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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: wolfeater on May 17, 2011, 06:10:00 PM
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Introducing myself, I haven't been on here long enough to really see how you do things, but I guess I need to say I am hopelessly addicted to the wolf, dark green can, no not the pouches dammit!
Problem is I dumped out the last four pouches that I was working on from a can(among many cans) that I started finding under my vehicle seats 2 weeks ago when I started "quitting". I dumped them at about 6 pm Saturday, that puts me at about 72 hours. I feel really stupid but good, mouth is sore from chewing gum.
I am 37 years old dipped since 16 exept for once for about a year, another time for about two years, then I got married and started sneaking one every now and then, which became a can every other day for the last 8 years. Stupid.
I dumped those last 4 pouches in a creek so I wouldn't go back and dig for them. Threw away all my empties I could find so I couldn't make 100 empties into a dip.
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Welcome friend. This is how we do things:
http://www.killthecan.org/community/welcome.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/community/welcome.asp)
In summary, you post "roll" which is a commitment to not use nicotine for the day. Why not post roll over in August. Alternatively, I am in chat right now. Come over and we can show you the ropes!
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You been here 5 minutes and get an offer of that kind of support? You turn your back on it, ever, and LOOT will agree, you are one Stupid, Stupid SOB. The door has been opened cupcake. You gotta walk through it and hang your hat on the Roll Call hat rack though.
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Welcome.
Keep your word.
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Man I tried the roll call thing and I think I messed it up, I can't think much right now, I think I am going outside to play with a chainsaw.
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Man I tried the roll call thing and I think I messed it up, I can't think much right now, I think I am going outside to play with a chainsaw.
Yea, you messed it up. No worries. Someone already fixed it. Right now, worry about quitting the rest of the day. Give roll call another go in the morning. Welcome aboard. The important thing is you gave your word. One day at a time.
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Man I tried the roll call thing and I think I messed it up, I can't think much right now, I think I am going outside to play with a chainsaw.
Don't worry about messing shit up. We will take care of all that for you. What you need to do is give your group (which essentially is the whole site) a promise that you won't use tobacco today.
BTW, your brains are gone for now, in fact they have been since you were 16 or so, minus those breaks you took.
It is time to reclaim your brain from the nic bitch. Ready for it? Then lets do it!
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I suggest to not operate any heavy duty machinery while you are in the midst of the suck or the fog for that matter. Instead why don't you read as much as you can on the site. Reading got me through my hardest times and still does to this day. Go check out chat a wealth of knowledge to be had there. Strap in put your tray table in the upright position buckle the helmut and get ready for the ride of your life. You are quit today so am I. Post everyday fuck it up and it will get fixed in the beginning no worries. Need to talk or want a number or anything else pm me. Great decision you made. Proud to be here with you
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I suggest to not operate any heavy duty machinery while you are in the midst of the suck or the fog for that matter. Instead why don't you read as much as you can on the site. Reading got me through my hardest times and still does to this day. Go check out chat a wealth of knowledge to be had there. Strap in put your tray table in the upright position buckle the helmut and get ready for the ride of your life. You are quit today so am I. Post everyday fuck it up and it will get fixed in the beginning no worries. Need to talk or want a number or anything else pm me. Great decision you made. Proud to be here with you
Screw that husker...
I found that running over cars and trailer parks in my excavator was an extremely rewarding experience that definitely helped with the cravings.
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I suggest to not operate any heavy duty machinery while you are in the midst of the suck or the fog for that matter. Instead why don't you read as much as you can on the site. Reading got me through my hardest times and still does to this day. Go check out chat a wealth of knowledge to be had there. Strap in put your tray table in the upright position buckle the helmut and get ready for the ride of your life. You are quit today so am I. Post everyday fuck it up and it will get fixed in the beginning no worries. Need to talk or want a number or anything else pm me. Great decision you made. Proud to be here with you
Screw that husker...
I found that running over cars and trailer parks in my excavator was an extremely rewarding experience that definitely helped with the cravings.
Ahhhhhhh fuck it. Read, blow up cars, choke the chicken, run around your house naked while singing mary had a little lamb do whatever but keep your word and don't put the shit in your lip
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Believe in yourself Wolfeater. Stick to the site and keep posting roll.
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I suggest to not operate any heavy duty machinery while you are in the midst of the suck or the fog for that matter. Instead why don't you read as much as you can on the site. Reading got me through my hardest times and still does to this day. Go check out chat a wealth of knowledge to be had there. Strap in put your tray table in the upright position buckle the helmut and get ready for the ride of your life. You are quit today so am I. Post everyday fuck it up and it will get fixed in the beginning no worries. Need to talk or want a number or anything else pm me. Great decision you made. Proud to be here with you
Screw that husker...
I found that running over cars and trailer parks in my excavator was an extremely rewarding experience that definitely helped with the cravings.
Ahhhhhhh fuck it. Read, blow up cars, choke the chicken, run around your house naked while singing mary had a little lamb do whatever but keep your word and don't put the shit in your lip
Especially this last part. Do ANYTHING legal but put that shit in your mouth. I'll quit with you today, assuming the chainsaw did not get the best of you.
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Welcome, it's day 2 for you. Post roll and be quit.
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Still hangin' tuff, I'm probably gonna be an evening roll call answerer due to shedule. My buddy at work who gave me my last quitbreaker 8 years ago, is thinking about quitting, maybe 'cause I threatened his life if he offered me dip. He has made it 2 days, says it is hard, but he is one of those only dips fishin' or mowing the grass wierdos. Talks like it has a better hold than he thought. Lil' feller was crushing some lifesavers today though. I discovered Jack's links jerky chew today, repulsive but better than the alternative.
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Hang in there wolfeater. This shit gets sooooo much better.
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Coffee is so damn much better now!
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Coffee is so damn much better now!
hmmmmm Starting to see good things and the benefits of being quit...Oh yea!!! That is fantastic
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Yes it is Wolf and without tobacco in my lip all the time I have more time to dip coffee grounds.
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I had to drive an hour to a tobacco store to find any alternative snuff. No selection there, just one brand, and expensive. Every hole in the wall gas station between here and there has cigarettes and snuff, if nothing else. It's almost like the tobacco distributors don't want people to quit.HA
I've got some orders in, and I've got plenty of gum, jerky, sunflower seeds, and plenty of work to keep busy. Easy to get mad about things isn't it?
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When all else fails use some coffee grounds, just throw in some crushed red peppers to give it the burn and enjoy.
There ain't no panacea when it comes to fake dip so whatever you can use to keep you from using the real stuff is what you use.
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going to tobacco shops will eventually lead to buying tobacco in a tobacco shop. hopefully, those orders are online orders.
'bj'
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Wolfeater: Tear open a green tea bag ,lace it with some ground cayenne pepper, wet it just alittle and wad you a fatty in the piehole Enjoy! Works for me without the addiction!!! NIcofiend 'Cheers'
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Doesn't make sense to go to your dealer's house if you're a junkie. Don't temp yourself. You can be a strong quitter but you still got to protect your quit. Be smart about it.
You can make a "fakie" pretty easily. Or order a sleeve online
http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/alternatives.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/alternatives.asp)
I used Hooch Snuff for a while and was satisfied while I got over the hump.