KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Chaos on January 02, 2011, 06:14:00 AM
-
Was the Nic Bitch finding out that my last dip was on New Year's Eve 2010. Yesterday was a real nightmare for me. My head felt like it was removed from my body. The headaches though, were attached to me enough to feel them quite clear.
The cravings come in waves every 30 minutes or so along with the headaches when I don't satisfy them. Did I say that quitting hurts?
Anyway a little about myself.
Started chewing in June 1980 while in Basic training at For Leonard Wood, Missouri. A guy noticed I was fatigued and offered me some Copenhagen to keep me awake. This began a 30 year odyssey of using Cope, Red Seal, Skoal, and finally settled on Longhorn fine cut natural as my poison of choice since its cheap. When I quit yesterday, I was using two cans a day.
I work as a Land Surveyor and enjoy the job.
Anyway, I'm quit of dipping and I'll be struggling through the withdrawals for a while like the rest of you have. My mind isn't working well at all right now so that's all for now.
-
Welcome to the suck......use what you are feeling.....know if you commit to the quit...post roll everyday....get numbers....and arm yourself with knowlege....you will never have to go through the suck again.....
-
Welcome Chaos. You are at the right place to quite. I to was and still am an engineer. As our crest says let us try. Except we will suceed as a good engineer. I am on day 19, still new too. This site works. Just keep your promise everyday to quit.
-
Chaos, welcome to the suck, live it, remember it. If you do it right, you won't have to go through it again. We've all been exactly where you are right now. Post role, keep you're word - that's it for now. Come here to rage, bitch, waste time, get your mind off your crave, whatever, but come here. KTC will help if you use it - when you're ready come here to help someone else - you'll be amazed at how much stronger your quit becomes when you help someone else through their suck - thats why I'm responding to you now.
Proud to be quit with you. If you need help, don't be afraid to reach out. My number is your's for the PMing.