KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: JDavi on March 20, 2012, 06:36:00 AM
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Every night before I go to sleep and after I have my nightly dip I sit in bed for hours thinking about all the reasons I should quit, and after all that I finally convince myself that I have the will power to wake up in the morning throw out all of my grizzly and finally quit only to wake up go straight to the can throw in a massive dip and feel guilty for letting myself down.
This has been going on now for about a year. I have tried quitting because my fiancé wanted me to...that did not work I ended up frustrated and dissatisfied because "I want to quit on my own terms not someone else's". So for the new year 2012 I decided that this was my time to quit, to show myself and prove to myself that I could do this whole quitting thing. Well two days into it and what did I do? I started back and I was content with this telling my self every time I bought more dip that I would stop after this round, never doing so of course. Then I had a scare, I found a mass under my jaw that sent me running straight to my doctor, he said it was prob just an infection of my lympnodes but we shouldn't rule anything out, but did I quit even with the looming possibility of having lymphoma......NO! Man I feel like such an idiot.
Reading all of the information on this site has given me hope and as I currently have my morning dip in I am telling myself that I am going to stop today. Well I obviously cannot do this on my own but hopefully with the help and support from everyone one in this community I can quit and finally be tobacco free.
JDavi
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Take your life back NOW. Post roll NOW and join us. A burden will be lifted.
Here is our mission statement: index.php?showtopic=125 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=125)
Here is why we post roll: index.php?showtopic=120 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=120)
Here is how you post roll: index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Here is where you post roll: index.php?showtopic=6044 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6044)
Here is why I am here to help: index.php?showtopic=123 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=123)
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Hope is for sissies. You need to want this more than annything in the world right now. Treat it like the fight of your life, because it is. I don't see that determination in your post.
Ultimately, we can't help until you spit that dip out.
Get to it, we will be here.
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Flush that shit down the toilet. NOW! All of it. Come back when that is done.
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Toss your cans and get in here! You can do this!
We've all been in your shoes. You have to decide to be quit, and you have to quit for yourself. This site and everyone on it can help. Lose the can and the fatty, go post roll.
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Make the commitment to yourself and your group.
Toss the cans.
Be determined in your quit.
Workout alot and drink alot of water.
Stay connected to your group and you will have some rage.... rage here not on the people who werent chewing we can all handle it and know how the process of cleaning your system works.
repeat daily!!!
Good to be quit with you!
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Thanks guys for all the support. To redtrain14 your right man fuck the hope, I'm done with this shit. Im done, can flushed down the toilet, no crutch anymore and I'm ready to live on my own without this shit. I appreciate it!!
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Take your life back NOW. Post roll NOW and join us. A burden will be lifted.
Here is our mission statement: index.php?showtopic=125 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=125)
Here is why we post roll: index.php?showtopic=120 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=120)
Here is how you post roll: index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Here is where you post roll: index.php?showtopic=6044 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6044)
Here is why I am here to help: index.php?showtopic=123 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=123)
Scowick65 man thanks for all of the advice, I just completed my first post roll and feel great. I know it won't last but I know that with the support and accountability I can get through this shit.
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Thanks guys for all the support. To redtrain14 your right man fuck the hope, I'm done with this shit. Im done, can flushed down the toilet, no crutch anymore and I'm ready to live on my own without this shit. I appreciate it!!
Good choice and welcome! I promise you won't regret this.
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Thanks guys for all the support. To redtrain14 your right man fuck the hope, I'm done with this shit. Im done, can flushed down the toilet, no crutch anymore and I'm ready to live on my own without this shit. I appreciate it!!
Good choice and welcome! I promise you won't regret this.
Great job. Reread what you just wrote over and over. You summed up success quite nicely.
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Thanks guys for all the support. To redtrain14 your right man fuck the hope, I'm done with this shit. Im done, can flushed down the toilet, no crutch anymore and I'm ready to live on my own without this shit. I appreciate it!!
Good deal! Welcome! I'm only nearing day 30 but this way of life is SO much better. Make that promise to me and everyone else in the June group every day, and then keep your word to us.
Load up on substitutes. Gum, seeds, coffee grounds, fake snuff. They will help ease the oral fixation through the worst of the nicotine withdrawels. Not that you will notice it being any easier though...no lie. It sucks. But you can do it!
Get some numbers so you can bitch out people and not have to worry about ruining a relationship. Check your PM's for mine.