Great choice, etook. 2 days is huge...and dangerous. I only wish I could go back to where you are and quit. I dipped through law school, bar exam, first job, marriage, first child, second child...almost until I was 40 years old. That's how long it took me to grow the balls to post up and stay quit.
This site has been all the difference. No pills, no patch, no anything...except not putting that shit in my face. Day 2 sucks and it will get worse for a while. But no matter how bad it gets, it is oddly awesome...to know that you are breaking free from the Nic Bitch's siren song. Freedom feels great.
Post up, read all you can, and stay quit. There are no short-cuts. Every guy on here has been through what you're going through. We're all addicts, but your light came on long before my dumbass. You can do this. Stay quit, brother.
Don't think about tomorrow, next week, or next year...just one day at a time. Just think about what you can control...right here, right now, this five minutes. It is a choice. You are strong enough to stay quit right now. Post up and swear it. Keep your word all day. And repeat.
