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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: kkljinc on March 01, 2013, 12:37:00 PM
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Hello, everyone, I am 37 years old have been chewing Cope, for 24 years. My dad was a dipper so it was always around and easy to get my hands on at that young age. I quit on March 1st, for a few reasons.
In the last five years I have lost 65 pounds, now I am getting close to my goal weight, and I figured it was time to add more accountability to my new lifestyle choices. So, here I am. I have to admit I am in a serious fog, just typing this has been a bit of trial and error.
I am glad to have found this site.
Jeff
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Hello Jeff...welcome to QUIT! I'm about your age and dipped about that long too. I have been Quit for 91 days. You are lucky to find this site. This is the only way to Quit and stay Quit. Some Quitters say the first 5 day are the hardest. I actually thought they were the easiest. (just my experience...others say different) Kind of like the honeymoon of Quit. It's around day 65 that the nic bitch comes knocking. She's fucking brutal sometimes I tell ya'.
For the past 91 days I have got out of bed and said "I will not fucking chew today". Here I am 9 days from being a Hall of Famer. Thank you to my brothers in Mad March. We're just kicking the can's ass day after day !!
Quit one second at time. I dipped for 7,700 days or some dumb shit like that. 91 days is NOTHINIG.
You can do it buddy. I loaded up on strawberry gum and dill pickle (and ranch) seeds and buckled down. You can do it!!! I Quit with you today. KC Bronco
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Thanks KC, I appreciate it! I will beat this bitch. I have managed to everything in life I put my mind to. This one will not beat me this time. I promised my youngest daughter I would quit. Your words do hit home, thanks for the support brother.
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Hello, everyone, I am 37 years old have been chewing Cope, for 24 years. My dad was a dipper so it was always around and easy to get my hands on at that young age. I quit on March 1st, for a few reasons.
In the last five years I have lost 65 pounds, now I am getting close to my goal weight, and I figured it was time to add more accountability to my new lifestyle choices. So, here I am. I have to admit I am in a serious fog, just typing this has been a bit of trial and error.
I am glad to have found this site.
Jeff
I was just thinking this yesterday. I have always admired the folks in the weight loss before and after photos and their stories. The true winners are the ones that stuck with it and changed their lives. I am sure they made the decision every day, one day at a time that they are accomplishing their goals. Their stories also are very similar to the success stories heard here. You feel good about your self and didn't realize until now how great life can be when you take control of what you can control. Keep up the good work. I will see you as the "after" at your HOF.
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Welcome to the best decision you've made in a looooong time. Choosing NOT to kill yourself is awesome and empowering. Take it one day at a time and you WILL be successful. I quit with you today!
Freedom tastes a lot sweeter than dip!
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Hello, everyone, I am 37 years old have been chewing Cope, for 24 years. My dad was a dipper so it was always around and easy to get my hands on at that young age. I quit on March 1st, for a few reasons.
In the last five years I have lost 65 pounds, now I am getting close to my goal weight, and I figured it was time to add more accountability to my new lifestyle choices. So, here I am. I have to admit I am in a serious fog, just typing this has been a bit of trial and error.
I am glad to have found this site.
Jeff
Great decision KK! I'm on day 55 and I feel SO much better than when I was a chewer. my blood pressure has dropped from 128/85 to 112/70. Amazing!
You mentioned your weight loss - nice job! and just a warning that when I first quit, I put on about 15 lbs in the first few weeks. Its pretty common to gain weight at first, so try not to worry too much about that right now - just take care of your quit.
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Great decision KK! I'm on day 55 and I feel SO much better than when I was a chewer. my blood pressure has dropped from 128/85 to 112/70. Amazing!
You mentioned your weight loss - nice job! and just a warning that when I first quit, I put on about 15 lbs in the first few weeks. Its pretty common to gain weight at first, so try not to worry too much about that right now - just take care of your quit.
Yes, I am aware that I may have this problem as well, I am not to worried about it, calories are calories, and if I burn more than I earn, it will work itself out eventually.
thanks for all of the words, already feeling better!
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I quit February 26th. I chewed a can a day of Copenhagen for the past forty years. Glad today has came.
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Hello, everyone, I am 37 years old have been chewing Cope, for 24 years. My dad was a dipper so it was always around and easy to get my hands on at that young age. I quit on March 1st, for a few reasons.
In the last five years I have lost 65 pounds, now I am getting close to my goal weight, and I figured it was time to add more accountability to my new lifestyle choices. So, here I am. I have to admit I am in a serious fog, just typing this has been a bit of trial and error.
I am glad to have found this site.
Jeff
Great decision KK! I'm on day 55 and I feel SO much better than when I was a chewer. my blood pressure has dropped from 128/85 to 112/70. Amazing!
You mentioned your weight loss - nice job! and just a warning that when I first quit, I put on about 15 lbs in the first few weeks. Its pretty common to gain weight at first, so try not to worry too much about that right now - just take care of your quit.
I was going to hand out the same warning. I packed on quite a bit of weight when I quit. But, I had knee surgery about that time too. My two cents is this: a LITTLE BIT of weight gain is not a major problem. The quit has to come first. Right now, it has to be the single most important thing in your life.
Our stats are similar. I'm 38. Chewed/dipped for about 20 years. Quit 899 days ago. Lost all the weight plus some.... back down to my college weight.
It can be done. This is the place to do it. Reach out if you need anything.
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I quit February 26th. I chewed a can a day of Copenhagen for the past forty years. Glad today has came.
Get on over and post roll. Start you an intro, sir. Let's do this.
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Welcome to the "Quit Wagon" is a great place with great people. These guys on here are no bullshit badass mofos! They will tell you how it is and they will do all that they can to keep you from caving. Post roll every day, for you and your brothers on here!
I'm on Day 7. Words cannot express how great I feel today, better than any other day in the past 8-9 years. I know this feeling will keep getting better with each day I stay quit and that is one more motivating factor! Plus I've saved about $40 already!
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Thanks for all of the good words guys! I am still here I went out of town for the weekend. Few interesting things, today I am not so foggy. I played golf over the weekend and got through it figured it would be a major trigger.
We went over to the coast with another couple and our kids, we golfed they shopped kind of thing. My buddy who was with me, who I have worked with for 6 years now. After breakfast, I stood up, reached into my pockets, he sat there and watched for a minute then finally said hey bro....it's not in there.
Crazy the habit portion is still going strong.
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I made it to 14 days! Thank you to everyone who, has helped me, inboxed me made sure I had the phone numbers and the overall information be quit thus far. Thank god for KTC, I spend more time here than anywhere else I think.
I am thankful I can sleep again, I am thankful the fog has lifted, I am thankful I am ummm, pretty regular again.
The first three days were hell. I could not even talk almost. That mixed with sleep that, lasted 15 minutes at a time made the fog even thicker. My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
I still use the fake dip a few times a day, mostly after meals, but I don't care for it to much so it gets spit out pretty quickly. I will also ball up a paper towel and put it in my lip. If I can get to day 14, I know I can get to 15, and so on by quitting every day. Thanks again for all of the help. I quit with you all today!
KKLJINC (Jeff)
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Congrats Sir... You are an inspiration... We share alot of traits as far as being able to dip all day... Kinda hard when you are tied to a desk all day, like you I have been trying to walk and keep my mind fresh. Keep going I will follow you right through those hall of fame doors and further down the road of quit!!
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
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Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
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Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
Radman, that is funny, we also have four floors, I take two walks daily as well, once in the morning about 9, i'm usually in the office by 6 so by nine I am really feeling it. Then just like you said after lunch. Funny, we have a no tobacco policy, I have written people up for usage, just thought the policy never applied to me since I was the boss. what a freaking asshole right?
Triggers are a trip, it amazes me the things that will set me off. Last night I was cutting some BBQ up, had a Coors Light by my side, and I was hit with a crave so hard I had to shutter. I have have lived with chew longer than I have lived without it, so it blows me away how tied into my life it was.
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
Radman, that is funny, we also have four floors, I take two walks daily as well, once in the morning about 9, i'm usually in the office by 6 so by nine I am really feeling it. Then just like you said after lunch. Funny, we have a no tobacco policy, I have written people up for usage, just thought the policy never applied to me since I was the boss. what a freaking asshole right?
Triggers are a trip, it amazes me the things that will set me off. Last night I was cutting some BBQ up, had a Coors Light by my side, and I was hit with a crave so hard I had to shutter. I have have lived with chew longer than I have lived without it, so it blows me away how tied into my life it was.
You know guys I had the exact same thoughts in the shower this morning ( I am a shower thinker), not only have I been dipping longer than I have not, but I dont remember what it was like not to dip. I found myself watching tv last night, and had kinda of a weird feeling like I should be doing something...
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Congrats on 14 days. It gets better each day and it sounds like you are getting in shape too. Great job.
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
Radman, that is funny, we also have four floors, I take two walks daily as well, once in the morning about 9, i'm usually in the office by 6 so by nine I am really feeling it. Then just like you said after lunch. Funny, we have a no tobacco policy, I have written people up for usage, just thought the policy never applied to me since I was the boss. what a freaking asshole right?
Triggers are a trip, it amazes me the things that will set me off. Last night I was cutting some BBQ up, had a Coors Light by my side, and I was hit with a crave so hard I had to shutter. I have have lived with chew longer than I have lived without it, so it blows me away how tied into my life it was.
You know guys I had the exact same thoughts in the shower this morning ( I am a shower thinker), not only have I been dipping longer than I have not, but I dont remember what it was like not to dip. I found myself watching tv last night, and had kinda of a weird feeling like I should be doing something...
Ditto, ditto, ditto. You guys are realizing all of this early in your quit, so that will help you. I started when I was 15 or 16, quit at 35. One of the vets here once pointed out that most of us have never dealt with adult life withouth nicotine. We've never felt the true highs or lows in life. That is where the rage comes from. Every time we've been really mad, the emotion was somewhat dulled by nicotine. Now it won't be. We feel the full force of it. I'm happy to point out that the same is true for all the other emotions. Be ready, folks. The first time something really big hits in your personal life, you'll be a basket case. It happened to me and I've seen it happen to other quitters first hand. Adrenaline/dopamine has a stronger effect, too. The first real experience there is quite amusing.
Marcus: You'll have many, many of those wierd feelings henceforth.
Jeff: Yes. You, sir, were a freaking asshole. So was I.
Be careful with the alcohol. It wil kill a quit in a hurry. At this stage in life, I'm not a heavy drinker anyway, but I COMPLETELY stopped for a couple months when I quit. It was just too risky for me personally.
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
Radman, that is funny, we also have four floors, I take two walks daily as well, once in the morning about 9, i'm usually in the office by 6 so by nine I am really feeling it. Then just like you said after lunch. Funny, we have a no tobacco policy, I have written people up for usage, just thought the policy never applied to me since I was the boss. what a freaking asshole right?
Triggers are a trip, it amazes me the things that will set me off. Last night I was cutting some BBQ up, had a Coors Light by my side, and I was hit with a crave so hard I had to shutter. I have have lived with chew longer than I have lived without it, so it blows me away how tied into my life it was.
You know guys I had the exact same thoughts in the shower this morning ( I am a shower thinker), not only have I been dipping longer than I have not, but I dont remember what it was like not to dip. I found myself watching tv last night, and had kinda of a weird feeling like I should be doing something...
Ditto, ditto, ditto. You guys are realizing all of this early in your quit, so that will help you. I started when I was 15 or 16, quit at 35. One of the vets here once pointed out that most of us have never dealt with adult life withouth nicotine. We've never felt the true highs or lows in life. That is where the rage comes from. Every time we've been really mad, the emotion was somewhat dulled by nicotine. Now it won't be. We feel the full force of it. I'm happy to point out that the same is true for all the other emotions. Be ready, folks. The first time something really big hits in your personal life, you'll be a basket case. It happened to me and I've seen it happen to other quitters first hand. Adrenaline/dopamine has a stronger effect, too. The first real experience there is quite amusing.
Marcus: You'll have many, many of those wierd feelings henceforth.
Jeff: Yes. You, sir, were a freaking asshole. So was I.
Be careful with the alcohol. It wil kill a quit in a hurry. At this stage in life, I'm not a heavy drinker anyway, but I COMPLETELY stopped for a couple months when I quit. It was just too risky for me personally.
Great, I have a temper already, this is going to be fun! I pitty the fool that finally pisses me off.
Last time I stopped my wife went out and purchased me a can after five days. But this time it's different, I am quitting for me. It has been a 100% different experience. Still sucks ass but a different kind of suck. Like when I first got into weight lifting, you craved the soreness after a good workout. Then after your body gets used to the routine, your not as sore anymore. That's how I treat my craves now. I look forward to a good strong crave so I can kick it's ass and move on.
well, having chewed my entire adult life, I can say I have been re-born, and get to see everything all brand new.
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My first weekend off the shit I put together a trip to the cost with my wife and kids and some friends, to keep my mind off it.
My triggers have been tough, I am not a ninja dipper, so pretty much everything is a trigger for me. Hardest point is work, I chewed all day at work, so I sit here all day wanting the shit. But, now at least twice a day I will get up and go walk the facility. The employees at first looked at me like I was nuts, as I never go on the factory floor, I think most of thought they were in trouble.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Bravo, sir. That was a great post. All of it was great, but these parts really hit home with me. I did both of those.
Beyond comparison, I think sitting at my desk during the hour or so after lunch was my worst craving period. That took muscle. I got up countless times and walked 4 floors of stairs to the roof and back. It tooks texts, emails, and distractions, but I survived. You can do the same. Hang in there, friend. It gets much, much easier.
On a brighter note: excercising in this building has become habit. Two or three days a week during the inclimate season I do a circuit on the stairwells and abandoned areas. Getting healthier by the day.
Radman, that is funny, we also have four floors, I take two walks daily as well, once in the morning about 9, i'm usually in the office by 6 so by nine I am really feeling it. Then just like you said after lunch. Funny, we have a no tobacco policy, I have written people up for usage, just thought the policy never applied to me since I was the boss. what a freaking asshole right?
Triggers are a trip, it amazes me the things that will set me off. Last night I was cutting some BBQ up, had a Coors Light by my side, and I was hit with a crave so hard I had to shutter. I have have lived with chew longer than I have lived without it, so it blows me away how tied into my life it was.
You know guys I had the exact same thoughts in the shower this morning ( I am a shower thinker), not only have I been dipping longer than I have not, but I dont remember what it was like not to dip. I found myself watching tv last night, and had kinda of a weird feeling like I should be doing something...
Ditto, ditto, ditto. You guys are realizing all of this early in your quit, so that will help you. I started when I was 15 or 16, quit at 35. One of the vets here once pointed out that most of us have never dealt with adult life withouth nicotine. We've never felt the true highs or lows in life. That is where the rage comes from. Every time we've been really mad, the emotion was somewhat dulled by nicotine. Now it won't be. We feel the full force of it. I'm happy to point out that the same is true for all the other emotions. Be ready, folks. The first time something really big hits in your personal life, you'll be a basket case. It happened to me and I've seen it happen to other quitters first hand. Adrenaline/dopamine has a stronger effect, too. The first real experience there is quite amusing.
Marcus: You'll have many, many of those wierd feelings henceforth.
Jeff: Yes. You, sir, were a freaking asshole. So was I.
Be careful with the alcohol. It wil kill a quit in a hurry. At this stage in life, I'm not a heavy drinker anyway, but I COMPLETELY stopped for a couple months when I quit. It was just too risky for me personally.
Great, I have a temper already, this is going to be fun! I pitty the fool that finally pisses me off.
Last time I stopped my wife went out and purchased me a can after five days. But this time it's different, I am quitting for me. It has been a 100% different experience. Still sucks ass but a different kind of suck. Like when I first got into weight lifting, you craved the soreness after a good workout. Then after your body gets used to the routine, your not as sore anymore. That's how I treat my craves now. I look forward to a good strong crave so I can kick it's ass and move on.
well, having chewed my entire adult life, I can say I have been re-born, and get to see everything all brand new.
If you haven't already, bring your wife here. Explain it to her. Get her to read the spouse's section (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp). I kept my wife in the dark for several weeks, and she finally called me out. I let her read that and she surfed around this site for quite a while. She apologized (not necessary) and said she had no idea what was involved. It was a turning point for me. I don't want to clutter up your intro with a bunch of details, but she was (and still is) one of the strongest pillars in my quit. She made countless excuses to the kids when I had to walk away avoiding a temper tantrum, bought me a HOF gift, showed up with an awesome cake when I hit 2 years, and the list goes on. She's been to several meets with me. Honestly, its's very helpful to have the spouse in your corner.
Being reborn is a great way to look at this. It's also a matter of pride cause we are succeeding.
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So I go play golf today with a buddy, he is a closet dipper. About half way through the round he asks me for a chew. I toss him a bag of Spitz Cracked Pepper Seeds.
He gets a funny look on his face says
him: what the fuck is this?
Me; I quit chewing
him; why?
Me: cause I dont want cancer and I dont want to die. Plus you were always taking my dips on the golf course and I could not afford to support your habit and mine.
him; oh, with a dumb look on his face ( he is a cheap bastard)
me: oh BTW I just out drove you by 30 yards, your still my bitch.
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You the man!!! Major accomplishment! !!
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Do something that will really engage your brain, preferably without other people around. Do you work out? If you do, go hit it and hit it hard and long...haha. Listen to loud rock and roll... Read a really good book. Something...
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Vent, vent, vent!!! It will get better. You will have really good days and still have some shitty funks but each won battle makes the ultimate war obtainable! You are understanding the fight that is what makes you different from weak quitters. They haven't grasped the impact our addiction has!
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Dude my digits are on the spreadsheet hit me up if you need to talk Bro.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip because i'm not going to be another burn out caver fag. i quit with you today,,,, and i'll wake up tomorrow and do the same.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip. the nic bitch can kiss my a!!
Srans.....that was just cold dude, what if you are right? Oh well I am with you, guess ill just walk around punch drunk all day for the rest of my life.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip. the nic bitch can kiss my a!!
Srans.....that was just cold dude, what if you are right? Oh well I am with you, guess ill just walk around punch drunk all day for the rest of my life.
i'll be damn if i'm going to be another burn out caver fag. ha,,, ha.... you hang in there buddy,,, we are taking this all the way to the house.
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip. the nic bitch can kiss my a!!
Srans.....that was just cold dude, what if you are right? Oh well I am with you, guess ill just walk around punch drunk all day for the rest of my life.
i'll be damn if i'm going to be another burn out caver fag. ha,,, ha.... you hang in there buddy,,, we are taking this all the way to the house.
Ill call you one too! BUt F-that, I quit with you today!
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip. the nic bitch can kiss my a!!
Srans.....that was just cold dude, what if you are right? Oh well I am with you, guess ill just walk around punch drunk all day for the rest of my life.
i'll be damn if i'm going to be another burn out caver fag. ha,,, ha.... you hang in there buddy,,, we are taking this all the way to the house.
Ill call you one too! BUt F-that, I quit with you today!
It doesn't feel that way forever. Mine lasted a good month and was an absolute bear. It passes. The main thing is to not obsess about the feelings and stay busy. You both posted roll, honor your word and commitment. Allowing others to steal the energy of your quit by their actions is a sure fire method the nic bitch uses to weaken your spirit. You are strong, you are committed, you are quit, and you are not alone. PM me if you need digits, to blow off steam, whatever.
Proud of you both,
Eric
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OK fellas, I am on day 22 and having a bad time. I am foggy again, and I feel like I am day 3. When do I get to stop thinking about chew every waking fucking moment?
Then we have all these fucking burn out caver fags! If you cave and come back that is cool, your owning up, but it's the guys who just drop that fucking piss me off. They quit quitting? So, not next month or next year whenever they can go through all this shit again? Fuck them, it really does piss me off, that they come here all big talk then stab me in the fucking back?
Sorry craving like a mother fucker, foggy and pissy!
Hang in there brother... I'm day 3 and looking up to guys like you.... No pressure on anything
Scott, thanks, no pressure, but I wont fail you, I wont fail myself, and I wont fail my family, I did roll with them this morning.
I am just feeling like fuck, today and I am VENTING FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!
Let it out!! I'm still waiting to break loose on someone at work lol
Hey there knuckle heads. Day 22 fog is most likely " two week weakness" it'll pass. Exercise will help clear things up, even a walk around the block. Try reducing your caffeine intake by half, and KEEP YOUR BLOOD SUGAR STEADY. Sipping on sweet juice like pineapple or cranberry will help.
If it is any consolation, I was trying to remember what a crave feels like this morning........... and couldn't.
Be patient, you'll get there just keep focused on today.
Sm -1516
I have thoughts like maybe once a month. Nothing more than "what would it feel like if i had a dip? Would it burn? Would I get a buzz?" Then I realize that I don't really care what it would feel like because there's no way I'm ever going back, that I posted roll and don't do that sheet anymore and I have a life to LIVE. It's that easy now.
Just like sM, I'm telling you this so that you will know what you're going through is so worth the freedom you will get on the other side. There will be tough times until 100 days and then long after, but it'll keep getting easier and you'll be more and more prepared to deal with the tough days. Just keep quitting until it no longer hurts. Then quit another day, etc.
Yell if you need anything.
Thank you fellers all of you! My quit was never in trouble or anything, I have already promised today. Just getting a little frustrated at the lack of commitment from some of these new people, that ride in all high and mighty, then cave in a few days.
I have choose to fully embrace the site, and try and send emails and pep talks and all that. So when a person quits quitting I have taken interest in it bugs me. I will be at the gym today again with vigor. Thank you for the support, and the rush of veterans coming to aid a new guy is pretty bad ass.
i feel your pain. day 35 and i'm still fighting the fight. maybe we are being lied to and we just feel like this forever. if that's the case, then i'm just going to be miserable for the rest of my life because i'm not taking another dip. the nic bitch can kiss my a!!
Srans.....that was just cold dude, what if you are right? Oh well I am with you, guess ill just walk around punch drunk all day for the rest of my life.
i'll be damn if i'm going to be another burn out caver fag. ha,,, ha.... you hang in there buddy,,, we are taking this all the way to the house.
Ill call you one too! BUt F-that, I quit with you today!
It doesn't feel that way forever. Mine lasted a good month and was an absolute bear. It passes. The main thing is to not obsess about the feelings and stay busy. You both posted roll, honor your word and commitment. Allowing others to steal the energy of your quit by their actions is a sure fire method the nic bitch uses to weaken your spirit. You are strong, you are committed, you are quit, and you are not alone. PM me if you need digits, to blow off steam, whatever.
Proud of you both,
Eric
Exercise, Exercise, Exercise...Early on it saved my ass, helped me release the anger. If that doesn't work I think I snapped my weed wacker in half some where in the 20-40's ... That felt good too. Point is (post) then do what ever it takes to get through the day and into bed. repeat. be sure your exercising, and you'll start to feel better. Every time a funk comes you'll be stronger. peace
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
Damn near perfect, dude. Very nice post. I've been down that road. I'm a big ole tough country boy, and I've felt those same emotions. Somewhere around 40 days into my quit, I busted my knee. Had terrible pain, went through surgery, and then had to immobilize my right leg for 10 weeks. Without my brothers and sisters from KTC, I would not have made it through that without caving. I guarantee you that.
I've posted my thoughts on emotional highs and lows before, and you're seeing that in action. I've personally seen tough, badass guys cry during this process. Changing your whole life ain't a task for the weak. Tears are just weakness leaving the body.
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So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
Been down that road too, it is not pretty but it was cathartic for me. Felt like Jake Lamotta in Raging Bull after getting beat to a pulp by Sugar Ray, "You never knocked me down Ray (nic bitch), didn't go down Ray. RAY, you couldn't put me down" So, after those days, I knew she could be beat. I may take some shots from her but I have a great cut man ( KTC ) in my corner. You and I will go the distance.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
The bithch got me to break down and cry too but not to dip! Great job.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
The bithch got me to break down and cry too but not to dip! Great job.
Nicotine jacks with your body's chemical system in so many ways. Emotional swings of epic proportions are pretty common in the beginning. Your still a badass , even if golden girl re-runs and puppies make you sob like a teenage girl. Although, the 28 day mark is suspicious. You sure it's not pms?
You got this, she didn't crack shit, you held like a boss. This shit is going to suck until it doesn't. Your paying the price to get your life back. Goo job.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
The bithch got me to break down and cry too but not to dip! Great job.
Nicotine jacks with your body's chemical system in so many ways. Emotional swings of epic proportions are pretty common in the beginning. Your still a badass , even if golden girl re-runs and puppies make you sob like a teenage girl. Although, the 28 day mark is suspicious. You sure it's not pms?
You got this, she didn't crack shit, you held like a boss. This shit is going to suck until it doesn't. Your paying the price to get your life back. Goo job.
Sm
Shit Skoal, 28 days I did not even think of that!!! excuse me while I go check my tampoon.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
The bithch got me to break down and cry too but not to dip! Great job.
Nicotine jacks with your body's chemical system in so many ways. Emotional swings of epic proportions are pretty common in the beginning. Your still a badass , even if golden girl re-runs and puppies make you sob like a teenage girl. Although, the 28 day mark is suspicious. You sure it's not pms?
You got this, she didn't crack shit, you held like a boss. This shit is going to suck until it doesn't. Your paying the price to get your life back. Goo job.
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Shit Skoal, 28 days I did not even think of that!!! excuse me while I go check my tampoon.
I'd be untruthful once again in my life if I said the nic bitch hasn't made me cry once or even twice. Its the nic bitches way to make you think your not man enough to quit, but quite contrary my friend, you showed her how much of a man you are. Take that nic bitch. I'll quit with you any day skoal monster.
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Today makes 28 days. Last night was pure hell, I want to Thank Evil_won, and Wade, for keeping me off the ledge.
So I started my afternoon with a golf game, friend I played with is a smoker, no big deal never been in cigs, so did not bother me.
After golf, I decide to hit the gym, while at the gym, I rolled my ankle. I knew it was going to swell so I high tailed it home for some ice treatment.
Now let me say this, I am a mans man, in a non homo way. I fight, used to anyway, I like to volunteer at friends bars on occasion to be a bouncer. I have been stabbed, and shot at. I have had my ass kicked and kicked a lot of ass. Every bit of pain I have gone through in my life, I have gone through with a big fat lip.
So, as I sit last night, with my ankle swelling like I am packing a grapefruit, she whispers.......You know, that I could take the edge off this. I push her back, I have this under control. She whispers again, every time in your life you have been in pain, I have been here for you, I am here now, let me help.
At this point in time, I am hit with a crave that I cant even tell you the magnitude. This is the point where I am glad I was not a ninja dipper, and it made me actually think, if I had any hiding places. I know I don't so I was covered and I could not drive with my foot anyway so my quit was never in Jeopardy.
So the relentless bitch, makes one last attempt, at me, and she cracks me mentally. A tear rolls down my face, I wipe that shit off, and think what the fuck, I don't cry. Then another tear, and pretty soon my ass is crying like a baby. While the nic whore, is watching and laughing at me and my resolve. Or lack there of it that ,my only option was to cry. I reached out to my fellow quitters, I was able to get back on the track.
I still cant believe she got me to cry, but she did not win. I won, as I said yesterday in a tear and rage fueled post, I have beat bigger foes than you, you will not win.
Here is to you you ruthless bitch, I am still quit 'Finger'
You fucking rocked it. She may as well give it up, cause it ain't happening.
Quit wood brother, helluva job. Big victory for you, lesson for the others.
+infinity. Wood indeed. Great job reaching out. :wub:
Thanks, I felt pretty stupid for crying, I have never cried I just gut that shit like I used to do with my dip. Amazing the power of the Bitch, I figured it may help others. I am just excited, I have the self exploring vadge commenting. :wub:
The bithch got me to break down and cry too but not to dip! Great job.
Nicotine jacks with your body's chemical system in so many ways. Emotional swings of epic proportions are pretty common in the beginning. Your still a badass , even if golden girl re-runs and puppies make you sob like a teenage girl. Although, the 28 day mark is suspicious. You sure it's not pms?
You got this, she didn't crack shit, you held like a boss. This shit is going to suck until it doesn't. Your paying the price to get your life back. Goo job.
Sm
Shit Skoal, 28 days I did not even think of that!!! excuse me while I go check my tampoon.
Huge Fan of KKLJINC's new avatar!!
I think I'm in love :wub: 'drool'
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Wow, I have not added this in over 30 days. A lot has happened to me in that time and I will update everyone who is interested.
Today makes day 61, wow, pretty good stuff. I tell you it has not been easy, but it has not been overly hard to control for that matter either.
The good news, I don't think about chew every waking minute. I am able to everything I did with a big fat lipper in, I had serious wonders about this since, I have chewed since I was a wee lad.
In the 40's I had a bad time, the fog was back, was craving like crazy, tunred to my quit buddy Yogi, and we just cussed at each other all day long, and got through it.
I have to say Wade, has been a great person for me, just send random texts a few times a week, Thanks Wade, they are appreciated, and it's nice to be QLF, with you.
So the week of the 19th, was total shit. I was a volunteer bartender for our chamber of commerce Pizza Festival. Serving beer while listening to good band major crave....got through it. That same evening in our over 21 and over area, a security guard let a minor in. That minor was given a wristband, and he was served a beer by me. Said minor was also a decoy for the ABC, and I was cited and released with a misdemeanor. I took my booking photo right at the event! Security guard says he was really sorry and he was distracted. Anyway, never been arrested or charged with anything, and now I get this as a volunteer??? Needless to say it was a major crave, but she did not win. Also, my attorney is being paid for by the event, and he is confident we will never hit trial, as I followed the rules.
I travel a lot for work. I did time my quit close to my slowest time of the year. Well my travel is now starting to get it's legs behind it and my first trip was the week of the 22nd. I was afraid to fly, hours with nothing to do, and since I usually get upgraded and in first class you get everything you want that was always a non-stop chew fest for me. I did not even have a crave on the plane, small victory. Most of my trip through Chicago area and WI, was uneventful and I made sure to have both fake and my support group ready.
Best part of the trip, was getting to have dinner with a fellow bad ass quitter, Evil-Won. We shared a meal and a few beers and it was nice to put a face to the name. It was as much fun as I could have had without going full Ghey. But serious Evil, was one of the first to reach out and provide a phone number. I have used that shit as well on more than occasion. He is the one I trust the most with my quit, I know when I tell him to post for me he will. Thanks, Evil 'worship' Return trip was about as uneventful.
While, I have been around people that chew, I still have not allowed myself access to my best friend or my dad. They both chew, and when around them drinking is involved and I am not sure despite the fact both of them know I am quit, they would not hand me a can if I asked. So, at 61 days I have not seen either of them, right now my quit is more important than face time with my dad or my BFF.
I have managed to get through 61 days, without a product that I used for over 20 years. I am pretty amazed at that. KTC, and the folks here is why. While most of you are just screen names and avatars, I don't want to let you down. I could cave today and my wife would not say a thing to me. BUt I know if I did that every hard ass mother fucker in here would be on my shit. So, for me it's you. Its you guys and gals that post up everyday. Its the guys who text me after a few days MIA ducattirider. Thanks, to everyone, Ill be here today, and I'll post again tomorrow. As always, if you reach out, I will be here for you, I am QLF with you all.
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Wow, I have not added this in over 30 days. A lot has happened to me in that time and I will update everyone who is interested.
Today makes day 61, wow, pretty good stuff. I tell you it has not been easy, but it has not been overly hard to control for that matter either.
The good news, I don't think about chew every waking minute. I am able to everything I did with a big fat lipper in, I had serious wonders about this since, I have chewed since I was a wee lad.
In the 40's I had a bad time, the fog was back, was craving like crazy, tunred to my quit buddy Yogi, and we just cussed at each other all day long, and got through it.
I have to say Wade, has been a great person for me, just send random texts a few times a week, Thanks Wade, they are appreciated, and it's nice to be QLF, with you.
So the week of the 19th, was total shit. I was a volunteer bartender for our chamber of commerce Pizza Festival. Serving beer while listening to good band major crave....got through it. That same evening in our over 21 and over area, a security guard let a minor in. That minor was given a wristband, and he was served a beer by me. Said minor was also a decoy for the ABC, and I was cited and released with a misdemeanor. I took my booking photo right at the event! Security guard says he was really sorry and he was distracted. Anyway, never been arrested or charged with anything, and now I get this as a volunteer??? Needless to say it was a major crave, but she did not win. Also, my attorney is being paid for by the event, and he is confident we will never hit trial, as I followed the rules.
I travel a lot for work. I did time my quit close to my slowest time of the year. Well my travel is now starting to get it's legs behind it and my first trip was the week of the 22nd. I was afraid to fly, hours with nothing to do, and since I usually get upgraded and in first class you get everything you want that was always a non-stop chew fest for me. I did not even have a crave on the plane, small victory. Most of my trip through Chicago area and WI, was uneventful and I made sure to have both fake and my support group ready.
Best part of the trip, was getting to have dinner with a fellow bad ass quitter, Evil-Won. We shared a meal and a few beers and it was nice to put a face to the name. It was as much fun as I could have had without going full Ghey. But serious Evil, was one of the first to reach out and provide a phone number. I have used that shit as well on more than occasion. He is the one I trust the most with my quit, I know when I tell him to post for me he will. Thanks, Evil 'worship' Return trip was about as uneventful.
While, I have been around people that chew, I still have not allowed myself access to my best friend or my dad. They both chew, and when around them drinking is involved and I am not sure despite the fact both of them know I am quit, they would not hand me a can if I asked. So, at 61 days I have not seen either of them, right now my quit is more important than face time with my dad or my BFF.
I have managed to get through 61 days, without a product that I used for over 20 years. I am pretty amazed at that. KTC, and the folks here is why. While most of you are just screen names and avatars, I don't want to let you down. I could cave today and my wife would not say a thing to me. BUt I know if I did that every hard ass mother fucker in here would be on my shit. So, for me it's you. Its you guys and gals that post up everyday. Its the guys who text me after a few days MIA ducattirider. Thanks, to everyone, Ill be here today, and I'll post again tomorrow. As always, if you reach out, I will be here for you, I am QLF with you all.
Good read kk. Glad to be quit with you.
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Time to dust her off and add a few things. Last post day 61 now day 84. At 61, I was not ready to see my dad or my best friend, who both chew. I am proud to say I have seen and conquered both of those things. My dad and mom came to visit over mothers day, it was pretty un-eventfull, and I actually felt bad watching my dad put in a lip full. I am no longer a slave to that shit.
Me my buddy, got together had some beers shot trap in the back yard of my house and all was good. He also chewed in front of me, and I am fine with that.
Last weekend did a charity dinner for the local children's hospital, had a decent crave there, not for chew but a cigar. I could smell my brand of cigar go by. Oh well, I know in my addict mind nic is nic. Reached out to a quit brother while there, just re-affirm my quit status.
Nic, dreams have been intense and strong lately, just her trying to get her last digs in I suppose.
Thats all for now, thanks to you quit studs and studetts, who have helped me get to 84, I could have not done it without you. Next stop.... is another +1
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Time to dust her off and add a few things. Last post day 61 now day 84. At 61, I was not ready to see my dad or my best friend, who both chew. I am proud to say I have seen and conquered both of those things. My dad and mom came to visit over mothers day, it was pretty un-eventfull, and I actually felt bad watching my dad put in a lip full. I am no longer a slave to that shit.
Me my buddy, got together had some beers shot trap in the back yard of my house and all was good. He also chewed in front of me, and I am fine with that.
Last weekend did a charity dinner for the local children's hospital, had a decent crave there, not for chew but a cigar. I could smell my brand of cigar go by. Oh well, I know in my addict mind nic is nic. Reached out to a quit brother while there, just re-affirm my quit status.
Nic, dreams have been intense and strong lately, just her trying to get her last digs in I suppose.
Thats all for now, thanks to you quit studs and studetts, who have helped me get to 84, I could have not done it without you. Next stop.... is another +1
Awesome job brother. Quitting is another affirmation of the power we have when we use our brains productively. Once you make that decision in your mind, the rest is just work. We have the power to be whatever we want to be, we just have to want it badly enough.
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Time to dust her off and add a few things. Last post day 61 now day 84. At 61, I was not ready to see my dad or my best friend, who both chew. I am proud to say I have seen and conquered both of those things. My dad and mom came to visit over mothers day, it was pretty un-eventfull, and I actually felt bad watching my dad put in a lip full. I am no longer a slave to that shit.
Me my buddy, got together had some beers shot trap in the back yard of my house and all was good. He also chewed in front of me, and I am fine with that.
Last weekend did a charity dinner for the local children's hospital, had a decent crave there, not for chew but a cigar. I could smell my brand of cigar go by. Oh well, I know in my addict mind nic is nic. Reached out to a quit brother while there, just re-affirm my quit status.
Nic, dreams have been intense and strong lately, just her trying to get her last digs in I suppose.
Thats all for now, thanks to you quit studs and studetts, who have helped me get to 84, I could have not done it without you. Next stop.... is another +1
Awesome job brother. Quitting is another affirmation of the power we have when we use our brains productively. Once you make that decision in your mind, the rest is just work. We have the power to be whatever we want to be, we just have to want it badly enough.
nice work using your tools, even though you didn't "need" to.
keep vigilant... i hit my funks on 80 day intervals, so you're right in the sweet zone. be careful if gmann ever tells you that you're in the sweet zone- it's best if you stop whatever you're doing, and back away slowly.
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Time to dust her off and add a few things. Last post day 61 now day 84. At 61, I was not ready to see my dad or my best friend, who both chew. I am proud to say I have seen and conquered both of those things. My dad and mom came to visit over mothers day, it was pretty un-eventfull, and I actually felt bad watching my dad put in a lip full. I am no longer a slave to that shit.
Me my buddy, got together had some beers shot trap in the back yard of my house and all was good. He also chewed in front of me, and I am fine with that.
Last weekend did a charity dinner for the local children's hospital, had a decent crave there, not for chew but a cigar. I could smell my brand of cigar go by. Oh well, I know in my addict mind nic is nic. Reached out to a quit brother while there, just re-affirm my quit status.
Nic, dreams have been intense and strong lately, just her trying to get her last digs in I suppose.
Thats all for now, thanks to you quit studs and studetts, who have helped me get to 84, I could have not done it without you. Next stop.... is another +1
Awesome job brother. Quitting is another affirmation of the power we have when we use our brains productively. Once you make that decision in your mind, the rest is just work. We have the power to be whatever we want to be, we just have to want it badly enough.
nice work using your tools, even though you didn't "need" to.
keep vigilant... i hit my funks on 80 day intervals, so you're right in the sweet zone. be careful if gmann ever tells you that you're in the sweet zone- it's best if you stop whatever you're doing, and back away slowly.
Nicely done.
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YOU did it Man congrats on HOF...EVERY DAMN DAY...thanks for being here
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YOU did it Man congrats on HOF...EVERY DAMN DAY...thanks for being here
Gook job kk. Buy a bear and bill me. What an accomplishment.
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KK - Helluva job on your quit. Keep it up. Now the party really gets fun!!
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
That is highly disappointing! Yes i love the full blown boobies that jake has brought to the table but your avatar had such a realistic awesomeness to it...like that girl could live down the street. Ahhh, well, i guess good things, like good avatar's must come to an end...quit on brother
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
That is highly disappointing! Yes i love the full blown boobies that jake has brought to the table but your avatar had such a realistic awesomeness to it...like that girl could live down the street. Ahhh, well, i guess good things, like good avatar's must come to an end...quit on brother
I changed mine cause you inspired me.... You just need to bring another hot girl to the table. Please!
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Congratulations!!! I can't wait till I can join you. And I will.....
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Nice job, brother. Quit on . . . . .
The freedom is just beginning!
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Nice job, brother. Quit on . . . . .
The freedom is just beginning!
x2. Keep on keeping on, both in posting and mentoring
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!All I can say is congrats man. Hell of job!
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Nice job, brother. Quit on . . . . .
The freedom is just beginning!
x2. Keep on keeping on, both in posting and mentoring
Congrats man. Keep your guard up, the bitch is always prowling, looking for a quit to devour. Stay strong, stay on the site.
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Nice job, brother. Quit on . . . . .
The freedom is just beginning!
x2. Keep on keeping on, both in posting and mentoring
Congrats man. Keep your guard up, the bitch is always prowling, looking for a quit to devour. Stay strong, stay on the site.
Congrats brother, this is the first of many huge milestones to come. And thanks for the beer the other night...I forgot my manners when I ran outta there. You're taking back your life, your freedom, one day at a time. And killing it.
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Thank you!!! I am amazed at how fast these +1 continued to build up. For anyone who is reading this pre-HOF, the fight is worth it. I have my 100 day HOF coin in my pocket. Every day before I leave the house I would
instinctively touch my front right pocket where I would keep my can. Every day for the past 100 days I have not been able to stop that habit. Now, I have a coing in my right front pocket that reminds me of my promise, to myself, my kids, and you freaks.
Rock on, I'll plus one with all of you everyday.
100 days = New AV, since Jake has gone full porno, mine is outdated.
Nice job, brother. Quit on . . . . .
The freedom is just beginning!
x2. Keep on keeping on, both in posting and mentoring
Congrats man. Keep your guard up, the bitch is always prowling, looking for a quit to devour. Stay strong, stay on the site.
Congrats brother, this is the first of many huge milestones to come. And thanks for the beer the other night...I forgot my manners when I ran outta there. You're taking back your life, your freedom, one day at a time. And killing it.
Congrats Kk!! So very proud of your quit! Ditto what Denny said.... Thanks for the fabulously fun day and the drinks!
'eat'
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Congrates on the hall of fame! Gonna miss your av though...
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Congrates on the hall of fame! Gonna miss your av though...
Thanks Matt
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Jumping on on the congratulations on HOF!!
keep on +1
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
I'm a little ghey on you right now. Is that wrong!? 'crackup'
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
I'm a little ghey on you right now. Is that wrong!? 'crackup'
carefull or we will have to change your name to Applie for sure with those ghey thoughts
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
I'm a little ghey on you right now. Is that wrong!? 'crackup'
carefull or we will have to change your name to Applie for sure with those ghey thoughts
I don't know if I like you putting your name beside mine on roll post applie,, I mean apple. :blink:
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
I'm a little ghey on you right now. Is that wrong!? 'crackup'
carefull or we will have to change your name to Applie for sure with those ghey thoughts
I don't know if I like you putting your name beside mine on roll post applie,, I mean apple. :blink:
Dammit!! The girls started it, not me! 'finger point'
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Day 105... Stay vigilant my friends. Any open door, she whispers. Any change in mindset she whispers. Every change in situation, she whispers.
Her siren song, sweet, and alluring. After 105, I got this, without, help. But sure does feel good to grip my phone, knowing if needed I have lifelines. Knowing, that I have support, that is just a second away.
Newbs, make sure you have your lifelines. At your weakest, she will strike. Still got your number bitch 'Finger'
I'm a little ghey on you right now. Is that wrong!? 'crackup'
carefull or we will have to change your name to Applie for sure with those ghey thoughts
I don't know if I like you putting your name beside mine on roll post applie,, I mean apple. :blink:
Dammit!! The girls started it, not me! 'finger point'
just look at KK it would be hard not to be GHEY on him...smooch...oops did I type all that on a public thread I thought this was a PM....HJLF...
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
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Day 106, Keep this in mind, I vocalized a funk day yesterday. It did not make my funk any better, in fact it got progressively worse. Last night as a final way of saying she knows my weakness, I was bombed all night with Nic Dreams. In my dreams I chewed I smoked, and boy was I a screw up. I got up this morning expecting to find a dead hooker, finger banged can of cope and crumpled up pack of cigs laying next to my bed.
Dont stop the fight.
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Day 106, Keep this in mind, I vocalized a funk day yesterday. It did not make my funk any better, in fact it got progressively worse. Last night as a final way of saying she knows my weakness, I was bombed all night with Nic Dreams. In my dreams I chewed I smoked, and boy was I a screw up. I got up this morning expecting to find a dead hooker, finger banged can of cope and crumpled up pack of cigs laying next to my bed.
Dont stop the fight.
I have nothing profound to say or any advice I just want to say I'm sorry it's hard. Im glad you're here and proud of you for pressing on.
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
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Day 106, Keep this in mind, I vocalized a funk day yesterday. It did not make my funk any better, in fact it got progressively worse. Last night as a final way of saying she knows my weakness, I was bombed all night with Nic Dreams. In my dreams I chewed I smoked, and boy was I a screw up. I got up this morning expecting to find a dead hooker, finger banged can of cope and crumpled up pack of cigs laying next to my bed.
Dont stop the fight.
I have nothing profound to say or any advice I just want to say I'm sorry it's hard. Im glad you're here and proud of you for pressing on.
LHG, don't be sorry, every thing that is worth it, is well....Hard. I did not get where I am without a lot of hard patches. Same for you I am sure.
My quit is no harder than yours. In fact at this point it's probably a lot easier for me than you. I can go weeks without a crave now. They tend to roll in every 30 days. I have never had nic free moment in my adult life. So many situations for me are new. Emotions are different, I am learning to walk again.
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Day 106, Keep this in mind, I vocalized a funk day yesterday. It did not make my funk any better, in fact it got progressively worse. Last night as a final way of saying she knows my weakness, I was bombed all night with Nic Dreams. In my dreams I chewed I smoked, and boy was I a screw up. I got up this morning expecting to find a dead hooker, finger banged can of cope and crumpled up pack of cigs laying next to my bed.
Dont stop the fight.
I have nothing profound to say or any advice I just want to say I'm sorry it's hard. Im glad you're here and proud of you for pressing on.
LHG, don't be sorry, every thing that is worth it, is well....Hard. I did not get where I am without a lot of hard patches. Same for you I am sure.
My quit is no harder than yours. In fact at this point it's probably a lot easier for me than you. I can go weeks without a crave now. They tend to roll in every 30 days. I have never had nic free moment in my adult life. So many situations for me are new. Emotions are different, I am learning to walk again.
I just read your HOF speech... Maybe you are still an asshole but personally, I don't see it.
I'll quit with you today.
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
^^^^ this is true^^^^^ however, only one option with your name...I may be an asshole, but that's just not cool.
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Day 106, Keep this in mind, I vocalized a funk day yesterday. It did not make my funk any better, in fact it got progressively worse. Last night as a final way of saying she knows my weakness, I was bombed all night with Nic Dreams. In my dreams I chewed I smoked, and boy was I a screw up. I got up this morning expecting to find a dead hooker, finger banged can of cope and crumpled up pack of cigs laying next to my bed.
Dont stop the fight.
I have nothing profound to say or any advice I just want to say I'm sorry it's hard. Im glad you're here and proud of you for pressing on.
LHG, don't be sorry, every thing that is worth it, is well....Hard. I did not get where I am without a lot of hard patches. Same for you I am sure.
My quit is no harder than yours. In fact at this point it's probably a lot easier for me than you. I can go weeks without a crave now. They tend to roll in every 30 days. I have never had nic free moment in my adult life. So many situations for me are new. Emotions are different, I am learning to walk again.
I just read your HOF speech... Maybe you are still an asshole but personally, I don't see it.
I'll quit with you today.
Prick maybe, but not an asshole. Now, if you did something like, say...... break a promise, bum one off Scott on the next fishing trip, or otherwise disregard all the brothers and sisters here .......... then you'd be an asshole.
Nice speech bro. You have reminded me of my early quit in a lot of ways. There are quite a few similarities. Right down to the speech. Mine has "habit" in it in several places. That's one of my biggest regrets on this site: not labeling the addiction earlier. I know you have, and it was just a figure of speech, but it did grab my attention.
Quit on.....
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
^^^^ this is true^^^^^ however, only one option with your name...I may be an asshole, but that's just not cool.
How 'bout "Magnet P.I. ????
Pretty manly
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
^^^^ this is true^^^^^ however, only one option with your name...I may be an asshole, but that's just not cool.
How 'bout "Magnet P.I. ????
Pretty manly
I got one....troutmagnet
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
^^^^ this is true^^^^^ however, only one option with your name...I may be an asshole, but that's just not cool.
How 'bout "Magnet P.I. ????
Pretty manly
I got one....troutmagnet
How bout KK is not just an asshole as he admits to but add DOOOOSH NOZZLE... 'crackup'
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Stop picking on AppleBear!
Are you Sugar Smacks, for Apple Jacks?
I'm cookoo for cocoa puffs!
They're GREAT!
I should be pissed but that's just too damn funny! I quit with you all even though you suck 'arse'
How come I didnt get nice lil pet names like Apple snaps... I got ass hat, Jackwagon dill hole and fuckstick in that order from KK yesterday.... 'crackup'
^^^^ this is true^^^^^ however, only one option with your name...I may be an asshole, but that's just not cool.
How 'bout "Magnet P.I. ????
Pretty manly
I got one....troutmagnet
How bout KK is not just an asshole as he admits to but add DOOOOSH NOZZLE... 'crackup'
Urban Dictionary (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=douchenozzle)
Definition of "Doosh Nozzle"
'Finger'
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My man! 6 months. Nice... 'oh yeah'
You're an inspiration to us all.
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My man! 6 months. Nice... 'oh yeah'
You're an inspiration to us all.
Nice 6 Months KK
FU KK!
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My man! 6 months. Nice... 'oh yeah'
You're an inspiration to us all.
Nice 6 Months KK
FU KK!
Totally awesome!
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My man! 6 months. Nice...  'oh yeah'
You're an inspiration to us all.
Nice 6 Months KK
FU KK!
Totally awesome!
you rock sheep hurter yep hurter
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I also just read your HOF.
I know I want you on my side through this thing.
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I also just read your HOF.
I know I want you on my side through this thing.
He's a real asshole.
Seriously, KKLJINC is a true supporter and brother. He is on your side, as are we all. I quit wth you today PDawg.
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What no 200 speech well 200+speech now? Nice KK keep up the good work NAFAR bro.
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What no 200 speech well 200+speech now? Nice KK keep up the good work NAFAR bro.
I am still quit like shit!!! Thank you all for your words. I see some others had posted up for me at six months, and I want to offer a heart felt thank you. Keep in touch with me, I do appreciate it. The last few months have been so busy for me, I have not really had to time to do extra outside of my group. I pop into chat a few times a week for drive by's.
I really do feel this group of fine friends has helped to save my life. Thank you all! Ill be in touch.
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Dude. I dig your avatar. That's how I feel today at my computer.
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250 Days, I think I Have passed up my one previous attempt to quit now official. Am I cured? Nope...
Could I stop posting roll and make it, likely, but why chance it? In moments of weakness, she still sings her siren song.
I have buddies, battle buddies, tried and true friends, most of whom I have never met. But I freaking know, if needed they would be at my side in a second, via phone or text.
I still crave at times. My addict brain, still thinks about it. The good news is, I now have entire days that pass and I never even think of chew. From a guy who at times would get up in the middle of the night, for a drink of water and a quick dip, blows me away!
I have learned that I am now able to do anything without chew that I did with it. I would have never thought that was an option.
Nic, dreams.... I still get visited by them all of the time (once a week) usually smoking, (never did that) The good news is I wake up and I know I am quit. I don't usually have the guilt anymore
Thanks, to everyone, who does this with me everyday, you know who you are. Thanks to KTC for this site and the countless lives that have been saved.
One last thing FU...Big Tobacco, you have gotten none of my money for the last 250 days!
I chewed for over 8700 days, I have gotten 250 of them back.
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250 Days, I think I Have passed up my one previous attempt to quit now official. Am I cured? Nope...
Could I stop posting roll and make it, likely, but why chance it? In moments of weakness, she still sings her siren song.
I have buddies, battle buddies, tried and true friends, most of whom I have never met. But I freaking know, if needed they would be at my side in a second, via phone or text.
I still crave at times. My addict brain, still thinks about it. The good news is, I now have entire days that pass and I never even think of chew. From a guy who at times would get up in the middle of the night, for a drink of water and a quick dip, blows me away!
I have learned that I am now able to do anything without chew that I did with it. I would have never thought that was an option.
Nic, dreams.... I still get visited by them all of the time (once a week) usually smoking, (never did that) The good news is I wake up and I know I am quit. I don't usually have the guilt anymore
Thanks, to everyone, who does this with me everyday, you know who you are. Thanks to KTC for this site and the countless lives that have been saved.
One last thing FU...Big Tobacco, you have gotten none of my money for the last 250 days!
I chewed for over 8700 days, I have gotten 250 of them back.
Thank you sir for 113 days out of your 250 that you have greeted me with a hearty FU.
All that I can add to your post is 'Finger' and that is from the bottom of my heart!
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309 Feeling Fine.
Every year for New Years my wife and I go to Cancun. Last year, I had packed four cans for the the trip (what an Idiot)
Well, I should have packed an extra because I ran out, at the airport, I took my last little sliver, and was in full panic mode. I loved to chew when I flew.
What did I do you ask, in full panic mode, I went to duty free, I purchased, a cigar, broke international law when I opened it up in the airport prior to leaving and bit the end off the thing and wadded it up in my lip. It got me all the way to Los Angeles, disaster avoided.
This year my friends, I am going to go to Cancun without worry, if I have enough chew. Without having to ration or even think about taking the can out of my shorts before jumping in the pool. Without having to be a slave to nicotine!
Third Floor and climbing, I quit with you all today, and I'll do it again tomorrow god willing.
KK
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309 Feeling Fine.
Every year for New Years my wife and I go to Cancun. Last year, I had packed four cans for the the trip (what an Idiot)
Well, I should have packed an extra because I ran out, at the airport, I took my last little sliver, and was in full panic mode. I loved to chew when I flew.
What did I do you ask, in full panic mode, I went to duty free, I purchased, a cigar, broke international law when I opened it up in the airport prior to leaving and bit the end off the thing and wadded it up in my lip. It got me all the way to Los Angeles, disaster avoided.
This year my friends, I am going to go to Cancun without worry, if I have enough chew. Without having to ration or even think about taking the can out of my shorts before jumping in the pool. Without having to be a slave to nicotine!
Third Floor and climbing, I quit with you all today, and I'll do it again tomorrow god willing.
KK
Every addict has a story of some irrational thing that they did just to get a fix when they had run out. Your cigar story is near the top. Quit on.
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309 Feeling Fine.
Every year for New Years my wife and I go to Cancun. Last year, I had packed four cans for the the trip (what an Idiot)
Well, I should have packed an extra because I ran out, at the airport, I took my last little sliver, and was in full panic mode. I loved to chew when I flew.
What did I do you ask, in full panic mode, I went to duty free, I purchased, a cigar, broke international law when I opened it up in the airport prior to leaving and bit the end off the thing and wadded it up in my lip. It got me all the way to Los Angeles, disaster avoided.
This year my friends, I am going to go to Cancun without worry, if I have enough chew. Without having to ration or even think about taking the can out of my shorts before jumping in the pool. Without having to be a slave to nicotine!
Third Floor and climbing, I quit with you all today, and I'll do it again tomorrow god willing.
KK
Every addict has a story of some irrational thing that they did just to get a fix when they had run out. Your cigar story is near the top. Quit on.
Congrats on 3rd floor man.
And yes I agree with Evil, addicts will go to great lengths to get their fix. I am fully convinced that if nicotine were illegal and more difficult to get, people would steal and maybe even kill for it. They would be looking for ways to inject it directly into a vein and because of its toxicity, people would OD from it regularly.
Freedom is much better. Enjoy the trip man.
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309 Feeling Fine.
Every year for New Years my wife and I go to Cancun. Last year, I had packed four cans for the the trip (what an Idiot)
Well, I should have packed an extra because I ran out, at the airport, I took my last little sliver, and was in full panic mode. I loved to chew when I flew.
What did I do you ask, in full panic mode, I went to duty free, I purchased, a cigar, broke international law when I opened it up in the airport prior to leaving and bit the end off the thing and wadded it up in my lip. It got me all the way to Los Angeles, disaster avoided.
This year my friends, I am going to go to Cancun without worry, if I have enough chew. Without having to ration or even think about taking the can out of my shorts before jumping in the pool. Without having to be a slave to nicotine!
Third Floor and climbing, I quit with you all today, and I'll do it again tomorrow god willing.
KK
Every addict has a story of some irrational thing that they did just to get a fix when they had run out. Your cigar story is near the top. Quit on.
Congrats on 3rd floor man.
And yes I agree with Evil, addicts will go to great lengths to get their fix. I am fully convinced that if nicotine were illegal and more difficult to get, people would steal and maybe even kill for it. They would be looking for ways to inject it directly into a vein and because of its toxicity, people would OD from it regularly.
Freedom is much better. Enjoy the trip man.
This one time, in amsterdam, i ran out of chew , so i grabbed my spitter and a coffee filter....... yes, it was that gross. Proud to be quit with you.
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309 Feeling Fine.
Every year for New Years my wife and I go to Cancun. Last year, I had packed four cans for the the trip (what an Idiot)
Well, I should have packed an extra because I ran out, at the airport, I took my last little sliver, and was in full panic mode. I loved to chew when I flew.
What did I do you ask, in full panic mode, I went to duty free, I purchased, a cigar, broke international law when I opened it up in the airport prior to leaving and bit the end off the thing and wadded it up in my lip. It got me all the way to Los Angeles, disaster avoided.
This year my friends, I am going to go to Cancun without worry, if I have enough chew. Without having to ration or even think about taking the can out of my shorts before jumping in the pool. Without having to be a slave to nicotine!
Third Floor and climbing, I quit with you all today, and I'll do it again tomorrow god willing.
KK
Every addict has a story of some irrational thing that they did just to get a fix when they had run out. Your cigar story is near the top. Quit on.
Congrats on 3rd floor man.
And yes I agree with Evil, addicts will go to great lengths to get their fix. I am fully convinced that if nicotine were illegal and more difficult to get, people would steal and maybe even kill for it. They would be looking for ways to inject it directly into a vein and because of its toxicity, people would OD from it regularly.
Freedom is much better. Enjoy the trip man.
This one time, in amsterdam, i ran out of chew , so i grabbed my spitter and a coffee filter....... yes, it was that gross. Proud to be quit with you.
Realizing we're better than those actions is true freedom... Rock on bro.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats!!! I hope you have plans to celebrate tonight.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
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FU KK :P
I'll never forget how encouraging you we're during the first part of my quit bro. Thanks for leading the way!
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
Awesome job brother!
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
Awesome job brother!
great job on one year KKljinc. Great accomplishment. You have laid a nice foundation for a lifetime of quit. Keep up the great work. One brick at a time.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
Awesome job brother!
great job on one year KKljinc. Great accomplishment. You have laid a nice foundation for a lifetime of quit. Keep up the great work. One brick at a time.
you rock you bad bastard... I remember shit was happening on the site and you sent me a pm with your number and said you do not have an excuse to cave. PM me...I was on a vacation trippin over my dick n shit was going down and all of the sudden your text came and we chirped all day. You saved me I want you to know that from that day forth I knew I could do it. I wonder how old KK is doin and now I know he is kickin ass and I can say damn glad to say I am quit w you bro...rock it KK we will meet someday.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
Awesome job brother!
great job on one year KKljinc. Great accomplishment. You have laid a nice foundation for a lifetime of quit. Keep up the great work. One brick at a time.
you rock you bad bastard... I remember shit was happening on the site and you sent me a pm with your number and said you do not have an excuse to cave. PM me...I was on a vacation trippin over my dick n shit was going down and all of the sudden your text came and we chirped all day. You saved me I want you to know that from that day forth I knew I could do it. I wonder how old KK is doin and now I know he is kickin ass and I can say damn glad to say I am quit w you bro...rock it KK we will meet someday.
Really, glad I could help you Todd. We will meet, just not in the winter, to frigging cold where you are for this California boy.
Ice fishing looks cool though.
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1 Year, 365 days, 8,760 hours or 525,949 minutes. I can honestly say, I lived more of this year minute by minute and in some cases second by second than I did by days.
Now that, I am 365 days in I still live day by day in terms of +1 with my June 2013 group.
365 days ago, I was foggy, pissed off and just an intolerable ass, 365 later I am still an ass but I am quit. I could not have done it without KTC and my friends and quit buddies.
This has by far been one of the most challenging things I have ever done, but my god it's worth it. To see the light in my kids eyes as we counted down to HOF together. Even now they will randomly ask what day I am on. My wife saying she thought I would fail and that she figured I would chew until I died, she is proud.
My dad who has been bound by this addiction his entire life, says he wished he could have stayed quit after all those attempts, how proud he is that I'm not a slave any longer.
In these 365 days, I've gained so much. Reduced blood pressure, insurance rates as a non user. Health, one of my hardest things was not chewing after leaving the gym 'Crazy' how stupid was that? I am going to get healthy and then out poison in my mouth right after. What is in store for the next 365? God willing following my continued path of fitness. 365 more +1's I am also going to live this year by the day not by the second. I've got the tools and I've got the people.
This journey was so worth it
Congrats and I"m glad to read you are sticking around. Your posts were instrumental in my early quit- on my thread but others as well. And sometimes I relate to that guy on your av!
Congrats! Major accomplishment.....I thrive off of seeing the success of those before me!!! You strengthen my quit being here.
You are awesome brother.
Well Done Sir!!! Congrats...
'oh yeah'
Thanks for the kind words. For everyone posting I was a help in your quit you have no idea how much that means to me.
I quit with you all today, thanks for the support.
FU Sugar Smacks (Apple Jack)
KKLJINC,
I've been going to my 12 steps meetings for alcohol but the 12 steps apply in all addiction. Congrats on a year!!!! Great quit you have going there.
So here is a question posed to me that cause me to observe and do a lot of thinking and define the answer. I'll throw it to you.
Is there a diference between a Dry nic addict and a Nic addict in Recovery?
(My question was a Dry vs Sober) Adapted for nicotine......
What is the difference between them, if there is a difference?
I am so proud of you! I look forward to the next 365 days of quit with you my friend (one day at a time)!
Awesome job brother!
great job on one year KKljinc. Great accomplishment. You have laid a nice foundation for a lifetime of quit. Keep up the great work. One brick at a time.
you rock you bad bastard... I remember shit was happening on the site and you sent me a pm with your number and said you do not have an excuse to cave. PM me...I was on a vacation trippin over my dick n shit was going down and all of the sudden your text came and we chirped all day. You saved me I want you to know that from that day forth I knew I could do it. I wonder how old KK is doin and now I know he is kickin ass and I can say damn glad to say I am quit w you bro...rock it KK we will meet someday.
Really, glad I could help you Todd. We will meet, just not in the winter, to frigging cold where you are for this California boy.
Ice fishing looks cool though.
This is how its done on many fronts.
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Wow, this Intro was back like 39 pages, been a while since ole KK blew the dust off this bitch.
600 days today....Just another quit day, and when I posted roll this morning I had forgot it was my 600.
I had a nic dream around 595, but in this dream instead of caving I took the can, dumped it and lectured about quitting and how to quit properly. 600, days ago I was a fucking mess, I can remember those early days and they have fueled my quit.
What does 600 feel like? Sometimes days go by, and I don't even think of chew or chewing. Cravings still happen sadly, but they are easy to shrug off. I guess it's my punishment of having a 20 plus year habit, you still have to think about it once in a while and deal with your dumb choices. I still pay my stupid tax.
600 felt like 599, and I am assuming it will feel like 601 and so on. As long as I can keep up with the +1's the overall number does not matter as much as that +1
Heartfelt thanks to all of my quit buddies, you know who you are. June 2013, I've got your back.
KK
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Wow, this Intro was back like 39 pages, been a while since ole KK blew the dust off this bitch.
600 days today....Just another quit day, and when I posted roll this morning I had forgot it was my 600.
I had a nic dream around 595, but in this dream instead of caving I took the can, dumped it and lectured about quitting and how to quit properly. 600, days ago I was a fucking mess, I can remember those early days and they have fueled my quit.
What does 600 feel like? Sometimes days go by, and I don't even think of chew or chewing. Cravings still happen sadly, but they are easy to shrug off. I guess it's my punishment of having a 20 plus year habit, you still have to think about it once in a while and deal with your dumb choices. I still pay my stupid tax.
600 felt like 599, and I am assuming it will feel like 601 and so on. As long as I can keep up with the +1's the overall number does not matter as much as that +1
Heartfelt thanks to all of my quit buddies, you know who you are. June 2013, I've got your back.
KK
Congrats, and thanks for the help early in my quit!
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Wow, this Intro was back like 39 pages, been a while since ole KK blew the dust off this bitch.
600 days today....Just another quit day, and when I posted roll this morning I had forgot it was my 600.
I had a nic dream around 595, but in this dream instead of caving I took the can, dumped it and lectured about quitting and how to quit properly. 600, days ago I was a fucking mess, I can remember those early days and they have fueled my quit.
What does 600 feel like? Sometimes days go by, and I don't even think of chew or chewing. Cravings still happen sadly, but they are easy to shrug off. I guess it's my punishment of having a 20 plus year habit, you still have to think about it once in a while and deal with your dumb choices. I still pay my stupid tax.
600 felt like 599, and I am assuming it will feel like 601 and so on. As long as I can keep up with the +1's the overall number does not matter as much as that +1
Heartfelt thanks to all of my quit buddies, you know who you are. June 2013, I've got your back.
KK
Congrats, and thanks for the help early in my quit!
Badass as always KK... Quittin' with you bro.
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Wow, this Intro was back like 39 pages, been a while since ole KK blew the dust off this bitch.
600 days today....Just another quit day, and when I posted roll this morning I had forgot it was my 600.
I had a nic dream around 595, but in this dream instead of caving I took the can, dumped it and lectured about quitting and how to quit properly. 600, days ago I was a fucking mess, I can remember those early days and they have fueled my quit.
What does 600 feel like? Sometimes days go by, and I don't even think of chew or chewing. Cravings still happen sadly, but they are easy to shrug off. I guess it's my punishment of having a 20 plus year habit, you still have to think about it once in a while and deal with your dumb choices. I still pay my stupid tax.
600 felt like 599, and I am assuming it will feel like 601 and so on. As long as I can keep up with the +1's the overall number does not matter as much as that +1
Heartfelt thanks to all of my quit buddies, you know who you are. June 2013, I've got your back.
KK
Congrats, and thanks for the help early in my quit!
Badass as always KK... Quittin' with you bro.
I'll join the ghey love dog pile here...COngrats KKJLINC and thanks for always being there when needed
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Bump for some 7th floor lovin'!
Nicely done bro!
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Bump for some 7th floor lovin'!
Nicely done bro!
7th floor!?! Wow! Remember when you thought BAQ with 700 days under their belts were quit gods? Well you were right :)
Well done.
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Bump for some 7th floor lovin'!
Nicely done bro!
7th floor!?! Wow! Remember when you thought BAQ with 700 days under their belts were quit gods? Well you were right :)
Well done.
Thanks, AJ, appreciate the love. Yep, I can remember when 700 days, seemed like a dream. Now just waiting for my Comma.
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2 year bumpage!
Nice work bro...
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Belated congrats man!!!! And I wanted to say you have the best avatar I've ever seen!!!! I've felt that way many times!
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Passed the 1,000 mark. Just another day just another post. Quit like fuck every day with what is left of my June brothers, were down to about 3 regular posters.
Stick with it, it's so worth it. Days go by and dip never crosses my mind. I am free, you can be free.
I may not bring this thing back until 2,000 who knows.
KK
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Passed the 1,000 mark. Just another day just another post. Quit like fuck every day with what is left of my June brothers, were down to about 3 regular posters.
Stick with it, it's so worth it. Days go by and dip never crosses my mind. I am free, you can be free.
I may not bring this thing back until 2,000 who knows.
KK
congrats Jeff proud to quit with you
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Passed the 1,000 mark. Just another day just another post. Quit like fuck every day with what is left of my June brothers, were down to about 3 regular posters.
Stick with it, it's so worth it. Days go by and dip never crosses my mind. I am free, you can be free.
I may not bring this thing back until 2,000 who knows.
KK
congrats Jeff proud to quit with you
Congrats on the comma brother!