KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => General Discussion => Topic started by: NWpilot on September 01, 2019, 02:05:56 AM
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So I stopped chewing like 18 day ago. And I chewed since I was like 17 or 18 years old. I’m now 34. Feel good about myself. I walked down to a convince store and wanted to buy a can of cope long cut. What I use to go to for all those years. I posted in I’m group saying I wouldn’t do it. I really just wanted just one dip. Was hoping some one with a gold van would walk out. I made my self walk back to the hotel I’m staying at. How long do the days last like this from dippers that had a pinch in from the moment they woke up till they tried to fall asleep. I didn’t do it. I want to be able to pull through and I did. I don’t think I can quit again if I go back. This is a really god place to seek help. And I spread the word as much as a I can.
Keep up the good work guys and don’t feel bad about voicing your frustration at A wall that gives no love back.
NWpilot
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I’m with you today man, today was my exact third week mark of quitting and it is the worst day since my quit, all I can think of is how badly I want a chew or a smoke and it’s out of nowhere.
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you guys are using this forum for its exact intent - you're getting here, talking about your quit, expressing your frustration and most of all.. WINNING!
Make no mistake... there is a war going on in your body and mind right now. A war between what you want (freedom) and the Nic Bitch.
You are NOT alone... keep it up!