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Title: Quiting
Post by: ksm2002 on March 04, 2011, 11:48:00 PM
My name is Kyle, I've been dipping for about 9 yrs now. Started about a week after I graduated from bootcamp, was in love with Cope long cut from the moment I gave it a try. I was able to hide the habit from my wife for about a year while we were dating, but then it came out, she found the can. I promised I would quit when we transferred. Transfer came and I kept dipping, probably dipped more than before, but I promised to quit when our son was born. I think I got my dip out of my mouth just in time for the labor to begin, and had one ready shortly after his birth. Spent 3 yrs stationed in Europe without my family and told her I would quit when I came home to them, but then I got sent to Africa, where I am now. I don't think I ever really wanted to quit for myself until now. As I'm posting this it's been 2 hours since my last dip, I had a visit in the chatroom and was urged to get rid of whatever chew I had on me. I opened my backpack, went to the latrine and flushed almost 2 rolls of Cope...Here in Africa is the 5th of March 2011, my quit day 1, quitting for me and not for anybody else.
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: Smokeyg on March 04, 2011, 11:57:00 PM
Quote from: ksm2002
My name is Kyle, I've been dipping for about 9 yrs now. Started about a week after I graduated from bootcamp, was in love with Cope long cut from the moment I gave it a try. I was able to hide the habit from my wife for about a year while we were dating, but then it came out, she found the can. I promised I would quit when we transferred. Transfer came and I kept dipping, probably dipped more than before, but I promised to quit when our son was born. I think I got my dip out of my mouth just in time for the labor to begin, and had one ready shortly after his birth. Spent 3 yrs stationed in Europe without my family and told her I would quit when I came home to them, but then I got sent to Africa, where I am now. I don't think I ever really wanted to quit for myself until now. As I'm posting this it's been 2 hours since my last dip, I had a visit in the chatroom and was urged to get rid of whatever chew I had on me. I opened my backpack, went to the latrine and flushed almost 2 rolls of Cope...Here in Africa is the 5th of March 2011, my quit day 1, quitting for me and not for anybody else.
welcome ksm. thanks for your service. you've made an excellent decision!
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: RagingJew on March 05, 2011, 04:31:00 AM
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: ksm2002
My name is Kyle, I've been dipping for about 9 yrs now.  Started about a week after I graduated from bootcamp, was in love with Cope long cut from the moment I gave it a try.  I was able to hide the habit from my wife for about a year while we were dating, but then it came out, she found the can.  I promised I would quit when we transferred.  Transfer came and I kept dipping, probably dipped more than before, but I promised to quit when our son was born.  I think I got my dip out of my mouth just in time for the labor to begin, and had one ready shortly after his birth.  Spent 3 yrs stationed in Europe without my family and told her I would quit when I came home to them, but then I got sent to Africa, where I am now.  I don't think I ever really wanted to quit for myself until now.  As I'm posting this it's been 2 hours since my last dip, I had a visit in the chatroom and was urged to get rid of whatever chew I had on me.  I opened my backpack, went to the latrine and flushed almost 2 rolls of Cope...Here in Africa is the 5th of March 2011, my quit day 1, quitting for me and not for anybody else.
welcome ksm. thanks for your service. you've made an excellent decision!
WINNING
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: ninereasons on March 05, 2011, 07:05:00 AM
Quote from: RagingJew
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: ksm2002
My name is Kyle, I've been dipping for about 9 yrs now.  Started about a week after I graduated from bootcamp, was in love with Cope long cut from the moment I gave it a try.  I was able to hide the habit from my wife for about a year while we were dating, but then it came out, she found the can.  I promised I would quit when we transferred.  Transfer came and I kept dipping, probably dipped more than before, but I promised to quit when our son was born.  I think I got my dip out of my mouth just in time for the labor to begin, and had one ready shortly after his birth.  Spent 3 yrs stationed in Europe without my family and told her I would quit when I came home to them, but then I got sent to Africa, where I am now.  I don't think I ever really wanted to quit for myself until now.  As I'm posting this it's been 2 hours since my last dip, I had a visit in the chatroom and was urged to get rid of whatever chew I had on me.  I opened my backpack, went to the latrine and flushed almost 2 rolls of Cope...Here in Africa is the 5th of March 2011, my quit day 1, quitting for me and not for anybody else.
welcome ksm. thanks for your service. you've made an excellent decision!
WINNING
Welcome Kyle. These first days will really and truly suck. Enjoy the hell out of that. It's what it feels like to fight for your freedom from the poison, from every lie you've ever told to protect it, and from any damage it's done to your body, your self-respect, or your plans for the future with your family.

Very proud to be quit with you.

edit:
I just realized you said "rolls", not "cans". Two of those fishnet-stocking ladies down the toilet! Brother, you've learned to really hate the whore! Respect.
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: jaygib on March 05, 2011, 08:05:00 AM
Welcome Kyle thanks for your service and inspiring other quitters with your quit!
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: shortround on March 05, 2011, 09:13:00 AM
Welcome to KTC Kyle and congrats on the right decision. Living is good.
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: 30yraddict on March 05, 2011, 09:52:00 AM
Quote from: ksm2002
I don't think I ever really wanted to quit for myself until now.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'

Welcome Kyle! You can do this!
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: FLORIDA LUKE on March 05, 2011, 11:52:00 AM
Kyle

We talked in chat last night and you got my number. Dont be scared to call or text me anytime man. I am quitting everyday just like you. Stay close to this site. Chat is good. Read read and read and get numbers of quitters.


Stay Quit


Luke
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: sts on March 05, 2011, 04:52:00 PM
one day of quit at a time friend, that's all you have to commit to. you can do it.
Title: Re: Quiting
Post by: Greg5280 on March 06, 2011, 09:15:00 AM
Kyle,
Welcome to the site. I am going to send you some information. Check your inbox (1 ) .

As you can see you will have all the support you could ever want here. All we ask is that you honor your word daily.

STAY QUIT