Do It!
1,303 - Man it hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows but is has been a great experience. I pause and looked backed today when I first quit on 3/14/2012...I didn't think I could make it a month. Then the month past...Got to 50...then at 80...I couldn't do it forever why keep going today? Because I made a promise...Got to 100...It wasn't over. Day after day, it didn't get easier. Seemed like it did but I just got stronger? How? I followed the KTC plan without putting my own twist to it. I just did it their way....then a 500 days. So simple I am cured...yet I realized I wasn't cured, I was quit. Started drinking heavily and if I stopped drinking, I ate heavily...Gained weight or hated myself because I couldn't stop drinking until I didn't have anything left to drink...Depression.
Go to meetings, and realize I quit tobacco but didn't control my addiction, it still controlled me. Temptation sets in - "Well when I dipped, I didn't eat and always worked out because I was a ninja and it was a good place to dip in peace....NO can't go back, I have to go forward. I quit that crap, now I need to deal with my crap."
Do It!
If you want to quit starting over, don't surrender. Just DO IT!
Well not only am I 1303 days quit on nicotine, I am 189 days on alcohol and 10lbs lighter. Something is beginning to click and managing stress, issues or whatever other excuse I make besides the truth that I am just an addict...is something I seem to be managing.
Am I stronger (Not of myself) I boast of the strength I received from my fellow addicts at KTC and My God. Me of myself and only accountable to me??? I am weak and breakable. With you and God, I am unbreakable.
DO It! Today, then we'll see you tomorrow and we can decide then if we do it again. Just for today, Do It! so your tomorrow is brighter.
I swore I was at war with nicotine until I died or the industry died. I have not given one red penny to that terrorist organization nor paid any taxes because I bought UStobacco products. No shirts or promos. Give me swag? Stuff that shit up your ass. I am your enemy.
I have won every battle with nicotine. Every battle! Yet the war is on and sometimes feel impossible. My kids will not join - Win! So I can't beat them of myself but I can keep them from terrorizing me and my family. Every kid they recruit...I will educate every kid I coach. The war still Rages!
Are you with UStobacco and going to cave? Stand up and fight with them or against them but don't stand on the sidelines...Do It!
Stay quit and win your battles!
Yeah today is a good day. Quit with me and make today a great day for all of us.
