KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: ssever122 on January 11, 2014, 06:00:00 PM
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Alright Fellas, I Got Almost 48 HoursOn This QuitingThing. I've Got BAcc Off And nicorette Anybody, Got Any Pointers? Can Anybody Tell Me About How Long The Worst Of This Will Last?
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First things first, take the nicorette and throw it away. The only way to quit and stay quit is to clear your body of ALL forms of nicotine.
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First things first, take the nicorette and throw it away. The only way to quit and stay quit is to clear your body of ALL forms of nicotine.
This site can help you kick your nicotine addiction (not a habit) to the curb. We don't use words like try or hope as they are just another excuse for our addictive brains to tell us another lie. There are no short cuts, but here are some links that will help you navigate this site.
This a NO NICOTINE site. End of discussion. Why this Site Works (http://www.killthecan.org/about/why.asp)
After you throw you 'replacement nicotine delivery". You shoud get familiar with this site and start building your quit defense.
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614), What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp)
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Give up the nicotine (drug) and we will help you give up tobacco ( delivery system).
When that makes sense let us know
Want you to quit with us bro
Mogul
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Nicotine addiction 101 (http://whyquit.com/whyquit/linksaaddiction.html)---this link will explain a lot about how bad nicotine is and why. It literally is poison and doesn't want you to quit. Best to just give it up now. Cold turkey. Read up tonight, then post roll and quit tonight. You'll want to when you learn what it's been doing to you. You can do it by following this site's plan.
Three days and the poisons out of your system- jump in and get it headed out!
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Aright guys, thanks for the good word and reading material. Consider me done with the Nicorette gum. It's nasty anyway! I've only chewed six pieces and my mouth is tore up from either it or the bacc off. Oh what's your thoughts on the bacc off?
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Aright guys, thanks for the good word and reading material. Consider me done with the Nicorette gum. It's nasty anyway! I've only chewed six pieces and my mouth is tore up from either it or the bacc off. Oh what's your thoughts on the bacc off?
Somebody else will have to answer about the back off but as long as there is no nicotine it's not off limits. I wanted to say congratulations on making a great decision to save your life. Post roll next- you are in the April 2014 class. Then keep your word today. Do that all over again tomorrow. You already have a lot of help posted here, and others will be dropping in to help and support you. Really nice job man, proud of you.
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Aright guys, thanks for the good word and reading material. Consider me done with the Nicorette gum. It's nasty anyway! I've only chewed six pieces and my mouth is tore up from either it or the bacc off. Oh what's your thoughts on the bacc off?
Somebody else will have to answer about the back off but as long as there is no nicotine it's not off limits. I wanted to say congratulations on making a great decision to save your life. Post roll next- you are in the April 2014 class. Then keep your word today. Do that all over again tomorrow. You already have a lot of help posted here, and others will be dropping in to help and support you. Really nice job man, proud of you.
Thanks Man
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Bacc off is fine or any other fake dip, some like it others don't. Personally I used some for almost 100 days and then lost interest in it. It did help with the oral fixation. As far as how long the worst will be? Now that you've quit putting nicotine into your system 72 hours will flush your system but then there is some nasty psychological fights with the bitch. After several weeks you will begin having fewer cravings and they will be further apart.
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Sserver: I sent the following to you in a PM tonight. Call me at the number I sent you if you are still having problems. Wayne
How to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
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How to Post ROLL CALL - Roll Call Instructions
Step 1 - Find the last Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box.
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like a solid blue box.
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box.
Step 6 - Click your mouse anywhere in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Paste the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
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Let's keep it simple, you can put anything in your body you want except nicotine. We are here to kick the nicotine bitch in the shankles. Yes she has shankles. No nicotine. I threw in some jakes mint chew for awhile, but now I'm just quit everything to do with packing my lip. Do you realize somebody is getting rich off of your self destruction? If someone was threatening you and taking your money at the same time, how would you feel? That is what's happening every time you purchase nicotine, I don't care the delivery system, gum, tobacco, patch, etc.
Let's all kick their asses together.
Mogul
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Sserver: I sent the following to you in a PM tonight. Call me at the number I sent you if you are still having problems. Wayne
How to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
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How to Post ROLL CALL - Roll Call Instructions
Step 1 - Find the last Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box.
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like a solid blue box.
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box.
Step 6 - Click your mouse anywhere in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Paste the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
Thank you man I think I got it done right.
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Bacc off is fine or any other fake dip, some like it others don't. Personally I used some for almost 100 days and then lost interest in it. It did help with the oral fixation. As far as how long the worst will be? Now that you've quit putting nicotine into your system 72 hours will flush your system but then there is some nasty psychological fights with the bitch. After several weeks you will begin having fewer cravings and they will be further apart.
Sweet thanks for the heads up!
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Let's keep it simple, you can put anything in your body you want except nicotine. We are here to kick the nicotine bitch in the shankles. Yes she has shankles. No nicotine. I threw in some jakes mint chew for awhile, but now I'm just quit everything to do with packing my lip. Do you realize somebody is getting rich off of your self destruction? If someone was threatening you and taking your money at the same time, how would you feel? That is what's happening every time you purchase nicotine, I don't care the delivery system, gum, tobacco, patch, etc.
Let's all kick their asses together.
Mogul
Shankles...got it lol. As far as the money shit goes, I hear you man that's the main reason I'm quitting. Got rid of the bitch, Killed the debt, now I'm gonna put a whooping on snuff(once and for all) and buy me a sxs with the money I save from not dipping
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ssever, way to follow through; from seeking advice, taking that advice strait up, and then heeding that advice. Now that you've kicked that nic bitch to the curb, feel free to get pissed and dish it back to us if she starts toying with your head. We can take it. Stay on the strait and narrow, post roll, and post your experiences in this intro and in others. Glad to be quitting with you.
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ssever, way to follow through; from seeking advice, taking that advice strait up, and then heeding that advice. Now that you've kicked that nic bitch to the curb, feel free to get pissed and dish it back to us if she starts toying with your head. We can take it. Stay on the strait and narrow, post roll, and post your experiences in this intro and in others. Glad to be quitting with you.
Thanks man and will do!
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The haze and these headaches suck major monkey balls!! Luckily my guys at work are pretty die hard for me. I bout caved and bought me a can earlier in the store, when my cashier set it on the counter as always. One of my guys came in and just stood by me. Kinda made me feel like a criminal that had to be watched to keep from stealing or something. I wont feel like that again!! I'm a grown ass man and I don't need watched to keep from buying shit...embarrassing that I let this happen to myself... 'bang head'
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Make sure you post roll. And after you post roll, take things in 24 segments. No more, no less.
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I wont feel like that again!! I'm a grown ass man and I don't need watched to keep from buying shit...embarrassing that I let this happen to myself... 'bang head'
Thats why you are here brutha, for some help. We all need some help at some point, its the way humans are designed. We are born needing help and usually go out needing help, so no embarrassment in needing a little in between. Good you have a true friend who made you feel that way and kept you from caving. Welcome to the best decision you will make and you need anything shoot me a PM.
Menace
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I wont feel like that again!! I'm a grown ass man and I don't need watched to keep from buying shit...embarrassing that I let this happen to myself... 'bang head'
Thats why you are here brutha, for some help. We all need some help at some point, its the way humans are designed. We are born needing help and usually go out needing help, so no embarrassment in needing a little in between. Good you have a true friend who made you feel that way and kept you from caving. Welcome to the best decision you will make and you need anything shoot me a PM.
Menace
Thx man I appreciate it
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Are you hanging in there ok? A couple tips, in case you haven't read enough yet here---
first, start bulding your network of accountability. Get phone numbers of guys in your class and other classes for accountabily and support. It really helps. Some of them will end up being friends. PM me if you want mine, i'll sure get you started. This is pretty crucial to do - we all need support.
second, its recommended that you document your quit here in your intro thread- what you go through, etc. That creates a record that you can refer back to, to remind you of what you have been through and you never want to go through again. I did this, and it really does help firm up my resolve to go back and look over. Other guys intros are also great reading material to see that everybody goes through their own flavor of what you are going through. This one is optional, but it really does help.
Ok, keep this thing going- you are battling for your life, and making some great steps already. You can do it completely by following the program here!
Proud to be quitting with you today!
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Are you hanging in there ok? A couple tips, in case you haven't read enough yet here---
first, start bulding your network of accountability. Get phone numbers of guys in your class and other classes for accountabily and support. It really helps. Some of them will end up being friends. PM me if you want mine, i'll sure get you started. This is pretty crucial to do - we all need support.
second, its recommended that you document your quit here in your intro thread- what you go through, etc. That creates a record that you can refer back to, to remind you of what you have been through and you never want to go through again. I did this, and it really does help firm up my resolve to go back and look over. Other guys intros are also great reading material to see that everybody goes through their own flavor of what you are going through. This one is optional, but it really does help.
Ok, keep this thing going- you are battling for your life, and making some great steps already. You can do it completely by following the program here!
Proud to be quitting with you today!
Hey Man Thx For The Advice. Everything Is Going Good And I Like The Idea Of Chronicling This Journey. I'll Do That Starting now.
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Thx!!Well Day 3 Is In the Books And I Realized I Haven't Actually Introduced Myself. First Off My Name Is Stephen. I An A 31 Year Old Father Of One(FullCustody). I'm A Fire Lieutenant And I Install septic Systems Most Days Off. I Been Dippin For A Little Over Fifteen Years And A Few Nights Ago On The Night Before My Birthday, My Boy Asked When He Was Gonna Be Big Enough To Dip Like Me. Well That Just Pissed Me Off And We Went And Chucked My Can In The Pond. Today I Spent My Day Off With My Kid. Needless To Say, I did All Kinds Of Stuff That I Would Always Have A Dip To Do And I Felt Good Not To Be Teaching Him Bad Habits. Bacc Off Is Definitely HelpiN ThoughSo Is The Fact I'm Pissed Off And Tired Of Being Controlled By A Can Of worm Dirt.
OneThing That Is Driving Me Crazy Today Is That This Damn Phone Is Capitalizing The First Letter Of Each Word Lol
On A Side Note If I Can help Any Of Y'all Who Helped Me Just Lemme Know. Thx
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Thx!!Well Day 3 Is In the Books And I Realized I Haven't Actually Introduced Myself. First Off My Name Is Stephen. I An A 31 Year Old Father Of One(FullCustody). I'm A Fire Lieutenant And I Install septic Systems Most Days Off. I Been Dippin For A Little Over Fifteen Years And A Few Nights Ago On The Night Before My Birthday, My Boy Asked When He Was Gonna Be Big Enough To Dip Like Me. Well That Just Pissed Me Off And We Went And Chucked My Can In The Pond. Today I Spent My Day Off With My Kid. Needless To Say, I did All Kinds Of Stuff That I Would Always Have A Dip To Do And I Felt Good Not To Be Teaching Him Bad Habits. Bacc Off Is Definitely HelpiN ThoughSo Is The Fact I'm Pissed Off And Tired Of Being Controlled By A Can Of worm Dirt.
OneThing That Is Driving Me Crazy Today Is That This Damn Phone Is Capitalizing The First Letter Of Each Word Lol
On A Side Note If I Can help Any Of Y'all Who Helped Me Just Lemme Know. Thx
3 days is big time bro. Shows you have some heart cause the first 3 days are the toughest. Stick close to the site and make some contacts. PM me if you want my number. It seems strange to give out your number to a stranger and vice versa but this site is built on accountability and working together. Stick your nose in chat and start meeting some people - my first 60 days I was in chat pretty much daily. This site works but you gotta be fully invested and drink the Kool aid. You can do it man - be aggressive. Be confident. Post roll every day - EVERY day. I love the quit :D
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Thx!!Well Day 3 Is In the Books And I Realized I Haven't Actually Introduced Myself. First Off My Name Is Stephen. I An A 31 Year Old Father Of One(FullCustody). I'm A Fire Lieutenant And I Install septic Systems Most Days Off. I Been Dippin For A Little Over Fifteen Years And A Few Nights Ago On The Night Before My Birthday, My Boy Asked When He Was Gonna Be Big Enough To Dip Like Me. Well That Just Pissed Me Off And We Went And Chucked My Can In The Pond. Today I Spent My Day Off With My Kid. Needless To Say, I did All Kinds Of Stuff That I Would Always Have A Dip To Do And I Felt Good Not To Be Teaching Him Bad Habits. Bacc Off Is Definitely HelpiN ThoughSo Is The Fact I'm Pissed Off And Tired Of Being Controlled By A Can Of worm Dirt.
OneThing That Is Driving Me Crazy Today Is That This Damn Phone Is Capitalizing The First Letter Of Each Word Lol
On A Side Note If I Can help Any Of Y'all Who Helped Me Just Lemme Know. Thx
Love the Dad that sees his impact on his kid and changes.
The dad that says, do as I say and not as I do...hmmm
You're obviously a good dad. Fuck the politically correct, kids do better when dad is a dad and involved.
I know this is a quit site but I think this is part of it. Fighting the war so our kids don't get duped by USTobacco. I quit with you today.
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Thanks Guys! Day Five Sucked Balls. I Really Considered Giving Up But I Made It!
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Thanks Guys! Day Five Sucked Balls. I Really Considered Giving Up But I Made It!
Great job battling thru. That's a win in your column. Now that you know you can beat thus, let that win fuel you. Believe in yourself and move forward one day at a time
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You've just notched 5 victories in a row. When was the last time you did that? You are undefeated this week and from here on out there is no way in hell, you're going to let a can of worm dirt poison pull out another victory. Flawless from here on out. Every Damn Day, you, me, and everyone here at KTC are going to do this. Now go nail down your first dip free week.
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Thanks Guys! Day Five Sucked Balls. I Really Considered Giving Up But I Made It!
Considering giving up means it's not completely off the table. Do yourself a favor,, take it completely off. There is no giving up. The mind set you must develop is simple. It's the same we all develop. I don't care how bad it gets,, today I'm not using. Post roll and keep your word! You make the decisions. You got this one day at a time.
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Never let the bitch win. Never. To remain undefeated, always pay attention to the battle at hand. If you think in terms that you are quit forever and you will feel like shit forever, it just became harder and damn near impossible to beat.
You will have phases while your body rewires without nicotine. Fog, funks, uphoria and joy, and down right depression and rage. Every emotion will be heightened for a time.
You know what, you can survive and win today. Today is the day to say, "Not now, not today". Day after day, you will train yourself not to be impulsive and value freedom over vice.
Just never sweat what lies in store tomorrow. I can promise you, what you feel today is only temporary (good or bad) but you can suffer or enjoy today and get through it.
Wake tomorrow and repeat. Day after day after day. Before long, good days will far out number the bad days and quitting daily...It gets easy.
Stay the course by following the plan. Quit today, never worry about being quit tomorrow or forever. Just quit today, keep your word and claim a victory. When you wake and its Today again...repeat.
Be a fighter and value your quit and freedom more than you value a buzz and kneeling to swear allegiance to nicotine.
If it ever gets to a point where you have to have one. You must call and ask a brother for permission to cave. (This keeps you from an impulsive decision that brings regret.)
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Guys I really appreciate all the support! Yesterday was another bitch of a day, but I made it. Honestly though, logging in and reading y'alls words of wisdom gave me a boost. Day 7 is just getting started and it's already starting better than all the rest. I still have the headache, but the fog appears to be subsiding. My hands are reacting as quickly as I tell them now, and I'm not necessarily feeling like ripping anyone's head off this morning lol. Thanks for quitting with me, and I am honored to quit with each of you today.
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Guys I really appreciate all the support! Yesterday was another bitch of a day, but I made it. Honestly though, logging in and reading y'alls words of wisdom gave me a boost. Day 7 is just getting started and it's already starting better than all the rest. I still have the headache, but the fog appears to be subsiding. My hands are reacting as quickly as I tell them now, and I'm not necessarily feeling like ripping anyone's head off this morning lol. Thanks for quitting with me, and I am honored to quit with each of you today.
Keep it going man, little by little. If you get some fresh air, enjoy it, recharge for the next battle. Don't be afraid to get pissed about what the damned poison weed did to you, and how hard it is to walk away. You're doing it! ODAAT!
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Made a bad call at work first thing this morning. A great way to wake up...not!! Had to fight all the way back t the station not to cave in and cope the way I've always done, but I didn't give in and won't!! Now to sanitize everything in my possession and get the rest of the day started. Stay strong today quitters. It's a great day to be alive!!
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Made a bad call at work first thing this morning. A great way to wake up...not!! Had to fight all the way back t the station not to cave in and cope the way I've always done, but I didn't give in and won't!! Now to sanitize everything in my possession and get the rest of the day started. Stay strong today quitters. It's a great day to be alive!!
At the begging it was a 'hold on for dear life white-knuckle roller coaster ride'
The second by second stretched out to minute by minute , then hour by hour, day by day. Regardless of the 'quit time' we live with the fact we are nicotine addicts so we walk the razor every day. Learn the tools and weapons to combat your demon and fight the bitch every damn day bro!
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Ok well today is day 13 nicotine free and 14 snuff free.
I am glad to say I'm not "jonesin' like a mother" anymore. I have cravings a LOT!! Some harder than others, but I am dedicated! I don't even consider giving up anymore.
When cravings show up I get pissed off all over again like when I decided to quit. I have been using that smokey mountain in place of tobacco since the day I quit, and I'm starting to lose interest with it. Besides, I kinda had a wake up moment last night. My main motivation for quitting is to keep my kid from taking years off his life with the nic bitch, but he still sees me packing a lip. So I made up my mind to explain to him the difference and start cutting that out too, except for when the cravings get really hard. My thought here is that no matter whether its real or fake snuff... packing a lip is still the norm to him, and I am gonna change that!
Stay strong my brothers! ODAAT
Today I quit with peters6278 and comalley.
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
Hi there. Let's get right to it. You say you missed posting roll "FOR GOOD REASONS". Go ahead. Name one. There are no GOOD REASONS for missing roll. You can't give me 60 seconds to give my your word? You can't give me 60 seconds to promise you quit with me? It took you more than 60 seconds to get in the store and pay for nic bitch didn't it? How many numbers do you have? Did you use any of them to have someone help you post roll? If the answer is "zero numbers" that is also a problem. BE ON ROLL. MAKE YOUR PROMISE. HALF ASS WONT WORK!
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
Hi there. Let's get right to it. You say you missed posting roll "FOR GOOD REASONS". Go ahead. Name one. There are no GOOD REASONS for missing roll. You can't give me 60 seconds to give my your word? You can't give me 60 seconds to promise you quit with me? It took you more than 60 seconds to get in the store and pay for nic bitch didn't it? How many numbers do you have? Did you use any of them to have someone help you post roll? If the answer is "zero numbers" that is also a problem. BE ON ROLL. MAKE YOUR PROMISE. HALF ASS WONT WORK!
Ok I do absolutely nothing in my life half ass and if I tell you that I had good reasons. Then I had good reasons! I don't need to justify myself to you especially seeing as you have never reached out to me except in an attempt to rip my ass today. I had no phone numbers at the time. I have two phone numbers now and if one of those is not yours and if you didn't have my phone number the days I didn't post roll then I'd say you failed the system as much as me and should get off my ass altogether. Thanks!
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
Hi there. Let's get right to it. You say you missed posting roll "FOR GOOD REASONS". Go ahead. Name one. There are no GOOD REASONS for missing roll. You can't give me 60 seconds to give my your word? You can't give me 60 seconds to promise you quit with me? It took you more than 60 seconds to get in the store and pay for nic bitch didn't it? How many numbers do you have? Did you use any of them to have someone help you post roll? If the answer is "zero numbers" that is also a problem. BE ON ROLL. MAKE YOUR PROMISE. HALF ASS WONT WORK!
Ok I do absolutely nothing in my life half ass and if I tell you that I had good reasons. Then I had good reasons! I don't need to justify myself to you especially seeing as you have never reached out to me except in an attempt to rip my ass today. I had no phone numbers at the time. I have two phone numbers now and if one of those is not yours and if you didn't have my phone number the days I didn't post roll then I'd say you failed the system as much as me and should get off my ass altogether. Thanks!
Glad to hear you do nothing half-assed, and not going to rip. But do want you to realize why here at KTC we try strictly to adhere to the posting roll daily, or at least contacting one of your fellow brothers or sisters here on that same daily basis.
I have been here over a year and a half, and I tell you it is the truth that I have seen waaay too many people who miss day of contact and either come back with a new day 1 or we never see again (and therefore surmise that they caved and are too 'whatever' to come back).
So when you are not located for even a single day, it throws our addicted and caring minds into a frenzy to find you and make you understand what the hell you put us through.
Now am glad you are back, am glad that the number you posted it +2 from the last time you did, but I hope you understand that even though we all may be strangers in life, that needs to end as we join this site, as we fight this addiction on a day to day basis, and as we come together in a brotherhood.
yell if you need, hell send me a pm and we can set it up for you to text me your word. I quit standing right beside you my friend, Ask me tomorrow and the answer will most likely be the same, but that is for tomorrow.
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
Hi there. Let's get right to it. You say you missed posting roll "FOR GOOD REASONS". Go ahead. Name one. There are no GOOD REASONS for missing roll. You can't give me 60 seconds to give my your word? You can't give me 60 seconds to promise you quit with me? It took you more than 60 seconds to get in the store and pay for nic bitch didn't it? How many numbers do you have? Did you use any of them to have someone help you post roll? If the answer is "zero numbers" that is also a problem. BE ON ROLL. MAKE YOUR PROMISE. HALF ASS WONT WORK!
Ok I do absolutely nothing in my life half ass and if I tell you that I had good reasons. Then I had good reasons! I don't need to justify myself to you especially seeing as you have never reached out to me except in an attempt to rip my ass today. I had no phone numbers at the time. I have two phone numbers now and if one of those is not yours and if you didn't have my phone number the days I didn't post roll then I'd say you failed the system as much as me and should get off my ass altogether. Thanks!
Glad to hear you do nothing half-assed, and not going to rip. But do want you to realize why here at KTC we try strictly to adhere to the posting roll daily, or at least contacting one of your fellow brothers or sisters here on that same daily basis.
I have been here over a year and a half, and I tell you it is the truth that I have seen waaay too many people who miss day of contact and either come back with a new day 1 or we never see again (and therefore surmise that they caved and are too 'whatever' to come back).
So when you are not located for even a single day, it throws our addicted and caring minds into a frenzy to find you and make you understand what the hell you put us through.
Now am glad you are back, am glad that the number you posted it +2 from the last time you did, but I hope you understand that even though we all may be strangers in life, that needs to end as we join this site, as we fight this addiction on a day to day basis, and as we come together in a brotherhood.
yell if you need, hell send me a pm and we can set it up for you to text me your word. I quit standing right beside you my friend, Ask me tomorrow and the answer will most likely be the same, but that is for tomorrow.
Great word right there ^^^. You wanted accountability ,,, you got it. This is why this site works.
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Day 14 is here and I feel great! I know I missed a few days of roll, but for good reasons. I have taken some steps to fix it and continue on my journey.
Hi there. Let's get right to it. You say you missed posting roll "FOR GOOD REASONS". Go ahead. Name one. There are no GOOD REASONS for missing roll. You can't give me 60 seconds to give my your word? You can't give me 60 seconds to promise you quit with me? It took you more than 60 seconds to get in the store and pay for nic bitch didn't it? How many numbers do you have? Did you use any of them to have someone help you post roll? If the answer is "zero numbers" that is also a problem. BE ON ROLL. MAKE YOUR PROMISE. HALF ASS WONT WORK!
Ok I do absolutely nothing in my life half ass and if I tell you that I had good reasons. Then I had good reasons! I don't need to justify myself to you especially seeing as you have never reached out to me except in an attempt to rip my ass today. I had no phone numbers at the time. I have two phone numbers now and if one of those is not yours and if you didn't have my phone number the days I didn't post roll then I'd say you failed the system as much as me and should get off my ass altogether. Thanks!
Glad to hear you do nothing half-assed, and not going to rip. But do want you to realize why here at KTC we try strictly to adhere to the posting roll daily, or at least contacting one of your fellow brothers or sisters here on that same daily basis.
I have been here over a year and a half, and I tell you it is the truth that I have seen waaay too many people who miss day of contact and either come back with a new day 1 or we never see again (and therefore surmise that they caved and are too 'whatever' to come back).
So when you are not located for even a single day, it throws our addicted and caring minds into a frenzy to find you and make you understand what the hell you put us through.
Now am glad you are back, am glad that the number you posted it +2 from the last time you did, but I hope you understand that even though we all may be strangers in life, that needs to end as we join this site, as we fight this addiction on a day to day basis, and as we come together in a brotherhood.
yell if you need, hell send me a pm and we can set it up for you to text me your word. I quit standing right beside you my friend, Ask me tomorrow and the answer will most likely be the same, but that is for tomorrow.
Great word right there ^^^. You wanted accountability ,,, you got it. This is why this site works.
Sir Derek, I appreciate the mellow explanation and I may take you up on that pm later on.
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Are you hanging in there ok? A couple tips, in case you haven't read enough yet here---
first, start bulding your network of accountability. Get phone numbers of guys in your class and other classes for accountabily and support. It really helps. Some of them will end up being friends. PM me if you want mine, i'll sure get you started. This is pretty crucial to do - we all need support.
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You really should have had numbers already. If you are angry, maybe focus it more at the addiction. People are here to help you if you are still ready to accept and use that help. It up to you though.
Like srans said, this site works because of accountability. Those that have been here a while know how and why it works, and they recognize when newer quitters are in need of help even though the addiction might not let those newer quitters see where they are putting themselves at risk.
I hope you'll keep up the good quit.
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
Where does stuff like this ^^^ even come from? The only time i've seen people get ripped is when they cave on their brothers and sisters. Then,, it's to reel them back in because we care. I say again,,, ACCOUNTABILITY! Posting roll while using is another way to find out how much we really care. So, unless you can explain this last it has no validity.
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
skoal monster I was still in love with the bitch until my boy asked me for a dip on the evening of the ninth of January. I took one last one, went to the pond and chunked it in. The tenth I found you guys and reset my quit date to the eleventh cause I had been using nicotine gum. In essence I just never felt the need before. Now I've got a solid reason! I don't love it anymore. It's crossed me and I'm done with it.
Also, I don't really intend on going it alone here. I just needed to be clear that I will never log in here and need my ass ate out for lack of willpower or for caving.
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
Where does stuff like this ^^^ even come from? The only time i've seen people get ripped is when they cave on their brothers and sisters. Then,, it's to reel them back in because we care. I say again,,, ACCOUNTABILITY! Posting roll while using is another way to find out how much we really care. So, unless you can explain this last it has no validity.
Check out the April 2014 quit group. It's all on the quit group board. There's some validity for ya!
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
Billy Bad Ass. What a difference from your first few days here.
Obviously you are better than all us lame ass addicts and have this shit licked.
Dude, tonight when my undisciplined day ends and my kids say their prayers, I will have them replace Gods name with yours.
If your such a hard ass cut by the stone of discipline, how did you get hooked by nicotine in the first place??? That's like superman complaining of a mosquito bite.
Don't do us any "favors" by sticking around and posting role just because it's "the thing to do". That's shallow, petty, and lame.
You don't need accountability? then what the fuck is the point of being here? Like sM said, go line wolf bro. You got the answers before the questions.
Ktc was here before you and will be here after you. You don't like our ways, leave...or start your own site. It's a free country.
As for this person that was in the hospital...I have no fucking clue who you are talking about.
Let me know when billybadass.com is up and running, I'd like to check it out.
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
Billy Bad Ass. What a difference from your first few days here.
Obviously you are better than all us lame ass addicts and have this shit licked.
Dude, tonight when my undisciplined day ends and my kids say their prayers, I will have them replace Gods name with yours.
If your such a hard ass cut by the stone of discipline, how did you get hooked by nicotine in the first place??? That's like superman complaining of a mosquito bite.
Don't do us any "favors" by sticking around and posting role just because it's "the thing to do". That's shallow, petty, and lame.
You don't need accountability? then what the fuck is the point of being here? Like sM said, go line wolf bro. You got the answers before the questions.
Ktc was here before you and will be here after you. You don't like our ways, leave...or start your own site. It's a free country.
As for this person that was in the hospital...I have no fucking clue who you are talking about.
Let me know when billybadass.com is up and running, I'd like to check it out.
struck a little nerve I see!. Do you really think that domain name is available. It's funny how only a few you folks here tried to reach out but now have so much to say.
Ok pause for a second let me try to help this out a little
I agree that there has been a noteable difference between now and the first few days, and there were a few of you guys who really helped me out. For that I am very thankful! But what really got me and made my change from being a "lame ass addict" was the day that my driver followed me into a store and stood by my side because he knew that I'd buy a can if it was offered. At that point I found my resolve to never feel so childish again.
I'll never put that shit in my mouth again as a result!!
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
Billy Bad Ass. What a difference from your first few days here.
Obviously you are better than all us lame ass addicts and have this shit licked.
Dude, tonight when my undisciplined day ends and my kids say their prayers, I will have them replace Gods name with yours.
If your such a hard ass cut by the stone of discipline, how did you get hooked by nicotine in the first place??? That's like superman complaining of a mosquito bite.
Don't do us any "favors" by sticking around and posting role just because it's "the thing to do". That's shallow, petty, and lame.
You don't need accountability? then what the fuck is the point of being here? Like sM said, go line wolf bro. You got the answers before the questions.
Ktc was here before you and will be here after you. You don't like our ways, leave...or start your own site. It's a free country.
As for this person that was in the hospital...I have no fucking clue who you are talking about.
Let me know when billybadass.com is up and running, I'd like to check it out.
I looked and still can not find the hospital theatrics. I say again,, NO VALIDITY!
I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support
How exactly was you planning to help others?
This is how you help my friend. Stop trying to rewrite the ktc playbook. It works. It's worked for 1000's. Your not the first that's come in here that thought they knew more than the rest. Your a long way from being out of the woods my friend. We are here to help you, but you will not change what's not broke. As diesel and sM said. There is a lot coming your way. You have no idea. This addiction is nasty. It doesn't care how much you think you know. It knows you better than you do. Get with the program friend. We care about your quit,, not your feeling.
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Ok guys I feel like I should explain just a little here. I'm not trying to be a prick. My accountability doesn't come from this site. I live a very disciplined life between my profession, 2 full time jobs, single parenting full custody, and being the go to guy for several in their darkest of times. I live by a code and don't waiver from it, and I don't need a mass following to do so. I just needed a couple good men to steer me in the right direction, a long time ago. I did not come here for accountability. I happened on this site while looking for information on what was coming up by way of nicotine fits. I am staying here now because I am hoping to help someone in the long run through support and to help them realize we don't have to be drama queens about this, and if they'll get their ass off this computer then this will get a whole lot easier. Especially if you already live a disciplined life. The key to me is not posting roll. I do that for y'all to keep up with my quit if you like. I stay quit however because I said I would, to myself and my boy. I will continue to post roll, but to be honest if duty calls and I find myself in a situation where I don't have anyone to contact again, roll will just have to wait.
See ya in the HOF!
P.S. my fiery mentality on this has a lot to do with a guy who was in the hospital and y'all ripped his ass on main street without a single concern for his well being. If any of you knew about brotherhood you'd see how effed that really is!
For what it's worth Ssever, it sounds like you got it all figured out. A question?
If you could quit without the accountability from the site, (no roll) . Why haven't you done it long ago?
There is a comfort in standing shoulder to shoulder with another. Facing the same battles, the same fears, the same pain. It's what makes friends out of strangers. Overcoming the adversity of quitting nicotine as a community is what makes this place work.
Lone wolf it if you must, and good luck to you. There are some hurdles you still have, that you're unaware of yet. When you start to struggle I hope you find your way. This is deeper than it looks at your stage.
Besides you say you want to help others?, then stand next to them in the line up each day and let the guys in your group know that your grinding it out WITH them.
Thousands of people before you have followed the steps laid out here very successfully.
Including me. 1823 days quit.
Get with the program sparky
sM
Billy Bad Ass. What a difference from your first few days here.
Obviously you are better than all us lame ass addicts and have this shit licked.
Dude, tonight when my undisciplined day ends and my kids say their prayers, I will have them replace Gods name with yours.
If your such a hard ass cut by the stone of discipline, how did you get hooked by nicotine in the first place??? That's like superman complaining of a mosquito bite.
Don't do us any "favors" by sticking around and posting role just because it's "the thing to do". That's shallow, petty, and lame.
You don't need accountability? then what the fuck is the point of being here? Like sM said, go line wolf bro. You got the answers before the questions.
Ktc was here before you and will be here after you. You don't like our ways, leave...or start your own site. It's a free country.
As for this person that was in the hospital...I have no fucking clue who you are talking about.
Let me know when billybadass.com is up and running, I'd like to check it out.
struck a little nerve I see!. Do you really think that domain name is available. It's funny how only a few you folks here tried to reach out but now have so much to say.
Ok pause for a second let me try to help this out a little
I agree that there has been a noteable difference between now and the first few days, and there were a few of you guys who really helped me out. For that I am very thankful! But what really got me and made my change from being a "lame ass addict" was the day that my driver followed me into a store and stood by my side because he knew that I'd buy a can if it was offered. At that point I found my resolve to never feel so childish again.
I'll never put that shit in my mouth again as a result!!
Be careful. Please.
This is a long battle, I get your feeling good and inspired but please don't get cocky. The bitch is very tricky.
Why you feel the need to talk down to us and mock the way we do things is beyond me, and I'm done thinking about it.
You say you want to help people. I look forward to seeing you do so.
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alright guys I not trying to be cocky here. I don't feel good. I feel like shit, but I am a resolute bastard and I will not quit quitting for anyone or anything no matter if you guys have my back or not. I am not trying to rewrite anything here guys. None of what I've said here had anything to do with saying KTC was wrong in any way. It's obvious that it works! and in regards to how I am going to help, I will continue to log my quit on this page so that others can read it and offer people information and the ear I needed when I got here.
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alright guys I not trying to be cocky here. I don't feel good. I feel like shit, but I am a resolute bastard and I will not quit quitting for anyone or anything no matter if you guys have my back or not. I am not trying to rewrite anything here guys. None of what I've said here had anything to do with saying KTC was wrong in any way. It's obvious that it works! and in regards to how I am going to help, I will continue to log my quit on this page so that others can read it and offer people information and the ear I needed when I got here.
hark there has been much progress this morning (if you have not seen it).
friend you have responses here from 3 dedicated quitters (SM, Srans, Diesel) here on this site that if you earn their respect, would drop anything to talk on the phone to help.
may not realize but there are quite a few here that watch out for one another and yes we got your back if and when you need.
keep to it and you will win.
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alright guys I not trying to be cocky here. I don't feel good. I feel like shit, but I am a resolute bastard and I will not quit quitting for anyone or anything no matter if you guys have my back or not. I am not trying to rewrite anything here guys. None of what I've said here had anything to do with saying KTC was wrong in any way. It's obvious that it works! and in regards to how I am going to help, I will continue to log my quit on this page so that others can read it and offer people information and the ear I needed when I got here.
hark there has been much progress this morning (if you have not seen it).
friend you have responses here from 3 dedicated quitters (SM, Srans, Diesel) here on this site that if you earn their respect, would drop anything to talk on the phone to help.
may not realize but there are quite a few here that watch out for one another and yes we got your back if and when you need.
keep to it and you will win.
I applaud your willingness to share and heed advise. Well done. Quit on.c
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alright guys I not trying to be cocky here. I don't feel good. I feel like shit, but I am a resolute bastard and I will not quit quitting for anyone or anything no matter if you guys have my back or not. I am not trying to rewrite anything here guys. None of what I've said here had anything to do with saying KTC was wrong in any way. It's obvious that it works! and in regards to how I am going to help, I will continue to log my quit on this page so that others can read it and offer people information and the ear I needed when I got here.
hark there has been much progress this morning (if you have not seen it).
friend you have responses here from 3 dedicated quitters (SM, Srans, Diesel) here on this site that if you earn their respect, would drop anything to talk on the phone to help.
may not realize but there are quite a few here that watch out for one another and yes we got your back if and when you need.
keep to it and you will win.
Just keep grinding. You need anything, we are here for you.
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Wanted to put this up,, good discussion. Do to your pm, I did some research to find out what you were talking about. I can understand your anger at the post if you didn't totally understand it. The posts about posting roll everyday were not intended for everyone going through battles at the hospital or things in which are life altering. We understand that things happen.
I believe the posts were for everyone that is able to post or can text someone else if they need to have someone post for them. You also have to realize when your quoting stuff like that, not everyone even seen it. Not everyone posted a quote on it, so it's not fare to blanket everyone with the response. I believe only one person posted after the person in question put his hospital reply. To be honest I didn't agree totally with that post, but I do commend the reasoning. To put it all into perspective. i believe you totally misread it and thought of everyone jumping on a guy in the hospital and that's just not the case.
To sum it up,, only one person commented after the hospital quote,, not everyone. Most of the quotes were before the said individual posted his reply.
Look ssever,, everyone here cares about your quit bro. No one wants to jump on a guy that's in the hospital with something serious. Everyone of us is in this together. Post every day with me brother. I need you as bad as you need me. Quit with you today.
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Wanted to put this up,, good discussion. Do to your pm, I did some research to find out what you were talking about. I can understand your anger at the post if you didn't totally understand it. The posts about posting roll everyday were not intended for everyone going through battles at the hospital or things in which are life altering. We understand that things happen.
I believe the posts were for everyone that is able to post or can text someone else if they need to have someone post for them. You also have to realize when your quoting stuff like that, not everyone even seen it. Not everyone posted a quote on it, so it's not fare to blanket everyone with the response. I believe only one person posted after the person in question put his hospital reply. To be honest I didn't agree totally with that post, but I do commend the reasoning. To put it all into perspective. i believe you totally misread it and thought of everyone jumping on a guy in the hospital and that's just not the case.
To sum it up,, only one person commented after the hospital quote,, not everyone. Most of the quotes were before the said individual posted his reply.
Look ssever,, everyone here cares about your quit bro. No one wants to jump on a guy that's in the hospital with something serious. Everyone of us is in this together. Post every day with me brother. I need you as bad as you need me. Quit with you today.
Great, now I gotta look through 232 pages of the April 2014 Quit group to find what someone said to someone who was in the hospital.
I swear, this site is better than a soap opera! Let's change the name from Killthecan.org to ASTHECANTURNS.ORG or CANSOFOURLIVES.ORG
(I'm a little ashamed to admit that I know the names of those soap operas!)
Quitting with all you people today!!!
'oh yeah'
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Wanted to put this up,, good discussion. Do to your pm, I did some research to find out what you were talking about. I can understand your anger at the post if you didn't totally understand it. The posts about posting roll everyday were not intended for everyone going through battles at the hospital or things in which are life altering. We understand that things happen. Â
I believe the posts were for everyone that is able to post or can text someone else if they need to have someone post for them. You also have to realize when your quoting stuff like that, not everyone even seen it. Not everyone posted a quote on it, so it's not fare to blanket everyone with the response. I believe only one person posted after the person in question put his hospital reply. To be honest I didn't agree totally with that post, but I do commend the reasoning. To put it all into perspective. i believe you totally misread it and thought of everyone jumping on a guy in the hospital and that's just not the case.Â
To sum it up,, only one person commented after the hospital quote,, not everyone. Most of the quotes were before the said individual posted his reply.
Look ssever,, everyone here cares about your quit bro. No one wants to jump on a guy that's in the hospital with something serious. Everyone of us is in this together. Post every day with me brother. I need you as bad as you need me. Quit with you today.
Great, now I gotta look through 232 pages of the April 2014 Quit group to find what someone said to someone who was in the hospital.
I swear, this site is better than a soap opera! Let's change the name from Killthecan.org to ASTHECANTURNS.ORG or CANSOFOURLIVES.ORG
(I'm a little ashamed to admit that I know the names of those soap operas!)
Quitting with all you people today!!!
'oh yeah'
My foot hurts today, so I got a lot of time on my hands. Anything else need clearing up? lol
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Wanted to put this up,, good discussion. Do to your pm, I did some research to find out what you were talking about. I can understand your anger at the post if you didn't totally understand it. The posts about posting roll everyday were not intended for everyone going through battles at the hospital or things in which are life altering. We understand that things happen.
I believe the posts were for everyone that is able to post or can text someone else if they need to have someone post for them. You also have to realize when your quoting stuff like that, not everyone even seen it. Not everyone posted a quote on it, so it's not fare to blanket everyone with the response. I believe only one person posted after the person in question put his hospital reply. To be honest I didn't agree totally with that post, but I do commend the reasoning. To put it all into perspective. i believe you totally misread it and thought of everyone jumping on a guy in the hospital and that's just not the case.
To sum it up,, only one person commented after the hospital quote,, not everyone. Most of the quotes were before the said individual posted his reply.
Look ssever,, everyone here cares about your quit bro. No one wants to jump on a guy that's in the hospital with something serious. Everyone of us is in this together. Post every day with me brother. I need you as bad as you need me. Quit with you today.
Fair enough, I didn't mean to blanket all you guys in there. I was just pissed. I'm gonna go btho of something now!
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Wanted to put this up,, good discussion. Do to your pm, I did some research to find out what you were talking about. I can understand your anger at the post if you didn't totally understand it. The posts about posting roll everyday were not intended for everyone going through battles at the hospital or things in which are life altering. We understand that things happen.Â
I believe the posts were for everyone that is able to post or can text someone else if they need to have someone post for them. You also have to realize when your quoting stuff like that, not everyone even seen it. Not everyone posted a quote on it, so it's not fare to blanket everyone with the response. I believe only one person posted after the person in question put his hospital reply. To be honest I didn't agree totally with that post, but I do commend the reasoning. To put it all into perspective. i believe you totally misread it and thought of everyone jumping on a guy in the hospital and that's just not the case.Â
To sum it up,, only one person commented after the hospital quote,, not everyone. Most of the quotes were before the said individual posted his reply.
Look ssever,, everyone here cares about your quit bro. No one wants to jump on a guy that's in the hospital with something serious. Everyone of us is in this together. Post every day with me brother. I need you as bad as you need me. Quit with you today.
Fair enough, I didn't mean to blanket all you guys in there. I was just pissed. I'm gonna go btho of something now!
Do whatever you got to do to keep your sanity brother. It gets better,,, believe it!
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Almost 3 weeks in(20 days).
Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew?
With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant.
I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
On an up-note tomorrow is three weeks and I hardly even miss snuff. At one point I was standing in a circle drinking a beer around a fire and was the only guy not dipping. I got called a big fat V and offered a pinch of most any flavor I could think of. That's how my buddies roll...fuckers! To be honest I felt pretty good about it and felt even better about it afterwards.
At this time, I'm focusing on "forced positivity" right now to keep from losing my cool and that too seems to be working. Good luck gentleman and I'm proud to be quitting with y'all today!
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Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew? With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant. I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
no apologies necessary....you were not the first and will not be the last..
and that is what we are here for, a family to help one another out when its needed.
now just keep putting the +1 on that day count....and keep up the good quit
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Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew? With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant. I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
no apologies necessary....you were not the first and will not be the last..
and that is what we are here for, a family to help one another out when its needed.
now just keep putting the +1 on that day count....and keep up the good quit
thank you Sir!
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Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew? With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant. I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
no apologies necessary....you were not the first and will not be the last..
and that is what we are here for, a family to help one another out when its needed.
now just keep putting the +1 on that day count....and keep up the good quit
thank you Sir!
Glad you are back on the board here and feeling better. I like the fight in you, that will help you stay quit if you use it for that. Keep getting through it, you're doing what has to be done and it's great to see!
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Almost 3 weeks in(20 days).
Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew?
With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant.
I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
On an up-note tomorrow is three weeks and I hardly even miss snuff. At one point I was standing in a circle drinking a beer around a fire and was the only guy not dipping. I got called a big fat V and offered a pinch of most any flavor I could think of. That's how my buddies roll...fuckers! To be honest I felt pretty good about it and felt even better about it afterwards.
At this time, I'm focusing on "forced positivity" right now to keep from losing my cool and that too seems to be working. Good luck gentleman and I'm proud to be quitting with y'all today!
No worries, Billy. Lol.
Also, I checked and www.billybadasa.com (http://www.billybadasa.com) is taken.
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Almost 3 weeks in(20 days).
Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew?
With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant.
I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
On an up-note tomorrow is three weeks and I hardly even miss snuff. At one point I was standing in a circle drinking a beer around a fire and was the only guy not dipping. I got called a big fat V and offered a pinch of most any flavor I could think of. That's how my buddies roll...fuckers! To be honest I felt pretty good about it and felt even better about it afterwards.
At this time, I'm focusing on "forced positivity" right now to keep from losing my cool and that too seems to be working. Good luck gentleman and I'm proud to be quitting with y'all today!
No worries, Billy. Lol.
Also, I checked and www.billybadasa.com (http://www.billybadasa.com) is taken.
Server,
Props to you man for the strength it must have took to abstain with all your friends dipping like that! I think that is hardcore quitting just 3 weeks in. I have my struggles after almost 70 days and I only have 2 regular friends that dip (and I only see them once in awhile) All my closer friends that I see more often for work, fishing and golf have been on my ass for years to knock this shit off.
Good job! and keep going, you never know some of your buddies may be wanting to secretly quit and might follow your example.
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Almost 3 weeks in(20 days).
Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew?
With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant.
I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
On an up-note tomorrow is three weeks and I hardly even miss snuff. At one point I was standing in a circle drinking a beer around a fire and was the only guy not dipping. I got called a big fat V and offered a pinch of most any flavor I could think of. That's how my buddies roll...fuckers! To be honest I felt pretty good about it and felt even better about it afterwards.
At this time, I'm focusing on "forced positivity" right now to keep from losing my cool and that too seems to be working. Good luck gentleman and I'm proud to be quitting with y'all today!
No worries, Billy. Lol.
Also, I checked and www.billybadasa.com (http://www.billybadasa.com) is taken.
As long as you haven't given in to the poison you can save that apology for your family. I won't be needing it. Your goal is to stay quit billy. Whatever it takes.lol
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Almost 3 weeks in(20 days).
Well guys some days have gone by since my last rant and I've been called out by everybody close to me. Apparently, Ive been being a real dick! Who knew?
With that said, I'm back to apologize to for getting a bit over the top and for pissing in most of yall's post oasties. I appreciate y'all for not telling me to completely fuck off the other day and giving me a minute to rant.
I get pretty bent normally over seeing somebody get bullied, but that was over the top and I ended up misunderstanding it anyway. My bad fellas!
On an up-note tomorrow is three weeks and I hardly even miss snuff. At one point I was standing in a circle drinking a beer around a fire and was the only guy not dipping. I got called a big fat V and offered a pinch of most any flavor I could think of. That's how my buddies roll...fuckers! To be honest I felt pretty good about it and felt even better about it afterwards.
At this time, I'm focusing on "forced positivity" right now to keep from losing my cool and that too seems to be working. Good luck gentleman and I'm proud to be quitting with y'all today!
No worries, Billy. Lol.
Also, I checked and www.billybadasa.com (http://www.billybadasa.com) is taken.
Server,
Props to you man for the strength it must have took to abstain with all your friends dipping like that! I think that is hardcore quitting just 3 weeks in. I have my struggles after almost 70 days and I only have 2 regular friends that dip (and I only see them once in awhile) All my closer friends that I see more often for work, fishing and golf have been on my ass for years to knock this shit off.
Good job! and keep going, you never know some of your buddies may be wanting to secretly quit and might follow your example.
thanks Brett!
Diesel,
That's too bad about that website man. I was really looking forward to starting that up lol
Rdad,
I don't really any of them would really have given it to me if I caved but who knows. They were just seeing if I'd hold my mud!
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Welp, Day 21 is in the bag. This was a milestone day for me just because I get to say 3 weeks instead of ##days. Had a few cravings today but only one really tough one. I had to give the crawl down your throat, "courage, pride, dedication(passion), integrity, honor and respect talk" with one of my guys. Over the past 12 years I've had that talk with lot's of rookies and I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have a fat wad poking out of my lip while doing so. I know this is completely retarded but thought I'd share it anyway. The fact that I didn't give in( not even to smokey mountain) made this rendition that much more passionate. I think the poor rook nearly wet him self. It was a beautiful thing. lol! 'crackup' javascript:emoticon("'crackup'")
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Welp, Day 21 is in the bag. This was a milestone day for me just because I get to say 3 weeks instead of ##days. Had a few cravings today but only one really tough one. I had to give the crawl down your throat, "courage, pride, dedication(passion), integrity, honor and respect talk" with one of my guys. Over the past 12 years I've had that talk with lot's of rookies and I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have a fat wad poking out of my lip while doing so. I know this is completely retarded but thought I'd share it anyway. The fact that I didn't give in( not even to smokey mountain) made this rendition that much more passionate. I think the poor rook nearly wet him self. It was a beautiful thing. lol! 'crackup' javascript:emoticon("'crackup'")
Great job ssever. I'm enjoying watching your quit bro. You need to give yourself a pat. 21 days is no joke. Your proving to yourself daily that you don't need it never did. Great things coming,, believe it.
I know it's hard dealing with people and just about everything else life throws at you while going through these first few weeks. Your doing it bro. It gets better. Quit with you today.
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Welp, Day 21 is in the bag. This was a milestone day for me just because I get to say 3 weeks instead of ##days. Had a few cravings today but only one really tough one. I had to give the crawl down your throat, "courage, pride, dedication(passion), integrity, honor and respect talk" with one of my guys. Over the past 12 years I've had that talk with lot's of rookies and I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have a fat wad poking out of my lip while doing so. I know this is completely retarded but thought I'd share it anyway. The fact that I didn't give in( not even to smokey mountain) made this rendition that much more passionate. I think the poor rook nearly wet him self. It was a beautiful thing. lol! 'crackup' javascript:emoticon("'crackup'")
Great job ssever. I'm enjoying watching your quit bro. You need to give yourself a pat. 21 days is no joke. Your proving to yourself daily that you don't need it never did. Great things coming,, believe it.
I know it's hard dealing with people and just about everything else life throws at you while going through these first few weeks. Your doing it bro. It gets better. Quit with you today.
These are the moments that build a solid foundation of a quit! When you are craving bad and are in a situation you know you would have used before -- then you just remember your quit, you've posted roll and then you thumb your nose at the nic B. That is how you do it. You are winning!
Well done bro. Keep at it today!
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Welp, Day 21 is in the bag. This was a milestone day for me just because I get to say 3 weeks instead of ##days. Had a few cravings today but only one really tough one. I had to give the crawl down your throat, "courage, pride, dedication(passion), integrity, honor and respect talk" with one of my guys. Over the past 12 years I've had that talk with lot's of rookies and I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have a fat wad poking out of my lip while doing so. I know this is completely retarded but thought I'd share it anyway. The fact that I didn't give in( not even to smokey mountain) made this rendition that much more passionate. I think the poor rook nearly wet him self. It was a beautiful thing. lol! 'crackup' javascript:emoticon("'crackup'")
Great job ssever. I'm enjoying watching your quit bro. You need to give yourself a pat. 21 days is no joke. Your proving to yourself daily that you don't need it never did. Great things coming,, believe it.
I know it's hard dealing with people and just about everything else life throws at you while going through these first few weeks. Your doing it bro. It gets better. Quit with you today.
These are the moments that build a solid foundation of a quit! When you are craving bad and are in a situation you know you would have used before -- then you just remember your quit, you've posted roll and then you thumb your nose at the nic B. That is how you do it. You are winning!
Well done bro. Keep at it today!
thanks gentlemen!
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup' lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup' lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
Based on some of your symptoms (being slightly less 'dick-ish') you'd think that were were both on the same quit day or something......oh wait, we are!
Starting to feel better, eh buddy? Me too. Keep hanging tough with me. We've got a long ways to go until we're out of the woods (if there is such a place) but based on the progress we've made thus far in such a short amount of time, image how much better we're going be feeling in a month, two month, etc. I'm stoked.
That being said, don't let you guard down. I woke up two nights ago completely soaked in sweat...and it was a cold night (well 'cold' by Phoenix standards anyway). I think I had a genuine hot flash or something and in definitely reminded me that my body is still working things out.
Quit on buddy!
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup'Â lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
Based on some of your symptoms (being slightly less 'dick-ish') you'd think that were were both on the same quit day or something......oh wait, we are!
Starting to feel better, eh buddy? Me too. Keep hanging tough with me. We've got a long ways to go until we're out of the woods (if there is such a place) but based on the progress we've made thus far in such a short amount of time, image how much better we're going be feeling in a month, two month, etc. I'm stoked.
That being said, don't let you guard down. I woke up two nights ago completely soaked in sweat...and it was a cold night (well 'cold' by Phoenix standards anyway). I think I had a genuine hot flash or something and in definitely reminded me that my body is still working things out.
Quit on buddy!
Why, now that you mention it...I'm feeling less dick-ish, too. :-)
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup'Â lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
Based on some of your symptoms (being slightly less 'dick-ish') you'd think that were were both on the same quit day or something......oh wait, we are!
Starting to feel better, eh buddy? Me too. Keep hanging tough with me. We've got a long ways to go until we're out of the woods (if there is such a place) but based on the progress we've made thus far in such a short amount of time, image how much better we're going be feeling in a month, two month, etc. I'm stoked.
That being said, don't let you guard down. I woke up two nights ago completely soaked in sweat...and it was a cold night (well 'cold' by Phoenix standards anyway). I think I had a genuine hot flash or something and in definitely reminded me that my body is still working things out.
Quit on buddy!
Why, now that you mention it...I'm feeling less dick-ish, too. :-)
boy we better watch out or the rumor might get out that we are all feeling a little better lol
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup'Â lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
Based on some of your symptoms (being slightly less 'dick-ish') you'd think that were were both on the same quit day or something......oh wait, we are!
Starting to feel better, eh buddy? Me too. Keep hanging tough with me. We've got a long ways to go until we're out of the woods (if there is such a place) but based on the progress we've made thus far in such a short amount of time, image how much better we're going be feeling in a month, two month, etc. I'm stoked.
That being said, don't let you guard down. I woke up two nights ago completely soaked in sweat...and it was a cold night (well 'cold' by Phoenix standards anyway). I think I had a genuine hot flash or something and in definitely reminded me that my body is still working things out.
Quit on buddy!
Why, now that you mention it...I'm feeling less dick-ish, too. :-)
boy we better watch out or the rumor might get out that we are all feeling a little better lol
On a separate thread we decided that there is an inverse relationship between the number of days quit and your level of assholedness. Quit on....we are making the world an incrementally better place each day.
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Day 26 is here and I gotta say I feel better and better every day.
Some strong craves have tested me over the last four days but not one that made me actually consider giving up on my quit.
Craves are getting a bit stronger now that I am easing off the smoky mountain but they won't get me.
Some kind of weird headache and case of the jitters showed up yesterday out of the blue. Mind games from the bitch I'm sure... No big deal though; I already made my mind up!
I am noticing that I'm getting back to my more mellow(less dick-"ish") self. My kid can ask questions and just be a kid without fear of the nic monster 'blowup'Â lol.
This is it! I'm done. Thanks for all y'all who support me and 'nutkick' when I need it.
Also, I should be back up to an "A" on posting roll today as well.
Today I am proud to be quit with all of you!!
Based on some of your symptoms (being slightly less 'dick-ish') you'd think that were were both on the same quit day or something......oh wait, we are!
Starting to feel better, eh buddy? Me too. Keep hanging tough with me. We've got a long ways to go until we're out of the woods (if there is such a place) but based on the progress we've made thus far in such a short amount of time, image how much better we're going be feeling in a month, two month, etc. I'm stoked.
That being said, don't let you guard down. I woke up two nights ago completely soaked in sweat...and it was a cold night (well 'cold' by Phoenix standards anyway). I think I had a genuine hot flash or something and in definitely reminded me that my body is still working things out.
Quit on buddy!
Why, now that you mention it...I'm feeling less dick-ish, too. :-)
boy we better watch out or the rumor might get out that we are all feeling a little better lol
On a separate thread we decided that there is an inverse relationship between the number of days quit and your level of assholedness. Quit on....we are making the world an incrementally better place each day.
Man I hear you! Hell I felt so good tonight I cooked my guys at work some gumbo. One of em asked if I was gonna chew their ass tonight lol. Poor bastards! I think I'm gonna owe em a little more than gumbo!
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ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.
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ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.
Thanks boss man! You're right about running a gambit. This bitch has made me feel a touch manic a few times, and man it's sure been hard to stomach that something I used to enjoy could make me look like such a little bitch. I've always prided myself on having a strong set of values and one of those values was to be no ones fool. Well I sure messed that one up with this dipping thing lol. Another thing is I've never been a fan...well hell I've always hated asking for help.. But I gotta say I'm really proud I did cause I probably could have made it on my own but it sure would have been tough. With that said, I'm proud to stay quit with you and all the other quitters today, sir!
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ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.
What this ^^ guy said! Good quit going on here; don't fuck it up. 26 days means you should have zero problem staying quit, but there is a roller coaster ride in front of you still. Keep your mindset in the right place like it has been, and keep doing what got you here. I will QLF with you every day.
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ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.
What this ^^ guy said! Good quit going on here; don't fuck it up. 26 days means you should have zero problem staying quit, but there is a roller coaster ride in front of you still. Keep your mindset in the right place like it has been, and keep doing what got you here. I will QLF with you every day.
thanks man will do!
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!
Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!
Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?
I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!
Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?
I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P
Dream, temporary madness
Dream, a walk in the wilderness
Dream, unconscious recreation
Dip dreams suck, but keep in mind they are simply that...just a dream. You have the dream, don't let the dream have you.
I dreamt I sharted myself at work today. Wait...that really did happen.
Anyway, don't let this stupid dream get to you. Just the nic biatch messing with you, pimp slap the ho.
Quit on...
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Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.
The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.
You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!
Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?
I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P
Dream, temporary madness
Dream, a walk in the wilderness
Dream, unconscious recreation
Dip dreams suck, but keep in mind they are simply that...just a dream. You have the dream, don't let the dream have you.
I dreamt I sharted myself at work today. Wait...that really did happen.
Anyway, don't let this stupid dream get to you. Just the nic biatch messing with you, pimp slap the ho.
Quit on...
right on guys!
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Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!
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Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!
Love to see you doing it- nice job! Reaching back out and helping others with your experience is only gonna help more too- you'll get back twice what you give. Your a no-bull quitter too so you have a lot to give. Keep it all going I'm proud of you! 50 is great enjoy it- and 51 is even better!
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Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!
Love to see you doing it- nice job! Reaching back out and helping others with your experience is only gonna help more too- you'll get back twice what you give. Your a no-bull quitter too so you have a lot to give. Keep it all going I'm proud of you! 50 is great enjoy it- and 51 is even better!
Really glad to see this. Nice! :)
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day 68 is in the books. Let my guard down for a minute the other night and got really tempted while riding around on the deer lease. Needless to say I re-stocked my supply of smokey mountain just in case! Hang tough gents! It ain't over yet!!
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Congrats on 68 days. Quit One Day At A Time. Anyone can do anything for one day. Quit today, then wake up tomorrow and do it again.
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Congrats on 68 days. Quit One Day At A Time. Anyone can do anything for one day. Quit today, then wake up tomorrow and do it again.
Thanks bro and welcome to the club!
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Day 74 and the craves are very few and far between. I've been on one can of smokey mountain for 4 days. It gets easier guys... Hang in there!!
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Day 74 and the craves are very few and far between. I've been on one can of smokey mountain for 4 days. It gets easier guys... Hang in there!!
Solid, bro...
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75 days! No small feat! Seems like you have all the quit tools down pretty well too, nice work!
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75 days! No small feat! Seems like you have all the quit tools down pretty well too, nice work!
Thanks man I have been pretty stoked up about the big 75 today and of all days I craved like a mother fucker all damn day. I ran out of smoky early this morning and resulted to just grabbing my sack and and saying " hell no, not this guy!" I am startin to enjoy the challenge of kicking these craves ass. I know it sounds retarded but it's kinda like digging it when Miss Susy rotten-crotch bites your chest while your railing her real good. It's painful but it's kinda like, fuck yeah I'm fuckin this bitch!!
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75 days! No small feat! Seems like you have all the quit tools down pretty well too, nice work!
Thanks man I have been pretty stoked up about the big 75 today and of all days I craved like a mother fucker all damn day. I ran out of smoky early this morning and resulted to just grabbing my sack and and saying " hell no, not this guy!" I am startin to enjoy the challenge of kicking these craves ass. I know it sounds retarded but it's kinda like digging it when Miss Susy rotten-crotch bites your chest while your railing her real good. It's painful but it's kinda like, fuck yeah I'm fuckin this bitch!!
Everything I read was awesome ^ I support your quit, keep it up ODAAT.
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Day 87 is here... 13 days to glory! Ok that was a joke; 100 is just a goal. The battle will continue for sure after 100, but I am stoked to be getting there. At day 87 I still have a craving or two each day, but they don't stand a chance against my hard nose quit. Stay strong friends and have a great day.
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Congrats on the Hundy!!! Hop on the train!
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Congrats on the Hundy!!! Hop on the train!
ssever, I'm proud to see you hit this milestone, you definitely earned this glory. Looking forward to riding the elevator upward with you EDD.
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
Nice job! Proud of you my friend.
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
Nice job! Proud of you my friend.
A small milestone in the grand scheme, but definitely one worthy of celebration. Proud to hit triple d's with you bud, and looking forward to posting 101 alongside you.
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
Nice job! Proud of you my friend.
A small milestone in the grand scheme, but definitely one worthy of celebration. Proud to hit triple d's with you bud, and looking forward to posting 101 alongside you.
damn fine job!
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
Nice job! Proud of you my friend.
A small milestone in the grand scheme, but definitely one worthy of celebration. Proud to hit triple d's with you bud, and looking forward to posting 101 alongside you.
damn fine job!
Your quit has been a blast. Congrats, and keep it going - you know the tools now and have faced down some mean triggers!
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Congrats on hitting the Hall. Well done.
Nice job! Proud of you my friend.
A small milestone in the grand scheme, but definitely one worthy of celebration. Proud to hit triple d's with you bud, and looking forward to posting 101 alongside you.
damn fine job!
Your quit has been a blast. Congrats, and keep it going - you know the tools now and have faced down some mean triggers!
thanks for all the kind words y'all. 100 hundred has fallen. Now to 200!
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Congrats on the HOF!