4/8/16 (first of all that is an awesome sequence of numbers
Day 999
Tomorrow will be great, but today is fantastic. Today I am quit for my 999th day. I never imagined that this quit would change me in the way it has. I am the kind of guy that keeps to himself and does what is necessary with no desire to have attention drawn on me. I also never thought that people I meet through an online community would become such a vital part of my existence. I also thought I was not an addict, I could quit any day that I wanted to...I just never wanted to. Until going to bed one night laying there doing research and reading about KTC and reading the stories...I lurked like a ninja and then finally signed up but had not yet posted roll. The next morning I got up and my routine lead me to packing my tin...thump, thump, thump and then all the sudden I nutted up and quit. Posted roll and it all began.
Even then I followed the path but was not 100% bought in. I spent a couple of weeks doing only the minimum (post roll and get the fuck out). Finally one other quitter got me to the chat room and I started to open up. Now I never shut the fuck up or leave my opinion unknown...KTC started a monster.
The reason I choose to post this intro today is because yes tomorrow is a big day the 4th digit gets added. Yes this is a big milestone but I am so thankful for today more so than anything.
Today I am quit
Today I am mentally more stable
Today I am a better man
Today I have whiter teeth
Today I can do work laying on my back without dip spit rolling down my throat or cheek
Today I do not spit on retail floors
Today my truck does not smell like Copenhagen
Today I can function without my crutch
Today I do not fear my breath smelling like a dip dragon
Today I do not look like I ate some ants
Today my gums do not bleed or hurt
Today I am not sneaking off to pinch a lip
Today I am happy
Today I made my promise
Today I know I am a addict
Tomorrow...well we will just see what tomorrow brings, I have faith that I am strong enough to persevere and be here to see what the day presents for me. Only time will tell, but I now have the tools to face adversity and learn how to overcome that obstacle without a insecticide coated weed.
So today I say 'Finger' Nicotine! Not today...move along.