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Title: My Story
Post by: Bandito on November 20, 2009, 12:57:00 AM
From what I have read, I guess I have the same story as everyone else. I didn't want cancer. I hated the funny (disgusted) looks I got when I cracked my tin. I hated having a dry, sore mouth every morning. I hated the smell. I hated the stained finger tips. I hated midnight runs to the store. I hated the skoal rings on my jeans, when I was going somewhere that I hid my addiction. I hated my habits. I hated apoligizing to people after they took a swig of my spitter. I hated just about everything about it. Why the hell did I chew??? I fucking hated it! I thought it over for some time. I told friends and family I would give it up before 2010. I was just waiting for the right time. I don't know what it was, or why, (I've tried to quit before) it just came to me, and I quit. For GOOD! I took my last pinch outa my mouth on Nov. 17th at noon. I came on here, found a great support system, and the rest is history!

Thanks for all of the help KTC Members,
(Bandito) Matt
Title: Re: My Story
Post by: Snowboredm on November 20, 2009, 01:01:00 AM
Quote from: Bandito
From what I have read, I guess I have the same story as everyone else. I didn't want cancer. I hated the funny (disgusted) looks I got when I cracked my tin. I hated having a dry, sore mouth every morning. I hated the smell. I hated the stained finger tips. I hated midnight runs to the store. I hated the skoal rings on my jeans, when I was going somewhere that I hid my addiction. I hated my habits. I hated apoligizing to people after they took a swig of my spitter. I hated just about everything about it. Why the hell did I chew??? I fucking hated it! I thought it over for some time. I told friends and family I would give it up before 2010. I was just waiting for the right time. I don't know what it was, or why, (I've tried to quit before) it just came to me, and I quit. For GOOD! I took my last pinch outa my mouth on Nov. 17th at noon. I came on here, found a great support system, and the rest is history!

Thanks for all of the help KTC Members,
(Bandito) Matt
Great stuff Matt. I am glad to see you here on your second day. You seem to be taking this seriously. Be sure to stay close to the site and reach out when you need support. Don't hesitate to contact me if you're hurtin' and need someone to help you stay quit.
Title: Re: My Story
Post by: Dr. Bruce Banner on November 20, 2009, 01:07:00 AM
Quote from: Bandito
From what I have read, I guess I have the same story as everyone else. I didn't want cancer. I hated the funny (disgusted) looks I got when I cracked my tin. I hated having a dry, sore mouth every morning. I hated the smell. I hated the stained finger tips. I hated midnight runs to the store. I hated the skoal rings on my jeans, when I was going somewhere that I hid my addiction. I hated my habits. I hated apoligizing to people after they took a swig of my spitter. I hated just about everything about it. Why the hell did I chew??? I fucking hated it! I thought it over for some time. I told friends and family I would give it up before 2010. I was just waiting for the right time. I don't know what it was, or why, (I've tried to quit before) it just came to me, and I quit. For GOOD! I took my last pinch outa my mouth on Nov. 17th at noon. I came on here, found a great support system, and the rest is history!

Thanks for all of the help KTC Members,
(Bandito) Matt
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