I find myself now in the mid 80s, really starting to find myself as a person. This quit and these mental problems I'm having are really shaping myself as a person. To appreciate health and my family, to put myself forward and better myself as a whole. I needed to recognize the small goals and victories. While battling this depression and anxiety has made it that much more difficult in my quit, I know it'll make me that much stronger as an adult and human. I'm starting to set my mindset for greatness, and I want nothing satisfaction when I do achieve what I want. I know tomorrow I may wake up not feeling this feeling, but I know right now at this moment i'll allow this victory. This less than 20 days from HOF, I'm a better person I was 84 days ago.
-Smiff