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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Kandalk on June 11, 2013, 03:05:00 PM
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My name is Kandice, I have gone 37 hours now with no nicotine. I quit smoking at the beginning of the year after smoking for 15 years, and now I have decided that it is time to ktc, after 10+ years. I have dipped Copenhagen, long horn, and skoal anywhere from a can a day to a can and half. My head is pounding and feeling like I am walking through pea soup fog.
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This site can help you kick your nicotine habit to the curb. We don't use words like try or hope as they are just another excuse for our addictive brains to tell us another lie. There are no short cuts, but here are some links that will help you navigate this site.
This a NO NICOTINE site. End of discussion. Why this Site Works (http://www.killthecan.org/about/why.asp)
Biggest thing to do is get acquainted with this site.
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614) and What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp)
Your quit Decision (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=1791&view=findpost&p=4771433) MUST be 100% about you. Anything short of that sets you up for failure by allowing your addict brain to blame a given situation as reason for you to go back to the can. Quitting out of fear of a medical issue fades as soon as the doctor or dentist gives you a clean bill of health.
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Like you have heard on the other thread...you have come to the right place. The process is easy...wake up, post roll, promise not to use any nicotine that day and keep your word. Like i said the process is easy...quitting is hard. One day at a time kandice...and in your case, like it was in mine, maybe one hour at a time...or even less. The first few days will be like a roller coaster ride, and this site will be your harness. Reach out...quit on...
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I see you already posted roll! That is awesome!! May I ask, based on your name I'm guessing you might be a woman? My apologies if that's not the case! We have very few women here but we have formed a strong sisterhood and would be happy to welcome a new quitter!
I'll leave the rest if the encouragement and description of the suck and the fog to the guys. I quit smoking, never used smokeless and I have loads of respect for everyone who breaks that chain and takes back their freedom.
Welcome!
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I see you already posted roll! That is awesome!! May I ask, based on your name I'm guessing you might be a woman? My apologies if that's not the case! We have very few women here but we have formed a strong sisterhood and would be happy to welcome a new quitter!
I'll leave the rest if the encouragement and description of the suck and the fog to the guys. I quit smoking, never used smokeless and I have loads of respect for everyone who breaks that chain and takes back their freedom.
Welcome!
you lissin up to this girl cuz shes a bad ass quiterer.
me im just here to point out the obveus that may be peepel dont see just yet. any ways its good you rite down how shitty you feel rite now. and for the next cuppel a days to. rite it down here. then next time your thinkin bout a dip or a canser stick you reed it and disside wether or not you want to feel that shitty agin.
im 4 and a haff years quit cuz i rememember the suck. evry. day. and i aint doin it agin.
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Welcome to KTC Kandice, you are surrounded with a lot of quit!
First days will be the tough one's. Your brain has to get re-wired for a life without poison.
Get your supplies ready.. Water, Lots! Seed, gum , candy , fake chew whatever you need to get your mind off the dip.
Get accountable, its huge in how your quit will work. Read HOF's get into live chat, whatever you need to do. I quit with you today, and we will do it again in 24 hours. It's how we do it.
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ps. my intro whats linked in my sig line there - its the bestest thred one - has lots a good stuff. some peepel say it makes there head hurt just reedin it. but sinse you got a headake all reddy it prolly wont hurt none to reed it.
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I see you already posted roll! That is awesome!! May I ask, based on your name I'm guessing you might be a woman? My apologies if that's not the case! We have very few women here but we have formed a strong sisterhood and would be happy to welcome a new quitter!
I'll leave the rest if the encouragement and description of the suck and the fog to the guys. I quit smoking, never used smokeless and I have loads of respect for everyone who breaks that chain and takes back their freedom.
Welcome!
Yes I am a woman. I welcome both the community, accountability and the encouragement.
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Welcome to KTC Kandice, you are surrounded with a lot of quit!
First days will be the tough one's. Your brain has to get re-wired for a life without poison.
Get your supplies ready.. Water, Lots! Seed, gum , candy , fake chew whatever you need to get your mind off the dip.
Get accountable, its huge in how your quit will work. Read HOF's get into live chat, whatever you need to do. I quit with you today, and we will do it again in 24 hours. It's how we do it.
It feels like hell, my head hurts, I feel irritable and my body is screaming at me. But I am commited to never stick that crap in my mouth again. Now if I could focus on my school work.
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You have made a great decision today and finding this site is the best thing that could have ever happend to your quit. You posted roll, Hell Yea you go! It's gonna suck bad but it is worth it. The premise of this site is simple post roll keep your word, drink deep of the koolaid, and develop a support group. Of coarse simple doesn't = easy. But it's doable. We all did it and so can you. Pm me if you need anything!
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Like you have heard on the other thread...you have come to the right place. The process is easy...wake up, post roll, promise not to use any nicotine that day and keep your word. Like i said the process is easy...quitting is hard. One day at a time kandice...and in your case, like it was in mine, maybe one hour at a time...or even less. The first few days will be like a roller coaster ride, and this site will be your harness. Reach out...quit on...
amen
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I see you already posted roll! That is awesome!! May I ask, based on your name I'm guessing you might be a woman? My apologies if that's not the case! We have very few women here but we have formed a strong sisterhood and would be happy to welcome a new quitter!
I'll leave the rest if the encouragement and description of the suck and the fog to the guys. I quit smoking, never used smokeless and I have loads of respect for everyone who breaks that chain and takes back their freedom.
Welcome!
Yes I am a woman. I welcome both the community, accountability and the encouragement.
Welcome! Always happy to see another female quitter! Don't get me wrong, we :wub: the guys. If you need anything at all call or text me. My numbers in your inbox. Post early every damn day, the rest will work itself out as long as you use the tools handed to you here. READ, READ, READ!!
Cindy
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Hurting today, feels like I am hitting a brick wall, just want to break down and cry my eyes out. Want a dip so dame bad. But I will not give in. I now the physical fight is over and now this is just mental. Today is Day 7, I will not give. Need support.
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Hurting today, feels like I am hitting a brick wall, just want to break down and cry my eyes out. Want a dip so dame bad. But I will not give in. I now the physical fight is over and now this is just mental. Today is Day 7, I will not give. Need support.
Check your inbox. I just sent you my number, but you already have 2mch's number. Use them. These are the tools you have been provided to build your quit. We will support you all day long. Call us.
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Hurting today, feels like I am hitting a brick wall, just want to break down and cry my eyes out. Want a dip so dame bad. But I will not give in. I now the physical fight is over and now this is just mental. Today is Day 7, I will not give. Need support.
Check your inbox. I just sent you my number, but you already have 2mch's number. Use them. These are the tools you have been provided to build your quit. We will support you all day long. Call us.
You are on day 7 so clearly you are a bad ass and can get through the day. You did good by posting here and on the 911 link. letting us know that you are having a bad day is important. Now take wmcatty's advice and use your numbers. If you do not like to talk on the phone at least text someone. The tools save you if you use them. Keep your head up. PM me if you need ANYTHING
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Kandalk, I just sent you a response to your PM. Remember the following until we talk again: YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO USE NICOTINE! Talk to your friends that have lost so much and put your energy into that right now. The craves will pass, I promise you.
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Hurting today, feels like I am hitting a brick wall, just want to break down and cry my eyes out. Want a dip so dame bad. But I will not give in. I now the physical fight is over and now this is just mental. Today is Day 7, I will not give. Need support.
I sent a pm with my number. Please use it anytime!
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Hey Kandalk the Slutember slayers are all about accountability, but more importantly about support and helping each other through each and every day free of nicotine. You can do this lady, you're at day 7. Phone calls are free when you compare to the cost of nicotine addiction, slavery to a can, cancer risk, not to mention letting yourself down. Call!
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Drink alot of water. And get some cardio in too. It's gonna hurt, but you will feel better after. Just keep drinking... (water, no alcohol)
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Hey Kandalk the Slutember slayers are all about accountability, but more importantly about support and helping each other through each and every day free of nicotine. You can do this lady, you're at day 7. Phone calls are free when you compare to the cost of nicotine addiction, slavery to a can, cancer risk, not to mention letting yourself down. Call!
Damn good stuff right here...
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Hey Kandice, don't fall off the grid! I don't see you in roll and you're not answering texts. What's going on girl? You want your freedom and no one said it would be easy but you can do this! Post roll! Make your promise and don't use nicotine today. Just get through today.
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Kandalk, I just sent you a response to your PM. Remember the following until we talk again: YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO USE NICOTINE! Talk to your friends that have lost so much and put your energy into that right now. The craves will pass, I promise you.
Aside from being the prettiest quitter on the site, wmcatty is also one of the most comitted to the cause. If he gave you his number, use it BEFORE you do something dumb. Brotherhood (Sisterhood) starts with accountability. You have to reach out for help when you need it. This interwebby-thing is great for communication but sucks for conveying emotion and needs that can easily be read face to face.
I don't see a post for today, Day 8. Reach out.
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You've got this! I'm proud of you for fighting through!
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Kandalk is struggling today. She's gonna be strong but she could use some support today. Lets give it to her.
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Kandalk is struggling today. She's gonna be strong but she could use some support today. Lets give it to her.
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heard you are having a time that the rest of us also did. YOU CAN DO THIS. Never look too far ahead.
The next time you have a troubled feeling, just shout out : I AM QUIT AND I AM NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE. Maybe throw in a couple of curses and then just start to laugh as you are so much better than the nic bitch.
You are winning, the nicotene is out of your system. Just keep pushing ahead and don't look back.
And don't forget that we are all here for you.
Be strong
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Kandalk is struggling today. She's gonna be strong but she could use some support today. Lets give it to her.
Hey K -
heard you are having a time that the rest of us also did. YOU CAN DO THIS. Never look too far ahead.
The next time you have a troubled feeling, just shout out : I AM QUIT AND I AM NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE. Maybe throw in a couple of curses and then just start to laugh as you are so much better than the nic bitch.
You are winning, the nicotene is out of your system. Just keep pushing ahead and don't look back.
And don't forget that we are all here for you.
Be strong
Keep pushing thru one day at a time. It will get easier to be quit.
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Hi. My name is Diesel2112. Well actually its Craig, my mom wasn't THAT stupid. Although I have always hated the name Craig.
Anyhoot, I hear you're having a tough go of late.
I've been there sista. It is tough stuff fo sho. (Read my intro if you have 3 hours of free time)
One thing you must remember is that you are doing the right thing. Doing the wrong thing by going back to Nicotine could literally kill you.
Two years ago my wife lost her uncle to small cell cancer caused directly by nicotine addiction.
He was 58 when he died, although the 2 years of his life stunk. In and out of chemo/radiation, lost all his hair, could barely eat, had zero energy...was just a sack of skin basically.
Prior to that the dude loved life. He loved the tigers, lions, and U of M football ( we are from Michigan). He was happily married and had a son who was 23 when he died. They were the perfect family. My kids loved Uncle Billy too. He treated them like gold.
Today...his wife is on a ton of anti depression meds, has lost their house and is bankrupt. Their son has become basically anti social and rarely comes to family functions anymore. My kids say "I wish Uncle Bill was gonna be there" every time we get together with that side of the family.
The dumb bastard chose nicotine for too long. Not only did it kill him, it left a path of destruction on those who loved him most. I guarantee if he had it to do over again he would have quit that shit.
YOU have that chance. You have already started down the road, the right road. Don't go back. I know the roads bumpy and sucky but we can help you walk it if you let us, and I promise it gets smoother.
58 years old.
Not sure how old you are, or that it matters. That's waaaay too young to die, especially when you are the one at the controls.
You can do this K. I KNOW you can. Don't be like Uncle Bill.
Grind this out and walk the road with us. Their are beautiful things to see. Things so beautiful you couldn't imagine them if I told you. The freedom you will feel is beyond words. Its rough in the beginning but so worth it.
Come back to us, please. It could literally be life or death.
Pm me ANY TIME you need help.
Diesel2112 aka Craig
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Hello k. You have to realize how important this quit is. Ask yourself if your worth it? Let me say that you are worth it. You are worth every withdrawal, every sleepless night, every crave and more.
Three times in a year I've been given devastating news. If you get time read my last thread on my intro. Don't be someones devastating news. Take all the steps you can to prevent your family from going through something you might be able to prevent.
You have been taking back your life from a enemy that shows no mercy. It takes time to get back some of what it has taken. Stay the course. Everything gets much better. Quitting is so worth it. You are so worth it. Ask your family,, I bet they will agree.
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Kandalk, I just sent you a response to your PM. Remember the following until we talk again: YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO USE NICOTINE! Talk to your friends that have lost so much and put your energy into that right now. The craves will pass, I promise you.
Aside from being the prettiest quitter on the site, wmcatty is also one of the most comitted to the cause. If he gave you his number, use it BEFORE you do something dumb. Brotherhood (Sisterhood) starts with accountability. You have to reach out for help when you need it. This interwebby-thing is great for communication but sucks for conveying emotion and needs that can easily be read face to face.
I don't see a post for today, Day 8. Reach out.
ACCOUNTABILITY!!!! I've reached out a number if times with no response whatsoever... You don't have to use the tools you're given but it will be much easier to succeed if you do. Quitting is all mental after the first few days.... Tell yourself you're not going to be a slave anymore, promise us you won't use, call or text when you struggle and JUST QUIT!! It really is that simple.
Hope all is well.
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Hello k. You have to realize how important this quit is. Ask yourself if your worth it? Let me say that you are worth it. You are worth every withdrawal, every sleepless night, every crave and more.
Three times in a year I've been given devastating news. If you get time read my last thread on my intro. Don't be someones devastating news. Take all the steps you can to prevent your family from going through something you might be able to prevent.
You have been taking back your life from a enemy that shows no mercy. It takes time to get back some of what it has taken. Stay the course. Everything gets much better. Quitting is so worth it. You are so worth it. Ask your family,, I bet they will agree.
Srans, you just brought a tear to my eye...she IS worth it...and so are YOU.
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Hey Kandalk, post or not, keep quit, keep strong, and keep in touch. I'll PM my digits to you and realize I can understand some of what your struggle is and the other guys have said there's definitely light at the end of the tunnel. And don't forget to post roll!
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
Bro days 30-40 were rough in my quit. Use whatever you have to use to stay quit. I used Smokey mountain daily until 5 days ago. Now I have only used 1 time in that stretch. What I am saying is that eventually your body and you will get tired of the fake. It varies from person to person though. Just keep that poison out of your body. Post roll and hang on tight. You got this man. I just finished up day 51. I was in your shoes just a couple of weeks back. One day at a time man.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
Kandalk, congrats on hitting the big 30. Did you think you would have made it this far a month ago? Remember to follow your quit plan...drink lots of water, exercise, and call me if things start looking shitty. I have plenty of faith in you. The fake has helped you with the oral part, but the nicotine withdrawl is still trying to convince your brain you need it. Screw that. One bad day is almost in the log books. Use the fake until you decide you longer need it...and keep telling yourself that you have beat the urge for 29 days and you will start beating it again in the morning. Give it hell, as you are winning the battle.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
You used nicotine for 15 years.
Your days used to quit ratio is like 5,475:30.
30 days is AWESOME and something to be proud of, but you got a pretty big rock to keep chipping away at.
I did too. Chewed Kodiak for 15 years. Was up to about 2 cans a day when I finally quit.
Not unusual to feel some funk around the 30 days and there is no real answer when you should stop with the fake. I say when you feel a little better and more confident , try to use less and less.
Right now you have to do what you have to do to keep nic out of your body.
The funks will fade and you WILL feel better.
You're in the heart of battle right now. You have to keep marching. Their are beautiful things ahead. I promise.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
You used nicotine for 15 years.
Your days used to quit ratio is like 5,475:30.
30 days is AWESOME and something to be proud of, but you got a pretty big rock to keep chipping away at.
I did too. Chewed Kodiak for 15 years. Was up to about 2 cans a day when I finally quit.
Not unusual to feel some funk around the 30 days and there is no real answer when you should stop with the fake. I say when you feel a little better and more confident , try to use less and less.
Right now you have to do what you have to do to keep nic out of your body.
The funks will fade and you WILL feel better.
You're in the heart of battle right now. You have to keep marching. Their are beautiful things ahead. I promise.
don't worry about the fake. the usage will fall away. try saying out loud, this is fake and its only a crutch to lean on for a while every time you grab a pinch.
your body knows its not the drug so don't fret about it. just keep putting a nail in the door every damn day by posting roll. the first 100 days was like a roller coaster and you just need to focus on learning the tools to combat nicotine. remember there isn't a silver bullet or magic number of days that cure us. we all fight our battles daily.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
You used nicotine for 15 years.
Your days used to quit ratio is like 5,475:30.
30 days is AWESOME and something to be proud of, but you got a pretty big rock to keep chipping away at.
I did too. Chewed Kodiak for 15 years. Was up to about 2 cans a day when I finally quit.
Not unusual to feel some funk around the 30 days and there is no real answer when you should stop with the fake. I say when you feel a little better and more confident , try to use less and less.
Right now you have to do what you have to do to keep nic out of your body.
The funks will fade and you WILL feel better.
You're in the heart of battle right now. You have to keep marching. Their are beautiful things ahead. I promise.
don't worry about the fake. the usage will fall away. try saying out loud, this is fake and its only a crutch to lean on for a while every time you grab a pinch.
your body knows its not the drug so don't fret about it. just keep putting a nail in the door every damn day by posting roll. the first 100 days was like a roller coaster and you just need to focus on learning the tools to combat nicotine. remember there isn't a silver bullet or magic number of days that cure us. we all fight our battles daily.
Do you have digits are you staying close to the site? I have followed thread and there appears to be times you drop off the radar and are hard to find. Even if you dont sit at a computer most peeps have fones on them. Peeps can bounce texts off eachother all damn day. You are not in this alone you have a whole new family of 15k+ all doing +1's. You need to learn to lean on us your group whoever just do it. Get stronger if you have any left in the tank help someone else. Get active on the site post in other groups. Read Philsters .02 on his thread I am sure you can pull some pointers outta there. Cbird has tons on his thread. You can learn from everyone here from vets to peeps with less days than you. Most are new to quit not new to being an addict. Ramblin now so I will close for now
PM if you need a number....its not wierd or weak its smart to grab as many as you can jic your one number is busy.
Trauma out
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
You used nicotine for 15 years.
Your days used to quit ratio is like 5,475:30.
30 days is AWESOME and something to be proud of, but you got a pretty big rock to keep chipping away at.
I did too. Chewed Kodiak for 15 years. Was up to about 2 cans a day when I finally quit.
Not unusual to feel some funk around the 30 days and there is no real answer when you should stop with the fake. I say when you feel a little better and more confident , try to use less and less.
Right now you have to do what you have to do to keep nic out of your body.
The funks will fade and you WILL feel better.
You're in the heart of battle right now. You have to keep marching. Their are beautiful things ahead. I promise.
don't worry about the fake. the usage will fall away. try saying out loud, this is fake and its only a crutch to lean on for a while every time you grab a pinch.
your body knows its not the drug so don't fret about it. just keep putting a nail in the door every damn day by posting roll. the first 100 days was like a roller coaster and you just need to focus on learning the tools to combat nicotine. remember there isn't a silver bullet or magic number of days that cure us. we all fight our battles daily.
Do you have digits are you staying close to the site? I have followed thread and there appears to be times you drop off the radar and are hard to find. Even if you dont sit at a computer most peeps have fones on them. Peeps can bounce texts off eachother all damn day. You are not in this alone you have a whole new family of 15k+ all doing +1's. You need to learn to lean on us your group whoever just do it. Get stronger if you have any left in the tank help someone else. Get active on the site post in other groups. Read Philsters .02 on his thread I am sure you can pull some pointers outta there. Cbird has tons on his thread. You can learn from everyone here from vets to peeps with less days than you. Most are new to quit not new to being an addict. Ramblin now so I will close for now
PM if you need a number....its not wierd or weak its smart to grab as many as you can jic your one number is busy.
Trauma out
I do have digits of some that have become a core support group. I am staying close and connecting with them. Just in a very busy time with it being tourist season were I live.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
Kandalk, congrats on hitting the big 30. Did you think you would have made it this far a month ago? Remember to follow your quit plan...drink lots of water, exercise, and call me if things start looking shitty. I have plenty of faith in you. The fake has helped you with the oral part, but the nicotine withdrawl is still trying to convince your brain you need it. Screw that. One bad day is almost in the log books. Use the fake until you decide you longer need it...and keep telling yourself that you have beat the urge for 29 days and you will start beating it again in the morning. Give it hell, as you are winning the battle.
Never thought i would see 30, but now that i have I have a renewed stance to keep it going and never turn back.
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I hit day 30 tomorrow. But i feel like I am back at day one. It feels like I am walking through pea soup. It's like I am relying on the fake stuff to get from day to day. When is it time to look at getting rid of it?
Kandalk, congrats on hitting the big 30. Did you think you would have made it this far a month ago? Remember to follow your quit plan...drink lots of water, exercise, and call me if things start looking shitty. I have plenty of faith in you. The fake has helped you with the oral part, but the nicotine withdrawl is still trying to convince your brain you need it. Screw that. One bad day is almost in the log books. Use the fake until you decide you longer need it...and keep telling yourself that you have beat the urge for 29 days and you will start beating it again in the morning. Give it hell, as you are winning the battle.
Never thought i would see 30, but now that i have I have a renewed stance to keep it going and never turn back.
There you go now you are on it...I smell some quit here. You have this play NAFAR over in your head...use the suck to help you stay the course. Keep kickin ass girl!
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29 and looking forward to 30.. What an accomplishment. The way I remember it those were the slowest 30 days I ever faced in My life. I'm pretty sure time slowed down for that first 30. I figure about 6 months would be about right.
I hit a period around 30 days where I felt awful. Never have I experienced Depression (funks) until quitting the poison. It was a new feeling for me that I had to deal with. Good news here is it didn't last long. A couple days maybe 3 or 4 and I felt good once again.
Stay the course and never look back. Nothing back there but the poison. Be proud and know that as time keeps ticking things get easier and easier. You still might have a few rough days here and there, but things do get better. I'm at 146 and I am so happy with the decision I have made.
My worse day without the poison is better than my best day with it. ODAAT and NAFAR. I quit with you...
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What the fuck is going on with my body. I feel like I am walking in a God dam fog bank with waves of fog just rolling over me. I have questioned why the fuck i am doing this. I get it I am going through a fucking funk with this bitch. But shit why the hell do I feel so dame horny all the dame time? It is driving me up the wall it almost like I need to stand under a dame cold shower all fucking day. 'fireman'
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
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Keep it up Kandalk. We can do this thing. I barely knew my name at times today.
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
keep it up it does get easier everyday... welcome to the team get to know them they will help your quit.
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
keep it up it does get easier everyday... welcome to the team get to know them they will help your quit.
Good work Kandalk. Knew you could hang in there
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
keep it up it does get easier everyday... welcome to the team get to know them they will help your quit.
Good work Kandalk. Knew you could hang in there
Good stuff. Working on 60,, that's great kandalk. My 3 cents on the fake. I used it until the 40, s. Tossed it out and hadn't touched it since. I still eat a lot of gum and use toothpicks while driving. You don't really need it, but its up to you. You'll find that's its pretty easy to stop usage. Took me maybe a week before i didn't miss it anymore.
If the fake is your only concern right now I'm going to move my attention to more important things. I'n other words,, stay quit brother,, that's the most important thing. Keep your guard up, a lot of quitters have a hard time in the 70's. It sounds like you really meant business when you quit, so you shouldn't have Any problems. Quit with you.
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
keep it up it does get easier everyday... welcome to the team get to know them they will help your quit.
Good work Kandalk. Knew you could hang in there
Good stuff. Working on 60,, that's great kandalk. My 3 cents on the fake. I used it until the 40, s. Tossed it out and hadn't touched it since. I still eat a lot of gum and use toothpicks while driving. You don't really need it, but its up to you. You'll find that's its pretty easy to stop usage. Took me maybe a week before i didn't miss it anymore.
If the fake is your only concern right now I'm going to move my attention to more important things. I'n other words,, stay quit brother,, that's the most important thing. Keep your guard up, a lot of quitters have a hard time in the 70's. It sounds like you really meant business when you quit, so you shouldn't have Any problems. Quit with you.
There are days when this family of really annoying brothers and awesome sisters plus the fakes shit are the only things that are keeping my from considering caving. I make a promise everyday to my siblings and I am a woman who keeps her word. I will give the fake up at some point but not at the risk of compromising my quit.
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Day 57, fog banks have rolled back for the most part, still useing the fake stuff to fight triggers but am finding more and more asking myself do i actually need this to get throuhg and it is no, minus driving home, or school work these were huge triggers. So for all you new comers the first 30 is hell. But there is light and it gets easier and easier. Stick with it, get digets stay connected and there will always be a hand held out to keep you standing.
keep it up it does get easier everyday... welcome to the team get to know them they will help your quit.
Good work Kandalk. Knew you could hang in there
Good stuff. Working on 60,, that's great kandalk. My 3 cents on the fake. I used it until the 40, s. Tossed it out and hadn't touched it since. I still eat a lot of gum and use toothpicks while driving. You don't really need it, but its up to you. You'll find that's its pretty easy to stop usage. Took me maybe a week before i didn't miss it anymore.
If the fake is your only concern right now I'm going to move my attention to more important things. I'n other words,, stay quit brother,, that's the most important thing. Keep your guard up, a lot of quitters have a hard time in the 70's. It sounds like you really meant business when you quit, so you shouldn't have Any problems. Quit with you.
There are days when this family of really annoying brothers and awesome sisters plus the fakes shit are the only things that are keeping my from considering caving. I make a promise everyday to my siblings and I am a woman who keeps her word. I will give the fake up at some point but not at the risk of compromising my quit.
As long as you don't put the real in your pie hole i'm happy. You'll eventually give it up when your ready,,, don't sweat it.
Your in the upper 60's now,, what a triumph. Your doing great kandalk, keep doing what your doing,, whatever is working. Your coming up on the 70's which can be a little rough. After this though everything gets a lot easier. Keep your head up, keep moving and get to the next door.
It's the weekend, do something and try to get your mind in another place. Get your head up and be proud of where your at. You are building a new world and it takes blood sweat and tears. When you get done with this new wold you will love it. It's a place where you can be proud. Glad to be quit with you kandalk.
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Day 79. Last 10 days have been pretty much hell, not cravings or anything like that more so medical really bad scare with my asthma last week and has just been a battle somedays to get enough air. It is finally settling down and the medicine give for use at home has really made the difference. However as I reflect back this time period could have been a lot worse had I still been dipping, if this addiction was still in control of my life, and had my lungs not already had started healing from being quit.
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Day 79. Last 10 days have been pretty much hell, not cravings or anything like that more so medical really bad scare with my asthma last week and has just been a battle somedays to get enough air. It is finally settling down and the medicine give for use at home has really made the difference. However as I reflect back this time period could have been a lot worse had I still been dipping, if this addiction was still in control of my life, and had my lungs not already had started healing from being quit.
I remember hitting a rough spot in the 70's. You hang in there brother. I promise things do get better.
Miles - +1 with you today!
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Day 79. Last 10 days have been pretty much hell, not cravings or anything like that more so medical really bad scare with my asthma last week and has just been a battle somedays to get enough air. It is finally settling down and the medicine give for use at home has really made the difference. However as I reflect back this time period could have been a lot worse had I still been dipping, if this addiction was still in control of my life, and had my lungs not already had started healing from being quit.
I remember hitting a rough spot in the 70's. You hang in there brother. I promise things do get better.
Miles - +1 with you today!
glad you made it through, when it comes to health it does get very scary but you hang in there so you must remember these last days and count them as a huge victory and be proud of yourself
hang tight as HOF is around the corner (ok may be a big corner), and then off to the higher and higher floors
I too quit with you Each and Every Day....
SirDerek y+1
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Day 79. Last 10 days have been pretty much hell, not cravings or anything like that more so medical really bad scare with my asthma last week and has just been a battle somedays to get enough air. It is finally settling down and the medicine give for use at home has really made the difference. However as I reflect back this time period could have been a lot worse had I still been dipping, if this addiction was still in control of my life, and had my lungs not already had started healing from being quit.
I remember hitting a rough spot in the 70's. You hang in there brother. I promise things do get better.
Miles - +1 with you today!
glad you made it through, when it comes to health it does get very scary but you hang in there so you must remember these last days and count them as a huge victory and be proud of yourself
hang tight as HOF is around the corner (ok may be a big corner), and then off to the higher and higher floors
I too quit with you Each and Every Day....
SirDerek y+1
Proud of you kandalk. It its apparent you are in it to win it. I remember you from day one. 20 more and hof. Very impressive.
I think i called you brother a couple times, I'm sorry, i get carried away. Darn glad to call you my sister though. You have come a long ways. Keep on pressing forward, you've come to far. Might as well keep on keepen on. Quit with you.
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92
I cant get my mind to wrap around it. It seems like in the last 92 days I have walked through hell and back numerous times.
How the hell did i get here it was through some tough love from Diesel2112, and billy250, cant leave out traumagnet or srans, and Evil.
There was also just plain love from MattF, and wmcatty, 2mch2lv4, and lionheartgirl.
Thanks to all how have helped me walk this path, or kicked my butt down it. There have been days I have needed it.
The fight is not over, it will never be over. But this is my family who i have learned to trust and I know they got my back, or permission to kick my ass if need be.
Newbies dont come in here and be disrespecting the family, come in and get one board or get out.
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92 solid days of quit Kandice! Not giving up and being tough as nails was what I noticed over that past 3 months, that's plenty of inspiration to keep me going. It's got to get easier and the next 108 should be a piece of cake but keep up your guard!
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92 solid days of quit Kandice! Not giving up and being tough as nails was what I noticed over that past 3 months, that's plenty of inspiration to keep me going. It's got to get easier and the next 108 should be a piece of cake but keep up your guard!
never back down, never give up
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Congrats on 92 days!!
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Congratulations Kandalk...you worked hard and worked the program even harder. I am proud of you and your accomplishments. Wayne
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92
I cant get my mind to wrap around it. It seems like in the last 92 days I have walked through hell and back numerous times.
How the hell did i get here it was through some tough love from Diesel2112, and billy250, cant leave out traumagnet or srans, and Evil.
There was also just plain love from MattF, and wmcatty, 2mch2lv4, and lionheartgirl.
Thanks to all how have helped me walk this path, or kicked my butt down it. There have been days I have needed it.
The fight is not over, it will never be over. But this is my family who i have learned to trust and I know they got my back, or permission to kick my ass if need be.
Newbies dont come in here and be disrespecting the family, come in and get one board or get out.
Congrats on 92 days and I love the closing statement from you, well said and done ma'am.
Pinched
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92
I cant get my mind to wrap around it. It seems like in the last 92 days I have walked through hell and back numerous times.
How the hell did i get here it was through some tough love from Diesel2112, and billy250, cant leave out traumagnet or srans, and Evil.
There was also just plain love from MattF, and wmcatty, 2mch2lv4, and lionheartgirl.
Thanks to all how have helped me walk this path, or kicked my butt down it. There have been days I have needed it.
The fight is not over, it will never be over. But this is my family who i have learned to trust and I know they got my back, or permission to kick my ass if need be.
Newbies dont come in here and be disrespecting the family, come in and get one board or get out.
Congrats on 92 days and I love the closing statement from you, well said and done ma'am.
Pinched
Great post kandalk. 7 more and a wake up. Taking it to the house!!
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92
I cant get my mind to wrap around it. It seems like in the last 92 days I have walked through hell and back numerous times.
How the hell did i get here it was through some tough love from Diesel2112, and billy250, cant leave out traumagnet or srans, and Evil.
There was also just plain love from MattF, and wmcatty, 2mch2lv4, and lionheartgirl.
Thanks to all how have helped me walk this path, or kicked my butt down it. There have been days I have needed it.
The fight is not over, it will never be over. But this is my family who i have learned to trust and I know they got my back, or permission to kick my ass if need be.
Newbies dont come in here and be disrespecting the family, come in and get one board or get out.
Congrats on 92 days and I love the closing statement from you, well said and done ma'am.
Pinched
Great post kandalk. 7 more and a wake up. Taking it to the house!!
Out fucking standing. You are a true example of how hard work and dedication pays.
You had some rough times but did not through in the towel. You kept fighting. Fighting for your freedom.
You're fights not over but I bet it's easier now than it was, and I can tell you for a fact that it will only get easier with time.
Keep up the good work. Can't wait to see you with your HOF blazer on. But even though it's right around the corner, just worry about today. Just like you've been doing for the past 92 days.
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92
I cant get my mind to wrap around it. It seems like in the last 92 days I have walked through hell and back numerous times.
How the hell did i get here it was through some tough love from Diesel2112, and billy250, cant leave out traumagnet or srans, and Evil.
There was also just plain love from MattF, and wmcatty, 2mch2lv4, and lionheartgirl.
Thanks to all how have helped me walk this path, or kicked my butt down it. There have been days I have needed it.
The fight is not over, it will never be over. But this is my family who i have learned to trust and I know they got my back, or permission to kick my ass if need be.
Newbies dont come in here and be disrespecting the family, come in and get one board or get out.
Congrats on 92 days and I love the closing statement from you, well said and done ma'am.
Pinched
Great post kandalk. 7 more and a wake up. Taking it to the house!!
Out fucking standing. You are a true example of how hard work and dedication pays.
You had some rough times but did not through in the towel. You kept fighting. Fighting for your freedom.
You're fights not over but I bet it's easier now than it was, and I can tell you for a fact that it will only get easier with time.
Keep up the good work. Can't wait to see you with your HOF blazer on. But even though it's right around the corner, just worry about today. Just like you've been doing for the past 92 days.
Keep your ears pinned back and keep on kicking ass ODAAT style. I also have a new rope in the mail to ya....
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Just wanted you to have this in your thread bro. Way to go on your quit. Keep this shit going bro!
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing his way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. He would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that he would be crazy but school just keeps him too busy. The craziest thing he has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that he is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
He said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
His favorite show is Duck dynasty and he likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
He is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. He finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
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Congrats on the HOF Kandice. Your worked hard to get here. You should be proud of yourself. Great work, now keep it going!!!
p.s . Don't be afraid of me, I don't bite...too hard.
Congrats again, girl!!!
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Just wanted you to have this in your thread bro. Way to go on your quit. Keep this shit going bro!
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing his way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. He would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that he would be crazy but school just keeps him too busy. The craziest thing he has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that he is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
He said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
His favorite show is Duck dynasty and he likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
He is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. He finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
I AM NOT A HE, BUT RATHER A SHE.
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Congrats on the HOF Kandice. Your worked hard to get here. You should be proud of yourself. Great work, now keep it going!!!
p.s . Don't be afraid of me, I don't bite...too hard.
Congrats again, girl!!!
Thanks means a to me
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Just wanted you to have this in your thread bro. Way to go on your quit. Keep this shit going bro!
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing his way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. He would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that he would be crazy but school just keeps him too busy. The craziest thing he has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that he is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
He said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
His favorite show is Duck dynasty and he likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
He is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. He finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
I AM NOT A bro, BUT RATHER A sis.
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Just wanted you to have this in your thread bro. Way to go on your quit. Keep this shit going bro!
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing his way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. He would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that he would be crazy but school just keeps him too busy. The craziest thing he has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that he is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
He said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
His favorite show is Duck dynasty and he likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
He is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. He finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
I AM NOT A bro, BUT RATHER A sis.
Please forgive me sweetheart!!! Nonetheless you are part of the "brotherhood"lol. I hope that my mistake doesn't at all mess up your day as it is a very important day for you. Your a bad ass quitter, congratulations and I do apologize!!!!
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Ok here is the corrected version of your HOF welcome to the train. That someone other than My dumbass corrected lol. Have a great day Sister and congratulations on a huge accomplishment.
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing her way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. She would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that she would be crazy but school just keeps her too busy. The craziest thing she has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that she is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
She said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
Her favorite show is Duck dynasty and she likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
She is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. She finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
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Congrats on reaching 100 days!!
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Ok here is the corrected version of your HOF welcome to the train. That someone other than My dumbass corrected lol. Have a great day Sister and congratulations on a huge accomplishment.
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing her way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. She would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that she would be crazy but school just keeps her too busy. The craziest thing she has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that she is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
She said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
Her favorite show is Duck dynasty and she likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
She is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. She finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
Excellent,,, proud of you 'clap' ....
Nafar kandalk. Damn glad to be quit with you.
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Ok here is the corrected version of your HOF welcome to the train. That someone other than My dumbass corrected lol. Have a great day Sister and congratulations on a huge accomplishment.
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing her way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. She would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that she would be crazy but school just keeps her too busy. The craziest thing she has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that she is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
She said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
Her favorite show is Duck dynasty and she likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
She is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. She finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
Excellent,,, proud of you 'clap' ....
Nafar kandalk. Damn glad to be quit with you.
Congrats Kandalk! Celebrate today but remain quit as you know there are several individuals on here that will come looking for you to keep you quit.
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Ok here is the corrected version of your HOF welcome to the train. That someone other than My dumbass corrected lol. Have a great day Sister and congratulations on a huge accomplishment.
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing her way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. She would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that she would be crazy but school just keeps her too busy. The craziest thing she has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that she is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
She said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
Her favorite show is Duck dynasty and she likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
She is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. She finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
Excellent,,, proud of you 'clap' ....
Nafar kandalk. Damn glad to be quit with you.
Congrats Kandalk! Celebrate today but remain quit as you know there are several individuals on here that will come looking for you to keep you quit.
you go girl... you gotta be ok you drive a DODGE!!!!
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Just wanted you to have this in your thread bro. Way to go on your quit. Keep this shit going bro!
We take the train over to Buena Vista, As we pick up Kandalk, A single, offspringless bad ass that is pushing his way through school.
This now bad ass started dipping at 19 but smoked since 13. He would dip a lot of flavors but mainly Copenhahen, Grizzley straight, Longhorn straight, Grizzely mint, skole mint. Kandalk will be bringing Budweiser on the train and if something goes amiss we should contact Skeet. Kandalk says that he would be crazy but school just keeps him too busy. The craziest thing he has ever done is start this addiction. But to make up for that he is signing up for 200. When asked for words of wisdoms this bad ass replied "Drink the kool-aid, get connected and above all respect the family".
He said Aragorn: This day does not belong to one man but to all. Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace.(describes my quit),
His favorite show is Duck dynasty and he likes the Broncos.
This College student drives a 95 Dodge Dakota that loves Fly fishing and hiking.
He is terrified of Dieasel, billy, and duathman, hey man so am I, so don't feel bad. He finds Billy, duathman, Tramagnet, MattF, derk40, bakesalebetty, Evil all to be very inspiring. As far as helpful Billy came along side me at the beginning of my quit, and made me take my quit serious and provided the verbal ass kickings when needed. I would not still be here if not for him.
Kandalk, jake and I welcome your bad ass onto the train and look forward to you paying it forward as you post up to 200 days. You are a total bad ass and we quit with you Erussell 142.
I AM NOT A bro, BUT RATHER A sis.
Please forgive me sweetheart!!! Nonetheless you are part of the "brotherhood"lol. I hope that my mistake doesn't at all mess up your day as it is a very important day for you. Your a bad ass quitter, congratulations and I do apologize!!!!
' 'crackup'
OH THAT'S FUNNY! ( ONLY BECAUSE I KNOW EDDIE IS KICKING HIMSELF) SORRY CANDICE!!!! EDDIE LIKES TO PUT HIS FOOT IN HIS MOUTH FROM TIME TO TIME. TRUST ME, WE ARE GLAD TO HAVE A WOMAN ON THE TRAIN. WE NEEDED SOME CLASS ADDED TO OUR RANKS! ENJOY YOUR DAY! YOU ACHIEVED SOMETHING MANY ARE UNABLE TO DO!
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Kandice I am so damn proud of you. You are an amazing quitter and a tough woman!! Keep up the great work!
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Kandice we have come along way in the past 100 days and I am ready to do it all again with you. Making it to this place in your quit is outstanding. 'oh yeah'
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Congratulations Kandice! Way to quit girl! Really proud to be quit with you today!
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Congratulations!!!!!!!!
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A week away from hitting 200, it still feels like a dream. This will literally be my first Christmas/New Years that I have been nic free for as long as I can remember. It has not been easy there have been those days that I feel the whole world is crashing in, but for once nic is not even registering on my radar as a way to deal with the stress. I have watched as brother have slipped up and it hurts to see them walk away, but it renews my commitment to protect my quit, and my resolve that I will lean in on my support when things get bad. Getting Quit and staying quit is possible it is a matter of the right attitude, having the support and taking it one day at a time.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL KEEP THE QUIT STRONG!!
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'wave'
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'wave'
:rolleyes:
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A year 365 day without that shit in my mouth or lungs! WTF if I a girl (one badass girl of I do say so) can make it to a year QUIT then you newbies have no fucking excuses lay them at the door and get on board or get the hell out and come back when you are ready to kick that free loader out of your life! It is done one Fucking day at a time and this is my support system to keep walking forward! My bros and siss are awesome! Could not have done this without ya alls! 'ODT'
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A year 365 day without that shit in my mouth or lungs! WTF if I a girl (one badass girl of I do say so) can make it to a year QUIT then you newbies have no fucking excuses lay them at the door and get on board or get the hell out and come back when you are ready to kick that free loader out of your life! It is done one Fucking day at a time and this is my support system to keep walking forward! My bros and siss are awesome! Could not have done this without ya alls! 'ODT'
Well done! Proud to be quit with you EDD!
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A year 365 day without that shit in my mouth or lungs! WTF if I a girl (one badass girl of I do say so) can make it to a year QUIT then you newbies have no fucking excuses lay them at the door and get on board or get the hell out and come back when you are ready to kick that free loader out of your life! It is done one Fucking day at a time and this is my support system to keep walking forward! My bros and siss are awesome! Could not have done this without ya alls! 'ODT'
Well done! Proud to be quit with you EDD!
Congrats young "lady"! Well done "sister". Quit looks really good on you btw.
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A year 365 day without that shit in my mouth or lungs! WTF if I a girl (one badass girl of I do say so) can make it to a year QUIT then you newbies have no fucking excuses lay them at the door and get on board or get the hell out and come back when you are ready to kick that free loader out of your life! It is done one Fucking day at a time and this is my support system to keep walking forward! My bros and siss are awesome! Could not have done this without ya alls! 'ODT'
Well done! Proud to be quit with you EDD!
Congrats young "lady"! Well done "sister". Quit looks really good on you btw.
Nicely done!!
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A year 365 day without that shit in my mouth or lungs! WTF if I a girl (one badass girl of I do say so) can make it to a year QUIT then you newbies have no fucking excuses lay them at the door and get on board or get the hell out and come back when you are ready to kick that free loader out of your life! It is done one Fucking day at a time and this is my support system to keep walking forward! My bros and siss are awesome! Could not have done this without ya alls! 'ODT'
Well done! Proud to be quit with you EDD!
Congrats young "lady"! Well done "sister". Quit looks really good on you btw.
Nicely done!!
Hell ya Sister keep on adding the +1's... Enjoy your day on the river
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Hey Kandice, nice half comma! Keep bringing the quit EDD sister! Enjoy your freedom.
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Hey Kandice, nice half comma! Keep bringing the quit EDD sister! Enjoy your freedom.
Outstanding! Halfies rock...
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Hey Kandice, nice half comma! Keep bringing the quit EDD sister! Enjoy your freedom.
Outstanding! Halfies rock...
Ditto, if AJ gives you props...You earned it!
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Been a while since I have updated this. In 3 day I will hit 600 days quit. How did I do it 1 fucking day at a time, and by posting with my brothers. This was one habit I never though I had a chance to beat, but guess what one day at a time, and learning to enjoy the freedom that has come to me. Also without having to worry about this bitch I have been able to get back into school going for my teaching degree. I have now made honor roll and deans list because I can now concentrate on my studies instead of focusing on my next dip. My life has gotten so much better, including my asthma being under the best control since getting that poison out of my system. So to you newbies wondering if it is worth going through the hell of the fist 100 day take it from someone who has been there it is worth it, and you will love the freedom that comes from kicking that shit to the curb.
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Been a while since I have updated this. In 3 day I will hit 600 days quit. How did I do it 1 fucking day at a time, and by posting with my brothers. This was one habit I never though I had a chance to beat, but guess what one day at a time, and learning to enjoy the freedom that has come to me. Also without having to worry about this bitch I have been able to get back into school going for my teaching degree. I have now made honor roll and deans list because I can now concentrate on my studies instead of focusing on my next dip. My life has gotten so much better, including my asthma being under the best control since getting that poison out of my system. So to you newbies wondering if it is worth going through the hell of the fist 100 day take it from someone who has been there it is worth it, and you will love the freedom that comes from kicking that shit to the curb.
Awesome truth right there Kandice! Proud to be quit with you EDD, and let me tell you the 6th floor is nice! Peace of mind, improved health, and the confidence that comes from being quit are just some of the benefits. So glad your life is on an upswing!
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drum roll please coming on to the 6th floor ME.
How did I do it ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was the hell of the first 100 worth it OH HELL YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF A GIRL CAN DO ANYONE CAN, MAN UP AND KICK THAT SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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drum roll please coming on to the 6th floor ME.
How did I do it ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was the hell of the first 100 worth it OH HELL YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF A GIRL CAN DO ANYONE CAN, MAN UP AND KICK THAT SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6thfloor kudos sister! Well done!
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I AM FUCKING PISSED I JUST POSTED 1,034 DAYS IN MY QUIT. AND I FIND OUT ONE OF MY BROTHERS CAVED RIGHT AFTER HE GOT HIS COMMA. IF YOUR GOING TO TAKE THIS JOURNEY YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE, OR JUST PURE WILL POWER. NONE OF THIS FUCKING SHIT IM A TOUGH GUY. TO GET YOUR QUIT YOU TAKE IT ONE FUCKING DAY AT A TIME, AND YOU BOND WITH THE BROTHER AND SISTERS IN YOUR QUIT GROUP. THIS IS YOUR FUCKING SUPPORT GROUP. THERE ARE NO FUCKING LONE WOLFS IN THIS SHIT. WE ARE ALL HERE BECAUSE WE HAVE A FUCKING ADDICTION TO A LIFE SUCKING BITCH, AND THE ONLY WAY HE KICK HER TO THE FUCKING CURB IS BY POSTING OUR ROLE, OUR WORD THAT WE WILL BE NIC FREE TODAY, AND THIS LIVE THE DAY, REACHING OUT TO THOSE AROUND US WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN. I WILL BE WOMAN ENOUGH TO ADMIT I STILL STRUGGLE, I USE SEEDS, AND GUM, AS WELL AS THE FAKE SHIT WHEN IT GETS BAD. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM A LITTLE GIRL WHO CANT HACK IT I JUST FUCKING KNOW THIS FUCKING ADDICTION WILL NOT SINK ITS FANGS IN ME AGAIN, AND I AM GOING TO USE EVERY TOOL I HAVE TO FIGHT IT. THAT ALSO INCLUDES USING THE DIGITS OF PEOPLE IN MY QUIT GROUP WHEN IT GETS BAD.
FIND WHAT WORKS FOR YOU, SEEDS, GUM, FAKE SHIT
GET DIGITS USE THEM
POST ROLE EVERY SINGLE DAY
AND KEEP YOUR QUIT OFDAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF A GIRL CAN DO ANYONE CAN, MAN UP AND KICK THAT SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I AM FUCKING PISSED I JUST POSTED 1,034 DAYS IN MY QUIT. AND I FIND OUT ONE OF MY BROTHERS CAVED RIGHT AFTER HE GOT HIS COMMA. IF YOUR GOING TO TAKE THIS JOURNEY YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE, OR JUST PURE WILL POWER. NONE OF THIS FUCKING SHIT IM A TOUGH GUY. TO GET YOUR QUIT YOU TAKE IT ONE FUCKING DAY AT A TIME, AND YOU BOND WITH THE BROTHER AND SISTERS IN YOUR QUIT GROUP. THIS IS YOUR FUCKING SUPPORT GROUP. THERE ARE NO FUCKING LONE WOLFS IN THIS SHIT. WE ARE ALL HERE BECAUSE WE HAVE A FUCKING ADDICTION TO A LIFE SUCKING BITCH, AND THE ONLY WAY HE KICK HER TO THE FUCKING CURB IS BY POSTING OUR ROLE, OUR WORD THAT WE WILL BE NIC FREE TODAY, AND THIS LIVE THE DAY, REACHING OUT TO THOSE AROUND US WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN. I WILL BE WOMAN ENOUGH TO ADMIT I STILL STRUGGLE, I USE SEEDS, AND GUM, AS WELL AS THE FAKE SHIT WHEN IT GETS BAD. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM A LITTLE GIRL WHO CANT HACK IT I JUST FUCKING KNOW THIS FUCKING ADDICTION WILL NOT SINK ITS FANGS IN ME AGAIN, AND I AM GOING TO USE EVERY TOOL I HAVE TO FIGHT IT. THAT ALSO INCLUDES USING THE DIGITS OF PEOPLE IN MY QUIT GROUP WHEN IT GETS BAD.
FIND WHAT WORKS FOR YOU, SEEDS, GUM, FAKE SHIT
GET DIGITS USE THEM
POST ROLE EVERY SINGLE DAY
AND KEEP YOUR QUIT OFDAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF A GIRL CAN DO ANYONE CAN, MAN UP AND KICK THAT SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Caves suck. Hurt people all around.
New quitters- read what she says to do. That's how you do it. Not easy but simple - you just get in there and earn your freedom!
Thanks for sharing Kandelk! And belated congrats on that comma!
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I AM FUCKING PISSED I JUST POSTED 1,034 DAYS IN MY QUIT. AND I FIND OUT ONE OF MY BROTHERS CAVED RIGHT AFTER HE GOT HIS COMMA. IF YOUR GOING TO TAKE THIS JOURNEY YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE, OR JUST PURE WILL POWER. NONE OF THIS FUCKING SHIT IM A TOUGH GUY. TO GET YOUR QUIT YOU TAKE IT ONE FUCKING DAY AT A TIME, AND YOU BOND WITH THE BROTHER AND SISTERS IN YOUR QUIT GROUP. THIS IS YOUR FUCKING SUPPORT GROUP. THERE ARE NO FUCKING LONE WOLFS IN THIS SHIT. WE ARE ALL HERE BECAUSE WE HAVE A FUCKING ADDICTION TO A LIFE SUCKING BITCH, AND THE ONLY WAY HE KICK HER TO THE FUCKING CURB IS BY POSTING OUR ROLE, OUR WORD THAT WE WILL BE NIC FREE TODAY, AND THIS LIVE THE DAY, REACHING OUT TO THOSE AROUND US WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN. I WILL BE WOMAN ENOUGH TO ADMIT I STILL STRUGGLE, I USE SEEDS, AND GUM, AS WELL AS THE FAKE SHIT WHEN IT GETS BAD. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM A LITTLE GIRL WHO CANT HACK IT I JUST FUCKING KNOW THIS FUCKING ADDICTION WILL NOT SINK ITS FANGS IN ME AGAIN, AND I AM GOING TO USE EVERY TOOL I HAVE TO FIGHT IT. THAT ALSO INCLUDES USING THE DIGITS OF PEOPLE IN MY QUIT GROUP WHEN IT GETS BAD.
FIND WHAT WORKS FOR YOU, SEEDS, GUM, FAKE SHIT
GET DIGITS USE THEM
POST ROLE EVERY SINGLE DAY
AND KEEP YOUR QUIT OFDAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF A GIRL CAN DO ANYONE CAN, MAN UP AND KICK THAT SHIT TO THE CURB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Caves suck. Hurt people all around.
New quitters- read what she says to do. That's how you do it. Not easy but simple - you just get in there and earn your freedom!
Thanks for sharing Kandelk! And belated congrats on that comma!
Thanks it's been a rough road and now I'm fighting for freedom from another addiction using the same method OFDAAT. Newbies if you want freedom it's up to you to take charge. If you cave then you need to get your ass off the floor and get back in it. It's not defeat until you quit trying. This process works don't be a wimp get your ass in the game!