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Offline Keith0617

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #595 on: December 19, 2023, 02:23:30 PM »
Quote from: Dipchit on December 19, 2023, 09:57:23 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 19, 2023, 09:46:43 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 19, 2023, 07:01:03 AM
Day 191
Anxiety is still here. Fist thing as I opened my eyes was the feeling of dread. Here we go again.
I promise to not dip today.
MN/2,795 - while probably not much consolation, your presence and struggles are helping renew and strengthen my resolve 7.5+ years into my quit. So your struggles are not in vain; they help provide motivation for others who need revitalization in their quit journey. Someday, the tables will be turned and you will be drawing strength from someone else's early quit journey.

Keep fighting Steve; 24 hours a time.
Yep I never want to go through this agony again. This is brutal. Non stop anxiety and depression. Cig smokers got it easy when they quit. Few weeks and it’s done.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #594 on: December 19, 2023, 09:57:23 AM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 19, 2023, 09:46:43 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 19, 2023, 07:01:03 AM
Day 191
Anxiety is still here. Fist thing as I opened my eyes was the feeling of dread. Here we go again.
I promise to not dip today.
MN/2,795 - while probably not much consolation, your presence and struggles are helping renew and strengthen my resolve 7.5+ years into my quit. So your struggles are not in vain; they help provide motivation for others who need revitalization in their quit journey. Someday, the tables will be turned and you will be drawing strength from someone else's early quit journey.

Keep fighting Steve; 24 hours a time.
Yep I never want to go through this agony again. This is brutal. Non stop anxiety and depression. Cig smokers got it easy when they quit. Few weeks and it’s done.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #593 on: December 19, 2023, 09:46:43 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on December 19, 2023, 07:01:03 AM
Day 191
Anxiety is still here. Fist thing as I opened my eyes was the feeling of dread. Here we go again.
I promise to not dip today.
MN/2,795 - while probably not much consolation, your presence and struggles are helping renew and strengthen my resolve 7.5+ years into my quit. So your struggles are not in vain; they help provide motivation for others who need revitalization in their quit journey. Someday, the tables will be turned and you will be drawing strength from someone else's early quit journey.

Keep fighting Steve; 24 hours a time.
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8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #592 on: December 19, 2023, 07:01:03 AM »
Day 191
Anxiety is still here. Fist thing as I opened my eyes was the feeling of dread. Here we go again.
I promise to not dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #591 on: December 18, 2023, 03:33:09 PM »
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 18, 2023, 02:01:46 PM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 18, 2023, 11:00:15 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 18, 2023, 07:06:53 AM
Day 190
Wish I felt as good as I did my last stop at 190 days. Anxiety and depression are the theme of the day again. It just feels like this is permanent. Promise not to dip today.
MN/2,794 - with Steve and everyone TODAY
Keith0617 1901 ODAAT with all of you
The part that fucks with my mind the most is that you get a few to several days in a row that all the anxiety and depression is gone and then you wake up one day and it’s all returned. WTF is with that? Nothing like being teased with life to have it ripped away and then thrown back into hell again. That’s so not fair. FUCK YOU NICOTINE
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #590 on: December 18, 2023, 02:01:46 PM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 18, 2023, 11:00:15 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 18, 2023, 07:06:53 AM
Day 190
Wish I felt as good as I did my last stop at 190 days. Anxiety and depression are the theme of the day again. It just feels like this is permanent. Promise not to dip today.
MN/2,794 - with Steve and everyone TODAY
Keith0617 1901 ODAAT with all of you
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #589 on: December 18, 2023, 11:00:15 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on December 18, 2023, 07:06:53 AM
Day 190
Wish I felt as good as I did my last stop at 190 days. Anxiety and depression are the theme of the day again. It just feels like this is permanent. Promise not to dip today.
MN/2,794 - with Steve and everyone TODAY
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #588 on: December 18, 2023, 08:09:28 AM »
Quote from: worktowin on December 17, 2023, 11:31:25 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 17, 2023, 10:54:39 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 17, 2023, 10:14:51 AM
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 17, 2023, 09:35:00 AM
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Day 189
No change. I promise not to dip today.
MN/2,793 - none for me today; with you all.
Worktowin 4,811. Wife car is broken. Still not dippin!
Worktowin 4,012. It’s not permanent. That’s why it’s so important that you journal this stuff. Look back bro. You’ve had some great days. Right now you are not. But there are great days ahead. Your last stoppage was a stop. This is different. This is a quit. And we are all in this together.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #587 on: December 18, 2023, 07:06:53 AM »
Day 190
Wish I felt as good as I did my last stop at 190 days. Anxiety and depression are the theme of the day again. It just feels like this is permanent. Promise not to dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #586 on: December 17, 2023, 11:31:25 AM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 17, 2023, 10:54:39 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on December 17, 2023, 10:14:51 AM
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 17, 2023, 09:35:00 AM
Keith0617 1900 ODAAT with Dipchit and all of you!
Day 189
No change. I promise not to dip today.
MN/2,793 - none for me today; with you all.
Worktowin 4,811. Wife car is broken. Still not dippin!
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #585 on: December 17, 2023, 10:54:39 AM »
Quote from: Dipchit on December 17, 2023, 10:14:51 AM
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 17, 2023, 09:35:00 AM
Keith0617 1900 ODAAT with Dipchit and all of you!
Day 189
No change. I promise not to dip today.
MN/2,793 - none for me today; with you all.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop

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Re: I quit again
« Reply #584 on: December 17, 2023, 10:14:51 AM »
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 17, 2023, 09:35:00 AM
Keith0617 1900 ODAAT with Dipchit and all of you!
Day 189
No change. I promise not to dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #583 on: December 17, 2023, 09:35:00 AM »
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #582 on: December 16, 2023, 10:31:00 AM »
Quote from: MN_Engineer on December 16, 2023, 10:17:51 AM
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 16, 2023, 09:16:08 AM
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MN/2,792 quit on this fine Saturday with Steve and y'all.
Day 188
Depression. No interest in anything.
I promise not to dip today.
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Re: I quit again
« Reply #581 on: December 16, 2023, 10:17:51 AM »
Quote from: Keith0617 on December 16, 2023, 09:16:08 AM
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MN/2,792 quit on this fine Saturday with Steve and y'all.
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Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 |
"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Bishop Fulton J. Sheen
Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
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