is for sure when I pull my tired ass out of bed each morning, I am still quit. Its still early in the game to act cocky with a meager 4 days under my belt, but who cares. I'm saying it loud and proud that the NIC Bitch can eat a dick! She is NOT going to get me today, cuz I am QUIT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!! Have a great day quitters, Kstamp out!! 'biggun'
Confidence and enthusiasm does not mean cockiness. Well, maybe it does, but to quote a BAMF on this site:
"To quit takes BALLS. Lots and lots of BALLS" (Dean the Cunt)
Having BALLS means that you have the intestinal fortitude to give the Bitch the middle finger each day, AND, that you aren't afraid to reach out when things get a little hairy.
I proudly quit with you today Fly. FYI - I also have BALLS, but they are always freshly shorn and well moisturized.
Vadge
It's true, his balls are always really moist and hairless,.........so I've heard......
Bruce,
First of all, I have to buy special shorts to accommodate MY balls...
Second, I already know that I am a sexy bastard. I should receive royalties for looking this good. However, with all you studs around here I will have to step up my game a little, but not too much.
Third, I have had a massive chub from quitting (It's Huge), since I started quitting 6 days ago. So here goes. FUCK THE NIC BITCH FUCK BIG TABACCO, I quit today!
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Well here I am, beginning of day seven, a full week from the day I gave my word never again to fall prey to the nicotine bitch. I made it this far thanks to all you bad ass quitters out there and a few select ones(you know who you are).I know this game is far from over but I have a huge arsenal of weapons at the ready to keep me safe. I may be tired as fuck, beaten down, and feeling like a third grader who pissed his pants during show and tell, but I am here. If you don't know my name yet, get to know it because you will be seeing it all over the fucking place, especially roll. You may see me as an admin one day because I am that goddamn serious,, but for now I am just as quit as the lot of you. So here's to another day bitches and last but not least. Suck my dick NIC BITCH!!
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Well here I am, beginning of day seven, a full week from the day I gave my word never again to fall prey to the nicotine bitch. I made it this far thanks to all you bad ass quitters out there and a few select ones(you know who you are).I know this game is far from over but I have a huge arsenal of weapons at the ready to keep me safe. I may be tired as fuck, beaten down, and feeling like a third grader who pissed his pants during show and tell, but I am here. If you don't know my name yet, get to know it because you will be seeing it all over the fucking place, especially roll. You may see me as an admin one day because I am that goddamn serious,, but for now I am just as quit as the lot of you. So here's to another day bitches and last but not least. Suck my dick NIC BITCH!!
Nice work. You got this...stay quit today. :)
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Well here I am, beginning of day seven, a full week from the day I gave my word never again to fall prey to the nicotine bitch. I made it this far thanks to all you bad ass quitters out there and a few select ones(you know who you are).I know this game is far from over but I have a huge arsenal of weapons at the ready to keep me safe. I may be tired as fuck, beaten down, and feeling like a third grader who pissed his pants during show and tell, but I am here. If you don't know my name yet, get to know it because you will be seeing it all over the fucking place, especially roll. You may see me as an admin one day because I am that goddamn serious,, but for now I am just as quit as the lot of you. So here's to another day bitches and last but not least. Suck my dick NIC BITCH!!
Nice work. You got this...stay quit today. :)
Keep rolling, proud to be quit with you this weekend.
QLAFM
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Well here I am, beginning of day seven, a full week from the day I gave my word never again to fall prey to the nicotine bitch. I made it this far thanks to all you bad ass quitters out there and a few select ones(you know who you are).I know this game is far from over but I have a huge arsenal of weapons at the ready to keep me safe. I may be tired as fuck, beaten down, and feeling like a third grader who pissed his pants during show and tell, but I am here. If you don't know my name yet, get to know it because you will be seeing it all over the fucking place, especially roll. You may see me as an admin one day because I am that goddamn serious,, but for now I am just as quit as the lot of you. So here's to another day bitches and last but not least. Suck my dick NIC BITCH!!
Nice work. You got this...stay quit today. :)
Keep rolling, proud to be quit with you this weekend.
QLAFM
A week is HUGE !! Nicely done...
STAY QUIT
Greg
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Well here I am, beginning of day seven, a full week from the day I gave my word never again to fall prey to the nicotine bitch. I made it this far thanks to all you bad ass quitters out there and a few select ones(you know who you are).I know this game is far from over but I have a huge arsenal of weapons at the ready to keep me safe. I may be tired as fuck, beaten down, and feeling like a third grader who pissed his pants during show and tell, but I am here. If you don't know my name yet, get to know it because you will be seeing it all over the fucking place, especially roll. You may see me as an admin one day because I am that goddamn serious,, but for now I am just as quit as the lot of you. So here's to another day bitches and last but not least. Suck my dick NIC BITCH!!
Nice work. You got this...stay quit today. :)
Keep rolling, proud to be quit with you this weekend.
QLAFM
A week is HUGE !! Nicely done...
STAY QUIT
Greg
Good job FLY
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Today marks my 10th day of being quit. I am slowly watching the quit days add up and it feels damn good. I look back to the dark days prior to me quitting and think to myself, was I really that fucking stupid? Yes I was, plain and simple. I was just as gullible as everyone else and thought that it wasn't a big deal and I would be able to quit at any time. The truth was I couldn't quit, because I was addicted. Ten days ago my testicles finally dropped and I got the courage give it all up, cold turkey. Thanks everyone for the continued support, and all gayness aside, I fucking love you guys!! QUIT LIKE FUCK!!
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Today marks my 10th day of being quit. I am slowly watching the quit days add up and it feels damn good. I look back to the dark days prior to me quitting and think to myself, was I really that fucking stupid? Yes I was, plain and simple. I was just as gullible as everyone else and thought that it wasn't a big deal and I would be able to quit at any time. The truth was I couldn't quit, because I was addicted. Ten days ago my testicles finally dropped and I got the courage give it all up, cold turkey. Thanks everyone for the continued support, and all gayness aside, I fucking love you guys!! QUIT LIKE FUCK!!
ten days, all one at a time, pretty easy that way isn't it?
Glad you are part of our quit group and proud to be QLAFM w/you today.
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Today marks my 10th day of being quit. I am slowly watching the quit days add up and it feels damn good. I look back to the dark days prior to me quitting and think to myself, was I really that fucking stupid? Yes I was, plain and simple. I was just as gullible as everyone else and thought that it wasn't a big deal and I would be able to quit at any time. The truth was I couldn't quit, because I was addicted. Ten days ago my testicles finally dropped and I got the courage give it all up, cold turkey. Thanks everyone for the continued support, and all gayness aside, I fucking love you guys!! QUIT LIKE FUCK!!
ten days, all one at a time, pretty easy that way isn't it?
Glad you are part of our quit group and proud to be QLAFM w/you today.
Hooh-Fuckn'-Rah! Great job Stamp. With you Brother....QLAFM
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Going on Day 13 tomorrow and I am still quit like Fuck!! It definitely hasn't been easy but the reality is I am still here. I have gone through bags of sunflower seeds( I am convinced I am going to grow a sunflower out my ass I have eaten so many of those fuckers), my testosterone levels are through the roof, and I have had quite the attitude lately. It feels like I am in a totally different world compared to the nicotine shafting I received on a daily basis prior to my quit.
I have been more than a participant on this site, and I attribute my intensity at quitting to all the great people on this website. Without them I would probably be stuffing my lip with worm shit and waiting to die from cancer. I agree it takes alot of balls to give up something you have known for many years. Luckily I found my balls awhile back( Its great to finally see what they look like), grabbed a hold of them sumbitches and pledged my quit to you all. I don't care what it takes but I am going to continue on this path one day at a fucking time, stay quit, and be bad as a motherfucker doing it. And for future reference if you haven't tried them yet.....Bacon flavored sunflower seeds are goddamn phenomenal. Seriously they gave me wood whilst eating them. "Don't be dippin, just keep on quittin" That is all.
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Going on Day 13 tomorrow and I am still quit like Fuck!! It definitely hasn't been easy but the reality is I am still here. I have gone through bags of sunflower seeds( I am convinced I am going to grow a sunflower out my ass I have eaten so many of those fuckers), my testosterone levels are through the roof, and I have had quite the attitude lately. It feels like I am in a totally different world compared to the nicotine shafting I received on a daily basis prior to my quit.
I have been more than a participant on this site, and I attribute my intensity at quitting to all the great people on this website. Without them I would probably be stuffing my lip with worm shit and waiting to die from cancer. I agree it takes alot of balls to give up something you have known for many years. Luckily I found my balls awhile back( Its great to finally see what they look like), grabbed a hold of them sumbitches and pledged my quit to you all. I don't care what it takes but I am going to continue on this path one day at a fucking time, stay quit, and be bad as a motherfucker doing it. And for future reference if you haven't tried them yet.....Bacon flavored sunflower seeds are goddamn phenomenal. Seriously they gave me wood whilst eating them. "Don't be dippin, just keep on quittin" That is all.
Way to go Kstamp!!! You're rockin this quit!!!
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Going on Day 13 tomorrow and I am still quit like Fuck!! It definitely hasn't been easy but the reality is I am still here. I have gone through bags of sunflower seeds( I am convinced I am going to grow a sunflower out my ass I have eaten so many of those fuckers), my testosterone levels are through the roof, and I have had quite the attitude lately. It feels like I am in a totally different world compared to the nicotine shafting I received on a daily basis prior to my quit.
    I have been more than a participant on this site, and I attribute my intensity at quitting to all the great people on this website. Without them I would probably be stuffing my lip with worm shit and waiting to die from cancer. I agree it takes alot of balls to give up something you have known for many years. Luckily I found my balls awhile back( Its great to finally see what they look like), grabbed a hold of them sumbitches and pledged my quit to you all. I don't care what it takes but I am going to continue on this path one day at a fucking time, stay quit, and be bad as a motherfucker doing it. And for future reference if you haven't tried them yet.....Bacon flavored sunflower seeds are goddamn phenomenal. Seriously they gave me wood whilst eating them. "Don't be dippin, just keep on quittin" That is all.
Way to go Kstamp!!! You're rockin this quit!!!
Way to go buddy!! Keep kickin ass bro! Love it!
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Going on Day 13 tomorrow and I am still quit like Fuck!! It definitely hasn't been easy but the reality is I am still here. I have gone through bags of sunflower seeds( I am convinced I am going to grow a sunflower out my ass I have eaten so many of those fuckers), my testosterone levels are through the roof, and I have had quite the attitude lately. It feels like I am in a totally different world compared to the nicotine shafting I received on a daily basis prior to my quit.
     I have been more than a participant on this site, and I attribute my intensity at quitting to all the great people on this website. Without them I would probably be stuffing my lip with worm shit and waiting to die from cancer. I agree it takes alot of balls to give up something you have known for many years. Luckily I found my balls awhile back( Its great to finally see what they look like), grabbed a hold of them sumbitches and pledged my quit to you all. I don't care what it takes but I am going to continue on this path one day at a fucking time, stay quit, and be bad as a motherfucker doing it. And for future reference if you haven't tried them yet.....Bacon flavored sunflower seeds are goddamn phenomenal. Seriously they gave me wood whilst eating them. "Don't be dippin, just keep on quittin" That is all.
Way to go Kstamp!!! You're rockin this quit!!!
Way to go buddy!! Keep kickin ass bro! Love it!
I'll have what he's having, way to QLAFM brother, with you today.
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Going on Day 13 tomorrow and I am still quit like Fuck!! It definitely hasn't been easy but the reality is I am still here. I have gone through bags of sunflower seeds( I am convinced I am going to grow a sunflower out my ass I have eaten so many of those fuckers), my testosterone levels are through the roof, and I have had quite the attitude lately. It feels like I am in a totally different world compared to the nicotine shafting I received on a daily basis prior to my quit.
     I have been more than a participant on this site, and I attribute my intensity at quitting to all the great people on this website. Without them I would probably be stuffing my lip with worm shit and waiting to die from cancer. I agree it takes alot of balls to give up something you have known for many years. Luckily I found my balls awhile back( Its great to finally see what they look like), grabbed a hold of them sumbitches and pledged my quit to you all. I don't care what it takes but I am going to continue on this path one day at a fucking time, stay quit, and be bad as a motherfucker doing it. And for future reference if you haven't tried them yet.....Bacon flavored sunflower seeds are goddamn phenomenal. Seriously they gave me wood whilst eating them. "Don't be dippin, just keep on quittin" That is all.
Way to go Kstamp!!! You're rockin this quit!!!
Way to go buddy!! Keep kickin ass bro! Love it!
I'll have what he's having, way to QLAFM brother, with you today.
I get quit wood when I see these kind of posts.... No whining about "the fog"....no crying about "the funk".....no scared quit. Just flat out balls. Taking ownership of your quit and staring nic down. I quit with you all day and every day bro!
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Well Holy Shit!! I am at a full two weeks and not a trace of nicotine in sight. Not one single ounce of worm dirt,lip shit, mouth mud,cancer candy, tobacco turds, or tongue scum. It's amazing how good it feels to not have your breath smell like a cat shit in your mouth everyday, and not spitting death juice in empty coke cans 18 hours a day. Each day is a small victory for me and yet another reason to never pick up that small can of long cut wintergreen flavored monkey shit. Quit like Fuck again!!!
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Well Holy Shit!! I am at a full two weeks and not a trace of nicotine in sight. Not one single ounce of worm dirt,lip shit, mouth mud,cancer candy, tobacco turds, or tongue scum. It's amazing how good it feels to not have your breath smell like a cat shit in your mouth everyday, and not spitting death juice in empty coke cans 18 hours a day. Each day is a small victory for me and yet another reason to never pick up that small can of long cut wintergreen flavored monkey shit. Quit like Fuck again!!!
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Isn't it amazing when we hear of someone caving because it is just too hard to stay quit? Look at all the stupid efforts we put into feeding our addiction. Makes me wonder why when temptation calls, we don't pause and say, it's just too hard to cave.
I want you to know that I love your posts and attitude with the nonsense of chewing. Your posts keep me focused and inspired as to why I am in this war.
Mark
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Well Holy Shit!! I am at a full two weeks and not a trace of nicotine in sight. Not one single ounce of worm dirt,lip shit, mouth mud,cancer candy, tobacco turds, or tongue scum. It's amazing how good it feels to not have your breath smell like a cat shit in your mouth everyday, and not spitting death juice in empty coke cans 18 hours a day. Each day is a small victory for me and yet another reason to never pick up that small can of long cut wintergreen flavored monkey shit. Quit like Fuck again!!!
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Isn't it amazing when we hear of someone caving because it is just too hard to stay quit? Look at all the stupid efforts we put into feeding our addiction. Makes me wonder why when temptation calls, we don't pause and say, it's just too hard to cave.
I want you to know that I love your posts and attitude with the nonsense of chewing. Your posts keep me focused and inspired as to why I am in this war.
Mark
Right there with ya K, awesome feeling isn't it? Just don't let the feeling become stale or take it for granted. Want a reminder of how easy it is to let that feeling subside? Go take a look at our group from its inception, you will notice a couple of things:
1- We had about 14 people miss posting roll yesterday
2- We had a total of over 90 people join in open enrollment for Oct 12, take a look at the number who made it through the first 30 days.
3- Now take a look at some who are still in the group but have started to occasionally miss posting roll, my guess is they won't last to HOF
Ever feel the need to galvanize your quit, give me a shout or just look at the numbers. Don't be a failed statistic.
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
Holy shit. That was good. I just want to second this post. The burden of quit is lighter than the burden you bare giving into your addiction. If you are hurting, go back to what drove you to quit. Being controlled by your addiction, that hurt too....didn't it? If I compare, I will always chose the quit life.
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
Holy shit. That was good. I just want to second this post. The burden of quit is lighter than the burden you bare giving into your addiction. If you are hurting, go back to what drove you to quit. Being controlled by your addiction, that hurt too....didn't it? If I compare, I will always chose the quit life.
'Cheers' Hear, hear!
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
Holy shit. That was good. I just want to second this post. The burden of quit is lighter than the burden you bare giving into your addiction. If you are hurting, go back to what drove you to quit. Being controlled by your addiction, that hurt too....didn't it? If I compare, I will always chose the quit life.
'Cheers' Hear, hear!
I may have just got quit wood...yes, I just got quit wood
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
Holy shit. That was good. I just want to second this post. The burden of quit is lighter than the burden you bare giving into your addiction. If you are hurting, go back to what drove you to quit. Being controlled by your addiction, that hurt too....didn't it? If I compare, I will always chose the quit life.
'Cheers' Hear, hear!
I may have just got quit wood...yes, I just got quit wood
Kstamp, you are truly one badass quitter. Proud to be quit with the likes of you!!!
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Can I just say that I am tired as fuck with people who constantly whine about how fucking bad it is to quit dip. Who...gives...a....fuck!!!! I don't. Stop being a pussy and just quit. There is no point in whining about how you have a headache or the shakes. It was your own damn fault for picking up the nasty habit in the first place. If you don't really want to quit then get the fuck out of here and leave the quitting to the big dogs. Yeah I get it some of you might say that I could be the next one to cave but I will prove you wrong. I say that because my heart and soul is into this not to become a statistic. Maybe it was a lot easier for me to quit than others but the fact is I still did it. I applaud all my brothers and sisters who have the balls to post roll every morning and pledge with their quit erections raging. To the trolls out there, may you be ass raped by the nicotine bitch for your childish stupidity.
Holy shit. That was good. I just want to second this post. The burden of quit is lighter than the burden you bare giving into your addiction. If you are hurting, go back to what drove you to quit. Being controlled by your addiction, that hurt too....didn't it? If I compare, I will always chose the quit life.
'Cheers' Hear, hear!
I may have just got quit wood...yes, I just got quit wood
Kstamp, you are truly one badass quitter. Proud to be quit with the likes of you!!!
Saying what needs to be said K. Fucking awesome, proud to be quit with you today
QLAFM
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Day 18 here quitters and still going strong. I'm not writing this to bitch and moan about how fucking bad it has been, in fact I am here to say how fucking great it has been. Everyday we quit is another day we piss off the big tobacco companies and give them one more deep thrust to their already aching browneyes. They are pissed off because a well known group of quitters from KTC have them figured out. Us quitters KNOW that nicotine is fucking poison and we are hell bent on never putting that shit back into our bodies. I am another addict that is no longer part of that tobacco mafia. The harsh reality is that there will still be people who stuff this poison into their lips, cheeks, or wherever the fuck they like to put it. They will continue to do so right up until the day they die. Its fucking sad but true. To anyone out there who is not quit yet, don't sign up for this site unless you are 199% committed to being nicotine free. I am quit because I have people constantly keeping a foot up my ass. Post roll daily and don't fucking cave. Its that simple. Here is to another bad ass day of quitting and feeling fantastic. On that note FUCK YOU NIC BITCH!!! 'Finger'
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Day 18 here quitters and still going strong. I'm not writing this to bitch and moan about how fucking bad it has been, in fact I am here to say how fucking great it has been. Everyday we quit is another day we piss off the big tobacco companies and give them one more deep thrust to their already aching browneyes. They are pissed off because a well known group of quitters from KTC have them figured out. Us quitters KNOW that nicotine is fucking poison and we are hell bent on never putting that shit back into our bodies. I am another addict that is no longer part of that tobacco mafia. The harsh reality is that there will still be people who stuff this poison into their lips, cheeks, or wherever the fuck they like to put it. They will continue to do so right up until the day they die. Its fucking sad but true. To anyone out there who is not quit yet, don't sign up for this site unless you are 199% committed to being nicotine free. I am quit because I have people constantly keeping a foot up my ass. Post roll daily and don't fucking cave. Its that simple. Here is to another bad ass day of quitting and feeling fantastic. On that note FUCK YOU NIC BITCH!!! 'Finger'
Man....that......was GREAT!!!!!
Thats the kind of energy and thinking that will get you over the rough times and truly make you enjoy the good times!
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Day 18 here quitters and still going strong. I'm not writing this to bitch and moan about how fucking bad it has been, in fact I am here to say how fucking great it has been. Everyday we quit is another day we piss off the big tobacco companies and give them one more deep thrust to their already aching browneyes. They are pissed off because a well known group of quitters from KTC have them figured out. Us quitters KNOW that nicotine is fucking poison and we are hell bent on never putting that shit back into our bodies. I am another addict that is no longer part of that tobacco mafia. The harsh reality is that there will still be people who stuff this poison into their lips, cheeks, or wherever the fuck they like to put it. They will continue to do so right up until the day they die. Its fucking sad but true. To anyone out there who is not quit yet, don't sign up for this site unless you are 199% committed to being nicotine free. I am quit because I have people constantly keeping a foot up my ass. Post roll daily and don't fucking cave. Its that simple. Here is to another bad ass day of quitting and feeling fantastic. On that note FUCK YOU NIC BITCH!!! 'Finger'
Man....that......was GREAT!!!!!
Thats the kind of energy and thinking that will get you over the rough times and truly make you enjoy the good times!
You da man Tramp Stamp!! I get half mast when I read your posts! Fuck NIC!!!!
I quit with you today and every day that I breathe!!!!!
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Another day free from nicotine and one more railroad spike in the NIC Bitches coffin. I can feel her getting weaker as time passes and she is slowly suffocating under the weight of my quit. The NIC bitch is the deadliest adversary there is and once she has you in her clutches it is hard to get away. Our only weapon is having 100% pure unadulterated courage to go toe to toe with our addiction. The minute we shed our nicotine walkers and start walking on our own again, we begin the journey to freedom. We finally realize how much we have missed out on because of this fucking poison. The addiction was behind the wheel of our lives and always took us in the wrong direction. It took us on a one way street to nowhere, away from our family, our friends, our health and many other important things. After years of riding bitch I am no longer a passenger in my own car. Today I am behind the wheel with the windows down and the stereo blasting and it feels great to be in control. I know there will be some roadblocks along the way, but as long as I have KTC as my navigator they will keep me on the right path. Thanks again to all of my quit brothers and sisters for your continued support, it truly means the world to be quit another day. Quit like Fuck!!! 'biggun'
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Another day free from nicotine and one more railroad spike in the NIC Bitches coffin. I can feel her getting weaker as time passes and she is slowly suffocating under the weight of my quit. The NIC bitch is the deadliest adversary there is and once she has you in her clutches it is hard to get away. Our only weapon is having 100% pure unadulterated courage to go toe to toe with our addiction. The minute we shed our nicotine walkers and start walking on our own again, we begin the journey to freedom. We finally realize how much we have missed out on because of this fucking poison. The addiction was behind the wheel of our lives and always took us in the wrong direction. It took us on a one way street to nowhere, away from our family, our friends, our health and many other important things. After years of riding bitch I am no longer a passenger in my own car. Today I am behind the wheel with the windows down and the stereo blasting and it feels great to be in control. I know there will be some roadblocks along the way, but as long as I have KTC as my navigator they will keep me on the right path. Thanks again to all of my quit brothers and sisters for your continued support, it truly means the world to be quit another day. Quit like Fuck!!! 'biggun'
Outfuckingstanding.
Its amazing what strength you can see in yourself once you believe its there. Keep killing it bro. I quit with you today.
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Another day free from nicotine and one more railroad spike in the NIC Bitches coffin. I can feel her getting weaker as time passes and she is slowly suffocating under the weight of my quit. The NIC bitch is the deadliest adversary there is and once she has you in her clutches it is hard to get away. Our only weapon is having 100% pure unadulterated courage to go toe to toe with our addiction. The minute we shed our nicotine walkers and start walking on our own again, we begin the journey to freedom. We finally realize how much we have missed out on because of this fucking poison. The addiction was behind the wheel of our lives and always took us in the wrong direction. It took us on a one way street to nowhere, away from our family, our friends, our health and many other important things. After years of riding bitch I am no longer a passenger in my own car. Today I am behind the wheel with the windows down and the stereo blasting and it feels great to be in control. I know there will be some roadblocks along the way, but as long as I have KTC as my navigator they will keep me on the right path. Thanks again to all of my quit brothers and sisters for your continued support, it truly means the world to be quit another day. Quit like Fuck!!! 'biggun'
Outfuckingstanding.
Its amazing what strength you can see in yourself once you believe its there. Keep killing it bro. I quit with you today.
Way to go KS! That attitude will keep you quit
Now the nic bitch is gonna get a mite sneaky when her frontal attacks don't work.... as she's gonna be waiting for the poor sucka that gets complacent. Keep that attitude, and it won't be you.
Proud to be quit with you,
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Starting Day 26 on my journey of quit and feeling better everyday. As a matter of fact I haven't felt this good in a long time. I can't believe that I had subjected my body to the barrage of chemicals that are found in dip. Man was I a fucking dickweed. I am honored to be in the presence of all the hard core quitters on this site. They helped me to realize that burying myself in a can of tobacco was not the way to continue living my life. I am proud to have made it this far and will continue quitting one day at a time. 1/4 way to HOF!!
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Starting Day 26 on my journey of quit and feeling better everyday. As a matter of fact I haven't felt this good in a long time. I can't believe that I had subjected my body to the barrage of chemicals that are found in dip. Man was I a fucking dickweed. I am honored to be in the presence of all the hard core quitters on this site. They helped me to realize that burying myself in a can of tobacco was not the way to continue living my life. I am proud to have made it this far and will continue quitting one day at a time. 1/4 way to HOF!!
Hey man, we were all dumb phoques.
Keep that bad quit on and QLAFM, before long you will be flying over the HOF,
one day at a time, I will quit with you.
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Starting Day 26 on my journey of quit and feeling better everyday. As a matter of fact I haven't felt this good in a long time. I can't believe that I had subjected my body to the barrage of chemicals that are found in dip. Man was I a fucking dickweed. I am honored to be in the presence of all the hard core quitters on this site. They helped me to realize that burying myself in a can of tobacco was not the way to continue living my life. I am proud to have made it this far and will continue quitting one day at a time. 1/4 way to HOF!!
Hey man, we were all dumb phoques.
Keep that bad quit on and QLAFM, before long you will be flying over the HOF,
one day at a time, I will quit with you.
nice buddy.. you set a good example.. no more toxic waste in our systems..
proud to quit with you!
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Starting Day 26 on my journey of quit and feeling better everyday. As a matter of fact I haven't felt this good in a long time. I can't believe that I had subjected my body to the barrage of chemicals that are found in dip. Man was I a fucking dickweed. I am honored to be in the presence of all the hard core quitters on this site. They helped me to realize that burying myself in a can of tobacco was not the way to continue living my life. I am proud to have made it this far and will continue quitting one day at a time. 1/4 way to HOF!!
Hey man, we were all dumb phoques.
Keep that bad quit on and QLAFM, before long you will be flying over the HOF,
one day at a time, I will quit with you.
nice buddy.. you set a good example.. no more toxic waste in our systems..
proud to quit with you!
Just keep rolling with us K, there is absolutely no looking back! Hate it, own it, and quit it like a fucking madman!
Proud to be here with you!
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
It shows your quit has weight...unfortunately some people take longer to realize what's important in life. addiction will always be there, but if you can help a couple people see the light it makes a difference, and strengthens your quit.
I had a day dream yesterday.. I was leaning against my truck and envisioned putting a dip in, and I got the shivers like yuck. It was the first time I actually had a negative reaction to the thought. felt good.
your posts help me build my wall, it's getting bigger...I quit with you..
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
It shows your quit has weight...unfortunately some people take longer to realize what's important in life. addiction will always be there, but if you can help a couple people see the light it makes a difference, and strengthens your quit.
I had a day dream yesterday.. I was leaning against my truck and envisioned putting a dip in, and I got the shivers like yuck. It was the first time I actually had a negative reaction to the thought. felt good.
your posts help me build my wall, it's getting bigger...I quit with you..
Positive dip dreams! I had a couple and loved realizing that even my subconscious was winning the battles! Ding Dong the wicked bitch may not be dead but she is loosing and dieing!!
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
It shows your quit has weight...unfortunately some people take longer to realize what's important in life. addiction will always be there, but if you can help a couple people see the light it makes a difference, and strengthens your quit.
I had a day dream yesterday.. I was leaning against my truck and envisioned putting a dip in, and I got the shivers like yuck. It was the first time I actually had a negative reaction to the thought. felt good.
your posts help me build my wall, it's getting bigger...I quit with you..
Positive dip dreams! I had a couple and loved realizing that even my subconscious was winning the battles! Ding Dong the wicked bitch may not be dead but she is loosing and dieing!!
Dip dreams suck.
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
It shows your quit has weight...unfortunately some people take longer to realize what's important in life. addiction will always be there, but if you can help a couple people see the light it makes a difference, and strengthens your quit.
I had a day dream yesterday.. I was leaning against my truck and envisioned putting a dip in, and I got the shivers like yuck. It was the first time I actually had a negative reaction to the thought. felt good.
your posts help me build my wall, it's getting bigger...I quit with you..
Positive dip dreams! I had a couple and loved realizing that even my subconscious was winning the battles! Ding Dong the wicked bitch may not be dead but she is loosing and dieing!!
Dip dreams suck.
Wet Dreams Are Awesome!
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So tonight I finally had a Dip dream if you could call it that. I vaguely remember being in a bar setting amongst a group of guys I didn't know. They started talking about dip and passing a can of the shit around. One of the guys asked a couple of chicks nearby if they had a spitter, of which they said no and walked away in disgust. They continued passing around the can of lip shit, taking huge pinches from this neverending can and stuffing it in their mouths. The can finally made it around to me and I just stood there holding it, watching all the guys around me spitting nasty brown ooze.
At this point in the dream you would think I would follow suit and put a huge fatty in my lip, but instead I handed the can back. As I sat at the bar sans dip, the guys began asking me why I didn't take a dip so I told them why. I began to tell them about a friend of mine who died from dipping after only three years of using it.(I didn't really have a friend die just part of the dream) The more I told the guys about this friend of mine, their moods suddenly began to change and started to look nervous. However, just before waking up and having finished telling my story, not a single guy spit out their dip, but instead kept filling up bottles with grim looks on their faces.
So as I am writing this and thinking about what this dream meant, I realized a few things. First I didn't give in to the nic bitch during the dream, so I have nothing to feel guilty about. The second thing I realized is that no matter what we tell people, whether it be they are going to die if they continue using it, or their dick is going to fall off if they put another chew or cigarette in their mouths, some would still light up or crack open a can. Its sad but thats how bad an addiction really is. A person will do anything, risks or no risks just to get a fix. It was a weird dream but I just thought I would share it.
I agree, why do people just keep on killing themselves when they know the risks? Well, I guess I was an expert on that just 6 short months ago as I did it for 26 fucking years. Why? Why would any one do that? Well, how much time you got?
Fear, pride, addiction, cowardice, ignorance, arrogance.......the list goes on and on and most of the words in the list are not nice.
At any rate, judging by what you got goin on here in the first 30 days, you got some bad ass quit going here.
Stay strong and keep on quitting. I love what you got goin here (in a strictly non-gay I don't like your big balls kind of way).
It shows your quit has weight...unfortunately some people take longer to realize what's important in life. addiction will always be there, but if you can help a couple people see the light it makes a difference, and strengthens your quit.
I had a day dream yesterday.. I was leaning against my truck and envisioned putting a dip in, and I got the shivers like yuck. It was the first time I actually had a negative reaction to the thought. felt good.
your posts help me build my wall, it's getting bigger...I quit with you..
Positive dip dreams! I had a couple and loved realizing that even my subconscious was winning the battles! Ding Dong the wicked bitch may not be dead but she is loosing and dieing!!
Dip dreams suck.
Wet Dreams Are Awesome!
till you wake up and have to clean up. Damn, I sure miss my dog.
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her. 'Shoot'
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her. 'Shoot'
Like a boss. B) Proud to be quit with you today man.
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her. 'Shoot'
Kstamp.. great post Bro.. Keep it up.. yesterday 71 days for me.. yesterday I came closer to getting picked off than any day since my quit? Don't ask me why? I don't fucking know. Thank God I didn't and my quit feels full again this morning. All I do know Nic is a very subtle foe.. Be on guard Man.. Be on guard Big Congrats on the 30.. that's huge.. Gooch
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her.� 'Shoot'
Kstamp.. great post Bro.. Keep it up.. yesterday 71 days for me.. yesterday I came closer to getting picked off than any day since my quit? Don't ask me why? I don't fucking know. Thank God I didn't and my quit feels full again this morning. All I do know Nic is a very subtle foe.. Be on guard Man.. Be on guard Big Congrats on the 30.. that's huge.. Gooch
That's what I like about you K, all killer and no filler. Proud to be QLAFM with you.
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Have you ever thought about writing childrens books... great post man!!!
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Have you ever thought about writing childrens books... great post man!!!
I actually have but my level of cursing is far above what they would allow in childrens books.
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her. 'Shoot'
Great quit you have going. Don't try to wet hump a shark though, its not worth it.
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30 days today and man does it feel good. Not one ounce of remorse in my veins for the nicotine bitch who once used me like a plastic fuck doll. I used to be up to my ballsack in cans of tobacco, spitting that shit everywhere, but today I am QUIT. Since I have been here I have seen quite a few people slip and fall back into the trenches. I think to myself at least it wasn't me, but then again it could be me at any time if I let my guard down. I don't want to come across as being cocky but my balls seem to be growing at a rapid pace. That doesn't mean I will go fuck with a grizzly bear or try to wet hump a great white shark, but you know what I mean. The truth is unlike some of the "FAKE" quitters out there, I am 100% real,no additives, no artificial colors or MSG. I am a "drag my balls across 5 miles of broken glass before I would ever take a dip again" type of guy. That's just me and I am damn proud to be quit with all you crazy fuckers. Lastly if you happen to see the NIC bitch around, have her stop by so she can suck start my revolver, because I have a couple rounds waitin' for her. 'Shoot'
Great quit you have going. Don't try to wet hump a shark though, its not worth it.
The way I feel today, bring on that grizzly bear, I think we would have a good chance to kick its ass.
Glad you're in the Oct group, will QUIT each day with you.
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33 Days quit Bitches!! Okay so here goes since I have joined this site I have been literally blasted by references, of Dicks, Wangers, Schlongs, Peckers, Meat Whistles, Cocks, Meatsticks, One-eyed monsters, purple-headed yogurt slingers.. and then there are nutsacks, ballsacks, beanbags, man satchels, belly bags, and a multitude of other gheyness. Does the quitting process turn us all into a bunch of queer headed, pole smoking, fudge packing, leotard wearing, tummy stick jostling, fags?! Not really... but its amazing the stuff your mind comes up with when you quit being mouth fucked by the nic bitch after many years. In all due gheyness its been alot of fun so far and I look forward to many more quit days with all you gheytards. 'BanDog'
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33 Days quit Bitches!! Okay so here goes since I have joined this site I have been literally blasted by references, of Dicks, Wangers, Schlongs, Peckers, Meat Whistles, Cocks, Meatsticks, One-eyed monsters, purple-headed yogurt slingers.. and then there are nutsacks, ballsacks, beanbags, man satchels, belly bags, and a multitude of other gheyness. Does the quitting process turn us all into a bunch of queer headed, pole smoking, fudge packing, leotard wearing, tummy stick jostling, fags?! Not really... but its amazing the stuff your mind comes up with when you quit being mouth fucked by the nic bitch after many years. In all due gheyness its been alot of fun so far and I look forward to many more quit days with all you gheytards. 'BanDog'
you forgot coinpurse
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33 Days quit Bitches!! Okay so here goes since I have joined this site I have been literally blasted by references, of Dicks, Wangers, Schlongs, Peckers, Meat Whistles, Cocks, Meatsticks, One-eyed monsters, purple-headed yogurt slingers.. and then there are nutsacks, ballsacks, beanbags, man satchels, belly bags, and a multitude of other gheyness. Does the quitting process turn us all into a bunch of queer headed, pole smoking, fudge packing, leotard wearing, tummy stick jostling, fags?! Not really... but its amazing the stuff your mind comes up with when you quit being mouth fucked by the nic bitch after many years. In all due gheyness its been alot of fun so far and I look forward to many more quit days with all you gheytards. 'BanDog'
This is the gheyest thing i've read...and i'm strangley aroused by it. Glad you're here trampstamp, looking forward to sending you more ghey shit.
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33 Days quit Bitches!! Okay so here goes since I have joined this site I have been literally blasted by references, of Dicks, Wangers, Schlongs, Peckers, Meat Whistles, Cocks, Meatsticks, One-eyed monsters, purple-headed yogurt slingers.. and then there are nutsacks, ballsacks, beanbags, man satchels, belly bags, and a multitude of other gheyness. Does the quitting process turn us all into a bunch of queer headed, pole smoking, fudge packing, leotard wearing, tummy stick jostling, fags?! Not really... but its amazing the stuff your mind comes up with when you quit being mouth fucked by the nic bitch after many years. In all due gheyness its been alot of fun so far and I look forward to many more quit days with all you gheytards. 'BanDog'
This is the gheyest thing i've read...and i'm strangley aroused by it. Glad you're here trampstamp, looking forward to sending you more ghey shit.
Bruce, you and stamp. 'getaroom'
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33 Days quit Bitches!! Okay so here goes since I have joined this site I have been literally blasted by references, of Dicks, Wangers, Schlongs, Peckers, Meat Whistles, Cocks, Meatsticks, One-eyed monsters, purple-headed yogurt slingers.. and then there are nutsacks, ballsacks, beanbags, man satchels, belly bags, and a multitude of other gheyness. Does the quitting process turn us all into a bunch of queer headed, pole smoking, fudge packing, leotard wearing, tummy stick jostling, fags?! Not really... but its amazing the stuff your mind comes up with when you quit being mouth fucked by the nic bitch after many years. In all due gheyness its been alot of fun so far and I look forward to many more quit days with all you gheytards. 'BanDog'
This is the gheyest thing i've read...and i'm strangley aroused by it. Glad you're here trampstamp, looking forward to sending you more ghey shit.
Bruce, you and stamp. 'getaroom'
you also forgot gerbil jammers and hershey highway drivers. Gotta be PC there K, don't wanna leave any homo in the closet without their coupon for 20% off Miracle Whip.
QLAFM w/you today
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In addition to SirDereks awesome post on Roll......heres mine for October.
So I have decided to reach down and grab my supersize quit balls and speak my mind. I am absolutely one hundred and ten percent fucking heated after looking at the October 2012 spreadsheet. I scroll down the names and see all these little fucking yellow boxes where people have missed roll. One I noticed stood out like the fucking Atom bomb that hit Nagasaki. KSQUITTER, yes you, how the fuck can you miss roll for twenty days then “Bam” pop right back up like you are still fucking quit? Liar! JTULL, sitting at 50% overall, and you call yourself honest? BULLSHIT. KDFWAGEN, you are just another subpar roll poster sitting at, you guessed it, 50%! These are just to name a few, but there are a couple others on here with posting roll one day, missing a day, and then posting the next.
Plain and simple there should be no mother fucking yellow blocks with the XÂ’s in them. They should all be green, and you should all be sitting at 100%. What this means is you havenÂ’t established someone to post roll for you if you canÂ’t, for some god forsaken reason like aliens stole my WIFI, or Bigfoot smashed my laptop. ThatÂ’s pure fucking laziness. If it was me and you went two days without posting, your ass would be off the list, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
What I am getting at here is people need to wake the fuck up and establish a battle buddy system. If you canÂ’t post roll, you better have a secondary mother fucker in line to put your name on the list and that youÂ’re still quit. Stop being whiny little bitches and man the fuck up. I am here because I am an addict that used to be a slave to the can, but now I am on a god damn mission. I have no intentions of caving and will challenge any of you that say I will. This site was based on accountability so letÂ’s hold it to that fucking standard. If you donÂ’t want to be here, then I suggest you GTFO and leave the REAL quitting to those that ARE fucking serious.
K-Motherfucking-Fly
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You have some serious shit going on in your quit. I bet you have to special order your banana hammocks.
Keep it up - you are an asset to your group and this site.
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In addition to SirDereks awesome post on Roll......heres mine for October.
So I have decided to reach down and grab my supersize quit balls and speak my mind. I am absolutely one hundred and ten percent fucking heated after looking at the October 2012 spreadsheet. I scroll down the names and see all these little fucking yellow boxes where people have missed roll. One I noticed stood out like the fucking Atom bomb that hit Nagasaki. KSQUITTER, yes you, how the fuck can you miss roll for twenty days then “Bam” pop right back up like you are still fucking quit? Liar! JTULL, sitting at 50% overall, and you call yourself honest? BULLSHIT. KDFWAGEN, you are just another subpar roll poster sitting at, you guessed it, 50%! These are just to name a few, but there are a couple others on here with posting roll one day, missing a day, and then posting the next.
Plain and simple there should be no mother fucking yellow blocks with the XÂ’s in them. They should all be green, and you should all be sitting at 100%. What this means is you havenÂ’t established someone to post roll for you if you canÂ’t, for some god forsaken reason like aliens stole my WIFI, or Bigfoot smashed my laptop. ThatÂ’s pure fucking laziness. If it was me and you went two days without posting, your ass would be off the list, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
What I am getting at here is people need to wake the fuck up and establish a battle buddy system. If you canÂ’t post roll, you better have a secondary mother fucker in line to put your name on the list and that youÂ’re still quit. Stop being whiny little bitches and man the fuck up. I am here because I am an addict that used to be a slave to the can, but now I am on a god damn mission. I have no intentions of caving and will challenge any of you that say I will. This site was based on accountability so letÂ’s hold it to that fucking standard. If you donÂ’t want to be here, then I suggest you GTFO and leave the REAL quitting to those that ARE fucking serious.
K-Motherfucking-Fly
I agree 1000%. If you don't post roll EVERY SINGLE DAY then you are not as serious as you should be about your quit. It is as simple as that. Too many times we have seen people fail and they all say the same thing, "I stopped posting roll..." That tells me that posting roll is pretty fucking important to staying quit. You are truly serious about this Fly and I am proud to be quit with you today.
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In addition to SirDereks awesome post on Roll......heres mine for October.
So I have decided to reach down and grab my supersize quit balls and speak my mind. I am absolutely one hundred and ten percent fucking heated after looking at the October 2012 spreadsheet. I scroll down the names and see all these little fucking yellow boxes where people have missed roll. One I noticed stood out like the fucking Atom bomb that hit Nagasaki. KSQUITTER, yes you, how the fuck can you miss roll for twenty days then “Bam” pop right back up like you are still fucking quit? Liar! JTULL, sitting at 50% overall, and you call yourself honest? BULLSHIT. KDFWAGEN, you are just another subpar roll poster sitting at, you guessed it, 50%! These are just to name a few, but there are a couple others on here with posting roll one day, missing a day, and then posting the next.
Plain and simple there should be no mother fucking yellow blocks with the XÂ’s in them. They should all be green, and you should all be sitting at 100%. What this means is you havenÂ’t established someone to post roll for you if you canÂ’t, for some god forsaken reason like aliens stole my WIFI, or Bigfoot smashed my laptop. ThatÂ’s pure fucking laziness. If it was me and you went two days without posting, your ass would be off the list, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
What I am getting at here is people need to wake the fuck up and establish a battle buddy system. If you canÂ’t post roll, you better have a secondary mother fucker in line to put your name on the list and that youÂ’re still quit. Stop being whiny little bitches and man the fuck up. I am here because I am an addict that used to be a slave to the can, but now I am on a god damn mission. I have no intentions of caving and will challenge any of you that say I will. This site was based on accountability so letÂ’s hold it to that fucking standard. If you donÂ’t want to be here, then I suggest you GTFO and leave the REAL quitting to those that ARE fucking serious.
K-Motherfucking-Fly
I agree 1000%. If you don't post roll EVERY SINGLE DAY then you are not as serious as you should be about your quit. It is as simple as that. Too many times we have seen people fail and they all say the same thing, "I stopped posting roll..." That tells me that posting roll is pretty fucking important to staying quit. You are truly serious about this Fly and I am proud to be quit with you today.
I decided to add some back into this topic as well, I'll bring it over from roll so it's all in one place as my posts will probably get pushed as us quitters sign in to our quits for the day:
"Whaddya fuckin know? Every weekend we go through this shit with the same stupid fucks who call themselves quitters. Fuck them and the horses that rode them in. Quite frankly I could give two shits if they post roll or not. Their quits aren't going to last anyway. Fuck, they can't even commit to hopping on here and typing their name and days of quit. How long does that take, maybe 2 minutes? If they can't commit their promise to us, what kind of support would they be if we needed them?
Gotta treat quitting like a fucking job, show up everyday and do your best. Absenteeism at work will get you fired. Absenteeism at posting roll will get you killed."
I said it and I'm still fucking pissed. If I could reach out and touch these idiots, I'd probably break their fucking necks.
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In addition to SirDereks awesome post on Roll......heres mine for October.
So I have decided to reach down and grab my supersize quit balls and speak my mind. I am absolutely one hundred and ten percent fucking heated after looking at the October 2012 spreadsheet. I scroll down the names and see all these little fucking yellow boxes where people have missed roll. One I noticed stood out like the fucking Atom bomb that hit Nagasaki. KSQUITTER, yes you, how the fuck can you miss roll for twenty days then “Bam” pop right back up like you are still fucking quit? Liar! JTULL, sitting at 50% overall, and you call yourself honest? BULLSHIT. KDFWAGEN, you are just another subpar roll poster sitting at, you guessed it, 50%! These are just to name a few, but there are a couple others on here with posting roll one day, missing a day, and then posting the next.
Plain and simple there should be no mother fucking yellow blocks with the XÂ’s in them. They should all be green, and you should all be sitting at 100%. What this means is you havenÂ’t established someone to post roll for you if you canÂ’t, for some god forsaken reason like aliens stole my WIFI, or Bigfoot smashed my laptop. ThatÂ’s pure fucking laziness. If it was me and you went two days without posting, your ass would be off the list, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
What I am getting at here is people need to wake the fuck up and establish a battle buddy system. If you canÂ’t post roll, you better have a secondary mother fucker in line to put your name on the list and that youÂ’re still quit. Stop being whiny little bitches and man the fuck up. I am here because I am an addict that used to be a slave to the can, but now I am on a god damn mission. I have no intentions of caving and will challenge any of you that say I will. This site was based on accountability so letÂ’s hold it to that fucking standard. If you donÂ’t want to be here, then I suggest you GTFO and leave the REAL quitting to those that ARE fucking serious.
K-Motherfucking-Fly
I agree 1000%. If you don't post roll EVERY SINGLE DAY then you are not as serious as you should be about your quit. It is as simple as that. Too many times we have seen people fail and they all say the same thing, "I stopped posting roll..." That tells me that posting roll is pretty fucking important to staying quit. You are truly serious about this Fly and I am proud to be quit with you today.
I decided to add some back into this topic as well, I'll bring it over from roll so it's all in one place as my posts will probably get pushed as us quitters sign in to our quits for the day:
"Whaddya fuckin know? Every weekend we go through this shit with the same stupid fucks who call themselves quitters. Fuck them and the horses that rode them in. Quite frankly I could give two shits if they post roll or not. Their quits aren't going to last anyway. Fuck, they can't even commit to hopping on here and typing their name and days of quit. How long does that take, maybe 2 minutes? If they can't commit their promise to us, what kind of support would they be if we needed them?
Gotta treat quitting like a fucking job, show up everyday and do your best. Absenteeism at work will get you fired. Absenteeism at posting roll will get you killed."
I said it and I'm still fucking pissed. If I could reach out and touch these idiots, I'd probably break their fucking necks.
couldn't agree more...
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In addition to SirDereks awesome post on Roll......heres mine for October.
So I have decided to reach down and grab my supersize quit balls and speak my mind. I am absolutely one hundred and ten percent fucking heated after looking at the October 2012 spreadsheet. I scroll down the names and see all these little fucking yellow boxes where people have missed roll. One I noticed stood out like the fucking Atom bomb that hit Nagasaki. KSQUITTER, yes you, how the fuck can you miss roll for twenty days then “Bam” pop right back up like you are still fucking quit? Liar! JTULL, sitting at 50% overall, and you call yourself honest? BULLSHIT. KDFWAGEN, you are just another subpar roll poster sitting at, you guessed it, 50%! These are just to name a few, but there are a couple others on here with posting roll one day, missing a day, and then posting the next.
Plain and simple there should be no mother fucking yellow blocks with the XÂ’s in them. They should all be green, and you should all be sitting at 100%. What this means is you havenÂ’t established someone to post roll for you if you canÂ’t, for some god forsaken reason like aliens stole my WIFI, or Bigfoot smashed my laptop. ThatÂ’s pure fucking laziness. If it was me and you went two days without posting, your ass would be off the list, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
What I am getting at here is people need to wake the fuck up and establish a battle buddy system. If you canÂ’t post roll, you better have a secondary mother fucker in line to put your name on the list and that youÂ’re still quit. Stop being whiny little bitches and man the fuck up. I am here because I am an addict that used to be a slave to the can, but now I am on a god damn mission. I have no intentions of caving and will challenge any of you that say I will. This site was based on accountability so letÂ’s hold it to that fucking standard. If you donÂ’t want to be here, then I suggest you GTFO and leave the REAL quitting to those that ARE fucking serious.
K-Motherfucking-Fly
I agree 1000%. If you don't post roll EVERY SINGLE DAY then you are not as serious as you should be about your quit. It is as simple as that. Too many times we have seen people fail and they all say the same thing, "I stopped posting roll..." That tells me that posting roll is pretty fucking important to staying quit. You are truly serious about this Fly and I am proud to be quit with you today.
I decided to add some back into this topic as well, I'll bring it over from roll so it's all in one place as my posts will probably get pushed as us quitters sign in to our quits for the day:
"Whaddya fuckin know? Every weekend we go through this shit with the same stupid fucks who call themselves quitters. Fuck them and the horses that rode them in. Quite frankly I could give two shits if they post roll or not. Their quits aren't going to last anyway. Fuck, they can't even commit to hopping on here and typing their name and days of quit. How long does that take, maybe 2 minutes? If they can't commit their promise to us, what kind of support would they be if we needed them?
Gotta treat quitting like a fucking job, show up everyday and do your best. Absenteeism at work will get you fired. Absenteeism at posting roll will get you killed."
I said it and I'm still fucking pissed. If I could reach out and touch these idiots, I'd probably break their fucking necks.
couldn't agree more...
I like what I see in this thread. No surprise - badass quitters all are on it. This is why I post in October everyday with KStamp.....I WANT to quit with guys like this. I want guys like this who would immediately notice if I wasn't on roll and find out why. Keep it up bro..
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Well fuck...I was planning on getting a decent nights sleep but this heartburn is stomping my ass right now. Hit 37 beautiful days today and really starting to fit in a groove with my quit. Taking it slow but at the same time grabbing the NIC bitch by the hair and donkey punching her ass into the sheets. I did say my quit was hard, fierce and slightly abrasive, but that's how it's got to be. Unlike some of the kindergarten quitters on here like ksquitter and a few others, I am not about to run off when things get a little harsh in here. It's called tough love for a mother fucking reason...all ghey ness aside. One day at a time folks is the key and that philosophy has kept me on the right track. Accountability is one helluva tough word for some people and makes many run away when they are called out on it, but if you're honest and do the right thing then there is nothing to be afraid of. That's just my opinion but enough about that. Here's to another day in quitsville my friends.... 'Sing and Drink'
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Well fuck...I was planning on getting a decent nights sleep but this heartburn is stomping my ass right now. Hit 37 beautiful days today and really starting to fit in a groove with my quit. Taking it slow but at the same time grabbing the NIC bitch by the hair and donkey punching her ass into the sheets. I did say my quit was hard, fierce and slightly abrasive, but that's how it's got to be. Unlike some of the kindergarten quitters on here like ksquitter and a few others, I am not about to run off when things get a little harsh in here. It's called tough love for a mother fucking reason...all ghey ness aside. One day at a time folks is the key and that philosophy has kept me on the right track. Accountability is one helluva tough word for some people and makes many run away when they are called out on it, but if you're honest and do the right thing then there is nothing to be afraid of. That's just my opinion but enough about that. Here's to another day in quitsville my friends.... 'Sing and Drink'
Party in Quitsville and all our friends are invited. I'll bring the beer and the pinatas. I hear they're selling out of pinatas over in Fuckstickville, maybe I can get a ksquitter on the clearance rack.
In all seriousness though, Kstamp, I am proud to be quit with the likes of you and the rest of our Madmen in Oct12
QLAFM
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
Commenting with 2 October badasses here..... Do what you gotta do K. You don't like something air it out. I know you will..... I like the paper plate line.... clever. Maybe you're smarter than I thought.... 'na na'
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
Commenting with 2 October badasses here..... Do what you gotta do K. You don't like something air it out. I know you will..... I like the paper plate line.... clever. Maybe you're smarter than I thought.... 'na na'
DAY 40!!! AWESOME Kstamp!!!! 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Side note: Completely agree with you about the family comment!
'tough'
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
Commenting with 2 October badasses here..... Do what you gotta do K. You don't like something air it out. I know you will..... I like the paper plate line.... clever. Maybe you're smarter than I thought.... 'na na'
DAY 40!!! AWESOME Kstamp!!!! 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Side note: Completely agree with you about the family comment!
'tough'
Right on!
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Thought I would bring this back from this morning. I'm such a dick.....
Gordy:
Fuck this place you whiny little bitches need to run to the fuckign Mods. Suck my dick you pussy mother fuckers.
Me:
Just wanted to let you know that the word "Fucking" is not spelled "Fuckign". This is just an observation.........
Gordy:
Obvious typo you fucking moron. But when somebody spells quit as quite twice in the same sentence there is an obvious spelling error. So fuck off
Me:
Obvious typo for an obvious dumb fuck. I guess not putting a period after "Fuck off" was an obvious typo as well?
Gordy:
(Silence)
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
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Thought I would bring this back from this morning. I'm such a dick.....
Gordy:
Fuck this place you whiny little bitches need to run to the fuckign Mods. Suck my dick you pussy mother fuckers.
Me:
Just wanted to let you know that the word "Fucking" is not spelled "Fuckign". This is just an observation.........
Gordy:
Obvious typo you fucking moron. But when somebody spells quit as quite twice in the same sentence there is an obvious spelling error. So fuck off
Me:
Obvious typo for an obvious dumb fuck. I guess not putting a period after "Fuck off" was an obvious typo as well?
Gordy:
(Silence)
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
Personally, I'm waiting for a PM from said douche box. I'll meet that assclown anywhere he'd like to discuss the rather abrasive tone he took to the lot of us. Completely inappropriate regardless of the prior issues between the two. So, Gordy, if you're reading...I'm waiting. Fuck him Kstamp, you and I got the bull by its haunches, humping the bitch into submission.
QLAFM with you again today
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Thought I would bring this back from this morning. I'm such a dick.....
Gordy:
Fuck this place you whiny little bitches need to run to the fuckign Mods. Suck my dick you pussy mother fuckers.Â
Me:
Just wanted to let you know that the word "Fucking" is not spelled "Fuckign". This is just an observation.........Â
Gordy:
Obvious typo you fucking moron. But when somebody spells quit as quite twice in the same sentence there is an obvious spelling error. So fuck offÂ
Me:
Obvious typo for an obvious dumb fuck. I guess not putting a period after "Fuck off" was an obvious typo as well?
Gordy:
(Silence)
'crackup'Â 'crackup'Â 'crackup'
Personally, I'm waiting for a PM from said douche box. I'll meet that assclown anywhere he'd like to discuss the rather abrasive tone he took to the lot of us. Completely inappropriate regardless of the prior issues between the two. So, Gordy, if you're reading...I'm waiting. Fuck him Kstamp, you and I got the bull by its haunches, humping the bitch into submission.
QLAFM with you again today
Some people were put on this earth to be ignored. Don't feed the troll. You are better than that. You are a badass quitter. There will be more trolls - let the Mods handle them.
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
Commenting with 2 October badasses here..... Do what you gotta do K. You don't like something air it out. I know you will..... I like the paper plate line.... clever. Maybe you're smarter than I thought.... 'na na'
DAY 40!!! AWESOME Kstamp!!!! 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Side note: Completely agree with you about the family comment!
'tough'
Right on!
AMEN!!
KStamp, I will back you up anyday. And as far as the shit that was said in chat today, all the more reason to stay quit.
I am not going to sit here and use this useless bullshit to cave. That is a fucking waste of 40+ days to me. Otherwise, I will re-evaluate my situation. I quit with you KStampfly!!!
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Day 40 here quitters and my quit wood is extra hard this afternoon. I said some shit this morning to Gordy that got a few people riled up. Oh fucking well..... If I posted something from my wife on here in support of my quit, and some douche box came on here talking shit, he/she better be prepared to have their ass handed to them on a fucking paper plate. This site is all about support, not fucking bringing somebody down to your level so you can fuck with them. Post roll, participate in discussions, chat, or whatever but quit acting like an ass bag and leave peoples families alone. Nuff said.
you did the right thing, will quit each and every day with you.
'oh yeah' 'oh yeah' 'oh yeah'
Commenting with 2 October badasses here..... Do what you gotta do K. You don't like something air it out. I know you will..... I like the paper plate line.... clever. Maybe you're smarter than I thought.... 'na na'
DAY 40!!! AWESOME Kstamp!!!! 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Side note: Completely agree with you about the family comment!
'tough'
Right on!
AMEN!!
KStamp, I will back you up anyday. And as far as the shit that was said in chat today, all the more reason to stay quit.
I am not going to sit here and use this useless bullshit to cave. That is a fucking waste of 40+ days to me. Otherwise, I will re-evaluate my situation. I quit with you KStampfly!!!
dr jones - that is a funny ass avatar.....
Quit with you all today...I got your back too KStamp
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
From one October brother to another, thoughts are with you and your family and as Eric mentioned, am just a shout away if you need.
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
From one October brother to another, thoughts are with you and your family and as Eric mentioned, am just a shout away if you need.
Sorry to hear. Sounds like a great man, and a hard worker. Cherish the time yoi got to spend with him. Praying for strength for you and your family.
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
From one October brother to another, thoughts are with you and your family and as Eric mentioned, am just a shout away if you need.
Sorry to hear. Sounds like a great man, and a hard worker. Cherish the time yoi got to spend with him. Praying for strength for you and your family.
I lost my grandfather last year during the holidays, it's a tough thing. Sorry to read this. You need something, let me know. Hang tough bud.
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
From one October brother to another, thoughts are with you and your family and as Eric mentioned, am just a shout away if you need.
Sorry to hear. Sounds like a great man, and a hard worker. Cherish the time yoi got to spend with him. Praying for strength for you and your family.
I lost my grandfather last year during the holidays, it's a tough thing. Sorry to read this. You need something, let me know. Hang tough bud.
Grandpa's are amazing people bro! I am glad that you have those kick ass memories to get you by. Stay strong Stamp, you da man!!!
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Well I had a good weekend minus the fact that my grandpa isn't doing well and has any where from a few days to a couple weeks at best. He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and is on oxygen and all that stuff. My wife is a funeral director so its natural that she is already making plans for his departure, which sucks but is probably a smart thing to do. My grandma will not be in any condition to take care of all that stuff.
My grandpa was a carpenter/furniture maker by trade and always like to build things. In his younger days he was just like the guy from the Old Yankee workshop and could build pretty much anything in his garage. Today his workshop is silent and not a sound is made from his woodworking tools. Pieces of cherry wood, mahogany, and oak lay dormant in the corner, another future project that will never be made.
Today my grandpa lies in bed, on oxygen and needs to be cared for. He can't even go to the bathroom in privacy anymore and has to have someone wipe his ass for him. Its a horrible thing to get old. My grandpa never smoked a day in his life but here he is basically on his deathbed.
If I am to lose my grandpa, it is not going to change anything as far as me staying nicotine free, in fact it is only going to make it stronger. I will dedicate every single day to that hard working guy and one helluva man. I would ask for your prayers guys , but I am a realist and know its only a matter of time before he leaves us. Day 44 kstamp signing out.
Maybe not a prayer, but a beer in a hell of a man's honor later. Stay strong brother
Hang in there pal, you know if you need anything just a shout will suffice. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
QLAFM
From one October brother to another, thoughts are with you and your family and as Eric mentioned, am just a shout away if you need.
Sorry to hear. Sounds like a great man, and a hard worker. Cherish the time yoi got to spend with him. Praying for strength for you and your family.
I lost my grandfather last year during the holidays, it's a tough thing. Sorry to read this. You need something, let me know. Hang tough bud.
Grandpa's are amazing people bro! I am glad that you have those kick ass memories to get you by. Stay strong Stamp, you da man!!!
Sorry to hear it Kstampfly, I'm watching both of my grandfathers fade and it's a hell of a thing to have to watch childhood heros decline into the hell that old age can be if given disease and waste. I'm a funeral director/embalmer too so I know what your wife is doing - give her some slack - doing her work is probably the only way she knows how to help when dealing with death... More Roctober support to you from a quit brother - want to bitch, rant or just chat hit me up.
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First of all I would like to say thanks to everyone for prayers concerning my Grandpa, he is still hanging in there and it means a lot to have your support.
Next I am going to rage a little bit(you knew this was coming so don't be fucking surprised). I am done with mother fuckers who want to come on this site, waste my god damn breath talking to them, only to find out they are not ready to quit just yet. Xjeeper96, I wasted an hour of my god damn time last night giving you advice and you promised me this morning you were going to post roll. Lo and behold it wasn't a surprise to see your name missing from that list even after I posted my support for your non quitting ass. Gave you my number and everything and you just fucked me with a tube sock filled with broken glass. Thanks for that.....
Still moving on, Jtull from the October group, I seriously want to punch you in the dick right now. You are turning our spreadsheet into a fucking tic tac toe board with all your fucking x's from missing roll. Your roll percentage is looking like Shaq's free throw average at his best. I would support you but your accountability is making my dick go soft. Way to half ass this shit!!!
And lastly I am still quit like a fucking rocktober madman. 45 days going strong and stomping mud holes in the NIC bitches ass daily. 100% roll poster to this day and from this day forward. My quit dick gets harder every day that I am here and I owe it to my quit brothers for being great "Fluffers"
And that my friends is it for today. Ho Lee Shit....... :blink:
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Continuing on, Gordy if you read this shit I'm done with your stupid ass as well. I tried to be reasonable and make amends, but then you came back and started your useless bullshit one liners and sniper trolling antics. Fuck you, your fake quit, and the horse you rode in on. Fucktard!!!
I have no idea what you are talking about? We had a nice exchange in a PM or two and I thought all was well. Apparently I was mistaken. Oh well, I can't get all the reads correct.
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First of all I would like to say thanks to everyone for prayers concerning my Grandpa, he is still hanging in there and it means a lot to have your support.
Next I am going to rage a little bit(you knew this was coming so don't be fucking surprised). I am done with mother fuckers who want to come on this site, waste my god damn breath talking to them, only to find out they are not ready to quit just yet. Xjeeper96, I wasted an hour of my god damn time last night giving you advice and you promised me this morning you were going to post roll. Lo and behold it wasn't a surprise to see your name missing from that list even after I posted my support for your non quitting ass. Gave you my number and everything and you just fucked me with a tube sock filled with broken glass. Thanks for that.....
Still moving on, Jtull from the October group, I seriously want to punch you in the dick right now. You are turning our spreadsheet into a fucking tic tac toe board with all your fucking x's from missing roll. Your roll percentage is looking like Shaq's free throw average at his best. I would support you but your accountability is making my dick go soft. Way to half ass this shit!!!
And lastly I am still quit like a fucking rocktober madman. 45 days going strong and stomping mud holes in the NIC bitches ass daily. 100% roll poster to this day and from this day forward. My quit dick gets harder every day that I am here and I owe it to my quit brothers for being great "Fluffers"
And that my friends is it for today. Ho Lee Shit....... :blink:
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First of all I would like to say thanks to everyone for prayers concerning my Grandpa, he is still hanging in there and it means a lot to have your support.
Next I am going to rage a little bit(you knew this was coming so don't be fucking surprised). I am done with mother fuckers who want to come on this site, waste my god damn breath talking to them, only to find out they are not ready to quit just yet. Xjeeper96, I wasted an hour of my god damn time last night giving you advice and you promised me this morning you were going to post roll. Lo and behold it wasn't a surprise to see your name missing from that list even after I posted my support for your non quitting ass. Gave you my number and everything and you just fucked me with a tube sock filled with broken glass. Thanks for that.....
Still moving on, Jtull from the October group, I seriously want to punch you in the dick right now. You are turning our spreadsheet into a fucking tic tac toe board with all your fucking x's from missing roll. Your roll percentage is looking like Shaq's free throw average at his best. I would support you but your accountability is making my dick go soft. Way to half ass this shit!!!
And lastly I am still quit like a fucking rocktober madman. 45 days going strong and stomping mud holes in the NIC bitches ass daily. 100% roll poster to this day and from this day forward. My quit dick gets harder every day that I am here and I owe it to my quit brothers for being great "Fluffers"
And that my friends is it for today. Ho Lee Shit....... :blink:
Prayers? You got 'em. Stand tall, both y'all.
For the people wasting your time, I dug this up from a good re-intro thread, and then spammed it all over today. I have a November guy who thinks he gets it, but after a combined few hours of energy over a couple of weeks time, I am not so sure. Some unasked for advice: keep your quit strong and keep being an example for the rest.
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For those of you that are yet to join, consider this, the price of admission is one promise per day, and the reward, should you choose to stay the course, is freedom from your addiction.
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As I approach my halfway point to HOF, I need to reflect a little bit on a few things. Since I began this journey I have discovered how much the dip can really did control my life. Quitting cold turkey brought on alot of anger, frustration and many other things. My family, friends and coworkers took the brunt of all this anger which was uncalled for, but part of the healing process. I would get mad at my 2-1/2 year old for acting like a kid, when for some reason I expected him to already act like a grownup. Way to go dad.....
My wife was the recipient of alot of my frustration and anger and to her I am sorry for that. Those first couple of weeks I wanted to become a hermit and shut myself off from the outside world. It was hard for her at first to understand what I was going through, and that only made things worse. It finally dawned on her how serious my addiction really was and thats when things started to change. She fully supports my quit now and is proud of me for how far I have come.
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life.
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Congratulations!
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As I approach my halfway point to HOF, I need to reflect a little bit on a few things. Since I began this journey I have discovered how much the dip can really did control my life. Quitting cold turkey brought on alot of anger, frustration and many other things. My family, friends and coworkers took the brunt of all this anger which was uncalled for, but part of the healing process. I would get mad at my 2-1/2 year old for acting like a kid, when for some reason I expected him to already act like a grownup. Way to go dad.....
My wife was the recipient of alot of my frustration and anger and to her I am sorry for that. Those first couple of weeks I wanted to become a hermit and shut myself off from the outside world. It was hard for her at first to understand what I was going through, and that only made things worse. It finally dawned on her how serious my addiction really was and thats when things started to change. She fully supports my quit now and is proud of me for how far I have come.
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life.
Congratulations!
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As I approach my halfway point to HOF, I need to reflect a little bit on a few things. Since I began this journey I have discovered how much the dip can really did control my life. Quitting cold turkey brought on alot of anger, frustration and many other things. My family, friends and coworkers took the brunt of all this anger which was uncalled for, but part of the healing process. I would get mad at my 2-1/2 year old for acting like a kid, when for some reason I expected him to already act like a grownup. Way to go dad.....
My wife was the recipient of alot of my frustration and anger and to her I am sorry for that. Those first couple of weeks I wanted to become a hermit and shut myself off from the outside world. It was hard for her at first to understand what I was going through, and that only made things worse. It finally dawned on her how serious my addiction really was and thats when things started to change. She fully supports my quit now and is proud of me for how far I have come.
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life.
Congratulations!
congrats bro!
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As I approach my halfway point to HOF, I need to reflect a little bit on a few things. Since I began this journey I have discovered how much the dip can really did control my life. Quitting cold turkey brought on alot of anger, frustration and many other things. My family, friends and coworkers took the brunt of all this anger which was uncalled for, but part of the healing process. I would get mad at my 2-1/2 year old for acting like a kid, when for some reason I expected him to already act like a grownup. Way to go dad.....
My wife was the recipient of alot of my frustration and anger and to her I am sorry for that. Those first couple of weeks I wanted to become a hermit and shut myself off from the outside world. It was hard for her at first to understand what I was going through, and that only made things worse. It finally dawned on her how serious my addiction really was and thats when things started to change. She fully supports my quit now and is proud of me for how far I have come.
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life.
Congratulations!
congrats bro!
Congrats brother! That is fantastic news!!
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As I approach my halfway point to HOF, I need to reflect a little bit on a few things. Since I began this journey I have discovered how much the dip can really did control my life. Quitting cold turkey brought on alot of anger, frustration and many other things. My family, friends and coworkers took the brunt of all this anger which was uncalled for, but part of the healing process. I would get mad at my 2-1/2 year old for acting like a kid, when for some reason I expected him to already act like a grownup. Way to go dad.....
My wife was the recipient of alot of my frustration and anger and to her I am sorry for that. Those first couple of weeks I wanted to become a hermit and shut myself off from the outside world. It was hard for her at first to understand what I was going through, and that only made things worse. It finally dawned on her how serious my addiction really was and thats when things started to change. She fully supports my quit now and is proud of me for how far I have come.
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life.
Congratulations!
congrats bro!
Congrats brother! That is fantastic news!!
Very nice, congrats!
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
Nice post fucktard
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Deep thoughts...by the Kstamp....
gotta love when the fire just simmers a little getting to that inner part of the log that may not be as flashy but will burn for a hell of a long time.
glad your in our group...
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Hey Gordy,
I have watched you battle it out with other quitters and have found it entertaining but this post is not entertaining. This post is simply you being an ass. I have supported you in your quit and expected that even when we brawl and rage, there is an understanding that we all are supporting each other.
If you have a vendetta or a problem with Kstampfly, PM him or ignore him. To put that in his journal and his journey.....Not cool.
You have the freedom to write what you want. You also have the freedom to chose to edit. I think you should edit this because for the observer, I see a guy who went into another mans journal and wanted to piss on his quit. I think it shows a person not supporting a fellow quitter. Like you want him to cave.
Kstampfly can handle his own business I have seen him do it. I just wanted to chime in because you are proving that you do not have the intent of this site in your heart. You can disagree but disagreements should be over the best way to support a brother.
This???? Not good. Kstamp I quit with you and Gordy remove the venom from his journal please. (I know you are going to say goose and gander shit. This is his domain and space. It is like his house. Let him have his home and fight him in the street if you want. )
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Hey Gordy,
I have watched you battle it out with other quitters and have found it entertaining but this post is not entertaining. This post is simply you being an ass. I have supported you in your quit and expected that even when we brawl and rage, there is an understanding that we all are supporting each other.
If you have a vendetta or a problem with Kstampfly, PM him or ignore him. To put that in his journal and his journey.....Not cool.
You have the freedom to write what you want. You also have the freedom to chose to edit. I think you should edit this because for the observer, I see a guy who went into another mans journal and wanted to piss on his quit. I think it shows a person not supporting a fellow quitter. Like you want him to cave.
Kstampfly can handle his own business I have seen him do it. I just wanted to chime in because you are proving that you do not have the intent of this site in your heart. You can disagree but disagreements should be over the best way to support a brother.
This???? Not good. Kstamp I quit with you and Gordy remove the venom from his journal please. (I know you are going to say goose and gander shit. This is his domain and space. It is like his house. Let him have his home and fight him in the street if you want. )
I guess you missed the humor you uptight little douche. I used Fucktard because he used it in his post. The "nice post" was genuine and the fucktard was directly linked to his post as a joke to him. Mind your own fucking business dick.
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back.� Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Hey Gordy,
I have watched you battle it out with other quitters and have found it entertaining but this post is not entertaining. This post is simply you being an ass. I have supported you in your quit and expected that even when we brawl and rage, there is an understanding that we all are supporting each other.
If you have a vendetta or a problem with Kstampfly, PM him or ignore him. To put that in his journal and his journey.....Not cool.
You have the freedom to write what you want. You also have the freedom to chose to edit. I think you should edit this because for the observer, I see a guy who went into another mans journal and wanted to piss on his quit. I think it shows a person not supporting a fellow quitter. Like you want him to cave.
Kstampfly can handle his own business I have seen him do it. I just wanted to chime in because you are proving that you do not have the intent of this site in your heart. You can disagree but disagreements should be over the best way to support a brother.
This???? Not good. Kstamp I quit with you and Gordy remove the venom from his journal please. (I know you are going to say goose and gander shit. This is his domain and space. It is like his house. Let him have his home and fight him in the street if you want. )
I guess you missed the humor you uptight little douche. I used Fucktard because he used it in his post. The "nice post" was genuine and the fucktard was directly linked to his post as a joke to him. Mind your own fucking business dick.
And I suppose that was a joking comment as well Gordy? Really you just seem to troll from intro to intro trying to instigate confrontation. I personally think after this display that you are indeed the fucktard I originally thought. Mind your own business and leave the journal entries be. If you do indeed have a bitch with someone, there is a place for that on the site. If you have a bitch with me for saying it, I'll buy you a fucking ticket to come and tell me about it. Sometimes a walk out back behind the shed does idiots like you some good, sometimes it doesn't. I'm willing to see...
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back.� Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Hey Gordy,
I have watched you battle it out with other quitters and have found it entertaining but this post is not entertaining. This post is simply you being an ass. I have supported you in your quit and expected that even when we brawl and rage, there is an understanding that we all are supporting each other.
If you have a vendetta or a problem with Kstampfly, PM him or ignore him. To put that in his journal and his journey.....Not cool.
You have the freedom to write what you want. You also have the freedom to chose to edit. I think you should edit this because for the observer, I see a guy who went into another mans journal and wanted to piss on his quit. I think it shows a person not supporting a fellow quitter. Like you want him to cave.
Kstampfly can handle his own business I have seen him do it. I just wanted to chime in because you are proving that you do not have the intent of this site in your heart. You can disagree but disagreements should be over the best way to support a brother.
This???? Not good. Kstamp I quit with you and Gordy remove the venom from his journal please. (I know you are going to say goose and gander shit. This is his domain and space. It is like his house. Let him have his home and fight him in the street if you want. )
I guess you missed the humor you uptight little douche. I used Fucktard because he used it in his post. The "nice post" was genuine and the fucktard was directly linked to his post as a joke to him. Mind your own fucking business dick.
And I suppose that was a joking comment as well Gordy? Really you just seem to troll from intro to intro trying to instigate confrontation. I personally think after this display that you are indeed the fucktard I originally thought. Mind your own business and leave the journal entries be. If you do indeed have a bitch with someone, there is a place for that on the site. If you have a bitch with me for saying it, I'll buy you a fucking ticket to come and tell me about it. Sometimes a walk out back behind the shed does idiots like you some good, sometimes it doesn't. I'm willing to see...
No I was not joking with Mthomas. GFY
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back.� Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
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Hey Gordy,
I have watched you battle it out with other quitters and have found it entertaining but this post is not entertaining. This post is simply you being an ass. I have supported you in your quit and expected that even when we brawl and rage, there is an understanding that we all are supporting each other.
If you have a vendetta or a problem with Kstampfly, PM him or ignore him. To put that in his journal and his journey.....Not cool.
You have the freedom to write what you want. You also have the freedom to chose to edit. I think you should edit this because for the observer, I see a guy who went into another mans journal and wanted to piss on his quit. I think it shows a person not supporting a fellow quitter. Like you want him to cave.
Kstampfly can handle his own business I have seen him do it. I just wanted to chime in because you are proving that you do not have the intent of this site in your heart. You can disagree but disagreements should be over the best way to support a brother.
This???? Not good. Kstamp I quit with you and Gordy remove the venom from his journal please. (I know you are going to say goose and gander shit. This is his domain and space. It is like his house. Let him have his home and fight him in the street if you want. )
I guess you missed the humor you uptight little douche. I used Fucktard because he used it in his post. The "nice post" was genuine and the fucktard was directly linked to his post as a joke to him. Mind your own fucking business dick.
And I suppose that was a joking comment as well Gordy? Really you just seem to troll from intro to intro trying to instigate confrontation. I personally think after this display that you are indeed the fucktard I originally thought. Mind your own business and leave the journal entries be. If you do indeed have a bitch with someone, there is a place for that on the site. If you have a bitch with me for saying it, I'll buy you a fucking ticket to come and tell me about it. Sometimes a walk out back behind the shed does idiots like you some good, sometimes it doesn't. I'm willing to see...
Gordy,
Lets continue this in my group. Come to June 2012 tough guy.
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After reading the posts of two bad ass quiters Eric71 and SirDerek, I figured I needed to throw my .02 in as well.
No matter what we do, people are going to come to this site, signup and post roll for a few days and quit because its too hard. We spend all this time talking to them, pleading to them to give up this shit and and they go right back to day 1 again. Some guys don't like talking to strangers I get that, but when you come to a place like this, sometimes you just need to reach down, crab your cock and balls, and make the call.
Some guys think they can do all this on their own with no help whatsoever. The truth is they are dead wrong. The reason why? During a bad crave who are they going to turn to that will tell them to stop being a pussy and grow some balls. Their Mom? Their Dad? Wife, Sister? Grandma? Fuck no...The ones that will, are the Bad Ass Veterans and True Quitters on this site. They already know what it is like to crawl through the trenches. If you can't handle being broke down by their tough love and built back up, then this place is not for you.
Just like a Doctor, or mechanic none of us can fix shit unless we know what the fucking problem is. If you are too afraid to fucking talk to another human being about your problems then I'm sorry pal we cannot help you. The point of all this is who are you going to be, a TRUE quitter or a dickweed who thinks he can handle his own. Your choice...
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After reading the posts of two bad ass quiters Eric71 and SirDerek, I figured I needed to throw my .02 in as well.
No matter what we do, people are going to come to this site, signup and post roll for a few days and quit because its too hard. We spend all this time talking to them, pleading to them to give up this shit and and they go right back to day 1 again. Some guys don't like talking to strangers I get that, but when you come to a place like this, sometimes you just need to reach down, crab your cock and balls, and make the call.
Some guys think they can do all this on their own with no help whatsoever. The truth is they are dead wrong. The reason why? During a bad crave who are they going to turn to that will tell them to stop being a pussy and grow some balls. Their Mom? Their Dad? Wife, Sister? Grandma? Fuck no...The ones that will, are the Bad Ass Veterans and True Quitters on this site. They already know what it is like to crawl through the trenches. If you can't handle being broke down by their tough love and built back up, then this place is not for you.
Just like a Doctor, or mechanic none of us can fix shit unless we know what the fucking problem is. If you are too afraid to fucking talk to another human being about your problems then I'm sorry pal we cannot help you. The point of all this is who are you going to be, a TRUE quitter or a dickweed who thinks he can handle his own. Your choice...
True Quitter here, signing on for another 24 hour tour of duty. Gonna fall right in line with you, Jag, and Derek.
QLAFM
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Good words Kstamp, proud to be quit with you. Mike
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So there I was...finishing out day 70 of my Roadtrip to the HOF, and well i'm hauling ass with the windows down just taking in the breeze. I can't believe I have made it this far on one tank of gas but you definitely won't see my ass walking to the gas station anytime soon. My quit is like the damn energizer bunny that just keeps on going, and going, and going. Dipsville is in my rear view mirror and I am cruising on a new road to a better place. Hell I know I still have 30 days yet before I can claim that elusive title, but do you think I am going to let anything stop me? Fuck no!!! Fuck this fog that people talk about and all the other crying ass whiny baby shit about not being able to do this. Also this nonsense about not being able to post roll, because aliens were shoving a fence post up your ass at the time or other stupid ass excuses. Key word here quitters is WILLPOWER, you either have it or you don't. You can either buck up or shut the fuck up. One more month ladies and gentlemen so look out, because I am coming in hot with the rest of my Cocktober group. That is all..
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So there I was...finishing out day 70 of my Roadtrip to the HOF, and well i'm hauling ass with the windows down just taking in the breeze. I can't believe I have made it this far on one tank of gas but you definitely won't see my ass walking to the gas station anytime soon. My quit is like the damn energizer bunny that just keeps on going, and going, and going. Dipsville is in my rear view mirror and I am cruising on a new road to a better place. Hell I know I still have 30 days yet before I can claim that elusive title, but do you think I am going to let anything stop me? Fuck no!!! Fuck this fog that people talk about and all the other crying ass whiny baby shit about not being able to do this. Also this nonsense about not being able to post roll, because aliens were shoving a fence post up your ass at the time or other stupid ass excuses. Key word here quitters is WILLPOWER, you either have it or you don't. You can either buck up or shut the fuck up. One more month ladies and gentlemen so look out, because I am coming in hot with the rest of my Cocktober group. That is all..
Hey Kstamp,
we are gonna kick that door down and be waiting on one of our own true quitters in Oct 12.
Have been proud to have you in our group, glad to call you a friend.
Keep on keepin on, and will hold the door to the train open for you.
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So there I was...finishing out day 70 of my Roadtrip to the HOF, and well i'm hauling ass with the windows down just taking in the breeze. I can't believe I have made it this far on one tank of gas but you definitely won't see my ass walking to the gas station anytime soon. My quit is like the damn energizer bunny that just keeps on going, and going, and going. Dipsville is in my rear view mirror and I am cruising on a new road to a better place. Hell I know I still have 30 days yet before I can claim that elusive title, but do you think I am going to let anything stop me? Fuck no!!! Fuck this fog that people talk about and all the other crying ass whiny baby shit about not being able to do this. Also this nonsense about not being able to post roll, because aliens were shoving a fence post up your ass at the time or other stupid ass excuses. Key word here quitters is WILLPOWER, you either have it or you don't. You can either buck up or shut the fuck up. One more month ladies and gentlemen so look out, because I am coming in hot with the rest of my Cocktober group. That is all..
Hey Kstamp,
we are gonna kick that door down and be waiting on one of our own true quitters in Oct 12.
Have been proud to have you in our group, glad to call you a friend.
Keep on keepin on, and will hold the door to the train open for you.
Kstampfly gets it. No excuses. Just quitting.
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So there I was...finishing out day 70 of my Roadtrip to the HOF, and well i'm hauling ass with the windows down just taking in the breeze. I can't believe I have made it this far on one tank of gas but you definitely won't see my ass walking to the gas station anytime soon. My quit is like the damn energizer bunny that just keeps on going, and going, and going. Dipsville is in my rear view mirror and I am cruising on a new road to a better place. Hell I know I still have 30 days yet before I can claim that elusive title, but do you think I am going to let anything stop me? Fuck no!!! Fuck this fog that people talk about and all the other crying ass whiny baby shit about not being able to do this. Also this nonsense about not being able to post roll, because aliens were shoving a fence post up your ass at the time or other stupid ass excuses. Key word here quitters is WILLPOWER, you either have it or you don't. You can either buck up or shut the fuck up. One more month ladies and gentlemen so look out, because I am coming in hot with the rest of my Cocktober group. That is all..
Hey Kstamp,
we are gonna kick that door down and be waiting on one of our own true quitters in Oct 12.
Have been proud to have you in our group, glad to call you a friend.
Keep on keepin on, and will hold the door to the train open for you.
Kstampfly gets it. No excuses. Just quitting.
I'll be waiting on the train for ya! No doubt in my mind you and the rest of the Madmen (and women) are going to rock that train for a long fucking time.
QLAFM
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
Rock it Bro....with you all day. QLAFM
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
Rock it Bro....with you all day. QLAFM
nice to see you buddy! I see your quit is swollen as usual! Love that!
Newbies take no effin prisoners!!!
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
Rock it Bro....with you all day. QLAFM
nice to see you buddy! I see your quit is swollen as usual! Love that!
Newbies take no effin prisoners!!!
A true madman and a brother....quit with you all day long... 'worship'
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Well said!
Quit with you and your smokin hot double bubble avatar today!
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
Rock it Bro....with you all day. QLAFM
nice to see you buddy! I see your quit is swollen as usual! Love that!
Newbies take no effin prisoners!!!
A true madman and a brother....quit with you all day long... 'worship'
Except for the type O "not queer" you are right on. Maybe you meant "hot queer" or "flamboyantly queer"? Which, are both applicable. Inspiring quit nonetheless. Proud to quit with you every day. shocker
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Long time no see folks, but I am still here, not queer, and all hopped up on beer! Day 119 today and feeling awesome as usual. Actually just kicked the NIC bitch in the twat a few days ago and haven't heard from her since. She's a sneaky one I tell ya! Anyways if any of you new guys read this don't think you can't get through the early days of quit hell. It is really not that bad you just need to set a goal and stick to it. When I mean stick to it, I mean get your ass on here every single fucking morning, post roll, and keep that fucking dip out of your mouth. Simple as that. Get friendly with some of the regulars on here, get their digits and don't be afraid to give them a call if you feel like putting that worm shit in your mouth. I promise it will work, as long as you have a set of balls between your legs. I will leave it up to you to get your life back. Hell I will always be an addict but today I am still nicotine free. Get some!!!
Eatin that sh*t up Stamp!!!
Bring It
Rock it Bro....with you all day. QLAFM
nice to see you buddy! I see your quit is swollen as usual! Love that!
Newbies take no effin prisoners!!!
A true madman and a brother....quit with you all day long... 'worship'
Except for the type O "not queer" you are right on. Maybe you meant "hot queer" or "flamboyantly queer"? Which, are both applicable. Inspiring quit nonetheless. Proud to quit with you every day. shocker
Ahhhh......now this is the Kstamp that I love! Came in with guns blazing and still at it. You're my boy blue!
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25 days into the second floor of my quit and grateful this Thanksgiving weekend that my family is healthy and I am still nicotine free. This is the first Thanksgiving in a long time that I didn't have to put that shit in my mouth. Usually right after gorging myself on turkey and all the fixin's, I would put a fatty in my mouth. Funny I did the same thing this year....MINUS THE DIP, and it was fantastic!! Hope everyone here on the KTC community had a great day yesterday spending it with family. Cheers!! 'Cheers'
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
-
For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
-
For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
I don't usually bomb this place with my thoughts, but I honestly think you need to see this and want to make sure it crosses your radar somehow...
What are you doing differently this time?
My goal is to stick closer with my quit group and be better prepared for obstacles as they come. They can be anywhere but with anything there are ways around them. I will for sure take accountability more seriously as we are all in this together. One Team One Fight.
Sorry, brother, that don't fly.
A goal is a hope. A wish. A fucking prayer.
My goal isn't to not dip, to be tighter with my group, or to be a badass quitter. I am quit and I don't have to hope for it. I understand that this shook your faith in yourself, but you are either quit or not. No goals. Quit today, keep your word. It ain't a goal... It's a promise.
Be better prepared? What does that even mean? Did you not have phone numbers? Did you not read countless stories of HOF members coming back here blaming a moment's weakness? Have you seen Words of Wisdom? Pictures of Outdoortexan? The words of Jenny Kern? How could you be unprepared?
Here's a plan... If you're in a place where you could black out and dip, you don't drink. For 200 days, for a year, forever. What is important? Your buddies might bust your balls for drinking odouls, but at least you'll have a face to drink it with.
You really need to take a look in the mirror and think about what you have to do differently because the weak sauce below ain't going to do it. One team? You crapped on your team and didn't even give them a chance to talk you down. You want accountability... You didn't make the call to get it. I call bull shit.
More soul searching is needed here.
Redemption is close at hand, but you're miles away.
-
For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
I don't usually bomb this place with my thoughts, but I honestly think you need to see this and want to make sure it crosses your radar somehow...
What are you doing differently this time?
My goal is to stick closer with my quit group and be better prepared for obstacles as they come. They can be anywhere but with anything there are ways around them. I will for sure take accountability more seriously as we are all in this together. One Team One Fight.
Sorry, brother, that don't fly.
A goal is a hope. A wish. A fucking prayer.
My goal isn't to not dip, to be tighter with my group, or to be a badass quitter. I am quit and I don't have to hope for it. I understand that this shook your faith in yourself, but you are either quit or not. No goals. Quit today, keep your word. It ain't a goal... It's a promise.
Be better prepared? What does that even mean? Did you not have phone numbers? Did you not read countless stories of HOF members coming back here blaming a moment's weakness? Have you seen Words of Wisdom? Pictures of Outdoortexan? The words of Jenny Kern? How could you be unprepared?
Here's a plan... If you're in a place where you could black out and dip, you don't drink. For 200 days, for a year, forever. What is important? Your buddies might bust your balls for drinking odouls, but at least you'll have a face to drink it with.
You really need to take a look in the mirror and think about what you have to do differently because the weak sauce below ain't going to do it. One team? You crapped on your team and didn't even give them a chance to talk you down. You want accountability... You didn't make the call to get it. I call bull shit.
More soul searching is needed here.
Redemption is close at hand, but you're miles away.
Damn DC, that gave me morning wood
-
For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
I don't usually bomb this place with my thoughts, but I honestly think you need to see this and want to make sure it crosses your radar somehow...
What are you doing differently this time?
My goal is to stick closer with my quit group and be better prepared for obstacles as they come. They can be anywhere but with anything there are ways around them. I will for sure take accountability more seriously as we are all in this together. One Team One Fight.
Sorry, brother, that don't fly.
A goal is a hope. A wish. A fucking prayer.
My goal isn't to not dip, to be tighter with my group, or to be a badass quitter. I am quit and I don't have to hope for it. I understand that this shook your faith in yourself, but you are either quit or not. No goals. Quit today, keep your word. It ain't a goal... It's a promise.
Be better prepared? What does that even mean? Did you not have phone numbers? Did you not read countless stories of HOF members coming back here blaming a moment's weakness? Have you seen Words of Wisdom? Pictures of Outdoortexan? The words of Jenny Kern? How could you be unprepared?
Here's a plan... If you're in a place where you could black out and dip, you don't drink. For 200 days, for a year, forever. What is important? Your buddies might bust your balls for drinking odouls, but at least you'll have a face to drink it with.
You really need to take a look in the mirror and think about what you have to do differently because the weak sauce below ain't going to do it. One team? You crapped on your team and didn't even give them a chance to talk you down. You want accountability... You didn't make the call to get it. I call bull shit.
More soul searching is needed here.
Redemption is close at hand, but you're miles away.
Damn DC, that gave me morning wood
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
I don't usually bomb this place with my thoughts, but I honestly think you need to see this and want to make sure it crosses your radar somehow...
What are you doing differently this time?
My goal is to stick closer with my quit group and be better prepared for obstacles as they come. They can be anywhere but with anything there are ways around them. I will for sure take accountability more seriously as we are all in this together. One Team One Fight.
Sorry, brother, that don't fly.
A goal is a hope. A wish. A fucking prayer.
My goal isn't to not dip, to be tighter with my group, or to be a badass quitter. I am quit and I don't have to hope for it. I understand that this shook your faith in yourself, but you are either quit or not. No goals. Quit today, keep your word. It ain't a goal... It's a promise.
Be better prepared? What does that even mean? Did you not have phone numbers? Did you not read countless stories of HOF members coming back here blaming a moment's weakness? Have you seen Words of Wisdom? Pictures of Outdoortexan? The words of Jenny Kern? How could you be unprepared?
Here's a plan... If you're in a place where you could black out and dip, you don't drink. For 200 days, for a year, forever. What is important? Your buddies might bust your balls for drinking odouls, but at least you'll have a face to drink it with.
You really need to take a look in the mirror and think about what you have to do differently because the weak sauce below ain't going to do it. One team? You crapped on your team and didn't even give them a chance to talk you down. You want accountability... You didn't make the call to get it. I call bull shit.
More soul searching is needed here.
Redemption is close at hand, but you're miles away.
Damn DC, that gave me morning wood
X2
X3! Kstamp, U FUCKED UP But you can't go back and change what is now in the past! Now dig yourself out of the hole you put yourself in and learn from your mistakes!!! I challenge you to become the most dedicated and supportive quitter on this site!!!
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Another benefit for the March 2013 quit group is that they get to enjoy a kickass avatar. I think it's the reason October 2012 is so pissed off. Not really but just sayin.
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Another benefit for the March 2013 quit group is that they get to enjoy a kickass avatar. I think it's the reason October 2012 is so pissed off. Not really but just sayin.
No harm with the Avitar, but if it didn't work completely the first time, maybe its time for a change....
He knows what must be done, now just needs to do it.
BTW - there was another avitar, TeamKeoki, and look what happened there.. oh wait who knows as we never heard from him.
He knows what must be done, now just needs to do it.
Am quit with you today. Once a madman always a madman if you want it bad enough.
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
"Fuck this"...that cuts deep bro, I'm not gonna lie. It's almost like saying, " fuck ktc and everyone on it, I'm giving in and could give fuck about anybody else."
I'm not one to kick someone when they're down though. You wanna start back at day 1, that sucks balls for you, but I'm not gonna turn my back on you, I'll support you, assuming you're serious.
Perhaps you ought to think twice about getting totally shit faced though, or surround yourself with people who would throw your ass back in the truck and not let you buy that can.
I had a buddy who had quit smoking for 2 yrs. We got shnokered one night and stopped at 7-11 at 3AM to load up on junk food. While in line he said "fuck it" and asked for a pack of marlboro reds after I had bought a tin of kodiak. I begged the clerk not to sell them to him, but the bitch did. When we got out to the car I took the pack, crumpled it up and threw it on the roof of the 7-11...with a dip in, talk about a hypocrit. My buddy was livid and tried beating my ass in the car the entire way home. He eventually passed out when we got home and could not thank me enough in the morning.
I'm not saying I'm some kind of hero, but I knew how hard he worked to stay quit and wasn't gonna let him blow it. You may not have had that kind of support from the guys you were with that night, but Ill bet my last dollar you had that kind of support in your phone. You just chose not to use it.
This is my 2 cents on the matter, for whatever its worth...
Just damn man. I have to say I am shocked that you would be one to cave. I am disappointed that you did not reach out to any of us. That tells me you really weren't using the tools, you were getting by because you were not being tempted. You let your guard down and did not let any of your brothers in arms know you were doing it.
I am pissed as well. Dammit Kstamp, you fucking know better. You've read these over and over in here. To think they didn't resonate and leave you more accountable after reading, that just sucks.
You know the drill. Answer the trinity in detail, take your beatings, and get your ass back on the quit wagon. I will support you but I cannot say that I can trust you right away. That my friend, you are going to have to earn back.
GOD DAMN IT! I wrote about this in my thread on September 15. There is no fucking excuse. You engaged in behavior that you know is not healthy for your quit. You made a very stupid decision, and you made a choice. The consequence? Now we ALL have to live with your choice. That's pretty fucked up.
We will not abandon you, but you have a very long road to travel Brother. Now, gather your thoughts, and answer the three questions. The rest of this is horse shit. You have only given us an excuse why you caved, it's time for accountability. We do not want an apology or an excuse. We want a FUCKING PLAN....
Fuck
I hate booze... (well, actually I love it, that's why I hate it)
If you read my post in Oct or March skip this kstamp - it says the same fuckin thing here...
Fuck! kstamp - I'm with sirD on this one, I never thought the actions of someone in this group could hit so hard - fuck. I'll be posting in March, I hope you will be too. I'm going to call bullshit on not just giving an honest answer to the 3 questions here and in March, fuck your intro, that's you - the support you get has been with US and will be with March 13 now - get over it and answer up...
Yesterday brought on a whole new meaning to staying quit. If having an already awesome family didn't give me enough reason, finding out we were having another boy was the icing on the cake. I can't tell you how excited I am, to soon be the father of TWO boys! There is no reason to turn back now and go back to the way things used to be. I have started a new chapter and its already way better than the last. I look forward to hitting the hall with all you guys in October and leaving my mark on the KTC community. Quitting is what I do from now on, its not just a job its a way of life. (Kstamp)
What happened to that guy?
nicotine alcohol = death...
very disappointing...
I don't usually bomb this place with my thoughts, but I honestly think you need to see this and want to make sure it crosses your radar somehow...
What are you doing differently this time?
My goal is to stick closer with my quit group and be better prepared for obstacles as they come. They can be anywhere but with anything there are ways around them. I will for sure take accountability more seriously as we are all in this together. One Team One Fight.
Sorry, brother, that don't fly.
A goal is a hope. A wish. A fucking prayer.
My goal isn't to not dip, to be tighter with my group, or to be a badass quitter. I am quit and I don't have to hope for it. I understand that this shook your faith in yourself, but you are either quit or not. No goals. Quit today, keep your word. It ain't a goal... It's a promise.
Be better prepared? What does that even mean? Did you not have phone numbers? Did you not read countless stories of HOF members coming back here blaming a moment's weakness? Have you seen Words of Wisdom? Pictures of Outdoortexan? The words of Jenny Kern? How could you be unprepared?
Here's a plan... If you're in a place where you could black out and dip, you don't drink. For 200 days, for a year, forever. What is important? Your buddies might bust your balls for drinking odouls, but at least you'll have a face to drink it with.
You really need to take a look in the mirror and think about what you have to do differently because the weak sauce below ain't going to do it. One team? You crapped on your team and didn't even give them a chance to talk you down. You want accountability... You didn't make the call to get it. I call bull shit.
More soul searching is needed here.
Redemption is close at hand, but you're miles away.
Damn DC, that gave me morning wood
X2
X3! Kstamp, U FUCKED UP But you can't go back and change what is now in the past! Now dig yourself out of the hole you put yourself in and learn from your mistakes!!! I challenge you to become the most dedicated and supportive quitter on this site!!!
The law of physiological addiction states that administration of a drug to an addict will cause reestablishment of the dependence on that substance.
Therefore: Do whatever it takes to "NOT" put the poison in YOUR mouth!
Kstamp, My mom died very painfully from Alcohol and nic. It is not pretty at all. She did NOT QUIT soon enuff! dead at 63.
YOU don't want to be that guy on his death bed wishing he had 10 more years, "do YOU?"
Alcohol and nicotine combined will kill you very fast, I don't care what genes you have, what your dad did, what your friends say. The alcohol kills the defenses, the nicotine causes cancers.
Balls to the wall Mr. Kstamp. You got some real makin' up to do.
re-learn the tools, use the tools.
Write 100 times on real paper..."I will call a brother when I am cravin' so I won't be cavin'!!!!"
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
Nice post fucktard
I know everyone hates Gordo, but his reply is classic.
Stamp, maybe its time to change your philosophy? In your own words, "...everyone deserves a second chance." May I also suggest spending less time ranting about how much everyone else sucks at KTC this time around?
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
Nice post fucktard
I know everyone hates Gordo, but his reply is classic.
Stamp, maybe its time to change your philosophy? In your own words, "...everyone deserves a second chance." May I also suggest spending less time ranting about how much everyone else sucks at KTC this time around?
I wonder sometimes if those that cave when they drink truly even give a shit!
I did all I could to avoid booze even after I thought I had everything worked out and I found my way to work thru the booze craves, I use Smokey Mountain remember it was your commitment to quit and resolve to do so that had gotten you as far as you were!
If your gonna drink and quit you better have a plan or history of your slavery to the can WILL repeat!
Post Keep your Promise and Repeat Dumbass!
Drink the koolaid and build some resolve and dumb shit like caving after a night of boozing wont ever happen!
I have a few questions, did you cave even after you had posted that day?
Did you even think about contacting one of your quit brothers?
I want to see you quit and become the badass you were before so eat your slice of humble pie post and stay active! Dont stray away from the site the nic bitch is such a sneaky whore!
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Day 55 and still quitting like fuck. Been a few days since I wrote in here but that doesn't mean I am slowing down any. Here to gripe a little bit about a few things but my quit is still hard as a rock. The longer I am here the more I realize who the true quitters are and the ones that are not. Some people come to this site and register with names like (quit4ever) then fucking cave on day three or just never come back. Defeats the purpose and might as well put something realistic like (Willeventuallycave).This is just an example and random name I came up with so sorry if there is one on here like that. I don't need a cute fucking name to prove that I can quit. My proof lies in myself and on Roll.
Another thing that pisses me off is random people on here that want to start shit with others over nothing. They feel the need for attention and start arguements as a way to stiffen their peckers. Give it a rest people. Your computer typed threats do nothing, so why waste the time typing them? What, are you going to get on skype with me and pretend punch me in the face because I said something wrong? No so give it a fucking rest already. We are a bunch of guys and gals here on the same mission and the last thing that newbs need to see, is us calling each other fucktards, and not in a humorous manner. There are a few on here that are notorious for that (not mentioning any names) and its childish. Silence is the best medicine, give them attention and they thrive on it, ignore them and well you know what the outcome is going to be.
Lastly I get when people come on here, post roll for awhile, cave, then come back. I get it everyone deserves a second chance. But then you have guys coming on here who have caved 3-4 times asking for help and they wonder why they don't have any support. Where do we draw the line people? I'm telling you this now, if for some goddamn reason I don't make it this time around I will not be back because I am not going to waste anyones time again. I am a do it right the first time or go home type of guy. Thats just my philosophy. No this is not a planned cave I'm just telling you how I roll. Well enough ranting for today, I have more quitting to do.....(But I do feel alot better now),lol
Nice post fucktard
I know everyone hates Gordo, but his reply is classic.
Stamp, maybe its time to change your philosophy? In your own words, "...everyone deserves a second chance." May I also suggest spending less time ranting about how much everyone else sucks at KTC this time around?
I wonder sometimes if those that cave when they drink truly even give a shit!
I did all I could to avoid booze even after I thought I had everything worked out and I found my way to work thru the booze craves, I use Smokey Mountain remember it was your commitment to quit and resolve to do so that had gotten you as far as you were!
If your gonna drink and quit you better have a plan or history of your slavery to the can WILL repeat!
Post Keep your Promise and Repeat Dumbass!
Drink the koolaid and build some resolve and dumb shit like caving after a night of boozing wont ever happen!
I have a few questions, did you cave even after you had posted that day?
Did you even think about contacting one of your quit brothers?
I want to see you quit and become the badass you were before so eat your slice of humble pie post and stay active! Dont stray away from the site the nic bitch is such a sneaky whore!
And get your ass to posting support in your ORIGINAL quit group. You can, at the very least, show us the support we are showing you as you work through your fuck up. Don't make myself, Jag, or Derek come looking for your ass on a daily basis.
If there is a craving, you damn sure better be blowing up our phones, you and everyone else know the rules, you have to request permission to cave. It won't be granted but it will save your life as well.
No sense in wallowing in this, the best way to regain your quit is to sponsor a newbie and walk the road with them. Strengthening their quit will make your own resolve that much stronger.
QLAFM
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For all of you that do not know, I am here to apologize for what I have done this past weekend which basically shattered everything I worked so hard for. On Saturday night I committed the greatest sin known to the KTC community and gave in to the nicotine bitch. I was drinking heavily that night and when I woke up the next morning a can of Copenhagen lay sitting on my kitchen table plain as day. I prayed to god that this was a dip dream and I was going to wake up from it, but it wasn't. I stared at the open can and sure enough it sealed my fate that I had done the deed some time on Saturday night. I called a buddy of mine afterwards and he said just before coming home late Saturday night he said I purchased the can, and like a dumbass put the shit in my mouth. He just remembers me getting out of the truck and saying “Fuck this” and going into the store. And just like that 140 days down the shitter.
Not only did I break my promise on Saturday but I also broke another cardinal rule and posted roll this morning out of fear. Driving to work I knew first and foremost that this is not the type of person I was raised to be and especially after being in the Army for ten years, I knew better. It was my duty to tell those who supported me the most of my quit that I had done wrong. I am here now to say again that I am sorry for disappointing all of you but that doesn't mean I am leaving this site. I am still here and will start over again this time with the necessary tools to stay quit, and remain quit. I am not asking for anyoneÂ’s forgiveness because it was a mistake I clearly made, however, we are all human and none of us are invincible to the can so to speak, because will always be addicts. All it would have taken was a quick call to my brothers and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I will begin posting in the March 2013 group from here on out. If you would like to support me I definitely will not take it for granted but if not, I understand your feelings. If you feel the need to talk shit to me or call me out in any shape or form, thatÂ’s fine, I am a grown ass man and can handle it. Let this be a lesson that it can happen to anyone regardless of how many days, months or years you have. All it takes is one.
Unfortunate!!!
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and thatÂ’s fine. ThatÂ’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and thatÂ’s fine. ThatÂ’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and thatÂ’s fine. ThatÂ’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
Learn from your past.
Quit for today.
Fuck the future.
You be strong today. You earn that respect every day, every post, and every person that you help.
You are standing at a crossroads of your new "quit". You can be a "returning member" or you can be a "retread".
A returning member comes back and tries to avoid his past. He will abide by the rules when he wants to, but facing why he failed cannot cross his mind because it is painful. He will try to be the person he was before, and get frustrated when he is not accepted in a fashion that he had grown accustomed to.
A retread sees his past as stepping stones. His failure of the past does not effect his quit for today except that he sees it as a tool to get through today. He knows where he took the wrong step, and he makes damn sure that won't happen again. He does everything in his power to protect his quit and to earn the trust of those around him throught his words and actions.
You can do this man.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
-
I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
Nothing long and fancy from me, just 5 words:
NEVER AGAIN. FOR ANY REASON.
-
I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
Nothing long and fancy from me, just 5 words:
NEVER AGAIN. FOR ANY REASON.
I'm with J2B on this one, never again. You job is to figure out how to ensure that for yourself...
-
I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
Nothing long and fancy from me, just 5 words:
NEVER AGAIN. FOR ANY REASON.
I'm with J2B on this one, never again. You job is to figure out how to ensure that for yourself...
Must disrespectfully disagree with those suggesting 160 days is great.
IT IS NOT
Today is great.
160 Yesterdays means nothing if you fail at today.
I quit today, no matter how many yesterdays of quit I have.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
Nothing long and fancy from me, just 5 words:
NEVER AGAIN. FOR ANY REASON.
I'm with J2B on this one, never again. You job is to figure out how to ensure that for yourself...
Must disrespectfully disagree with those suggesting 160 days is great.
IT IS NOT
Today is great.
160 Yesterdays means nothing if you fail at today.
I quit today, no matter how many yesterdays of quit I have.
Failure is failure.
Puffing your chest out in defiance just shows that you still don't get it.
That's a shame.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
1 dip in 160+ days is sure better than dipping everyday!
You're quit bro and thats all that matters as long as you stay that way.
I do not agree.
Yes. 1 dip in 160+ days is better than dipping everyday, but it means there is a giant chip in your armor.
It is an excuse to use when you just don't feel like quitting (and there are times when that happens). I've been there and I've done that. You know where I ended up? Back at the bottom of the can. It took 4 months to go from "1 once in a while won't hurt" to "chewing all the fucking time".
It's a slippery slope, and we are addicts.
We have proven we can't use "on occasion".
If we could, we wouldn't be here.
Four years ago, before I googled "HOW TO QUIT SMOKELESS TOBACCO", I quit when I got married, quit for like a year. Then one weekend I visited my friends and I had a few dips. Then I went home, and I didn't dip. I thought I was still quit. Well next weekend I found an excuse to hang out with some other friends, and had a few dips. I went back to being quit again. I think it was the third time I did that, when the can followed me home and I became a dipper instead of a quitter. Thank God I have KTC this time, for these reminders to be quit and stay quit.
hey kstampfly,
I'm an addict and you're an addict. You gotta change something, cause something wasn't working....you didn't reach out. You were not quit, you were experiencing a stoppage.
You know the rules and you know it is time to apply these rules to your other addictions. You can be that sober and nic free man! I know that YOU can!
As for talking trash about others...focus on the postitive...take what you need, give what you can and leave the drama for the queens. Postitive trumps negative in every walk of life!
You made it 160 days. that is great. But how do you know if taking one more dip (cave) is not going to give you cancer? Do you really want to be the guy wishing he had some more years instead of dying from a nic related disease?
It isn't easy...I know this for a fact. I have great daze, okay daze and shit daze at day 202. So goes my life as an addict of nicotine. But I'm really living now and not in a stupid haze of a high from nic. I can see and hear life now. I can feel it.
Do what you gotta do Mr. kstampfly to "not" put the poison in your mouth. Learn to dispise/hate nic of all forms. You can and this thought process will be powerful for you.
Accountability and Availability are important. I have Fred, MikeA and Wade available to me if I decide to dip. They are my Angels of Life! They are perfect strangers and perfect saviors to me.
I understand you have some Angels also. Don't take them for granted Mr. kstampfly and they won't take you for granted.
Be Quit every a.m. the earlier the better. keep your word to yourself, get to bed, wake and repeat. 'bang head'
Nothing long and fancy from me, just 5 words:
NEVER AGAIN. FOR ANY REASON.
I'm with J2B on this one, never again. You job is to figure out how to ensure that for yourself...
Must disrespectfully disagree with those suggesting 160 days is great.
IT IS NOT
Today is great.
160 Yesterdays means nothing if you fail at today.
I quit today, no matter how many yesterdays of quit I have.
Failure is failure.
Puffing your chest out in defiance just shows that you still don't get it.
That's a shame.
I've kept quiet about this, butt fuck it....wait, what?
Anyhow, maybe they're right...maybe it was your tough guy persona that got you in the end?
kstamp, I'm still hurt by your actions. I think you should kill the strong bullshit and let everyone know that you're weak, you had a weak moment and you didn't know how to deal with it. At the end of the day, that means you didn't learn from your mistake. Ask crockett...I only forgive once
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Out of everything that I have read here so far the one thing that stuck out to me was written by Kdip. He didn't drag on and on about MY Cave instead he spoke in the wise Kdip fashion. This is what he said "Kstamp, U FUCKED UP But you can't go back and change what is now in the past! Now dig yourself out of the hole you put yourself in and learn from your mistakes!!! I challenge you to become the most dedicated and supportive quitter on this site!!!" Kdip I accept your challenge and thank you for your words of support. See you quitters on roll. Kstampfly out
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Out of everything that I have read here so far the one thing that stuck out to me was written by Kdip. He didn't drag on and on about MY Cave instead he spoke in the wise Kdip fashion. This is what he said "Kstamp, U FUCKED UP But you can't go back and change what is now in the past! Now dig yourself out of the hole you put yourself in and learn from your mistakes!!! I challenge you to become the most dedicated and supportive quitter on this site!!!" Kdip I accept your challenge and thank you for your words of support. See you quitters on roll. Kstampfly out
But fuck everyone else's support right? Well you said that before when you caved...
Whatever man, just stay quit
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I am going to speak my mind a little bit and you can interpret how you want. I caved four days ago, its done, its over, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. Before that incident I posted every fucking day for 140 days. 100% not a single day missed. There is not a great deal of people who have done that. In my eyes missing a day of roll should be just as bad as caving and a taking a dip right? Apparently not. There are no excuses for caving but always excuses for missing roll. We have this thing in the military that we call "double standards". This means that some things are enforced to be done a certain way but those enforcing it can bend the rules. Not a good way to do business. There are HOF'ers out here that are subpar posters but fuck me for taking a single dip in those 140 days. Just saying. If this is the foundation of the site then maybe we need to spend more time holding people accountable for posting roll. Instead of more than a week of missing roll before getting kicked out how about make it 2 days? Might get some people fired up but if you really want to be here you will do it.
“Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so 'safe,' and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”
I find this quote very liberating and it gives me motivation to do better this time around, to brush myself off and get back on the horse. I am not going to lose my cockiness because that helped to get me to the 140 day mark, it was a bad decision that took it all away. For those who gave me a second chance and decided to support me in March I owe it to you to be even more bad ass than the last time. For those that just want to make yourself feel better because you haven't caved yet, keep living outside of reality because all it takes is one and I am proof. I still have a long road ahead of me but it is day 4 today and I am QLAFM.
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First this is a NO NIC site - so paralleling posting to caving doesn't hold water.
While I agree everyone here should be posting 100% but that's like asking the government to have a balanced budget, not over spend and not waste our money they collect from us.
I've posted every day I've been a member here but that and $4.00 will get me a cup of coffee.
If you want to go back to the can, then do so but you want to be quit then quit this silly ass bitching and get to it.
It ain't personal, it's about the quit!!
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Less Drama
More Quit
-Mike
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The minute you accept failure as anything other than that, you lose. Not saying give up, or not to learn a lesson, but accepting failure - especially when its life and death- is the surest way to failure. You didn't cave because you got drunk. You caved because you have not accepted that there is no magic cure for addiction, and it will take guarding your quit and guts to not go back to the can. Just cause you posted roll doesn't mean shit, unless you have the integrity to back that promise up.
By posting roll, you are promising everyone on this site that no matter what happens, you will not go back to the can. Drunk, break up, death, party, bad day at work - nothing. You don't get it, or you think this is something else.
Get back on your house and quit. Don't quit to prove us wrong, our because you want to prove your way works. No one gives a shit. Quit for you. Quit to save your life.
The rest its just noise, and you are being really fucking loud.
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Less Drama
More Quit
-Mike
Summed up beautifully
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I am going to speak my mind a little bit and you can interpret how you want. I caved four days ago, its done, its over, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. You caved Saturday. Posted a day 1 Monday. Today is day 3 not 4
Before that incident I posted every fucking day for 140 days. 100% not a single day missed. There is not a great deal of people who have done that. I have. Tsmith has. Bird has. 30 has. Coach Steve has. 2 mch has. Bruce has. Beast has. Morgan has. Swede has. Eric has. kdip has. J2B has. lbj has. Roam has. Wt has. Nolaq has. keddy has. mthomas has. Roam has. Grizzly has, Suds has. Kana has. Cmark has. Gmann has. Mjollnir has. FLuke has. ALL people you thanked in your HOF. Actually, a great deal have and do everyday Fly. Actually, you had a great deal of 100% posters supporting you. That is...until your absolute betrayal of trust.
In my eyes missing a day of roll should be just as bad as caving and a taking a dip right? Maybe you should have spent a little more time on here last weekend when there was a huge discussion re: Posting Roll Post HOF.
Apparently not. There are no excuses for caving but always excuses for missing roll. We have this thing in the military that we call "double standards". This means that some things are enforced to be done a certain way but those enforcing it can bend the rules. Not a good way to do business. There are HOF'ers out here that are subpar posters but fuck me for taking a single dip in those 140 days.
Fuck ME for thinking you had the nuts to call/text one of the many contacts you had, before "getting soooo drunk that you accidentally stuffed some cancer in your lip".
Just saying. If this is the foundation of the site then maybe we need to spend more time holding people accountable for posting roll.
Accountability is a 2-way street Fly. Im sure you learned that in the military. I'm pretty sure if a grunt under your command straight betrayed his unit, and then lied about his actions to the very people there to support him....you would be very bitter and angry. Maybe that Judas would need a reminder about personal integrity and Team responsibility?
Instead of more than a week of missing roll before getting kicked out how about make it 2 days? Might get some people fired up but if you really want to be here you will do it.
The foundation of the site is posting your promise, and keeping it, daily. Missing roll is a big red flag, but Fly, what should be done to those that lie about their post? Who, not only break their word, but then sequentially lie about it for the next 2 days?
“Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so 'safe,' and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”
Awesome words. Very fitting. I am middle-aged, and I have 4 kids. We discuss the normalcy of fear and what bravery means. We also discuss "what is right". Questions about speaking up for those less fortunate, never being too busy that they can't help someone in need, AND being HONEST. Honest about your abilities, your fears, your actions, and your REactions. I have fear. I am a lying, hypocritical addict. I have demons that swirl in my fucked up head. There are times when my ability to protect my house, my family, and my life seem to be spiraling out of control. BUT - I will always have the choice to choose How I react to Life. Like choosing whether I am going to keep my word.
I find this quote very liberating and it gives me motivation to do better this time around, to brush myself off and get back on the horse. I am not going to lose my cockiness because that helped to get me to the 140 day mark, it was a bad decision that took it all away.
I love pie. All kinds of pie: pumpkin, apple, keylime, chocolate, pineapple; however, HUMBLE PIE is the hardest for me eat. In fact, it tastes like a bucket of ass. Maybe you Fly, should try a little. Cockiness got you 140 days. I would suggest your goal be TODAY.
For those who gave me a second chance and decided to support me in March I owe it to you to be even more bad ass than the last time.
Fly, you owe it to yourself to quit TODAY. I love the fire in you. Be careful that you don't extinguish yourself. No one is asking you to be cocky or gregarious or witty, we expect you to place your name on roll and KEEP your word. Period
For those that just want to make yourself feel better because you haven't caved yet, keep living outside of reality because all it takes is one and I am proof. I still have a long road ahead of me but it is day 4 today and I am QLAFM.
I think it is safe to say that NOONE who has responded to you regarding your cave "feels better" because we haven't caved "yet". Although, I do feel good that I have not caved today. If I wake up tomorrow I will strap on the boots and get to quitting again. We KNOW it just takes one. I remind myself of that everyday when I post roll. YOU knew that as well. YOU decided to betray your brothers. YOU decided to LIE about it.
Last suggestion, You should apologize to Waste and beg him for any insight about the retread process. Your prior quit brother Per, would also benefit you. However, that would take require QLSWNRTTIFR (Quitting like someone who now realizes that this is for real).
Vadge. Disappointed and betrayed, still quit, feeling good, and "haven't caved yet"
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And I would have to say that posting a false roll in your previous month would qualify for missing roll because technically you should have been posting in a different month.
Don't want to get in a pissing match with you Kevin but seriously the sooner you realize that you and only you fucked up and gave in to your addiction the sooner you will be able to recover and get back on that track.
To say you are going to be more badass than last time, what does that mean? You gonna make it all the way to 160 days this go around? Cockiness didn't keep you quit for 140 days, actually cockiness was what killed your quit.
You are right it could happen to anyone, but it's more likely to happen to you again than it is to happen to me, you can take that to the bank. If you don't agree with that statement just prove me wrong, that is my little challenge to you.
Just stop with the justifications and the finger pointing towards other cavers and shitty roll posters, not sure where you have been but shitty roll posters get beat up too. Just worry about yourself and your quit, get off your fucking high horse and just get back on the horse already!
I can't stand when people utilize the "if I make you look bad then I look better" mentality, it doesn't work, you just look like a bigger ass. Your previous support network that stood by you for 140 days is withering away, you turning your back? Or are you gonna grow up, be a man and admit that YOU fucked up and only YOU can fix this?
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Own your failure with humility. No comparison to others is necessary, or helpful. This is YOUR quit, nobody else's. Take your anger at yourself and use it to fuel your quit. Take it and use it to build a fortress around your quit.
Take your lumps with humility.
Then take back your life with ferocity.
Never again
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I am going to speak my mind a little bit and you can interpret how you want. I caved four days ago, its done, its over, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. You caved Saturday. Posted a day 1 Monday. Today is day 3 not 4
Before that incident I posted every fucking day for 140 days. 100% not a single day missed. There is not a great deal of people who have done that. I have. Tsmith has. Bird has. 30 has. Coach Steve has. 2 mch has. Bruce has. Beast has. Morgan has. Swede has. Eric has. kdip has. J2B has. lbj has. Roam has. Wt has. Nolaq has. keddy has. mthomas has. Roam has. Grizzly has, Suds has. Kana has. Cmark has. Gmann has. Mjollnir has. FLuke has. ALL people you thanked in your HOF. Actually, a great deal have and do everyday Fly. Actually, you had a great deal of 100% posters supporting you. That is...until your absolute betrayal of trust.
In my eyes missing a day of roll should be just as bad as caving and a taking a dip right? Maybe you should have spent a little more time on here last weekend when there was a huge discussion re: Posting Roll Post HOF.
Apparently not. There are no excuses for caving but always excuses for missing roll. We have this thing in the military that we call "double standards". This means that some things are enforced to be done a certain way but those enforcing it can bend the rules. Not a good way to do business. There are HOF'ers out here that are subpar posters but fuck me for taking a single dip in those 140 days.
Fuck ME for thinking you had the nuts to call/text one of the many contacts you had, before "getting soooo drunk that you accidentally stuffed some cancer in your lip".
Just saying. If this is the foundation of the site then maybe we need to spend more time holding people accountable for posting roll. Â
Accountability is a 2-way street Fly. Im sure you learned that in the military. I'm pretty sure if a grunt under your command straight betrayed his unit, and then lied about his actions to the very people there to support him....you would be very bitter and angry. Maybe that Judas would need a reminder about personal integrity and Team responsibility?
Instead of more than a week of missing roll before getting kicked out how about make it 2 days? Might get some people fired up but if you really want to be here you will do it.Â
The foundation of the site is posting your promise, and keeping it, daily. Missing roll is a big red flag, but Fly, what should be done to those that lie about their post? Who, not only break their word, but then sequentially lie about it for the next 2 days?
“Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so 'safe,' and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”Â
Awesome words. Very fitting. I am middle-aged, and I have 4 kids. We discuss the normalcy of fear and what bravery means. We also discuss "what is right". Questions about speaking up for those less fortunate, never being too busy that they can't help someone in need, AND being HONEST. Honest about your abilities, your fears, your actions, and your REactions. I have fear. I am a lying, hypocritical addict. I have demons that swirl in my fucked up head. There are times when my ability to protect my house, my family, and my life seem to be spiraling out of control. BUT - I will always have the choice to choose How I react to Life. Like choosing whether I am going to keep my word.
I find this quote very liberating and it gives me motivation to do better this time around, to brush myself off and get back on the horse. I am not going to lose my cockiness because that helped to get me to the 140 day mark, it was a bad decision that took it all away.Â
I love pie. All kinds of pie: pumpkin, apple, keylime, chocolate, pineapple; however, HUMBLE PIE is the hardest for me eat. In fact, it tastes like a bucket of ass. Maybe you Fly, should try a little. Cockiness got you 140 days. I would suggest your goal be TODAY.Â
For those who gave me a second chance and decided to support me in March I owe it to you to be even more bad ass than the last time.
Fly, you owe it to yourself to quit TODAY. I love the fire in you. Be careful that you don't extinguish yourself. No one is asking you to be cocky or gregarious or witty, we expect you to place your name on roll and KEEP your word. Period
For those that just want to make yourself feel better because you haven't caved yet, keep living outside of reality because all it takes is one and I am proof. I still have a long road ahead of me but it is day 4 today and I am QLAFM.
I think it is safe to say that NOONE who has responded to you regarding your cave "feels better" because we haven't caved "yet". Although, I do feel good that I have not caved today. If I wake up tomorrow I will strap on the boots and get to quitting again. We KNOW it just takes one. I remind myself of that everyday when I post roll. YOU knew that as well. YOU decided to betray your brothers. YOU decided to LIE about it.
Last suggestion, You should apologize to Waste and beg him for any insight about the retread process. Your prior quit brother Per, would also benefit you. However, that would take require QLSWNRTTIFR (Quitting like someone who now realizes that this is for real).Â
Vadge. Disappointed and betrayed, still quit, feeling good, and "haven't caved yet"
Oh wow. Just wow. A complete dissection of addict bullshit. Absolutely classic...and so very, very true. Thank you both. Even after 2750+ days of this ol LOOT still scowers the halls looking for that nugget, that one gem that will keep him grounded. This is it guys. You've managed to nail 95% of how addicts work..both active and recovering in a single post. This is a must read for everyone on this site. Holy hell...LOOT got him some damned goose bumps up in here. Can't fuckin wait to post Roll Call in the morning.
Thanks again...to you both. This is why we came here. This is why we stay here. This is why this place was built.
NEVER AGAIN...FOR ANY REASON.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
Learn from your past.
Quit for today.
Fuck the future.
You be strong today. You earn that respect every day, every post, and every person that you help.
You are standing at a crossroads of your new "quit". You can be a "returning member" or you can be a "retread".
A returning member comes back and tries to avoid his past. He will abide by the rules when he wants to, but facing why he failed cannot cross his mind because it is painful. He will try to be the person he was before, and get frustrated when he is not accepted in a fashion that he had grown accustomed to.
A retread sees his past as stepping stones. His failure of the past does not effect his quit for today except that he sees it as a tool to get through today. He knows where he took the wrong step, and he makes damn sure that won't happen again. He does everything in his power to protect his quit and to earn the trust of those around him throught his words and actions.
You can do this man.
Yes.
I am bumping my own post because my other quote is what traveled forward.
I said this yesterday, And I stand by it today.
Quitting is hard but it is damn near impossible if you can't face yourself.
You can do this. I will help.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
Learn from your past.
Quit for today.
Fuck the future.
You be strong today. You earn that respect every day, every post, and every person that you help.
You are standing at a crossroads of your new "quit". You can be a "returning member" or you can be a "retread".
A returning member comes back and tries to avoid his past. He will abide by the rules when he wants to, but facing why he failed cannot cross his mind because it is painful. He will try to be the person he was before, and get frustrated when he is not accepted in a fashion that he had grown accustomed to.
A retread sees his past as stepping stones. His failure of the past does not effect his quit for today except that he sees it as a tool to get through today. He knows where he took the wrong step, and he makes damn sure that won't happen again. He does everything in his power to protect his quit and to earn the trust of those around him throught his words and actions.
You can do this man.
Yes.
I am bumping my own post because my other quote is what traveled forward.
I said this yesterday, And I stand by it today.
Quitting is hard but it is damn near impossible if you can't face yourself.
You can do this. I will help.
Make being quit the number one priority in your life.
Eliminate the option of dip
Burn the bridge
Burn the boats
Slam the door
Ban the shit
Never again
Not once
Ever
Understand you are an addict and what it takes to conquer your addiction. No matter what, you will not put nicotine in your body again.
Sober or drunk, you will choose to be quit. There never is an excuse or a reason to dip. Promise yourself, and keep your promise.
Now get over your failure and put yourself in a position where failure is not an option.
Freedom is a choice.
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I was told that maybe I should change my overall philosophy now that I caved and not talk so much shit about other people being weak in their quit. I became that weak person a few days ago but that doesn't mean I am going to change the way I think. A lot of quitters are still here supporting me after my fuckup and a few even thanked me for keeping them quit. I let a great deal of quitters down and it will take awhile to earn their trust again, but I am ready. I am grateful to them that they even thought to give me a second chance, and to those who want to use my cave as ammunition against me, I'm back to prove you all wrong. I will not dwell on the past because what is done is done. People will continue to call me out and that’s fine. That’s what we are here for right? Accountability is the word and without it we will fail. I can use my past experiences in my new group to help them be successful as well as keep my quit on the right track. I'm back on the saddle motherfuckers so bring it!!
Learn from your past.
Quit for today.
Fuck the future.
You be strong today. You earn that respect every day, every post, and every person that you help.
You are standing at a crossroads of your new "quit". You can be a "returning member" or you can be a "retread".
A returning member comes back and tries to avoid his past. He will abide by the rules when he wants to, but facing why he failed cannot cross his mind because it is painful. He will try to be the person he was before, and get frustrated when he is not accepted in a fashion that he had grown accustomed to.
A retread sees his past as stepping stones. His failure of the past does not effect his quit for today except that he sees it as a tool to get through today. He knows where he took the wrong step, and he makes damn sure that won't happen again. He does everything in his power to protect his quit and to earn the trust of those around him throught his words and actions.
You can do this man.
Yes.
I am bumping my own post because my other quote is what traveled forward.
I said this yesterday, And I stand by it today.
Quitting is hard but it is damn near impossible if you can't face yourself.
You can do this. I will help.
Make being quit the number one priority in your life.
Eliminate the option of dip
Burn the bridge
Burn the boats
Slam the door
Ban the shit
Never again
Not once
Ever
Understand you are an addict and what it takes to conquer your addiction. No matter what, you will not put nicotine in your body again.
Sober or drunk, you will choose to be quit. There never is an excuse or a reason to dip. Promise yourself, and keep your promise.
Now get over your failure and put yourself in a position where failure is not an option.
Freedom is a choice.
Agree with Not Dead. However, do not forget the circumstances of your cave. To go to that place again is dangerous.
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Ok about a week has passed. IÂ’ve been doing more thinking and have seen a lot of stuff written that is hopefully getting you to seriously learn from what you did from all aspects all the way from Day 1 on July 22, 2012 to the current day.
Yes I stood beside you for 140 days as you had that fire and passion for the quit above and beyond within our group. But then there at the end (the last week) were a little too quiet (in my opinion). I did like what I saw that ERDVM mentioned in that with the amount of fire you have to be careful about burning out. And you know my style, get that flame to more of a steady ember that will burn a long time. If this can be learned you will do well.
I do say of the confusion in the comparison between someone who remains quit while not posting versus someone who caves. There is no comparison. Yes we want to give our word each day to our self first and then give it to our brothers and sisters to have the hold us accountable, BUT (and this will go over like a lead balloon) is there an ultimate harm for missing a day, where-as for caving it might be that magic bullet that results in cancer.
This then brings to the point of the 2 days for the posting of a name and a promise, that I know I initially missed. This will take some time to mend, but with most everything, time and what happens during that time, will have the greatest of impacts.
I do thank you as the situation that you put yourself in has made me rethink the pattern that I was following with the above normal drinking, and if you need to look my name is now present in the alcohol slow down thread and will be on a daily basis for a whileÂ….just a thought as consciously, I believe, you would not have done what you did, but you put yourself in that situation. And I hope that you realize that when you give your promise that it involves not only the deed, but the positions surrounding that could lead to the deed.
So my brother, the ball is in your court. You will have my support if you can continue to show me with actions, not words, that you (1) have learned from this incident, (2) can move ahead, day by day,(3) and follow the mantra NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON.
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Ok about a week has passed. IÂ’ve been doing more thinking and have seen a lot of stuff written that is hopefully getting you to seriously learn from what you did from all aspects all the way from Day 1 on July 22, 2012 to the current day.
Yes I stood beside you for 140 days as you had that fire and passion for the quit above and beyond within our group. But then there at the end (the last week) were a little too quiet (in my opinion). I did like what I saw that ERDVM mentioned in that with the amount of fire you have to be careful about burning out. And you know my style, get that flame to more of a steady ember that will burn a long time. If this can be learned you will do well.
I do say of the confusion in the comparison between someone who remains quit while not posting versus someone who caves. There is no comparison. Yes we want to give our word each day to our self first and then give it to our brothers and sisters to have the hold us accountable, BUT (and this will go over like a lead balloon) is there an ultimate harm for missing a day, where-as for caving it might be that magic bullet that results in cancer.
This then brings to the point of the 2 days for the posting of a name and a promise, that I know I initially missed. This will take some time to mend, but with most everything, time and what happens during that time, will have the greatest of impacts.
I do thank you as the situation that you put yourself in has made me rethink the pattern that I was following with the above normal drinking, and if you need to look my name is now present in the alcohol slow down thread and will be on a daily basis for a whileÂ….just a thought as consciously, I believe, you would not have done what you did, but you put yourself in that situation. And I hope that you realize that when you give your promise that it involves not only the deed, but the positions surrounding that could lead to the deed.
So my brother, the ball is in your court. You will have my support if you can continue to show me with actions, not words, that you (1) have learned from this incident, (2) can move ahead, day by day,(3) and follow the mantra NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON.
Good Stuff SD! 'archer'
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This morning at 6:05 am, my Grandfather William C. Anderson passed away. Yesterday was his 85th birthday and he was able to spend this Christmas and his Birthday surrounded by his loved ones. I am thankful for the time that he had on this earth. He was a veteran that proudly served in the U.S. Army, an accomplished carpenter and furniture builder, and a strong hardworking man. His days of suffering are over now and he is in the care of our Lord. He will be greatly missed and I ask for your prayers as he leaves behind his dear wife Donna, three daughters, and many grandchildren. Rest in Peace Papa! William C. Anderson 12/30/1927-12/31/2012. 'usflag'
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This morning at 6:05 am, my Grandfather William C. Anderson passed away. Yesterday was his 85th birthday and he was able to spend this Christmas and his Birthday surrounded by his loved ones. I am thankful for the time that he had on this earth. He was a veteran that proudly served in the U.S. Army, an accomplished carpenter and furniture builder, and a strong hardworking man. His days of suffering are over now and he is in the care of our Lord. He will be greatly missed and I ask for your prayers as he leaves behind his dear wife Donna, three daughters, and many grandchildren. Rest in Peace Papa! William C. Anderson 12/30/1927-12/31/2012. 'usflag'
My condolences to you and your family brother.
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This morning at 6:05 am, my Grandfather William C. Anderson passed away. Yesterday was his 85th birthday and he was able to spend this Christmas and his Birthday surrounded by his loved ones. I am thankful for the time that he had on this earth. He was a veteran that proudly served in the U.S. Army, an accomplished carpenter and furniture builder, and a strong hardworking man. His days of suffering are over now and he is in the care of our Lord. He will be greatly missed and I ask for your prayers as he leaves behind his dear wife Donna, three daughters, and many grandchildren. Rest in Peace Papa! William C. Anderson 12/30/1927-12/31/2012. 'usflag'
My condolences to you and your family brother.
I am thankful for his and your service for my freedom. Sounds like a great man! Stay strong my friend!
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58 days into my quit and starting to feel normal again. I was down this road once before but that is an old story. This is a new chapter and an opportunity to correct the mistakes I made. I made peace with my cave and took a lot of shit from people, but it was to be expected. At least I didn't run away, I got back on the fucking horse and continued to ride that sonufabitch. The importance here is being true to yourself and honoring your commitment. I admit I have missed roll a few times this go around but I am quit and will stay quit. There will be someone on here who will pick apart every word I say to try and prove some point.Forewarning I have probably heard it before and it really is not going to fuel my quit any more than what it already is. I know who my supporters are and to them I give thanks for giving me another chance. For those that didn't well I will continue to prove you wrong. Last time I spent too much time focusing on everyone else's quit that I let my own go to hell. This time around I haven't said a whole lot but I am still in the game. Here's to another day of quit and one more day of freedom.
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58 days into my quit and starting to feel normal again. I was down this road once before but that is an old story. This is a new chapter and an opportunity to correct the mistakes I made. I made peace with my cave and took a lot of shit from people, but it was to be expected. At least I didn't run away, I got back on the fucking horse and continued to ride that sonufabitch. The importance here is being true to yourself and honoring your commitment. I admit I have missed roll a few times this go around but I am quit and will stay quit. There will be someone on here who will pick apart every word I say to try and prove some point.Forewarning I have probably heard it before and it really is not going to fuel my quit any more than what it already is. I know who my supporters are and to them I give thanks for giving me another chance. For those that didn't well I will continue to prove you wrong. Last time I spent too much time focusing on everyone else's quit that I let my own go to hell. This time around I haven't said a whole lot but I am still in the game. Here's to another day of quit and one more day of freedom.
well done gent.
keep racking those +1, one after another and will be there with you.
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58 days into my quit and starting to feel normal again. I was down this road once before but that is an old story. This is a new chapter and an opportunity to correct the mistakes I made. I made peace with my cave and took a lot of shit from people, but it was to be expected. At least I didn't run away, I got back on the fucking horse and continued to ride that sonufabitch. The importance here is being true to yourself and honoring your commitment. I admit I have missed roll a few times this go around but I am quit and will stay quit. There will be someone on here who will pick apart every word I say to try and prove some point.Forewarning I have probably heard it before and it really is not going to fuel my quit any more than what it already is. I know who my supporters are and to them I give thanks for giving me another chance. For those that didn't well I will continue to prove you wrong. Last time I spent too much time focusing on everyone else's quit that I let my own go to hell. This time around I haven't said a whole lot but I am still in the game. Here's to another day of quit and one more day of freedom.
well done gent.
keep racking those +1, one after another and will be there with you.
kstamp,
I find that I have to be very selfish with my quit, just like I was selfish putting the poison in my mouth day after day after day. Keep it selfish, when you're stronger and have "closed the door" to nictotine, then your helping hand will be very powerful for others.
Cheers! 'bang head'
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Hall of Fame tomorrow.
So proud of you, and I expect you to keep this up.
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Hall of Fame tomorrow.
So proud of you, and I expect you to keep this up.
x2 glad you are getting back up here
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Well done!
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Hall of Fame tomorrow.
So proud of you, and I expect you to keep this up.
x2 glad you are getting back up here
Tomorrow is tomorrow, take care of today first
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HOF second time around. Nice job bro - coming back from adversity is a good quality. Keep stomping that bitch every day.
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Nice work Stampfly!!!!
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To those who still think dipping is cool....
Do you think that lip filled with worm shit makes you a badass? How can you be a badass when you are running around carrying a goddamn coke bottle filled to the brim with the nasty foul smelling by product of a cancer causing agent. Every two seconds you spit into this ever filling bottle thinking " Man , I look so fucking cool doing this". That is definitely not the epitome of being a badass. Its more like being a dumbass is what it is. Not to mention every time you put that shit in your mouth you put your whole life at risk. I have heard people say " Well we are all going to die someday". Well NO FUCKING SHIT!!! If you haven't noticed the death rate today is a whopping 100% that you will die someday. My wife works in the funeral business and she deals with death every single day. So yeah we will all will eventually die someday, but who really wants to die at a young age when you can actually prevent it by NOT BEING STUPID! My point is if you want to get cancer go ahead and keep shoveling that shit in your mouth and leave the living to the rest of us quitters. Keep thinking you are badass every time you spend 6 dollars on a can of dip every single day, and walk around with a fatty in your mouth. You enjoy yourself with your breath smelling like a rotten corpse. If you want to make a difference, take that shit out and get to quitting. Then you will see what being a BADASS is really like.
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To those who still think dipping is cool....
Do you think that lip filled with worm shit makes you a badass? How can you be a badass when you are running around carrying a goddamn coke bottle filled to the brim with the nasty foul smelling by product of a cancer causing agent. Every two seconds you spit into this ever filling bottle thinking " Man , I look so fucking cool doing this". That is definitely not the epitome of being a badass. Its more like being a dumbass is what it is. Not to mention every time you put that shit in your mouth you put your whole life at risk. I have heard people say " Well we are all going to die someday". Well NO FUCKING SHIT!!! If you haven't noticed the death rate today is a whopping 100% that you will die someday. My wife works in the funeral business and she deals with death every single day. So yeah we will all will eventually die someday, but who really wants to die at a young age when you can actually prevent it by NOT BEING STUPID! My point is if you want to get cancer go ahead and keep shoveling that shit in your mouth and leave the living to the rest of us quitters. Keep thinking you are badass every time you spend 6 dollars on a can of dip every single day, and walk around with a fatty in your mouth. You enjoy yourself with your breath smelling like a rotten corpse. If you want to make a difference, take that shit out and get to quitting. Then you will see what being a BADASS is really like.
A great message, one that should be read again.
remember to those, nothing is cool about killing yourself.
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Let me put something into perspective today. Lets say you used smokeless tobacco for 6 years like I once did. Now we are going to do a little math so stick with me. These are only averages but you will get the picture...
Average cost of a can of DIP$ 3.50/can
1 can a day x 7 days in a week$24.50/ 7 Total cans
7 cans a week x 4 weeks in a month$98.00 a month/28 total cans
28 cans a month x 12 months in a year$1176.00/336 Total cans
336 cans a year x 6 years$7,056.00/2,016 Total cans
What this tells me is that if I would have never dipped a day in a my life and put all that money in a bank account, I would have enough money today to buy the Bass boat I have always wanted. Imagine if you dipped for 20, 30, or 40 years? Heres the numbers.
20 years$23,520.00/6,720 total cans
30 years$35,280.00/10,080 total cans
40 years$47,040.00/13,440 toal cans
Makes you sick to your stomach doesn't it? 'puking'
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Wow, long time since I have been on here since taking a break from the KTC community. I have continued my quit through various other means, mainly facebooking with a lot of other powerhouse quitters. However, I wanted to make an appearance to let others know, who are in dire need of breaking the chain of addiction, to get your ass on this site, become an avid member and get to quitting. This place is the mecca of all your quitting needs, you just need to be true to yourself, get to know your fellow quitters and keep on that straight and narrow path to freedom. I was a quitter for 140 days who fell into the dreaded cave one night and came back with my head between my legs and the bigger desire to stay quit. We all make mistakes because we are not perfect, but if you can own up to these mistakes you CAN be successful. Its all up to you. If you want to quit you will give up your habits and live a no strings attached lifestyle, if not you will continue to be a slave to the can and keep being its puppet. If you are reading this and you have a dip in your mouth, spit it out, dump that fresh can you just purchased from the gas station into the toilet, and begin your new way of life. If you fall, pick yourself up, wipe the dirt off and get yourself back here. Listen to what some of these veterans have to say because it just might save your life one day.
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Wow, long time since I have been on here since taking a break from the KTC community. I have continued my quit through various other means, mainly facebooking with a lot of other powerhouse quitters. However, I wanted to make an appearance to let others know, who are in dire need of breaking the chain of addiction, to get your ass on this site, become an avid member and get to quitting. This place is the mecca of all your quitting needs, you just need to be true to yourself, get to know your fellow quitters and keep on that straight and narrow path to freedom. I was a quitter for 140 days who fell into the dreaded cave one night and came back with my head between my legs and the bigger desire to stay quit. We all make mistakes because we are not perfect, but if you can own up to these mistakes you CAN be successful. Its all up to you. If you want to quit you will give up your habits and live a no strings attached lifestyle, if not you will continue to be a slave to the can and keep being its puppet. If you are reading this and you have a dip in your mouth, spit it out, dump that fresh can you just purchased from the gas station into the toilet, and begin your new way of life. If you fall, pick yourself up, wipe the dirt off and get yourself back here. Listen to what some of these veterans have to say because it just might save your life one day.
So you're telling people to use the site and stay on the site, yet you can't even follow your own advice? It's like when your smoking, drinking parent told you to not do the things they were doing. 'Crazy'
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Wow, long time since I have been on here since taking a break from the KTC community. I have continued my quit through various other means, mainly facebooking with a lot of other powerhouse quitters. However, I wanted to make an appearance to let others know, who are in dire need of breaking the chain of addiction, to get your ass on this site, become an avid member and get to quitting. This place is the mecca of all your quitting needs, you just need to be true to yourself, get to know your fellow quitters and keep on that straight and narrow path to freedom. I was a quitter for 140 days who fell into the dreaded cave one night and came back with my head between my legs and the bigger desire to stay quit. We all make mistakes because we are not perfect, but if you can own up to these mistakes you CAN be successful. Its all up to you. If you want to quit you will give up your habits and live a no strings attached lifestyle, if not you will continue to be a slave to the can and keep being its puppet. If you are reading this and you have a dip in your mouth, spit it out, dump that fresh can you just purchased from the gas station into the toilet, and begin your new way of life. If you fall, pick yourself up, wipe the dirt off and get yourself back here. Listen to what some of these veterans have to say because it just might save your life one day.
So you're telling people to use the site and stay on the site, yet you can't even follow your own advice? It's like when your smoking, drinking parent told you to not do the things they were doing. 'Crazy'
I have been scratching my head about this post too Kubrick. "Fell into a cave"??????? Hmmmm?? 'B.S.'
Yeah, that is how it works, NOT!!!
I knew a guy once that slipped on a jar of mayonnaise at Walmart and landed in the tobacco aisle. Tins of dip went flying, and one can opened. A huge plug of Kodiak landed in his mouth. It was a terrible circumstance, that happened to him.
I believe that caving is a choice. Just like quitting. I have not been around here long, and I am certainly not a vet. But I have been here long enough to figure out a bulletproof plan on how not to, "fall into a cave". I personally do everything that I can each day to stack the deck in my favor. As the old adage says, "no one plans to fail, they just fail to plan".
KStampfly, we have not met, and I wish you no ill will. I actually hope your brand of quitting brings you all the success in the world. But I will say this,
please read this index.php?showtopic=120 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=120)
then take a look at this index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Now go post roll like the rest of us. It takes all of 30 seconds. If you have something that works better, I suggest you start your own website. If not, please continue to visit this website, but do so more quietly. There are fragile quits here. Quits in the making that need sounds guidance in the principles of this site. Posts like your last one can quickly turn this place into a butterfly breeding ground :scowick: :scowick: :scowick:
Peace, IG2H
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Well brother, I hope you are not surprised at some of the responses you are going to get with your post, as you were here and did see what happened.
I am glad you have kept quit, but do caution you on straying too far. I know before was a close if not 100% poster before that first bad decision which took you out of our immediate group, but you came back and instead of the high energy burn out, you kept that fire inside for quit simmering along making this marathon a win so far.
So just watch yourself my brother (as we all are here). You can and have been doing it, just don't make too many dumb decisions moving forward.
Will be there beside you, and hope you are the same for me and others.
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Wow, long time since I have been on here since taking a break from the KTC community. I have continued my quit through various other means, mainly facebooking with a lot of other powerhouse quitters. However, I wanted to make an appearance to let others know, who are in dire need of breaking the chain of addiction, to get your ass on this site, become an avid member and get to quitting. This place is the mecca of all your quitting needs, you just need to be true to yourself, get to know your fellow quitters and keep on that straight and narrow path to freedom. I was a quitter for 140 days who fell into the dreaded cave one night and came back with my head between my legs and the bigger desire to stay quit. We all make mistakes because we are not perfect, but if you can own up to these mistakes you CAN be successful. Its all up to you. If you want to quit you will give up your habits and live a no strings attached lifestyle, if not you will continue to be a slave to the can and keep being its puppet. If you are reading this and you have a dip in your mouth, spit it out, dump that fresh can you just purchased from the gas station into the toilet, and begin your new way of life. If you fall, pick yourself up, wipe the dirt off and get yourself back here. Listen to what some of these veterans have to say because it just might save your life one day.
So you're telling people to use the site and stay on the site, yet you can't even follow your own advice? It's like when your smoking, drinking parent told you to not do the things they were doing. 'Crazy'
I have been scratching my head about this post too Kubrick. "Fell into a cave"??????? Hmmmm?? 'B.S.'
Yeah, that is how it works, NOT!!!
I knew a guy once that slipped on a jar of mayonnaise at Walmart and landed in the tobacco aisle. Tins of dip went flying, and one can opened. A huge plug of Kodiak landed in his mouth. It was a terrible circumstance, that happened to him.
I believe that caving is a choice. Just like quitting. I have not been around here long, and I am certainly not a vet. But I have been here long enough to figure out a bulletproof plan on how not to, "fall into a cave". I personally do everything that I can each day to stack the deck in my favor. As the old adage says, "no one plans to fail, they just fail to plan".
KStampfly, we have not met, and I wish you no ill will. I actually hope your brand of quitting brings you all the success in the world. But I will say this,
please read this index.php?showtopic=120 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=120)
then take a look at this index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Now go post roll like the rest of us. It takes all of 30 seconds. If you have something that works better, I suggest you start your own website. If not, please continue to visit this website, but do so more quietly. There are fragile quits here. Quits in the making that need sounds guidance in the principles of this site. Posts like your last one can quickly turn this place into a butterfly breeding ground :scowick: :scowick: :scowick:
Peace, IG2H
So here's the deal. In 2012 I posted for 140 days before I caved. I came back and made amends and today I am sitting on 383 days quit. I posted roll for awhile again after the cave and received nothing more than a bunch of needless drama. I came back because it was the right thing to do at the time but this site also has the tendency to run people off. Not everyone needs this site to remain quit. I have friends who battled with alcohol and to this day have remained sober without the help of a website. With all due respect this site got me started on the right path and helped me changed my thought patterns but It was my decision to remain quit after leaving. I take my motivation from the supporters who have stuck by me and those who left well "two tears in a bucket, fuck it". Procrastinate all you want but its going in one ear and out the other.
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Well brother, I hope you are not surprised at some of the responses you are going to get with your post, as you were here and did see what happened.
I am glad you have kept quit, but do caution you on straying too far. I know before was a close if not 100% poster before that first bad decision which took you out of our immediate group, but you came back and instead of the high energy burn out, you kept that fire inside for quit simmering along making this marathon a win so far.
So just watch yourself my brother (as we all are here). You can and have been doing it, just don't make too many dumb decisions moving forward.
Will be there beside you, and hope you are the same for me and others.
Thanks for the kind words Derek. I appreciate that you are still hanging with me.
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Ummm. Why did you just decide to disappear for 8 months? Then you come back half singing the praaises of ktc and half saying it's not needed and the people here have a tendency to run people olff?
I'm glad your still quit but confused by your decision to leave...and then come back.
Are you here to stay, provide support, post role and help others? Or, are you just dropping by to tell us how ktc is not the only way to quit?
Do tell, please...
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Sporkify! Great to see you back! We started out about the same time and had some laughs with GFer and the rest. You are a warrior whose battle plan sucks. I remember your cave well, it bothered me a lot but you never posted roll that day. You planned it, you got shit faced and you dipped. I felt like you spit directly in my face but fuck it, at least you're a man of your word and did what you set out to do. It just doesn't seem like you learned anything. This is a battle we need to fight every day and going awol will get you killed. There are absolutely many tactics that can be deployed to achieve the same objective but this method is fail safe. Yours allows for the possibility and increased the probability of failure. Just by taking it off the table every morning, we win. I think deep down you know this and came back because you want to stay in the fight. Scratch that, you need to. You understand the tools here work but are too proud to acknowledge your own weaknesses and make adjustments. Maybe you should dig in with the quitters behind the line in the sand instead of running around the minefield all willy nilly in your tighty whities.
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Glad you are doing well Stampy. It all comes down to one thing.
"All is well that ends well"
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Holy Shit....so its been a really long time since I have been on this site and not sure even how to go about it. Where has the time gone??? Well I have had two kids since 2013 and along with my oldest they are what keeps me going. I have picked up smoking which is a very costly habit though which my wife is not to happy about....smoking meat that is. This hobby has my backyard looking like a BBQ shack without the customers. So in the last 2-1/2 years I have moved from Missouri to Washington and I am now back in the great state of Missouri once again. It seems that being in the military and my job doesn't take me very far from this place. I wish I wouldn't have just left this site but I still maintained contact with quite a few quitters from here. Needless to say chewing tobacco is not a part of my life anymore and I have to credit this site even though I had my ups and downs. Hopefully I am still welcome here but if not just say so.
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and 10 years later.....
I am going to speak my mind a little bit and you can interpret how you want. I caved four days ago, its done, its over, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. You caved Saturday. Posted a day 1 Monday. Today is day 3 not 4
Before that incident I posted every fucking day for 140 days. 100% not a single day missed. There is not a great deal of people who have done that. I have. Tsmith has. Bird has. 30 has. Coach Steve has. 2 mch has. Bruce has. Beast has. Morgan has. Swede has. Eric has. kdip has. J2B has. lbj has. Roam has. Wt has. Nolaq has. keddy has. mthomas has. Roam has. Grizzly has, Suds has. Kana has. Cmark has. Gmann has. Mjollnir has. FLuke has. ALL people you thanked in your HOF. Actually, a great deal have and do everyday Fly. Actually, you had a great deal of 100% posters supporting you. That is...until your absolute betrayal of trust.
In my eyes missing a day of roll should be just as bad as caving and a taking a dip right? Maybe you should have spent a little more time on here last weekend when there was a huge discussion re: Posting Roll Post HOF.
Apparently not. There are no excuses for caving but always excuses for missing roll. We have this thing in the military that we call "double standards". This means that some things are enforced to be done a certain way but those enforcing it can bend the rules. Not a good way to do business. There are HOF'ers out here that are subpar posters but fuck me for taking a single dip in those 140 days.
Fuck ME for thinking you had the nuts to call/text one of the many contacts you had, before "getting soooo drunk that you accidentally stuffed some cancer in your lip".
Just saying. If this is the foundation of the site then maybe we need to spend more time holding people accountable for posting roll.
Accountability is a 2-way street Fly. Im sure you learned that in the military. I'm pretty sure if a grunt under your command straight betrayed his unit, and then lied about his actions to the very people there to support him....you would be very bitter and angry. Maybe that Judas would need a reminder about personal integrity and Team responsibility?
Instead of more than a week of missing roll before getting kicked out how about make it 2 days? Might get some people fired up but if you really want to be here you will do it.
The foundation of the site is posting your promise, and keeping it, daily. Missing roll is a big red flag, but Fly, what should be done to those that lie about their post? Who, not only break their word, but then sequentially lie about it for the next 2 days?
“Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so 'safe,' and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”
Awesome words. Very fitting. I am middle-aged, and I have 4 kids. We discuss the normalcy of fear and what bravery means. We also discuss "what is right". Questions about speaking up for those less fortunate, never being too busy that they can't help someone in need, AND being HONEST. Honest about your abilities, your fears, your actions, and your REactions. I have fear. I am a lying, hypocritical addict. I have demons that swirl in my fucked up head. There are times when my ability to protect my house, my family, and my life seem to be spiraling out of control. BUT - I will always have the choice to choose How I react to Life. Like choosing whether I am going to keep my word.
I find this quote very liberating and it gives me motivation to do better this time around, to brush myself off and get back on the horse. I am not going to lose my cockiness because that helped to get me to the 140 day mark, it was a bad decision that took it all away.
I love pie. All kinds of pie: pumpkin, apple, keylime, chocolate, pineapple; however, HUMBLE PIE is the hardest for me eat. In fact, it tastes like a bucket of ass. Maybe you Fly, should try a little. Cockiness got you 140 days. I would suggest your goal be TODAY.
For those who gave me a second chance and decided to support me in March I owe it to you to be even more bad ass than the last time.
Fly, you owe it to yourself to quit TODAY. I love the fire in you. Be careful that you don't extinguish yourself. No one is asking you to be cocky or gregarious or witty, we expect you to place your name on roll and KEEP your word. Period
For those that just want to make yourself feel better because you haven't caved yet, keep living outside of reality because all it takes is one and I am proof. I still have a long road ahead of me but it is day 4 today and I am QLAFM.
I think it is safe to say that NOONE who has responded to you regarding your cave "feels better" because we haven't caved "yet". Although, I do feel good that I have not caved today. If I wake up tomorrow I will strap on the boots and get to quitting again. We KNOW it just takes one. I remind myself of that everyday when I post roll. YOU knew that as well. YOU decided to betray your brothers. YOU decided to LIE about it.
Last suggestion, You should apologize to Waste and beg him for any insight about the retread process. Your prior quit brother Per, would also benefit you. However, that would take require QLSWNRTTIFR (Quitting like someone who now realizes that this is for real).
Vadge. Disappointed and betrayed, still quit, feeling good, and "haven't caved yet"