KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: dil6000 on December 27, 2015, 06:42:00 AM
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Hello everyone, my name is Dylan. I have been chewing hardcore (meaning I spit a chew out I immediately put a new one in) for the last 10 years. It all started when I was 18 in my senior year of high school. Someone convinced me to put that crap in my mouth and I was instantly hooked. My addiction started kinda slow and then exploded my first year of college when I was out of the house and no longer had to hide it from family. I have been reading this site at night for the last two weeks and tonight I finally decided enough is enough. I said to myself if all these other people can do it than I sure as hell can man up and do it too. I spit my last one out and flushed my remaining dip down the toilet. I'm tired of always having to worry about how I will be able to chew when going somewhere with my friends or girlfriend. I'm tired of lying and fighting with my girlfriend about it. I'm tired of always having to sneak away from her because I would rather stuff my lip with a giant wad of shit then spend time with her. I'm tired of always having to find something to spit into. I'm tired of spending 100's of dollars a month slowly killing myself and destroying my life. And most of all I'm just plain tired of being controlled by this shit. I'm motivated, I'm pissed off, and I'm ready to kick the nic bitch to curb and get my life back.
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Welcome to KTC Dylan! You cleared a huge hurdle with your first roll post this morning - well done. If you have been around for a couple of weeks reading on the site then I believe you grasp the importance of the promise that you made today. I like how pissed off and determined you are - you will need that fire to fight today's fight. I felt the same frustrations that you feel - and I promise you that freedom is within reach. CJ
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Dylan,
Congrats on making the best decision of your life!! Now all you have to do is quit one day at a time, because that's all we do here, and it works! Don't worry about tomorrow or any other day, just today! Use the entire website, and READ, READ, READ! There's a forum if you need to yell at people! When you get craves, do what it takes to get through them (Seeds, Gum, Toothpicks, etc). I chewed for 20 years, and currently I'm on day 88, so i'm living proof that you can quit too!! Get to posting roll in April, and I quit with you today!
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Welcome Dylan. Great decision to join KTC and great job posting roll in April '16. I quit with you today.
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Dylan roughly a year ago I was right where you are. I'm now staring down 365 . . it might seem impossible, but it's not. We'll help you through it. Don't worry about the next day. Just worry about today. Or the next 30 minutes.
We'll help you get through it.
I see you posted roll already. Do it every day, early. Make your promise, mean it, be a man of your word, and do it every day.
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Use that anger and make this the only quit you will ever need.
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Congrats on your 100th day brother!
Can you believe it!?! 100 days ago you flushed that shit. Amazing job man. So few people can do that. YOU ARE BAD ASS!!