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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Willis71 on February 28, 2015, 07:04:00 PM
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I quit 72 days ago. The first two weeks were a breeze. The week two I did not sleep more than an hour at a time. I'm still an emotional wreck at times. The mornings are the worse for me. I do not sleep without some help from the doc. I'm stressed and anxious beyond belief mostly from not sleeping. I can fall asleep but cannot stay there. It sucks I did this though and I will get through this too. I hope that the funk that I am in goes soon.
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The one and most important thing you need to understand about funks.
1. All Funks will go away 100% of the time if you give them a couple of days.
(Many times funks are just life. All days are not roses and sunshine. You just masked the shitty days with chew).
The hardest part of staying quit long term is relearning how to deal with lifes stresses and situations.
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Thanks guys.
Chew took all the stress, anxiety, and worry away from me. As I'm sure it did all of you. It gave me a lot of confidence where I really lack sometimes. I'm the boss at work too so that help smooth shit out. She if an f'ing bitch and I hate her. I wished she would move out of my head and go screw with some one else. I'm good if I'm up and moving the minute I stop the whore starts messing again. "You want me you know you do" then I feel like I'm going nuts again. Typical woman make you go nuts.
Candoit quote :
Willis do not take this the wrong way. But you need to recognize the nic bitches tricks and illusions.
Lie #1:Chew took all the stress, anxiety, and worry away from me.
No that is addict speak for I used chew as a coping mechanism. Just as someone uses humor to break the tension.
As I'm sure it did all of you. Many used this lame excuse not to quit. But life would be super stressful when your having your jaw removed.
Lie #2: It gave me a lot of confidence where I really lack sometimes. I'm the boss at work too so that help smooth shit out. How can a dead plant in a plastic can make you a better boss or more confidence? Did it go to work for you? Does your Diploma say Skoal or Copenhagen? No it says your name, the nic bitch was along for the ride and she is the biggest free loader there is! She is taken the self confidence you earned. Get that shit back!
You are recognizing some of them! Kick Ass
I'm good if I'm up and moving the minute I stop the whore starts messing again. "You want me you know you do" then I feel like I'm going nuts again."
Lie #3: Typical woman make you go nuts. the nic bitch is anything but typical. She posses the collective wisdom of grandmother that could guilt or shame us into anything, the power of the ex wife that just the name enrages us, and the hot supermodel.
But all of those are nothing compared to the power and tools of the daily promise and brotherhood formed here at KTC. Learn the signs and voices and how to beat them. It gets less frequent with time, but they still creep up from time to time.
Guess you got involved.. Well done.
You can't pay and or get better advice than from these two men and this site.
I quit with you today.. Again. It will get better.
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Thanks guys.
Chew took all the stress, anxiety, and worry away from me. As I'm sure it did all of you. It gave me a lot of confidence where I really lack sometimes. I'm the boss at work too so that help smooth shit out. She if an f'ing bitch and I hate her. I wished she would move out of my head and go screw with some one else. I'm good if I'm up and moving the minute I stop the whore starts messing again. "You want me you know you do" then I feel like I'm going nuts again. Typical woman make you go nuts.
Candoit quote :
Willis do not take this the wrong way. But you need to recognize the nic bitches tricks and illusions.
Lie #1:Chew took all the stress, anxiety, and worry away from me.
No that is addict speak for I used chew as a coping mechanism. Just as someone uses humor to break the tension.
As I'm sure it did all of you. Many used this lame excuse not to quit. But life would be super stressful when your having your jaw removed.
Lie #2: It gave me a lot of confidence where I really lack sometimes. I'm the boss at work too so that help smooth shit out. How can a dead plant in a plastic can make you a better boss or more confidence? Did it go to work for you? Does your Diploma say Skoal or Copenhagen? No it says your name, the nic bitch was along for the ride and she is the biggest free loader there is! She is taken the self confidence you earned. Get that shit back!
You are recognizing some of them! Kick Ass
I'm good if I'm up and moving the minute I stop the whore starts messing again. "You want me you know you do" then I feel like I'm going nuts again."
Lie #3: Typical woman make you go nuts. the nic bitch is anything but typical. She posses the collective wisdom of grandmother that could guilt or shame us into anything, the power of the ex wife that just the name enrages us, and the hot supermodel.
But all of those are nothing compared to the power and tools of the daily promise and brotherhood formed here at KTC. Learn the signs and voices and how to beat them. It gets less frequent with time, but they still creep up from time to time.
Guess you got involved.. Well done.
You can't pay and or get better advice than from these two men and this site.
I quit with you today.. Again. It will get better.
^^^^Truth...so true.
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How's it going Willis..
Looks like your Raging on!
What you trapping?