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Title: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 20, 2012, 09:04:00 PM
After 12 years of Copenhagen I'm finally putting it down for good. It's controlled me way to long. Wish I would have never touched the stuff. Really don't know what all to say. Just happy to finally have the courage and will power to put Copenhagen in my past.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: mich 34 on September 20, 2012, 09:29:00 PM
Check the Welcome center out here: Welcome (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) read up. If you are ready to quit for you this is the spot to be, your quit group is December 12, post roll there and make a few friends here on the site, it will help when you most need it. pm me if I can help.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Wt57 on September 20, 2012, 11:54:00 PM
Don't worry about forever! Today is possible.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Bean on September 21, 2012, 10:59:00 AM
Great choice, xwing!!! Post roll everyday, keep your word...that's all there is to it. Reading everthing you can on this site will help, too.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on September 21, 2012, 05:40:00 PM
Just want to thank all of the people on this site. Im only in day 3 of my lifetime quit and I have already found a lot of very helpful advice on here. I will probably be on this site 8-10 hours a day. Lol.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: ShawnB on September 21, 2012, 06:27:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Just want to thank all of the people on this site. Im only in day 3 of my lifetime quit and I have already found a lot of very helpful advice on here. I will probably be on this site 8-10 hours a day. Lol.
Day 3 for me as well. I am on here a lot as well. It is nice to know that other are going through the same exact things I am. I quit with you!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on September 23, 2012, 02:47:00 PM
Day 5 and seem to be feeling decent. feel like a lot of things aren't even real and still kinda spaced out. Dont have the horrible attitude that i had just a few days ago so thats kinda nice. Still craving but i will hold strong. Gonna eat alot of sunflower seeds and hard candy. I am quit today.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: mich 34 on September 23, 2012, 03:51:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Day 5 and seem to be feeling decent. feel like a lot of things aren't even real and still kinda spaced out. Dont have the horrible attitude that i had just a few days ago so thats kinda nice. Still craving but i will hold strong. Gonna eat alot of sunflower seeds and hard candy. I am quit today.
Saw your roll post, proud to be quit with you today, hang in there, the real world will be back before you know it.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Radman on September 24, 2012, 11:36:00 AM
Quote from: mich
Quote from: 05wrxing
Day 5 and seem to be feeling decent.  feel like a lot of things aren't even real and still kinda spaced out. Dont have the horrible attitude that i had just a few days ago so thats kinda nice. Still craving but i will hold strong.  Gonna eat alot of sunflower seeds and hard candy.  I am quit today.
Saw your roll post, proud to be quit with you today, hang in there, the real world will be back before you know it.
It may not be soon. Every quitter is different. Enjoy the ride. Learn to laugh at the tricks. Committ the physical changes to memory. These will become the tools that help you push through the rough spots.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on October 06, 2012, 12:11:00 AM
It's great to be nic free! On day 17 and I feel better than I have in years. I have had more energy today than I can remember having in a long time. I'll never know what I ever saw in the nic bitch. I know I don't post as often or as much as I prolly should but, I will post roll every single day till i'm to old to get to a computer. It's fantastic to be able to kiss my wife again without her making damn sure I brush my teeth before hand. It's fantastic not having to worry about my kid's drinking a nasty spit bottle ( 2 boy's age's 6  3). It's just fantastic to be in control of my own mind and body again. I'm Damn proud to be able to say I QUIT with all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Tigerbarb5 on October 06, 2012, 01:03:00 AM
That's flippin awesome! I'm fairly new here and not being a facebook person or subscribing to any social media this shit is pretty foreign to me. Interacting and sharing thoughts online that is. I must say though I've really been impressed and inspired by everyone in this community and it very well might save my life. Sounds like you're building up some sweet quit momentum, fuck yeah! Personally I don't ever want to take my foot off the gas but I also don't want to lose the rear view - Never forget where you've been and you'll never lose sight of where you want to be! Quit long and quit strong!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on October 06, 2012, 02:18:00 AM
That's very true. Never forget where you've been. Keep your foot on the nic bitches throat and never let up. This is the hardest thing I've ever done and I never want to go through it again. I've still got along way to go and i will quit everyday but, I will always be an addict. You can never let you guard down.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on November 07, 2012, 11:03:00 AM
Sitting here at day 50. I feel a hell of a lot better than I did the first few week's. Still have some crave's but the seeds  gum seem to do the job. It's crazy the hold that the nic bitch had on all of us at one point, I still think about the shit but i'm learning to hate tobacco and all the shit it has put me and millions of other people through. It's surprising to me how in the hell tobacco can be legal. Anything that does the things that tobacco does should never be legal. I hate the crave's, I hate the oral fixation and I hate tobacco. Gonna beat the bitch one day at a time with all my brother's. Stay Strong!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: GR8WHITEBUFFALO on November 07, 2012, 11:39:00 AM
Great job. Half way to the HOF. 1 day at a time.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: SirDerek on November 07, 2012, 01:07:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Sitting here at day 50. I feel a hell of a lot better than I did the first few week's. Still have some crave's but the seeds  gum seem to do the job. It's crazy the hold that the nic bitch had on all of us at one point, I still think about the shit but i'm learning to hate tobacco and all the shit it has put me and millions of other people through. It's surprising to me how in the hell tobacco can be legal. Anything that does the things that tobacco does should never be legal. I hate the crave's, I hate the oral fixation and I hate tobacco. Gonna beat the bitch one day at a time with all my brother's. Stay Strong!
'clap'

I applaud you as you are gaining the strength in your quit that will get you far. Let the hatred build in you for that nic bitch.

Keep up the great work towards that milestone (not end) of 100 days.

May the Quit be with you.

'jedisith'
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: ShawnB on November 07, 2012, 02:27:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Sitting here at day 50. I feel a hell of a lot better than I did the first few week's. Still have some crave's but the seeds  gum seem to do the job. It's crazy the hold that the nic bitch had on all of us at one point, I still think about the shit but i'm learning to hate tobacco and all the shit it has put me and millions of other people through. It's surprising to me how in the hell tobacco can be legal. Anything that does the things that tobacco does should never be legal. I hate the crave's, I hate the oral fixation and I hate tobacco. Gonna beat the bitch one day at a time with all my brother's. Stay Strong!
Right there at 50 with you. Can't wait until day 51.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on November 07, 2012, 02:52:00 PM
Thanks for the awesome support guys. I need all of it. Without the supprt of my brother my qiit wouldn't be near as strong. Shawnb great job on your 50 as well. Ill see you on roll for 51 tomorrow as well as the rest of my brothers.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on November 11, 2012, 09:23:00 PM
Sitting at day 54 and the cotton mouth has came on like a motherfucker. No matter how much water I drink it doesn't seem to ever go way. Unless I'm chewing gum or eating hard candy. Fuck tobacco. Anything that can give you cotton mouth 50+ days after quitting is a real bitch!!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Wt57 on November 11, 2012, 10:52:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Sitting at day 54 and the cotton mouth has came on like a motherfucker. No matter how much water I drink it doesn't seem to ever go way. Unless I'm chewing gum or eating hard candy. Fuck tobacco. Anything that can give you cotton mouth 50+ days after quitting is a real bitch!!!!!
I had terrible problems with my mouth right up till about day 80 finally the healing got done. During the 70's I was sure I had tongue cancer.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Down South on November 12, 2012, 10:44:00 AM
Day one for me. I threw the last can away yesterday. After about 30+ yrs of dipping a can a day, I have a ride to do. Maybe the last rodeo for me.
I found this place while hunting down symptoms of quitting. I'm walking around in a fog and wondered why. Now I know.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Kdip on November 12, 2012, 11:34:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: 05wrxing
Sitting at day 54 and the cotton mouth has came on like a motherfucker. No matter how much water I drink it doesn't seem to ever go way. Unless I'm chewing gum or eating hard candy. Fuck tobacco. Anything that can give you cotton mouth 50+ days after quitting is a real bitch!!!!!
I had terrible problems with my mouth right up till about day 80 finally the healing got done. During the 70's I was sure I had tongue cancer.
Try some Biotene medicated mouthwash. It helped me when I had cottonmouth. Your mouth should straighten itself out soon. I don't miss that aspect of dipping at all!!! Keep up the good quit!!! Its WORTH it!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Kdip on November 12, 2012, 11:36:00 AM
Quote from: Down
Day one for me. I threw the last can away yesterday. After about 30+ yrs of dipping a can a day, I have a ride to do. Maybe the last rodeo for me.
I found this place while hunting down symptoms of quitting. I'm walking around in a fog and wondered why. Now I know.
Stick around here and quit One day at a time and it WILL be your last rodeo!!!! Over 4 years quit and GLAD I did it!!!!!!! You can DO this!!!!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on November 12, 2012, 12:55:00 PM
Quote from: kdip
Quote from: Down
Day one for me. I threw the last can away yesterday. After about 30+ yrs of dipping a can a day, I have a ride to do. Maybe the last rodeo for me.
I found this place while hunting down symptoms of quitting. I'm walking around in a fog and wondered why. Now I know.
Stick around here and quit One day at a time and it WILL be your last rodeo!!!! Over 4 years quit and GLAD I did it!!!!!!! You can DO this!!!!!!!
Welcome aboard down south. You have made the best decision you can possibly make. It will be rough but always remember how you feel, so you will never wanna have another day 1. Read all you can on the site and listen to what the vets like kdip tell you. Number one above all else is, posting roll and doing it early everyday. If you need anything just pm me.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Mthomas3824 on November 12, 2012, 03:15:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Quote from: kdip
Quote from: Down
Day one for me. I threw the last can away yesterday. After about 30+ yrs of dipping a can a day, I have a ride to do. Maybe the last rodeo for me.
I found this place while hunting down symptoms of quitting. I'm walking around in a fog and wondered why. Now I know.
Stick around here and quit One day at a time and it WILL be your last rodeo!!!! Over 4 years quit and GLAD I did it!!!!!!! You can DO this!!!!!!!
Welcome aboard down south. You have made the best decision you can possibly make. It will be rough but always remember how you feel, so you will never wanna have another day 1. Read all you can on the site and listen to what the vets like kdip tell you. Number one above all else is, posting roll and doing it early everyday. If you need anything just pm me.
Stay focused only on winning your battle today. Sometimes we all make this harder by thinking about battling this forever. Addicts should focus on today only.

That repetition and focus is what keeps us free. Quit for today and the battle is bearable.

The burden of quit. (Post Roll, keep your word and repeat) is so much lighter than the burden of giving into your addiction.


Stay quit for today. If we are here tomorrow, simply repeat.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 10, 2012, 10:12:00 AM
Sitting at day 83 now and loving the way it feel's. I never thought I would make it this far in a million year's but, with all the help from my brother's and all the great people on this site, I've been able to do it. To all the people that that normally see me posting in the wildcard post's all day everyday, I will not be seen as much I use to be. My wife and I are cutting back on some of our bills and the first thing's to go were our smartphone's 'bang head' . So no more surfing the site all day long for me while I should be working. Really sucks ass to, I really enjoy those wildcard post's and helping any new or old quitter that I can. I will still be very active in the early morning though. I work from 12- 9:30pm (eastern time) so till I go to work, ill be surfing this site and making my quit even stronger, as well has helping anyone that need's help.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 25, 2012, 12:08:00 PM
Just wanted to wish all my brother's and sister's a very Merry Christmas. Hope all of you are doing well and having a great day.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 27, 2012, 10:05:00 AM
I don't even know where to start but, damn it feel's good to be sitting at 100 day's quit. Never thought id make it this far but with all the support from my brother's and sister's I was able to hit that special mark. Thank's to every one of you guy's and gal's. Off to work on that HOF speech now.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: SirDerek on December 27, 2012, 10:07:00 AM
Quote from: 05wrxing
I don't even know where to start but, damn it feel's good to be sitting at 100 day's quit. Never thought id make it this far but with all the support from my brother's and sister's I was able to hit that special mark. Thank's to every one of you guy's and gal's. Off to work on that HOF speech now.
'clap'

well done my friend, just enjoy your day.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: tarpon17 on December 27, 2012, 10:55:00 AM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: 05wrxing
I don't even know where to start but, damn it feel's good to be sitting at 100 day's quit. Never thought id make it this far but with all the support from my brother's and sister's I was able to hit that special mark. Thank's to every one of you guy's and gal's. Off to work on that HOF speech now.
'clap'

well done my friend, just enjoy your day.
the first of many. All in due time of course as we continue the march one day at a time. I'll quit with you any day amigo!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: mich 34 on December 27, 2012, 12:56:00 PM
Quote from: tarpon17
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: 05wrxing
I don't even know where to start but, damn it feel's good to be sitting at 100 day's quit. Never thought id make it this far but with all the support from my brother's and sister's I was able to hit that special mark. Thank's to every one of you guy's and gal's. Off to work on that HOF speech now.
'clap'

well done my friend, just enjoy your day.
the first of many. All in due time of course as we continue the march one day at a time. I'll quit with you any day amigo!
Nice start, keep up the good work.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 28, 2012, 10:23:00 AM
Thanks for all the kind word's and support. I'll be seeing you guy's on here for a long time to come. Looking forward to 200 and beyond. Gonna out run the bitch one day at a time.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on April 18, 2013, 06:52:00 PM
Been a hell of along time since I wrote anything in my intro so I figured I would update it. Sitting at 212 days quit and damn is it nice to be able to say that. I've came along way since my first few weeks of quit. For the life of me I have no idea why I ever started dipping in the first place, I guess it was just the peer presure and the thoughts of looking cool but, I didn't look cool at all; I looked like a damn idiot. These 212 days of freedom have been 1,00,000,000,000 times better than any day in my past with that evil can. I will post roll and stand my guard against the nic bitch everyday!!! To all the new quitters that are reading this; it gets so much better everyday that you are quit and, future quitters that may be lurking this site and stumble upon my intro; if me and thousands of other addicts on this site can quit, SO CAN YOU!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on June 16, 2013, 12:44:00 AM
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol. I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get. QLF with all of you!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: jday6591 on June 16, 2013, 12:57:00 AM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol. I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get. QLF with all of you!!!
Happy for you man. I am on day 27 and I don't know if I could handle something as big as a divorce. So happy you are still quit. I know everything will work out for you in the long run!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: ERDVM on June 16, 2013, 12:25:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol. I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get. QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: jaynellie on June 16, 2013, 04:45:00 PM
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 916quit on June 16, 2013, 09:33:00 PM
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: OneImpressiveBall on June 17, 2013, 10:57:00 PM
Quote from: 916quit
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
I'm sorry to hear that, wrxing, but glad to see you already reaching into that tool belt of quit. Tennessee's too far for an STi meetup, unfortunately, but let me know anytime if I can help.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Mthomas3824 on June 18, 2013, 01:40:00 AM
Quote from: OneImpressiveBall
Quote from: 916quit
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
I'm sorry to hear that, wrxing, but glad to see you already reaching into that tool belt of quit. Tennessee's too far for an STi meetup, unfortunately, but let me know anytime if I can help.
05, living life on life's terms. Proud to quit with you.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Sage on June 18, 2013, 01:54:00 AM
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: OneImpressiveBall
Quote from: 916quit
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
I'm sorry to hear that, wrxing, but glad to see you already reaching into that tool belt of quit. Tennessee's too far for an STi meetup, unfortunately, but let me know anytime if I can help.
05, living life on life's terms. Proud to quit with you.
05...You make life at this site better. Quit with you, everyday!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: jayd41 on June 18, 2013, 09:13:00 AM
Quote from: Sage
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: OneImpressiveBall
Quote from: 916quit
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
I'm sorry to hear that, wrxing, but glad to see you already reaching into that tool belt of quit. Tennessee's too far for an STi meetup, unfortunately, but let me know anytime if I can help.
05, living life on life's terms. Proud to quit with you.
05...You make life at this site better. Quit with you, everyday!
Congrats on the new position and sorry about the big d....on one of my prior attempts to quit was during a divorce...and funny thing was not being with that certain female made it a little easier to quit! This was a couple of years ago so i obviously caved like a dumbass but it wasn't because of her! Quit on
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on June 18, 2013, 09:25:00 AM
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Quote from: 05wrxing
It's been 59 day's since I have posted on my intro. I am going to try to keep this up better than I have been. I am sitting at 271 and a lot has changed since my last post in here. I have been promoted to a better position by the company I work for and the bad side of the last 59 day's is I am also going through a divorce. Ya know what though, no matter how hard or tough that it may be; that evil ass can of shit with never make it feel any better. So for all the quitters on this life changing site, no matter how hard life get's or what all is thrown at you, a big lipper full of shit will not fix a damn thing at all!!!! One of these day's I will be sitting here and I will type up something that get's me into the words of wisdom section. lol.  I love this site and to all the people reading this, I appreciate everything that you guy's and gal's have done for me here and I will pay it forward every chance that I get.  QLF with all of you!!!
Proud to quit every day with you brother.
x2 ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ......can't wait to see if your gonna make it for the Ducks vs. Vol's football game bro!! Life's good Quit on!!
05 Great job man! Proud to quit with u every day with the D12 Wrecking Crew!
Great energy you bring to the team!
See u in the am!
I'm sorry to hear that, wrxing, but glad to see you already reaching into that tool belt of quit. Tennessee's too far for an STi meetup, unfortunately, but let me know anytime if I can help.
05, living life on life's terms. Proud to quit with you.
05...You make life at this site better. Quit with you, everyday!
Congrats on the new position and sorry about the big d....on one of my prior attempts to quit was during a divorce...and funny thing was not being with that certain female made it a little easier to quit! This was a couple of years ago so i obviously caved like a dumbass but it wasn't because of her! Quit on
Thanks guys and gals for all of your support... It will be a tough road for a bit but in the long run it will all be worth it for sure. OIB, I am up for a drive to have any kind of an sti meet. I will do everything that I can to pay it forward on ktc. Everyone on here has helped me in some way. I really appreciate all of the support. Keep on quitting my friends. One day at a time!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on August 02, 2013, 07:27:00 PM
317 days strong and needed to post up a progress report for myself. Even after 300 days there are still some craves from time to time but it's nothing that can't be extinguished pretty quick especially with the help of some sunflower seeds and all my brothers and sisters at ktc. Life is finally getting back to normal right now and its great. I want to apologize to some of the bad ass quit groups for not posting my support every single day like I should be. My computer has been on the fritz and doesn't like to be on many websites and I have been posting from my cell phone for the most part. I just want all of you guys and gals to know that I will always be supporting you. I need to find an easier way to post in every group from my cell phone. I love all of my family here at ktc!!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Quit on August 03, 2013, 02:38:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
317 days strong and needed to post up a progress report for myself. Even after 300 days there are still some craves from time to time but it's nothing that can't be extinguished pretty quick especially with the help of some sunflower seeds and all my brothers and sisters at ktc. Life is finally getting back to normal right now and its great. I want to apologize to some of the bad ass quit groups for not posting my support every single day like I should be. My computer has been on the fritz and doesn't like to be on many websites and I have been posting from my cell phone for the most part. I just want all of you guys and gals to know that I will always be supporting you. I need to find an easier way to post in every group from my cell phone. I love all of my family here at ktc!!!!
Keep rocking wrxing! No problem with the posting, I quit with you today!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Scowick65 on August 03, 2013, 03:04:00 PM
Quote from: Quit
Quote from: 05wrxing
317 days strong and needed to post up a progress report for myself.  Even after 300 days there are still some craves from time to time but it's nothing that can't be extinguished pretty quick especially with the help of some sunflower seeds and all my brothers and sisters at ktc.  Life is finally getting back to normal right now and its great.  I want to apologize to some of the bad ass quit groups for not posting my support every single day like I should be.  My computer has been on the fritz and doesn't like to be on many websites and I have been posting from my cell phone for the most part.  I just want all of you guys and gals to know that I will always be supporting you.  I need to find an easier way to post in every group from my cell phone.  I love all of my family here at ktc!!!!
Keep rocking wrxing! No problem with the posting, I quit with you today!
'clap'
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Boelker62 on August 03, 2013, 10:50:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
317 days strong and needed to post up a progress report for myself. Even after 300 days there are still some craves from time to time but it's nothing that can't be extinguished pretty quick especially with the help of some sunflower seeds and all my brothers and sisters at ktc. Life is finally getting back to normal right now and its great. I want to apologize to some of the bad ass quit groups for not posting my support every single day like I should be. My computer has been on the fritz and doesn't like to be on many websites and I have been posting from my cell phone for the most part. I just want all of you guys and gals to know that I will always be supporting you. I need to find an easier way to post in every group from my cell phone. I love all of my family here at ktc!!!!
05, Support is great. Without a doubt. The best way to show support, in my opinion? Just be the best quitter you can. If that means just posting in our month, every. single. day... Then that's the best way to be.

I know you know, but we've all got each others' backs.

Dave
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: mich 34 on August 04, 2013, 10:36:00 AM
Quote from: boelker62
Quote from: 05wrxing
317 days strong and needed to post up a progress report for myself.  Even after 300 days there are still some craves from time to time but it's nothing that can't be extinguished pretty quick especially with the help of some sunflower seeds and all my brothers and sisters at ktc.  Life is finally getting back to normal right now and its great.  I want to apologize to some of the bad ass quit groups for not posting my support every single day like I should be.  My computer has been on the fritz and doesn't like to be on many websites and I have been posting from my cell phone for the most part.  I just want all of you guys and gals to know that I will always be supporting you.  I need to find an easier way to post in every group from my cell phone.  I love all of my family here at ktc!!!!
05, Support is great. Without a doubt. The best way to show support, in my opinion? Just be the best quitter you can. If that means just posting in our month, every. single. day... Then that's the best way to be.

I know you know, but we've all got each others' backs.

Dave
Hey man, I post support for you almost every day. Yes - I said almost, I've missed days (not in my group, still 100%) while on vacation or just crazy busy. I've never called, texted or pm'd that I was sorry I missed a day. I assume you know I support your quit even if it's not posted in December. If a day goes by without seeing a post from you in October I would know your support is still there. Don't stress about it, sometimes we just need to step back for a few days. I'm proud to quit with you brother!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: AppleJack on September 18, 2013, 01:28:00 AM
Bump for total badassness!

Congrats on 1 year bro. Awesome!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: copingwithoutcopen on September 18, 2013, 07:16:00 AM
Quote from: 05wrxing
After 12 years of Copenhagen I'm finally putting it down for good. It's controlled me way to long. Wish I would have never touched the stuff. Really don't know what all to say. Just happy to finally have the courage and will power to put Copenhagen in my past.
You've come a long way brother! Congrats 05, every damn day!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Mike from AB on September 18, 2013, 08:30:00 AM
Awesome work congrats on 1 year!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: jaynellie on September 19, 2013, 12:00:00 AM
Quote from: Mike
Awesome work congrats on 1 year!!
My brother Congrats again 365 is truly Bad-Ass!!
Missed you at the game but hope you enjoyed the pics...
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on September 20, 2013, 12:35:00 AM
I want to thank each and every one of you guys. I never could have made it a year without all of the support that I get at KTC. I went through a hell of a time with some things in my life but never once did I ever think of disappointing my family here at KTC  the support that I get here helped out with my life issues more than anything and I can never repay it but I will do my best to pay it forward every single day. I know that I'm not always on here but KTC is always on my mind and not a single day goes by that I don't post roll... Jaynellie, the pictures were amazing and I really appreciate them. I wish I could have made it up but I will get up that way soon. May be where I go for vacation next year.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: kkljinc on September 20, 2013, 10:15:00 AM
One year, you are the bomb! Nice work, I will quit with your any day!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Pinched on September 20, 2013, 10:16:00 AM
Quote from: 05wrxing
I want to thank each and every one of you guys. I never could have made it a year without all of the support that I get at KTC. I went through a hell of a time with some things in my life but never once did I ever think of disappointing my family here at KTC  the support that I get here helped out with my life issues more than anything and I can never repay it but I will do my best to pay it forward every single day. I know that I'm not always on here but KTC is always on my mind and not a single day goes by that I don't post roll... Jaynellie, the pictures were amazing and I really appreciate them. I wish I could have made it up but I will get up that way soon. May be where I go for vacation next year.
Congrats on one year brother, you are a great example of a quit on here. I appreciate that you and others stick around after you have already invested your 100 days, 200 days, 300 days and more.

QFQQ,
Pinched
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Its_Got2Happen on September 21, 2013, 10:42:00 PM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: 05wrxing
I want to thank each and every one of you guys. I never could have made it a year without all of the support that I get at KTC. I went through a hell of a time with some things in my life but never once did I ever think of disappointing my family here at KTC  the support that I get here helped out with my life issues more than anything and I can never repay it but I will do my best to pay it forward every single day. I know that I'm not always on here but KTC is always on my mind and not a single day goes by that I don't post roll...  Jaynellie, the pictures were amazing and I really appreciate them. I wish I could have made it up but I will get up that way soon. May be where I go for vacation next year.
Congrats on one year brother, you are a great example of a quit on here. I appreciate that you and others stick around after you have already invested your 100 days, 200 days, 300 days and more.

QFQQ,
Pinched
congrats on the milestone 05. Keep up the great work and thanks for helping me out in my early days. You da man.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Erussell on September 22, 2013, 08:02:00 AM
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: 05wrxing
I want to thank each and every one of you guys. I never could have made it a year without all of the support that I get at KTC. I went through a hell of a time with some things in my life but never once did I ever think of disappointing my family here at KTC  the support that I get here helped out with my life issues more than anything and I can never repay it but I will do my best to pay it forward every single day. I know that I'm not always on here but KTC is always on my mind and not a single day goes by that I don't post roll...   Jaynellie, the pictures were amazing and I really appreciate them. I wish I could have made it up but I will get up that way soon. May be where I go for vacation next year.
Congrats on one year brother, you are a great example of a quit on here. I appreciate that you and others stick around after you have already invested your 100 days, 200 days, 300 days and more.

QFQQ,
Pinched
congrats on the milestone 05. Keep up the great work and thanks for helping me out in my early days. You da man.
Congrats bro! Your an awesome asset to this community! Keep up the good work. I quit with you all damn day today. Erussell-147-
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: srans on September 22, 2013, 11:21:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: 05wrxing
I want to thank each and every one of you guys. I never could have made it a year without all of the support that I get at KTC. I went through a hell of a time with some things in my life but never once did I ever think of disappointing my family here at KTC  the support that I get here helped out with my life issues more than anything and I can never repay it but I will do my best to pay it forward every single day. I know that I'm not always on here but KTC is always on my mind and not a single day goes by that I don't post roll...   Jaynellie, the pictures were amazing and I really appreciate them. I wish I could have made it up but I will get up that way soon. May be where I go for vacation next year.
Congrats on one year brother, you are a great example of a quit on here. I appreciate that you and others stick around after you have already invested your 100 days, 200 days, 300 days and more.

QFQQ,
Pinched
congrats on the milestone 05. Keep up the great work and thanks for helping me out in my early days. You da man.
Congrats bro! Your an awesome asset to this community! Keep up the good work. I quit with you all damn day today. Erussell-147-
1 year is no joke, that's some serious quit. Glad to be quit with you my friend.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 16, 2013, 04:19:00 PM
Well it's been a while since I have posted in here so I figured it was about damn time! Over the last 100 days or so I have struggled a lot, not with staying quit or anything like that but just being acountable. I have saw many people come and go from this site for many different reasons rather it be because they caved, couldn't handle the heat or just didn't like what we do but, I will do everything in my power to not be one of the people that just dissappear, never to be heared from again! Things are finally looking up and now I should be able to post more support for all of my brothers and sisters and not just post and run like I have been. The nic bitch plays us with so many different weapons trying to get us back in her clutches but we all just have to stay strong and tell her to go fuck herself with a poison dick!!! I never would be able to be strong enough if it wasn't for all of you here! I even went and got a facebook page for the first time and I hope to add all of you guys and gals as friends for even more accountibility!!! Thank you for everything!!!
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Its_Got2Happen on December 16, 2013, 09:01:00 PM
Quote from: 05wrxing
Well it's been a while since I have posted in here so I figured it was about damn time! Over the last 100 days or so I have struggled a lot, not with staying quit or anything like that but just being acountable. I have saw many people come and go from this site for many different reasons rather it be because they caved, couldn't handle the heat or just didn't like what we do but, I will do everything in my power to not be one of the people that just dissappear, never to be heared from again! Things are finally looking up and now I should be able to post more support for all of my brothers and sisters and not just post and run like I have been. The nic bitch plays us with so many different weapons trying to get us back in her clutches but we all just have to stay strong and tell her to go fuck herself with a poison dick!!! I never would be able to be strong enough if it wasn't for all of you here! I even went and got a facebook page for the first time and I hope to add all of you guys and gals as friends for even more accountibility!!! Thank you for everything!!!
Keep up the great work 05. I think I will stick around and quit with you.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Pinched on December 16, 2013, 09:28:00 PM
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: 05wrxing
Well it's been a while since I have posted in here so I figured it was about damn time! Over the last 100 days or so I have struggled a lot, not with staying quit or anything like that but just being acountable. I have saw many people come and go from this site for many different reasons rather it be because they caved, couldn't handle the heat or just didn't like what we do but, I will do everything in my power to not be one of the people that just dissappear, never to be heared from again! Things are finally looking up and now I should be able to post more support for all of my brothers and sisters and not just post and run like I have been. The nic bitch plays us with so many different weapons trying to get us back in her clutches but we all just have to stay strong and tell her to go fuck herself with a poison dick!!! I never would be able to be strong enough if it wasn't for all of you here! I even went and got a facebook page for the first time and I hope to add all of you guys and gals as friends for even more accountibility!!! Thank you for everything!!!
Keep up the great work 05. I think I will stick around and quit with you.
The best thing you can do is be here and know that you have touched the lives of many quitters no matter how accountable you have been recently.

I am lad to see you back and posting up in here brother.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: Sportsfan231 on December 17, 2013, 08:04:00 AM
Quote from: Pinched
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: 05wrxing
Well it's been a while since I have posted in here so I figured it was about damn time! Over the last 100 days or so I have struggled a lot, not with staying quit or anything like that but just being acountable. I have saw many people come and go from this site for many different reasons rather it be because they caved, couldn't handle the heat or just didn't like what we do but, I will do everything in my power to not be one of the people that just dissappear, never to be heared from again! Things are finally looking up and now I should be able to post more support for all of my brothers and sisters and not just post and run like I have been. The nic bitch plays us with so many different weapons trying to get us back in her clutches but we all just have to stay strong and tell her to go fuck herself with a poison dick!!! I never would be able to be strong enough if it wasn't for all of you here! I even went and got a facebook page for the first time and I hope to add all of you guys and gals as friends for even more accountibility!!! Thank you for everything!!!
Keep up the great work 05. I think I will stick around and quit with you.
The best thing you can do is be here and know that you have touched the lives of many quitters no matter how accountable you have been recently.

I am lad to see you back and posting up in here brother.
glad to hear everything is alright, be glad to see you posting about in other groups.
Title: Re: finally quitting for good.
Post by: 05wrxing on December 24, 2013, 07:48:00 PM
Just wanted to wish all of you here a very Merry Christmas!!!
Title: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 13, 2021, 09:59:17 PM
It's been many years since I've been on this site but here I am. Crawling my ass back with my tail between my legs.  After a 5 year break, I caved and I let the devil that is nicotine come back into my life.  I need all the help I can get on this journey as I have just posted my day 1 in the December group and thrown out everything I had.  Never again will I let nicotine control my life.  I will post roll every single day. 
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: MN_Engineer on September 14, 2021, 09:14:27 AM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 14, 2021, 09:40:20 AM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.


#1.  Between the pressures of life and everything in between, I picked up that dip and thought I could just have one.  I was dead wrong.

#2. It happened because I was complacent.  I was that person that thought they could kick nicotine on their own, without posting roll.
I can't and I hope my being back here helps everyone to understand that even after years of not dipping, when you stop posting roll, you lose focus.  you get complacent and you end up dipping again. When I let dip back into my life, I threw away 5 years.

#3.  I'm going to post roll every single day! No matter what.  I'm going to stay away from all of my triggers.   I've tried and failed many times to quit dipping and I need this place.  I will be active. I will post roll.  I will do whatever it takes to never dip again.  I'm going to use all of the tools here to succeed and I will help everyone around me never lose focus like I did.
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: stillbrewing on September 14, 2021, 07:27:45 PM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.


#1.  Between the pressures of life and everything in between, I picked up that dip and thought I could just have one.  I was dead wrong.

#2. It happened because I was complacent.  I was that person that thought they could kick nicotine on their own, without posting roll.
I can't and I hope my being back here helps everyone to understand that even after years of not dipping, when you stop posting roll, you lose focus.  you get complacent and you end up dipping again. When I let dip back into my life, I threw away 5 years.

#3.  I'm going to post roll every single day! No matter what.  I'm going to stay away from all of my triggers.   I've tried and failed many times to quit dipping and I need this place.  I will be active. I will post roll.  I will do whatever it takes to never dip again.  I'm going to use all of the tools here to succeed and I will help everyone around me never lose focus like I did.

@05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029)
I couldn't get past #1...
BULLSHIT.  You have posted over 5700 times and you thought you could get away with just one?  I haven't wasted my time going through your posts but I've been here long enough to know that with the time you put in that's complete nonsense.
Try again...
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 14, 2021, 07:40:19 PM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.


#1.  Between the pressures of life and everything in between, I picked up that dip and thought I could just have one.  I was dead wrong.

#2. It happened because I was complacent.  I was that person that thought they could kick nicotine on their own, without posting roll.
I can't and I hope my being back here helps everyone to understand that even after years of not dipping, when you stop posting roll, you lose focus.  you get complacent and you end up dipping again. When I let dip back into my life, I threw away 5 years.

#3.  I'm going to post roll every single day! No matter what.  I'm going to stay away from all of my triggers.   I've tried and failed many times to quit dipping and I need this place.  I will be active. I will post roll.  I will do whatever it takes to never dip again.  I'm going to use all of the tools here to succeed and I will help everyone around me never lose focus like I did.

@05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029)
I couldn't get past #1...
BULLSHIT.  You have posted over 5700 times and you thought you could get away with just one?  I haven't wasted my time going through your posts but I've been here long enough to know that with the time you put in that's complete nonsense.
Try again...

Bullshit or not. I caved. Plain and simple. Whatever the reasons were.   I can't change that.  At that time, I stepped away from this place and thought I could make it on my own.  I couldn't. I failed and that's on me.  Did I think one wouldn't hurt me?  Absolutely I did. I fell for that.  5700 hundred posts later, I still fell for it.  I take complete accountability.  It's my fault.  I was stupid.  I fucked up.
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: wildirish317 on September 14, 2021, 07:50:22 PM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.


#1.  Between the pressures of life and everything in between, I picked up that dip and thought I could just have one.  I was dead wrong.

#2. It happened because I was complacent.  I was that person that thought they could kick nicotine on their own, without posting roll.
I can't and I hope my being back here helps everyone to understand that even after years of not dipping, when you stop posting roll, you lose focus.  you get complacent and you end up dipping again. When I let dip back into my life, I threw away 5 years.

#3.  I'm going to post roll every single day! No matter what.  I'm going to stay away from all of my triggers.   I've tried and failed many times to quit dipping and I need this place.  I will be active. I will post roll.  I will do whatever it takes to never dip again.  I'm going to use all of the tools here to succeed and I will help everyone around me never lose focus like I did.

@05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029)
I couldn't get past #1...
BULLSHIT.  You have posted over 5700 times and you thought you could get away with just one?  I haven't wasted my time going through your posts but I've been here long enough to know that with the time you put in that's complete nonsense.
Try again...

Bullshit or not. I caved. Plain and simple. Whatever the reasons were.   I can't change that.  At that time, I stepped away from this place and thought I could make it on my own.  I couldn't. I failed and that's on me.  Did I think one wouldn't hurt me?  Absolutely I did. I fell for that.  5700 hundred posts later, I still fell for it.  I take complete accountability.  It's my fault.  I was stupid.  I fucked up.
2029 days quit. I’ve posted roll somewhere on every one of these. In the end, it’s easier to post roll than to deal with relapse.
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 14, 2021, 08:02:27 PM
Hey @05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029) - since each quitter gets only one intro, I merged your old one with your new one.

Thanks for reinforcing the fact that complacency kills. I always ask myself if I would be successful out there on my own but then an instance like this comes up and reminds me that the 30 seconds it takes to post roll is cheap insurance in this daily battle.

Let's drill down here and have you answer the 3 questions:

1.) What happened?
2.) Why did it happen?
3.) What are you going to do differently this time?

Take a bit of time and get to the root of each of these. This isn't a test to appease us. These are for you to dig introspectively so you don't repeat your mistakes.


#1.  Between the pressures of life and everything in between, I picked up that dip and thought I could just have one.  I was dead wrong.

#2. It happened because I was complacent.  I was that person that thought they could kick nicotine on their own, without posting roll.
I can't and I hope my being back here helps everyone to understand that even after years of not dipping, when you stop posting roll, you lose focus.  you get complacent and you end up dipping again. When I let dip back into my life, I threw away 5 years.

#3.  I'm going to post roll every single day! No matter what.  I'm going to stay away from all of my triggers.   I've tried and failed many times to quit dipping and I need this place.  I will be active. I will post roll.  I will do whatever it takes to never dip again.  I'm going to use all of the tools here to succeed and I will help everyone around me never lose focus like I did.

@05wrxing (https://ktcforum.org/index.php?action=profile;u=2029)
I couldn't get past #1...
BULLSHIT.  You have posted over 5700 times and you thought you could get away with just one?  I haven't wasted my time going through your posts but I've been here long enough to know that with the time you put in that's complete nonsense.
Try again...

Bullshit or not. I caved. Plain and simple. Whatever the reasons were.   I can't change that.  At that time, I stepped away from this place and thought I could make it on my own.  I couldn't. I failed and that's on me.  Did I think one wouldn't hurt me?  Absolutely I did. I fell for that.  5700 hundred posts later, I still fell for it.  I take complete accountability.  It's my fault.  I was stupid.  I fucked up.
2029 days quit. I’ve posted roll somewhere on every one of these. In the end, it’s easier to post roll than to deal with relapse.

Absolutely it is.  I hope a lot of other quitters can learn from me on this.   Posting roll and quitting is everything.   I'm here struggling through another suck because of my choices.  I'm struggling like hell.  I'm here though.  Reading and posting.
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: Zombo Funk on September 14, 2021, 10:08:33 PM
Welcome back dude. Glad to be quit with you today. I hope that commitment to be active is wholehearted.

Zombo Funk 504 / 405
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 14, 2021, 10:38:07 PM
Welcome back dude. Glad to be quit with you today. I hope that commitment to be active is wholehearted.

Zombo Funk 504 / 405
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Thank you my friend.  I'm glad to be quit with you as well.   Being active is something I do wholeheartedly plan to do.  That's what keeps my mind busy and away from the thoughts that are the suck.  Plus, if I can help someone else stay quit too, I'll spend most all of my time online here.   
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: 05wrxing on September 23, 2021, 08:54:28 PM
It's crazy to say, day 11. Again.  Never thought I'd be this far again and I couldn't do it without KTC.  The cravings are real.  Never leave the house without SMC and seeds.  Those two items can help save a quit through the worst of craves.  Finally out of the fog and now the mind games commence. Staying busy has helped me more than anything.  Those wildcard posts. " One word, two word and 3 word". Those posts keep me busy and puts my mind in other places.  Staying active helps.  I've gotten a lot of numbers and it's awesome to have that accountability with your quit brothers and sisters. I'll never hesitate to text if I need to be talked off a ledge and people can text me as well.  I'll always be available to help anyone. 
Title: Re: Here again
Post by: nick-Otine Free on September 24, 2021, 08:46:05 AM
It's crazy to say, day 11. Again.  Never thought I'd be this far again and I couldn't do it without KTC.  The cravings are real.  Never leave the house without SMC and seeds.  Those two items can help save a quit through the worst of craves.  Finally out of the fog and now the mind games commence. Staying busy has helped me more than anything.  Those wildcard posts. " One word, two word and 3 word". Those posts keep me busy and puts my mind in other places.  Staying active helps.  I've gotten a lot of numbers and it's awesome to have that accountability with your quit brothers and sisters. I'll never hesitate to text if I need to be talked off a ledge and people can text me as well.  I'll always be available to help anyone.
Wild card was my jam the first 100 days for me as well. i still hit use it alot to get my mind clear. something simple and funny about it lol