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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: duathman on June 15, 2013, 09:21:00 PM
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I am on day 11. I want to put something down as I never read this is what you are supposed to do. I have two thoughts to share. One is what my wife read the day that I told her the truth. The first was for her, the second is what I wrote in the forums which she has also read:
First:
I first met you when I was 18 and it was the spring before high school graduation. I heard some of the guys from the football team talk about you and then they invited me to a place called Dhaven, an abandoned street in Vestavia. It was warm outside and you showed me a different place. You made my head spin and I wasn't a fan of your taste at first. After a few weeks I think this was the point I would devote the next 19 years of my life to you.
We sure have been through a lot. Lots of ups and downs. Went to college, I tried to leave you then one time for 30 days, but I asked you back into my life. You have been skiing with me, diving, beach trips, you name it you were there. At home, in the car, at night, in the bathroom, in the yard. We separated when my daughter was born but after 8 months you came back. Then 18 months ago on December 23, 2011, I decided that you needed to go for good. I told some people on a website that supported me and my addiction to you that I gave you up and went over 180 days. I told them a promise every day that we were not good for each other but I knew I was in control of my life now that I no longer needed any help. Then in June of 2012 I asked you back and you were there. Now today, June 6 2013, this is day 2 of our official separation. I can't go back to you anymore. I cant sign "the contract to give up." I put you in front of my wife, family, health. We spent 3-4 hours everyday together. This is the end of our friendship. I know you won't go quietly and you will forever be trying to get back with me. I am asking those closest to me for help in my struggle. You will be dealing with me, my wife, and my support group. Good luck this time bitch!!!
Second:
I am a caver from the March 2012 HOF group:
(1) What happened? After 180 or so days, didn't keep up anymore, I caved. Thought about it for a few days and thought Fuck it why not. It was at night hanging with the kids (74), the wife was working, and I told the kids come on we are going to get some candy. Walked into the store, asked the guy if he had any non nicotine dip, he turned around and stared at all his cans and said no dont think so. I dipped skoal for the longest so I knew I couldn't get that again, so I decided to get something cheap and shitty. Grizzly it was. Now it has been Grizzly straight for a year.
(2) Why did it happen? Didn't seek out support because only my sister knew of the extent of my addiction and she lives 600 miles away. I was able to dip to work, get in my car and see clients around town every day and dip between every stop, my wife works at night so fatty went in til she got home, she falls asleep every night at 9:45 so at 10 I sneak downstairs for a nightly dip. Bed by 11 and NO ONE knew about it except my kids. I could possibly have a dip in 3-4 hours every day and maybe somebody that stopped besides me in a car would see me doing it. Thats it. Im 37 and I work around my parents, they have No clue, my wife knows to an extent. Finds cans hidden every now and then and once I spit it out in a toilet at home and forgot to flush it. She referenced it and went back downstairs and it never comes back up in conversation.
(3) What are you doing differently this time? I have to tell my wife the story. What will she say? I don't know. I need her support. Guaranty she will go to Lifeway and find an inspirational book for me to read.
Post until I can't type anymore on this site. I never have had a dip of non nicotine stuff and I am not sure that it a safe route for me. I chew gum constantly even when I dipped. So chewing gum is nothing new, I will just do it more often. I have cbirds digits and I need more for a support group. When that cave came who could I call for support?? My sister 600 miles away who smoked? My wife who didn't even know I dipped that much, my best friend from high school that showed me dip for the first time and he still dips much less than I ever did though. I remember going to the live support group around day 8 and they suck. I was really wanting to cave and the mod on their thought I was a fucking nut.
Step 1 Tell my wife
Step 2 post
Step 3 get digits
step 4 be prepared with a stash of seeds. I haven't had seeds in 15 years. They should be something different if that time comes.
I caved a year ago, so that feeling of dependency isn't that old. I know what it was like to have stopped. Now I am addicted again. I stated on here many times in the past that I quit. Then I stopped posting. Maybe I hoping was you all would forget about me and I could come back and post day 1 like no one would notice.
My thoughts:
I know this isn't a day 1 intro in which raw emotions are running wild. I have already gotten more contacts and I know something is different. In 11 days I have already talked to 4 people in my group. This is not a choice. I strongly feel that this will kill me with that next dip. My brothers in September are completely fucked right now. We have no choice. Dipped for too long, caved too many times, too many jaw bones showing, teeth lost. I have no choice.
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I am on day 11. I want to put something down as I never read this is what you are supposed to do. I have two thoughts to share. One is what my wife read the day that I told her the truth. The first was for her, the second is what I wrote in the forums which she has also read:
First:
I first met you when I was 18 and it was the spring before high school graduation. I heard some of the guys from the football team talk about you and then they invited me to a place called Dhaven, an abandoned street in Vestavia. It was warm outside and you showed me a different place. You made my head spin and I wasn't a fan of your taste at first. After a few weeks I think this was the point I would devote the next 19 years of my life to you.
We sure have been through a lot. Lots of ups and downs. Went to college, I tried to leave you then one time for 30 days, but I asked you back into my life. You have been skiing with me, diving, beach trips, you name it you were there. At home, in the car, at night, in the bathroom, in the yard. We separated when my daughter was born but after 8 months you came back. Then 18 months ago on December 23, 2011, I decided that you needed to go for good. I told some people on a website that supported me and my addiction to you that I gave you up and went over 180 days. I told them a promise every day that we were not good for each other but I knew I was in control of my life now that I no longer needed any help. Then in June of 2012 I asked you back and you were there. Now today, June 6 2013, this is day 2 of our official separation. I can't go back to you anymore. I cant sign "the contract to give up." I put you in front of my wife, family, health. We spent 3-4 hours everyday together. This is the end of our friendship. I know you won't go quietly and you will forever be trying to get back with me. I am asking those closest to me for help in my struggle. You will be dealing with me, my wife, and my support group. Good luck this time bitch!!!
Second:
I am a caver from the March 2012 HOF group:
(1) What happened? After 180 or so days, didn't keep up anymore, I caved. Thought about it for a few days and thought Fuck it why not. It was at night hanging with the kids (74), the wife was working, and I told the kids come on we are going to get some candy. Walked into the store, asked the guy if he had any non nicotine dip, he turned around and stared at all his cans and said no dont think so. I dipped skoal for the longest so I knew I couldn't get that again, so I decided to get something cheap and shitty. Grizzly it was. Now it has been Grizzly straight for a year.
(2) Why did it happen? Didn't seek out support because only my sister knew of the extent of my addiction and she lives 600 miles away. I was able to dip to work, get in my car and see clients around town every day and dip between every stop, my wife works at night so fatty went in til she got home, she falls asleep every night at 9:45 so at 10 I sneak downstairs for a nightly dip. Bed by 11 and NO ONE knew about it except my kids. I could possibly have a dip in 3-4 hours every day and maybe somebody that stopped besides me in a car would see me doing it. Thats it. Im 37 and I work around my parents, they have No clue, my wife knows to an extent. Finds cans hidden every now and then and once I spit it out in a toilet at home and forgot to flush it. She referenced it and went back downstairs and it never comes back up in conversation.
(3) What are you doing differently this time? I have to tell my wife the story. What will she say? I don't know. I need her support. Guaranty she will go to Lifeway and find an inspirational book for me to read.
Post until I can't type anymore on this site. I never have had a dip of non nicotine stuff and I am not sure that it a safe route for me. I chew gum constantly even when I dipped. So chewing gum is nothing new, I will just do it more often. I have cbirds digits and I need more for a support group. When that cave came who could I call for support?? My sister 600 miles away who smoked? My wife who didn't even know I dipped that much, my best friend from high school that showed me dip for the first time and he still dips much less than I ever did though. I remember going to the live support group around day 8 and they suck. I was really wanting to cave and the mod on their thought I was a fucking nut.
Step 1 Tell my wife
Step 2 post
Step 3 get digits
step 4 be prepared with a stash of seeds. I haven't had seeds in 15 years. They should be something different if that time comes.
I caved a year ago, so that feeling of dependency isn't that old. I know what it was like to have stopped. Now I am addicted again. I stated on here many times in the past that I quit. Then I stopped posting. Maybe I hoping was you all would forget about me and I could come back and post day 1 like no one would notice.
My thoughts:
I know this isn't a day 1 intro in which raw emotions are running wild. I have already gotten more contacts and I know something is different. In 11 days I have already talked to 4 people in my group. This is not a choice. I strongly feel that this will kill me with that next dip. My brothers in September are completely fucked right now. We have no choice. Dipped for too long, caved too many times, too many jaw bones showing, teeth lost. I have no choice.
I am sending you a PM.
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I am on day 11. I want to put something down as I never read this is what you are supposed to do. I have two thoughts to share. One is what my wife read the day that I told her the truth. The first was for her, the second is what I wrote in the forums which she has also read:
First:
I first met you when I was 18 and it was the spring before high school graduation. I heard some of the guys from the football team talk about you and then they invited me to a place called Dhaven, an abandoned street in Vestavia. It was warm outside and you showed me a different place. You made my head spin and I wasn't a fan of your taste at first. After a few weeks I think this was the point I would devote the next 19 years of my life to you.Â
We sure have been through a lot. Lots of ups and downs. Went to college, I tried to leave you then one time for 30 days, but I asked you back into my life. You have been skiing with me, diving, beach trips, you name it you were there. At home, in the car, at night, in the bathroom, in the yard. We separated when my daughter was born but after 8 months you came back. Then 18 months ago on December 23, 2011, I decided that you needed to go for good. I told some people on a website that supported me and my addiction to you that I gave you up and went over 180 days. I told them a promise every day that we were not good for each other but I knew I was in control of my life now that I no longer needed any help. Then in June of 2012 I asked you back and you were there. Now today, June 6 2013, this is day 2 of our official separation. I can't go back to you anymore. I cant sign "the contract to give up." I put you in front of my wife, family, health. We spent 3-4 hours everyday together. This is the end of our friendship. I know you won't go quietly and you will forever be trying to get back with me. I am asking those closest to me for help in my struggle. You will be dealing with me, my wife, and my support group. Good luck this time bitch!!!
Second:
I am a caver from the March 2012 HOF group:
(1) What happened? After 180 or so days, didn't keep up anymore, I caved. Thought about it for a few days and thought Fuck it why not. It was at night hanging with the kids (74), the wife was working, and I told the kids come on we are going to get some candy. Walked into the store, asked the guy if he had any non nicotine dip, he turned around and stared at all his cans and said no dont think so. I dipped skoal for the longest so I knew I couldn't get that again, so I decided to get something cheap and shitty. Grizzly it was. Now it has been Grizzly straight for a year.
(2) Why did it happen? Didn't seek out support because only my sister knew of the extent of my addiction and she lives 600 miles away. I was able to dip to work, get in my car and see clients around town every day and dip between every stop, my wife works at night so fatty went in til she got home, she falls asleep every night at 9:45 so at 10 I sneak downstairs for a nightly dip. Bed by 11 and NO ONE knew about it except my kids. I could possibly have a dip in 3-4 hours every day and maybe somebody that stopped besides me in a car would see me doing it. Thats it. Im 37 and I work around my parents, they have No clue, my wife knows to an extent. Finds cans hidden every now and then and once I spit it out in a toilet at home and forgot to flush it. She referenced it and went back downstairs and it never comes back up in conversation.
(3) What are you doing differently this time? I have to tell my wife the story. What will she say? I don't know. I need her support. Guaranty she will go to Lifeway and find an inspirational book for me to read.
Post until I can't type anymore on this site. I never have had a dip of non nicotine stuff and I am not sure that it a safe route for me. I chew gum constantly even when I dipped. So chewing gum is nothing new, I will just do it more often. I have cbirds digits and I need more for a support group. When that cave came who could I call for support?? My sister 600 miles away who smoked? My wife who didn't even know I dipped that much, my best friend from high school that showed me dip for the first time and he still dips much less than I ever did though. I remember going to the live support group around day 8 and they suck. I was really wanting to cave and the mod on their thought I was a fucking nut.
Step 1 Tell my wife
Step 2 post
Step 3 get digits
step 4 be prepared with a stash of seeds. I haven't had seeds in 15 years. They should be something different if that time comes.
I caved a year ago, so that feeling of dependency isn't that old. I know what it was like to have stopped. Now I am addicted again. I stated on here many times in the past that I quit. Then I stopped posting. Maybe I hoping was you all would forget about me and I could come back and post day 1 like no one would notice.
My thoughts:
I know this isn't a day 1 intro in which raw emotions are running wild. I have already gotten more contacts and I know something is different. In 11 days I have already talked to 4 people in my group. This is not a choice. I strongly feel that this will kill me with that next dip. My brothers in September are completely fucked right now. We have no choice. Dipped for too long, caved too many times, too many jaw bones showing, teeth lost. I have no choice.
I am sending you a PM.
My friend, after reading that post about all I can say is I will be damn proud to quit with you all day and every day.
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Outstanding post Duathman. I've got your digits and be aware you are accountable. Your actions not only affect you but all the brothers, as I found out when I caved. I quit with you today. I'll look for your post on the Slutember quit group - suggest posting it there to give the guys some ammo against caving by reading your experiences.
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You won my digits with that intro bro. Good Stuff. You might want to read that at least once a week if not more. I quit with you brother.
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its amazing the strength your quit has to find when you step up and start holding another brother/sister accountable to their quit
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Day13. Got more digits than I can possibly call. Love talking to KAW at 10 Saturday night. Talked to Jbob this (Monday) morning and received a text from Shu26 who is floating in the middle of some ocean. Also received a Happy Fathers Day from BillyBill. PMs from Jrizzle and MattF. When people come into my office and see me on this website they ask "what is that." My explanation is that it is kinda like a pissed off AA group but it is not for alcohol. We all get that we are addicts and have MAJOR problems. We don't make excuses anymore, this is where we are now. One day at a time.
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Day13. Got more digits than I can possibly call. Love talking to KAW at 10 Saturday night. Talked to Jbob this (Monday) morning and received a text from Shu26 who is floating in the middle of some ocean. Also received a Happy Fathers Day from BillyBill. PMs from Jrizzle and MattF. When people come into my office and see me on this website they ask "what is that." My explanation is that it is kinda like a pissed off AA group but it is not for alcohol. We all get that we are addicts and have MAJOR problems. We don't make excuses anymore, this is where we are now. One day at a time.
Turn your back on this kind of support again...and you deserve your fate.
Head down...one foot in front of the other. Just for today.
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Day13. Got more digits than I can possibly call. Love talking to KAW at 10 Saturday night. Talked to Jbob this (Monday) morning and received a text from Shu26 who is floating in the middle of some ocean. Also received a Happy Fathers Day from BillyBill. PMs from Jrizzle and MattF. When people come into my office and see me on this website they ask "what is that." My explanation is that it is kinda like a pissed off AA group but it is not for alcohol. We all get that we are addicts and have MAJOR problems. We don't make excuses anymore, this is where we are now. One day at a time.
Turn your back on this kind of support again...and you deserve your fate.
Head down...one foot in front of the other. Just for today.
I think, until you see nictotine for what it really is....poison, then you will continue to struggle with 'being quit'.
You see, Life is a trigger. I was told this by one of my angels, MikeA. He saved my life on Day1.
I will always remember Day1, because Loot told me to.
I see nicotine for what it is and there is no way that I will ever put Liquid Drano in my mouth. 'Crazy'
ODAAT and NAFAR My choice. 'bang head'
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Day 21 observation
Note to self:
When the poison bitch returns and has you pinned down screaming to let her back in your life remember
I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want a another day 1.
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Day 21 observation
Note to self:
When the poison bitch returns and has you pinned down screaming to let her back in your life remember
I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want a another day 1.
Love this. Well done.
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Day 21 observation
Note to self:
When the poison bitch returns and has you pinned down screaming to let her back in your life remember
I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want a another day 1.
Solid thought, I like how you see this one different. Interesting observations on your part.
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Well said duathman! Never again will I experience day 1!
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Day 21 observation
Note to self:Â
When the poison bitch returns and has you pinned down screaming to let her back in your life remember
I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want a another day 1.
Solid thought, I like how you see this one different. Interesting observations on your part.
I would strongly concur with this thought. Just kept me quit for another day. Thank you!
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Day 21 observation
Note to self:Â
When the poison bitch returns and has you pinned down screaming to let her back in your life remember
I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER want a another day 1.
Solid thought, I like how you see this one different. Interesting observations on your part.
I would strongly concur with this thought. Just kept me quit for another day. Thank you!
Hell yeah! My buddy tried quitting by himself...made it a full week...then went right back to the shit for a day and quit again.
He told me that enduring that "Day 1 feeling" twice was the worst thing he's done in the last few years. He will never go through that day 1 again because of how shitty it was and I won't let him cave like a little bitch.
I quit on with you!
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
Happy Birthday man quit w you today...that is all we are promised is today.
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
Happy Birthday man quit w you today...that is all we are promised is today.
we all could play the coulda woulda shoulda game - stay focused on the day and don't let the bs drama detract remember - take what you can and leave the rest - it might take blinders but do it
oh yeah, Every Damn Day!
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
Happy Birthday man quit w you today...that is all we are promised is today.
we all could play the coulda woulda shoulda game - stay focused on the day and don't let the bs drama detract remember - take what you can and leave the rest - it might take blinders but do it
oh yeah, Every Damn Day!
Happy birthday bro! It's great to see a brother celebrating his first birthday in 20 years Nic free!
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
Happy Birthday man quit w you today...that is all we are promised is today.
we all could play the coulda woulda shoulda game - stay focused on the day and don't let the bs drama detract remember - take what you can and leave the rest - it might take blinders but do it
oh yeah, Every Damn Day!
Happy birthday bro! It's great to see a brother celebrating his first birthday in 20 years Nic free!
5 weeks (almost) is awesome. I love quitting with quitters. Great job.
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Today I turned 38 and I am 34 days quit. Things are not rosy all the time as they shouldn't be. I poisoned myself for 19 years. This will take a long time to get use too. Reading the intros and newer quit groups I see where I was a few weeks ago. 34 is just a day it could all end tomorrow. We (addicts) do some really stupid things, but not today I posted roll. ODAAT!
Happy Birthday man quit w you today...that is all we are promised is today.
we all could play the coulda woulda shoulda game - stay focused on the day and don't let the bs drama detract remember - take what you can and leave the rest - it might take blinders but do it
oh yeah, Every Damn Day!
Happy birthday bro! It's great to see a brother celebrating his first birthday in 20 years Nic free!
5 weeks (almost) is awesome. I love quitting with quitters. Great job.
:)
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Our question of the day for my 48th day of quit is - Do you have support outside of KTC?
This is has to be the most important thing for me. Lets go back to when I joined KTC in December of 2011. I told NO one (beacuse that would mean I did) and hadn't even found KTC yet. I was going on a Christmas vacation in a RV with my parents, my wife and 2 kids. (We are in a Prevost coach not a station wagon). Business was slow and Skoal was too expensive. Feeling depressed anyway I wanted something new so I quit dipping. After many hours on the road and searching on my phone for anything related to smokeless tobacco I came across KTC. I sent somebody, it may be you, a message saying I had joined the website and will post when I get back in town. I think it was a day 7 when I first posted. Fast forward to my day 100. I was in Disney World and loving being with my family and not worrying about getting back to the condo so I can take a 30 minute shit and 15 minute shower. I messaged the one person I had digits for and he posted for me. I celebrated my day 100 with a text. I didn't tell my wife I quit and I didn't tell her I caved (around 180 I stopped posting around 110). CAVED
Now Day 2 of my quit I told my wife that I had been dipping since I told her I stopped in 2006 (first child was born). She said she knew that and trusted me that I had in under control. No ninja is perfect. What did I tell her? Everything. She could walk out that night, throw shit at me, sprayed pepper spray in my eyes, the point is I didn't care anymore. I wanted and needed to tell her everything about my addiction. My gut feeling was that she would understand and she did. She listened to me and read what I posted on KTC about why and how I caved. I cannot express enough what this means.
Why do we use this site to help us stay quit? We are all addicts. We understand the fight that is taking place everyday. Why don't we tell people closest to us about our addiction? I was a failure and wasn't a man to admit that I caved 5 years earlier. I was ashamed. Its not them it's us. We are afraid to tell them. Telling my wife was equal to telling the nic bitch to fuck off.
It means that much to me.
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Our question of the day for my 48th day of quit is - Do you have support outside of KTC?
This is has to be the most important thing for me. Lets go back to when I joined KTC in December of 2011. I told NO one (beacuse that would mean I did) and hadn't even found KTC yet. I was going on a Christmas vacation in a RV with my parents, my wife and 2 kids. (We are in a Prevost coach not a station wagon). Business was slow and Skoal was too expensive. Feeling depressed anyway I wanted something new so I quit dipping. After many hours on the road and searching on my phone for anything related to smokeless tobacco I came across KTC. I sent somebody, it may be you, a message saying I had joined the website and will post when I get back in town. I think it was a day 7 when I first posted. Fast forward to my day 100. I was in Disney World and loving being with my family and not worrying about getting back to the condo so I can take a 30 minute shit and 15 minute shower. I messaged the one person I had digits for and he posted for me. I celebrated my day 100 with a text. I didn't tell my wife I quit and I didn't tell her I caved (around 180 I stopped posting around 110). CAVED
Now Day 2 of my quit I told my wife that I had been dipping since I told her I stopped in 2006 (first child was born). She said she knew that and trusted me that I had in under control. No ninja is perfect. What did I tell her? Everything. She could walk out that night, throw shit at me, sprayed pepper spray in my eyes, the point is I didn't care anymore. I wanted and needed to tell her everything about my addiction. My gut feeling was that she would understand and she did. She listened to me and read what I posted on KTC about why and how I caved. I cannot express enough what this means.
Why do we use this site to help us stay quit? We are all addicts. We understand the fight that is taking place everyday. Why don't we tell people closest to us about our addiction? I was a failure and wasn't a man to admit that I caved 5 years earlier. I was ashamed. Its not them it's us. We are afraid to tell them. Telling my wife was equal to telling the nic bitch to fuck off.
It means that much to me.
Talking over my quit with my wife and making myself accountable to her was one of the best decisions I ever made!
Press forward . . . .
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Your quit is awesome and just proves that you have to quit one day at a time and you will always be an addict. Glad to have you in September!
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Our question of the day for my 48th day of quit is - Do you have support outside of KTC?
This is has to be the most important thing for me. Lets go back to when I joined KTC in December of 2011. I told NO one (beacuse that would mean I did) and hadn't even found KTC yet. I was going on a Christmas vacation in a RV with my parents, my wife and 2 kids. (We are in a Prevost coach not a station wagon). Business was slow and Skoal was too expensive. Feeling depressed anyway I wanted something new so I quit dipping. After many hours on the road and searching on my phone for anything related to smokeless tobacco I came across KTC. I sent somebody, it may be you, a message saying I had joined the website and will post when I get back in town. I think it was a day 7 when I first posted. Fast forward to my day 100. I was in Disney World and loving being with my family and not worrying about getting back to the condo so I can take a 30 minute shit and 15 minute shower. I messaged the one person I had digits for and he posted for me. I celebrated my day 100 with a text. I didn't tell my wife I quit and I didn't tell her I caved (around 180 I stopped posting around 110). CAVED
Now Day 2 of my quit I told my wife that I had been dipping since I told her I stopped in 2006 (first child was born). She said she knew that and trusted me that I had in under control. No ninja is perfect. What did I tell her? Everything. She could walk out that night, throw shit at me, sprayed pepper spray in my eyes, the point is I didn't care anymore. I wanted and needed to tell her everything about my addiction. My gut feeling was that she would understand and she did. She listened to me and read what I posted on KTC about why and how I caved. I cannot express enough what this means.
Why do we use this site to help us stay quit? We are all addicts. We understand the fight that is taking place everyday. Why don't we tell people closest to us about our addiction? I was a failure and wasn't a man to admit that I caved 5 years earlier. I was ashamed. Its not them it's us. We are afraid to tell them. Telling my wife was equal to telling the nic bitch to fuck off.
It means that much to me.
I am bumping you brother there is some good stuff here. Sometimes you pop on something on the site that really hits you in the gut and you say....yeah....that's how I feel completely. I have told anyone who will listen that I am quit of the poison today, I want accountability coming out of my ears. I want my mail man to ask if I'm still eating sunflower seeds like a fat kid in a candy store. Proud to be quit with all of you today!
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I had one of those days. 71 days quit and going strong. Hump day but it didn't seem so close to the weekend. I had a guy that I loaned money too text me and ask if I was at the office. I texted back and said "yes." Then after a few minutes I asked "why." He never responded. He is about 4 months late on payment and I have tried to work with him. Desperate people do desperate things. He showed up at my office and I called one of my workers to look out the window and see what he was doing in his car that he must of sat there for 5 minutes before the door opened. He finally got out of his car and came into office. He wanted to talk. I came forward and said" hey, what is going on". He motioned to walk outside and I followed him. I stood there as he sat on a bench outside my office for 30 minutes and he talked about things. He needed more money for his car note that was due today or the bank was going to repo it. He got a second job making pizza's but if he can't get there what good is the job? I told him I was tapped out (the truth and why would I loan him more money?) He is a very quite person and was really depressed. Here I am a person with deamons glowing from inside. I was a ninja dipper for 19 years. He spilled his guts for 30 minutes about things. I asked him if he thought of selling his platelets he jumped up and said "you get $25 for that." "How about a kidney?" nothing in response. I have a soft heart just not today. I told him to leave and wondered what was going to happen. He probably will never pay me back and I have accepted that not every loan is secure. Why did I write this, I don't know. Kind of like if you say "God bless You" and you hit that one person struggling that flips a switch. Was that a moment in the Bible in which Jesus says you serve me when you serve the least of these? Tough day and quit.
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I had one of those days. 71 days quit and going strong. Hump day but it didn't seem so close to the weekend. I had a guy that I loaned money too text me and ask if I was at the office. I texted back and said "yes." Then after a few minutes I asked "why." He never responded. He is about 4 months late on payment and I have tried to work with him. Desperate people do desperate things. He showed up at my office and I called one of my workers to look out the window and see what he was doing in his car that he must of sat there for 5 minutes before the door opened. He finally got out of his car and came into office. He wanted to talk. I came forward and said" hey, what is going on". He motioned to walk outside and I followed him. I stood there as he sat on a bench outside my office for 30 minutes and he talked about things. He needed more money for his car note that was due today or the bank was going to repo it. He got a second job making pizza's but if he can't get there what good is the job? I told him I was tapped out (the truth and why would I loan him more money?) He is a very quite person and was really depressed. Here I am a person with deamons glowing from inside. I was a ninja dipper for 19 years. He spilled his guts for 30 minutes about things. I asked him if he thought of selling his platelets he jumped up and said "you get $25 for that." "How about a kidney?" nothing in response. I have a soft heart just not today. I told him to leave and wondered what was going to happen. He probably will never pay me back and I have accepted that not every loan is secure. Why did I write this, I don't know. Kind of like if you say "God bless You" and you hit that one person struggling that flips a switch. Was that a moment in the Bible in which Jesus says you serve me when you serve the least of these? Tough day and quit.
Hard choices are hard choices my friend. The fact that it is weighing on you just means that you recognize it was a hard choice, and you can't be sure if you did right. You made a tough call- No shame in that.
Life still gets hard, but we do get the joy of seeing the difficulties with a clear head and free of poison.
Proud to be quit with you today.
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Well congrats Bro. A hard road and several challenges you've faced yet here you stand a free man and quit. Continue ODAAT bro and never forget that you (in your own words) "never never never never ever want another day one"
We find our train stopped in Birmingham Alabama this morning. It's so freaking hot here and I'm so wet from sweat I feel like I just jumped out of a lake, Which would be fine if there weren’t so many damn alligators around this place! We are here this morning to welcome our newest rider DUATHMAN! He is a father of two wonderful kids and a husband to a very tolerant woman who put up with his bad attitude while he worked his way to this milestone. This reminds me...... There are several riders already who expressed fear of DUATHMAN. What is this all about? He seems like a nice guy. Is he a ninja bully? I just don't see it. Anyway, he would like to let you all know that he will be bringing his “quit” Attitude on the train to share with everyone and is not worried about anything bad happening during the ride because of how many Bad Asses are on board who have an abundance of knowledge. He clearly doesn't know me and Erussell. I guarantee SOMETHING crazy WILL happen on this train. There’s enough bourbon and boobie lovers to make this train unstable! Whats the craziest thing he has ever done? “When in college me and a group went to nasty strip club in Columbus, Georgia. Luckily I was not the sober driver but we had a guy that was a good drunk driver. After leaving the wonderful establishment we started heading back to Auburn. Instead of heading back to Auburn the dumbass drunk driver started to head to Florida instead. Next thing I know we are pulled over by fort benning police who arrest the driver. They leave us on side of the road while we wait on a friend to drive over to get our dumb asses in the middle of the night (this is before everybody had cell phones). Friend finally came and all ended well for me and the drunk driver. Apparently he cried like a girl and they never pressed charges.” Come on...... Fess up.... Were you the driver? LOL. DUATHMAN defenitly plans to reach for 200. With his attitude, I have no doubt he will make it.
His advice to others....”Don't repeat what I have been through. You came to KTC for a reason....Your quit plan sucked before and needed the site. Don't think your cured after 100 days.”
Who does he want to thank for helping him....”BillyBill, Traumagnet, Derk40, MattF, Kandalk, Jbob, Jrizzle and reality check --- Zam (First to bust my balls when I returned. Quickly realized things were different as a caver.)”
DUATHMAN...... Welcome to the train! It's a hell of a quit you have going, and we are glad to have you in the HOF. Try not to hurt anyone on the train. Jake Frawley.
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Well congrats Bro. A hard road and several challenges you've faced yet here you stand a free man and quit. Continue ODAAT bro and never forget that you (in your own words) "never never never never ever want another day one"
We find our train stopped in Birmingham Alabama this morning. It's so freaking hot here and I'm so wet from sweat I feel like I just jumped out of a lake, Which would be fine if there weren’t so many damn alligators around this place! We are here this morning to welcome our newest rider DUATHMAN! He is a father of two wonderful kids and a husband to a very tolerant woman who put up with his bad attitude while he worked his way to this milestone. This reminds me...... There are several riders already who expressed fear of DUATHMAN. What is this all about? He seems like a nice guy. Is he a ninja bully? I just don't see it. Anyway, he would like to let you all know that he will be bringing his “quit” Attitude on the train to share with everyone and is not worried about anything bad happening during the ride because of how many Bad Asses are on board who have an abundance of knowledge. He clearly doesn't know me and Erussell. I guarantee SOMETHING crazy WILL happen on this train. There’s enough bourbon and boobie lovers to make this train unstable! Whats the craziest thing he has ever done? “When in college me and a group went to nasty strip club in Columbus, Georgia. Luckily I was not the sober driver but we had a guy that was a good drunk driver. After leaving the wonderful establishment we started heading back to Auburn. Instead of heading back to Auburn the dumbass drunk driver started to head to Florida instead. Next thing I know we are pulled over by fort benning police who arrest the driver. They leave us on side of the road while we wait on a friend to drive over to get our dumb asses in the middle of the night (this is before everybody had cell phones). Friend finally came and all ended well for me and the drunk driver. Apparently he cried like a girl and they never pressed charges.” Come on...... Fess up.... Were you the driver? LOL. DUATHMAN defenitly plans to reach for 200. With his attitude, I have no doubt he will make it.
His advice to others....”Don't repeat what I have been through. You came to KTC for a reason....Your quit plan sucked before and needed the site. Don't think your cured after 100 days.”
Who does he want to thank for helping him....”BillyBill, Traumagnet, Derk40, MattF, Kandalk, Jbob, Jrizzle and reality check --- Zam (First to bust my balls when I returned. Quickly realized things were different as a caver.)”
DUATHMAN...... Welcome to the train! It's a hell of a quit you have going, and we are glad to have you in the HOF. Try not to hurt anyone on the train. Jake Frawley.
congrats DUATHMAN proud of you. theirs no magic pill at 100 that make you cured from nicotine so keep posting those one day at a time paying it forward back. i quit with you
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Well congrats Bro. A hard road and several challenges you've faced yet here you stand a free man and quit. Continue ODAAT bro and never forget that you (in your own words) "never never never never ever want another day one"
We find our train stopped in Birmingham Alabama this morning. It's so freaking hot here and I'm so wet from sweat I feel like I just jumped out of a lake, Which would be fine if there weren’t so many damn alligators around this place! We are here this morning to welcome our newest rider DUATHMAN! He is a father of two wonderful kids and a husband to a very tolerant woman who put up with his bad attitude while he worked his way to this milestone. This reminds me...... There are several riders already who expressed fear of DUATHMAN. What is this all about? He seems like a nice guy. Is he a ninja bully? I just don't see it. Anyway, he would like to let you all know that he will be bringing his “quit” Attitude on the train to share with everyone and is not worried about anything bad happening during the ride because of how many Bad Asses are on board who have an abundance of knowledge. He clearly doesn't know me and Erussell. I guarantee SOMETHING crazy WILL happen on this train. There’s enough bourbon and boobie lovers to make this train unstable! Whats the craziest thing he has ever done? “When in college me and a group went to nasty strip club in Columbus, Georgia. Luckily I was not the sober driver but we had a guy that was a good drunk driver. After leaving the wonderful establishment we started heading back to Auburn. Instead of heading back to Auburn the dumbass drunk driver started to head to Florida instead. Next thing I know we are pulled over by fort benning police who arrest the driver. They leave us on side of the road while we wait on a friend to drive over to get our dumb asses in the middle of the night (this is before everybody had cell phones). Friend finally came and all ended well for me and the drunk driver. Apparently he cried like a girl and they never pressed charges.” Come on...... Fess up.... Were you the driver? LOL. DUATHMAN defenitly plans to reach for 200. With his attitude, I have no doubt he will make it.
His advice to others....”Don't repeat what I have been through. You came to KTC for a reason....Your quit plan sucked before and needed the site. Don't think your cured after 100 days.”
Who does he want to thank for helping him....”BillyBill, Traumagnet, Derk40, MattF, Kandalk, Jbob, Jrizzle and reality check --- Zam (First to bust my balls when I returned. Quickly realized things were different as a caver.)”Â
DUATHMAN...... Welcome to the train! It's a hell of a quit you have going, and we are glad to have you in the HOF. Try not to hurt anyone on the train. Jake Frawley.
congrats DUATHMAN proud of you. theirs no magic pill at 100 that make you cured from nicotine so keep posting those one day at a time paying it forward back. i quit with you
Congrats on the c note.
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Well congrats Bro. A hard road and several challenges you've faced yet here you stand a free man and quit. Continue ODAAT bro and never forget that you (in your own words) "never never never never ever want another day one"
We find our train stopped in Birmingham Alabama this morning. It's so freaking hot here and I'm so wet from sweat I feel like I just jumped out of a lake, Which would be fine if there weren’t so many damn alligators around this place! We are here this morning to welcome our newest rider DUATHMAN! He is a father of two wonderful kids and a husband to a very tolerant woman who put up with his bad attitude while he worked his way to this milestone. This reminds me...... There are several riders already who expressed fear of DUATHMAN. What is this all about? He seems like a nice guy. Is he a ninja bully? I just don't see it. Anyway, he would like to let you all know that he will be bringing his “quit” Attitude on the train to share with everyone and is not worried about anything bad happening during the ride because of how many Bad Asses are on board who have an abundance of knowledge. He clearly doesn't know me and Erussell. I guarantee SOMETHING crazy WILL happen on this train. There’s enough bourbon and boobie lovers to make this train unstable! Whats the craziest thing he has ever done? “When in college me and a group went to nasty strip club in Columbus, Georgia. Luckily I was not the sober driver but we had a guy that was a good drunk driver. After leaving the wonderful establishment we started heading back to Auburn. Instead of heading back to Auburn the dumbass drunk driver started to head to Florida instead. Next thing I know we are pulled over by fort benning police who arrest the driver. They leave us on side of the road while we wait on a friend to drive over to get our dumb asses in the middle of the night (this is before everybody had cell phones). Friend finally came and all ended well for me and the drunk driver. Apparently he cried like a girl and they never pressed charges.” Come on...... Fess up.... Were you the driver? LOL. DUATHMAN defenitly plans to reach for 200. With his attitude, I have no doubt he will make it.
His advice to others....”Don't repeat what I have been through. You came to KTC for a reason....Your quit plan sucked before and needed the site. Don't think your cured after 100 days.”
Who does he want to thank for helping him....”BillyBill, Traumagnet, Derk40, MattF, Kandalk, Jbob, Jrizzle and reality check --- Zam (First to bust my balls when I returned. Quickly realized things were different as a caver.)”Â
DUATHMAN...... Welcome to the train! It's a hell of a quit you have going, and we are glad to have you in the HOF. Try not to hurt anyone on the train. Jake Frawley.
congrats DUATHMAN proud of you. theirs no magic pill at 100 that make you cured from nicotine so keep posting those one day at a time paying it forward back. i quit with you
Congrats on the c note.
Congrats on the hundo!
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Congrats on 100 days!
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Outstanding QUIT my friend!!! I am extremely thankful to have you as a quit brother and friend You are one of the reasons my quit is so strong today. Let me know if you need any Oregon fan gear, I know you secretly watch the games. 'dance' 'party'
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CONGRATS ON THE H.O.F.! YOU HAVE EARNED IT!
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Congrats on this milestone brother! You are killing this quit ODAAT. Proud to be quit with you today!
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Way to go my friend! You are killing this thing. So glad to be quit with you.
Peace.
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Nice Dauth,
Way to be reborn like a phoenix come back and kick ass keep drinking the Kool-Aid this quit looks good on you!!!
quit with you today
Trauma
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Nice Dauth,
Way to be reborn like a phoenix come back and kick ass keep drinking the Kool-Aid this quit looks good on you!!!
quit with you today
Trauma
Solid quit bro, thanks for paying forward and proud to be quit with you today!
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Went to my wife's 20th high school reunion this past weekend. It is in a small town in north east alabama. Me being one of 2 Auburn folks the rest bammers I knew there was a good chance of a tin being around. Didn't have any signal at the cookout on Saturday afternoon. No drinking at this cookout either. This county just became wet and still no one actually buys alcohol because you would be considered an alcoholic if someone saw you buying it. As the cookout and THE GAME started one guy that I had been talking too stepped outside because his Tide was getting rolled in the first quarter and he just couldn't stand it anymore. I joined him. Just me and him chatting and booooom......out comes a tin. No signal and here we are.
There is no chance in hell I was going to ask that sad fuck for a pinch. I told him I was on day 102 and he kinda said cool. Said his dentist told him if he gets a white spot on his gum he will remove his face. This sad fuck didn't seem to care and actually offered me a pinch. Kinda laughed a said "na I don't do that anymore."
Thought it was fun to get my first encounter with a user under my belt. I planted a seed to him about the site. Maybe he will call me and want to save his face. No skin off my back. I am quit today. 104
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Went to my wife's 20th high school reunion this past weekend. It is in a small town in north east alabama. Me being one of 2 Auburn folks the rest bammers I knew there was a good chance of a tin being around. Didn't have any signal at the cookout on Saturday afternoon. No drinking at this cookout either. This county just became wet and still no one actually buys alcohol because you would be considered an alcoholic if someone saw you buying it. As the cookout and THE GAME started one guy that I had been talking too stepped outside because his Tide was getting rolled in the first quarter and he just couldn't stand it anymore. I joined him. Just me and him chatting and booooom......out comes a tin. No signal and here we are.Â
There is no chance in hell I was going to ask that sad fuck for a pinch. I told him I was on day 102 and he kinda said cool. Said his dentist told him if he gets a white spot on his gum he will remove his face. This sad fuck didn't seem to care and actually offered me a pinch. Kinda laughed a said "na I don't do that anymore."Â
Thought it was fun to get my first encounter with a user under my belt. I planted a seed to him about the site. Maybe he will call me and want to save his face. No skin off my back. I am quit today.  104
Way to stay quit bud!! That's a Bama fan for ya. 'crackup' WAR EAGLE!!
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Went to my wife's 20th high school reunion this past weekend. It is in a small town in north east alabama. Me being one of 2 Auburn folks the rest bammers I knew there was a good chance of a tin being around. Didn't have any signal at the cookout on Saturday afternoon. No drinking at this cookout either. This county just became wet and still no one actually buys alcohol because you would be considered an alcoholic if someone saw you buying it. As the cookout and THE GAME started one guy that I had been talking too stepped outside because his Tide was getting rolled in the first quarter and he just couldn't stand it anymore. I joined him. Just me and him chatting and booooom......out comes a tin. No signal and here we are.Â
There is no chance in hell I was going to ask that sad fuck for a pinch. I told him I was on day 102 and he kinda said cool. Said his dentist told him if he gets a white spot on his gum he will remove his face. This sad fuck didn't seem to care and actually offered me a pinch. Kinda laughed a said "na I don't do that anymore."Â
Thought it was fun to get my first encounter with a user under my belt. I planted a seed to him about the site. Maybe he will call me and want to save his face. No skin off my back. I am quit today.  104
Way to stay quit bud!! That's a Bama for ya. 'crackup' WAR EAGLE!!
Sounds like the Quitter I know! Great job standing strong bro.
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Congrats on the milestone, Duathman. Your name is so consistently present when others are posting thanks for support (including me). Seriously, your name is listed seemingly every time someone is publicly thanking their quit bros.
I'm proud to be quit with you! And (of course), THANK YOU for your support!
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Way to just swat that potential situation aside hold that quit! That is how we do it brother. War Eagle!
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Grateful to be in your quit group Dauthman and grateful for your support;
let's keep it going brother man ! jbob
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Well its been awhile but see I recently hit the HOF and you know how it goes. Wanna leave the site and snuggle up with the can again so I am going to say you hurt my feelings and banned my serial liar "brother" and that will be my excuse. Since I have HOF'd I must be cured and can go on my own.
I posted sorta daily and did all right things but now I can spread my wings and take this to another level. Yes like if I never think of dip again I can never cave right? Therefore leaving here is the best thing to do.
Oh all you people that like to be keyboard hollerers can go fuck themselves. Yeah I am a badass now. Take that yellers!!
'na na'
Duathman - 169
Glad to be quit with all my sluts. Thanks for the support
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Well its been awhile but see I recently hit the HOF and you know how it goes. Wanna leave the site and snuggle up with the can again so I am going to say you hurt my feelings and banned my serial liar "brother" and that will be my excuse. Since I have HOF'd I must be cured and can go on my own.
I posted sorta daily and did all right things but now I can spread my wings and take this to another level. Yes like if I never think of dip again I can never cave right? Therefore leaving here is the best thing to do.
Oh all you people that like to be keyboard hollerers can go fuck themselves. Yeah I am a badass now. Take that yellers!!
'na na'
Duathman - 169
Glad to be quit with all my sluts. Thanks for the support
Well at least the Duck Fip faithful are glad you were around for us too.
The ABCs of Quit - Accountability, Brotherhood and Commitment.
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Well its been awhile but see I recently hit the HOF and you know how it goes. Wanna leave the site and snuggle up with the can again so I am going to say you hurt my feelings and banned my serial liar "brother" and that will be my excuse. Since I have HOF'd I must be cured and can go on my own.Â
I posted sorta daily and did all right things but now I can spread my wings and take this to another level. Yes like if I never think of dip again I can never cave right? Therefore leaving here is the best thing to do.Â
Oh all you people that like to be keyboard hollerers can go fuck themselves. Yeah I am a badass now. Take that yellers!!
'na na'
Duathman - 169
Glad to be quit with all my sluts. Thanks for the support
Well at least the Duck Fip faithful are glad you were around for us too.
The ABCs of Quit - Accountability, Brotherhood and Commitment.
War Eagle!
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Well its been awhile but see I recently hit the HOF and you know how it goes. Wanna leave the site and snuggle up with the can again so I am going to say you hurt my feelings and banned my serial liar "brother" and that will be my excuse. Since I have HOF'd I must be cured and can go on my own.Â
I posted sorta daily and did all right things but now I can spread my wings and take this to another level. Yes like if I never think of dip again I can never cave right? Therefore leaving here is the best thing to do.Â
Oh all you people that like to be keyboard hollerers can go fuck themselves. Yeah I am a badass now. Take that yellers!!
'na na'
Duathman - 169
Glad to be quit with all my sluts. Thanks for the support
Well at least the Duck Fip faithful are glad you were around for us too.
The ABCs of Quit - Accountability, Brotherhood and Commitment.
War Eagle!
That's pretty dang funny, Duathman. You pretty much summed it up perfectly.
Now, if only you could swim . . .
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
Bumpin' up the soon to be famous Duathman's tutorial video-
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
Bumpin' up the soon to be famous Duathman's tutorial video-
19 views. Youtube should be calling soon wondering how this video could generate such a viewing count.
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
Bumpin' up the soon to be famous Duathman's tutorial video-
19 views. Youtube should be calling soon wondering how this video could generate such a viewing count.
Epic brother.... soon you can quit your day job and become a fulltime youtube flogger.... I mean vlogger.
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
Bumpin' up the soon to be famous Duathman's tutorial video-
19 views. Youtube should be calling soon wondering how this video could generate such a viewing count.
20 views now...I liked it! (Except for the lack of nudity). Maybe you should make the very first frame (the still frame that people see when searching) a picture of a hot chick.
PS- Just a few more hits, and you'll be up there with the classic youtube video "what's in cmark's fanny pack". (22 views) Good luck!
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Congratulations on 200! See you tomorrow on roll!
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Congratulations on 200! See you tomorrow on roll!
War eagle! Nice 2nd floor. Keep it going bro! All day long!
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My first youtube video. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYlmaZJRrY)
Everybody needs to make this change to make the site much more manageable.
Its is a terrible first attempt at a video
Bump to the top for the newbees
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Congrats on 300!!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
Great job! Congrats.
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
Great job! Congrats.
Solid bro. Well done!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
Great job! Congrats.
Solid bro. Well done!
The views get better each floor you climb. Congrats Travis. Well done.
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
Great job! Congrats.
Solid bro. Well done!
The views get better each floor you climb. Congrats Travis. Well done.
Nice job Brother! I'll quit with you EDD. You're killing it this time, proud of you!
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Congrats on 300!!
Awesome work by a great quitter! Keep it up, you are killing it daily.
Well done!
Nice job on 300 bro! War Eagle!
'Cheers' congrats!
War damn Eagle!!!
'party' Nice work Dauth keep it up we are never done
Great job! Congrats.
Solid bro. Well done!
The views get better each floor you climb. Congrats Travis. Well done.
Nice job Brother! I'll quit with you EDD. You're killing it this time, proud of you!
'clap'
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Not sure where to put this but here it goes:
I am 38 and work in the residential construction business. My company manufactures and install showers, counter tops, tub......Anyway I deal with a lot of local contractors. Yesterday my contractor told me to go over to a house close to the office, about 7 minutes exactly, to look at adding on to an existing shower to make it into a steam shower. Meaning going all the way to the ceiling and enclose it for the steam. I said I could no problem and then he said the homeowner is in bad shape that he has cancer. Into my head I imagine a 80 year old male with tennis balls on his walker.
I go to the door and knock pretty hard cause sometimes for old people their door bell doesn't ring or whatever reason I knocked. Thinking I have to be home in 30 minutes I become impatient as the person isn't coming to the door fast enough. I start to return to the car and verify I was at the right house. There was a black VW bug in the driveway so surely he was there. As I am walking to the car, the front door opens. I quickly turn around and see a person my height 5'9", my age 38ish looking at me. I thought, "oh his son is here to take care of pops." I said I am Travis, here to look at a shower. He slowly turned around and we started a slow walk back to the bedroom.
I quickly notice things going on. No one else was in the house. The bed was a lifting kind and the toilet was just different. I did my measuring and we returned back to the den and he sat down kinda sideways, not directly on his ass. Next to him was a TV tray with pills all over it. He mentioned that he is on hospice and has cancer. I nodded ok and proceeded to talk about his Apple TV product and what he does from home since he can't leave travel around much for work with this cancer.
After a few minutes conversing I needed to leave. I walked out and quickly called the contractor to find out what was the story. He has rectal cancer and is near the end. Hospice apparently means they can't do shit for you just hope to make it as comfortable as possible til the end. I did some research about stage 4 cancer in that area and it is crazy what happens. They basically cut the tumor out which closes up your butthole. You have to poop into bag with no control over your movements. Its in the blood stream and the cancer is spreading.
Anyway this encounter wasn't just a person with cancer but a person that looks like me. My cousin has a 3 year old with cancer in Texas and I see pictures with his hair all fallen out and stuff, but for some reason this moment really struck me in a way I never anticipated. Its sick the things we put in our body. The GMO shit is scary and maybe we will see a rise in colon cancer with all this crap food we are eating. Our body hasn't changed but our food has. All I can do is try the best I can to do better. In fact today I ordered an unsweet tea instead of the usual sweet tea, hey I live in Alabama.
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Not sure where to put this but here it goes:
I am 38 and work in the residential construction business. My company manufactures and install showers, counter tops, tub......Anyway I deal with a lot of local contractors. Yesterday my contractor told me to go over to a house close to the office, about 7 minutes exactly, to look at adding on to an existing shower to make it into a steam shower. Meaning going all the way to the ceiling and enclose it for the steam. I said I could no problem and then he said the homeowner is in bad shape that he has cancer. Into my head I imagine a 80 year old male with tennis balls on his walker.
I go to the door and knock pretty hard cause sometimes for old people their door bell doesn't ring or whatever reason I knocked. Thinking I have to be home in 30 minutes I become impatient as the person isn't coming to the door fast enough. I start to return to the car and verify I was at the right house. There was a black VW bug in the driveway so surely he was there. As I am walking to the car, the front door opens. I quickly turn around and see a person my height 5'9", my age 38ish looking at me. I thought, "oh his son is here to take care of pops." I said I am Travis, here to look at a shower. He slowly turned around and we started a slow walk back to the bedroom.
I quickly notice things going on. No one else was in the house. The bed was a lifting kind and the toilet was just different. I did my measuring and we returned back to the den and he sat down kinda sideways, not directly on his ass. Next to him was a TV tray with pills all over it. He mentioned that he is on hospice and has cancer. I nodded ok and proceeded to talk about his Apple TV product and what he does from home since he can't leave travel around much for work with this cancer.
After a few minutes conversing I needed to leave. I walked out and quickly called the contractor to find out what was the story. He has rectal cancer and is near the end. Hospice apparently means they can't do shit for you just hope to make it as comfortable as possible til the end. I did some research about stage 4 cancer in that area and it is crazy what happens. They basically cut the tumor out which closes up your butthole. You have to poop into bag with no control over your movements. Its in the blood stream and the cancer is spreading.
Anyway this encounter wasn't just a person with cancer but a person that looks like me. My cousin has a 3 year old with cancer in Texas and I see pictures with his hair all fallen out and stuff, but for some reason this moment really struck me in a way I never anticipated. Its sick the things we put in our body. The GMO shit is scary and maybe we will see a rise in colon cancer with all this crap food we are eating. Our body hasn't changed but our food has. All I can do is try the best I can to do better. In fact today I ordered an unsweet tea instead of the usual sweet tea, hey I live in Alabama.
thanks for writing that...cancer is a motherfucker...it always makes me sick that all these people get cancer and never put a bad thing in their body...i've pretty much tried to destroy myself for 10 or 12 years and i seem to be fine...makes you stop and think really
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
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A year is major baddassery!
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
This is a huge day and awesome accomplishment! Congrats! Enjoy this day! Its a biggie.
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
This is a huge day and awesome accomplishment! Congrats! Enjoy this day! Its a biggie.
1 year of kicking ass +1 day to go. Way to go! Keep stacking those +1's
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
This is a huge day and awesome accomplishment! Congrats! Enjoy this day! Its a biggie.
1 year of kicking ass +1 day to go. Way to go! Keep stacking those +1's
I can't believe it's been a year already. You my friend have owned your quit. You took it, ran with it and drank the Kool-Aid along the way. I am proud to have been quit with you this past year as you have helped my quit early on. You actually got me to step up my quit because you were such a bad ass in your restart.
Congratulations Travis. I'm proud of you and the way you have quit, every damn day! I expect to see a +1 tomorrow as the quitting gets better and better every day!
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Thanks for all the support KTC. Its is really amazing to see the transformation that I have gone though in 365 days on this site. Went from a poster that was a 5 second poster and gone for the rest of the day (dead Duathman) to one who now checks in regularly throughout the day. I offer support to quite a few groups and try to keep active in other areas like the Soda quit group, Sports sections, boobies ya know the usual. Went from a guy that posted 120 days in the March 2012 group before fizzing out to one that has met 6 people from my hometown and no Gmann is not a girl, at least I couldn't tell.
I can say that my time here means everything to my quit. Yes I caved out from the March 2012 group. Did I know a single person even after posting 120 straight days? No. Did I realize what I had in KTC as a quit tool? No. Did I tell my wife about quitting? Hell no she thought I quit 5 years ago. All that changed June 5, 2013. I belong in September 2013. Thanks BE to GOD for those sluts. They mean everything to my quit. My sluts: Billybill, Kandalk, Derk, Blo, Slim, FlynnieJ, Davemo, RJ, Shu, Philly. Thanks for bringing it EDD. My goal going forward forward is to show that you can change and that once the light is turned on there is no stopping a badassery quit. We can't predict what will happen tomorrow but today I am QLF.
365 days of quit.
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Thanks for all the support KTC. Its is really amazing to see the transformation that I have gone though in 365 days on this site. Went from a poster that was a 5 second poster and gone for the rest of the day (dead Duathman) to one who now checks in regularly throughout the day. I offer support to quite a few groups and try to keep active in other areas like the Soda quit group, Sports sections, boobies ya know the usual. Went from a guy that posted 120 days in the March 2012 group before fizzing out to one that has met 6 people from my hometown and no Gmann is not a girl, at least I couldn't tell.
I can say that my time here means everything to my quit. Yes I caved out from the March 2012 group. Did I know a single person even after posting 120 straight days? No. Did I realize what I had in KTC as a quit tool? No. Did I tell my wife about quitting? Hell no she thought I quit 5 years ago. All that changed June 5, 2013. I belong in September 2013. Thanks BE to GOD for those sluts. They mean everything to my quit. My sluts: Billybill, Kandalk, Derk, Blo, Slim, FlynnieJ, Davemo, RJ, Shu, Philly. Thanks for bringing it EDD. My goal going forward forward is to show that you can change and that once the light is turned on there is no stopping a badassery quit. We can't predict what will happen tomorrow but today I am QLF.
365 days of quit.
Well done brother! 1yr is some good Quittin. Quit with you EDD!
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Thanks for all the support KTC. Its is really amazing to see the transformation that I have gone though in 365 days on this site. Went from a poster that was a 5 second poster and gone for the rest of the day (dead Duathman) to one who now checks in regularly throughout the day. I offer support to quite a few groups and try to keep active in other areas like the Soda quit group, Sports sections, boobies ya know the usual. Went from a guy that posted 120 days in the March 2012 group before fizzing out to one that has met 6 people from my hometown and no Gmann is not a girl, at least I couldn't tell.
I can say that my time here means everything to my quit. Yes I caved out from the March 2012 group. Did I know a single person even after posting 120 straight days? No. Did I realize what I had in KTC as a quit tool? No. Did I tell my wife about quitting? Hell no she thought I quit 5 years ago. All that changed June 5, 2013. I belong in September 2013. Thanks BE to GOD for those sluts. They mean everything to my quit. My sluts: Billybill, Kandalk, Derk, Blo, Slim, FlynnieJ, Davemo, RJ, Shu, Philly. Thanks for bringing it EDD. My goal going forward forward is to show that you can change and that once the light is turned on there is no stopping a badassery quit. We can't predict what will happen tomorrow but today I am QLF.
365 days of quit.
Well done brother! 1yr is some good Quittin. Quit with you EDD!
Congrats bro. It's simple but hard work. Post your promise, then endure as you keep your word. Then realize how wonder the world is without nicotine. You get it and I quit with you.
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
Gerbil tape?
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
Gerbil tape?
Funny! Don't knock the lime a Ritas until you've had 'em.
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
Gerbil tape?
Funny! Don't knock the lime a Ritas until you've had 'em.
4 bags of 2 for $1.00 sunflower seeds? You got a .09 tax rate yea???
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
Gerbil tape?
Funny! Don't knock the lime a Ritas until you've had 'em.
4 bags of 2 for $1.00 sunflower seeds? You got a .09 tax rate yea???
3 pack of Trojans.
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Paying my credit statement online and saw that I made a $2.18 purchase at local gas station. My first thought of what that could have been was...........
That's crazy, I had a day like that today too brother. Twice today the "a dip might be good right now" thought just popped inside my thick skull. That nic bitch is a sneaky I tell you ya, thankfully we posted roll today, so we know a dip was "not" an option today!
Quit with you today.
So what was the purchase for $2.18?
I'm guessing it was a lime a Rita.
Gerbil tape?
Funny! Don't knock the lime a Ritas until you've had 'em.
4 bags of 2 for $1.00 sunflower seeds? You got a .09 tax rate yea???
3 pack of Trojans.
I didn't know they made them that small
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Quote from an Auburn message board about Phillip Lutzenkirchen an ex Auburn TE who has was killed in a car accident on Sunday morning: "LaGrange local news video said they were in swimming suits and had left a party to get some dip."
Reason number 8 bazzilion that I am thankful to be quit. So sad dude was 23 yrs old. How many days/ nights have I gotten out on the road just to grab a pinch. Hell I even took my kids to get some candy and pathetic dad would grad a few cans. When they would ask what I was getting I ignore them and stuff the cans in my pocket before someone walked into the station that might see me. You never know if I might die after hitting send on this message but my death sure wont have anything to do with feeding my addiction.
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:wareagle: 'Birthday' :wareagle:
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:wareagle: 'Birthday' :wareagle:
ENJOY SECOND BIRTHDAY IN A ROW WITHOUT THE POISON RULING YOUR LIFE MY BROTHER!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
Nice! Great job.
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
Nice! Great job.
Congrats Travis. Glad your in my corner brother!
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Congratulations on 365 today! You support others, honor your word daily and early, and are reaping the rewards of a full year quit today. Congratulations on a great accomplishment today, and look forward to many more milestones ahead.
Very nice! 1 year is badass. Keep it up brother.
Duathman - Big time congrats on the year. First I have read of your intro, had no idea you caved early on. It's not how you start the race it's how you finish. Good job stacking the +1s. You were the first to reach out to me when I joined the site and that's appreciated, paying it forward. I quit with you today.
You Are one BADASS Slut!
Congrats Travis!! 365 is bad ass!
Nice! Great job.
Congrats Travis. Glad your in my corner brother!
Nice nice job!
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:wareagle: 'Birthday' :wareagle:
ENJOY SECOND BIRTHDAY IN A ROW WITHOUT THE POISON RULING YOUR LIFE MY BROTHER!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday guy
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:wareagle: 'Birthday' :wareagle:
ENJOY SECOND BIRTHDAY IN A ROW WITHOUT THE POISON RULING YOUR LIFE MY BROTHER!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday guy
39 on 399 ain't that bad
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Congrats on 400!
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Congrats on 400!
Congrats on 4 Hundo.
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Congrats on 400!
'oh yeah' Welcome to the 4th floor Duathman! 400 days of freedom brother!
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Add my two Lincolns!!! Awesome job brother WDE!!!
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iiiiiiiiiAwesome!!!!!!!
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Nice work bro!
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400 is big stuff man. I hope I can be like you one day.
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WTF man the other day you were just rounding 3rd floor then year now 400 what the hell man 4 oh oh nice fucken work keep it up like Viagra enjoy today see you tomorrow.
Trauma
450
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WDE!!!
Seriously, cavman? Damn. I just threw up in my mouth.
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Nice quad Duath. Don't forget the sodamizers.
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Nice quad Duath. Don't forget the sodamizers.
Way to be Duath! Thanks for all you do around here. Enjoy today. You earned it.
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WTF man the other day you were just rounding 3rd floor then year now 400 what the hell man 4 oh oh nice fucken work keep it up like Viagra enjoy today see you tomorrow.
Trauma
450
Nice job brother! No turning back and +1 tomorrow. Hard to believe 400 days straight of giving that promise. One year ago I was having trouble thinking about making it to 200. I guess that's why we do it ODAAT! Proud of you man!
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WTF man the other day you were just rounding 3rd floor then year now 400 what the hell man 4 oh oh nice fucken work keep it up like Viagra enjoy today see you tomorrow.
Trauma
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Nice job brother! No turning back and +1 tomorrow. Hard to believe 400 days straight of giving that promise. One year ago I was having trouble thinking about making it to 200. I guess that's why we do it ODAAT! Proud of you man!
Bad ass. Congrats!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
Very very nice! Congrats on an a great accomplishment. See you on roll tomorrow.
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
Very very nice! Congrats on an a great accomplishment. See you on roll tomorrow.
Well done! Keep it rolling! EDD.
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
Very very nice! Congrats on an a great accomplishment. See you on roll tomorrow.
Well done! Keep it rolling! EDD.
Well done bro!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
Very very nice! Congrats on an a great accomplishment. See you on roll tomorrow.
Well done! Keep it rolling! EDD.
Well done bro!
Only get sweeter
get some mo!!!
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500 Days and a half comma is the reward! Awesome work and don't it feel great! Kicking that bitches ass every day finally has an upside. You are in charge and on top brother! Looking forward to what tomorrow brings in it's day of freedom. Have a great day Travis!
Congrats on the 1/2 comma today!
Duath! Congrats!
Congrats.
Very very nice! Congrats on an a great accomplishment. See you on roll tomorrow.
Well done! Keep it rolling! EDD.
Well done bro!
Only get sweeter
get some mo!!!
Congrats on 500 days of solid Alabama quit! Well done!
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
The rationalizations used to be a major part of our lives. Today we own it. Maybe your buddy will find the light. Proud to be quit with you in Sept 2013. War Eagle!
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
The rationalizations used to be a major part of our lives. Today we own it. Maybe your buddy will find the light. Proud to be quit with you in Sept 2013. War Eagle!
Nice post, reading all that addict babble helps me bask in the glory of my quit much more. I remember that same addict babble, I used it for years making excuses why I couldn't or shouldn't quit. Damn, what a fool; hopefully he will come around before it is too late. Ask him if he has seen the Curt Schilling interview, maybe he is tougher than a bloody sock pitcher.
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
The rationalizations used to be a major part of our lives. Today we own it. Maybe your buddy will find the light. Proud to be quit with you in Sept 2013. War Eagle!
Nice post, reading all that addict babble helps me bask in the glory of my quit much more. I remember that same addict babble, I used it for years making excuses why I couldn't or shouldn't quit. Damn, what a fool; hopefully he will come around before it is too late. Ask him if he has seen the Curt Schilling interview, maybe he is tougher than a bloody sock pitcher.
Yep. I have friends who sound just like this.
- "it's just not a good time now"
- "I have lots of stress now"
- "I'm not really addicted"
- "I'm not really nervous about cancer"
- "gotta die sometime, might as well enjoy myself"
- "I could get hit by a bus tomorrow"
- "sorry you have to hang around an addict like me" -in a sarcastic tone
- "quitting is for quitters"
- "I'll quit one of these days"
- "I'm not really addicted". -- (repeat)my favorite, just straight up denial.
- "I'm too weak to quit"
Blah, blah, blah. Choose life or death. Tobacco users avg lifespan is 20 years less than non-tobacco users.
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
The rationalizations used to be a major part of our lives. Today we own it. Maybe your buddy will find the light. Proud to be quit with you in Sept 2013. War Eagle!
Nice post, reading all that addict babble helps me bask in the glory of my quit much more. I remember that same addict babble, I used it for years making excuses why I couldn't or shouldn't quit. Damn, what a fool; hopefully he will come around before it is too late. Ask him if he has seen the Curt Schilling interview, maybe he is tougher than a bloody sock pitcher.
Yep. I have friends who sound just like this.
- "it's just not a good time now"
- "I have lots of stress now"
- "I'm not really addicted"
- "I'm not really nervous about cancer"
- "gotta die sometime, might as well enjoy myself"
- "I could get hit by a bus tomorrow"
- "sorry you have to hang around an addict like me" -in a sarcastic tone
- "quitting is for quitters"
- "I'll quit one of these days"
- "I'm not really addicted". -- (repeat)my favorite, just straight up denial.
- "I'm too weak to quit"
Blah, blah, blah. Choose life or death. Tobacco users avg lifespan is 20 years less than non-tobacco users.
I only tried cold turkey once. (353 days ago) Its the only thing that ever worked for me. It wouldn't work without guys like Duath and the other badasses posting in this intro leading the way. KTC all the way! I'm thankful for this community.
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Get some of this quit. I just got a text message from my best friend of over 20 years (I'm 39) that introduced me to to dip. He showed me the bitch but there were plenty of others that came along that would have shown me the poison. Lets face it I am an addict. Anyway he said tonight through a text "I feel like the nicotine actually helps me. I need the nicotine. I like the nicotine. But I need to quit dipping." Then "I stopped dipping a few years back and was cold turkey for 7 months or so. It's getting out of the chute that I'm concerned with. That and then how do I cope when I feel like I need to get my fix again. Thats why I wanted to try the gum. I want to see if it works out of the gate, then know I can pick up gum whenever I want a dip in the future."
After that text message he called me......We talked a bit, I called him a fuckin addict and this is addict speak. We all know it is. Its like being at an AA meeting, and trying to convince the drunk to come in and enjoy the KTC sauce. I was very proud to send him the killthecan.org address.
My last text was "It saves my life everyday!"
To the lurkers: Cold Turkey is how I roll. 521 Days I said I fuckin quit. I thew out that last dip and proudly posted day 1 in September 2013 HOF group. Best damn decision of my life!!
I cannot think of another addiction... painkillers, alcohol, cocaine, heroin... where you are encouraged to try a "lower dose" or different intake method to succeed. It is a joke. Nicotine is so wicked addictive, and every time I turn around there is some doooooosh on TV walking down the beach chomping on a piece of gum looking all happy without that cancer stick hanging out of his piehole. WTF is wrong with this picture?
Nice job Travis... Your friend has a good friend, and if he decides to join us, he can join the ranks of winners... one day at a time.
Duath, read your post and I was kind of pissed at your friend for lying to himself. Then I remember all the bullshit justifications I used to make. The best thing KTC did for me was hammering home the fact that I am an addict, and nothing is going to change that. Great job straight talking your boy. Hope he shows up here.
The rationalizations used to be a major part of our lives. Today we own it. Maybe your buddy will find the light. Proud to be quit with you in Sept 2013. War Eagle!
Nice post, reading all that addict babble helps me bask in the glory of my quit much more. I remember that same addict babble, I used it for years making excuses why I couldn't or shouldn't quit. Damn, what a fool; hopefully he will come around before it is too late. Ask him if he has seen the Curt Schilling interview, maybe he is tougher than a bloody sock pitcher.
Yep. I have friends who sound just like this.
- "it's just not a good time now"
- "I have lots of stress now"
- "I'm not really addicted"
- "I'm not really nervous about cancer"
- "gotta die sometime, might as well enjoy myself"
- "I could get hit by a bus tomorrow"
- "sorry you have to hang around an addict like me" -in a sarcastic tone
- "quitting is for quitters"
- "I'll quit one of these days"
- "I'm not really addicted". -- (repeat)my favorite, just straight up denial.
- "I'm too weak to quit"
Blah, blah, blah. Choose life or death. Tobacco users avg lifespan is 20 years less than non-tobacco users.
I only tried cold turkey once. (353 days ago) Its the only thing that ever worked for me. It wouldn't work without guys like Duath and the other badasses posting in this intro leading the way. KTC all the way! I'm thankful for this community.
Have had you quoted on my signature line since my first week of quit but I don't think I've ever thanked you. This quote set my mind right about this quit and how I was to go about it. I'm pretty sure, like a lot of people that come in here, we came with a mindset of "i'll give it the old college TRY." Getting that mindset kicked to the curb upfront is so critical and I'm so grateful that you took the time to blast a caver and wrote that. Keep rockin' the quit Duathman.
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
Nice job brother! Quit with you all day. War Eagle!
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
Nice job brother! Quit with you all day. War Eagle!
Congrats Duath, thanks for doing all you do. War eagle indeed.
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
Nice job brother! Quit with you all day. War Eagle!
Congrats Duath, thanks for doing all you do. War eagle indeed.
You da man! Congrats on a great milestone!
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
Nice job brother! Quit with you all day. War Eagle!
Congrats Duath, thanks for doing all you do. War eagle indeed.
You da man! Congrats on a great milestone!
Congrats, man.
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6th floor kudos Slut-brother! Thanks for all you do for my quit and countless others! Bad Assed Quitter here newbie. Read this thread for a textbook example of how to kick the nic bithch to the curb!
Welcome to the 6th floor Travis.
600 days in a row. Now that is bad ass. Nice work!
Ya Duath! Way to be. Badass.
Nice job brother! Quit with you all day. War Eagle!
Congrats Duath, thanks for doing all you do. War eagle indeed.
You da man! Congrats on a great milestone!
Congrats, man.
Travis - You were the first guy that PMd me your digits. You're a good man, congrats on 600!
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
Congratulations and Roll Tide Roll!
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
Congratulations and Roll Tide Roll!
Wow home slice great 1000 +
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
Congratulations and Roll Tide Roll!
Wow home slice great 1000 +
I can't seem to catch up to you. Congrats
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
Congratulations and Roll Tide Roll!
Wow home slice great 1000 +
I can't seem to catch up to you. Congrats
Way to be Duathman! So frickin great!
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Damn, got to blow the dust off this thread for Travis hitting 1,000 days today. Huge Congrats. One of the first quitters to reach out to me and also one of my HOF Train conductors. Thanks for everything man.
Hell, yeah! Happy to see that dangle!
Way to go, man!
Congrats on the 1,000!!
Congratulations and Roll Tide Roll!
Wow home slice great 1000 +
I can't seem to catch up to you. Congrats
Way to be Duathman! So frickin great!
Travis sorry I'm late to the party! Huge Gratz on a grand!
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You can always pick up another pack of gum, another tin...but your wife and kids are one of a kind. Remember them whenever you get the urge to dip and you''ll make the right choice
--Sorry new to the forum. Saw your update and hell yeah man keep it up
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Mornin' Travis....
Wow. ELEVEN HUNDRED DAYS.... That's an impressive quit you've stacked together. Thanks for allowing me to be a part of that, for providing inspiration and showing the way, and for encouraging me in my own quit. You're an awesome quitter and an even awesomer person! War Eagle bubba!
:wareagle:
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I am sitting in a mattress store that I am working since I opened up today at 10:00AM. 8 hours later I have seen maybe 4 people total and not once besides writing this post did I think about dipping. Couldn't imagine how stupid I would look if a customer walked in the store and I was trying to shisharoo "hopefully" getting the last few strands out of my teeth not knowing if it was all out when I potentially greet a customer. I chew gum, walk around a lot, listen to Pandora, check KTC, hell I even fast from food. I am actually losing weight thanks to a ketogenic diet. Controlling my food cravings is easy after overcoming the suck of quitting. Thinking this was possible 4 years ago seemed impossible. I would be going crazy sitting in a store for 9 hours. Thanks to the tools that I have learned on KTC i am prepared for whatever is in front of me. QUIT ON SLUTS!!!
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I am sitting in a mattress store that I am working since I opened up today at 10:00AM. 8 hours later I have seen maybe 4 people total and not once besides writing this post did I think about dipping. Couldn't imagine how stupid I would look if a customer walked in the store and I was trying to shisharoo "hopefully" getting the last few strands out of my teeth not knowing if it was all out when I potentially greet a customer. I chew gum, walk around a lot, listen to Pandora, check KTC, hell I even fast from food. I am actually losing weight thanks to a ketogenic diet. Controlling my food cravings is easy after overcoming the suck of quitting. Thinking this was possible 4 years ago seemed impossible. I would be going crazy sitting in a store for 9 hours. Thanks to the tools that I have learned on KTC i am prepared for whatever is in front of me. QUIT ON SLUTS!!!
You da man Travis.
Think about all of the sex you are facilitating. You should get an award!
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I am sitting in a mattress store that I am working since I opened up today at 10:00AM. 8 hours later I have seen maybe 4 people total and not once besides writing this post did I think about dipping. Couldn't imagine how stupid I would look if a customer walked in the store and I was trying to shisharoo "hopefully" getting the last few strands out of my teeth not knowing if it was all out when I potentially greet a customer. I chew gum, walk around a lot, listen to Pandora, check KTC, hell I even fast from food. I am actually losing weight thanks to a ketogenic diet. Controlling my food cravings is easy after overcoming the suck of quitting. Thinking this was possible 4 years ago seemed impossible. I would be going crazy sitting in a store for 9 hours. Thanks to the tools that I have learned on KTC i am prepared for whatever is in front of me. QUIT ON SLUTS!!!
You da man Travis.
Think about all of the sex you are facilitating. You should get an award!
Maybe with all that spare time you could call up Auburn athletic department and offer some advice on their football program! Keep on quitting! You alright for an Auburn fan