I need to quit, but don't want to

[_oz]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend).  I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good.  Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things:  Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again.  Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good.  Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay.  As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name.  Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket!  I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin. 

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please".  I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could. 

I will not let the bitch get me!  I am a quitter.

Dude, you have become a warrior! Guess I pegged you wrong after all. Now keep proving me wrong!

Way to go!

Putt - This guy is a stud quitter - people pay to have him mate with others to make sure their offspring is quit.

Great job Wizard - stay quit with us today!

I ain't giving him that much credit yet. When I see 3 digits he can cum on my shoe, but not until then. :D

I ain't giving him that much credit yet.  When I see 3 digits he can cum on my shoe, but not until then.  :D

And you shouldn't! 6 days is nothing in the big picture - but like all people it's the beginning that's the hard part.

Just trying to let all the new people know it's not easy and we all have that moment of going back to the darkside.

And don't worry - I won't hit your shoe 'no'

[razz]

Yes you guys have been very helpful! 

Now as I hit the sack, I look back on a rough weekend where I would have normally gone through 2 cans.  Yes, I want to put that shit in my lip, just from habit. 

If I did not have you guys here, and the mere fact that I gave my word, along with posting roll, I would have caved. 

Looking forward to putting my name on roll tomorrow. 

THANKS TO ALL

I'm checking in late on this topic, and I'm glad I read the whole thread before I replied. Oz go back and read the first page.....and realize that we are all here for you. Stay quit dude.

[Parputt]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend).  I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good.  Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things:  Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again.  Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good.  Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay.  As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name.  Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket!  I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin. 

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please".  I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could. 

I will not let the bitch get me!  I am a quitter.

Dude, you have become a warrior! Guess I pegged you wrong after all. Now keep proving me wrong!

Way to go!

Putt - This guy is a stud quitter - people pay to have him mate with others to make sure their offspring is quit.

Great job Wizard - stay quit with us today!

I ain't giving him that much credit yet. When I see 3 digits he can cum on my shoe, but not until then. :D

[miles]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend).  I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good.  Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things:  Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again.  Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good.  Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay.  As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name.  Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket!  I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin. 

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please".  I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could. 

I will not let the bitch get me!  I am a quitter.

Dude, you have become a warrior! Guess I pegged you wrong after all. Now keep proving me wrong!

Way to go!

Putt - This guy is a stud quitter - people pay to have him mate with others to make sure their offspring is quit.

Great job Wizard - stay quit with us today!

If this were the Derby, I'd put ALL my money on Oz. Way to go brother!

One day at a time.

[CORNWALLACE]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend).  I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good.  Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things:  Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again.  Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good.  Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay.  As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name.  Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket!  I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin. 

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please".  I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could. 

I will not let the bitch get me!  I am a quitter.

Dude, you have become a warrior! Guess I pegged you wrong after all. Now keep proving me wrong!

Way to go!

Putt - This guy is a stud quitter - people pay to have him mate with others to make sure their offspring is quit.

Great job Wizard - stay quit with us today!

[Romandog]

Awesome Quit Oz!!!

Keep it going.. We're right here with you!

[Parputt]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend). I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good. Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things: Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again. Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good. Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay. As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name. Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket! I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin.

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please". I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could.

I will not let the bitch get me! I am a quitter.

Dude, you have become a warrior! Guess I pegged you wrong after all. Now keep proving me wrong!

Way to go!

[husker06484]

Oz that is awesome. Some day sooner rather than later you will walk in see the nic bitchs weapon of death and laugh at them. I was once there and now I chuckle. Don't get me wrong she still whispers from time to time at the store but I tell her to fuck off then chuckle

[dchogs]

nice work, oz... stay strong, stay quit. let me know if you need to talk.

[jaygib]

Another battle won by oz!

[30yraddict]

oz,

I know those exact thoughts about it being pointless, I assume everyone here does as well. She's a crafty little witch ain't she? You are winning and she is pissed. Soon you will look at those cans and wonder why you chewed in the first place. Keep up the good work!

glad to be quit with you,

30

[_oz]

So...... 6 days quit -- and getting out of the fog (kind of - not as bad as it was this weekend). I'm slowly adjusting to no shit in my lip, and all is going along sorta good. Still have the few episodes where it just seems pointless and you want to cave, but then start thinking of a few things: Getting email from you guys about being a pussy and not a man of my word, getting shit from my friends who have been supportive, etc., and then I realize it's just the bitch trying to get a free ride again. Once I snap out of the few second haze, life is good. Til about 30 minutes ago......

Stopped at a local gas station to rebuild my sunflower seed stash, and go to the counter to pay. As I throw the seeds on the counter - I look up and see many, many bitch cans staring at me, calling my name. Of course there was 1 row of cans that had a light coming from it - like it was being sent from heaven - and was destined to get in my pocket! I knew I had the cash to purchase a can (or more) and stared hard at the tin.

The cashier rang me up, looked at me and said "2.48 please". I gave him a $5, grabbed my change and left as soon as I could.

I will not let the bitch get me! I am a quitter.

[_oz]

Yes you guys have been very helpful!

Now as I hit the sack, I look back on a rough weekend where I would have normally gone through 2 cans. Yes, I want to put that shit in my lip, just from habit.

If I did not have you guys here, and the mere fact that I gave my word, along with posting roll, I would have caved.

Looking forward to putting my name on roll tomorrow.

THANKS TO ALL

[magnum9]

I feel like this entire thread should be required reading for new quitters who come to this community and feel threatened and unsupported by the quitters who call bullshit on addict talk. Even returning cavers should read this after taking a beating.

Look at the positive support now offered to a quitter who is honoring his word to himself and this community.

Hmmmm.

Yes SmokeyG,

I would agree except for the fact that we need a couple more days of OZ posting before we get to using his post as a tool. This guy needs our help for his quit ATM. But yes, keep this in mind as a link for others.

[Smokeyg]

I feel like this entire thread should be required reading for new quitters who come to this community and feel threatened and unsupported by the quitters who call bullshit on addict talk. Even returning cavers should read this after taking a beating.

Look at the positive support now offered to a quitter who is honoring his word to himself and this community.