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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Krazystu on January 29, 2014, 03:17:00 PM
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Hello KTC...My name is Kyle and I just got done chatting with a few encouraging people in the chat forum and have flushed my last nicotine down the toilet. I'm 34 years old with 3 great daughters and would like to stick around a little longer to see them grow up. As I start this journey with you guys, I would just like to say I have a feeling of doubt, excitement to be free, and am just going to take it one day at a time and hopefully learn and grow with everyone I may come across during this journey on this site. Looking forward to being done and going to need to learn all the features of this site.
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If you were in chat, did they send you to the welcome center to read that? Read through all of that first. Then go post roll. The Welcome Center explains it all but we post roll every day around here. That and keeping that shit out of your mouth are your only two jobs right now.
Make sure all of your stash is flushed away, including that emergency can you have hidden away.
If you need a number, shoot me a PM.
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Hello KTC...My name is Kyle and I just got done chatting with a few encouraging people in the chat forum and have flushed my last nicotine down the toilet. I'm 34 years old with 3 great daughters and would like to stick around a little longer to see them grow up. As I start this journey with you guys, I would just like to say I have a feeling of doubt, excitement to be free, and am just going to take it one day at a time and hopefully learn and grow with everyone I may come across during this journey on this site. Looking forward to being done and going to need to learn all the features of this site.
Welcome Kyle
Nice job posting your day 1 roll. You just took your freedom back. You should be proud of yourself.
Read everything. Reach out and make friends. Post roll and honor your promise.
Im quit with you
PB
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Kyle...How are you?
I couldn't help notice you posted two day 1's.
This is a challenge but you can do this man. Reach out if you need some support.
check your inbox(1)
PB
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(Krazystu @ Jan 31, 2014, 3:31 pm)
Krazystu- Day 1...refocused and taking one day at a time...NO MORE
Does "refocused" mean you lost focus sometime between Post #1 and Post #4? C'mon man, you don't need refocused....what you need is to find your balls. No excuses. Failure is not an option.
I didn't get my ass kicked to just let some guys here cave to the nic bitch. I want completely thought out answers to the 3 questions you answer when you "lose your focus".
which by the way is complete BS.
and also, I want to know for our groups benefit, what you are going to do differently.
THAT means I want a well thought out plan as well. This weekend is only going to kick your ass and hand it to you if you don't get back up with some more accountability and strength.
Reach out to your brothers. I can't reach out and send individual messages to everyone, but I am trying my best here. I hope you'll do the same.
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Krazy, I am quitting with you today brother. No doubts, just one second, one minute, one day at a time.
I know what its like with little kids looking up to you brother. Mine are 2 and 7. My two year old though daddy spitting dip was the coolest thing ever. Believe me brother, you owe them girls a daddy to walk them down the aisle, one who doesn't have half a damn face.
Come on brother, shake the shit. Lets kick this nic bitch to the curb for good.
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Dude didn't quit worth a darn. I guess his daughters can be raised by someone else when cancer takes him....so sad...
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Dude didn't quit worth a darn. I guess his daughters can be raised by someone else when cancer takes him....so sad...
Is this guy quit or not? Whats going on with him
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So let me get this straight, Correct me if im wrong, but didnt you post a day 1 on january 29th 2014, then you said some bull shit about refocusing blah blah blah and you posted another day 1 on january 31st, and now that im fixing may's roll call, what do I see? I see you posted today YET ANOTHER day 1 on febuary 2nd....today. What the fuck are you doing here? Is this some kind of a game to you? Every time you take a dip its like putting a bullet in a single action long colt, spinning the reel, putting it up to your face and pulling the trigger. I dont know about you but thats not the type of games I like playing.
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So let me get this straight, Correct me if im wrong, but didnt you post a day 1 on january 29th 2014, then you said some bull shit about refocusing blah blah blah and you posted another day 1 on january 31st, and now that im fixing may's roll call, what do I see? I see you posted today YET ANOTHER day 1 on febuary 2nd....today. What the fuck are you doing here? Is this some kind of a game to you? Every time you take a dip its like putting a bullet in a single action long colt, spinning the reel, putting it up to your face and pulling the trigger. I dont know about you but thats not the type of games I like playing.
KrazyStu is a waste of time. He just posted ANOTHER Day 1. 6 posts and at least 3 of then were Day 1's.
You guys that are trying to support him...focus your efforts on someone who will appreciate it.
Stu...hit the fuckin bricks. Go post on QSLite (http://quitsmokeless.org). You'll have plenty of half asses over there to keep you company.
Don't post on our Roll Calls again please. You detract from the seriousness of this site....and you can't even possibly believe your own bullshit.
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Stu- I think your mistake is in posting roll when you don't really want to quit. I was in that mode for a couple days, where every night I would throw out a tin and say I was never chewing again, then buying one in the morning as soon as I thought of chew, usually before breakfast. That is before I was posting roll and just looking around for a few days.
Since we are all addicts, everyone knows exactly what you are doing.
What none of these guys can stand is that you keep posting roll, which is not a place to hope for the best while hedging your bet. It is a promise to yourself and everyone on this site that you are not going to chew today. You have broken that at least 50% of the time you have made it.
That means you are a fucking liar, or a total fucking pussy.
There is NO FUCKING WAY you used more chew than I did over the last 20 years, so don't fucking act like you can't quit. I did it and you could too if you stopped being such a fucking pussy.
I quit, and now I am embarrassed and disgusted that I waited as long as I did. It is fucking easy when you stop feeling sorry for yourself, and decide to act like a man.
Unless someone is holding you down and forcing the chew into you, it is all about choices, and you need to stop making bad choices.
Unlike the veterans who have probably seen too many liars come through this site to give a shit, I will talk to you any time. Good luck.
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I tried to respond, I cant fuck it
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KrazyStu : Good job posting day 2, I look forward to seeing you post day 3 on Tuesday. Dip is nasty - I've come so close to having my boys see me dip - Don't let your daughters remember you as a fool who puts that crap in his mouth. I'm on day 5 - Paul.
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Good job making it to day 2 KrazyStu... Keep plugging along, one minuite at a time brother.. You will hit day 3, 4, 5 in no time then it will start getting easier.
We can do this.. You got digits if you need them.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Dude, it was time to buckle down when you first showed up here like the vast majority of all the other quitters... All I can say is you simply didn't want it as badly as the vast majority who show up here. What makes you think you want it badly enough now?
50% days failure rate is pathetic, if ever there was a quitter that needs a written quit plan and people to help them it is you. What are you going to do differently to ensure and grow your quit? How badly do you want this?
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Stu- you have the ability to absorb lots of punishment, as evidenced by you're still posting and coming back for more. I would have thought you would at least come back with a new screen name and start over.
Turn that thick skin towards the nic bitch. Quit as hard as you used to chew. Enjoy the fog for the buzz that it is.
I couldn't be happier as a quitter, hope you join me in turning your back on this pathetic addiction.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Lame. Just lame. You don't mean it and you know it. Your short, cavalier attitude will be your undoing...again. You don't have the will power to get out of your own way. And then wanna bring your girls into this. Dumbass.
This needs to be about YOU and only you. It's one area of your life you get to be selfish. Quitting for anyone other than you is futile. No one will be a good enough excuse to quit. You've lied to them before, you've lied to yourself, and now worst of all...you've lied to us. You have no shame. You are the worst of all addicts.
You think about these words and how true they are when you lay your head on your pillow tonight. LOOT hopes you don't sleep a fucking wink too. LOOT hopes you had the worst day yet and hopes tomorrow is even worse....because if this shit doesn't leave some scars you just stupid enough to wanna do it again.
Why don't you put pen to paper so to speak and let us know what's really going on with you? You came here for support but so far all you've done is make a couple of promises that you immediately broke. How the fuck do you expect anyone to believe you, trust you, support you with the start you've had?
Buckle down, schmuckle down...what you need to do, if you are going to stay here, is fucking participate. It's obviously not enough for you to make a morning promise and skip out for the rest of the day. How's about you put a little fucking effort into digging yourself out of this addict hole you dug? Post up buttercup. Especially when your demons come calling. All we can do is provide you the resources bro...you gotta actually be interested in saving your own stupid self.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Lame. Just lame. You don't mean it and you know it. Your short, cavalier attitude will be your undoing...again. You don't have the will power to get out of your own way. And then wanna bring your girls into this. Dumbass.
This needs to be about YOU and only you. It's one area of your life you get to be selfish. Quitting for anyone other than you is futile. No one will be a good enough excuse to quit. You've lied to them before, you've lied to yourself, and now worst of all...you've lied to us. You have no shame. You are the worst of all addicts.
You think about these words and how true they are when you lay your head on your pillow tonight. LOOT hopes you don't sleep a fucking wink too. LOOT hopes you had the worst day yet and hopes tomorrow is even worse....because if this shit doesn't leave some scars you just stupid enough to wanna do it again.
Why don't you put pen to paper so to speak and let us know what's really going on with you? You came here for support but so far all you've done is make a couple of promises that you immediately broke. How the fuck do you expect anyone to believe you, trust you, support you with the start you've had?
Buckle down, schmuckle down...what you need to do, if you are going to stay here, is fucking participate. It's obviously not enough for you to make a morning promise and skip out for the rest of the day. How's about you put a little fucking effort into digging yourself out of this addict hole you dug? Post up buttercup. Especially when your demons come calling. All we can do is provide you the resources bro...you gotta actually be interested in saving your own stupid self.
The loot hath spoken!
I second what he said.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Lame. Just lame. You don't mean it and you know it. Your short, cavalier attitude will be your undoing...again. You don't have the will power to get out of your own way. And then wanna bring your girls into this. Dumbass.
This needs to be about YOU and only you. It's one area of your life you get to be selfish. Quitting for anyone other than you is futile. No one will be a good enough excuse to quit. You've lied to them before, you've lied to yourself, and now worst of all...you've lied to us. You have no shame. You are the worst of all addicts.
You think about these words and how true they are when you lay your head on your pillow tonight. LOOT hopes you don't sleep a fucking wink too. LOOT hopes you had the worst day yet and hopes tomorrow is even worse....because if this shit doesn't leave some scars you just stupid enough to wanna do it again.
Why don't you put pen to paper so to speak and let us know what's really going on with you? You came here for support but so far all you've done is make a couple of promises that you immediately broke. How the fuck do you expect anyone to believe you, trust you, support you with the start you've had?
Buckle down, schmuckle down...what you need to do, if you are going to stay here, is fucking participate. It's obviously not enough for you to make a morning promise and skip out for the rest of the day. How's about you put a little fucking effort into digging yourself out of this addict hole you dug? Post up buttercup. Especially when your demons come calling. All we can do is provide you the resources bro...you gotta actually be interested in saving your own stupid self.
The loot hath spoken!
I second what he said.
I wanna know if you are actually gonna sac up and become something other than a lack of integrity discussion at the KTC water cooler.
P.S Make sure before you sign roll again that you slip off those little pink panties you've been wearing.
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My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down.
Lame. Just lame. You don't mean it and you know it. Your short, cavalier attitude will be your undoing...again. You don't have the will power to get out of your own way. And then wanna bring your girls into this. Dumbass.
This needs to be about YOU and only you. It's one area of your life you get to be selfish. Quitting for anyone other than you is futile. No one will be a good enough excuse to quit. You've lied to them before, you've lied to yourself, and now worst of all...you've lied to us. You have no shame. You are the worst of all addicts.
You think about these words and how true they are when you lay your head on your pillow tonight. LOOT hopes you don't sleep a fucking wink too. LOOT hopes you had the worst day yet and hopes tomorrow is even worse....because if this shit doesn't leave some scars you just stupid enough to wanna do it again.
Why don't you put pen to paper so to speak and let us know what's really going on with you? You came here for support but so far all you've done is make a couple of promises that you immediately broke. How the fuck do you expect anyone to believe you, trust you, support you with the start you've had?
Buckle down, schmuckle down...what you need to do, if you are going to stay here, is fucking participate. It's obviously not enough for you to make a morning promise and skip out for the rest of the day. How's about you put a little fucking effort into digging yourself out of this addict hole you dug? Post up buttercup. Especially when your demons come calling. All we can do is provide you the resources bro...you gotta actually be interested in saving your own stupid self.
The loot hath spoken!
I second what he said.
I wanna know if you are actually gonna sac up and become something other than a lack of integrity discussion at the KTC water cooler.
P.S Make sure before you sign roll again that you slip off those little pink panties you've been wearing.
'cs'
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What the fuck is going on with these people. Either quit or stay the fuck off the site.
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Right now i see a lot of disbelief. Make believers out of us by posting your damn word and keeping it. End of story.
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Stu, saw you're name posting in another thread. This is good. But,Â…promise yourself that you're not some chump who talks the talk but can't walk the walk.
Keep reading, keep sharing, keep posting roll. Stay involved and stay accountable to yourself and your May brothers/sisters. When you post your name on roll, that promise is the single most important thing you do for that day. No more day 1's. This will get easier, I promise.
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Stu, saw you're name posting in another thread. This is good. But,Â…promise yourself that you're not some chump who talks the talk but can't walk the walk.Â
Keep reading, keep sharing, keep posting roll. Stay involved and stay accountable to yourself and your May brothers/sisters. When you post your name on roll, that promise is the single most important thing you do for that day. No more day 1's. This will get easier, I promise.
Read everything you can about nicotine/addiction. Lot of information on this site. Knowledge is power. Learn your enemy it knows you.
Caving is off the table. You have removed that option. You can do this. 1000's before you have done it, no reason you can't. You want your freedom, you got to take it. The poison don't just give it back.
Get through today, your most important priority. Keep your word. If today gets to hard get through the next minute. Don't worry about tomorrow, there is only today. Quit with you today.
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Stu, saw you're name posting in another thread. This is good. But,Â…promise yourself that you're not some chump who talks the talk but can't walk the walk.Â
Keep reading, keep sharing, keep posting roll. Stay involved and stay accountable to yourself and your May brothers/sisters. When you post your name on roll, that promise is the single most important thing you do for that day. No more day 1's. This will get easier, I promise.
Read everything you can about nicotine/addiction. Lot of information on this site. Knowledge is power. Learn your enemy it knows you.
Caving is off the table. You have removed that option. You can do this. 1000's before you have done it, no reason you can't. You want your freedom, you got to take it. The poison don't just give it back.
Get through today, your most important priority. Keep your word. If today gets to hard get through the next minute. Don't worry about tomorrow, there is only today. Quit with you today.
You got this, no options but quit! Get through the fog and the suck one day at a time. It adds up and gets better.
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Doing good Stu.... Keep it up!
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I have had so many other fake quits, I guess I figured whats a couple more.
So is this another stretch of fake quits, maybe a st. patty fatty will be your last? I'm probably not in the best position to talk here, as I'm on day 3. Its been hard as hell. There is an addict in me, and I've had to fight like hell to push back.
I've had so many random messages of encouragement and wisdom on my intro post, as well as random people in boxing me all kinds of support.
How is it possible that you think people don't care? That you could just give your word and admit knowing you were going to break it? What is your word worth to us now?
Sorry but this really pisses me off.
Posting just so it's here.
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I'm not sure what this JLewis guy has against Krazystu and I don't know Krazystu either but just dropping a turd off in someone's intro thread and saying "Posting just so its here" seems pretty 'cs' unless you've done some research.
I did some research and all of you can too by looking in the May 2014 HOF list on 2/4. The snippet that Jlewis and AJ both referred to was pulled from Krazystu answering the three questions. He is 4 days in to his quit now based on roll call and probably has enough other issues and probably doesn't need my defense but I just can't abide turd dropping, it feels like we're back in 8th grade.
Quitting with you guys today, act like adults.
WHOLE POST FROM STU STARTS HERE
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Posted: Feb 4, 2014, 9:24 pm
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Krazystu, you have posted multiple day ones. Your brothers in this group are fighting everyday to keep clean and you keep caving and starting over.
You have some explaining to do
1 - What *keeps* Happening
2 - Why does it Happen
3 - What are you doing differently this time
I have had so many other fake quits, I guess I figured whats a couple more. The first few days I signed roll was the straight addict in me. It had already told myself that the Super Bowl was going to be the cutoff. Why does it matter to these guys if i slip a few days. They are doing this for themselves probably more so than anything anyway. I got a post from Loot ripping my apart for caving. So i looked into his profile and saw some of the exchanges he has had with other KTC members and started to realize everyone in the group truly wants to kill this disease. So knowing these other guys are going through the same thing as me, im trying to embrace the quit with them, learn with them. It feels like this is the first time ive truly be ready to fight for this. I'm trying to take things as slow as possible. Read as much information and stories from the people who have walked it. At the same time my bad start has me trying to earn back the trust and respect of everyone but especially my May group who are just starting out. I can say with truth that I quit with you today and be happy and know that this is the biggest fight Ive been in my life.
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I don't know what angle to come at this from. To answer the three questions you ask here we go.
What Happened and Why did it Happen
I was in the live chat about a week ago and was talking with SD and Marcelous(not sure if thats right.) I had been chewing and knew I wanted to quit. I had the classic addict thinking already in place with thinking that I have to chew for the Super Bowl. There is always that next date you look ahead to say "Shit, I'll just chew until the Vikings end there season, or something stupid like that. But, they talked me into flushing my tin which I did and then I posted roll. Hell, it took me 1 hour to post roll. I didn't know what I was doing. Had no idea how to get around the site yet(i'm still working on that but can post roll on my phone now). I didn't even know the importance of my actions and the ACCOUNTIBILITY I was held to. Like i said in my response earlier. What's one more fake quit. That's the addict thinking that was going through me at that time. I'm not looking to piss anyone off by saying that because I think the addict in all of us can relate to that. I'm learning the importance of my actions have on other memebers.
What will I do differnet this time?
I beleive I failed because I didn't have a plan in place. I didn't understand the seriousness of this fight against this shitty addiction. I've been trying to go into chat when I can. I've had some good talk and encouragment in there. I've been trying to reach out to some of the new people in our May group that are just starting to quit one day at a time with me. That thinking has helped me a lot early on. Just say no in the moment and you will get through the day. I'm trying to read some of the veterans posts to see what the road holds and what I can use in my own quit. I'm learning a little everyday about how bad I want this and so many others do also. I'm here to quit WITH you. I don't wanna divide our May group up into sides. I didn't join to be a laughing stalk, fucking joker, or asshole. But sometimes you deserve what you get and I do the way I made a mockery of my begininng. I'm here to quit and learn and meet some people for support along the way. This is truly the fight for my life, no more games.
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Kstu,
Thanks for manning up and owning your earlier, and last, cave. All of us learn from each other's failures and successes. I quit with you all damn day!
Fuckin' A, bubba!
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I don't know what angle to come at this from. To answer the three questions you ask here we go.
What Happened and Why did it Happen
I was in the live chat about a week ago and was talking with SD and Marcelous(not sure if thats right.) I had been chewing and knew I wanted to quit. I had the classic addict thinking already in place with thinking that I have to chew for the Super Bowl. There is always that next date you look ahead to say "Shit, I'll just chew until the Vikings end there season, or something stupid like that. But, they talked me into flushing my tin which I did and then I posted roll. Hell, it took me 1 hour to post roll. I didn't know what I was doing. Had no idea how to get around the site yet(i'm still working on that but can post roll on my phone now). I didn't even know the importance of my actions and the ACCOUNTIBILITY I was held to. Like i said in my response earlier. What's one more fake quit. That's the addict thinking that was going through me at that time. I'm not looking to piss anyone off by saying that because I think the addict in all of us can relate to that. I'm learning the importance of my actions have on other memebers.
What will I do differnet this time?
I beleive I failed because I didn't have a plan in place. I didn't understand the seriousness of this fight against this shitty addiction. I've been trying to go into chat when I can. I've had some good talk and encouragment in there. I've been trying to reach out to some of the new people in our May group that are just starting to quit one day at a time with me. That thinking has helped me a lot early on. Just say no in the moment and you will get through the day. I'm trying to read some of the veterans posts to see what the road holds and what I can use in my own quit. I'm learning a little everyday about how bad I want this and so many others do also. I'm here to quit WITH you. I don't wanna divide our May group up into sides. I didn't join to be a laughing stalk, fucking joker, or asshole. But sometimes you deserve what you get and I do the way I made a mockery of my begininng. I'm here to quit and learn and meet some people for support along the way. This is truly the fight for my life, no more games.
Life or death. Don't fuck it up.
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I beleive I failed because I didn't have a plan in place.
So when can we expect to see your plan to keep the shit out of your face? And Yes we expect to see it, just to make sure this isn't going to be another half-assed bullshit fake quit since we don't roll that way.
I didn't understand the seriousness of this fight against this shitty addiction.
Do ya think you have the gravity of the situation figured out yet? Do you really have the balls to do this? We will see by your plan.
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I beleive I failed because I didn't have a plan in place.
So when can we expect to see your plan to keep the shit out of your face? And Yes we expect to see it, just to make sure this isn't going to be another half-assed bullshit fake quit since we don't roll that way.
I didn't understand the seriousness of this fight against this shitty addiction.
Do ya think you have the gravity of the situation figured out yet? Do you really have the balls to do this? We will see by your plan.
Razd and claws are right.
This is a very serious situation. Nicotine is the most addictive drug, and quitting is not easy. But it is something that should be done to keep from moving into an early grave.
We have been passing along an education of this to you. You are here looking for the help. So this is the time that is really needed to look into the mirror and examine yourself. To dig down deep inside and ask "Do I really want to quit"
If the response to that is Yes, the proceed to educate yourself with the big 3 questions that we ask every time someone caves and that is:
(1) What happened? - for this what was the scenario that you were in? buy it at the store? bum off a friend? Something to think about so you can stay away from this in the future
(2) Why did you let it happen? - for this was there any triggers? think you could not do something without it? Again another step in the thought process to keep in mind for the future.
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(3) What will you do to keep it from happening again? - this is the main part, the plan moving forward. This is that list that you keep in your pocket, at your desk that you refer to when ever a crave gets a little too instense. Go ahead and list out the steps you will take before ever taking another pinch of crap again. Items like posting roll, texting and calling brothers for permission, looking at a family picture and thinking how they would feel if you were not there. these are items that have been on most of our plans.
the next step is yours. I will quit with you today. Ask me tomorrow and I will most likely say the same and will stand by you. But this is the time to analyze yourself and buckle down.
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The steps I will take so I will not cave are as follows...I'm taking everything one day at a time...even one minute at a time...one deep breathe at a time...I'm waiting for the fog to clear...I'm trying to embrace the new lifestyle instead of being scared of it. My mind gets cluttered with trying to hypothectially put myself in spots where I might be offered Nic and I try and think of every possible scenario I need to put myself in to succeed and beat the tough urges. I am keeping my self away from Cstores and other places that sell the shit for awhile. Just pay at the pump. Whatever it takes to keep it out of me. I like SD comment about looking at a family picture before you cave. I will pull out my phone before i put that shit in my face and check out a few pictures of my family. Anything to get the crave to past. I'm going to keep posting roll, reading stories from other peoples post. I try and jump in the chat room a couple times a day. Read everything I can. I just read an old post from Loot that said PMA (Postive Mental Attitude) I'm going to have the best attitude I can towards this. If there are any other suggestions I am all ears for the help. Anything I can add to my plan i will embrace. I'm happy to be quit.
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One goal, one day at a time. Keep going strong brother.
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The steps I will take so I will not cave are as follows...I'm taking everything one day at a time...even one minute at a time...one deep breathe at a time...I'm waiting for the fog to clear...I'm trying to embrace the new lifestyle instead of being scared of it. My mind gets cluttered with trying to hypothectially put myself in spots where I might be offered Nic and I try and think of every possible scenario I need to put myself in to succeed and beat the tough urges. I am keeping my self away from Cstores and other places that sell the shit for awhile. Just pay at the pump. Whatever it takes to keep it out of me. I like SD comment about looking at a family picture before you cave. I will pull out my phone before i put that shit in my face and check out a few pictures of my family. Anything to get the crave to past. I'm going to keep posting roll, reading stories from other peoples post. I try and jump in the chat room a couple times a day. Read everything I can. I just read an old post from Loot that said PMA (Postive Mental Attitude) I'm going to have the best attitude I can towards this. If there are any other suggestions I am all ears for the help. Anything I can add to my plan i will embrace. I'm happy to be quit.
What are you going to do at midnight when your skin is crawling and you feel like you can't fight it any more?
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The steps I will take so I will not cave are as follows...I'm taking everything one day at a time...even one minute at a time...one deep breathe at a time...I'm waiting for the fog to clear...I'm trying to embrace the new lifestyle instead of being scared of it. My mind gets cluttered with trying to hypothectially put myself in spots where I might be offered Nic and I try and think of every possible scenario I need to put myself in to succeed and beat the tough urges. I am keeping my self away from Cstores and other places that sell the shit for awhile. Just pay at the pump. Whatever it takes to keep it out of me. I like SD comment about looking at a family picture before you cave. I will pull out my phone before i put that shit in my face and check out a few pictures of my family. Anything to get the crave to past. I'm going to keep posting roll, reading stories from other peoples post. I try and jump in the chat room a couple times a day. Read everything I can. I just read an old post from Loot that said PMA (Postive Mental Attitude) I'm going to have the best attitude I can towards this. If there are any other suggestions I am all ears for the help. Anything I can add to my plan i will embrace. I'm happy to be quit.
What are you going to do at midnight when your skin is crawling and you feel like you can't fight it any more?
I'd wake my wife up and let her know. She's nothing but on board with me and has been great with giving me room when I need to get through the fog. Then I would go look at every one of my daughters and if that wasn't enough I would jump on here and either go into a chat or just start reading.
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The steps I will take so I will not cave are as follows...I'm taking everything one day at a time...even one minute at a time...one deep breathe at a time...I'm waiting for the fog to clear...I'm trying to embrace the new lifestyle instead of being scared of it. My mind gets cluttered with trying to hypothectially put myself in spots where I might be offered Nic and I try and think of every possible scenario I need to put myself in to succeed and beat the tough urges. I am keeping my self away from Cstores and other places that sell the shit for awhile. Just pay at the pump. Whatever it takes to keep it out of me. I like SD comment about looking at a family picture before you cave. I will pull out my phone before i put that shit in my face and check out a few pictures of my family. Anything to get the crave to past. I'm going to keep posting roll, reading stories from other peoples post. I try and jump in the chat room a couple times a day. Read everything I can. I just read an old post from Loot that said PMA (Postive Mental Attitude) I'm going to have the best attitude I can towards this. If there are any other suggestions I am all ears for the help. Anything I can add to my plan i will embrace. I'm happy to be quit.
What are you going to do at midnight when your skin is crawling and you feel like you can't fight it any more?
I'd wake my wife up and let her know. She's nothing but on board with me and has been great with giving me room when I need to get through the fog. Then I would go look at every one of my daughters and if that wasn't enough I would jump on here and either go into a chat or just start reading.
You got it Stu, at all cost stay quit. You can do it i know that. We all are
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Stu- I think your mistake is in posting roll when you don't really want to quit. I was in that mode for a couple days, where every night I would throw out a tin and say I was never chewing again, then buying one in the morning as soon as I thought of chew, usually before breakfast. That is before I was posting roll just looking around for a few days.
Since we are all addicts, everyone knows exactly what you are doing.
What none of these guys can stand is that you keep posting roll, which is not a place to hope for the best while hedging your bet. It is a promise to yourself and everyone on this site that you are not going to chew today. You have broken that at least 50% of the time you have made it.
That means you are a fucking liar, or a total fucking pussy.
There is NO FUCKING WAY you used more chew than I did over the last 20 years, so don't fucking act like you can't quit. I did it and you could too if you stopped being such a fucking pussy.
I quit, and now I am embarrassed and disgusted that I waited as long as I did. It is fucking easy when you stop feeling sorry for yourself, and decide to act like a man.
Unless someone is holding you down and forcing the chew into you, it is all about choices, and you need to stop making bad choices.
Unlike the veterans who have probably seen too many liars come through this site to give a shit, I will talk to you any time. Good luck.
I can relate so much more to this today. It's starting to get better. I know the road is long, but I'm going to enjoy rewiring and figuring out how to do everything like a non chewing addict. I'm starting to feel a little freedom and it's getting easier to push the evil whispers away. This is going to be a fun ride and I'm finally ready to embrace it. Keep quitting Bro.
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The steps I will take so I will not cave are as follows...I'm taking everything one day at a time...even one minute at a time...one deep breathe at a time...I'm waiting for the fog to clear...I'm trying to embrace the new lifestyle instead of being scared of it. My mind gets cluttered with trying to hypothectially put myself in spots where I might be offered Nic and I try and think of every possible scenario I need to put myself in to succeed and beat the tough urges. I am keeping my self away from Cstores and other places that sell the shit for awhile. Just pay at the pump. Whatever it takes to keep it out of me. I like SD comment about looking at a family picture before you cave. I will pull out my phone before i put that shit in my face and check out a few pictures of my family. Anything to get the crave to past. I'm going to keep posting roll, reading stories from other peoples post. I try and jump in the chat room a couple times a day. Read everything I can. I just read an old post from Loot that said PMA (Postive Mental Attitude) I'm going to have the best attitude I can towards this. If there are any other suggestions I am all ears for the help. Anything I can add to my plan i will embrace. I'm happy to be quit.
What are you going to do at midnight when your skin is crawling and you feel like you can't fight it any more?
I'd wake my wife up and let her know. She's nothing but on board with me and has been great with giving me room when I need to get through the fog. Then I would go look at every one of my daughters and if that wasn't enough I would jump on here and either go into a chat or just start reading.
You got it Stu, at all cost stay quit. You can do it i know that. We all are
Great work Stu. Just stick close to the site. If your resolve falters, read up on the site. Get in chat, text a brother. Thats how it rolls here, thats how you stay quit.
carry on!
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Keep up the good work Stu... you are a quittin mo fo now!
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I can relate so much more to this today. It's starting to get better. I know the road is long, but I'm going to enjoy rewiring and figuring out how to do everything like a non chewing addict. I'm starting to feel a little freedom and it's getting easier to push the evil whispers away. This is going to be a fun ride and I'm finally ready to embrace it. Keep quitting Bro.
Stu - it's obviously still early days in the quit for both of us, but I couldn't help but notice the meaningful improvement in tone confidence between your roll posts intro updates from Feb 3rd to today. I mean, you were (understandably) sounding like you were in a fragile state at the beginning of the week in your roll posts, and by week's end you're letting fly with a priceless quote from a brilliant movie. Well done, man -- keep it up!
Sounds like you're loving your quit. And true love is hard to find, sometimes you think you have true love and then you catch the early flight home from San Diego and a couple of nude people jump out of your bathroom blindfolded like a goddamn magic show ready to double team your girlfriend...
QLF, bro.
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KrazyStu, you keep putting up those + 1's man. Quitting is an awesome thing and you are doing it. QLF all day today. I know I will!
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This is some good reading. Excellent quitting going down.
New quitters, there are some very good lessons in this intro. Go read from the beginning.
Stu, I can tell you own up to your mistakes and you don't want to make excuses. You're a good man and you deserve a good life. But one of you must die, either the nic or you. Who is it going to be?
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Way too stand up stu. I had doubts about you. You sound like a quitter now.
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
OUTSTANDING Stu. Nice victory. You are stronger now. Remember this feeling and keep going!
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
KrazyStu you are a fucking badass man. I mean that. And Im proud of you bro. Each an every victory you get is huge. You are going to face more triggers and battle more battles, some are going to be little and require about 1 minute to defeat and some are going to be all day all out war like on my day 17 an my day 42. Always keep a quit plan bottled up in your head. Always have an out or a coping method like you did with your mints and water. Again man. Huge victory and im proud to quit with you.
Winter Green~70
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
KrazyStu you are a fucking badass man. I mean that. And Im proud of you bro. Each an every victory you get is huge. You are going to face more triggers and battle more battles, some are going to be little and require about 1 minute to defeat and some are going to be all day all out war like on my day 17 an my day 42. Always keep a quit plan bottled up in your head. Always have an out or a coping method like you did with your mints and water. Again man. Huge victory and im proud to quit with you.
Winter Green~70
Stu - remember this night, you won
Great Job
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
KrazyStu you are a fucking badass man. I mean that. And Im proud of you bro. Each an every victory you get is huge. You are going to face more triggers and battle more battles, some are going to be little and require about 1 minute to defeat and some are going to be all day all out war like on my day 17 an my day 42. Always keep a quit plan bottled up in your head. Always have an out or a coping method like you did with your mints and water. Again man. Huge victory and im proud to quit with you.
Winter Green~70
Stu - remember this night, you won
Great Job
This sir is a big win. Each time you get around your brother it will get easier and easier. Who knows, maybe one day he/they will want to know how it's done brother. Keep it up. ODAAT and NAFAR. Quit with you today.
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
KrazyStu you are a fucking badass man. I mean that. And Im proud of you bro. Each an every victory you get is huge. You are going to face more triggers and battle more battles, some are going to be little and require about 1 minute to defeat and some are going to be all day all out war like on my day 17 an my day 42. Always keep a quit plan bottled up in your head. Always have an out or a coping method like you did with your mints and water. Again man. Huge victory and im proud to quit with you.
Winter Green~70
Stu - remember this night, you won
Great Job
This sir is a big win. Each time you get around your brother it will get easier and easier. Who knows, maybe one day he/they will want to know how it's done brother. Keep it up. ODAAT and NAFAR. Quit with you today.
'oh yeah'
That is some bad assed quitter! You are killing it brother! Great share too. That is one story you will want to remember.
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So I just had the most interesting night of my quit. I'm at Day 7 today in my quit. I've enjoyed chew with my two older brothers for years. Shit, my oldest brother gave me my first chew about 16 years ago. I haven't been around anyone chewing since I quit, and I knew they would be chewing tonight. So I am with my dad and 2 brothers to go watch the T-wolves tonight and he picked me up. I grabbed a water for the ride and a bunch of mints. I jump into his car and he hands me a plastic bottle and says I figured you would want this for a spitter. He has never brought me a spitter for a car ride that I was going on with him in his life. I didn't realize how weird that felt to tell him, "I quit man". He was nice and cool about it. He stopped and picked a tin up and started chewing on the way down to the game. I got one wiff and am just thinking what did I do to deserve this. Trying to get my quit on here. Popped a mint for myself and just took about 5 deep breathes. My quit slowed down to One minute at a time all night. When he dropped me off to end the night I couldn't have been more proud to make it back NIC FREE. I thought of the people on here countless times tonight and am proud to be quit today with all you. Biggest Battle I've Won So Far. Quit on boyz...Positive Mental Attitude.
Fuckin' A dude. Nice job.
KrazyStu you are a fucking badass man. I mean that. And Im proud of you bro. Each an every victory you get is huge. You are going to face more triggers and battle more battles, some are going to be little and require about 1 minute to defeat and some are going to be all day all out war like on my day 17 an my day 42. Always keep a quit plan bottled up in your head. Always have an out or a coping method like you did with your mints and water. Again man. Huge victory and im proud to quit with you.
Winter Green~70
Stu - remember this night, you won
Great Job
This sir is a big win. Each time you get around your brother it will get easier and easier. Who knows, maybe one day he/they will want to know how it's done brother. Keep it up. ODAAT and NAFAR. Quit with you today.
'oh yeah'
That is some bad assed quitter! You are killing it brother! Great share too. That is one story you will want to remember.
DAMN! Thats a night to be proud of! keep up the good quit! Your freedom may even inspire your brother some day! Remember that even people who are not quit are watching you and your quit! You are being a leader without even trying. Good example bro.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
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Krazystu- What the Fuck? Where are you hiding? What aren't you posting roll? Do you have a sack?
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
Well, just, well fuck.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
Well, just, well fuck.
Very disappointing, I thought he had turned the corner; but given his repeated caving when he first started, not surprising. I guess I will see more guys like that the longer I am quit. Next time I see someone repeatedly caving on day one, I will not give them the benefit of the doubt like I gave this dude.
But, his failure does nothing but strengthen my resolve to never be such a fucking pussy.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
Well, just, well fuck.
KrazyStu, I know your reading this. And Yes, you let me down, yes, you let KTC down, yes you let yourself down. You've caved 3-4 times on this site. You are officially a dumbass. All that being said. I don't give a shit what why or how it happened. All i have to say is, you had better get your dumbass back in here and post a day 1, and get back on track before you get cheek or gum or tongue cancer and its to late. This shit is life or death guy....... You don't take that seriously? Im QLF today, What about you?
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
Well, just, well fuck.
KrazyStu, I know your reading this. And Yes, you let me down, yes, you let KTC down, yes you let yourself down. You've caved 3-4 times on this site. You are officially a dumbass. All that being said. I don't give a shit what why or how it happened. All i have to say is, you had better get your dumbass back in here and post a day 1, and get back on track before you get cheek or gum or tongue cancer and its to late. This shit is life or death guy....... You don't take that seriously? Im QLF today, What about you?
I've reached out each day of the last few consecutive days that he's missed roll, and haven't gotten a response. Fucking sucks. We've removed him from the active quitters list in the May '14 group, and he now resides on the "Caved / MIA" worksheet. After reading his story about how he dominated any cravings when he was out with his brothers, I thought he was headed in the right direction, and for all the right reasons. He knows he's got support here, so maybe he comes to his senses and returns. Until then, I won't bother him anymore -- wish we could've done more to keep you engaged, KrazyStu.
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Anyone know where this dude is?
PM'd him earlier. Krusty is his only known contact, he's reaching out.
?bump?
Krusty has heard naught, but jack and shit. Caver for sure.
Well, just, well fuck.
KrazyStu, I know your reading this. And Yes, you let me down, yes, you let KTC down, yes you let yourself down. You've caved 3-4 times on this site. You are officially a dumbass. All that being said. I don't give a shit what why or how it happened. All i have to say is, you had better get your dumbass back in here and post a day 1, and get back on track before you get cheek or gum or tongue cancer and its to late. This shit is life or death guy....... You don't take that seriously? Im QLF today, What about you?
I've reached out each day of the last few consecutive days that he's missed roll, and haven't gotten a response. Fucking sucks. We've removed him from the active quitters list in the May '14 group, and he now resides on the "Caved / MIA" worksheet. After reading his story about how he dominated any cravings when he was out with his brothers, I thought he was headed in the right direction, and for all the right reasons. He knows he's got support here, so maybe he comes to his senses and returns. Until then, I won't bother him anymore -- wish we could've done more to keep you engaged, KrazyStu.
Krazystu, I see you lurking around the site. Ya Im watching. Ya your gona get bitched at, yeah you are going to have to face the music. Whats it going to be. This is my last reach out. After this, if you dont flush that fuckin cancer pack and get back in here........I wont be supporting you. I suggest you get back to business and quit lurking around like a scared coyote
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Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
Sometimes I don't like being right
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Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
Sometimes I don't like being right
I remember reading that at the time, and as a naive supporter of KrazyStu, I thought you were a total dickhead! My bad. You just have to call them the way you see them.
Stu- I have seen you are still occasionally logging on to the site.
Why don't you put your little cancer causing shit box down, find your nut sack, and apologize to everyone who wasted their time on you?
Then start over, and try to save your life.
'Finger'
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Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
Sometimes I don't like being right
I remember reading that at the time, and as a naive supporter of KrazyStu, I thought you were a total dickhead! My bad. You just have to call them the way you see them.
Stu- I have seen you are still occasionally logging on to the site.
Why don't you put your little cancer causing shit box down, find your nut sack, and apologize to everyone who wasted their time on you?
Then start over, and try to save your life.
'Finger'
I was never not pulling for stu...being a dick was not my intention.
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Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
Sometimes I don't like being right
I remember reading that at the time, and as a naive supporter of KrazyStu, I thought you were a total dickhead! My bad. You just have to call them the way you see them.
Stu- I have seen you are still occasionally logging on to the site.
Why don't you put your little cancer causing shit box down, find your nut sack, and apologize to everyone who wasted their time on you?
Then start over, and try to save your life.
'Finger'
I was never not pulling for stu...being a dick was not my intention.
Oh yeah dude, sorry. I wasn't calling you a dickhead. I was just recalling your post and talking out loud. I was on day 10 or something back then, took everything personally and was ready to fucking rumble if anyone looked in my direction.
I see you post now, and understand where you were coming from.
I hope Stu gets his shit together, quitting is pretty awesome.
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Stu...You look like a bad bet brother. Prove me wrong.
PB
Sometimes I don't like being right
I remember reading that at the time, and as a naive supporter of KrazyStu, I thought you were a total dickhead! My bad. You just have to call them the way you see them.
Stu- I have seen you are still occasionally logging on to the site.
Why don't you put your little cancer causing shit box down, find your nut sack, and apologize to everyone who wasted their time on you?
Then start over, and try to save your life.
'Finger'
I was never not pulling for stu...being a dick was not my intention.
Oh yeah dude, sorry. I wasn't calling you a dickhead. I was just recalling your post and talking out loud. I was on day 10 or something back then, took everything personally and was ready to fucking rumble if anyone looked in my direction.
I see you post now, and understand where you were coming from.
I hope Stu gets his shit together, quitting is pretty awesome.
Not everybody gets it. Im glad you do. Im sorry Stu doesnt.
Quit on
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Stu posted roll in June this morning.
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Stu posted roll in June this morning.
Well, that's a good start.
Welcome back, Kstu.
You have some 'splaining to do. Please post your answers in June and May.
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Stu posted roll in June this morning.
Well, that's a good start.
Welcome back, Kstu.
You have some 'splaining to do. Please post your answers in June and May.
Answer truthfully Kstu. I want to know exactly what happend, what was the trigger, why did it happen and I want to know what are you going to do to make sure you never post a day 1 again.
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Alright, Kstu. Here are the famous 3. Answer them, be truthful and don't leave anything out.
What happened?
why did it happen?
What are you gonna do different?
You are going to have a hard time getting anyone to answer to the boy that cries wolf if you dont dig down deep and get some answers out there. We want you to put them here, in your old group, and in your new group. It is to benefit yourself and others. I really want you to come in to this with everything you have. Quit. Like. Fuck
That being said, KStu reached out to me via pm and text, that shows me he has balls. I respect him for that. This is life or death. No more day 1's after today stu. It is time to put up or shut up. And I believe you are going to go all in. Lets Quit
Winter Green
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Alright, Kstu. Here are the famous 3. Answer them, be truthful and don't leave anything out.
What happened?
why did it happen?
What are you gonna do different?
You are going to have a hard time getting anyone to answer to the boy that cries wolf if you dont dig down deep and get some answers out there. We want you to put them here, in your old group, and in your new group. It is to benefit yourself and others. I really want you to come in to this with everything you have. Quit. Like. Fuck
That being said, KStu reached out to me via pm and text, that shows me he has balls. I respect him for that. This is life or death. No more day 1's after today stu. It is time to put up or shut up. And I believe you are going to go all in. Lets Quit
Winter Green
Are you kidding me!? Again?
Dude. What owns you? What runs your life?
Right now it's a weed... A chemical... That is NOT how you were meant to live!
Wake up. Please! How many caves is this for you!? Get with this program or find somewhere else to be. What's it gonna be?
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Just in case you miss it in June. Like you actually give a fuk anyway.
(Krazystu @ Mar 8, 2014, 3:05 am)
Krazystu -Day 1- it's amazing what an addict will do
It sure as fuk is. There are thousands of them that will do everything in their power to keep the shit out of thier pie holes. What is your fuking excuse princess.
Maybe you should take a good long look in the mirror and see if there is actually any character and integrity inside of what you see.
If you can't keep the shit out of your face maybe this place isn't for you. You are becomming a detriment to those trying to quit around you.
Just maybe you need to peddle your ass somewhere else to quit because you obviously have now idea what the accountability and brothrhood is.
I know those little pink panties the nic bitch gave you to wear look really good on you but it's time to grow the fuk up and put on your man pants for a change. If you don't think you can do that, then by all means get the fuck out and quit soiling this place with your lack of character and integrity!
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Well I'm sorry to waist everyones time with this guy, Again!!! I gave him one last try, I gave him the benefit of the doubt, he posted a day one, but thats as far as he got on this "try". He did NOT answer the 3 questions, he ignored my texts and he has burnt his last bridge with me. KrazyStu, I am quit like fuck, I don't mind being somebody's life jacket when they need a float, but at the same time, I care about my quit enough not to let somebody act as an anchor to my quit. I truly hope you find whatever it is in your sack that will make you quit before the next dentist visit ends with a cheek, gum or tongue sample that comes back as cancerous and calls for the ol scalpel. As for me, I will direct my positive energy towards somebody who wants to take there life back.
Winter Green ;Ironman:
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"My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down."
Ummm yeah...still waiting for the buckling down.
Instead you have once again punked out like a little bitch. What happened to keeping a pic of your 3 girls with you? What happened to your fucking balls???
I have a buddy who right this very second is in the hospital with abdominal cancer. He's sick as a dog as hes not responding well to chemo. This after he had a big tumor removed last month. He's 41 years old.
You think this shit can't happen to you? Fuck you. You're wrong.
You can't post role and stay quit, and have a negative impact on guys and gals fighting their asses off...again, fuck you.
Take your bitch ass to to lite. They never quit quitting over there.
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"My effort has been a fucking joke so far...thanks for the words of encouragement...we quit together. I'm not holding up my part very well in the beginning here but I'm fully on board. Sorry for being a pussy...time to buckle down."
Ummm yeah...still waiting for the buckling down.
Instead you have once again punked out like a little bitch. What happened to keeping a pic of your 3 girls with you? What happened to your fucking balls???
I have a buddy who right this very second is in the hospital with abdominal cancer. He's sick as a dog as hes not responding well to chemo. This after he had a big tumor removed last month. He's 41 years old.
You think this shit can't happen to you? Fuck you. You're wrong.
You can't post role and stay quit, and have a negative impact on guys and gals fighting their asses off...again, fuck you.
Take your bitch ass to to lite. They never quit quitting over there.
I think we should just make "KrazyStu" the new term for people who, in addition to chewing again, are known liars and cowards. It's like one level worse than just being a caver.
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I am so fucking ashamed to be from the same state as this vagina...
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Wow... If someone can't stay quit with the help of the people on this board, I don't think they're ever going to set their mind to it.
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I took this dude off June's spreadsheet, and I will never be putting it back on. This arrogant fuckhead has made a mockery of what his place is all about for the last time.