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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: joeyHarper on August 31, 2015, 10:06:00 PM
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I'm Joey been dipping since I was 13 I am 28 anywhere from 1 to 2 cans a day woke up one morning with 2 bumps on back of my tongue and didn't think nothing about it dipped for awhile after the July 1 about 2:10 a.m I woke up scared bout a dream bout tongue and face falling off so I grabbed a dip and calm down...then while chewing I could feel the bumps grind against my back teeth so bout 3 a.m I took it out started thinking bout life be4 I never cared but that morning. After being up I said I didn't want to lose my life to a can or face...so I went to Dr..who scheduled me a appt for the ent on July 8 still no dip I still had the can ...so I walked in his office seeing older men with half the face reconstructed had me worried...got called back he looked at it said doesn't look like it's harmful..so of course I said u sure he said who's the Dr....of coursed pissed me off. I seen him talking to nurse to reschedule me a visit his eyes looked like he really didn't know so I went home...I was worried so I prayed that night asking for this not to be cancer. That if it wasn't I would never open the can again....month later went bk to Dr he looked said we got to cut it off its been there over a month so he did...results came back in not cancer and he said it wasn't or never gonna be cancer....but I still got that can look at it for that whole month and more till bout August 14 I threw it away...still going strong cold turkey I can say it's been he'll of a ride but when u a hypochondriac and u have something like that it's like u go in freak mode...went bk to Dr since having pains in my right chest and neck they say nothing is wrong so I take it me worry to much might cause some of the pain but this site has helped me reading your guys comments to each other thank u guys... and not turning back
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I'm Joey been dipping since I was 13 I am 28 anywhere from 1 to 2 cans a day woke up one morning with 2 bumps on back of my tongue and didn't think nothing about it dipped for awhile after the July 1 about 2:10 a.m I woke up scared bout a dream bout tongue and face falling off so I grabbed a dip and calm down...then while chewing I could feel the bumps grind against my back teeth so bout 3 a.m I took it out started thinking bout life be4 I never cared but that morning. After being up I said I didn't want to lose my life to a can or face...so I went to Dr..who scheduled me a appt for the ent on July 8 still no dip I still had the can ...so I walked in his office seeing older men with half the face reconstructed had me worried...got called back he looked at it said doesn't look like it's harmful..so of course I said u sure he said who's the Dr....of coursed pissed me off. I seen him talking to nurse to reschedule me a visit his eyes looked like he really didn't know so I went home...I was worried so I prayed that night asking for this not to be cancer. That if it wasn't I would never open the can again....month later went bk to Dr he looked said we got to cut it off its been there over a month so he did...results came back in not cancer and he said it wasn't or never gonna be cancer....but I still got that can look at it for that whole month and more till bout August 14 I threw it away...still going strong cold turkey I can say it's been he'll of a ride but when u a hypochondriac and u have something like that it's like u go in freak mode...went bk to Dr since having pains in my right chest and neck they say nothing is wrong so I take it me worry to much might cause some of the pain but this site has helped me reading your guys comments to each other thank u guys... and not turning back
Welcome its good to see you from Chat and now in here. Get on that October Roll!!!
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Welcome Joey. I see you posted roll and that's awesome. Glad to have you in October brother! If you need anything just reach out, tons of guys will be tripping over themselves to help.
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Welcome Joey. I see you posted roll and that's awesome. Glad to have you in October brother! If you need anything just reach out, tons of guys will be tripping over themselves to help.
Great job posting Joey! Sometimes fear is a great thing. It definitely was for you! If not you would probably still be stuffing your face with that shit . Damn proud to be quit with you! Post early and edd! Odaat!
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Life is not about worrying.
It should be about living.
He answered your prayer......
I quit with you today.
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