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Title: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 22, 2014, 06:50:00 AM
Hello everyone. I am 3 days into quitting. And it sucks. I know i am not telling you anything new, but it IS nice to say it to people who know what that means.

I dipped nearly 24 hours a day for that 10 years. Literally from when I woke till when I went to bed. Sometimes I would even sleep with a dip in. Or a pouch at least. And then one day I just got tired of it. So i just stopped. And here I am. Still cloudy headed and feeling like crap but I aint breaking weak!!!!LOL
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Thumblewort on April 22, 2014, 08:51:00 AM
Stay the course Lambo, this is the worst period. Drink water, exercise, get laid, just don't chew. I quit with you today.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on April 22, 2014, 08:59:00 AM
Welcome. Focus on quitting one day at a time.

Make sure you post roll every day. Get with your quit group and get that roll posted.

I quit with you today.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: quitter123 on April 22, 2014, 09:30:00 AM
Welcome Aboard Lambo!!

First 3 days do really suck. Post Roll, read the site, listen to those that have gone before. You have this!!!

I quit with you today. Quitter123
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: E&C's Dad on April 22, 2014, 09:38:00 AM
Welcome to the nut house and the Suck. It will get better. Learn everything you can about your addiction to nicotine and what it does to you brain because after the first three days it is just you and your brain.

Quit with you today!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Sh4string on April 22, 2014, 09:55:00 AM
Welcome!!! You will find everything you need here to quit! Learn to post roll and do it every damn day! That is your promise to yourself and your brothers and sisters here that you will not use nicotine in any form for 24 hours. One day at a time is all you need to focus on! Get to know the folks in your group, ask for #'s when you post roll. Read everything you can on this site and learn. I'm proof that anyone can Quit!!!!!!!! Pm me if you need anything
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: AppleJack on April 22, 2014, 11:04:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Hello everyone. I am 3 days into quitting. And it sucks. I know i am not telling you anything new, but it IS nice to say it to people who know what that means.

I dipped nearly 24 hours a day for that 10 years. Literally from when I woke till when I went to bed. Sometimes I would even sleep with a dip in. Or a pouch at least. And then one day I just got tired of it. So i just stopped. And here I am. Still cloudy headed and feeling like crap but I aint breaking weak!!!!LOL
3 days is magic... know why?

All that poison is gone from your body. 72 hours after quitting, nicotine has left the building. It's now your job to rebuild the building she demolished. Get familiar with this site bro... it's your new life manual/bible/blueprint. Quit wisdom of the ages is here to be had by you. Stick around and taste real freedom...
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Russell on April 22, 2014, 11:47:00 AM
Good job Lambo. I am on day five , push right on through that day three. It gets better every minute.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Mupig on April 22, 2014, 02:09:00 PM
Hang tough Lambo! You are doing the best thing possible for you and they people who care about you. The first few days really suck. Foggy, sleeping like shit, edgy, jumpy, eating everything in sight. You need to plow through it. Each day become a little easier! I am on day 9. Have had to plow through some very rough patches that in previous tries would have been an easy excuse to cave. Now it is a commitment to quit and you have the support of your fellow quitters to move you forward and keep you nic free. Pm me if you need contact info or need help!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 22, 2014, 03:23:00 PM
Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: CaliforniaSlim on April 22, 2014, 03:29:00 PM
Quote from: Lambo915
Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
That is great Lambo. 4 days is fantastic. Your body is free of the filth, now the mind games begin. I see you only have the 2 posts so far. You need to post roll. Do it every damn day.
GO to the pink welcome center button and click it. It will show you how to post roll. Your quit group needs you, and you will need them.
DO it my man. It is part of beating the damn nic-bitch.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: zquitter on April 22, 2014, 03:35:00 PM
Quote from: Lambo915
Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
4 days is great, Lambo! Don't think about staying quit for the rest of your life. Too stressful. Just quit today and worry about tomorrow later. (This mindset works for me.) Stay strong!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Thumblewort on April 22, 2014, 03:38:00 PM
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Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
I had a similar feeling this weekend at Easter, that people were sorta happy for me but didn't get the quit. Then I remembered I am not a special butterfly, and that I did this to myself, and I am quitting for me, not anyone else. Quit on!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: srans on April 22, 2014, 03:53:00 PM
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Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
I had a similar feeling this weekend at Easter, that people were sorta happy for me but didn't get the quit. Then I remembered I am not a special butterfly, and that I did this to myself, and I am quitting for me, not anyone else. Quit on!
Great job. Just one thing to point out if you don't mind. 5 days ago you were probably contemplating quitting. You probably didn't have the confidence a quitter has.

4 days ago you quit. Quitting is for pretenders, actors and people with little hope who might give it a try.

Your QUIT today my friend. Breathe in that dignity and feel that freedom. QLF with you today.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 22, 2014, 07:19:00 PM
Quote from: CaliforniaSlim
Quote from: Lambo915
Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
That is great Lambo. 4 days is fantastic. Your body is free of the filth, now the mind games begin. I see you only have the 2 posts so far. You need to post roll. Do it every damn day.
GO to the pink welcome center button and click it. It will show you how to post roll. Your quit group needs you, and you will need them.
DO it my man. It is part of beating the damn nic-bitch.
Hey man I have read the welcome stuff and dont quite understand where or how to post roll. Can you tell me exactly where and how I do that.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Derk40 on April 22, 2014, 07:24:00 PM
Quote from: Lambo915
Quote from: CaliforniaSlim
Quote from: Lambo915
Appreciate the encouragement guys. I didnt realize how hard quitting would be, and unless you have done it, you couldnt know. When I tell most people I am quitting they say "cool, thats good" but they dont understand, and cant possibly offer the support you all can. 4 days down and still quitting!!!!!
That is great Lambo. 4 days is fantastic. Your body is free of the filth, now the mind games begin. I see you only have the 2 posts so far. You need to post roll. Do it every damn day.
GO to the pink welcome center button and click it. It will show you how to post roll. Your quit group needs you, and you will need them.
DO it my man. It is part of beating the damn nic-bitch.
Hey man I have read the welcome stuff and dont quite understand where or how to post roll. Can you tell me exactly where and how I do that.
Go to community... Click quit groups... Find July 2014. Click that. Then follow the directions for posting roll. Put your name in the new quitters section.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 22, 2014, 07:31:00 PM
Thanks man, got it. Roll posted

Also I joined the site a while before I had the balls to actually quit. So I have been lurking a while before I quit and posted.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: MCO on April 22, 2014, 09:07:00 PM
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Hello everyone. I am 3 days into quitting. And it sucks. I know i am not telling you anything new, but it IS nice to say it to people who know what that means.

I dipped nearly 24 hours a day for that 10 years. Literally from when I woke till when I went to bed. Sometimes I would even sleep with a dip in. Or a pouch at least. And then one day I just got tired of it. So i just stopped. And here I am. Still cloudy headed and feeling like crap but I aint breaking weak!!!!LOL
Congrats on the quit Lambo, you sound like you've got a good attitude. PM me if you need a contact or any advice.
MCO
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: rtpope on April 22, 2014, 09:35:00 PM
Quote from: Lambo915
Thanks man, got it. Roll posted

Also I joined the site a while before I had the balls to actually quit. So I have been lurking a while before I quit and posted.
Depending on how much you lurked, you may have a good idea of what is to come!!! Hang in there....it gets better. Get involved with your quit group, get to know your group members and stay quit!!

Drink water, stay engaged, get in the gym, chew some seeds and QLF EDD!!!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 23, 2014, 08:28:00 AM
Appreciate it guys. KTC has definitely helped keep me on track. I honestly had doubts that posting roll and all that was neccessary and worth it. But I figured I would try, and keep an open mind. Now, 5 days quit, I love posting roll, what it means, and is a daily re-commit to QLF EDD!!!!!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: AppleJack on April 23, 2014, 11:27:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Appreciate it guys. KTC has definitely helped keep me on track. I honestly had doubts that posting roll and all that was neccessary and worth it. But I figured I would try, and keep an open mind. Now, 5 days quit, I love posting roll, what it means, and is a daily re-commit to QLF EDD!!!!!
And... the light goes on!

Good on ya, man.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 24, 2014, 03:40:00 AM
Rough day today. Now that I am almost a week in, the Nic is mostly gone, and now instead of just feeling like crap, I feel fine, and want a dip more than ever. But I am not. I am gonna stay quit. It sucks. I truly had no idea how all encompassing quitting would be. I knew it would be difficult, but I feel like a heroin addict. All of my focus is on quitting. As it should be.

Gotta throw some love towards Toddy, whose emails and support has helped on the hard days like today. Just to piss and moan to someone who knows what its like is a life saver. Thanks brother!!

QLF EDD. I quit again today
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: jayd41 on April 24, 2014, 09:30:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Rough day today. Now that I am almost a week in, the Nic is mostly gone, and now instead of just feeling like crap, I feel fine, and want a dip more than ever. But I am not. I am gonna stay quit. It sucks. I truly had no idea how all encompassing quitting would be. I knew it would be difficult, but I feel like a heroin addict. All of my focus is on quitting. As it should be.

Gotta throw some love towards Toddy, whose emails and support has helped on the hard days like today. Just to piss and moan to someone who knows what its like is a life saver. Thanks brother!!

QLF EDD. I quit again today
i don't remember exactly the day you are on but if you are almost at a week the nicotine is completely out of your system! You survived the hardest part physically...now to mind games are upon you...love the mind games...every crave you get from now on might feel physical but it is all in your head. congrats and quit on
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 24, 2014, 09:39:00 AM
Thanks Jay. I am on day 6, and my brain is in full revolt against my quit. The cravings are bad, but I posted roll, commited to QLF today, and I aint caving.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: jayd41 on April 24, 2014, 09:46:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Thanks Jay. I am on day 6, and my brain is in full revolt against my quit. The cravings are bad, but I posted roll, commited to QLF today, and I aint caving.
yeah man...it is a mental game from here on out...just today...that is all you need to worry about.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on April 24, 2014, 10:12:00 AM
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: Lambo915
Thanks Jay. I am on day 6, and my brain is in full revolt against my quit. The cravings are bad, but I posted roll, commited to QLF today, and I aint caving.
yeah man...it is a mental game from here on out...just today...that is all you need to worry about.
That's how you quit brother. Make that pledge (roll call) before your feet hit the floor. Then you're locked in. I quit with you. Keep winning these battles and pretty soon you will feel damn good.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 25, 2014, 12:30:00 AM
Today was a great quit day Brothers.

I had to break down and buy some Smokey Mountain today. I didnt want to, but the cravings were bad. At first I was dissappointed in myself. I know its not a cave, but its still a lump of crap in my mouth i dont want. But as soon as i threw that SM in, I learned a very important lesson. I AM NOT DEPENDENT ON NICOTINE ANYMORE!! I am still very addicted, and always will be, but theat dip of SM made me feel 100% better. Which tells me I dont need nic anymore. Just an oral fixation to kick. 7 days in , and i have never been more dedicated. I quit today again!!!!]

Great day brothers, great day.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: slinger on April 25, 2014, 12:37:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Today was a great quit day Brothers.

I had to break down and buy some Smokey Mountain today. I didnt want to, but the cravings were bad. At first I was dissappointed in myself. I know its not a cave, but its still a lump of crap in my mouth i dont want. But as soon as i threw that SM in, I learned a very important lesson. I AM NOT DEPENDENT ON NICOTINE ANYMORE!! I am still very addicted, and always will be, but theat dip of SM made me feel 100% better. Which tells me I dont need nic anymore. Just an oral fixation to kick. 7 days in , and i have never been more dedicated. I quit today again!!!!]

Great day brothers, great day.
Hey Lambo, don't beat yourself up for using the fake stuff. Some guys use it hundreds of days into their quits. I use it a couple times a day. Usually go through a can in about a week. I am finding that I need it less and less. Whatever it takes to not put that poison shit in your mouth. Stay strong. I'm quitting with you today.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 25, 2014, 12:42:00 AM
Thanks Slinger. I know the deadly poision is what we are here to beat, and I am, everyday, ADAAT, but I really want to kick the habit of having a lip full of black sh.it all the time. But again, its better than the she devil that wants to kill me.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on April 30, 2014, 06:26:00 AM
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: miles on April 30, 2014, 08:07:00 AM
Quit with you today. One Day At A Time has worked for me.

Miles - 1150
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: E&C's Dad on April 30, 2014, 09:33:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Very well said. I love that the majority of the people here are serious as cancer about quitting. It will get better in your quit group as the slackers and cavers disappear. Pretty soon the next new group will have to deal with them. I quit with you today! Please hit me up if I can do anything to help and CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. JUST QUIT ODAAT. 'boob'
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Mupig on April 30, 2014, 10:21:00 AM
Quote from: E&C's
Quote from: Lambo915
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Very well said. I love that the majority of the people here are serious as cancer about quitting. It will get better in your quit group as the slackers and cavers disappear. Pretty soon the next new group will have to deal with them. I quit with you today! Please hit me up if I can do anything to help and CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. JUST QUIT ODAAT. 'boob'
Keep on plowing through Lambo. Glad to see you make through the challenge. ODAAT. Why go back when there is so much more to look forward to?
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: rdad on April 30, 2014, 11:50:00 AM
Quote from: MUPig
Quote from: E&C's
Quote from: Lambo915
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Very well said. I love that the majority of the people here are serious as cancer about quitting. It will get better in your quit group as the slackers and cavers disappear. Pretty soon the next new group will have to deal with them. I quit with you today! Please hit me up if I can do anything to help and CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. JUST QUIT ODAAT. 'boob'
Keep on plowing through Lambo. Glad to see you make through the challenge. ODAAT. Why go back when there is so much more to look forward to?
Brother, there is nothing little about 12 days of quit. That is awesome. They add up so fast and things get so much better too! Keep going. Good Post!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Spence249 on April 30, 2014, 01:46:00 PM
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: MUPig
Quote from: E&C's
Quote from: Lambo915
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Very well said. I love that the majority of the people here are serious as cancer about quitting. It will get better in your quit group as the slackers and cavers disappear. Pretty soon the next new group will have to deal with them. I quit with you today! Please hit me up if I can do anything to help and CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. JUST QUIT ODAAT. 'boob'
Keep on plowing through Lambo. Glad to see you make through the challenge. ODAAT. Why go back when there is so much more to look forward to?
Brother, there is nothing little about 12 days of quit. That is awesome. They add up so fast and things get so much better too! Keep going. Good Post!
I'm on day 54 and there have been days that I can't remember my number either. The fog is a bitch.

You're not alone in this fight. Hit any of us up if you need anything. I'm in the same boat with you - I have 2 daughters as well. I keep a picture of them handy at all times. If I EVER get a craving, which are becoming more rare everyday, all I have to do is look at the picture. Has almost brought me to tears thinking about how stupid I was and how stupid it would be to EVER dip again.

Stay quit quitter!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Doc Chewfree on April 30, 2014, 02:40:00 PM
Quote from: spence249
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: MUPig
Quote from: E&C's
Quote from: Lambo915
Havent updated this thing in a while. Bored at work so figured i would. 12 days in. And I am more of a quitter than ever. I am still pulling out of the fog. Thought I was completely through it but was kind of fuzzy today. lost count on my own quit days LOL. But i feel better than I have in a long time. Have really been spending some time in chat, getting to know some guys, exchanging some numbers. Love it.

Met my first real challenge this past weekend too. Had my Motorcycle Club "church" and drank beer for the first time since day 1. I killed it with no problem. i think i was so exctited to talk about my quit, i didnt have time to cave LOL. But I made it through.

As i read more on the forum, and i read threads with people who caved, or people who just cant wrap their mind around KTC, it is starting to make me angry. I have 2 beautiful daughters and could not bear the thought of losing 1 single day with them in exchange for that nasty weed. Yet people here treat their quit like some sort of joke, or something to pass the time between dips. Quitting like fu.ck is hard as fu.ck, and i can not stand when people commit to the quit and are full of s.hit. That ryhmes LOL.

God 12 days sounds like so little, but its the longest i have gone without a dip in 10+ years. jesus i was stupid. No more though. I am a full time quitter!

I can not thank KTC or some of the guys I have met on here for their help. I truly understand that the fight to quit is a fight for my life. And having total strangers who care enough about my quit to help, shows the caliber of ppl KTC draws.

Thanks for reading my needlesly long post. Quit Long, Quit Hard!!!!!
Very well said. I love that the majority of the people here are serious as cancer about quitting. It will get better in your quit group as the slackers and cavers disappear. Pretty soon the next new group will have to deal with them. I quit with you today! Please hit me up if I can do anything to help and CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. JUST QUIT ODAAT. 'boob'
Keep on plowing through Lambo. Glad to see you make through the challenge. ODAAT. Why go back when there is so much more to look forward to?
Brother, there is nothing little about 12 days of quit. That is awesome. They add up so fast and things get so much better too! Keep going. Good Post!
I'm on day 54 and there have been days that I can't remember my number either. The fog is a bitch.

You're not alone in this fight. Hit any of us up if you need anything. I'm in the same boat with you - I have 2 daughters as well. I keep a picture of them handy at all times. If I EVER get a craving, which are becoming more rare everyday, all I have to do is look at the picture. Has almost brought me to tears thinking about how stupid I was and how stupid it would be to EVER dip again.

Stay quit quitter!
12 days is freaking awesome! You are winning ODAAT!
Quit on!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Thumblewort on April 30, 2014, 02:55:00 PM
I quit with you today Lambo. 12 is bad ass!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: brettlees on April 30, 2014, 03:26:00 PM
Hey Lambo great job! Things are going to get better soon! You'll love it. Keep logging the tough times here, so you have this record of what you don't ever want to go through again.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Shorthorn on May 01, 2014, 01:52:00 PM
Lambo... Great job.

Brother dont belittle 12 days... Those 12 days are harder than the next 30!

Somebody smells like quit in here!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Lambo915 on May 17, 2014, 05:51:00 AM
Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.

It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.

I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fuc.king smart, and dont need to follow the program.

I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fu.cks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.

I am gonna quit today. Again.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Steakbomb18 on May 17, 2014, 07:07:00 AM
Quote from: Lambo915
Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.

It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.

I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fuc.king smart, and dont need to follow the program.

I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fu.cks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.

I am gonna quit today. Again.
Lambo, this was my first time reading your thread and I love this journal because it reminds me very much of my first 30 days and why I never want to live "a first 30 days" ever again. To me, it sounds like you're beginning to revel in your freedom, and you should. Be proud of it, brag about it, and wear it like a freaking medal. You keep doing what you're doing EDD; glad you're here.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Mogul on May 17, 2014, 08:14:00 AM
Lambo, me too. first time on your thread. And I agree completely with Steakbomb. Congratulate yourself and be very protective of your quit. It's yours and it belongs only to you. It is a relationship between your body and your brain. You have won, your attitude determined that when you made the decision to quit. Try and revel in the fact that you have won and go out and do one thing for yourself to make you a better person. Go for a run, a walk, lift some weights, help an elderly person across the street. Hell, I don't know, but do something positive for yourself and move beyond just beating the bitch. But, do it slowly and one thing at a time. Make no room for stress or other weaknesses where the bitch can come knocking. ODAAT brother. Mogul quits with ya.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: slinger on May 17, 2014, 08:55:00 AM
Nice job, Lambo. You're crushing it right now. Keep up the good work.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: brettlees on May 17, 2014, 08:49:00 PM
Quote from: slinger
Nice job, Lambo. You're crushing it right now. Keep up the good work.
Your last post fired me up- glad you are making such positive changes thru the quit. It's amazing how much better life seems once you start tasting the freedom isn't it? Keep building your quit Lambo, you're doing great!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Derk40 on May 17, 2014, 09:19:00 PM
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: Lambo915
Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.

It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.

I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fuc.king smart, and dont need to follow the program.

I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fu.cks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.

I am gonna quit today. Again.
Lambo, this was my first time reading your thread and I love this journal because it reminds me very much of my first 30 days and why I never want to live "a first 30 days" ever again. To me, it sounds like you're beginning to revel in your freedom, and you should. Be proud of it, brag about it, and wear it like a freaking medal. You keep doing what you're doing EDD; glad you're here.
29 days is some great Quittin. Well done lambo.

Try not to worry about the past 10 yrs. You are a new man. A free man that is not a slave to a can of dirt. Focus on making this day the best day of your life. That is how we roll here. ODAAT.

Proud to be quit with you today.
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Ginet on May 18, 2014, 11:04:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: Lambo915
Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.

It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.

I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fuc.king smart, and dont need to follow the program.

I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fu.cks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.

I am gonna quit today. Again.
Lambo, this was my first time reading your thread and I love this journal because it reminds me very much of my first 30 days and why I never want to live "a first 30 days" ever again. To me, it sounds like you're beginning to revel in your freedom, and you should. Be proud of it, brag about it, and wear it like a freaking medal. You keep doing what you're doing EDD; glad you're here.
29 days is some great Quittin. Well done lambo.

Try not to worry about the past 10 yrs. You are a new man. A free man that is not a slave to a can of dirt. Focus on making this day the best day of your life. That is how we roll here. ODAAT.

Proud to be quit with you today.
Hey U2....stay strong!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: yemtig on May 19, 2014, 12:41:00 AM
Hey Lambo, just wanted to check in on your thread.. Great seeing you in chat the other night. Nice quit you have going on here.. Stay vigilant and protect that quit at all costs!! You are doing all the right things, the magic is to keep doing thing same things over and over.. post roll, stay quit, be a badass, etc.... you know the drill b/c you're a badass of quit! Anyways, just post roll and be a man of your word..

QLF with you today!
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: Grady on June 06, 2014, 10:15:00 AM
Quote
Day 29. Almost a month. This is the longest I have been nice free since I started. Thats insane. Not easy either. I went through some real rough patches in this month. Lot of nic rage, and a lot of understanding from my wife and friends.

It makes me sad to think that I chose dip over my family for 10 years, now that I'm quit, I am blaming my wife for that too. I know its part of the process, and I have pulled out of my funk finally, but it kills me how much of an impact that stuff had and still has even though I am QLF.

I could not have even made it this far without KTC, and my quit brothers. Between posting roll EVERYDAY (STILL 100%) late night chat with some straight up quitting idiots, to texts from quit brothers just to motivate me daily. It kills me to see guys/gals (new and old) bucking the system cause they think they are so fucking smart, and dont need to follow the program.

I am dedicated to a new life, without nicotine. I cant thank all of you enough. Every call, text, message, post reply, and most of all my late night chat fucks gets me through every day, and keeps me quit.

I am gonna quit today. Again.
You best check yourself Lambo! The stats don't lie. Ouch, tell me about it, it kills me too!(I fixed those typos for you.)
Title: Re: New to quitting and dying slowly
Post by: thewolfe on June 06, 2014, 04:01:00 PM
Coming around about 11pm and posting that day and also posting the next day is cutting corners.

If you are willing to cut corners on posting daily, what's next?