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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: AceBoogie on April 20, 2016, 01:04:00 PM
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
Hey Ace, it's like Gmann just said,...who cares about whether other people believe in you or not. When it comes to quitting, there is only one person who matters and that's Ace Boogie.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
Hey Ace, it's like Gmann just said,...who cares about whether other people believe in you or not. When it comes to quitting, there is only one person who matters and that's Ace Boogie.
WooHoo Aceboogie!!!
Great intro man, and I'm proud to quit with you brother,
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Keep on Keepin ON. Proud to quit with you.
Just for today, Self.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
Hey Ace, it's like Gmann just said,...who cares about whether other people believe in you or not. When it comes to quitting, there is only one person who matters and that's Ace Boogie.
WooHoo Aceboogie!!!
Great intro man, and I'm proud to quit with you brother,
With you as well. I told my buddy about this site, and he said "what can a bunch of strangers really do for you?"
He was very dismissive of KTC. I told him that it is one big ass brotherhood where they hold you accountable for your actions you for theirs.
He then said that "it's so easy to lie online."
I mean he's right, but I pride myself in being honest, and supporting others who are trying to quit as well. I enjoy helping people, and ultimately I take it personal when I put my efforts in and they cave. Had one in our group that I busted my ass with pep-talks and tried to get him hyped. I thought it worked but it just didn't take. He didn't want to quit. However, I don't help people because they need it. I help them because I want to and often times people are too damn stubborn to ask for help.
THAT is why I love KTC, everyone on here is out to help, not out to criticize judge you because you used nicotine earlier in your life. Thank you brothers/Sisters and Quit on!
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^^^ Aceboogie gets it (and he's got a cool ass handle as well). Helping others only solidifies your own quit. That cannot be stressed enough.
As for the online lying thing, your friend is absolutely right. But let's face it you have to be able to be honest with yourself before you can be accountable to someone else. I think those that aren't either come clean eventually (Bowe) or just fade away out of shame and guilt. I mean why put yourself through this if you aren't actually gonna follow through?
Proud to quit with you ace.
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YEP! You can only keep what you give away. Odd concept. Those that do understand it in its entirety tend to have very strong, happy, healthy quits. Proud to be quit with you Ace!
Just for today, Self.
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YEP! You can only keep what you give away. Odd concept. Those that do understand it in its entirety tend to have very strong, happy, healthy quits. Proud to be quit with you Ace!
Just for today, Self.
The more help that I give, the stronger my resolve. That's just a side effect of helping people, but shit, I'll take that everyday.
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YEP! You can only keep what you give away. Odd concept. Those that do understand it in its entirety tend to have very strong, happy, healthy quits. Proud to be quit with you Ace!
Just for today, Self.
The more help that I give, the stronger my resolve. That's just a side effect of helping people, but shit, I'll take that everyday.
The more you put yourself out there, the more people you are accountable to.
And that's a good thing.
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YEP! You can only keep what you give away. Odd concept. Those that do understand it in its entirety tend to have very strong, happy, healthy quits. Proud to be quit with you Ace!
Just for today, Self.
The more help that I give, the stronger my resolve. That's just a side effect of helping people, but shit, I'll take that everyday.
The more you put yourself out there, the more people you are accountable to.
And that's a good thing.
My friend it's giving back for what you have received and by golly it feels good! Keep it up,it doesn't go unnoticed! Damn proud to be quit with you!
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
Hey Ace, it's like Gmann just said,...who cares about whether other people believe in you or not. When it comes to quitting, there is only one person who matters and that's Ace Boogie.
WooHoo Aceboogie!!!
Great intro man, and I'm proud to quit with you brother,
With you as well. I told my buddy about this site, and he said "what can a bunch of strangers really do for you?"
Absolutely focking nothing. They (we) can't do anything for you. But we can quit with you. We can walk down that path with you, anxious, irritable, fockin' mad as hell at times.
I haven't taken the time to thank you for your contributions to this site. It's past due. Thanks bro!
Don't neglect this intro thread. It's your sounding board. It's your story. It's your life.
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Alright, to start this off, I never introduced myself to the community. The nickname that I have had for years and what many people know me as is AceBoogie. I started Dipping when I was a junior in high school. I still remember the first time that I filled my lip with poison. I was with my friends, and my buddy had just turned 18, so to "celebrate" he bought a can of Copenhagen Wintergreen. We all decided that the best way to celebrate was to take a lipper with him. How fucking stupid could I be. Early on I convinced myself that if I dipped tasty flavors that it't not as bad for you and there is less of a chance of addiction (makes sense if you are fucking retarded). Ever since that day, if I wasn't eating or sleeping I had a dip in my mouth. What started as a one time "celebration" turned into a 7 year addiction. I went from one dip to two cans a day within that very year, and it stayed like that.
Time and time again I "tried" to quit, but as well all know here, there is no "trying" only "doing." When I first tried to quit dipping, it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because of how people looked at me and how my family looked at me. I didn't want to quit. I loved the nic bitch and she loved me. Recently, as of March 25, 2016, that changed. I woke up, flushed my 2 cans I bought the night before, and struggled my ass through day 1. It wasn't until that night that I found KTC and posted roll for the first time. I didn't want to dip anymore. I didn't want to have nicotine control my life. I wanted to quit, and that's what I am doing every damn day. I am quitting one day at a time, not for my family, not for my girlfriend, but for me. I AM quitting. I am not "trying" to quit.
Nice Intro AceBoogie - cool nickname too. It is amazing how a split second stupid decision can lead us into a lifelong addiction.
I am impressed you quit - then found KTC and so quickly get what it takes to be quit. This is the best decision you will ever make and life will get so much better for you - one day at a time. Quit with you EDD. CJ
Nice intro. You quit for you and everyone else just gets to benefit too.
Thank you. I think there is a certain point in life when you really just get tired of people not believing in you and telling you you can't do it, when time and time again you have proved them right. This is one of those times the I am going to prove them wrong for the rest of my life. I think that the understanding of what it takes to be quit is quite simple really, to be quit, no exceptions, you just have to want it badly enough.
Hey Ace, it's like Gmann just said,...who cares about whether other people believe in you or not. When it comes to quitting, there is only one person who matters and that's Ace Boogie.
WooHoo Aceboogie!!!
Great intro man, and I'm proud to quit with you brother,
With you as well. I told my buddy about this site, and he said "what can a bunch of strangers really do for you?"
Absolutely focking nothing. They (we) can't do anything for you. But we can quit with you. We can walk down that path with you, anxious, irritable, fockin' mad as hell at times.
I haven't taken the time to thank you for your contributions to this site. It's past due. Thanks bro!
Don't neglect this intro thread. It's your sounding board. It's your story. It's your life.
Thanks Irish. I try to contribute as much as possible. I try to as much as possible but not that I am back in school makes it damn near impossible for me to even think straight. 50+ hours a week at work, being full time quit and full time school is a fucking task.
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Congrats on the 3rd floor Ace! Proud to Quit with you everyday. Great job
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Congrats on the 3rd floor Ace! Proud to Quit with you everyday. Great job
That ^^^ AND your avatar!!! :D