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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: CalgaryCanuck on July 01, 2014, 07:02:00 PM
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Whats up guys,planning my eventual quit date,which is July 15th by the way,and ran across this site,which I think is pure gold.
I'm from Canada,if you didn't notice,Alberta to be more specific. Pretty much the chewing capital of Canada,its all over here. There's only three cans of dip you can get up in the great white north if you didn't like sucking on dry dust,and thats cope snuff,cope long,and cope wintergreen. Wintergreen wasn't around when I started,so naturally my first pinch ever was some fine cut cope. I've got a solid group of four friends I have known since early elementary school,all of us chew,and have since we were 15 years old. I'm 24 now,closing in on 25 in 6 months. All 4 of us have pledged to quit,after a music festival we are headed to in mid July. Call me weak for not quitting today, maybe its a nostalgia thing, but we haven't done something like this since high school and we are gonna give it one more big bang before we call it quits.
I've lost relationships due to dipping,I've lost time,I've lost money,and in general I'm sick and fucking tired of it being the only thing I think about. I've sat there thinking about quitting since I started the habit, and eventually "next week" or "next month" turned into 9 years. I've chewed for 9 and a half years and as far as I'm concerned its been about 9 and a half years too long. What I wouldn't do to go back in the dressing room during tryouts and tell those kids they are fucking morons and never put the pinch in my mouth. But I can't now,and I know damn well whats about to come from stopping.
I've attempted to quit numerous times,but twice I was so close to kicking the habit that when I think about it I lose sleep. When I was 20, I stopped for a year(yup,I made it fucking 360 days without putting a pinch in my mouth,can you believe how fucking stupid I was for giving in yet again) but I think with the 4 of us kicking it together,and the help of this site,I can get over that hump and never touch the shit again.
Its 30 bucks a can here in Alberta,and when I started it was 7.99. Getting pretty expensive to kill yourself up here nowadays, I guess the governments gotta take your money for your hospital bed somehow. The money I've lost,the girlfriends I've lost, the family I have disappointed, its all settling in now and I am looking forward to joining up with a sick group of guys who are tired of this bullshit as well.
I will post roll on the 15th,and I will stay off.
Thanks for reading,good luck boys,one day at a time.
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Whats up guys,planning my eventual quit date,which is July 15th by the way,and ran across this site,which I think is pure gold.
I'm from Canada,if you didn't notice,Alberta to be more specific. Pretty much the chewing capital of Canada,its all over here. There's only three cans of dip you can get up in the great white north if you didn't like sucking on dry dust,and thats cope snuff,cope long,and cope wintergreen. Wintergreen wasn't around when I started,so naturally my first pinch ever was some fine cut cope. I've got a solid group of four friends I have known since early elementary school,all of us chew,and have since we were 15 years old. I'm 24 now,closing in on 25 in 6 months. All 4 of us have pledged to quit,after a music festival we are headed to in mid July. Call me weak for not quitting today, maybe its a nostalgia thing, but we haven't done something like this since high school and we are gonna give it one more big bang before we call it quits.
I've lost relationships due to dipping,I've lost time,I've lost money,and in general I'm sick and fucking tired of it being the only thing I think about. I've sat there thinking about quitting since I started the habit, and eventually "next week" or "next month" turned into 9 years. I've chewed for 9 and a half years and as far as I'm concerned its been about 9 and a half years too long. What I wouldn't do to go back in the dressing room during tryouts and tell those kids they are fucking morons and never put the pinch in my mouth. But I can't now,and I know damn well whats about to come from stopping.
I've attempted to quit numerous times,but twice I was so close to kicking the habit that when I think about it I lose sleep. When I was 20, I stopped for a year(yup,I made it fucking 360 days without putting a pinch in my mouth,can you believe how fucking stupid I was for giving in yet again) but I think with the 4 of us kicking it together,and the help of this site,I can get over that hump and never touch the shit again.
Its 30 bucks a can here in Alberta,and when I started it was 7.99. Getting pretty expensive to kill yourself up here nowadays, I guess the governments gotta take your money for your hospital bed somehow. The money I've lost,the girlfriends I've lost, the family I have disappointed, its all settling in now and I am looking forward to joining up with a sick group of guys who are tired of this bullshit as well.
I will post roll on the 15th,and I will stay off.
Thanks for reading,good luck boys,one day at a time.
I couldn't get past your first sentence. Why on Earth are you waiting until the 15th? Please answer rationally.
Thanks
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Whats up guys,planning my eventual quit date,which is July 15th by the way,and ran across this site,which I think is pure gold.
I'm from Canada,if you didn't notice,Alberta to be more specific. Pretty much the chewing capital of Canada,its all over here. There's only three cans of dip you can get up in the great white north if you didn't like sucking on dry dust,and thats cope snuff,cope long,and cope wintergreen. Wintergreen wasn't around when I started,so naturally my first pinch ever was some fine cut cope. I've got a solid group of four friends I have known since early elementary school,all of us chew,and have since we were 15 years old. I'm 24 now,closing in on 25 in 6 months. All 4 of us have pledged to quit,after a music festival we are headed to in mid July. Call me weak for not quitting today, maybe its a nostalgia thing, but we haven't done something like this since high school and we are gonna give it one more big bang before we call it quits.
I've lost relationships due to dipping,I've lost time,I've lost money,and in general I'm sick and fucking tired of it being the only thing I think about. I've sat there thinking about quitting since I started the habit, and eventually "next week" or "next month" turned into 9 years. I've chewed for 9 and a half years and as far as I'm concerned its been about 9 and a half years too long. What I wouldn't do to go back in the dressing room during tryouts and tell those kids they are fucking morons and never put the pinch in my mouth. But I can't now,and I know damn well whats about to come from stopping.
I've attempted to quit numerous times,but twice I was so close to kicking the habit that when I think about it I lose sleep. When I was 20, I stopped for a year(yup,I made it fucking 360 days without putting a pinch in my mouth,can you believe how fucking stupid I was for giving in yet again) but I think with the 4 of us kicking it together,and the help of this site,I can get over that hump and never touch the shit again.
Its 30 bucks a can here in Alberta,and when I started it was 7.99. Getting pretty expensive to kill yourself up here nowadays, I guess the governments gotta take your money for your hospital bed somehow. The money I've lost,the girlfriends I've lost, the family I have disappointed, its all settling in now and I am looking forward to joining up with a sick group of guys who are tired of this bullshit as well.
I will post roll on the 15th,and I will stay off.
Thanks for reading,good luck boys,one day at a time.
I couldn't get past your first sentence. Why on Earth are you waiting until the 15th? Please answer rationally.
Thanks
Grow a pair....quit like a man..now!
if we can then you can too.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
The Nic-Bitch offers fake Win-Win schemes. She will whisper in your ear and will accept any scheme you come up with about the future if she gets today. She is firm in her negotiations. “Yes, the plan to quit tomorrow is a great plan. Let’s get that can TODAY and enjoy, for tomorrow we genuinely strive to quit”.
How do you counter? Know that she is deceitful. Know that she whispers. Your ONLY way out is NO nicotine TODAY. Period. Her Win-Win schemes are false promises.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
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Calgary Canuck, I do understand your thought process (your an addict) but I have a tip. July 15th will never get here, but today is here now, so Carpe Diem my friend. Your weekend with the boys is the perfect test of your commitment to quit, it would be fucking righteous to quit now and when you hang with your best buds, you tell them no thanks. Be the leader, set the example for them. Your quit would be so fucking strong after that weekend you would be a rock star. CC if your mindset it to quit don't use hanging out with your friends as an excuse to wait. That is addict talk and you can't bring that BS in here because we are all addicts to. Your wasting your time and ours........
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
Then post roll and make the promise friend, lets do this. Your boys weekend is an addict crutch.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Quit now and be a leader. Chances are your boys won't quit anyway. Lead the way!
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
Good man! Post roll right now. Read and thoroughly digest the welcome center. Bottom left in the drop down menu.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
This is exactly what I need to get my head out of the gutter. Not some girlfriend or family member comforting me through the process. Some hard asses who are gonna tell it like it is. Fuck I can't wait.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
This is exactly what I need to get my head out of the gutter. Not some girlfriend or family member comforting me through the process. Some hard asses who are gonna tell it like it is. Fuck I can't wait.
I want you to quit now.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
This is exactly what I need to get my head out of the gutter. Not some girlfriend or family member comforting me through the process. Some hard asses who are gonna tell it like it is. Fuck I can't wait.
Hell yeah man! You got bad ass written all over you. Post roll, look around, and join us in chat
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
This is exactly what I need to get my head out of the gutter. Not some girlfriend or family member comforting me through the process. Some hard asses who are gonna tell it like it is. Fuck I can't wait.
Post roll now, not after dinner. Flush any stash now. Do not wait. You can do this. We all did.
Congrats.
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I guess its the anticipation of not getting through that weekend,which is why I'm not going to let myself down and the others who have posted roll now. I'm not using right now, but I'm well aware of triggers and hanging out with 4 buds that have religiously dipped together for 9 years will be agonizing. I'm not setting myself up for failure,when I quit,it will be for good,which is why I have set the 15th for my quit date,and I won't touch the shit after that. I could care less what the four of them do,this is for me.
Call me a pussy,say I got no balls,I've decided on the date,and when I post roll on the 15th,I won't touch the shit again.
That's just stupid!
You are wasting a golden opportunity. Today! There is no tomorrow. Good luck to you.
I don't need luck. I posted roll today and I'm not using today. Today dumb ass! Flush your shit and start this quit.
Haha I don't got any shit to flush right now. It's gone. Trust me,I am going to try as hard as I fucking can to make it through that weekend not touching it,and if I do,you'll see me at 20 days quit on the 15th.
Horse doody! You sound like a nicotine addict.
I am an addict. I've been an addict for nine years,and its time to stop,and I know with guys like you I will. Don't think any less of me, we are all here to quit,and you'll see me on that HOF soon enough.
I wouldn't bet a dime on that. Good luck to you. Hope and try and are your favorite words.
We just quit here. We don't plan on quitting on the 15th. Do you realize how insane you sound? You are going to continue putting that shit in your mouth.
Fuck it. Lets do it boys. This is exactly what I need. Me not touching the shit will just inspire my dipshit buddies to kick it even more. I will post roll after I am done eating
This is exactly what I need to get my head out of the gutter. Not some girlfriend or family member comforting me through the process. Some hard asses who are gonna tell it like it is. Fuck I can't wait.
Post roll now, not after dinner. Flush any stash now. Do not wait. You can do this. We all did.
Congrats.
topic/10359552/10/?x=90 (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10359552/10/?x=90)
Go to the last post on the last page. Click Quote on the bottom right. Cut and paste the bottom section into the top section. Put your user name and Day 1 there. Say, I quit nicotine today.
Then click Post Reply.
Then don't put any dip in your mouth the rest of today. When you wake up tomorrow, post day 2 and repeat the act of not putting nicotine in your body.
It's all about fuck nicotine.
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
Follow us and we will take you to quit. It all starts with posting roll. That's your pledge not to use nicotine. You can do this CC. We are with you.
Congrats on the best thing you can do for yourself.
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
Follow us and we will take you to quit. It all starts with posting roll. That's your pledge not to use nicotine. You can do this CC. We are with you.
Congrats on the best thing you can do for yourself.
Thanks boys. Well aware the journey is long,but I will make it there.
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
Follow us and we will take you to quit. It all starts with posting roll. That's your pledge not to use nicotine. You can do this CC. We are with you.
Congrats on the best thing you can do for yourself.
Thanks boys. Well aware the journey is long,but I will make it there.
One day at a time is the key. You win today. Should be easy. Then wake up tomorrow and repeat. Enjoy your freedom.
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
Follow us and we will take you to quit. It all starts with posting roll. That's your pledge not to use nicotine. You can do this CC. We are with you.
Congrats on the best thing you can do for yourself.
Thanks boys. Well aware the journey is long,but I will make it there.
Good choice Calgary, can you do us a solid and change the quit date in your profile as well? You will never regret choosing yesterday to quit versus 2 weeks from now, and I quit with you all day long today!
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Listen to these men Calgary, they are fucking Rock Stars of quit brother. Jump on the train. Love it when we get a newbie on board with us and flip another finger to US Tobacco and their ilk!
Follow us and we will take you to quit. It all starts with posting roll. That's your pledge not to use nicotine. You can do this CC. We are with you.
Congrats on the best thing you can do for yourself.
Thanks boys. Well aware the journey is long,but I will make it there.
Good choice Calgary, can you do us a solid and change the quit date in your profile as well? You will never regret choosing yesterday to quit versus 2 weeks from now, and I quit with you all day long today!
'worship'
This is KTC at its finest.
Fuck a quit date. Quit now.
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CC.......Day 2 brother, awesome! The weekend will be a bitch so have a plan in place. Maybe something like hitting your nuts with a sledge hammer if you are thinking of packing your lip or something like that....... 'bang head' I sent you a PM yesterday with my digits, use them if you have any inkling that you might need a hand.
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Drunk. Stampede. Dip everywhere. Who's caved? Not this fucking guy that's for sure
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Drunk. Stampede. Dip everywhere. Who's caved? Not this fucking guy that's for sure
Go to bed, and we'll discuss it in the morning.
Congrats, but don't ever think you've won.
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Drunk. Stampede. Dip everywhere. Who's caved? Not this fucking guy that's for sure
Go to bed, and we'll discuss it in the morning.
Congrats, but don't ever think you've won.
Post roll early. Careful with the booze. Stay quit.
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Drunk. Stampede. Dip everywhere. Who's caved? Not this fucking guy that's for sure
Go to bed, and we'll discuss it in the morning.
Congrats, but don't ever think you've won.
Oh yeah I realize I am far from conquering this thing,but in my mind,this is a huge victory,and only motivates me even more
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Drunk. Stampede. Dip everywhere. Who's caved? Not this fucking guy that's for sure
Go to bed, and we'll discuss it in the morning.
Congrats, but don't ever think you've won.
Oh yeah I realize I am far from conquering this thing,but in my mind,this is a huge victory,and only motivates me even more
document the victories but also note you are playing with fire by tempting the nic bitch when you get drunk and hang with other dippers
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Well, its been a long time(in my eyes) since I posted on the site. I seemingly vanished probably to most.
I took an overseas job in Iraq for some electrical work and knew I wouldn't be able to post roll, so instead of explaining myself I decided disappearing was my best action(idiot right?)
I sadly have to admit that I did cave, not immediately after leaving KTC, and actually not for near 30 days after leaving. But regardless, I caved. The stress of being in a country like that, not seeing my family, my girlfriend for months, eventually took over. I realize there is no excuse for caving, and I'm not asking anyone to sit here and feel sorry for me(and trust me,the 30 days experience I have on this site,I know no one will) The idea that I gave in to this garbage addiction for a sorry ass excuse of not seeing loved ones made me realize that what I have started again could make me never see them again.
I am not perfect, I'm a human being with a horrible addiction. This site gave me light at the end of the tunnel and I seemingly blew it. I was never as confident kicking this addiction than I was when I spent my time here, so if you'll let me, I'd love to post roll today and get a fresh start
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Well, its been a long time(in my eyes) since I posted on the site. I seemingly vanished probably to most.
I took an overseas job in Iraq for some electrical work and knew I wouldn't be able to post roll, so instead of explaining myself I decided disappearing was my best action(idiot right?)
I sadly have to admit that I did cave, not immediately after leaving KTC, and actually not for near 30 days after leaving. But regardless, I caved. The stress of being in a country like that, not seeing my family, my girlfriend for months, eventually took over. I realize there is no excuse for caving, and I'm not asking anyone to sit here and feel sorry for me(and trust me,the 30 days experience I have on this site,I know no one will) The idea that I gave in to this garbage addiction for a sorry ass excuse of not seeing loved ones made me realize that what I have started again could make me never see them again.
I am not perfect, I'm a human being with a horrible addiction. This site gave me light at the end of the tunnel and I seemingly blew it. I was never as confident kicking this addiction than I was when I spent my time here, so if you'll let me, I'd love to post roll today and get a fresh start
ummmm I dont know what you are waiting for. Change your quit date, post this up in your old group and in December, and post the three answers to the questions. I welcome you back and will you see you to the HOF.....
I must however state something I remember. I remember you responding to some of my responses to some cavers/half ass quitters. I remember you thinking I was over the top and basically telling me to "relax". I hope you realize not that the type of attitude you had before will not lead you to success. This is literally life or death. Calgary, please treat it as such. You may not get another chance. Welcome back dude. Quit hard. Lets get this started.
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Well, its been a long time(in my eyes) since I posted on the site. I seemingly vanished probably to most.
I took an overseas job in Iraq for some electrical work and knew I wouldn't be able to post roll, so instead of explaining myself I decided disappearing was my best action(idiot right?)
I sadly have to admit that I did cave, not immediately after leaving KTC, and actually not for near 30 days after leaving. But regardless, I caved. The stress of being in a country like that, not seeing my family, my girlfriend for months, eventually took over. I realize there is no excuse for caving, and I'm not asking anyone to sit here and feel sorry for me(and trust me,the 30 days experience I have on this site,I know no one will) The idea that I gave in to this garbage addiction for a sorry ass excuse of not seeing loved ones made me realize that what I have started again could make me never see them again.
I am not perfect, I'm a human being with a horrible addiction. This site gave me light at the end of the tunnel and I seemingly blew it. I was never as confident kicking this addiction than I was when I spent my time here, so if you'll let me, I'd love to post roll today and get a fresh start
ummmm I dont know what you are waiting for. Change your quit date, post this up in your old group and in December, and post the three answers to the questions. I welcome you back and will you see you to the HOF.....
I must however state something I remember. I remember you responding to some of my responses to some cavers/half ass quitters. I remember you thinking I was over the top and basically telling me to "relax". I hope you realize not that the type of attitude you had before will not lead you to success. This is literally life or death. Calgary, please treat it as such. You may not get another chance. Welcome back dude. Quit hard. Lets get this started.
If Sixer says he'll quit with you then so will I. Just don't fucking think about doing it again. I don't know you from Adam, but there are alot of people coming to KTC for help and Sixer puts his heart into helping people quit because he knows it could be a matter of life or death. Don't waste his or anybody else's time this go around. Quit hard, post roll and keep you word.
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WTF is this? Post your cave status and run? You've been around KTC long enough to know the drill, Calgary. Until you post roll and give your word to your fellow December 2014 quit group, and that's assuming you actually quit, then there isn't much to discuss.
BTW, you should talk to the December guys about those external stressors and how they can affect your quit. I know it doesn't compare to having a job in a far-off country or anything, but one guy lost a close family member to cancer shortly after he quit. Except, he didn't cave. Weird.
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WTF is this? Post your cave status and run? You've been around KTC long enough to know the drill, Calgary. Until you post roll and give your word to your fellow December 2014 quit group, and that's assuming you actually quit, then there isn't much to discuss.
BTW, you should talk to the December guys about those external stressors and how they can affect your quit. I know it doesn't compare to having a job in a far-off country or anything, but one guy lost a close family member to cancer shortly after he quit. Except, he didn't cave. Weird.
All hat, no cattle.
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Well, its been a long time(in my eyes) since I posted on the site. I seemingly vanished probably to most.
I took an overseas job in Iraq for some electrical work and knew I wouldn't be able to post roll, so instead of explaining myself I decided disappearing was my best action(idiot right?)
I sadly have to admit that I did cave, not immediately after leaving KTC, and actually not for near 30 days after leaving. But regardless, I caved. The stress of being in a country like that, not seeing my family, my girlfriend for months, eventually took over. I realize there is no excuse for caving, and I'm not asking anyone to sit here and feel sorry for me(and trust me,the 30 days experience I have on this site,I know no one will) The idea that I gave in to this garbage addiction for a sorry ass excuse of not seeing loved ones made me realize that what I have started again could make me never see them again.
I am not perfect, I'm a human being with a horrible addiction. This site gave me light at the end of the tunnel and I seemingly blew it. I was never as confident kicking this addiction than I was when I spent my time here, so if you'll let me, I'd love to post roll today and get a fresh start
Then get your god damn ass into december, answer the three questions, and start posting roll. You know the drill you just didn't care enough about us in October to care then. You chose slavery and death when we gave you the option of freedom and life. Maybe this time you'll be ready.
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When you stopped with October you had a real shitty habit of disappearing and reappearing. There is no surprise you caved, and when you chose to disappear off KTC completely for your job you were planning a cave. You obviously didn't have a plan to quit over there.
I hope you treat your brothers in December better than you treated October.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do different this time?
Post your answers here and in December.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do different this time?
Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?
Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.
2. Why did it happen?
Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything.
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
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Well, its been a long time(in my eyes) since I posted on the site. I seemingly vanished probably to most.
I took an overseas job in Iraq for some electrical work and knew I wouldn't be able to post roll, so instead of explaining myself I decided disappearing was my best action(idiot right?)
I sadly have to admit that I did cave, not immediately after leaving KTC, and actually not for near 30 days after leaving. But regardless, I caved. The stress of being in a country like that, not seeing my family, my girlfriend for months, eventually took over. I realize there is no excuse for caving, and I'm not asking anyone to sit here and feel sorry for me(and trust me,the 30 days experience I have on this site,I know no one will) The idea that I gave in to this garbage addiction for a sorry ass excuse of not seeing loved ones made me realize that what I have started again could make me never see them again.
I am not perfect, I'm a human being with a horrible addiction. This site gave me light at the end of the tunnel and I seemingly blew it. I was never as confident kicking this addiction than I was when I spent my time here, so if you'll let me, I'd love to post roll today and get a fresh start
ummmm I dont know what you are waiting for. Change your quit date, post this up in your old group and in December, and post the three answers to the questions. I welcome you back and will you see you to the HOF.....
I must however state something I remember. I remember you responding to some of my responses to some cavers/half ass quitters. I remember you thinking I was over the top and basically telling me to "relax". I hope you realize not that the type of attitude you had before will not lead you to success. This is literally life or death. Calgary, please treat it as such. You may not get another chance. Welcome back dude. Quit hard. Lets get this started.
Thanks man, guys like you and Bronc pushed me for sure. I am back for good this time. I did step into it the first time with a relaxed attitude towards the whole thing, and I also think that's what led to the cave. Either way, past is the past. I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do different this time?
Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?
Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.
2. Why did it happen?
Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything.
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
All of this makes it sound like the only reason you caved is because your job was stressful and you didn't "plan" well enough. True-ish, but why didn't you have a plan? Cocky? After a previous 365 day quit you got cocky? No. You didn't want it. Why do you want it this time? What is your plan to stay quit this time? Why should anyone believe your untrustworthy ass now?
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WTF is this? Post your cave status and run? You've been around KTC long enough to know the drill, Calgary. Until you post roll and give your word to your fellow December 2014 quit group, and that's assuming you actually quit, then there isn't much to discuss.
BTW, you should talk to the December guys about those external stressors and how they can affect your quit. I know it doesn't compare to having a job in a far-off country or anything, but one guy lost a close family member to cancer shortly after he quit. Except, he didn't cave. Weird.
I'm not back here to get into a pissing match or be humiliated over stresser situations. I'm back here to quit dip.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do different this time?
Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?
Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.
2. Why did it happen?
Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything.
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Don't just post this here....we would like to see it in Dec. If your going to join our group we'd like to know all the details.
Also your post numbers are shit low compared to your days quit before....so help me Lord if you use Dec as a glorified quit counter I will fucking shred you.
I'm one of the roll trackers... I keep a very close eye and care very much for that month.... You miss a day and I will call you out... You just post roll and never interact and I'll cal you out...
Fucking hell man. You found a way to get dip but couldn't get online? My buddy was at a remote forward post in felusia(sp) and still was able to jump on from time to time for a few minutes.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.
I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do different this time?
Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?
Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.
2. Why did it happen?
Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything.
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
All of this makes it sound like the only reason you caved is because your job was stressful and you didn't "plan" well enough. True-ish, but why didn't you have a plan? Cocky? After a previous 365 day quit you got cocky? No. You didn't want it. Why do you want it this time? What is your plan to stay quit this time? Why should anyone believe your untrustworthy ass now?
Not going to try and convince anyone to believe me now. No sense in it, only thing I can do now is post roll and prove to people. Not going to lie, if I had seen a caver when I was on here in July, I wouldn't have trusted their asses either.
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.br /br /I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?br /br /2. Why did it happen?br /br /3. What will you do different this time?br /br /Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?br /br /Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.br /br /2. Why did it happen?br /br /Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything. br /br /3. What will you do different this time?br /br /Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
All of this makes it sound like the only reason you caved is because your job was stressful and you didn't "plan" well enough. True-ish, but why didn't you have a plan? Cocky? After a previous 365 day quit you got cocky? No. You didn't want it. Why do you want it this time? What is your plan to stay quit this time? Why should anyone believe your untrustworthy ass now?
Not going to try and convince anyone to believe me now. No sense in it, only thing I can do now is post roll and prove to people. Not going to lie, if I had seen a caver when I was on here in July, I wouldn't have trusted their asses either.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
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Also please go into your profile and change your quit date... You'll confuse my home boys with that jazz
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I will boys. Was a fucked up time in my life no doubt. But I'm back home and mentally prepared. Obviously there is no excuse, but no, in reality I had very little time to decide and was pretty much thrown to the wolves. I didn't have a plan to quit over there and I should have. But, its over and done with. I made a small fortune in a couple months, but I will choose family and health over that.br /br /I am not aware of the questions I have to answer. I have posted roll, and have no problem answering the questions just let me know what they are
1. What Happened?br /br /2. Why did it happen?br /br /3. What will you do different this time?br /br /Post your answers here and in December.
1. What Happened?br /br /Went into an uncomfortable environment with absolutely no plan to maintain my quit. I realize there is certain things during this battle that you need to prepare yourself for, and I went in completely blind.br /br /2. Why did it happen?br /br /Stress, anxiety, walking in unprepared. I went close to two months and got cocky. After leaving KTC, remained quit while I was over seas for close to 55 days before caving. I "stopped" for 360 days before, so I know the mental anguish it causes, but I also know that one slip up can ruin everything. br /br /3. What will you do different this time?br /br /Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
All of this makes it sound like the only reason you caved is because your job was stressful and you didn't "plan" well enough. True-ish, but why didn't you have a plan? Cocky? After a previous 365 day quit you got cocky? No. You didn't want it. Why do you want it this time? What is your plan to stay quit this time? Why should anyone believe your untrustworthy ass now?
Not going to try and convince anyone to believe me now. No sense in it, only thing I can do now is post roll and prove to people. Not going to lie, if I had seen a caver when I was on here in July, I wouldn't have trusted their asses either.
So accountability isn't your thing, huh? Well, we already knew that. Good luck with your current stop, bud.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Oh, FFS. Are you being purposely obtuse?? WHAT IS YOUR NEW "TIGHTER " QUIT PLAN?
Fuck it, I'm going to argue with my pillow. It will probably be more effective.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Oh, FFS. Are you being purposely obtuse?? WHAT IS YOUR NEW "TIGHTER " QUIT PLAN?
Fuck it, I'm going to argue with my pillow. It will probably be more effective.
My new tighter quit plan? Man the fuck up really. Stop trying to look at shitty situations in life and finding an excuse to dip. Listen, I can get hammered with my buds, or sit in a pub all night and not cave(I did prove that in my short time here). Its when life gets fucked when I get really worked up. I can't avoid the abnormal, so I've got to face it just surrendering to the fact that I refuse to touch the shit again.
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When you QUIT making excuses you'll quit caving. Close that fucking door. Burn the Boats. Work on your quit every damn day and quit like fuck
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Oh, FFS. Are you being purposely obtuse?? WHAT IS YOUR NEW "TIGHTER " QUIT PLAN?
Fuck it, I'm going to argue with my pillow. It will probably be more effective.
My new tighter quit plan? Man the fuck up really. Stop trying to look at shitty situations in life and finding an excuse to dip. Listen, I can get hammered with my buds, or sit in a pub all night and not cave(I did prove that in my short time here). Its when life gets fucked when I get really worked up. I can't avoid the abnormal, so I've got to face it just surrendering to the fact that I refuse to touch the shit again.
Think you might want to include participating here daily (aside from posting roll)?
Maybe getting cellphone numbers?
Finding quitters near you?
Like tangible things really.... Slightly more reliable than "manning up this time". Which just sort of sounds like a paper thin quit primed for a cave with a lame excuse attached.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Oh, FFS. Are you being purposely obtuse?? WHAT IS YOUR NEW "TIGHTER " QUIT PLAN?
Fuck it, I'm going to argue with my pillow. It will probably be more effective.
My new tighter quit plan? Man the fuck up really. Stop trying to look at shitty situations in life and finding an excuse to dip. Listen, I can get hammered with my buds, or sit in a pub all night and not cave(I did prove that in my short time here). Its when life gets fucked when I get really worked up. I can't avoid the abnormal, so I've got to face it just surrendering to the fact that I refuse to touch the shit again.
Look man gotta be honest with you. A lot of us in October put a lot of effort into your quit. Remember your whole unable to get a cell signal at some concert crap? We put up with a lot of heat for you because we thought you were dedicated to the quit. Then after all that poof you're gone. No explanation no nothing. You say its because you got this job super quick and you weren't going to be able to post in Iraq. Bullshit. WINTER BRAND is serving in Afghanistan and she posts roll everyday. Read that sentence again and realize your reasons are just shitty excuses.
You say you are going to man up? Prove it because right now I have this strange feeling that when the going gets tough you get going right to the gas station to finger bang the nic bitch. Grow a spine, get to quitting, and PM your number out to as many December guys as you can. Matter of fact why don't you PM me your number as well. That way I can help December make sure you ain't cheating on them with the Nic Bitch like you did us.
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"I'm back home with my girlfriend, my family, and I'm staying clean."
Again, this makes it sound like you can only stay clean because things are "just right". What are you going to do when shit gets hard again? When posting roll is inconvenient because you're hiking in the mountains? When you have to travel for a job again? When you're fighting with your girlfriend? When life just gets shitty because that's what life does? What will be different this time?
3. What will you do different this time?
Have a tighter quit plan, regardless of the circumstances. Not allowing myself to think a drastic change in a situation can allow me to dip. I did come back home for good, due to family reasons, not due to dipping. I can't revolve my life around avoiding places where I am prone to caving, I have to man up and protect my quit in these situations.
Oh, FFS. Are you being purposely obtuse?? WHAT IS YOUR NEW "TIGHTER " QUIT PLAN?
Fuck it, I'm going to argue with my pillow. It will probably be more effective.
My new tighter quit plan? Man the fuck up really. Stop trying to look at shitty situations in life and finding an excuse to dip. Listen, I can get hammered with my buds, or sit in a pub all night and not cave(I did prove that in my short time here). Its when life gets fucked when I get really worked up. I can't avoid the abnormal, so I've got to face it just surrendering to the fact that I refuse to touch the shit again.
Look man gotta be honest with you. A lot of us in October put a lot of effort into your quit. Remember your whole unable to get a cell signal at some concert crap? We put up with a lot of heat for you because we thought you were dedicated to the quit. Then after all that poof you're gone. No explanation no nothing. You say its because you got this job super quick and you weren't going to be able to post in Iraq. Bullshit. WINTER BRAND is serving in Afghanistan and she posts roll everyday. Read that sentence again and realize your reasons are just shitty excuses.
You say you are going to man up? Prove it because right now I have this strange feeling that when the going gets tough you get going right to the gas station to finger bang the nic bitch. Grow a spine, get to quitting, and PM your number out to as many December guys as you can. Matter of fact why don't you PM me your number as well. That way I can help December make sure you ain't cheating on them with the Nic Bitch like you did us.
Canuck, you seriously don't sound like you get it yet. Giving BAM shit while she's trying to help you isn't really showing you're on the right path. You're still making excuses. You made a fuck ton of money doing electrical work in Iraq and you started dipping again. That's what I've learned about you. Life got hard for you and you caved. What has changed? Don't make excuses. Don't use you're POG ass Fobbit job in Iraq as "stressful".
You had numbers. You had support. You choose to dip and made excuses in your own mind allowing yourself to cave. There's fucking cell phones and internet in Iraq. You could have stayed here, yet you Quit before you even left this side of the world.
I'm not feeling that you've really bought into this Quit. I hope so, but I'm not buying right now.
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CC, your quit plan sucks so far. "Man the fuck up." Really?! What the hell does that mean? That's no plan. How is that a fucking plan?! How are you going to do that? What if you had to go back into theater tomorrow? Would you cave again? What are you going to do the next time the shit hits the fan?
When you disappeared I had Jub reach out to you because I was concerned. You crapped all over October and Jubella. I hope you apologized to him and I haven't seen shit from you in October yet. You owe us the three questions answered in October. 'bang head' 'bang head'
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Where in the fuck did you get dip in Iraq??? Either you planned ahead and brought it with you or had it shipped to you. Unless whomever you were working for had a commissary and brought it over, I am not sure where it came from.
Last time I was there, I had to switch to smokes to feed the Nic Bitch since there was no dip to be bought.
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Nice work on that quit plan bro! See you had some time to show up yesterday but not enough time to post roll in December. What a fucking joke!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
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Nice work on that quit plan bro! See you had some time to show up yesterday but not enough time to post roll in December. What a fucking joke!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
Da Fuq?! You were online yesterday and did not post roll? Did your weak Canadian ass cave already? So done with you. You are a waste of my time. 'Finger'
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Nice work on that quit plan bro! See you had some time to show up yesterday but not enough time to post roll in December. What a fucking joke!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
Da Fuq?! You were online yesterday and did not post roll? Did your weak Canadian ass cave already? So done with you. You are a waste of my time. 'Finger'
Shhhhhh!!! Guys, c'mon.... He doesn't want to be humiliated
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Nice work on that quit plan bro! See you had some time to show up yesterday but not enough time to post roll in December. What a fucking joke!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
Da Fuq?! You were online yesterday and did not post roll? Did your weak Canadian ass cave already? So done with you. You are a waste of my time. 'Finger'
Shhhhhh!!! Guys, c'mon.... He doesn't want to be humiliated
Who knows? Maybe he just felt strong enough to do the big bad manly loner quit because it has been proven to work extremely well. What an ass hat! 'nutkick'