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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: fallun on November 19, 2008, 04:51:00 PM
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Fallun here....20 years of hawken, redman, cope, skoal, rooster, levi, applejack, and timberwolf behind me. hopefully going to take my ass forward without dip. Married with 2 great kids. Stress abound but chew is just hurting me not helping me cope...thats what i tell myself. I am a lucky one lots of support, but noone gets it...not really. Day 1 today is terrible. I want to beat the living piss out of the lil vietnamese guy I work for, cause hes a moron and i used to cope by going to the smokers lounge and grabbing a chew. no more visits there its a scary place for quitters. well im rambling but its day 1. I am gonna kick this bitch. thats the best description I ever heard. Its the numbers that make me feel strong.
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Fallun here....20 years of hawken, redman, cope, skoal, rooster, levi, applejack, and timberwolf behind me. hopefully going to take my ass forward without dip. Married with 2 great kids. Stress abound but chew is just hurting me not helping me cope...thats what i tell myself. I am a lucky one lots of support, but noone gets it...not really. Day 1 today is terrible. I want to beat the living piss out of the lil vietnamese guy I work for, cause hes a moron and i used to cope by going to the smokers lounge and grabbing a chew. no more visits there its a scary place for quitters. well im rambling but its day 1. I am gonna kick this bitch. thats the best description I ever heard. Its the numbers that make me feel strong.
Welcome fallun....
We understand, we have all been there. Take it out on us...not at home. There is no hoping here, just doing.
Congrats on the choice to quit!