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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Matt F on May 20, 2013, 05:50:00 AM
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Hey group, I just quit yesterday, so today, going back to work, could be rough. I'm going to drink more water, going for a run in a few minutes (didn't last night but planned this delayed run).
I decided to quit using the dip because to be honest I'm working through some mood problems and it is interfering. I don't know if I'm really up, down, or sideways because the dip always makes me up when I use and down when I don't. Let's see what's underneath all that crap, sorry it's going to be rough today but also OK.
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Welcome aboard read read read click on the Welcome Center at the top left of the page. this is a great site keep it close learn all you can lean on us you are getting ready to be in what is known here as the suck you will have mood issues bring them here don't take it out on others but us they are not at fault that you like us you are an addict.
quit dip
post roll
give us your word
and repeat one day at a time here.
T
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Welcome Matt, like traumagnet said, start by reading through all the threads in the welcome center if you haven't done that yet. Sounds like you want to quit, that's a must. Now it's time to find out how much you want to quit, the next few days will suck, push through because the freedom is worth the pain. Shoot me a pm if I can be of any help with your quit. Glad to see you here, good choice!
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x2. Stay close to the site, read and participate.
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Hello Matt, welcome to KTC, were glad to have you here. Get involved, and read, read, read!
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Hey Matt,
You have made a great dicision to quit. I'm on day 63 and I guarantee your life will be much better. The grass is sooo much greener on this side brother. Here are a few things that will help you.
Water
running
gum
reading hall of fame speeches
being active on the site
getting to know other quitters
supporting new quitters
Trust me...if I can do it, you can do it.
-manny
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Let's see what's underneath all that crap...............
Man, you are exactly right. You are going to learn a lot about yourself. There will be some rough times as you learn to deal with the unfiltered rage that nicotine has dulled in the past. Be prepared for that, because it can be rough on those closest to you. Prepare them, let them read on this site so that they will be able to recognize what you are going through. That will make it easier on all of you.
On the positive side: you are in for a wonderful ride. The high points and excitement were also dulled by nicotine. Many of us have not REALLY enjoyed any of the good stuff in our adult lives since we started using nicotine as young teenagers. Be prepared, bro...... there are some surprises there. You will derive more intense enjoyment from things you've been doing for years. When those times come around just relax, enjoy the moment, congratulate yourself on a good decision, and think..... "Ole Radman was right. This is good stuff.".
Reach out if you need anything. We're all here to help.
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Thanks guys your support is a huge plus. Since I was at work I thought I'd be a blithering idiot today so I exceeded myself in that way and didn't do too bad. Also just not having the can around made me free to not cave or really dwell on that. There are 2 or 3 places to buy on way to and from work but time to man up and stay quit.
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Thanks guys your support is a huge plus. Since I was at work I thought I'd be a blithering idiot today so I exceeded myself in that way and didn't do too bad. Also just not having the can around made me free to not cave or really dwell on that. There are 2 or 3 places to buy on way to and from work but time to man up and stay quit.
You need to start learning to use a few tools to deal with what's ahead. Not bringing a can with you is certainly a start, but reach out and get to know some people. In addition to posting your promise everyday, privately promise a few of your quit brothers that you'll talk to them before you use again. Get the phone numbers of folks who will talk/text/yell whatever at/with you when you need them.
Get invested here, even if you think it's silly. The dividends are incredible.
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Thanks guys your support is a huge plus. Since I was at work I thought I'd be a blithering idiot today so I exceeded myself in that way and didn't do too bad. Also just not having the can around made me free to not cave or really dwell on that. There are 2 or 3 places to buy on way to and from work but time to man up and stay quit.
You need to start learning to use a few tools to deal with what's ahead. Not bringing a can with you is certainly a start, but reach out and get to know some people. In addition to posting your promise everyday, privately promise a few of your quit brothers that you'll talk to them before you use again. Get the phone numbers of folks who will talk/text/yell whatever at/with you when you need them.
Get invested here, even if you think it's silly. The dividends are incredible.
This ^^^^ is right on the money. Reach out and get those numbers, they are like a life line so to speak. You can text or call anyone on here at any time and they will be their for you. If you need a number or more numbers, just pm me and I will gladly give you mine.
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Hey isn't it supposed to get easier. Time for me to write letter to self about attitude. Will post back in few days.
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Thanks guys your support is a huge plus. Since I was at work I thought I'd be a blithering idiot today so I exceeded myself in that way and didn't do too bad. Also just not having the can around made me free to not cave or really dwell on that. There are 2 or 3 places to buy on way to and from work but time to man up and stay quit.
You need to start learning to use a few tools to deal with what's ahead. Not bringing a can with you is certainly a start, but reach out and get to know some people. In addition to posting your promise everyday, privately promise a few of your quit brothers that you'll talk to them before you use again. Get the phone numbers of folks who will talk/text/yell whatever at/with you when you need them.
Get invested here, even if you think it's silly. The dividends are incredible.
This ^^^^ is right on the money. Reach out and get those numbers, they are like a life line so to speak. You can text or call anyone on here at any time and they will be their for you. If you need a number or more numbers, just pm me and I will gladly give you mine.
Agreed.... sound advice. I thought I'd mention that I completely changed my routine for a couple months when I first quit. Took a different route to work, and NEVER went in convenience stores. Only got gas where I could pat at the pump. Why? Because most of the clerks at the stores on my commute were so familiar, they'd slap 2 wintergreen cans and a pack of Golden Blend on the counter when I came in the door. I didn't know if I had enough willpower to fight through that, especially with the cute smiles some them flashed.
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Hey isn't it supposed to get easier. Time for me to write letter to self about attitude. Will post back in few days.
Yes, but not for quite a while. The "suck" is different for every person, but lasts at least a few days. Then the head games start.
There were days I stared at my computer screens for hours and did nothing. Can't really describe it, just kinda like a daze or like I was almost drunk. Weird.
While you're writing that letter about attitude, make a note not to take yoru rage out on those around you. It was a huge issue for me, and I'm usually a pretty laid-back guy. Not sure what your family situation is (married, kids, etc), but you have to shield them from this. Hit me up and I'll clarify that more if you want.
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Hey isn't it supposed to get easier. Time for me to write letter to self about attitude. Will post back in few days.
Don't post back in a few days brother. Post back as soon as you can. Keep the numbers you have close by and use them on a regular basis. I just sent you mine in an email. Reach out if you need ANYTHING.
This is Who we Are.
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I'm the same day as you brother. PM me for the digits and some accountability.
I am quit with you.
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Hey man, check it out - it might not get easier until your on day 70 or better! For most it gets better a lot sooner, but I was a wreck and expecting it to get better almost derailed me a couple of times Let me tell you this - it is worth every sleepless night, every jaw ache, every foggy day, every crazy ass second spent on Ktc cussing out your brothers - it is worth it! Be courageous, don't be a pussy and stay solid by using all aspects of this site... Including Pms , texts, live chat and posting roll - and eventually give back.
Part of the nic bitches' strategy is to cause you to be temporarily insane and these cats on this site will lead you through your insanity.
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Thanks for the help guys you don't know how you and this site help my success. Keep it up and I'll be there for some other newbies I'm 100% with the program you guys have going here. My tip for newbs: wait and the urges, moods, and general evil humors will pass in a few minutes. Stay busy. I've got a busy job and it wasn't until just now that I could even log back in.
later
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Matt, see your still posting roll, day 4, I know you dont feel like it at this very moment but you are a real bad ass. Keep posting roll! I quit with you!
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Matt, see your still posting roll, day 4, I know you dont feel like it at this very moment but you are a real bad ass. Keep posting roll! I quit with you!
Way to post again today!
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Hey Scowick65 your HOF speech is cool. i feel like I've quit and have little or no desire to go back to nicotine. Sorry but I'm staying on the site because I'm learning a hell of a lot and having fun here. Now I'm sure that sounds weird but...
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Hey Scowick65 your HOF speech is cool. i feel like I've quit and have little or no desire to go back to nicotine. Sorry but I'm staying on the site because I'm learning a hell of a lot and having fun here. Now I'm sure that sounds weird but...
Not weird at all. This damn site is fun. I bet you never thought quitting had any "fun" related to it (neither did I.) I come back every night, even if it's for five minutes, for the fun. When I wake up the next morning, I realize how much fun it was. Namely, it helped me stay quit.
Now THAT'S fun!!
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Hey Scowick65 your HOF speech is cool. i feel like I've quit and have little or no desire to go back to nicotine. Sorry but I'm staying on the site because I'm learning a hell of a lot and having fun here. Now I'm sure that sounds weird but...
Not weird at all. This damn site is fun. I bet you never thought quitting had any "fun" related to it (neither did I.) I come back every night, even if it's for five minutes, for the fun. When I wake up the next morning, I realize how much fun it was. Namely, it helped me stay quit.
Now THAT'S fun!!
I'm off work on Thursdays, and I bet I spent 6 hrs today reading on this site. Not straight but broken into segments... It's good for every one, but great for new guys. We need to dive in and soak up all the wisdom we can!
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Affirmations accepted. After I thought about it I need to apologize to the guys on the site for my comment about not using or relapsing. It's because of you and the grace of God that I have quit not some huge will power or intelligence on my part. AFter all the N had me strongly in its hold for 8 months and all the other times I tried to bargain with the devil for just a little more energy and a little better mood in exchange for maybe having a hard time when it was time to quit. This go around cost me a lot more than $2.50 a tin every other day or so both financially, emotionally and spiritually. I got off easy for that comment but all you guys the hard asses and the easy guys have my respect and believe me I want to say thanks and another thing I'll quit is taking this brotherhood for granted.
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it's Friday guys! Hope you posted roll early and get to work. Let's get done so we can start the weekend nicotine free. Might be time to take a long bike ride Saturday after doing the grass and some other chores, and I have to get back to the gym more regularly. I only have 87 more days till HOF...
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it's Friday guys! Hope you posted roll early and get to work. Let's get done so we can start the weekend nicotine free. Might be time to take a long bike ride Saturday after doing the grass and some other chores, and I have to get back to the gym more regularly. I only have 87 more days till HOF...
^^^^^ quit wood! Stay strong and I quit with you today
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Thanks for the help guys you don't know how you and this site help my success. Keep it up and I'll be there for some other newbies I'm 100% with the program you guys have going here. My tip for newbs: wait and the urges, moods, and general evil humors will pass in a few minutes. Stay busy. I've got a busy job and it wasn't until just now that I could even log back in.
later
Matt,
We know exactly how much other members and the site help Bro... we are all the same her and have all been where you at and what your going through... thats the greatest thing...everyone relates.
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Thanks for the help guys you don't know how you and this site help my success. Keep it up and I'll be there for some other newbies I'm 100% with the program you guys have going here. My tip for newbs: wait and the urges, moods, and general evil humors will pass in a few minutes. Stay busy. I've got a busy job and it wasn't until just now that I could even log back in.
later
Matt,
We know exactly how much other members and the site help Bro... we are all the same her and have all been where you at and what your going through... thats the greatest thing...everyone relates.
So after this post where you say you will be 100%.... You put a sorry ass post in our quit group saying you are caving? What kind of bullshit is that? It didn't work for me and others, what makes you think it is ok for you? Get back on board and post roll!
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I am gone but will not forget
Thanks to all for your help and comraderie. You are all going to do well and keep up the fight. This is a bad ass group and I regret not continuing to be a part of it but due to my relapse I'm making my dishonorable exit now. I am ensured an eventual quit due to the immediate physical badness that the nicotine causes me each and every time I use it. I can feel the life being sucked out of me and I am replacing that with some serious rehab. One thing I see in each and every one of you is caring and brotherhood so I cannot dismiss myself without this sorry ass note. It's all good except for the dishonor that I feel in my soul. Still life is good and we all have to find our way. God bless!
I am calling bullshit on this one you dont just drop a note in your quit group and hide out...No you get your ass back on the fucking horse after you dust off your vagina.... Where are you AUGUST go after this cat
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
I dont know why this one has me so pissed off. Dont give a cock stroke and run off... Get your ass back in here answer the questions and get your quit started again. I hope your group has your digits and are blowing up your fone. Dying slowly is better than coming back and answering the questions and get your quit going.
A cave affects us all and there sure seems to be a shit load of it these days.
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
I dont know why this one has me so pissed off. Dont give a cock stroke and run off... Get your ass back in here answer the questions and get your quit started again. I hope your group has your digits and are blowing up your fone. Dying slowly is better than coming back and answering the questions and get your quit going.
A cave affects us all and there sure seems to be a shit load of it these days.
Traumagnet, We are trying to blow up his phone. Lots of us tried to get his number but it sounds like he avoided giving it to everyone so far. We are texting around to find a number. And then WE/I will blow it up!
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My thoughts while I try to understand this is that it makes sense. No one knows much about him and we can't find anyone he shared his # with.... He never bought into the program here! Didn't use the tools we offer to stop a cave! I def didn't get a call from him. He didn't want to be accountable to anyone or be talked out of a cave. This was a planned cave from the start! He didn't give us his number but I know we gave HIM OURS! He wanted to sneak out on his cave! Hope the dog shit taste bad!
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Hey Matt 'Finger' you deserve that, now come on back and do it right.
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So, what's your favorite poison Matt. Don't answer that because i could care less. The important thing is your back with your one true love. I hope your happy with her.
If your married don't think for a second she is. You would give up time with her or ANYONE your close to for your one true love. You wish us good luck, but you need the luck. The one you have chosen will suck you dry. Later slave.
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So, what's your favorite poison Matt. Don't answer that because i could care less. The important thing is your back with your one true love. I hope your happy with her.Â
If your married don't think for a second she is. You would give up time with her or ANYONE your close to for your one true love. You wish us good luck, but you need the luck. The one you have chosen will suck you dry. Later slave.
Maybe there is one thing to come out of this that would be helpful to those of us who are COMMITTED to be quit. Are there other members in the August group who have not shared their cell number with at least one other member?
Matt, I'm asking you - look deep and answer the three questions. This is literally your life you are dealing with - flush the shit and move forward.
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Definition of committed:
"bound or obligated, as under a pledge to a particular cause, action, or attitude;"
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OK Bad move and uncool. At a loss for words but thanks you should really ignore jackass posts like the one I did in the August thread. My plan is to make right just not sure what that means.
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Maybe that should be the question of the day tomorrow ask everyone if they have atleast one number from a person in their group...I find it difficult to see how he slipped through.... August is on it for accountability....
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Matt, just answer the questions that have been asked...if you can do that, you know i'll have your back...hell i stuck up for a guy that lied about being quit and posting, i'll stick up for you but you gotta make it right.
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OK Bad move and uncool. At a loss for words but thanks you should really ignore jackass posts like the one I did in the August thread. My plan is to make right just not sure what that means.
Wait...... You log on long enough to make this post and then you log off again?
With no Goddamn explanation? What the fuck? Are you such an asshole that you read all the threads about you and the concern and then don't have the decency to respond? Your sorry? What's that mean? Your gonna make it right? How? Grab your balls and explain yourself and then post roll! You logged on to say nothing that matters and didn't have the respect to talk to us!
Now I'm more pissed then I was before. And I know I sound like an asshole, but come on!
Give a real response so we can support it!
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OK Bad move and uncool. At a loss for words but thanks you should really ignore jackass posts like the one I did in the August thread.  My plan is to make right just not sure what that means.
Wait...... You log on long enough to make this post and then you log off again?
With no Goddamn explanation? What the fuck? Are you such an asshole that you read all the threads about you and the concern and then don't have the decency to respond? Your sorry? What's that mean? Your gonna make it right? How? Grab your balls and explain yourself and then post roll! You logged on to say nothing that matters and didn't have the respect to talk to us!
Now I'm more pissed then I was before. And I know I sound like an asshole, but come on!
Give a real response so we can support it!
This answer means he wanted a little more time with his true love. Maybe he'll come back tonight, tomorrow who knows. He might have bought a can and needs to finish it.
Lets go brother. Dump it now.. Make a statement. This is where you make a choice. Either the can and slavery, or come back and take your Lumps. My guess is you've been filling your lip for the last day or so. The more you suckle with her the harder it will be. Make your choice before its to late.
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OK Bad move and uncool. At a loss for words but thanks you should really ignore jackass posts like the one I did in the August thread.  My plan is to make right just not sure what that means.
Wait...... You log on long enough to make this post and then you log off again?
With no Goddamn explanation? What the fuck? Are you such an asshole that you read all the threads about you and the concern and then don't have the decency to respond? Your sorry? What's that mean? Your gonna make it right? How? Grab your balls and explain yourself and then post roll! You logged on to say nothing that matters and didn't have the respect to talk to us!
Now I'm more pissed then I was before. And I know I sound like an asshole, but come on!
Give a real response so we can support it!
wtf I didnt see that one we posted at the same time....dude I have no clue what your last post meant it sounds like you are tanked...if you are when you sober up and the depressant effects of the alcohol start kicking your ass and you feel like a fuck for caving and posting irratic shit you will need us. Come back then answer the questions and get your quit on...
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Ok Matt. I PMed you back. Just in case you come here and dont go check your PM. We are harsh and this sucks, it's because we care and we know you are fucking up the best decision you've ever made for yourself. Fucking up your life possibly. And we do have a right to be pissed at you, after all you did give us your word, so yea there is some of that emotion in our post to you as well. Balls up and do this shit and do it for no other reason than you, your fucking worth it, do this shit for yourself dont throw this away!
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
Well you post roll in the am then we won't miss a day thereafter. I will deal with it. Glad to have your ass back, but I will be on your ass for awhile too supporting your quit. See your ass in September bright n early to quit with you.
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.Â
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.Â
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
Jake had to answer each of those questions prior to us accepting him back in. You don't owe August the answers as much as you do your new group September. You should give a complete explanation along with the answers to all these questions in September with your post.
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.Â
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.Â
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
Jake had to answer each of those questions prior to us accepting him back in. You don't owe August the answers as much as you do your new group September. You should give a complete explanation along with the answers to all these questions in September with your post.
The answers to those questions aren't just for you. They are for everyone on KTC. We don't want to make the same mistakes you did. Own your mistake and earn your trust back. Pm me if you need a #.
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What's going to be different this time?
1. Bought a can. used it the next day. Threw it away after 2 pouches. Bought 2 more cans. Threw them away after 2 or 3 pouches.Â
2. Did not post roll so I wouldn't break my promise for that day. I could list excuses, they suck.
3. OK I made a grown up decision. I need to be on my AD antidepressant med. I took that. Guys, I'm going to suck at work. Wait, no I'm not I'm going to be awesome. Thanks to the guys who PM'd me. I made a call, no demands were made thanks for the talk. I was going to wait about 2 weeks. I needed two weeks to quit.Â
Instead I'm quitting now. Look I don't deserve a second chance. I'm here now so deal with me.
Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
Jake had to answer each of those questions prior to us accepting him back in. You don't owe August the answers as much as you do your new group September. You should give a complete explanation along with the answers to all these questions in September with your post.
The answers to those questions aren't just for you. They are for everyone on KTC. We don't want to make the same mistakes you did. Own your mistake and earn your trust back. Pm me if you need a #.
P.S. As much as I want to hear an answer to the questions..... I care even more to see that you post roll again. I still havent seen you post a new day 1. Im gonna look out for it tomorrow and I really hope that you post up. I may come across mean but it's because I want to see that roll call, and have it be real! Im gonna check for you in the morning...
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Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
The truth: I'm a nic addict and I wanted to use so I used the most convenient excuse and did it. I did not reach out because I wanted to use. The difference now is I've quit for today and posted roll. Reaching out and getting support now. Taking care of my mood problem with healthy meds and exercise / water/ nutrition. I've told you all I know. BTW thanks
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Ok I am glad you decided to pull your head out of your ass and come back. Now, some of these guys will be nice and just welcome you back, but I want a real explanation of the three questions.... Those were lame ass answers! Deal with me? Damn straight! You let the group and site down, and you owe a real explanation! What are you going to do different? Why did you not reach out? Why should anyone support you if you cannot even answer three questions with respect? Call me an asshole, but I expect truth!
The truth: I'm a nic addict and I wanted to use so I used the most convenient excuse and did it. I did not reach out because I wanted to use. The difference now is I've quit for today and posted roll. Reaching out and getting support now. Taking care of my mood problem with healthy meds and exercise / water/ nutrition. I've told you all I know. BTW thanks
Glad to see you make the right decision. Like I said last night, we want you to succeed and will care just as much about your quit as you do. Take it seriously, Matt. Use the tools and you cannot fail. You have my number.
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
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Glad to see your back...learn from it help others to learn from it...be more active give out your number to your group...keeping your number away from your group left the bridge up...you got to burn that fucker down and as I have seen on here you gotta burn the pilings too. You can for a moment leave yourself wiggle room you like me are an addict...Like a newbie Dougie did yesterday when he found a can of dip on his run he crushed it into the ground so he wouldnt be tempted...
PM if you need anything....you got to own this...hiding didnt get you shit yesterday but a thread a mile long....all you had to do was pull that trigger and call somebody...instead of beating yourself up buying what 3 more cans...
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
Matt from this point forward no more humbleness. Reach out and get some numbers in your quit group and give yours out to a few guys, your goal is at least 5 hopefully ten. Get in here and invest yourself into the program more. make it damn near impossible to fail by being so involved too many quitters would notice cave signs even before you begin to crave. You've got my and Jakes number thats a good start, we will both be looking in on you. Don't be affraid to reach out to us. And damn it from this point forward no more humbled Matt, your a bad ass so hold your head up high, own this quit like you mean it bro. You be proud of yourself today, I am proud to quit with you today!
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
Matt from this point forward no more humbleness. Reach out and get some numbers in your quit group and give yours out to a few guys, your goal is at least 5 hopefully ten. Get in here and invest yourself into the program more. make it damn near impossible to fail by being so involved too many quitters would notice cave signs even before you begin to crave. You've got my and Jakes number thats a good start, we will both be looking in on you. Don't be affraid to reach out to us. And damn it from this point forward no more humbled Matt, your a bad ass so hold your head up high, own this quit like you mean it bro. You be proud of yourself today, I am proud to quit with you today!
Good job Matt. I know i was a little harsh when you caved. I just wanted you to Get it. Matt,, you are a slave to the poison No more. Get your head right brother. This is your life, and you are worth it. Your worth the withdraws, the craves and everything else that comes with quitting. Digg deep brother because it is so worth it. I can't tell you how much better i feel at day 111. Next time you are having a rough time brother,, ask yourself. AM I WORTH IT. THEN YOU CALL ME AND I'LL SET YOU STRAIGHT. My number will be in your inbox. I quit with you.
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Just quit
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
Matt from this point forward no more humbleness. Reach out and get some numbers in your quit group and give yours out to a few guys, your goal is at least 5 hopefully ten. Get in here and invest yourself into the program more. make it damn near impossible to fail by being so involved too many quitters would notice cave signs even before you begin to crave. You've got my and Jakes number thats a good start, we will both be looking in on you. Don't be affraid to reach out to us. And damn it from this point forward no more humbled Matt, your a bad ass so hold your head up high, own this quit like you mean it bro. You be proud of yourself today, I am proud to quit with you today!
Good job Matt. I know i was a little harsh when you caved. I just wanted you to Get it. Matt,, you are a slave to the poison No more. Get your head right brother. This is your life, and you are worth it. Your worth the withdraws, the craves and everything else that comes with quitting. Digg deep brother because it is so worth it. I can't tell you how much better i feel at day 111. Next time you are having a rough time brother,, ask yourself. AM I WORTH IT. THEN YOU CALL ME AND I'LL SET YOU STRAIGHT. My number will be in your inbox. I quit with you.
Thanks srans this day was strange in many ways but I'll remember it. Never too old to learn your lesson
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Glad to see your back...learn from it help others to learn from it...be more active give out your number to your group...keeping your number away from your group left the bridge up...you got to burn that fucker down and as I have seen on here you gotta burn the pilings too. You can for a moment leave yourself wiggle room you like me are an addict...Like a newbie Dougie did yesterday when he found a can of dip on his run he crushed it into the ground so he wouldnt be tempted...
PM if you need anything....you got to own this...hiding didnt get you shit yesterday but a thread a mile long....all you had to do was pull that trigger and call somebody...instead of beating yourself up buying what 3 more cans...
I thought I was smart and knew how to do this but it looks like what I knew was how to speed up my ultimate demise. I value life more than that but I'll tell you I use the word humble a lot because I'm Mr. Pride and humble is what I need more of. Thanks man I'm starting to get it.
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
Thanks Jake I'll be a bad ass supporter and soon to be not jerk. It's weird to me that leaving my bad ass pre hall of fame group would bother me but I took everything /everyone for granted so there I am. The September dudes I think are going to pass me over to Oct.
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Welcome back! Glad to see you posted roll! We support you in September. Teach those new guys by your example!
Thanks Jake I'll be a bad ass supporter and soon to be not jerk. It's weird to me that leaving my bad ass pre hall of fame group would bother me but I took everything /everyone for granted so there I am. The September dudes I think are going to pass me over to Oct.
You don't get passed to October.
You fall to it, and I don't want to see you in any other group (except to visit and support).
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Do NOT fuck over the guys and gals on here who are trying to help you! Make your promise first thing every day. Keep your promise. Ban the shit. Burn the bridge. Slam the door. Burn the boats. Never again. For ANY reason. Not once.
You got numbers? Use them!
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I quit today! Tip for would be cavers: PM me / text before you do it or you'll get posts like this in your intro thread (well deserved I would add).
Another tip: don't think about doing a planned cave, the excuse that you're not going to post tomorrow because your going to use has already been tried. Come back here any time you want to see the results.
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Update: I'm back in a groove and am day 17 post quit. Thanks to the guys who have PM'd, support rolled and kept in contact. I appreciate it and dedicate my awesome quit and forward looking KTC activities to you. I definitely value taking this one day at a time and cannot take nicotine addiction for granted.
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Update: I'm back in a groove and am day 17 post quit. Thanks to the guys who have PM'd, support rolled and kept in contact. I appreciate it and dedicate my awesome quit and forward looking KTC activities to you. I definitely value taking this one day at a time and cannot take nicotine addiction for granted.
Glad to hear it matt. Keep in mind your in the heart of the fight right now. Push through day by day and everything will get better. Every plus one is a victory and you are worth it brother. I quit with you. You got my number, don't hesitate to use it.
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I can't tell you how proud I am after your cave how you manned up and got your ass back in here and quit. Per said there was nothing September could learn from you. I put my neck out and backed you as did Jake. You proved us right. Thank you for being a bad ass. I quit with you because your a man of quit! Congrats on 100 days you fucking bad ass!!!!!!!!
Choo Choo, chugga chugga, Choo Choo........ We are now headed over to pick up no one other than a married man with 3 offspring, going by the stage name of Mattf in Kentucky. He started dipping at the age of 20 and used Skoal, Grizzly mint, wintergreen, but said "they all taste like shit!" LMAO.
In an emergency he wants us to contact the University hospital trauma, Louisville. That wouldn't have anything to do with a guy that drives a dodge truck would it?? (Trauma)????
The only thing this guy does inappropriate is drink too much damn coffee. Well... once he is all hyped up I bet he does some other shit he just doesn't realize is inappropriate. The craziest thing this quitter claims responsibility for is filling out a bubble sheet with a pen instead of a #2 pencil! Seriously???
When asked what he plans to do to celebrate his 100 days of quit? He simply said "Say thanks and keep going ODAAT!" Oh yea quit on bro..... Quit on!!!! He said he will sign up for 200 and won't miss any days, ever for any damn reason. In fact he gave me his word that unless he was in a coma he would not miss a single day out to 200. Wow bro what a commitment. I proudly stand next to you in quit!!!!
His favorite team is U of L - he is loyal after going there 8 years but wouldn't tell us what he did for a living. You a proctologist Matt???? 8 years is enough time to.... I'm just saying........ Well you do text me a lot late at night bro!!! Lmao.
He drives an F150, and WTF ever a Kia Rio. ¡Olé! is. What the hell is that??
Matt said that the August Badass HOF group, Frazz, iiphilizter, and sportsfan are all inspiring and have helped him. I would like to say you have been very inspiring to my quit bro with all those bad ass text you send me. I really appreciate it Matt.
And then this compliment below to Jake and I.
"Thanks you guys are doing a hell of a job with the train!" Get on the train I have been waiting on your ass.... or .... well... Is that a bad choice of words to use with a proctologist? Joke LMAO. Matt I am as proud as I can possibly be to say I quit with you, you have earned this train ride please step aboard. Erussell.
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I can't tell you how proud I am after your cave how you manned up and got your ass back in here and quit. Per said there was nothing September could learn from you. I put my neck out and backed you as did Jake. You proved us right. Thank you for being a bad ass. I quit with you because your a man of quit! Congrats on 100 days you fucking bad ass!!!!!!!!
Choo Choo, chugga chugga, Choo Choo........ We are now headed over to pick up no one other than a married man with 3 offspring, going by the stage name of Mattf in Kentucky. He started dipping at the age of 20 and used Skoal, Grizzly mint, wintergreen, but said "they all taste like shit!" LMAO.
In an emergency he wants us to contact the University hospital trauma, Louisville. That wouldn't have anything to do with a guy that drives a dodge truck would it?? (Trauma)????
The only thing this guy does inappropriate is drink too much damn coffee. Well... once he is all hyped up I bet he does some other shit he just doesn't realize is inappropriate. The craziest thing this quitter claims responsibility for is filling out a bubble sheet with a pen instead of a #2 pencil! Seriously???
When asked what he plans to do to celebrate his 100 days of quit? He simply said "Say thanks and keep going ODAAT!" Oh yea quit on bro..... Quit on!!!! He said he will sign up for 200 and won't miss any days, ever for any damn reason. In fact he gave me his word that unless he was in a coma he would not miss a single day out to 200. Wow bro what a commitment. I proudly stand next to you in quit!!!!
His favorite team is U of L - he is loyal after going there 8 years but wouldn't tell us what he did for a living. You a proctologist Matt???? 8 years is enough time to.... I'm just saying........ Well you do text me a lot late at night bro!!! Lmao.
He drives an F150, and WTF ever a Kia Rio. ¡Olé! is. What the hell is that??
Matt said that the August Badass HOF group, Frazz, iiphilizter, and sportsfan are all inspiring and have helped him. I would like to say you have been very inspiring to my quit bro with all those bad ass text you send me. I really appreciate it Matt.
And then this compliment below to Jake and I.
"Thanks you guys are doing a hell of a job with the train!" Get on the train I have been waiting on your ass.... or .... well... Is that a bad choice of words to use with a proctologist? Joke LMAO. Matt I am as proud as I can possibly be to say I quit with you, you have earned this train ride please step aboard. Erussell.
congrats Mattf proud of you. theirs no magic pill at 100 that make you cured from nicotine so keep posting those one day at a time paying it forward back. i quit with you
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Nice work Matt! Proud to be quit with you.
Peace
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Nice work Matt keep on kicking ass keep your focus and dedication up set a new goal....
Peace out
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Congrats on the HOF milestone Matt!! Keep killing it ODAAT!
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Congrats on coming back making it to 100!
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Mike from AB Posted on Sep 12, 2013, 9:28 pm
 Congrats on coming back making it to 100!Â
derk40 Posted on Sep 12, 2013, 9:27 am
 Congrats on the HOF milestone Matt!! Keep killing it ODAAT!Â
traumagnet Posted on Sep 12, 2013, 9:16 am
 Nice work Matt keep on kicking ass keep your focus and dedication up set a new goal....
Peace outÂ
gorilla1 Posted on Sep 12, 2013, 9:09 am
 Nice work Matt! Proud to be quit with you.
PeaceÂ
sportsfan231 Posted on Sep 12, 2013, 2:54 am
congrats Mattf proud of you. theirs no magic pill at 100 that make you cured from nicotine so keep posting those one day at a time paying it forward back. i quit with youÂ
Erussell Posted on Sep 11, 2013, 10:56 pm
I can't tell you how proud I am after your cave how you manned up and got your ass back in here and quit. Per said there was nothing September could learn from you. I put my neck out and backed you as did Jake. You proved us right. Thank you for being a bad ass. I quit with you because your a man of quit! Congrats on 100 days you fucking bad ass!!!!!!!!
Congrats on coming back making it to 100!
100 feels good but 101's even better. Thanks for the support guys and soon the time will come when I don't want it (nicotine) any more. That's when I'll be sure to be on guard even more. Addicted yes but with one day at a time I can whip the nic bitch with you help.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
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MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
This is why YOU have to OWN your QUIT. Look at your quit everyday and renew your vows to yourself, to your loved ones, and to your KTC brothers that you are Quit Today. Take pride in your quit boys and girls and never forget day 1 - 100 they all sucked but they were better than all those days wasted sucking on a wad of death waiting for your face to fall off.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
This is why YOU have to OWN your QUIT. Look at your quit everyday and renew your vows to yourself, to your loved ones, and to your KTC brothers that you are Quit Today. Take pride in your quit boys and girls and never forget day 1 - 100 they all sucked but they were better than all those days wasted sucking on a wad of death waiting for your face to fall off.
MattF has said nothing to Septemeber. Is this just one of those "I caved...it's too hard...cya KTC" type things? We all know that's BS. Does the nic bitch really have THAT much power over you, matt? You messed up, but get back here and do it right this time. You know you will be kicking (and literally killing) yourself if you let yourself get fully engrossed in that shit again.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
This is why YOU have to OWN your QUIT. Look at your quit everyday and renew your vows to yourself, to your loved ones, and to your KTC brothers that you are Quit Today. Take pride in your quit boys and girls and never forget day 1 - 100 they all sucked but they were better than all those days wasted sucking on a wad of death waiting for your face to fall off.
MattF has said nothing to Septemeber. Is this just one of those "I caved...it's too hard...cya KTC" type things? We all know that's BS. Does the nic bitch really have THAT much power over you, matt? You messed up, but get back here and do it right this time. You know you will be kicking (and literally killing) yourself if you let yourself get fully engrossed in that shit again.
matt had my support but he chose to have that 1 chew he said he knows that not ktc way so he will not be posting here. he said he is on day 2 i wished him well.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
This is why YOU have to OWN your QUIT. Look at your quit everyday and renew your vows to yourself, to your loved ones, and to your KTC brothers that you are Quit Today. Take pride in your quit boys and girls and never forget day 1 - 100 they all sucked but they were better than all those days wasted sucking on a wad of death waiting for your face to fall off.
MattF has said nothing to Septemeber. Is this just one of those "I caved...it's too hard...cya KTC" type things? We all know that's BS. Does the nic bitch really have THAT much power over you, matt? You messed up, but get back here and do it right this time. You know you will be kicking (and literally killing) yourself if you let yourself get fully engrossed in that shit again.
matt had my support but he chose to have that 1 chew he said he knows that not ktc way so he will not be posting here. he said he is on day 2 i wished him well.
Dude Sac up put your big girl panties on and get back here don't be such a puss and run away that's not how we do it here we fight EDD you wanna be at a water park with a washcloth hanging out your face making peep wanna puke looking at you.
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Hearing rumors...
What's up??
?????
MattF passed on to BillyBill Duathman that he caved. Had the tools, the support, but could not keep quit. 111 days down the crapper.
Lesson to everyone... don't matter what day you are at. Take care of business today stay quit! Do you really want to be back at Day 1? Remember why the hell you are here. This is no joke!
I am so incredibly pissed right now! I recommended him for a role of honor recently and this is a slap in the face! I thought for sure this guy got it! I dont even know what to say other then FUCK!!!!
Jake it is bullshit. He had support out the ass I know I was in it.
Not sure what to say. He caved before. I caved before. He caved again. I am QLF EDD. Kool Aid a big fuckin dose of it Mattf.
he was a spread sheet captain! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
This is why YOU have to OWN your QUIT. Look at your quit everyday and renew your vows to yourself, to your loved ones, and to your KTC brothers that you are Quit Today. Take pride in your quit boys and girls and never forget day 1 - 100 they all sucked but they were better than all those days wasted sucking on a wad of death waiting for your face to fall off.
MattF has said nothing to Septemeber. Is this just one of those "I caved...it's too hard...cya KTC" type things? We all know that's BS. Does the nic bitch really have THAT much power over you, matt? You messed up, but get back here and do it right this time. You know you will be kicking (and literally killing) yourself if you let yourself get fully engrossed in that shit again.
matt had my support but he chose to have that 1 chew he said he knows that not ktc way so he will not be posting here. he said he is on day 2 i wished him well.
Dude Sac up put your big girl panties on and get back here don't be such a puss and run away that's not how we do it here we fight EDD you wanna be at a water park with a washcloth hanging out your face making peep wanna puke looking at you.
So this guy goes damn near 4 months of quitting like he should. Only to throw it all away? Quittin isn't easy people. You have to really WANT to quit. H e was an august badass and then caved. Now here he is caving again. I am at a loss for words.