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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: jaginvest on June 28, 2012, 03:07:00 PM
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After 31 years of dipping/chewing, I have finally had enough! I had my last dip Monday night at 8PM. Having a hard day today, but determined. Was told about this site by a friend who has been quit 57 days. He and I have been friends/dipping buddies for 20+ years.
Need to know how to join a Quit Group and start Roll Call.
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After 31 years of dipping/chewing, I have finally had enough! I had my last dip Monday night at 8PM. Having a hard day today, but determined. Was told about this site by a friend who has been quit 57 days. He and I have been friends/dipping buddies for 20+ years.
Need to know how to join a Quit Group and start Roll Call.
Good choice. Get to the welcome center and post roll now and everyday. Then, read, read, read. You can do this.
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Welcome my fellow newbie. I too quit Monday evening.
A couple things I found helpful:
1. Find your 100 day Month (here's a hint: October)
2. Go to the welcome Center on the forum and find Quit Groups
3. Find October 2012 and read how to sign up for roll call
4. Come back every morning and sign roll call, think basic training - roll call every AM
5. Read and communicate back and forth with the members in your quit group
6. Introduce yourself
Congrats and be a quitter every day!
Eric
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Jag,
You have made a wise decision in quitting and taking your life back. If you truly want to be quit, then you are in the right place to do so. The tools and resources that this site offers will keep you quit, not just stopped. Accountability to your fellow quitter and theirs to you is what makes this site tick. Don't let them down.
Post roll early in the day, each and every day. Notice I said in THE day, not early in YOUR day. Wake up, post roll, take first breath. Get your promise to stay nicotine free in early. Read what you fellow quitters are up to. Stay close to the site.
Just one day at a time. Post roll, keep quit until you fall asleep, repeat the next day. I'm quit with you today.
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Jag ,
I had 32 years invested and had my last dip on June 1. Let's help each other kick this thing. I bet we have a lot in common....post roll and get into your quit group.
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What Wedgie Says times 1000! 'bang head'
You have made a wise decision in quitting and taking your life back. If you truly want to be quit, then you are in the right place to do so. The tools and resources that this site offers will keep you quit, not just stopped. Accountability to your fellow quitter and theirs to you is what makes this site tick. Don't let them down.
Post roll early in the day, each and every day. Notice I said in THE day, not early in YOUR day. Wake up, post roll, take first breath. Get your promise to stay nicotine free in early. Read what you fellow quitters are up to. Stay close to the site.
Just one day at a time. Post roll, keep quit until you fall asleep, repeat the next day. I'm quit with you today.
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Day 4, the haze is alot better. The cravings are hitting pretty hard. However, the support from this group and immersing myself in the site is helping tremendously. A little worried about the first weekend, but I promise to Post Roll and stay close. Anyone that wants to support each other throught the weekend, PM me. I will send phone number for texting.
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
brainsore
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
brainsore
Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
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       brainsore
Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
so glad everyone is brushing each others hair....
jag......i give you 2 months...
odds are that you will fail.......
prove me wrong
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
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       brainsore
Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
so glad everyone is brushing each others hair....
jag......i give you 2 months...
odds are that you will fail.......
prove me wrong
Clean Fuel, not sure if you are trying to be a motivator or just a tool. Either way, BRING IT! I am not quitting for you, only for me. So, no need to prove you wrong or to listen to negative BS. But I can chuckle at you....either way.
So, Good Morning Clean Fuel, whats your Quit Date? Any advise for me today?
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I am not quitting for you, only for me. So, no need to prove you wrong or to listen to negative BS.
Good attitude to have! Your quit is yours and you must protect it. This site is open to any and all quitters, thus there will be differing points of view. A good rule of thumb is to take what you need from the site, ignore the rest.
Remember how you feel right now, how much it sucks, remember it all! You will never have to feel this way again as long as you stay clean. Drink plenty of water, juice, eat correctly, stay close to the site and READ everything you can here.
STAY QUIT
Greg
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
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       brainsore
Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
so glad everyone is brushing each others hair....
jag......i give you 2 months...
odds are that you will fail.......
prove me wrong
Clean Fuel, not sure if you are trying to be a motivator or just a tool. Either way, BRING IT! I am not quitting for you, only for me. So, no need to prove you wrong or to listen to negative BS. But I can chuckle at you....either way.
So, Good Morning Clean Fuel, whats your Quit Date? Any advise for me today?
Trying to motivate.....and just point out that the odds are against you....I think over half my July brothers are gone......
My advice...and what worked for me early (I did not do the fake stuff.....I did chew gum - but only for a week) was focus on my first dentist visit which I did after 2 weeks. Funny thing was that I had not been in 3 years.....
My first month was about keeping my mouth clean
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotine.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
'clap'
Very nice...... (in my best Borat voice).
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
Victory! We are winning one day at a time. Your comment: "because I never really thought I would get this far". Is a honest statement that probably down deep most of us have felt.
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
Victory! We are winning one day at a time. Your comment: "because I never really thought I would get this far". Is a honest statement that probably down deep most of us have felt.
The door swings both ways brother! Proud to be quit with you and the rest of our crew. Today and every day after, one at a time.
QLAFM!
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
Victory! We are winning one day at a time. Your comment: "because I never really thought I would get this far". Is a honest statement that probably down deep most of us have felt.
The door swings both ways brother! Proud to be quit with you and the rest of our crew. Today and every day after, one at a time.
QLAFM!
Looks like you made it through the fog and just came out of your first funk!
I'm going to enjoy watching you stomp on nicotine now! 'Popcorn'
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
Victory! We are winning one day at a time. Your comment: "because I never really thought I would get this far". Is a honest statement that probably down deep most of us have felt.
The door swings both ways brother! Proud to be quit with you and the rest of our crew. Today and every day after, one at a time.
QLAFM!
Looks like you made it through the fog and just came out of your first funk!
I'm going to enjoy watching you stomp on nicotine now! 'Popcorn'
Great stuff brother and believe me when I say the excitement and intensity you have brought really helped many other already bad ass quiters!
Quit on my brother and keep you eyes on the quit prize!
Victory shared is sweeter than lonely victory B)
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Okay, I purposly have not added to this intro because I never really thought I would get this far. Now here I sit, with 31 days under my belt. When I started this journey, I had no idea how powerful this site was and how much it would help me rid my life of nicotene.
Today, I am so thankful for the total strangers in my life that hold me accountable to my promise to stay quit. A task that no one has ever been able to do. The life change that has taken place in the past month is nothing short of remarkable. The money saved, the attitude, the relationship changes, the concern for my health, etc....amazing.
Wedge, pave, coach, grizz, eric, derek, 30, wt, sambo, kubrick, mthomas, amg, mcarm, tarpon, bobert, leeron, waste and cleanfuel and many others......can't say enough to thank you. You each heve helped save my life, and have asked for nothing in return. I am eternally greatful.
So, enuff mushy shit. Today, I quit like a fucking MADMAN with all of you. I promise you all that I will not put that fucking poison in my mouth. Fuck that bitch, today and every day.
For you new guys just coming to the site, listen to what the fuck these people tell you. They WILL help you, and you owe them nothing but a promise. If you don't have the balls to pledge one fucking day, then find another site or support group. This site is for QUITTERS, plain and simple. "There is no try, only do..."
QLAFM
Victory! We are winning one day at a time. Your comment: "because I never really thought I would get this far". Is a honest statement that probably down deep most of us have felt.
The door swings both ways brother! Proud to be quit with you and the rest of our crew. Today and every day after, one at a time.
QLAFM!
Looks like you made it through the fog and just came out of your first funk!
I'm going to enjoy watching you stomp on nicotine now! 'Popcorn'
Great stuff brother and believe me when I say the excitement and intensity you have brought really helped many other already bad ass quiters!
Quit on my brother and keep you eyes on the quit prize!
Victory shared is sweeter than lonely victory B)
Ka-POW!!!
Let's do this..........all in, all the time
Fuck that nasty whore!
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For 32 days, I intentionally did not go to "my store" for anything. The C-store that I have bought at least 10 cans of Skoal a week for about 9 years. Everyone has told me to "guard my quit", that was on of the ways I did it. I even got gas at the grocery store.
Today, armed with a list of shit to do around the house as long as my leg, I went to said store for some beers and some gas for the lawn mower. Thought it would be a simple in and out. I go in, go to the cooler, grab a 12 and report to the cashier. And there the bitch was. Holy shit, she was talking to me. The world went into slow motion. My eyes fixated on the Skoal Peach, my brand since 2006 due to Copenhagen fucking my gut up for 20+ years.
I know this sounds like it's gonna be a bad scenario, but I want you all to know what happened next. The guy in front of me said to the clerk, "...and a can of Grizzly Wintergreen." His statement broke my fixation. I looked down at the counter to break my stare, and right in front of me was a display full of Grizzly Straight. The next thing that popped into my head was Griizzly25. He has been with me since the start. My mind immediatley went to Eric, and to Derek's suit of armor. I actually laughed, and said to myself, FUCK YOU BITCH, you almost got me. But I am stronger than you, and I have a band of brothers that I will not fail. I paid for my Yeungling and 10 dollars worth of gas and left the store.
As I pumped gas, the next thought I had was CleanFuel. From the start, he told me this day was coming. He told me 2 months, probably as far as I would get. I wanted to hunt his ass down and fuck him up. How dare you tell me I can't do this, you don't even fucking know me. I think I actually called him a tool. Today, he is a huge part of my support group.
The rest of the day, all of you have consumed my thoughts. As I was cutting the grass, weed eating, blowing, etc. The vets, the noobs, the MADMEN and the QLF Crew. I just wanted to tell each of you, once again, you saved my life today and I know that you will be there tomorrow as well. I also want each of you to know that I will be there for you.
Thank you KTC and the Brotherhood. QLAFM
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For 32 days, I intentionally did not go to "my store" for anything. The C-store that I have bought at least 10 cans of Skoal a week for about 9 years. Everyone has told me to "guard my quit", that was on of the ways I did it. I even got gas at the grocery store.
Today, armed with a list of shit to do around the house as long as my leg, I went to said store for some beers and some gas for the lawn mower. Thought it would be a simple in and out. I go in, go to the cooler, grab a 12 and report to the cashier. And there the bitch was. Holy shit, she was talking to me. The world went into slow motion. My eyes fixated on the Skoal Peach, my brand since 2006 due to Copenhagen fucking my gut up for 20+ years.
I know this sounds like it's gonna be a bad scenario, but I want you all to know what happened next. The guy in front of me said to the clerk, "...and a can of Grizzly Wintergreen." His statement broke my fixation. I looked down at the counter to break my stare, and right in front of me was a display full of Grizzly Straight. The next thing that popped into my head was Griizzly25. He has been with me since the start. My mind immediatley went to Eric, and to Derek's suit of armor. I actually laughed, and said to myself, FUCK YOU BITCH, you almost got me. But I am stronger than you, and I have a band of brothers that I will not fail. I paid for my Yeungling and 10 dollars worth of gas and left the store.
As I pumped gas, the next thought I had was CleanFuel. From the start, he told me this day was coming. He told me 2 months, probably as far as I would get. I wanted to hunt his ass down and fuck him up. How dare you tell me I can't do this, you don't even fucking know me. I think I actually called him a tool. Today, he is a huge part of my support group.
The rest of the day, all of you have consumed my thoughts. As I was cutting the grass, weed eating, blowing, etc. The vets, the noobs, the MADMEN and the QLF Crew. I just wanted to tell each of you, once again, you saved my life today and I know that you will be there tomorrow as well. I also want each of you to know that I will be there for you.
Thank you KTC and the Brotherhood. QLAFM
No, thank you Chuck Norris.
Seriously good stuff brother. We truly never know how vital the bond we share through fighting an addiction is until we come face to face with said addiction. It is in those times, exactly like you said, that we think of those who have walked the road with us. It is in the precise moment that we reach the tipping point that our resolve is strengthened and our commitment is hardened against the wilting power of the bitch.
Proud to be QLAFM with you and the rest of our crew today.
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For 32 days, I intentionally did not go to "my store" for anything. The C-store that I have bought at least 10 cans of Skoal a week for about 9 years. Everyone has told me to "guard my quit", that was on of the ways I did it. I even got gas at the grocery store.
  Today, armed with a list of shit to do around the house as long as my leg, I went to said store for some beers and some gas for the lawn mower. Thought it would be a simple in and out. I go in, go to the cooler, grab a 12 and report to the cashier. And there the bitch was. Holy shit, she was talking to me. The world went into slow motion. My eyes fixated on the Skoal Peach, my brand since 2006 due to Copenhagen fucking my gut up for 20+ years.
  I know this sounds like it's gonna be a bad scenario, but I want you all to know what happened next. The guy in front of me said to the clerk, "...and a can of Grizzly Wintergreen." His statement broke my fixation. I looked down at the counter to break my stare, and right in front of me was a display full of Grizzly Straight. The next thing that popped into my head was Griizzly25. He has been with me since the start. My mind immediatley went to Eric, and to Derek's suit of armor. I actually laughed, and said to myself, FUCK YOU BITCH, you almost got me. But I am stronger than you, and I have a band of brothers that I will not fail. I paid for my Yeungling and 10 dollars worth of gas and left the store.
  As I pumped gas, the next thought I had was CleanFuel. From the start, he told me this day was coming. He told me 2 months, probably as far as I would get. I wanted to hunt his ass down and fuck him up. How dare you tell me I can't do this, you don't even fucking know me. I think I actually called him a tool. Today, he is a huge part of my support group.
  The rest of the day, all of you have consumed my thoughts. As I was cutting the grass, weed eating, blowing, etc. The vets, the noobs, the MADMEN and the QLF Crew. I just wanted to tell each of you, once again, you saved my life today and I know that you will be there tomorrow as well. I also want each of you to know that I will be there for you.
  Thank you KTC and the Brotherhood. QLAFM
No, thank you Chuck Norris.
Seriously good stuff brother. We truly never know how vital the bond we share through fighting an addiction is until we come face to face with said addiction. It is in those times, exactly like you said, that we think of those who have walked the road with us. It is in the precise moment that we reach the tipping point that our resolve is strengthened and our commitment is hardened against the wilting power of the bitch.
Proud to be QLAFM with you and the rest of our crew today.
That is what quitting is about!!
Jag I'll stand by you anytime!
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For 32 days, I intentionally did not go to "my store" for anything. The C-store that I have bought at least 10 cans of Skoal a week for about 9 years. Everyone has told me to "guard my quit", that was on of the ways I did it. I even got gas at the grocery store.
   Today, armed with a list of shit to do around the house as long as my leg, I went to said store for some beers and some gas for the lawn mower. Thought it would be a simple in and out. I go in, go to the cooler, grab a 12 and report to the cashier. And there the bitch was. Holy shit, she was talking to me. The world went into slow motion. My eyes fixated on the Skoal Peach, my brand since 2006 due to Copenhagen fucking my gut up for 20+ years.
   I know this sounds like it's gonna be a bad scenario, but I want you all to know what happened next. The guy in front of me said to the clerk, "...and a can of Grizzly Wintergreen." His statement broke my fixation. I looked down at the counter to break my stare, and right in front of me was a display full of Grizzly Straight. The next thing that popped into my head was Griizzly25. He has been with me since the start. My mind immediatley went to Eric, and to Derek's suit of armor. I actually laughed, and said to myself, FUCK YOU BITCH, you almost got me. But I am stronger than you, and I have a band of brothers that I will not fail. I paid for my Yeungling and 10 dollars worth of gas and left the store.
  As I pumped gas, the next thought I had was CleanFuel. From the start, he told me this day was coming. He told me 2 months, probably as far as I would get. I wanted to hunt his ass down and fuck him up. How dare you tell me I can't do this, you don't even fucking know me. I think I actually called him a tool. Today, he is a huge part of my support group.
   The rest of the day, all of you have consumed my thoughts. As I was cutting the grass, weed eating, blowing, etc. The vets, the noobs, the MADMEN and the QLF Crew. I just wanted to tell each of you, once again, you saved my life today and I know that you will be there tomorrow as well. I also want each of you to know that I will be there for you.
   Thank you KTC and the Brotherhood. QLAFM
No, thank you Chuck Norris.
Seriously good stuff brother. We truly never know how vital the bond we share through fighting an addiction is until we come face to face with said addiction. It is in those times, exactly like you said, that we think of those who have walked the road with us. It is in the precise moment that we reach the tipping point that our resolve is strengthened and our commitment is hardened against the wilting power of the bitch.
Proud to be QLAFM with you and the rest of our crew today.
That is what quitting is about!!
Jag I'll stand by you anytime!
Great and awesome quitness!!!
Keep the resolve and determination brother!
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Here I sit, 20 days out....
First, I would like to apologize to October '12. I have been quiet for several weeks, after taking some lumps over differences in opinion with some other quitters. I never let it get in the way of posting roll, and have maintained 100%. However, I have not given you 100% for your quits. I have not been as good as I was when we first started this journey together. I let bullshit get in the way.....
Next, I would like to encourage everyone to go to HOF Speeches and read some of the amazing stories and experiences in those posts. I read one this morning that restarted my Fucking MADMAN! Morgan1, thank you for your in your face, intense, BADASS Quit. Thanks for energizing me and hitting me right between the fucking eyes, right when I needed it.
Next, thank you to all the people that supported me during my rants and confrontation with a certain quitter. Also, thank you to the people that criticized me and attacked me during the same confrontation. You and Morgan1 solidified my Quit Resolve.
Finally, to the Quitter that was the subject of controversy, thank you for your persistence. You have proven yourself to all of us, and you are doing amazing work. Quit On brother, I am with you. Funny thing is, I was with you in your quit the minute you came back, yet some people could not see that. You did, and we exchanged numbers that night. All they could see or say was I didn't have enough "time in quit" to be critical of another quitter, didn't matter if my comments were right or wrong. They were supportive of my quit until I went against who they thought I should be. I was their Golden Boy until I went against what they wanted. Well, here I am with 80 days and you with 50. Fuck them....
There, it is off my chest. Now let's get to the business at hand. The past is the past, which is in fact why we are all here..........
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Here I sit, 20 days out....
First, I would like to apologize to October '12. I have been quiet for several weeks, after taking some lumps over differences in opinion with some other quitters. I never let it get in the way of posting roll, and have maintained 100%. However, I have not given you 100% for your quits. I have not been as good as I was when we first started this journey together. I let bullshit get in the way.....
Next, I would like to encourage everyone to go to HOF Speeches and read some of the amazing stories and experiences in those posts. I read one this morning that restarted my Fucking MADMAN! Morgan1, thank you for your in your face, intense, BADASS Quit. Thanks for energizing me and hitting me right between the fucking eyes, right when I needed it.
Next, thank you to all the people that supported me during my rants and confrontation with a certain quitter. Also, thank you to the people that criticized me and attacked me during the same confrontation. You and Morgan1 solidified my Quit Resolve.
Finally, to the Quitter that was the subject of controversy, thank you for your persistence. You have proven yourself to all of us, and you are doing amazing work. Quit On brother, I am with you. Funny thing is, I was with you in your quit the minute you came back, yet some people could not see that. You did, and we exchanged numbers that night. All they could see or say was I didn't have enough "time in quit" to be critical of another quitter, didn't matter if my comments were right or wrong. They were supportive of my quit until I went against who they thought I should be. I was their Golden Boy until I went against what they wanted. Well, here I am with 80 days and you with 50. Fuck them....
There, it is off my chest. Now let's get to the business at hand. The past is the past, which is in fact why we are all here..........
exactly.. the piss ol past. I can't remember who it was on hear told me: Just worry about your own quit. don't worry about there's. Your quitting for yourself.
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As I look back through history, there seems to be a very common theme among cavers. "I was drinking pretty heavy..." or "We were partying like crazy...." or "We were at the bar..." or "I was hanging out with a bunch of buddies that dip and...." or " I was on a fishing boat". The rest blame the cave on the wife or work or some other outside force. In other words, someone elses actions made me dip. Horseshit. Don't put it in your mouth. Stop looking for an excuse to use or an excuse to justify your piss poor decision and your pussy ass actions.
There is always debate on the site about why we cave or why we dipped/chewed or how bad we had it as kids or little green men making us pack our lip full of shit. Just about every cave story I have read, the caver was participating in risky behavior, mostly drinking. If you know that alcohol may affect your decision to stay quit, don't fucking drink. It's a choice. If you can't hang out with a friend because there is a possibility you will cave, then stay home. It's a choice. If he don't understand, then he ain't your friend anyway. You can't smoke a cigar or a cigarette to ward off a cave. You already caved. When we decide to quit, it is a lifestyle change. Either you are willing, or you are not.
My Bro Eric71 always talks about "Have a Plan for the Weekend". He is 100% spot fucking on. Maybe, when you are creating your plan for the weekend, it should consist of the things you are NOT going to do rather than the things you are.... I am not going to get shitfaced drunk, I am not going to go to the bar, I am not going to hang out with people that may influence my decisions, I am not going to go to the casino, etc... if you are willing to do these things knowing the may spur a cave, then do you really care about your quit???
Either use, or don't. It is a choice. The shit ain't easy, but ultimately, you choose. Get your ass on roll, and stick to it. Stay away from the behavior that will ultimately cause you to fail. The only behavior that works is promise us one day, fucking live up to it. Do it again tomorrow. Are you MADMAN enough to change your life?? I am.......
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So here I be....145 days quit. Haven't posted in my intro in quite a while. Read everyone else's, but havent been on mine. After reading SirDerek's new entry this morning, I feel I am being drawn back to these posts as well.
There have been so many accomplishments in the last 145 days, there is no way that I could possibly go back and list them all. So, what I think I will do is start from this point, and try and post once or twice a week to keep a running list. I think I will call it, "Diary of a MADMAN".
Sitting here thinking about that, I am stoked about having my first Thanksgiving dinner with my family without having to stuff shit in my mouth. No blue Solo cup stuffed with paper towels after the big meal. As soon as we are done eating, I will be headed to the woods for 5 days to hunt deer and pig. My first sit in a deer stand without "the bitch". I cant fucking wait! I love my new "first times".
Rock on Bitches, keep your quit close and never give up. Get your asses on roll, and reach out when you need to. QLAFM
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So here I be....145 days quit. Haven't posted in my intro in quite a while. Read everyone else's, but havent been on mine. After reading SirDerek's new entry this morning, I feel I am being drawn back to these posts as well.
There have been so many accomplishments in the last 145 days, there is no way that I could possibly go back and list them all. So, what I think I will do is start from this point, and try and post once or twice a week to keep a running list. I think I will call it, "Diary of a MADMAN".
Sitting here thinking about that, I am stoked about having my first Thanksgiving dinner with my family without having to stuff shit in my mouth. No blue Solo cup stuffed with paper towels after the big meal. As soon as we are done eating, I will be headed to the woods for 5 days to hunt deer and pig. My first sit in a deer stand without "the bitch". I cant fucking wait! I love my new "first times".
Rock on Bitches, keep your quit close and never give up. Get your asses on roll, and reach out when you need to. QLAFM
Madmen all day every day..... proud of you man
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So here I be....145 days quit. Haven't posted in my intro in quite a while. Read everyone else's, but havent been on mine. After reading SirDerek's new entry this morning, I feel I am being drawn back to these posts as well.
There have been so many accomplishments in the last 145 days, there is no way that I could possibly go back and list them all. So, what I think I will do is start from this point, and try and post once or twice a week to keep a running list. I think I will call it, "Diary of a MADMAN".
Sitting here thinking about that, I am stoked about having my first Thanksgiving dinner with my family without having to stuff shit in my mouth. No blue Solo cup stuffed with paper towels after the big meal. As soon as we are done eating, I will be headed to the woods for 5 days to hunt deer and pig. My first sit in a deer stand without "the bitch". I cant fucking wait! I love my new "first times".
Rock on Bitches, keep your quit close and never give up. Get your asses on roll, and reach out when you need to. QLAFM
Madmen all day every day..... proud of you man
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Jag in effect! As badass a quitter as there is on the site. Listen to what he has to say.....
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Diary Of A Madman
Day 149-So tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day. I have plenty to be thankful for, but tomorrow is different for me now. To me, tomorrow is Day 150. Everyday has a name now, not just the holidays.
Everyday is a lifetime now. From the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep, a lifetime. Each day, it's own. Yesterday is gone, a lifetime away. So fuck it. Tomorrow will bring it's own worries and challenges. But, it is a lifetime away, so again, fuck it. Today's lifetime will throw it's bullshit my way, but I look forward to hitting it head on and saying, "You have no part in this, bitch. I am just fine without you. You do not control my response. Fuck you."
Each day, I find a way to re-new my quit. Just for today. Usually, it comes from reading a post that someone shared on this site. It keeps me coming back. Helps me through each "lifetime". Day 149, still 100% Roll Call. It will not change.
October '12 has dwindled in numbers over the past 50 days. We are down to less than 1/3 of the people that started this journey. We have lost 9 Post HOF. Over the past few days, I have sent numerous texts out to brothers that have missed roll for more than 1 day. I have gotten several responses, got a few to ask me to post for them, and had a few get up and get themselves on roll. One has not responded in any way after 3 texts.
So, what is this rant truly about? Take part in your "lifetime" daily. Start it with a promise to yourself, and to the rest of us, that you will kick that bitch in the teeth. Today. Fuck yesterday, fuck tomorrow. "I WILL NOT GIVE IN TODAY. I WILL FACE EACH AND EVERY CHALLENGE THAT COMES MY WAY TODAY WITH A MADMAN ATTITUDE AND WITHOUT NICOTINE!"
Take charge of your quit, don't wait for someone to check up on you. If you know you cant post roll, text me. 770-846-9182. Or someone else. I will find a fucking way to get you on here. YOU need to initiate it, it's your quit. A simple text, can make all the difference when today slings it's bullshit your way...are you truly willing to do anything to stay quit if you can't send a text to a brother? --QLAFM
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Diary Of a MADMAN
Day 150
Kick start your shit, everyday. Then make every calculated move to stand by your promise and not let your brothers down. If you can't do that, well what good are you. It's pretty damn simple: I promise I won't use, I will do anything with in my power to keep that promise. Nothing else in your day is as important. If you think for one milli-second that you are going to FUCK THAT UP, you need to reach out. We will get you on roll, we will keep you quit. Until the time that you can maintain your quit, and pay that shit forward.
Yes, the steps are easy. No, the journey is not. But it is the most worthwhile shit you will ever do. I just woke up and hit HOF and a Fucking Half. More than enough motivation to push through the day. I WANT to see the challenges coming my way, so I can shoot that bitch down from the sky, then stomp the fucking life out of her ass!
All fucking day, I fucking quit, with every fucking one of you MADMEN! Bring the best you got bitch, we will not waiver, we will not faulter. All you will get is a one of a kind, MADMAN Quit put all over your sorry ass. I am with all my accountability partners, and will do anything for you...just ask. I am FULL ON QLAFM.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you, and remember to say thanks and say a prayer for our military and Public Service (Sheriff, Police, Fire, EMS, etc) for being out on the front line, kicking ass and taking names so that others can be with their families, safe and sound, to enjoy this holiday...
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Diary Of a MADMAN
Day 150
Kick start your shit, everyday. Then make every calculated move to stand by your promise and not let your brothers down. If you can't do that, well what good are you. It's pretty damn simple: I promise I won't use, I will do anything with in my power to keep that promise. Nothing else in your day is as important. If you think for one milli-second that you are going to FUCK THAT UP, you need to reach out. We will get you on roll, we will keep you quit. Until the time that you can maintain your quit, and pay that shit forward.
Yes, the steps are easy. No, the journey is not. But it is the most worthwhile shit you will ever do. I just woke up and hit HOF and a Fucking Half. More than enough motivation to push through the day. I WANT to see the challenges coming my way, so I can shoot that bitch down from the sky, then stomp the fucking life out of her ass!
All fucking day, I fucking quit, with every fucking one of you MADMEN! Bring the best you got bitch, we will not waiver, we will not faulter. All you will get is a one of a kind, MADMAN Quit put all over your sorry ass. I am with all my accountability partners, and will do anything for you...just ask. I am FULL ON QLAFM.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you, and remember to say thanks and say a prayer for our military and Public Service (Sheriff, Police, Fire, EMS, etc) for being out on the front line, kicking ass and taking names so that others can be with their families, safe and sound, to enjoy this holiday...
AWESOME!!!!
Keep up the true badass quit brother you are now and will continue to be a inspiration to others, showing them in fact this can be done!
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Diary Of A Madman
Day 153
I have been in the woods for the past three days on the first hunting trip of the year. I thought that I was way past having craves. I apparently am not. What a huge trigger sitting in the middle of no where, by yourself with nothing to do but sit still and be quiet is. I have always used the time as kind of a meditation time. Thinking about things that have been going right or going wrong in my life. Reflecting on things I should have done different. Things I plan to do different in the future. So on and so forth. So, what did I learn? That I can overcome the cravings, and I do not have to stop doing the things I love to do, in fear of that nasty bitch. Through my meditation, I won another victory today. You will not beat me, fucking ever.....
I knew that this weekend was going to be a challenge. My hunting partner dips a can and a half to two cans of grizzly a day. He won't stop, I didn't ask him to not dip this weekend. I knew it would be a selfish thing to ask, and I know how I would have responded 154 days ago. And, I know that I am bigger than a cave. I know my quit is strong enough to move fucking mountains. I know that I will not allow myself the easy way out. I will not ever put that shit in my body, never again. I will keep crossing milestones, and I will continue to fucking win these small battles. For that, my brothers and sisters, is how you win wars. One small victory at a time. I thank God for my victories....I thank KTC for my quit.
MADMAN quitting with all you bitches...today, and every day.
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Diary Of A Madman
Day 153
I have been in the woods for the past three days on the first hunting trip of the year. I thought that I was way past having craves. I apparently am not. What a huge trigger sitting in the middle of no where, by yourself with nothing to do but sit still and be quiet is. I have always used the time as kind of a meditation time. Thinking about things that have been going right or going wrong in my life. Reflecting on things I should have done different. Things I plan to do different in the future. So on and so forth. So, what did I learn? That I can overcome the cravings, and I do not have to stop doing the things I love to do, in fear of that nasty bitch. Through my meditation, I won another victory today. You will not beat me, fucking ever.....
I knew that this weekend was going to be a challenge. My hunting partner dips a can and a half to two cans of grizzly a day. He won't stop, I didn't ask him to not dip this weekend. I knew it would be a selfish thing to ask, and I know how I would have responded 154 days ago. And, I know that I am bigger than a cave. I know my quit is strong enough to move fucking mountains. I know that I will not allow myself the easy way out. I will not ever put that shit in my body, never again. I will keep crossing milestones, and I will continue to fucking win these small battles. For that, my brothers and sisters, is how you win wars. One small victory at a time. I thank God for my victories....I thank KTC for my quit.
MADMAN quitting with all you bitches...today, and every day.
Out-FUCKING-standing brother!!!
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Diary of a Madman
Day159
This morning, as I went to post roll, I said to myself, "One Hundred and Fifty Nine days! Holy shit, that's a long time." Immediately, another thought popped into my head. "Thirty One FUCKING YEARS you used! One hundred and fifty nine days ain't shit."
Now, before you reply, I am extremely proud of my 159 days. I am not down on myself about the number of days I have or do not have. It was just a reality check. So I calculated out the number of days there are in 31 years. No, it's not exactly 31 years today, but I know I started when I was 11 years old, and it was football season. I know because I got my first chew from the coach. So 31 is close enough. Anyway, 31 years equals 11, 315 days, not including leap years.
There has been alot of banter on KTC this past couple of weeks about people leaving the site, for whatever reason. The main two, I have shown my support. The Madmen are losing Post-HOF'ers weekly. When I posted roll, I wanted to make a statement about my commitment to my quit. I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here.
Although it is very easy to fall victim to some of the fucksticks, dickweeds and idiots that are as abundant as the true warriors on this site, you cannot let them rule your quit. Your quit is yours, and yours alone. I know some people like to claim that they are merely showing "tough love", but the fact of the matter is when it goes too far, it is more harmful than helpful. I have seen quitters walk away because of inmature and idiotic statements by other members.
I guess the point of this entry is, don't let a fucking idiot keep you from posting roll. We know the way of the wise...post roll, keep your fucking word, repeat tomorrow. If you do nothing else on the site, DO THIS! Choose your battles, the only one that is lasting is the battle with our addiction. Don't let stupid fucks get in your way, if they have it all figured out, well then they are the ones that no longer need the site. We still do.....
If you feel compelled to respond to this post to contradict my view or "show me" where or why I am wrong, don't. I don't really give a fuck what you have to say about it...to my brothers that have considered walking away over meaningless childish comments of others, well, you are bigger than that. Stick with what we know works, ignore the ignorant. QLAFM
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Diary of a Madman
Day159
This morning, as I went to post roll, I said to myself, "One Hundred and Fifty Nine days! Holy shit, that's a long time." Immediately, another thought popped into my head. "Thirty One FUCKING YEARS you used! One hundred and fifty nine days ain't shit."
Now, before you reply, I am extremely proud of my 159 days. I am not down on myself about the number of days I have or do not have. It was just a reality check. So I calculated out the number of days there are in 31 years. No, it's not exactly 31 years today, but I know I started when I was 11 years old, and it was football season. I know because I got my first chew from the coach. So 31 is close enough. Anyway, 31 years equals 11, 315 days, not including leap years.
There has been alot of banter on KTC this past couple of weeks about people leaving the site, for whatever reason. The main two, I have shown my support. The Madmen are losing Post-HOF'ers weekly. When I posted roll, I wanted to make a statement about my commitment to my quit. I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here.
Although it is very easy to fall victim to some of the fucksticks, dickweeds and idiots that are as abundant as the true warriors on this site, you cannot let them rule your quit. Your quit is yours, and yours alone. I know some people like to claim that they are merely showing "tough love", but the fact of the matter is when it goes too far, it is more harmful than helpful. I have seen quitters walk away because of inmature and idiotic statements by other members.
I guess the point of this entry is, don't let a fucking idiot keep you from posting roll. We know the way of the wise...post roll, keep your fucking word, repeat tomorrow. If you do nothing else on the site, DO THIS! Choose your battles, the only one that is lasting is the battle with our addiction. Don't let stupid fucks get in your way, if they have it all figured out, well then they are the ones that no longer need the site. We still do.....
If you feel compelled to respond to this post to contradict my view or "show me" where or why I am wrong, don't. I don't really give a fuck what you have to say about it...to my brothers that have considered walking away over meaningless childish comments of others, well, you are bigger than that. Stick with what we know works, ignore the ignorant. QLAFM
Quit Like A Fother Mucker....with extra Vigor.
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Diary of a Madman
Day 161
So it has been a while since I said "Thank You" to the vets that invested in my quit 161 days ago. I sent out text messages yesterday to the ones in my phone. You truly made a difference. If you didn't get a text, I would like to tell you now. THANK YOU! To everyone else that has shown support throughout my quit, a genuine "Thank You".
To the Madmen of October '12, a continuous and forever "THANK YOU". We have travelled a dark and rocky road, together. Yea, we have lost several during the journey, but the core of the group is still together. I hope we always are. We know that we can weather any rage, rant and general bullshit that comes our way.
Finally, to everyone on KTC that your posts and threads I have read, "Thank You". All of it has formed the parameters of my quit. Some I chose to emmulate, and some I have chosen to make sure I NEVER act like you. Either way, you had an impact on my quit, therefore, an impact on my life. I am forever greatful.....
Today, and always, QLAFM.....
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Diary of A Madman
Day 163
Big day today. Lieutenant Assesment center for promotion for me, MEPS for my 17 year old son joining the military. It's funny how all the stars align on days like this. Full circle. I am as proud as a father can be, and ready for the next step in my career.
I am Happy to be facing today's challenges without a mouth full of poison. Happy that my Brother Eric is back on the scene. Happy to be married and to be a father. Happy to be nicotine free...Thank you Brothers (and Sisters).
QLAFM
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Proud to be quit with you today and always keep moving forward!!!
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Proud to be quit with you today and always keep moving forward!!!
Happy for you and your family Jag. Walking this road with you since day 1 has been like having a brother. Proud as always to be quit with you.
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It is amazing all the things that can actually be accomplished without nicotine.
Freedom is an amazing thing. Enjoy it.
STAY QUIT
Greg
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Diary of a MADMAN!
Day 168
MAD MAN does not desribe what I am feeling right now!
I had a conversation with my wife while Christmas shopping today. We were walking through the mall, and I look in a store just as a dude pulls a spitter out of his jacket pocket and let's a stream go. Big fucking fatty in his lip. I started laughing.
The wife says, "What's so funny?" I told her what I had just witnessed, and said, "It's just funny that I used to be that dude. I didn't care where I was at. I didn't care about the image that I portrayed. I didn't care what it did to you and the kids. Now, 168 days later, I just think it's funny that everyone in my support group (KTC) were that dude. But we found a way out. A better way to live." I promised her again today that I would not go back. I haven't told her in a few weeks, so I was happy that it all had taken place...
We get home, and as I am logging on to KTC to update the spread I get a text from Sir Derek. HOLY FUCK I was not ready for what was about to happen. KStamp?????
No fucking way...I am crushed. I am pissed. I am hurt. My phone never rang.....
If you are new to the site, this is the shit you need to see. All of the tools that we talk about on this site were totally ignored this weekend by one of the baddest quitters I fucking know. Use this site. Honor these principles. Listen the fucking people that have walked this path ahead of you.
Don't stop reading here. Scroll through every one of our posts. Hell, I specifically addressed the issue on September 15. When you are done with my intro, go to the next one. And the next, and the next......QLAFM
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Diary of a MADMAN!
Day 168
MAD MAN does not desribe what I am feeling right now!
I had a conversation with my wife while Christmas shopping today. We were walking through the mall, and I look in a store just as a dude pulls a spitter out of his jacket pocket and let's a stream go. Big fucking fatty in his lip. I started laughing.
The wife says, "What's so funny?" I told her what I had just witnessed, and said, "It's just funny that I used to be that dude. I didn't care where I was at. I didn't care about the image that I portrayed. I didn't care what it did to you and the kids. Now, 168 days later, I just think it's funny that everyone in my support group (KTC) were that dude. But we found a way out. A better way to live." I promised her again today that I would not go back. I haven't told her in a few weeks, so I was happy that it all had taken place...
We get home, and as I am logging on to KTC to update the spread I get a text from Sir Derek. HOLY FUCK I was not ready for what was about to happen. KStamp?????
No fucking way...I am crushed. I am pissed. I am hurt. My phone never rang.....
If you are new to the site, this is the shit you need to see. All of the tools that we talk about on this site were totally ignored this weekend by one of the baddest quitters I fucking know. Use this site. Honor these principles. Listen the fucking people that have walked this path ahead of you.
Don't stop reading here. Scroll through every one of our posts. Hell, I specifically addressed the issue on September 15. When you are done with my intro, go to the next one. And the next, and the next......QLAFM
To say Kstamp caught us by surprise is the understatement of the year. Guy had a badass quit going on, day in, day out, 100% record of posting roll. No one in our group saw this coming. No one in our group got a call that night either.
THE TOOLS ARE AT OUR DISPOSAL, WE NEED TO TRAIN AND RE-TRAIN OURSELVES ON HOW TO MOST EFFECTIVELY USE THEM. IT IS TOO DAMN BAD WE HAVE TO BE REMINDED OF THIS IN THIS MANNER.
Losing a quit brother sucks, losing one after no effort was given to abstain cuts deep, losing one as a result of negligence in their quit is unacceptable and bleeds the trust from the relationship.
You've got a lot of fences to mend Kstamp. Best get your tools out and start working OT
QLAFM
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Diary of a Madman
Day 173
So the week has passed, alot has happened this week. The Madmen and Madwomen have pulled through again. A brother caved, but seems to be back on the right path. Two more quitters dropped from the spreadsheet. Looks like 2 more are gonna drop below the line and 1 more will be removed in the coming week.
If this week plays out like I think it will, we will be down to the bones of the group. Only 21 Badasses will remain. For the most part, daily posters. I hope the other 3 get their shit together and do not have to learn the hard way that stepping away will KILL their quit. Stepping away is not an option. But those that are in jeapordy haven't participated fully. No one has their numbers, they haven't asked for any of ours that I am aware of. Dangerous behavior.....
The coming week, I would like to see everyone post. If you can't get to the site, text one of us. We will get you on roll. This week will be full of celebration and parties and other distractions. PUT YOUR QUIT FIRST. Give your word for the day, we all know it works. When your quit starts taking the backseat, it gets a little weaker with each passing day. Eventually, you get careless. When you no longer care for your quit, you lose......QLAFM
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Diary Of A Madman
Day 301
So it's been a while since I have been vocal around the site. I pretty much stay within my group (October 12). Having made it to day 300 yesterday, I have a renewed vigor for sustaining my quit. My quit has not been in jeopardy, but I haven't nurtured it the way I should.
This morning, a Brother Madman challenged our group to figure out how much money you could have saved if you never started dipping. I found this to be fascinating...he even went so far as to inquire what you would do with the money if you would have saved it. I have to admit, it stirred my curiosity. So, here is my attempt at figuring it out.
The math is not entirely correct, but I had to have a formula...so, I remember paying about $1.50 per tin (per day) when I started. That was in 1981. So my calculation is based on a step increase of $0.50 every 5 years (1825 days). Probably no where close to accurate, but as deep as I am willing to go.... I dipped for 31 years, or 5 step increases. The last 12-15 years were at 1 1/2 tins per day, and when I quit I was paying $4.35 per tin. I will do the last year based on this....however, the math is still very conservative. What a shame.....
(1981-1986) 1825 x 1.50=2,737.50
(1987-1991) 1825 x 2.00=3,650.00
(1992-1996) 1825 x 2.50=4,562.50
(1997-2001) 1825 x 3.00=8,212.50 (1 1/2 tins per day or 4.50 per day)
(2002-2206) 1825 x 3.50=9,581.25 (1 1/2 tins per day or 5.25 per day)
(2007-2011) 1825 x 4.00=10,950.00 (1 1/2 tins per day or 6.00 per day)
(20012) 365 x 4.35=2,381.50 (1 1/2 tins per day or 6.50 per day)
Grand Total: $42, 075.25
What would I do with the money if I hadn't spit it away? Holy shit, I don't know. What I do know is I have saved $1,956.50 in the last 301 days. No where close to breaking even, but one day.......I will.
Whatever you do, do it like a Fucking MADMAN.....
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Jag, you are an inspriation! Keep it up!!
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Jag, you are an inspriation! Keep it up!!
My brother in quit, day in and day out!
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Jag, you are an inspriation! Keep it up!!
My brother in quit, day in and day out!
That was a great way to keep things in perspective brother, Quit on Quiter!
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Jag, you are an inspriation! Keep it up!!
My brother in quit, day in and day out!
That was a great way to keep things in perspective brother, Quit on Quiter!
One day we will break even! My journey is very similar to yours but I had a pause from 1979-1981 with 6 years use before that. I applaud your quit! 'clap'
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Diary of a Madman
Day 348
Holy shit. What a week. I have continued to stay within my group for the most part, and texting with brothers and sisters rather than get involved in the quits of others. For no other reason than I am busy as hell with a son graduating from High School and joining the military, crazy ass work schedule and the other daily duties of the wife and an 8 year old daughter. Not making excuses, just the way it is right now. Having said that, I still continuously read on KTC daily and have maintained 100% Roll. To me, it is the same as my daily Bible study. Necessary for my survival....
During my "KTC Study" this week, I read threads from two of the dumbest sons of bitches I have ever came across. What the fuck is up with these two cats? A little note to the two of you, and anyone else that reads this post that wants to "influence" the rest of us with your fantasy quits:
WE DO NOT WANT YOUR ADVICE. WE ARE NOT INTERESTED IN CHANGING THE FOUNDATION OF KTC. IF YOU WANT TO DO IT DIFFERENT, FINE. NO ONE GIVES A SHIT. GO DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Having said that, I have fought members in the past for trying to force people away from the site. Even the quitters that I thought were fucking idiots, I encouraged them to put their bullshit and ego in check and get on board with the program. Some did, some didn't. I exchanged numbers with every quitter that I voiced my difference of opinion with. With the exception of one, we all still text with each other and hold the other accountable.
But you two, you are a special breed of shit birds. There are exceptions to every rule, and you two fit the bill. I am aware that we do not have to read your bullshit, and that the "take what you need, leave the rest" has value. However, you are doing nothing but poisoning the minds of new quitters that truly want the help this site provides.
We encourage new members to read, read, read. The problem with that, is that stupid assholes like the two of you come here and think you are better than the rest of us, and think that you are special and you think that the proven methods exercised here are meaningless and pointless. So why are you hanging around?
If you are a new quitter; Read, read, read. If you truly immerse yourself in this site and this mentality, you will find that there are some ignorant fuckers here. They are, however, few and far between. Thank God for that.
But the big picture is, this system works. Every single time if you work your quit. There are no secrets to our method: Post roll, honor your fucking word, repeat. Gather like minded people around you, and together, hold one another accountable. Then, when you have a good foothold, pay it forward. It truly is that simple. Yes, it is difficult. But do not be distracted by the ignorant.......you CAN do this.
If you are reading like we encourage you to, it won't take you long to figure out that KTC is the way to beat nicotine addiction. The people here will guide you and help you 100% of the way, but you have to believe in the system........QLAFM
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Diary of a Madman
Day 348
Holy shit. What a week. I have continued to stay within my group for the most part, and texting with brothers and sisters rather than get involved in the quits of others. For no other reason than I am busy as hell with a son graduating from High School and joining the military, crazy ass work schedule and the other daily duties of the wife and an 8 year old daughter. Not making excuses, just the way it is right now. Having said that, I still continuously read on KTC daily and have maintained 100% Roll. To me, it is the same as my daily Bible study. Necessary for my survival....
During my "KTC Study" this week, I read threads from two of the dumbest sons of bitches I have ever came across. What the fuck is up with these two cats? A little note to the two of you, and anyone else that reads this post that wants to "influence" the rest of us with your fantasy quits:
WE DO NOT WANT YOUR ADVICE. WE ARE NOT INTERESTED IN CHANGING THE FOUNDATION OF KTC. IF YOU WANT TO DO IT DIFFERENT, FINE. NO ONE GIVES A SHIT. GO DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Having said that, I have fought members in the past for trying to force people away from the site. Even the quitters that I thought were fucking idiots, I encouraged them to put their bullshit and ego in check and get on board with the program. Some did, some didn't. I exchanged numbers with every quitter that I voiced my difference of opinion with. With the exception of one, we all still text with each other and hold the other accountable.
But you two, you are a special breed of shit birds. There are exceptions to every rule, and you two fit the bill. I am aware that we do not have to read your bullshit, and that the "take what you need, leave the rest" has value. However, you are doing nothing but poisoning the minds of new quitters that truly want the help this site provides.
We encourage new members to read, read, read. The problem with that, is that stupid assholes like the two of you come here and think you are better than the rest of us, and think that you are special and you think that the proven methods exercised here are meaningless and pointless. So why are you hanging around?
If you are a new quitter; Read, read, read. If you truly immerse yourself in this site and this mentality, you will find that there are some ignorant fuckers here. They are, however, few and far between. Thank God for that.
But the big picture is, this system works. Every single time if you work your quit. There are no secrets to our method: Post roll, honor your fucking word, repeat. Gather like minded people around you, and together, hold one another accountable. Then, when you have a good foothold, pay it forward. It truly is that simple. Yes, it is difficult. But do not be distracted by the ignorant.......you CAN do this.
If you are reading like we encourage you to, it won't take you long to figure out that KTC is the way to beat nicotine addiction. The people here will guide you and help you 100% of the way, but you have to believe in the system........QLAFM
:wub:
There are lessons to be learned from the good and the bad. Those turds just show a shining example of how NOT to sucede.
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Damn...loving some live chat tonight....been a while, come join us...
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Damn...loving some live chat tonight....been a while, come join us...
Dude! Was a pleasure to meet you and chat tonight bro. Guys like you... my quit bows to your quit. Peace...
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Diary of a Madman
Day 348
Holy shit. What a week. I have continued to stay within my group for the most part, and texting with brothers and sisters rather than get involved in the quits of others. For no other reason than I am busy as hell with a son graduating from High School and joining the military, crazy ass work schedule and the other daily duties of the wife and an 8 year old daughter. Not making excuses, just the way it is right now. Having said that, I still continuously read on KTC daily and have maintained 100% Roll. To me, it is the same as my daily Bible study. Necessary for my survival....
During my "KTC Study" this week, I read threads from two of the dumbest sons of bitches I have ever came across. What the fuck is up with these two cats? A little note to the two of you, and anyone else that reads this post that wants to "influence" the rest of us with your fantasy quits:
WE DO NOT WANT YOUR ADVICE. WE ARE NOT INTERESTED IN CHANGING THE FOUNDATION OF KTC. IF YOU WANT TO DO IT DIFFERENT, FINE. NO ONE GIVES A SHIT. GO DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Having said that, I have fought members in the past for trying to force people away from the site. Even the quitters that I thought were fucking idiots, I encouraged them to put their bullshit and ego in check and get on board with the program. Some did, some didn't. I exchanged numbers with every quitter that I voiced my difference of opinion with. With the exception of one, we all still text with each other and hold the other accountable.
But you two, you are a special breed of shit birds. There are exceptions to every rule, and you two fit the bill. I am aware that we do not have to read your bullshit, and that the "take what you need, leave the rest" has value. However, you are doing nothing but poisoning the minds of new quitters that truly want the help this site provides.
We encourage new members to read, read, read. The problem with that, is that stupid assholes like the two of you come here and think you are better than the rest of us, and think that you are special and you think that the proven methods exercised here are meaningless and pointless. So why are you hanging around?
If you are a new quitter; Read, read, read. If you truly immerse yourself in this site and this mentality, you will find that there are some ignorant fuckers here. They are, however, few and far between. Thank God for that.
But the big picture is, this system works. Every single time if you work your quit. There are no secrets to our method: Post roll, honor your fucking word, repeat. Gather like minded people around you, and together, hold one another accountable. Then, when you have a good foothold, pay it forward. It truly is that simple. Yes, it is difficult. But do not be distracted by the ignorant.......you CAN do this.
If you are reading like we encourage you to, it won't take you long to figure out that KTC is the way to beat nicotine addiction. The people here will guide you and help you 100% of the way, but you have to believe in the system........QLAFM
:wub:
There are lessons to be learned from the good and the bad. Those turds just show a shining example of how NOT to sucede.
Love me some jaglogic, and love me some Oct12 quit. Shining city on a hill my friend, keep inspiring!
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Diary of a Madman
Day 362
There is always something more we can do to improve who we are.....
brett1405 341 I quit for today with my brain getting sharper than it ever was with a cancer turd in my lip! I am also more involved with my son and life!! Thank you KTC and All of You! Thank you.
Brett - this is so awesome to hear. It is something that I have discovered as well as hearing from alot and that is we have not only been able to stop poisoning ourselves, but I think we have also rediscovered who we are and have made great strides in living our lives to the fullest with each of our families.
Who would have thought when we started this journey that we would uncover so much about ourselves. I am so proud to be a part of this group. And to paraphrase Tiny Tim (and no not bigwhitebeast):
"God Bless us and KTC, every one"
I could not agree more. I was thinking about exactly this night before last. Got to thinking about Tuesday being 1 year. I guess I kind of started feeling "what's next" and "how can I keep getting better".
So, just to keep the "getting better" trend going, I joined the "Alcohol Quit" group, and posted a Day 1. I know the system works, and I know it will take my health and well being to another level. I challenge each of you to do it as well.........Like a Fucking Madman......
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Diary of a Madman
Day 362
There is always something more we can do to improve who we are.....
brett1405 341 I quit for today with my brain getting sharper than it ever was with a cancer turd in my lip! I am also more involved with my son and life!! Thank you KTC and All of You! Thank you.
Brett - this is so awesome to hear. It is something that I have discovered as well as hearing from alot and that is we have not only been able to stop poisoning ourselves, but I think we have also rediscovered who we are and have made great strides in living our lives to the fullest with each of our families.
Who would have thought when we started this journey that we would uncover so much about ourselves. I am so proud to be a part of this group. And to paraphrase Tiny Tim (and no not bigwhitebeast):
"God Bless us and KTC, every one"
I could not agree more. I was thinking about exactly this night before last. Got to thinking about Tuesday being 1 year. I guess I kind of started feeling "what's next" and "how can I keep getting better".
So, just to keep the "getting better" trend going, I joined the "Alcohol Quit" group, and posted a Day 1. I know the system works, and I know it will take my health and well being to another level. I challenge each of you to do it as well.........Like a Fucking Madman......
Noyice!
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
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Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
so glad everyone is brushing each others hair....
jag......i give you 2 months...
odds are that you will fail.......
prove me wrong
Clean Fuel, not sure if you are trying to be a motivator or just a tool. Either way, BRING IT! I am not quitting for you, only for me. So, no need to prove you wrong or to listen to negative BS. But I can chuckle at you....either way.
So, Good Morning Clean Fuel, whats your Quit Date? Any advise for me today?
Trying to motivate.....and just point out that the odds are against you....I think over half my July brothers are gone......
My advice...and what worked for me early (I did not do the fake stuff.....I did chew gum - but only for a week) was focus on my first dentist visit which I did after 2 weeks. Funny thing was that I had not been in 3 years.....
My first month was about keeping my mouth clean
I love when I am wrong. Not to jump the gun or anything - but congrats on your upcoming year anniversary. It's been a great year brother.
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Keep up the great quit jag .. Day 4 must be an amazing one without dip .. Enjoy it you earned it .
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Jag check your inbox I'd be glad to trade #'s. this quit is a give and take. I Q.U.I.T. (quit under intense temptation) with you today!
so glad everyone is brushing each others hair....
jag......i give you 2 months...
odds are that you will fail.......
prove me wrong
Clean Fuel, not sure if you are trying to be a motivator or just a tool. Either way, BRING IT! I am not quitting for you, only for me. So, no need to prove you wrong or to listen to negative BS. But I can chuckle at you....either way.
So, Good Morning Clean Fuel, whats your Quit Date? Any advise for me today?
Trying to motivate.....and just point out that the odds are against you....I think over half my July brothers are gone......
My advice...and what worked for me early (I did not do the fake stuff.....I did chew gum - but only for a week) was focus on my first dentist visit which I did after 2 weeks. Funny thing was that I had not been in 3 years.....
My first month was about keeping my mouth clean
I love when I am wrong. Not to jump the gun or anything - but congrats on your upcoming year anniversary. It's been a great year brother.
Now that's BADASS right there. Thank you for the reminder of where I was, and where I am now. You have been there for me the whole time, when I needed support and when I needed a kick in the ass. Thanks for the ride Brother!!!!
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
BAD. ASS.
'worship' 'worship'
'party2' 'party2' 'chew2' 'chew2' 'clap' 'clap'
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
BAD. ASS.
'worship' 'worship'
'party2' 'party2' 'chew2' 'chew2' 'clap' 'clap'
Congrats! Proud to be quit with you.
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
BAD. ASS.
'worship' 'worship'
'party2' 'party2' 'chew2' 'chew2' 'clap' 'clap'
Congrats! Proud to be quit with you.
That's a bad ass QUIT!!! Congrats Jag
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
BAD. ASS.
'worship' 'worship'
'party2' 'party2' 'chew2' 'chew2' 'clap' 'clap'
Congrats! Proud to be quit with you.
That's a bad ass QUIT!!! Congrats Jag
KA-POWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
NOYICE MY BROTHER!!!!!
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
This is just plain good stuff! (AKA, Quit Wood)
Congratulations, brother!
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
This is just plain good stuff! (AKA, Quit Wood)
Congratulations, brother!
I'll be right here with you. I have no intention of letting up on the stranglehold we've put around the bitch's throat! It is too eerie that I can still recall my last failed attempt to quit. Every day, posting roll and helping who we can help, that is how we roll! Proud as hell to have gotten to know you and the rest of our group on this path.
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Diary Of A MAdman
Day 365
One year. I am extremely proud of posting roll today. When I started this journey, I NEVER thought that I would make it to this day.
On Day 159, I posted this:
"I cannot, nor will not, become complacent with my quit. I cannot relax, I cannot loose focus, and I need the accountability my quit requires. When my days quit are equal to the 11,315 days that I CHOSE to use, then I will re-evaluate whether or not I can go it alone. Until then, I will be here."
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
This is just plain good stuff! (AKA, Quit Wood)
Congratulations, brother!
I'll be right here with you. I have no intention of letting up on the stranglehold we've put around the bitch's throat! It is too eerie that I can still recall my last failed attempt to quit. Every day, posting roll and helping who we can help, that is how we roll! Proud as hell to have gotten to know you and the rest of our group on this path.
This is what this site brings!
-Quit brotherhood
-Accountability!
-Freedom!
-Inspiration!
Great stuff brother I am proud to be quit with you and lets keep kicking nic's ass one day at a time!
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Well had to get this up here, a day later but a HUGE congrats for the 5 0 0 .
This is definitely a brother to have standing right beside you while we fight the nic bitch.
Proud to be a madman with you Jag.
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6 0 0 -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
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6 0 0 -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
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6 0 0Â -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
Thanks Bro's....nothing stronger than a Brotherhood!
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6 0 0Â -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
Thanks Bro's....nothing stronger than a Brotherhood!
Bravo!!! 'oh yeah'
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6 0 0Â -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
Thanks Bro's....nothing stronger than a Brotherhood!
Bravo!!! 'oh yeah'
'BanDog'
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6 0 0Â -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
Thanks Bro's....nothing stronger than a Brotherhood!
Bravo!!! 'oh yeah'
'BanDog'
A badass quitter if ever there was one. Hats off to you Drew. 'party2'
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6 0 0Â -
this madman just keeps on cranking out those +1 day after day, and each and every day in Oct12
Proud beyond belief brother.
'clap'
Thanks Bro's....nothing stronger than a Brotherhood!
Bravo!!! 'oh yeah'
'BanDog'
A badass quitter if ever there was one. Hats off to you Drew. 'party2'
Well fuckin done jackinfest!!! Proud to quit with as well.
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2 years a couple days late, but congrats brother
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2 years a couple days late, but congrats brother
Times 2
You make this October quitter proud.
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2 years a couple days late, but congrats brother
Times 2
You make this October quitter proud.
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
Had to bring this back to the limelight Drew, still here with you and still proud as hell to be a Madman! Congratulations brother!
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2 years a couple days late, but congrats brother
Times 2
You make this October quitter proud.
Well, I haven't missed a day in 365. That means I have 10,950 days of meeting you all here, every day, to continue with this battle. Thank you to every one that has supported me during the most AMAZING year of my life.
And to my Brother Eric, CONGRATULATIONS! Looking forward to being side by side at Day 730.
Like a Fucking MADMAN........
Had to bring this back to the limelight Drew, still here with you and still proud as hell to be a Madman! Congratulations brother!
Time is flying by !!
Lap 2 check - now a short hop to the 8th
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Congrats on two years man!!