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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Tarheel on October 04, 2012, 10:59:00 AM
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
Hi there Tarheel -
now if you were around, you should know that the posting that you just made will be hunted down like vultures on a dead animal....
First they will ask why wait...as we all know tomorrow never comes as one you wake on the next day it is today again. So my recommendation is to dump it now and make that promise not to use for the rest of the day.
Second, they will ask you what is different this time, and what you will do differently. We all must learn from what has happened to us and to others, and I am sure that your old group would like to see that you have learned.
I do want to welcome you back as always glad to have another quitter, but beware and hope you are ready to answer to the above.
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe, even after failing.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. I hope to be your quit brother, but it wont be "tomorrow." Just sayin.....
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. Just sayin.....
I did quit today.....just not until about 6:30 this morning. If you can't handle the truth and just want to bow up a little because somebody is honest that's your problem.
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. Just sayin.....
My last dip was around 3pm on my Day 1. I took my life back when I flushed my cans that evening around 7pm. As long as there's still hours left in today, you can (and absolutely should) make this day your Day 1.
Tomorrow never comes. So far you've made 2 mistakes. Your first was leaving the site and your second was dipping again. Your third mistake is believing that you'll be back tomorrow. Your choice Tarheel.
p.s. As a fellow Wolfpacker, how can you live with the name Tarheel? I mean I understand it's the Tarheel state and all, but still.......
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100+ days quit and 103 posts. Seems like you spent a lot of time around here your first time. :wacko:
1. What happened?
2. why did it happen?
3. what are you going to do differently this time?
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. Just sayin.....
My last dip was around 3pm on my Day 1. I took my life back when I flushed my cans that evening around 7pm. As long as there's still hours left in today, you can (and absolutely should) make this day your Day 1.
Tomorrow never comes. So far you've made 2 mistakes. Your first was leaving the site and your second was dipping again. Your third mistake is believing that you'll be back tomorrow. Your choice Tarheel.
p.s. As a fellow Wolfpacker, how can you live with the name Tarheel? I mean I understand it's the Tarheel state and all, but still.......
You're right....today will be day 1. As for the Tarhole name, I guess I was trying to identify with my home state.
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Brothers,
I joined back in July of '10; quit; reached and exceeded my 100 days. Bout 6 months I fucked up and picked it up again. I could blame it on going through a seperation, new job, etc.....but I know there is no excuse. I can't post day 1 today because I'm not nic free, but tomorrow I plan to post day 1 again. There's no easy way to admit it when you've screwed up, but I have and I hope I can be accepted back into the brotherhood. I'm sick of the shit and should have never let my guard down. All I can be is honest about my relaspe.
You did not "fuck up". You made a conscious decision to walk away from support. You took positive steps to put dip in your pie-hole. You did worse than "fuck up."
Correct, there is no excuse.
Tomorrow is the WORST day to quit. This statement is the key to your failure.
Thank you for being honest - honest that you are not really sick of nicotine, and you are not serious about quitting, and that you are not really into KTC enough to learn a little about what we believe.
No offense, but I don't see this working for you unless you go all in. Maybe you'll do that tomorrow. .. Sarcasm.
PS. You are not my "brother". My brothers quit TODAY, not tomorrow. Just sayin.....
My last dip was around 3pm on my Day 1. I took my life back when I flushed my cans that evening around 7pm. As long as there's still hours left in today, you can (and absolutely should) make this day your Day 1.
Tomorrow never comes. So far you've made 2 mistakes. Your first was leaving the site and your second was dipping again. Your third mistake is believing that you'll be back tomorrow. Your choice Tarheel.
p.s. As a fellow Wolfpacker, how can you live with the name Tarheel? I mean I understand it's the Tarheel state and all, but still.......
You're right....today will be day 1. As for the Tarhole name, I guess I was trying to identify with my home state.
I'll be looking for 2 things in January 13.
1. Your roll post
2. Your answers to Kubrick's questions.
Quit Like Fuck.....and Go Pack!
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100+ days quit and 103 posts. Seems like you spent a lot of time around here your first time. :wacko:
1. What happened?
2. why did it happen?
3. what are you going to do differently this time?
It basically happened because I was going through a rough time at home and work. I'm not using that as an excuse, but I'm giving you my explanation.
Secondly, I quit posting on the site and in the end forgot how hard it was to give it up in the first place.
As far as doing things different, I know I can go without it, but I also know I need to always keep my guard up and not forget that I am an addict to chew. I'm also going to try to be more involved on the site.
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As far as doing things different, I know I can go without it, but I also know I need to always keep my guard up and not forget that I am an addict to chew. I'm also going to try to be more involved on the site.
How about....um.....POSTING ROLL 'qt'
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As far as doing things different, I know I can go without it, but I also know I need to always keep my guard up and not forget that I am an addict to chew. I'm also going to try to be more involved on the site.
How about....um.....POSTING ROLL 'qt'
Sure would be nice if you dropped by Oct '10 and let your old quit group know why you took a big fat crap on the support in there. You should be posting up day 815 today.
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As far as doing things different, I know I can go without it, but I also know I need to always keep my guard up and not forget that I am an addict to chew. I'm also going to try to be more involved on the site.
How about....um.....POSTING ROLL 'qt'
Sure would be nice if you dropped by Oct '10 and let your old quit group know why you took a big fat crap on the support in there. You should be posting up day 815 today.
Tarheel
What the fuck man? Dam all that shit and flushed it down the garbage. I remember you in chat and we talked and I helped you out. No excuses why u caved PERIOD. I will be watching you. Do you know why us vets stay here. I dont give a shit if you have 10 days or 1000 days. I know if I leave the site what will happen. Thats why we stay we get the program and stay with it. If this helps one person who reads this. Posting roll is the most important thinh you can do FUCK.
Get back on the quit train
Luke