KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Firemandan77 on May 29, 2013, 03:01:00 AM
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So quit Copenhagen after 20 years on heavens soil, now realizing I'm kind of a moody little bitch without that shit coursing through my veins.
Drinking is not helping. TV sucks. I have to go work at the fire station tomorrow where half of my crew dips.
Not sure if I'm retarded or just going through withdrawals but I can't navigate this site for shit.
Really looking forward to the next 48 hours. After reading what Tom went through before he died I realize I'm being a bit melodramatic about the whole thing. I want off this poison. If I can make it throughout my shift tomorrow I will feel better. Thinking about electroshock.
Good luck to all of you
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So quit Copenhagen after 20 years on heavens soil, now realizing I'm kind of a moody little bitch without that shit coursing through my veins.
Drinking is not helping. TV sucks. I have to go work at the fire station tomorrow where half of my crew dips.
Not sure if I'm retarded or just going through withdrawals but I can't navigate this site for shit.
Really looking forward to the next 48 hours. After reading what Tom went through before he died I realize I'm being a bit melodramatic about the whole thing. I want off this poison. If I can make it throughout my shift tomorrow I will feel better. Thinking about electroshock.
Good luck to all of you
"...if I can make it through my shift tomorrow..."
Weak-sauce...
You Will post up in September...and you Will make it through the day today.
Click here... (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8274)
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Congrats on deciding you finally want to quit. You need to take it one day at a time. Yes, it's gonna suck, but it's worth it in the end. Being around fellow firefighters who are all dipping is gonna make it a LOT harder for you, so I would advise you get some alternatives and be ready, such as seeds, jerky, fake chew, etc.
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Post early every day. If you just do that and keep your promise you'll never have to go through this again. Never give in, never give up. Never again for any reason.
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Hey Fire,
Get the IF out of your vocabulary you can and you will. Dude post roll PM me for assistance...
I am assuming you work for fire...your location is unknown but it amazes me (I did it too) how people in saving professions use dip. The military, fire, rescue, police hospital...YES dip will be around you all day you bring in your seeds, fake dip, sack full of assholes whatever you gotta do to keep the cat shit out of your mouth. Keep the site close to you.
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Drinking is not helping.
If I can make it throughout my shift tomorrow I will feel better.
Good luck to all of you
These three items have got to be fixed, brother.
Drinking has killed more quits than anybody here can count. I realized that when I quit, and completely quit drinking for a few months. Quitting is hard enough without alcohol interfering. Quit MUST come first, at least for a while.
One day at a time, bro. Don't fret over stuff that ain't happening yet. Did you post roll today? If so, and you're a man of your word, then today is handled. Come on back here tomorrow before shift, make us that same promise, and go about saving your life while you're on call to save others' lives. Pretty simple, really. Not easy, but simple.
We don't do luck. We don't do "try". There are two options: 1. quit; 2. not quit. Every single day, we have a choice to be one of those two things. I've made my choice, and I hope you'll do the same.
I'm gonna drop you a PM. Check INBOX upper right.
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Hey Fire,
Get the IF out of your vocabulary you can and you will. Dude post roll PM me for assistance...
I am assuming you work for fire...your location is unknown but it amazes me (I did it too) how people in saving professions use dip. The military, fire, rescue, police hospital...YES dip will be around you all day you bring in your seeds, fake dip, sack full of assholes whatever you gotta do to keep the cat shit out of your mouth. Keep the site close to you.
Listen learn Read read read
So I am almost halfway through the shift at station 6 here in Concord. I have a great crew, drove my ass around til I found some fake chew. They won't chew in front of me. Also hate hypocrites so I am done with this shit. I posted on facebook that anyone sees me with a dip, you get a free nut sack kick.
Thats right a swift kick to the groin.
So I am a walking target. Fuck Copenhagen.
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Hey Fire,
Get the IF out of your vocabulary you can and you will. Dude post roll PM me for assistance...
I am assuming you work for fire...your location is unknown but it amazes me (I did it too) how people in saving professions use dip. The military, fire, rescue, police hospital...YES dip will be around you all day you bring in your seeds, fake dip, sack full of assholes whatever you gotta do to keep the cat shit out of your mouth. Keep the site close to you.Â
Listen learn Read read read
So I am almost halfway through the shift at station 6 here in Concord. I have a great crew, drove my ass around til I found some fake chew. They won't chew in front of me. Also hate hypocrites so I am done with this shit. I posted on facebook that anyone sees me with a dip, you get a free nut sack kick.
Thats right a swift kick to the groin.
So I am a walking target. Fuck Copenhagen.
You got this Dan -
one day (moment) at a time
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Dan your bad ass posted roll! Now doit tomorrow, do it one day at a time. Your a bad ass simple as that. Not easy..... But simple yes!
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keep it up fire like cbird said one minute, hour day at a time...you have my digits text me if you need anything...hang tuff
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Can't wait to see that Day 3! ....that way my favorite day! Glad you have a good crew who are respecting your decision to Quit. Let's keep that crap out of our mouths today, what do ya say?
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I'm on day 3 now and just joined the site im right with you... just trying to keep my mind busy.
I'm in the fog too as you can see, how I came up with this username I don't know...
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Hey Fire,
Get the IF out of your vocabulary you can and you will. Dude post roll PM me for assistance...
I am assuming you work for fire...your location is unknown but it amazes me (I did it too) how people in saving professions use dip. The military, fire, rescue, police hospital...YES dip will be around you all day you bring in your seeds, fake dip, sack full of assholes whatever you gotta do to keep the cat shit out of your mouth. Keep the site close to you.Â
Listen learn Read read read
So I am almost halfway through the shift at station 6 here in Concord. I have a great crew, drove my ass around til I found some fake chew. They won't chew in front of me. Also hate hypocrites so I am done with this shit. I posted on facebook that anyone sees me with a dip, you get a free nut sack kick.
Thats right a swift kick to the groin.
So I am a walking target. Fuck Copenhagen.
Man, that's yet another layer of accountability.
I gotta point out the irony (or whatever) of you making a post offering nutsack kicks and then a few hours later a dude called "Sackattack" posted in your intro. Maybe it's just me, but that shit was funny.
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Hey Fire,
Get the IF out of your vocabulary you can and you will. Dude post roll PM me for assistance...
I am assuming you work for fire...your location is unknown but it amazes me (I did it too) how people in saving professions use dip. The military, fire, rescue, police hospital...YES dip will be around you all day you bring in your seeds, fake dip, sack full of assholes whatever you gotta do to keep the cat shit out of your mouth. Keep the site close to you.Â
Listen learn Read read read
So I am almost halfway through the shift at station 6 here in Concord. I have a great crew, drove my ass around til I found some fake chew. They won't chew in front of me. Also hate hypocrites so I am done with this shit. I posted on facebook that anyone sees me with a dip, you get a free nut sack kick.
Thats right a swift kick to the groin.
So I am a walking target. Fuck Copenhagen.
Man, that's yet another layer of accountability.
I gotta point out the irony (or whatever) of you making a post offering nutsack kicks and then a few hours later a dude called "Sackattack" posted in your intro. Maybe it's just me, but that shit was funny.
The simple fact that he named himself SackAttack is killing me. Haha.
Dan, keep it strong. Fuck Copenhagen. Drink water.
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I want off this poison.
Then post roll daily. Get up, post roll, take a shit, have a cup of coffee, get dressed.... I don't care what order you do it in, as long as "post roll" is first.
You missed roll today. That will be two times in 15 days. You're playing with Fire, Firemandan.