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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: nocope007 on March 26, 2014, 11:38:00 PM
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Just wanted to try to post something because I haven't yet. But also wanted to say how great it is to have a site to come to like this. I'm going on 4 days right now and could easily put half a can in for starters right now, however we are not about short term "fixes" we are in for the long haul. I don't plan on seeing day 1 again. Day 1 didn't mean one day without dip, it meant day one of freedom. I loved dipping, I mean all of it. The rush and the spitting and the feeling of familiarity you get with a long time friend. But the whole time I guess I always knew that day one would come, I just didn't know if it would be by or DRs orders. Fortunately, by choice was my deal. Its been 25 yrs...but after several days I'm still going good. Praise the Lord. NAFAR
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I loved dipping, I mean all of it. The rush and the spitting and the feeling of familiarity you get with a long time friend. But the whole time I guess I always knew that day one would come, I just didn't know if it would be by or DRs orders.
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There is absolutely no resolve here. "I could easily put in half a can"? You may be on day 4 but you've left nothing behind. You're just waiting to dive back into a can.
And... You love everything about dipping eh?
The bad breath? The lying? The scheming? The constant effort to have some on hand? The wasted money? The wasted time? The degrade in your health?
Tell me how it made your life better. G'head....
You need a change in mindset or you will fail. Spectacularly.
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Stuff a half a can in your face. That's a fucking winner move. You would look like a god damn idiot. Besides that, are you saying normality to you is walking around with a mouth stuffed full of shit?
After 25 years, you weren't feeling any "rush" when you loaded your lip up. Give me a fucking break.
Spitting? You loved spitting? Into a bottle? Spitting? Go suck on a sour candy and spit til the cows come home.
If you call some weeds in a can a "friend", you got issues.
The one thing you did not mention which ties all these fucked up thoughts together is nicotine.
You're addicted to it. We all are.
It makes you think some dumb ass shit. It makes you believe that chew somehow gave you "something", like confidence, the ability to relax and deal with stress, a cure fore boredom, etc...
Truth is, it gave you nothing. In fact it stripped you of all those things. It was all built on a house of cards. Nicotine fills NO voids, it only creates them.
Now the fun part...you get to re-wire your brain and learn how to live life the way you were meant to, free of nicotine. It's time to re-discover yourself and deal with "life" head on, rather than reaching for the can. You were a slave and the nicotine inside that can was your master. It's time to take your freedom back. It's time to come home.
Follow the game plan laid out by those who came her with the same false thoughts that you have now. Post role and make a promise every day, that you will not use nicotine. Make yourself accountable to your group and get to know them so you can go to battle together.
Quit for you...because you WANT to, and not for any other reason. You can do this. It won't always be easy, but it will always be worth it.
Quit on...
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Stuff a half a can in your face. That's a fucking winner move. You would look like a god damn idiot. Besides that, are you saying normality to you is walking around with a mouth stuffed full of shit?
After 25 years, you weren't feeling any "rush" when you loaded your lip up. Give me a fucking break.
Spitting? You loved spitting? Into a bottle? Spitting? Go suck on a sour candy and spit til the cows come home.
If you call some weeds in a can a "friend", you got issues.
The one thing you did not mention which ties all these fucked up thoughts together is nicotine.
You're addicted to it. We all are.
It makes you think some dumb ass shit. It makes you believe that chew somehow gave you "something", like confidence, the ability to relax and deal with stress, a cure fore boredom, etc...
Truth is, it gave you nothing. In fact it stripped you of all those things. It was all built on a house of cards. Nicotine fills NO voids, it only creates them.
Now the fun part...you get to re-wire your brain and learn how to live life the way you were meant to, free of nicotine. It's time to re-discover yourself and deal with "life" head on, rather than reaching for the can. You were a slave and the nicotine inside that can was your master. It's time to take your freedom back. It's time to come home.
Follow the game plan laid out by those who came her with the same false thoughts that you have now. Post role and make a promise every day, that you will not use nicotine. Make yourself accountable to your group and get to know them so you can go to battle together.
Quit for you...because you WANT to, and not for any other reason. You can do this. It won't always be easy, but it will always be worth it.
Quit on...
So you probably think Diesel and Applejack are assholes, well you'd be partially correct but not because of what they've said to you. No really they are expressing just what someone said to them that helped turn them into the badass quitters they are. We are all in this together and those of us that have seen a lot of good intentions fail because nicotine was stronger than the addict want to toughen you to the upcoming battle.
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Stuff a half a can in your face. That's a fucking winner move. You would look like a god damn idiot. Besides that, are you saying normality to you is walking around with a mouth stuffed full of shit?
After 25 years, you weren't feeling any "rush" when you loaded your lip up. Give me a fucking break.
Spitting? You loved spitting? Into a bottle? Spitting? Go suck on a sour candy and spit til the cows come home.
If you call some weeds in a can a "friend", you got issues.
The one thing you did not mention which ties all these fucked up thoughts together is nicotine.
You're addicted to it. We all are.
It makes you think some dumb ass shit. It makes you believe that chew somehow gave you "something", like confidence, the ability to relax and deal with stress, a cure fore boredom, etc...
Truth is, it gave you nothing. In fact it stripped you of all those things. It was all built on a house of cards. Nicotine fills NO voids, it only creates them.
Now the fun part...you get to re-wire your brain and learn how to live life the way you were meant to, free of nicotine. It's time to re-discover yourself and deal with "life" head on, rather than reaching for the can. You were a slave and the nicotine inside that can was your master. It's time to take your freedom back. It's time to come home.
Follow the game plan laid out by those who came her with the same false thoughts that you have now. Post role and make a promise every day, that you will not use nicotine. Make yourself accountable to your group and get to know them so you can go to battle together.Â
Quit for you...because you WANT to, and not for any other reason. You can do this. It won't always be easy, but it will always be worth it.
Quit on...
So you probably think Diesel and Applejack are assholes, well you'd be partially correct but not because of what they've said to you. No really they are expressing just what someone said to them that helped turn them into the badass quitters they are. We are all in this together and those of us that have seen a lot of good intentions fail because nicotine was stronger than the addict want to toughen you to the upcoming battle.
How much would you love it, and consider it a "friend" if the next dentist visit revealed a tumor on your jawbone, tongue or throat. Its time to get real bud, this is life or death
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Stuff a half a can in your face.� That's a fucking winner move.� You would look like a god damn idiot.� Besides that, are you saying normality to you is walking around with a mouth stuffed full of shit?
After 25 years, you weren't feeling any "rush" when you loaded your lip up.� Give me a fucking break.
Spitting?� You loved spitting?� Into a bottle?� Spitting?� Go suck on a sour candy and spit til the cows come home.
If you call some weeds in a can a "friend", you got issues.
The one thing you did not mention which ties all these fucked up thoughts together is nicotine.
You're addicted to it.� We all are.
It makes you think some dumb ass shit.� It makes you believe that chew somehow gave you "something", like confidence, the ability to relax and deal with stress, a cure fore boredom, etc...
Truth is, it gave you nothing.� In fact it stripped you of all those things.� It was all built on a house of cards.� Nicotine fills NO voids, it only creates them.
Now the fun part...you get to re-wire your brain and learn how to live life the way you were meant to, free of nicotine.� It's time to re-discover yourself and deal with "life" head on, rather than reaching for the can.� You were a slave and the nicotine inside that can was your master.� It's time to take your freedom back.� It's time to come home.
Follow the game plan laid out by those who came her with the same false thoughts that you have now.� Post role and make a promise every day, that you will not use nicotine.� Make yourself accountable to your group and get to know them so you can go to battle together.�
Quit for you...because you WANT to, and not for any other reason.� You can do this.� It won't always be easy, but it will always be worth it.
Quit on...
So you probably think Diesel and Applejack are assholes, well you'd be partially correct but not because of what they've said to you. No really they are expressing just what someone said to them that helped turn them into the badass quitters they are. We are all in this together and those of us that have seen a lot of good intentions fail because nicotine was stronger than the addict want to toughen you to the upcoming battle.
How much would you love it, and consider it a "friend" if the next dentist visit revealed a tumor on your jawbone, tongue or throat. Its time to get real bud, this is life or death
Welcome, start reading everything you can on addiction/niccotine. Learn your enemy, it knows you. Lot of good information on this site. Time to start building that hate bro. Knowledge will lead to hate. Glad to be quit with you.
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Don't plan on tomorrow or when or if you'll see day 1 again...worry about today. I said this in a previous post and i think it rings true...you don't love dip...you are addicted to nicotine. Love will die for you...not kill you.
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See Below!!!! JD41 is on the money! My quit date is 12 August 2011......959 days of freedom! two years into my quit my dentist finds a white patch on my tongue......biopsy revealed severe dysplasia........surgery to remove.......2 weeks out of work......worst mutha fuckin pain in my life......stitches popped early and my tongue basically turned itself inside out! $3000 worth of med bills (and I'm insured)........all given to me straight up cuz I was a shit head and chose to dip! ANd I'm "lucky" it wasn't the big c! You know what.....even after all that pain and cost two days ago I had a tough day at the office and almost bought a can at the PX!!!! Came back to my boys here for a fucking dose of sanity! I lucked out.....never should have stopped posting!
Get on board.......post roll and let these guys help ya before its too late
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So did you post roll yet? If my math is right you are in July group and you either got bumped there or you haven't posted yet...if my math is wrong, then you are in June group and you either got bumped (which if you did in June you get a pass) or you didn't post. So either you love chew and nicotine and want to stay a slave to your "old friend" or you are butt hurt cause some guys jumped your shit about "loving" a killer. I want to know what kind of guy you are...and i want to know which one of these guys that i have described above are you?
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So did you post roll yet? If my math is right you are in July group and you either got bumped there or you haven't posted yet...if my math is wrong, then you are in June group and you either got bumped (which if you did in June you get a pass) or you didn't post. So either you love chew and nicotine and want to stay a slave to your "old friend" or you are butt hurt cause some guys jumped your shit about "loving" a killer. I want to know what kind of guy you are...and i want to know which one of these guys that i have described above are you?
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