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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Matt3281 on July 20, 2013, 05:04:00 PM
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Hello every1 my name is Matt. I am 32 and live in Mercersburg,pa. I have a family of 5 Myself and fiance and 3 beautiful kids. I started today on stopping chewing tobacco. I have done it since i was 18yrs old. Started from that stupid thing called peer preasure. I have tried something different on this time trying to quit. I took beef jerky and used my ninja and made it very fine and added some water to it and put it in the tin's of empty chewing tobacco cans. Maybe now each time i choose to get some of that nasty stuff.. i can learn that its not good for me. I was told a month ago that i may have something growing in my throat. I am not one for hospitals but, i may know what it may be. I have trouble eating and swallowing as of now. I will only bet that i may have cancer in my throat. So, knowing and betting on that... I quit today. I have only been using chewing tobacco whenever i am very stressed out or just crave it. I joined this site in hope that i would find more people like myself that could give me advice or give me idea's on how to quit or what to use to fix the oral fixtation. Thank you, Matt
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Hello every1 my name is Matt. I am 32 and live in Mercersburg,pa. I have a family of 5 Myself and fiance and 3 beautiful kids. I started today on stopping chewing tobacco. I have done it since i was 18yrs old. Started from that stupid thing called peer preasure. I have tried something different on this time trying to quit. I took beef jerky and used my ninja and made it very fine and added some water to it and put it in the tin's of empty chewing tobacco cans. Maybe now each time i choose to get some of that nasty stuff.. i can learn that its not good for me. I was told a month ago that i may have something growing in my throat. I am not one for hospitals but, i may know what it may be. I have trouble eating and swallowing as of now. I will only bet that i may have cancer in my throat. So, knowing and betting on that... I quit today. I have only been using chewing tobacco whenever i am very stressed out or just crave it. I joined this site in hope that i would find more people like myself that could give me advice or give me idea's on how to quit or what to use to fix the oral fixtation. Thank you, Matt
After reading your intro matt I determined one fact. You know very little about nicotine and addiction. You know very little about the poison you are putting in your body every day since you were 18 yrs old.
Don't take anything I say in the next few seconds personal. Its truth. The truth will set you free.
You are addicted to one of the most addictive drugs known to man. 1000's of people have used this sight to quit this addictive drug and live happy lives without it every day. Since we are addicted we can never have just one. One is to many and 1000 is never enough. You to are addicted.
You stated that you only dip when you crave. Sorry to tell you, but 30 minutes after your last dip your craves begin. Until nicotine is out of your system, which takes up to 72 hours you will continue to crave. After 72 hours you start healing. You start your journey to a nicotine free life. After 72 hours each day you go without it you crave less and less. I'm 155 days clean and loving my new life.
You need to go to the top left and read welcome center. Learn why and how we post roll. Pay particular attention to why (this is most important).
You want a new life, you have to take it brother. The poison is not going to give it back. Trash your stash, post roll and lets get to really quitting. All this stopping mess is doing you no good. Right now you believe it can't be done. I'm here to tell you it can. You have to get the poison out so you can be free from it.
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Hello every1 my name is Matt. I am 32 and live in Mercersburg,pa. I have a family of 5 Myself and fiance and 3 beautiful kids. I started today on stopping chewing tobacco. I have done it since i was 18yrs old. Started from that stupid thing called peer preasure. I have tried something different on this time trying to quit. I took beef jerky and used my ninja and made it very fine and added some water to it and put it in the tin's of empty chewing tobacco cans. Maybe now each time i choose to get some of that nasty stuff.. i can learn that its not good for me. I was told a month ago that i may have something growing in my throat. I am not one for hospitals but, i may know what it may be. I have trouble eating and swallowing as of now. I will only bet that i may have cancer in my throat. So, knowing and betting on that... I quit today. I have only been using chewing tobacco whenever i am very stressed out or just crave it. I joined this site in hope that i would find more people like myself that could give me advice or give me idea's on how to quit or what to use to fix the oral fixtation. Thank you, Matt
Damn, Matt I was not prepared to see how much trouble you're in when I started reading your post! The first thing is to flush all the snuff and smokeless crap down the commode. The next thing to go is get medical attention immediately because your symptoms are pretty concerning. The only thing that has kept you from already getting this overdue help that is probably necessary to save your life is the twisted reasoning that the nicotine is more important. The drug has caused your mind to sacrifice everything, even potentially your health and your life, to keep using. If it were even possible I WOULD recommend you go to the hospital and ask to be admitted. It's that important.
I'm sending you a PM to give me a call if you get this message and I'm not trying to alarm you but there is a problem here, bud.
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Hello every1 my name is Matt. I am 32 and live in Mercersburg,pa. I have a family of 5 Myself and fiance and 3 beautiful kids. I started today on stopping chewing tobacco. I have done it since i was 18yrs old. Started from that stupid thing called peer preasure. I have tried something different on this time trying to quit. I took beef jerky and used my ninja and made it very fine and added some water to it and put it in the tin's of empty chewing tobacco cans. Maybe now each time i choose to get some of that nasty stuff.. i can learn that its not good for me. I was told a month ago that i may have something growing in my throat. I am not one for hospitals but, i may know what it may be. I have trouble eating and swallowing as of now. I will only bet that i may have cancer in my throat. So, knowing and betting on that... I quit today. I have only been using chewing tobacco whenever i am very stressed out or just crave it. I joined this site in hope that i would find more people like myself that could give me advice or give me idea's on how to quit or what to use to fix the oral fixtation. Thank you, Matt
Damn, Matt I was not prepared to see how much trouble you're in when I started reading your post! The first thing is to flush all the snuff and smokeless crap down the commode. The next thing to go is get medical attention immediately because your symptoms are pretty concerning. The only thing that has kept you from already getting this overdue help that is probably necessary to save your life is the twisted reasoning that the nicotine is more important. The drug has caused your mind to sacrifice everything, even potentially your health and your life, to keep using. If it were even possible I WOULD recommend you go to the hospital and ask to be admitted. It's that important.
I'm sending you a PM to give me a call if you get this message and I'm not trying to alarm you but there is a problem here, bud.
Matt you have a lot of reasons to quit, but number one you must want to be free from this addiction worse than anything else. Get your throat checked out and no matter what the diagnosis maintain your desire to quit. I personally don't like the use of the empty tin for your jerky but that's just me. Absolutely no nicotine end of discussion!!! Now wake up and end your addiction and let the peer pressure here help you through.
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Waiting for Matt to post roll and to respond to my PM. There's a chance he's quit but not a great one, and may be another day one butterfly come and gone. GET INVOLVED and get your checkup Matt!
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Well, woke up this morning feeling a lil better than last night. Still have a headache and fog...and not feeling hungry.. So when am i supposed to feel hungry again? You know ppl told me i gotta seek medical attention cause i have something growing in my throat.. well ya know ... I hate doctors and hospitals so, that's not going to happen. Cause if i know what it might be why the " F " would i go seek medical attention ? Really ! So other than feeling like i wanna give up or kick someone's ass. What other ways are there to KTC ... when can i buy that fake stuff and how much is it? Cause the " Jalepno beef jerky just tastes nasty and burns my fing lips and mouth. Anyone have any idea's other than seeing a stupid doctor ?
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Well, woke up this morning feeling a lil better than last night. Still have a headache and fog...and not feeling hungry.. So when am i supposed to feel hungry again? You know ppl told me i gotta seek medical attention cause i have something growing in my throat.. well ya know ... I hate doctors and hospitals so, that's not going to happen. Cause if i know what it might be why the " F " would i go seek medical attention ? Really ! So other than feeling like i wanna give up or kick someone's ass. What other ways are there to KTC ... when can i buy that fake stuff and how much is it? Cause the " Jalepno beef jerky just tastes nasty and burns my fing lips and mouth. Anyone have any idea's other than seeing a stupid doctor ?
Matt,
Here are some reviews on fake: reviews (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6034). You can buy some of these at Wal-Mart or perhaps other stores near you, you can also order most online.
As a funeral director I've seen many people who have died from tobacco related cancer. I also know people who had cancer, got treated and lived man. It's your life, your call but hell has anyone told you you have something that can't be treated? I guess I'm just the kind of guy who wants to know what's up even if it scares the shit out of me. If I knew something was up and I didn't have much time to live I'd take ssi disability and spend some time with those I love.
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Well, woke up this morning feeling a lil better than last night. Still have a headache and fog...and not feeling hungry.. So when am i supposed to feel hungry again? You know ppl told me i gotta seek medical attention cause i have something growing in my throat.. well ya know ... I hate doctors and hospitals so, that's not going to happen. Cause if i know what it might be why the " F " would i go seek medical attention ? Really ! So other than feeling like i wanna give up or kick someone's ass. What other ways are there to KTC ... when can i buy that fake stuff and how much is it? Cause the " Jalepno beef jerky just tastes nasty and burns my fing lips and mouth. Anyone have any idea's other than seeing a stupid doctor ?
First off keep the same thread I will ask a MOD to combine your thread so that for one incases like this you can see the rant when you look back over your thread.
Oh so not knowing its cancer is fine with you? Dude you have so much to learn have you done any reading here? So early detection or knowing for sure if its cancer or not is not important...then this tells me you don't give a shit about your life. It also tells me your addict brain in in full swing talking such bullshit. If you didn't give a fuck you wouldn't be here. So that statement is double talk addict speak and fear.
You are in the suck my friend embrace it remember how you are feeling right now. All these feelings you are having is the poison leaving your body. Remember how bad you feel so that you will never again for any reason(NAFAR) feel like this.
I used seeds and gum a shit ton of both. I have a can of smokey mountain pouches on hand just incase.
Gonna let you in on a little something listen learn and read read read here there are some bad ass quitters that are reaching out to you and you seem a bit hard headed...you are not special you are not different that anyone else here you are an addict just like the rest of us. so pull down your quit balls and keep fighting....for you life
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
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dude quit starting a new thread every time you get on the site. you only get one thread. I sent that to you in my last send are you reading them.
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Yes, we know you are a special butterfly. Just spit the crap out, post roll and quit. The other stuff DOES NOT MATTER!
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Answer: you're here. This is as good as it gets! This website is all there is, all you need to quit. Short and sweet! Keep on posting, you follow some rules, you'll be off nicotine (then go you know where -- ASAP)
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.Â
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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You cant be as fucking dumb as you sound right here! Get over yourself. You are not the only one to have a bad life. That doesn't give you the patent on stupidity. You don't want to hear about my life so I won't tell you much. Just 2 things...
One... I didn't read in your bio where you went to medical school. So if your not a doctor I would not advice you to assume you have cancer and give up or ignore it. It could be something else and be easily treatable.
Second... you have a misdemeanor and can't get work? Here's a fact few people here know. I spent 7 years in a maximum security prison called Attica in NY. Bad ass place. But after all that I went to college and now run one of the largest dealerships in NY. Make crazy money. So I have a lot of sympathy for you, but I cannot feel bad for you. If you chose to let your past dictate your success then it is because you chose failure. Criminal background and homelessness was a choice. When do you want to make the choice to be a man and take responsibility. No one here can help you unless you have an open mind! If that's not what you want why are you here?
I will help in anyway I can, but first you need to accept you are an addict and be strong enough to fight to make your life better.
I have more support to offer but until I see an attitude change I think it would be wasted.
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.Â
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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You cant be as fucking dumb as you sound right here! Get over yourself. You are not the only one to have a bad life. That doesn't give you the patent on stupidity. You don't want to hear about my life so I won't tell you much. Just 2 things...
One... I didn't read in your bio where you went to medical school. So if your not a doctor I would not advice you to assume you have cancer and give up or ignore it. It could be something else and be easily treatable.
Second... you have a misdemeanor and can't get work? Here's a fact few people here know. I spent 7 years in a maximum security prison called Attica in NY. Bad ass place. But after all that I went to college and now run one of the largest dealerships in NY. Make crazy money. So I have a lot of sympathy for you, but I cannot feel bad for you. If you chose to let your past dictate your success then it is because you chose failure. Criminal background and homelessness was a choice. When do you want to make the choice to be a man and take responsibility. No one here can help you unless you have an open mind! If that's not what you want why are you here?
I will help in anyway I can, but first you need to accept you are an addict and be strong enough to fight to make your life better.
I have more support to offer but until I see an attitude change I think it would be wasted.
Actually, he isn't that stupid. I just talked to him in chat. And I talked to him instead of insulting him. Being a vet, I understand that new people are confused, messed up, frustrated and often scared. I choose not to take their shit personally, instead I recognize their position. My job is as a guide, as as vets your job is also to guide.
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention.� I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.�
Everyone is different.� If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here� is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks.� When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military.� I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs.� Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice.� and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military.� After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box.� Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit.� I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ?� I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability.� I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows.� If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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You cant be as fucking dumb as you sound right here! Get over yourself. You are not the only one to have a bad life. That doesn't give you the patent on stupidity. You don't want to hear about my life so I won't tell you much. Just 2 things...
One... I didn't read in your bio where you went to medical school. So if your not a doctor I would not advice you to assume you have cancer and give up or ignore it. It could be something else and be easily treatable.
Second... you have a misdemeanor and can't get work? Here's a fact few people here know. I spent 7 years in a maximum security prison called Attica in NY. Bad ass place. But after all that I went to college and now run one of the largest dealerships in NY. Make crazy money. So I have a lot of sympathy for you, but I cannot feel bad for you. If you chose to let your past dictate your success then it is because you chose failure. Criminal background and homelessness was a choice. When do you want to make the choice to be a man and take responsibility. No one here can help you unless you have an open mind! If that's not what you want why are you here?
I will help in anyway I can, but first you need to accept you are an addict and be strong enough to fight to make your life better.
I have more support to offer but until I see an attitude change I think it would be wasted.
Actually, he isn't that stupid. I just talked to him in chat. And I talked to him instead of insulting him. Being a vet, I understand that new people are confused, messed up, frustrated and often scared. I choose not to take their shit personally, instead I recognize their position. My job is as a guide, as as vets your job is also to guide.
I actually enjoyed the chat in the chat room alot better than posting something.. glad there is nice people that understand where im coming from.
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Matt wake the fuck up! You came here to get help quitting dip because you are afraid you have throat cancer, but you won't see a doctor to find out what it is for sure and or to get treatment if possible!?! WTF? If it is cancer and you do not get treatment, then why bother quitting dip? It is not like quitting after you have throat cancer will make your tumor go away magically... You came to KTC for what? The reason this site works is because it can help make you accountable if you let it, and because there is a wealth of knowldge to be found here, but if you do not jump in and start "drinking the kool-aide" you will find little advantage to being here... If you do not want the advice and encouragement of people who are nicotine addicts like you, but have quit using, then why post here? Looking at the last 3 sentences of your last post I am fucking dumbfounded... Obviously total strangers care enough to read and reply so the last sentence is not true. And you ask for ideas for how you should quit, but don't want to know what has worked for others??? That is some stupid fucking shit right there. You want a glass of dry water to wash your self pity down? Drop your bad attitude and open yourself up to the help that is offered here or get the fuck out of here and stop wasting peoples time.
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Matt wake the fuck up! You came here to get help quitting dip because you are afraid you have throat cancer, but you won't see a doctor to find out what it is for sure and or to get treatment if possible!?! WTF? If it is cancer and you do not get treatment, then why bother quitting dip? It is not like quitting after you have throat cancer will make your tumor go away magically... You came to KTC for what? The reason this site works is because it can help make you accountable if you let it, and because there is a wealth of knowldge to be found here, but if you do not jump in and start "drinking the kool-aide" you will find little advantage to being here... If you do not want the advice and encouragement of people who are nicotine addicts like you, but have quit using, then why post here? Looking at the last 3 sentences of your last post I am fucking dumbfounded... Obviously total strangers care enough to read and reply so the last sentence is not true. And you ask for ideas for how you should quit, but don't want to know what has worked for others??? That is some stupid fucking shit right there. You want a glass of dry water to wash your self pity down? Drop your bad attitude and open yourself up to the help that is offered here or get the fuck out of here and stop wasting peoples time.
You tell me all this and run your mouth.. im 3 days in to quitting and chewing beef jerky and trying to quit but, you like everyone else want to run your mouth and piss me off even more than i already am...why wouldn't i want to just run away with my tail inbetween my legs . how bout you stop while your ahead and talk to me with respect and understanding on where im at on quitting and stop being a total dick bout my situation.
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention.� I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.�
Everyone is different.� If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here� is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks.� When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military.� I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs.� Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice.� and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military.� After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box.� Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit.� I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ?� I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability.� I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows.� If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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You cant be as fucking dumb as you sound right here! Get over yourself. You are not the only one to have a bad life. That doesn't give you the patent on stupidity. You don't want to hear about my life so I won't tell you much. Just 2 things...
One... I didn't read in your bio where you went to medical school. So if your not a doctor I would not advice you to assume you have cancer and give up or ignore it. It could be something else and be easily treatable.
Second... you have a misdemeanor and can't get work? Here's a fact few people here know. I spent 7 years in a maximum security prison called Attica in NY. Bad ass place. But after all that I went to college and now run one of the largest dealerships in NY. Make crazy money. So I have a lot of sympathy for you, but I cannot feel bad for you. If you chose to let your past dictate your success then it is because you chose failure. Criminal background and homelessness was a choice. When do you want to make the choice to be a man and take responsibility. No one here can help you unless you have an open mind! If that's not what you want why are you here?
I will help in anyway I can, but first you need to accept you are an addict and be strong enough to fight to make your life better.
I have more support to offer but until I see an attitude change I think it would be wasted.
Actually, he isn't that stupid. I just talked to him in chat. And I talked to him instead of insulting him. Being a vet, I understand that new people are confused, messed up, frustrated and often scared. I choose not to take their shit personally, instead I recognize their position. My job is as a guide, as as vets your job is also to guide.
I actually enjoyed the chat in the chat room alot better than posting something.. glad there is nice people that understand where im coming from.
I like to encourage.... but when a new guy comes on and tells everyone he is not interested in hearing what they have to say, and then follow that up with a statement of why its worse for him... I take exception. I call it the way i see it. Can I be wrong? Sure! But many have come here and been helped by being told to get there head out of there ass. If he does not want rebuke... he should consider his words first. I have been rebuked when I have been wrong. And it has helped!
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention.� I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.�
Everyone is different.� If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here� is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks.� When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military.� I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs.� Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice.� and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military.� After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box.� Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit.� I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ?� I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability.� I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows.� If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
its hard to follow stupid rules when i dont have the fucking nicotine you dumb ass. how bout you lay off me til i get to where u at but, you know what im about to say is fuck you all and go back to it cause you all are no help at all.
Don't ever I mean ever send me shit like this again...If you don't give a shit about this site and its rules you can go fuck yourself. No ones story is better or worse than anyone else here. If you got this all figured out you don't need to be here.
You ran away at 19 dumb ass you are an adult at 18 if you ask me you were a year late in leaving.
but anyway you wanna do it your way you :scowick: go for it I will not waste another minute on this third thread of yours
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You cant be as fucking dumb as you sound right here! Get over yourself. You are not the only one to have a bad life. That doesn't give you the patent on stupidity. You don't want to hear about my life so I won't tell you much. Just 2 things...
One... I didn't read in your bio where you went to medical school. So if your not a doctor I would not advice you to assume you have cancer and give up or ignore it. It could be something else and be easily treatable.
Second... you have a misdemeanor and can't get work? Here's a fact few people here know. I spent 7 years in a maximum security prison called Attica in NY. Bad ass place. But after all that I went to college and now run one of the largest dealerships in NY. Make crazy money. So I have a lot of sympathy for you, but I cannot feel bad for you. If you chose to let your past dictate your success then it is because you chose failure. Criminal background and homelessness was a choice. When do you want to make the choice to be a man and take responsibility. No one here can help you unless you have an open mind! If that's not what you want why are you here?
I will help in anyway I can, but first you need to accept you are an addict and be strong enough to fight to make your life better.
I have more support to offer but until I see an attitude change I think it would be wasted.
Actually, he isn't that stupid. I just talked to him in chat. And I talked to him instead of insulting him. Being a vet, I understand that new people are confused, messed up, frustrated and often scared. I choose not to take their shit personally, instead I recognize their position. My job is as a guide, as as vets your job is also to guide.
I actually enjoyed the chat in the chat room alot better than posting something.. glad there is nice people that understand where im coming from.
I like to encourage.... but when a new guy comes on and tells everyone he is not interested in hearing what they have to say, and then follow that up with a statement of why its worse for him... I take exception. I call it the way i see it. Can I be wrong? Sure! But many have come here and been helped by being told to get there head out of there ass. If he does not want rebuke... he should consider his words first. I have been rebuked when I have been wrong. And it has helped!
I have never pushed back on what a Mod has said but I disagree here totally. I am not the one sending people PM's dropping f bombs. You want respect here new guy earn it start by manning up and taking control of your quit. People here have offered you help and advice its just not what you wanna hear. That's the real issue here. There is no coddling here its a bunch of folks who wanna quit n keep quit we call a spade spade. If other ways have worked for you then why are u here. Your friend should have informed you more about who WE are and how WE operate. I also said in my reply when u are ready to listen pm me n I will help however I can. Since I have not gotten another pm I guess u still aren't ready
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Matt wake the fuck up! You came here to get help quitting dip because you are afraid you have throat cancer, but you won't see a doctor to find out what it is for sure and or to get treatment if possible!?! WTF? If it is cancer and you do not get treatment, then why bother quitting dip? It is not like quitting after you have throat cancer will make your tumor go away magically... You came to KTC for what? The reason this site works is because it can help make you accountable if you let it, and because there is a wealth of knowldge to be found here, but if you do not jump in and start "drinking the kool-aide" you will find little advantage to being here... If you do not want the advice and encouragement of people who are nicotine addicts like you, but have quit using, then why post here? Looking at the last 3 sentences of your last post I am fucking dumbfounded... Obviously total strangers care enough to read and reply so the last sentence is not true. And you ask for ideas for how you should quit, but don't want to know what has worked for others??? That is some stupid fucking shit right there. You want a glass of dry water to wash your self pity down? Drop your bad attitude and open yourself up to the help that is offered here or get the fuck out of here and stop wasting peoples time.
You tell me all this and run your mouth.. im 3 days in to quitting and chewing beef jerky and trying to quit but, you like everyone else want to run your mouth and piss me off even more than i already am...why wouldn't i want to just run away with my tail inbetween my legs . how bout you stop while your ahead and talk to me with respect and understanding on where im at on quitting and stop being a total dick bout my situation.
Your 3 days into your quit I get it. I really do. You are pissed off at everything, you are likely in a fog where your brain just is not working right, life sucks, you are worried that you are going to die because you have a sore throat and are sure that it is terminal cancer, but you want to quit dip anyway even though all you want to do is pack in a fat dip. You may be miserable to be around and that may make you feel worse because you do not mean to take it out on your family but you can't help it. You may be fighting minute to minute to hang on to your quit. I get it Matt, and I would like to encourage you and give you ideas, but you are posting mixed signals. I am not being a dick about your situation. I am trying to give you a wake up call. You obviously want help since you are here, but you keep copping an attidue when that help is offered! I am giving you the benefit of the doubt that you are not making logical sense because you are super stressed right now and in the hardest fight of your life, but if you want some ideas about making this quit easier don't tell people to stop telling you what worked for them, come across like you have the worst life/quit ever, and being rude to everyone who has taken the time to try and help you here... Start reading everything on this website. Read the welcome center. Read peoples cancer stories. Read about what to expect when quitting dip. Read words of wisdom. Read other peoples intro threads; you will see that anyone who posts stupid shit on their intro gets tough love. If live chat is helping you stay on it all day. Read up about fake-dp, seeds, candy, bubblegum, jerky chew, tea and coffee grinds as dip. Study nicotine addiction so you know your enemy. Post roll and pm your quit group for phone #s. After you post roll tomorrow morning make an appointment to see an oral surgeon and get yourself checked out.
There that is all I can think of for things that might help you. Do what you want.
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At the end of the day there is only ONE thing that matters! No chew today! Follow that and the rest will work itself out. You will grow in your quit and life will not seem as bad! That's the only advice I think you can hear at this moment of your early quit and it is the only advice I think helps EVERYONE, EVERYTIME!
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I dont care...
If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
I care and so do most of the people reaching out to you.
Sounds like you want the advice you want to hear and that's it. You forgot to tell me what you wanted my advice to be so I'm going to make some up.
Give a shit.
If you don't there is no way you can quit this.
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I dont care...
If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
I care and so do most of the people reaching out to you.
Sounds like you want the advice you want to hear and that's it. You forgot to tell me what you wanted my advice to be so I'm going to make some up.
Give a shit.
If you don't there is no way you can quit this.
I care, but that doesnt really matter. The only question............ is do you care?
We are here to support you Matt, quitting is a bitch. It is very tough, and it takes a very tough individual to get through this shit. Especially the first 4-6 weeks.
You need anything let me know. You can PM or just jump in chat on most evenings.
Congrats on a great decision. Now dont get yourself all wrapped up in any BS on here. It will sabotage your quit in a hurry. Hopefully that is not what you want, an excuse to dip. I know my addict mind was looking for any excuse during the first few weeks, (and even still now).
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I dont care...
If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
I care and so do most of the people reaching out to you.
Sounds like you want the advice you want to hear and that's it. You forgot to tell me what you wanted my advice to be so I'm going to make some up.
Give a shit.
If you don't there is no way you can quit this.
I care, but that doesnt really matter. The only question............ is do you care?
We are here to support you Matt, quitting is a bitch. It is very tough, and it takes a very tough individual to get through this shit. Especially the first 4-6 weeks.
You need anything let me know. You can PM or just jump in chat on most evenings.
Congrats on a great decision. Now dont get yourself all wrapped up in any BS on here. It will sabotage your quit in a hurry. Hopefully that is not what you want, an excuse to dip. I know my addict mind was looking for any excuse during the first few weeks, (and even still now).
Ill try to give a couple of general answers and then relate them back to your current mindset. If this isn't helpful, I apologize in advance.
There are three things that you might want to consider employing in you quit strategy: accountability, support, and anger.
Accountability is the daily posting roll and keeping your word. If you can't keep a promise to yourself and others, this site isn't for you.
Support ties into accountability, but goes deeper. As you develop a tie to other members on here, you will find that they will drop everything to get you through tough times. I mean everything. And once that happens a time or two, you feel like that word you have in step 1 is even more important - you can't let them down either!
Anger... This is a tough one. I am not angry by nature. But I'm furious that nicotine stole a shitload of my money, my time, and my freedom over 25 years. And I'm furious that I let it happen. It was all my choice. Ok, but so what? Here is another way anger has helped me and could help you. Your good buddy, jake Frawley, came on this site guns blazin. He was a quit machine. I and a lot if others watched him in the first few days do and say things that were inspirational and really motivating. I reached out to him and started following him on here a lot. And then... Jake caved. And I got as angry as I get. I blasted him in personal messages. I wrote hateful and hurtful things on his intro. And, it all made me feel even more committed. That betrayal really stepped up my game. When jake came back a few days later, he took more heat. But I'm really glad he is back. His struggles strengthened my resolve in the end. And while I was an asshole to him for a while, today I have complete and total respect for the man.
You've had some people reach out to you, like jake and Ryan (ig2h) that are 10x stronger leaders than I am. You'd do well to get them in your corner. When it comes to overcoming the adversity of a quit, read Ryan's intro from the beginning. He is bad ass. I think if you step back from the words and read jakes message, what he has shared with you in a personal level should give you some hope. He is a leader, always was, and always will be. Get them in your corner.
Finally, dude, go to a doctor. I mean really. Come on. That's just crazy. And use the fear and anger about your throat to fight the addiction. Thank you for your service to our county man. Good luck-
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I pulled what was to me the heart of what matt wrote,his original post is longer. Just wanted to be sure people were not reading and judging onluy the abridged version.
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Matt -
good to see you in here. from one PA quitter to another you have joined a great brotherhood here at KTC. Yes as of right now we are complete strangers to you. You are feeling the withdrawal of the strongest drug known to man and most likely are shaking, mind racing, not knowing where you are, angry....very emotional.
How do I, and all of the others here that are offering help know? Well we have been right where you are now, and we know what it takes to help get you through these rough patches.
I also know, as I was someone who kept to himself alot, that there is a need here to reach out. Become friends with one another. Now that does not have to be everyone, but make a dozen or so. It not only helps with the accountability of staying quit, but you will find that there are alot of us who are very similar in thought, family, and interests. You will also find that there are alot of us, because of what we went through, that want to help new guys like yourself.
I see you have the background (military) and can see in your posts here that you got the passion to quit, just remember to maintain that focus and keep up the great work and post a +1 in the morning.
Yell and pm me if you need anything
SirDerek
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Matt3281. Welcome. When I pm'd you to start an intro last night, I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up, post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood) that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it, but don't think you're too interested in that. I could tell you to read this story, look at this guy, go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff, smokey mountain, coffee grinds, tea bags, or jakes, but again you don't want to hear that either. I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is, "Matt3281 do this, that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar. Their is no sure fire way to do this. Every quit is different. All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to. They really do care. As do I. Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space. I think your getting overwhelmed. I'm going to let you make the first moves. YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care. I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
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Matt3281. Welcome. When I pm'd you to start an intro last night, I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up, post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood) that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it, but don't think you're too interested in that. I could tell you to read this story, look at this guy, go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff, smokey mountain, coffee grinds, tea bags, or jakes, but again you don't want to hear that either. I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is, "Matt3281 do this, that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar. Their is no sure fire way to do this. Every quit is different. All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to. They really do care. As do I. Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space. I think your getting overwhelmed. I'm going to let you make the first moves. YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care. I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
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Matt3281. Welcome. When I pm'd you to start an intro last night, I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up, post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood) that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it, but don't think you're too interested in that. I could tell you to read this story, look at this guy, go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff, smokey mountain, coffee grinds, tea bags, or jakes, but again you don't want to hear that either. I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.Â
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is, "Matt3281 do this, that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar. Their is no sure fire way to do this. Every quit is different. All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to. They really do care. As do I. Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space. I think your getting overwhelmed. I'm going to let you make the first moves. YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care. I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
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Matt3281. Welcome. When I pm'd you to start an intro last night, I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up, post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood) that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it, but don't think you're too interested in that. I could tell you to read this story, look at this guy, go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff, smokey mountain, coffee grinds, tea bags, or jakes, but again you don't want to hear that either. I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.Â
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is, "Matt3281 do this, that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar. Their is no sure fire way to do this. Every quit is different. All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to. They really do care. As do I. Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space. I think your getting overwhelmed.  I'm going to let you make the first moves. YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care. I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
-
Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
Day 5 and going to bed... and feeling like a million dollars got my energy coming back and able to sleep more and my fiance can tell ya i slept about half the day away cause of not getting the sleep i needed. Well see ya in morning it is morning but, when i wake up god i feel great.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
Day 5 and going to bed... and feeling like a million dollars got my energy coming back and able to sleep more and my fiance can tell ya i slept about half the day away cause of not getting the sleep i needed. Well see ya in morning it is morning but, when i wake up god i feel great.
Posts sort of look cool when they're embedded in a lot of quotes! Keep up the good quit work Matt!
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That was getting hard to follow! Glad to hear things are looking up right now. Just because things are starting to feel better I want to make sure you don't let your guard down. The second you start to think you've got this licked is the second you put your quit in danger. Keep up the good work - congrats on 5 days of freedom.
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There's a lot going on here in 5 days. I will say this.
Someone as open and willing to share like Matt, to vent, curse, cry, moan, lament... whatever WE ALL do in here...that's the sign of a groundwork for a successful quit.
Share and vent and build relationships, even tumultuous ones to start? You are much more likely to reach out for help when you desperately need it and then lend it later.
Sit in the corner and watch? If one makes it to 100 days, my bet is that would be the last day to post.
Matt, Be here. Stay engaged. Post roll. Keep your word.
Make 100 friends even if you make an enemy or two (that won't stay that way, though.)
That's all I wanted to talk about, applauding Matt's level of engagement and openness. Recipe for success, as long as integrity and accountability are mixed in.
Good day all, I've got quitting to do.
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Matt - So you know that you have throat cancer? You posted that on your roll.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
Day 5 and going to bed... and feeling like a million dollars got my energy coming back and able to sleep more and my fiance can tell ya i slept about half the day away cause of not getting the sleep i needed. Well see ya in morning it is morning but, when i wake up god i feel great.
Posts sort of look cool when they're embedded in a lot of quotes! Keep up the good quit work Matt!
Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours of the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
Day 5 and going to bed... and feeling like a million dollars got my energy coming back and able to sleep more and my fiance can tell ya i slept about half the day away cause of not getting the sleep i needed. Well see ya in morning it is morning but, when i wake up god i feel great.
Posts sort of look cool when they're embedded in a lot of quotes! Keep up the good quit work Matt!
Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours of the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
Keep us posted Matt. I'll be offering prayers for the best. Your attitude is impressive.
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Matt3281.� Welcome.� When I pm'd you to start an intro last night,� I didn't quite envision it going sideways like this.
THE ONLY thing you can do is wake up,� post role here as a promise to yourself, and us (this is a brotherhood)� that you will not use nicotine for the day and use any means necessary to do so.
I could tell you how I did it,� but don't think you're too interested in that.� I could tell you to read this story,� look at this guy,� go see a doctor or shrink like I did or to use hooch, bacoff,� smokey mountain, coffee grinds,� tea bags,� or jakes,� but again you don't want to hear that either.� I could tell you to go to and ENT specialist but you're a grown ass man. You will do what you wish and don't want some stranger telling you what you should be doing.�
I BELIEVE you what you WANT to hear is,� "Matt3281 do this,� that and this and you will ok and quitting will be easy".
You wont hear that either because anyone who wrote it would be a God Damn liar.� Their is no sure fire way to do this.� Every quit is different.� All these cats are trying to do is give you something to relate and to grab on to.� They really do care.� As do I.� Hell I'm on vacation in a hotel room tapping this out as my kids are jumping on my bed.
Personally I'm going to give you space.� I think your getting overwhelmed.�� I'm going to let you make the first moves.� YOU reach out to US with any questions or rants about how your are feeling.
You have to post role every day though (site rule) and keep that posion out of your pie hole (another site rule).
I cant speak for anyone else but do those two things and ill be here ready to help when you feel like reaching out.
Take care.� I'll be here if you need/want my advice or support.
Eveing of Day 3...... enjoying time with my fiance and ate some chocolate ice cream and going to play xbox360 in lil bit if anyone has that add me my name is firematt2981... i am not tired and want to know i can have friends on there as well. I been having cravings for sugar more than chew all day today. Cya guys in the morning.
When the anger and frustration passes I'll be here if you want my thoughts on dealing with your quit. Feel free to pm me.
I will only add that You are in the right place Matt. We all want to help you. and I to will do my best to do so. please pm me if you want/need my help as well.
Morning of day 4....woke up not wanting chew...walked out into kitchen and ate some chocolate ice cream and could actually taste the flavor and ate some more it was so so good. Walked around outside and then came inside drank some soda and was like " wow " this stuff tastes good... water even tasted better than yesterday. - all i can say is thank you to everyone for putting up with me yesterday on the hardest part of my life.. now its just them mental side i will need help on. I wanted to say sorry for acting like an asshole to everyone that was trying to help me understand that i was acting like an ass yesterday. I feel like the fog has lifted a lil and im starting to understand things more.
Excellent.
It's cool man. The first few days of quitting this stuff, you are barely yourself. I fucked an albino polar bear on day 2. Disturbing...
hey i will be honest this morning when i was outside walking around i saw my neighbor left a can of his chew on his porch near his spit bottle and i went over and picked up his can and opened it and once i smelled the stop i droped it and it spilled all over his steps and started to puke on the way back over to my house. I can believe that stuff smells so nasty and i used to put that stuff into my mouth. I will always remember how hard it was the last 3 days and will never buy that crap again.. the only thing i crave now is ice cream and coke cola lol.. a better addiction to something that wont kill me.. well coke cola might kill me with all its acid but, gotta kill one addiction before another so will take control of the nic bitch first before Ms Coke cola bitch.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=6132)
In time.
There ya go it you are getting it. Dont worry bout wanting sugar its way better than the evil ms nicotine bitch. If you need anything pm me. You will cycle between euphoria and anger multiple times today all part of the poison leaving your soul.
It wasn't pretty, but you got through yesterday! I will be quit with you all day.
That first weekend is quite a ride isn't it. Whew, you made it, great work. Glad to be quit with you.
Day 5 and going to bed... and feeling like a million dollars got my energy coming back and able to sleep more and my fiance can tell ya i slept about half the day away cause of not getting the sleep i needed. Well see ya in morning it is morning but, when i wake up god i feel great.
Posts sort of look cool when they're embedded in a lot of quotes! Keep up the good quit work Matt!
Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours of the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
Keep us posted Matt. I'll be offering prayers for the best. Your attitude is impressive.
You are taking control Matt. You are giving yourself the best chance to beat this. I will pray for you as well. Stay strong!
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Thanks for the update Matt. Way to fight thru day 6! You are in my prayers bro! Hand tough and Stay quit. QLF ODAAT!
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours of the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run. but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day... Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help. Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
Day 8 and liking it more and more.. its getting easy to deal with things and this mental side is easy at least i think so. Can someone tell me bout the PA meet if there is a hotel thats a lil cheaper than 109.00 a night cause... if that's the case i have 5 ppl and with being on SSDI and a Military pention that's not enought to stay at a hotel with all my bills i gotta keep up with. So please let me know thanks . But today im off to getting up and going to Thurmont, MD to work at a buddy's house then im going to buy myself a large chocolatee milk shake and have fun tonight with my fiance and kids . Will post more later tonight i wanna green box hehe.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
Day 8 and liking it more and more.. its getting easy to deal with things and this mental side is easy at least i think so. Can someone tell me bout the PA meet if there is a hotel thats a lil cheaper than 109.00 a night cause... if that's the case i have 5 ppl and with being on SSDI and a Military pention that's not enought to stay at a hotel with all my bills i gotta keep up with. So please let me know thanks . But today im off to getting up and going to Thurmont, MD to work at a buddy's house then im going to buy myself a large chocolatee milk shake and have fun tonight with my fiance and kids . Will post more later tonight i wanna green box hehe.
I just PM'd you three non-national brand hotels that are in my town, which is 15 minutes from the host site. Ask all the questions you want on the PA Get Together Thread. I'd suggest keeping this thread specifically about your quit. But it is yours to do what you want...
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
Day 8 and liking it more and more.. its getting easy to deal with things and this mental side is easy at least i think so. Can someone tell me bout the PA meet if there is a hotel thats a lil cheaper than 109.00 a night cause... if that's the case i have 5 ppl and with being on SSDI and a Military pention that's not enought to stay at a hotel with all my bills i gotta keep up with. So please let me know thanks . But today im off to getting up and going to Thurmont, MD to work at a buddy's house then im going to buy myself a large chocolatee milk shake and have fun tonight with my fiance and kids . Will post more later tonight i wanna green box hehe.
I just PM'd you three non-national brand hotels that are in my town, which is 15 minutes from the host site. Ask all the questions you want on the PA Get Together Thread. I'd suggest keeping this thread specifically about your quit. But it is yours to do what you want...
Day 9 and still going there is no cans nor nicotine in my house.. just beef jerky.. peppered jerky now that jalepeno jerky burned my mouth. .. So next thursday i will know if i have cancer or not. keep praying... i love u guys and this group... ty for the help and support.
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
Day 8 and liking it more and more.. its getting easy to deal with things and this mental side is easy at least i think so. Can someone tell me bout the PA meet if there is a hotel thats a lil cheaper than 109.00 a night cause... if that's the case i have 5 ppl and with being on SSDI and a Military pention that's not enought to stay at a hotel with all my bills i gotta keep up with. So please let me know thanks . But today im off to getting up and going to Thurmont, MD to work at a buddy's house then im going to buy myself a large chocolatee milk shake and have fun tonight with my fiance and kids . Will post more later tonight i wanna green box hehe.
I just PM'd you three non-national brand hotels that are in my town, which is 15 minutes from the host site. Ask all the questions you want on the PA Get Together Thread. I'd suggest keeping this thread specifically about your quit. But it is yours to do what you want...
Day 9 and still going there is no cans nor nicotine in my house.. just beef jerky.. peppered jerky now that jalepeno jerky burned my mouth. .. So next thursday i will know if i have cancer or not. keep praying... i love u guys and this group... ty for the help and support.
Day 10 ... wow i made it 2 weeks and i feel great. When i walked into sheetz yesterday i saw to people that i reached out too. One guy was retired Military Police and the other was a fellow Marine... both buying chewing tobacco ... i told them both that i had done it for 15yrs and it was ruleing my life. They said it was doing the same for them. I said why let a weed destroy ur life. Join Killthecan.org and let fellow quitters help and support you while you quit this nasty drug and habbit. Look with all the stuff i went thru on day one and now made it to day 10 i am feeling like im on top of the world. God i feel great. Today im going to take my kids so they can see their real dad and spend time with him then go to park with my fiance and spend the day with her and go to church and pray for myself that i beat cancer.
I am so happy that i have been on here posting everyday and reaching out to people. I love my new life without the weed. Thanks again guys for the prayers and support that you have been giving me its been amazing.. Wish i could meet everyone that has been helping me out. ( someday )
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Day 6 and loving it still no nic bitch near me... my friend offered chew to me last night i said no ty and he said why i said that shit is nasty you should give it up also . told him bout the site but, anyways� im doing this for me not for anyone else. I found out thru blood work that i have throat cancer early stages and im doing what i need to do to take care of it.
Got to get blood work done thru American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,pa soon to know for sure if its cancer or not my percentage is only at 80% chance still high but, gotta make sure in long run.� but im doing great energy is back and i can keep up with my fiance in bed room and kids all hours oyf the day...� Thanks for the support guys don't know if i could have done it with out your help.� Thanks to the older guys that called me names and told me to stop using my ass as a hat. it helped lmao.
You seem to be dealing with all of this incredibly well. Stay with it. Hit us up when things get tough.
I am proud to be quit with you
Thank you for sharing. And congratulations on hitting some big issues head on. Quitting nicotine is a great way to start a new life Matt! Please keep us updated on your progress. The people on this site care and will move mountains to help you. And it sounds like you have a supportive family that will do the same.
What ^^^^^^ said.
Day 7 and loving it can't wait til day 8 ..... this group is the best and can't wait til the party in PA cause i wanna meet most of you guys... get some faces around the names hehe. anyways things are going great.. I have a blood work that is going to take place at American Cancer Research Team in Chambersburg,PA next week to find out if im either 100% cancer paient or 0% not.... im hoping that im not but, who knows til ya find out. Cya guys on the flip side.
So proud of you for facing your fears! I hope you are 'C' free, but if not I think you have the guts to beat it. Keep posting and staying quit brother.
I don't know why but I'm pretty damn happy you're getting checked out. I'm very happy that you're on day 7, congrats on a week man! You've had a hell of a week, keep up the good work.
Day 8 and liking it more and more.. its getting easy to deal with things and this mental side is easy at least i think so. Can someone tell me bout the PA meet if there is a hotel thats a lil cheaper than 109.00 a night cause... if that's the case i have 5 ppl and with being on SSDI and a Military pention that's not enought to stay at a hotel with all my bills i gotta keep up with. So please let me know thanks . But today im off to getting up and going to Thurmont, MD to work at a buddy's house then im going to buy myself a large chocolatee milk shake and have fun tonight with my fiance and kids . Will post more later tonight i wanna green box hehe.
I just PM'd you three non-national brand hotels that are in my town, which is 15 minutes from the host site. Ask all the questions you want on the PA Get Together Thread. I'd suggest keeping this thread specifically about your quit. But it is yours to do what you want...
Day 9 and still going there is no cans nor nicotine in my house.. just beef jerky.. peppered jerky now that jalepeno jerky burned my mouth. .. So next thursday i will know if i have cancer or not. keep praying... i love u guys and this group... ty for the help and support.
Day 10 ... wow i made it 2 weeks and i feel great. When i walked into sheetz yesterday i saw to people that i reached out too. One guy was retired Military Police and the other was a fellow Marine... both buying chewing tobacco ... i told them both that i had done it for 15yrs and it was ruleing my life. They said it was doing the same for them. I said why let a weed destroy ur life. Join Killthecan.org and let fellow quitters help and support you while you quit this nasty drug and habbit. Look with all the stuff i went thru on day one and now made it to day 10 i am feeling like im on top of the world. God i feel great. Today im going to take my kids so they can see their real dad and spend time with him then go to park with my fiance and spend the day with her and go to church and pray for myself that i beat cancer.
I am so happy that i have been on here posting everyday and reaching out to people. I love my new life without the weed. Thanks again guys for the prayers and support that you have been giving me its been amazing.. Wish i could meet everyone that has been helping me out. ( someday )
I don't know how to deal with stress in my household when cravings come around. I just starting argueing with my fiance and kids... tell me this isn't it important for kids the ages of 11-13 to find out what work is to earning a paycheck or a raise ? Cause when they hit the age they can hold a job. They may hate their job and not wanna do it and or do something wrong and they will get fired or quit it because its too hard. I'm trying to make them realize now before they get themself's a part time job that working isn't a game or easy...that money doesn't grow on tree's .. a job is just like chores around the house true or not true ?? a Job you earn money or paycheck , chores you earn prizes or rewards same thing as a job correct ? Am i right or wrong here ?
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS. U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS. U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS.  U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS.  U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
Take responsibility for your own actions. You created this aggravation yourself. When you come to terms with it, you will be one step further along the road. It will also bring some inner peace.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS.  U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
Take responsibility for your own actions. You created this aggravation yourself. When you come to terms with it, you will be one step further along the road. It will also bring some inner peace.
I took a drive on a back road near my house jaming to heavy metal at 95mph in a 40mph then my rush was over and i drove home listening to rap idk it was like i got a rush going fast then needed something slow and still loud...
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS.  U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
Take responsibility for your own actions. You created this aggravation yourself. When you come to terms with it, you will be one step further along the road. It will also bring some inner peace.
day 11 , still going strong loving life.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids. U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off. Ur quit and that is badass. But don't take out your issues on them. That is not badass - that is BS.  U need to find a better outlet. You are stressed and that is understandable. Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love. Use the site - vent your issues here. Just like you just did. That is perfect. Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2. U r doing great! Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
Take responsibility for your own actions. You created this aggravation yourself. When you come to terms with it, you will be one step further along the road. It will also bring some inner peace.
day 11 , still going strong loving life.
Perfect. You are building a house of quit one day at a time. Well done.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
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Keep at it brother. You are doin great. ODAAT!! Quit with u today!
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .
day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .
day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.
day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .
day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.
day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.
day 25 going to work again whoop
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Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.
Day 17 still going strong
Get some QLF today w you Matt
Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.
day 19 still going strong
Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .
day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.
day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.
day 25 going to work again whoop
Day 26 time to go to sleep and post roll and go to sleep long day yesterday at work..
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Fan-fucking-tastic news!
Dude - use the anger and fear from this experience to build even more strength into the quit you've got going. Today I am celebrating, and quitting, with you.
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Great to hear. Keep up the quit!
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Great to hear. Keep up the quit!
Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Great to hear. Keep up the quit!
Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!
Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Great to hear. Keep up the quit!
Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!
Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.
Man I remember the stubborn newbie you were and how angry you sounded when you joined! Inst it nice to see where you are today as opposed to where you were 27 days ago? Great job! Keep adding the days up and I'm proud to see you posting each day!
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What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?
Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.
Great to hear. Keep up the quit!
Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!
Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.
Man I remember the stubborn newbie you were and how angry you sounded when you joined! Inst it nice to see where you are today as opposed to where you were 27 days ago? Great job! Keep adding the days up and I'm proud to see you posting each day!
day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
day 31
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
day 31
day 33 still going
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
day 31
day 33 still going
Rock on Matt!
You ARE doing it!
Check your inbox.
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
day 31
day 33 still going
Rock on Matt!
You ARE doing it!
Check your inbox.
day 34 had a different craving today so werid anyways still going
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day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.
One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.
day 29 i got the pinched hotline who else has a hotline for me lol an no 800 or 900 hotlines lol they charge more than nic bitch..
day 30 i have made it a month baby woohoo
day 31
day 33 still going
Rock on Matt!
You ARE doing it!
Check your inbox.
day 34 had a different craving today so werid anyways still going
Day 35 and 36 still going
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
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Wow congrats on getting up to 41 days, practically 6 weeks tomorrow! Awesome!
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
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That's two whole months! Congrats!
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
Day 71 still going strong gotta do chores and eat more ice cream i will show u guys im making it to the HOF dept and im staying there for good.
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
Day 71 still going strong gotta do chores and eat more ice cream i will show u guys im making it to the HOF dept and im staying there for good.
day 80 still going but being evicted
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
Day 71 still going strong gotta do chores and eat more ice cream i will show u guys im making it to the HOF dept and im staying there for good.
day 80 still going but being evicted
Sorry to hear that Matt, but remember a problem + nicotine = 2 problems... No matter what life hits you with you are better nic free, and not using nic is one thing you have the power over. Great quit so far Matt!
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
Day 71 still going strong gotta do chores and eat more ice cream i will show u guys im making it to the HOF dept and im staying there for good.
day 80 still going but being evicted
Sorry to hear that Matt, but remember a problem + nicotine = 2 problems... No matter what life hits you with you are better nic free, and not using nic is one thing you have the power over. Great quit so far Matt!
Day 81 today is when i tell my landlord i am legally allowed to stay here 10 days... lets see if he messes with me in morning..
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Matt3281 - You posted wrong, you posted at the top of the roll and didn't copy correctly. You brothers posted that you have been gone for 2 days and delete your name when you posted. You didn't look up from your keyboard to read this message. I aint here to bitch but this aint looking good. Since you are working late do you have any digits to text in your quit early EVERY DAY? PM me and I will give you mine.
Matt, I understand that u are working late; paying bills is certainly a priority. You have my number text me, or call at anytime and I will help.
Also, no one is deleting you; you got bumped and an error made by someone else. I noticed it and fixed it.
Plus we do read through the daily posters too in lieu of just reading the list.
I got you back man you know this.
Pinched
Day 40 boi i am doing it and feeling great
Matt,, been watching your quit from a distance. Your doing great my man. Keep it up. You have great things coming your way. I see your already experiencing some of that. It continues to get better. Keep pushing through the rough patches. You've come to far now,, might as well see where this quit takes you. :) Glad to be quit with you.
Day 41
day 42 - going mowing grass today in myersville,md
Day 43
day 44
day 45 rolling on
day 46-still going
at least he's posting somewhere nice quitting Matt!! 'crackup'
reminds me of a guy called 'Sno'
day 47 still going
BANG!BANG!
Did you just bang Matt...twice?
Day 49
day 50 whoop i made it 50 days woohoo
Nice five-oh Matt! Hope you are spending part of your day re-reading your intro from the beginning. A great story, and a great reason to keep putting up +1s. Nicely done.
Day 51 still going
Day 52 or 53 im loosing count on the day lol its been too long lol need to focus
Day 54
day 55
day 68 still going
Day 60 just for 40 more days til HOF baby
Day 71 still going strong gotta do chores and eat more ice cream i will show u guys im making it to the HOF dept and im staying there for good.
day 80 still going but being evicted
Sorry to hear that Matt, but remember a problem + nicotine = 2 problems... No matter what life hits you with you are better nic free, and not using nic is one thing you have the power over. Great quit so far Matt!
Day 81 today is when i tell my landlord i am legally allowed to stay here 10 days... lets see if he messes with me in morning..
Day 1 all over again.. but this time i had alot of help from my gf she found the crap and tossed it out and told me if i do it ever again she will use a bull whip and spank me til the cows come home so... im not going to do it ever again. well hell its been 2hrs since i have had it and no cravings yet .
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This is a pile of shit
Oh yeah you were the one that was near death. Is this a joke?
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What???
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
Semper FI brother! 03 infantry here. 1/7 A co. For the money thing, look at Dave Ramsey, for the job thing look at some of the oil companies hiring security, for the quitting thing just do it Devil Dog! Us Marines don't let anything stand in our way and we have ungodly amounts of will power. You can quit this just like I did. You have my number if you need to vent.
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I dont care...
If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
I care and so do most of the people reaching out to you.
Sounds like you want the advice you want to hear and that's it. You forgot to tell me what you wanted my advice to be so I'm going to make some up.
Give a shit.
If you don't there is no way you can quit this.
I care, but that doesnt really matter. The only question............ is do you care?
We are here to support you Matt, quitting is a bitch. It is very tough, and it takes a very tough individual to get through this shit. Especially the first 4-6 weeks.
You need anything let me know. You can PM or just jump in chat on most evenings.
Congrats on a great decision. Now dont get yourself all wrapped up in any BS on here. It will sabotage your quit in a hurry. Hopefully that is not what you want, an excuse to dip. I know my addict mind was looking for any excuse during the first few weeks, (and even still now).
Ill try to give a couple of general answers and then relate them back to your current mindset. If this isn't helpful, I apologize in advance.
There are three things that you might want to consider employing in you quit strategy: accountability, support, and anger.
Accountability is the daily posting roll and keeping your word. If you can't keep a promise to yourself and others, this site isn't for you.
Support ties into accountability, but goes deeper. As you develop a tie to other members on here, you will find that they will drop everything to get you through tough times. I mean everything. And once that happens a time or two, you feel like that word you have in step 1 is even more important - you can't let them down either!
Anger... This is a tough one. I am not angry by nature. But I'm furious that nicotine stole a shitload of my money, my time, and my freedom over 25 years. And I'm furious that I let it happen. It was all my choice. Ok, but so what? Here is another way anger has helped me and could help you. Your good buddy, jake Frawley, came on this site guns blazin. He was a quit machine. I and a lot if others watched him in the first few days do and say things that were inspirational and really motivating. I reached out to him and started following him on here a lot. And then... Jake caved. And I got as angry as I get. I blasted him in personal messages. I wrote hateful and hurtful things on his intro. And, it all made me feel even more committed. That betrayal really stepped up my game. When jake came back a few days later, he took more heat. But I'm really glad he is back. His struggles strengthened my resolve in the end. And while I was an asshole to him for a while, today I have complete and total respect for the man.
You've had some people reach out to you, like jake and Ryan (ig2h) that are 10x stronger leaders than I am. You'd do well to get them in your corner. When it comes to overcoming the adversity of a quit, read Ryan's intro from the beginning. He is bad ass. I think if you step back from the words and read jakes message, what he has shared with you in a personal level should give you some hope. He is a leader, always was, and always will be. Get them in your corner.
Finally, dude, go to a doctor. I mean really. Come on. That's just crazy. And use the fear and anger about your throat to fight the addiction. Thank you for your service to our county man. Good luck-
Thought id bump this to the top, because i and a lot of others care and are really disappointed. My number and I know the number of a lot of others is in your mailbox. Why, Matt, did you not reach out?
I've been watching and cheering for you since the beginning. 80 days thrown away? Pay it forward and backward and quit!
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I was with Pinched when he got your text of "day 1 again". That's bullshit. What were you on? Day 98?? Have you learned anything in those days? Learn anything about reaching out before throwing 98 days away? Brotherhood? Accountability? You must love the suck.
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Well hell, if your gf said she would use a bull whip to spank you til the cows come home, then I guess it's a sure thing you will stay quit.
The accountability from posting role, the encouragement from others, the scare of cancer, the numbers and outlets for help if you got into trouble, etc..what a waste, who needs it?
Your gf threatening to whip your ass with a bull whip...that's the true road to quit.
What a jagoff...
If you gonna cave, at least come correct about it. Pathetic.
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QUOTE (Matt3281 @ Oct 16, 2013, 7:57 pm)
Matt3281- Day 1 - all over again my gf spanked me for starting it again..she tossed it all away so all over. :/
Are you fucking kidding me? I happen to know that you have my phone number and FI's number. You caved this close to our HOF. I understand that your life has turned upside down lately but damnit that is life.
Thank god I happened to be sitting with a veteran quitter when this went down otherwise I might not have been able to sit through it. for the last week or so you have text FI and I to post for you, yet after caving you miraculously get Internet access? That is some fucked up shit.
I understand you are a fellow veteran, which worries me even more. How the fuck can you cave like this? My mom did this, my GF said this, I am calling BULLSHIT!
Answer the three questions for all to see before you post roll or send me a text to post for you.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What do you plan on doing differently?
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Really Matt? I just woke up to this! I know that you have my number as well and I also know that you have had a rough stretch during your quit. However at the doorstep of the HOF I just don't understand why you would not reach out to some of us........I don't know you real well but I feel a kinship with all the Oct Ducks as we have walked together for 3 months now.
I just want you to know that I am pissed you caved, that your quit is not a singular thing here we affect each other. I also hope that you step up and post with Jan '14, I will be watching with interest.
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Dissapointing matt.
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QUOTE (Matt3281 @ Oct 16, 2013, 7:57 pm)
Matt3281- Day 1 - all over again my gf spanked me for starting it again..she tossed it all away so all over. :/
Are you fucking kidding me? I happen to know that you have my phone number and FI's number. You caved this close to our HOF. I understand that your life has turned upside down lately but damnit that is life.
Thank god I happened to be sitting with a veteran quitter when this went down otherwise I might not have been able to sit through it. for the last week or so you have text FI and I to post for you, yet after caving you miraculously get Internet access? That is some fucked up shit.
I understand you are a fellow veteran, which worries me even more. How the fuck can you cave like this? My mom did this, my GF said this, I am calling BULLSHIT!
Answer the three questions for all to see before you post roll or send me a text to post for you.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What do you plan on doing differently?
Matt, when you answer the 3 questions... don't give us a line of BS about your girlfriend and her bull whip. That is a pile of garbage and ain't gonna help you a lick. Think this thru!
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QUOTE (Matt3281 @ Oct 16, 2013, 7:57 pm)
Matt3281- Day 1 - all over again my gf spanked me for starting it again..she tossed it all away so all over. :/
Are you fucking kidding me? I happen to know that you have my phone number and FI's number. You caved this close to our HOF. I understand that your life has turned upside down lately but damnit that is life.
Thank god I happened to be sitting with a veteran quitter when this went down otherwise I might not have been able to sit through it. for the last week or so you have text FI and I to post for you, yet after caving you miraculously get Internet access? That is some fucked up shit.
I understand you are a fellow veteran, which worries me even more. How the fuck can you cave like this? My mom did this, my GF said this, I am calling BULLSHIT!
Answer the three questions for all to see before you post roll or send me a text to post for you.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What do you plan on doing differently?
Matt, when you answer the 3 questions... don't give us a line of BS about your girlfriend and her bull whip. That is a pile of garbage and ain't gonna help you a lick. Think this thru!
I just re-read this entire intro... Matt, I don't have much to say without putting you down, but I will say that you only have one life to live. At some point you will look back at it all and be powerless to change a single thing. What do you want to see when you look back?
Good luck.
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QUOTE (Matt3281 @ Oct 16, 2013, 7:57 pm)
Matt3281- Day 1 - all over again my gf spanked me for starting it again..she tossed it all away so all over. :/
Are you fucking kidding me? I happen to know that you have my phone number and FI's number. You caved this close to our HOF. I understand that your life has turned upside down lately but damnit that is life.
Thank god I happened to be sitting with a veteran quitter when this went down otherwise I might not have been able to sit through it. for the last week or so you have text FI and I to post for you, yet after caving you miraculously get Internet access? That is some fucked up shit.
I understand you are a fellow veteran, which worries me even more. How the fuck can you cave like this? My mom did this, my GF said this, I am calling BULLSHIT!
Answer the three questions for all to see before you post roll or send me a text to post for you.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What do you plan on doing differently?
Matt, when you answer the 3 questions... don't give us a line of BS about your girlfriend and her bull whip. That is a pile of garbage and ain't gonna help you a lick. Think this thru!
I just re-read this entire intro... Matt, I don't have much to say without putting you down, but I will say that you only have one life to live. At some point you will look back at it all and be powerless to change a single thing. What do you want to see when you look back?
Good luck.
Look you dumb ass mother fuckers im tried of posting every fucking day .... this site is bullshit... you all can go fuck yourselfs this is my life i have bipolar and if i flip out and the only way to calm down is to have nic then im going to take the choice to calm down. An't none of you near by come over and help me out you all got fucking numbers cause you too fuckin far away to actually help me.. plus if i called on the phone and you got pissy with me over the phone i would hang up on you cause u not here. Try being in my shoes for a day... What would you do if you had bipolar , a.d.d., PTSD , Major Depression , Schzofictive , and you were known as a cutter and you just found out that your meds have stoped and that you were being evicted and you don't have any family in the area plus, you were going to homeless living on the streets what the fuck would you do ???? I quit drinking and im on day 2 again and i have no cravings you all say your here for me that's true Bull fucking Shit ... your too far away from me to actually help me. I need more than just a fucking phone call to help me... i need friends to take me out of the situation i have , maybe go shoot pool or put me up in a hotel or something help me get back on my feet. I have pinched say " i will help you if i have extra cash " yeah fucking right that never happened. So to the questions 1. What happend - thats a no brainer i was being evicted and had no place to go and my gf was cheating on me with another guy and living with this certain guy with her kids and i found out they were fucking and all i want to do is either kill myself or kill that mother fucker . 2. Why did it happen well its another no brainer - read everything i wrote it will tell you why it happened. 3- What do i plan on doing differently well... i dont know yet but, i will figure it out when it comes...
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Well you want to call me out because I didn't send you money. I told you if I had extra. Also, you tell me that you are sitting on 1/2 MM in government money yet I have three kids to feed and a spouse to support on my own and because my money tree didn't shit out extra money for me to send you.
I don't give a fuck what diagnosis you have. I listened to you, I heard you I helped you as much as I could. You are preaching to the choir about life shitting on you. You don't need this site then roll on.
I stand up for man people on here. I have stuck to my guns for people and I have helped everyone as much as I can.
Look deep into your reflection before you decide to call people mother fuckers on here. Your stories don't add up. Plus you hadn't posted roll yourself in the last ten days so call me a dumbass mother fucker because I thought you were being sincere. You have shown your true colors here, life caught up with you.
Move along now until you realize that you made yourself an addict, you caused your cave, you lost a friend if not many in this rant.
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Look you dumb ass mother fuckers im tried of posting every fucking day .... this site is bullshit... you all can go fuck yourselfs this is my life i have bipolar and if i flip out and the only way to calm down is to have nic then im going to take the choice to calm down. An't none of you near by come over and help me out you all got fucking numbers cause you too fuckin far away to actually help me.. plus if i called on the phone and you got pissy with me over the phone i would hang up on you cause u not here. Try being in my shoes for a day... What would you do if you had bipolar , a.d.d., PTSD , Major Depression , Schzofictive , and you were known as a cutter and you just found out that your meds have stoped and that you were being evicted and you don't have any family in the area plus, you were going to homeless living on the streets what the fuck would you do ???? I quit drinking and im on day 2 again and i have no cravings you all say your here for me that's true Bull fucking Shit ... your too far away from me to actually help me. I need more than just a fucking phone call to help me... i need friends to take me out of the situation i have , maybe go shoot pool or put me up in a hotel or something help me get back on my feet. I have pinched say " i will help you if i have extra cash " yeah fucking right that never happened. So to the questions 1. What happend - thats a no brainer i was being evicted and had no place to go and my gf was cheating on me with another guy and living with this certain guy with her kids and i found out they were fucking and all i want to do is either kill myself or kill that mother fucker . 2. Why did it happen well its another no brainer - read everything i wrote it will tell you why it happened. 3- What do i plan on doing differently well... i dont know yet but, i will figure it out when it comes...
I can only say that when your done feeling sorry for yourself and your situation you'll probably regret this post. Your pissed off because no one here came to bail you out financially? I understand if you have medical or mental health issues, but I can't recall Nicotine ever listed as medication for those issues.
The sooner you realize that using nicotine is just another problem on your list and not the solution maybe you can start moving in the right direction. I would think that a $5 can habit would hit hard when your already down.
Your whole rant is one big steaming pile of addict bullshit and the sooner you realize that, the sooner you can try to fight back.
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You played this card on day one, Jake and I were on you from the get go we left you alone because of a rant like this. You had assistance of MOD to even have us back off of you and now look at you same rant no new material. I even had other mods check you out because you have some of the same characteristics of another person that has been on here. I called you a special butterfly then and I still see you as one today.
You aren't the only one on this site with issues difference between them and you is that if they have anything left in the tank they give it.
If you really are that jacked up go check yourself in at a VA hospital I have received great care there. The VA hospital isn't going to come and get you you might actually have to get up and get yourself there. There are VA service units all over the place to get you help. There are Vet Centers all over the place available to help you. YOU have to do it
Trauma out
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QUOTE (Matt3281 @ Oct 16, 2013, 7:57 pm)
Matt3281- Day 1 - all over again my gf spanked me for starting it again..she tossed it all away so all over. :/
Are you fucking kidding me? I happen to know that you have my phone number and FI's number. You caved this close to our HOF. I understand that your life has turned upside down lately but damnit that is life.
Thank god I happened to be sitting with a veteran quitter when this went down otherwise I might not have been able to sit through it. for the last week or so you have text FI and I to post for you, yet after caving you miraculously get Internet access? That is some fucked up shit.
I understand you are a fellow veteran, which worries me even more. How the fuck can you cave like this? My mom did this, my GF said this, I am calling BULLSHIT!
Answer the three questions for all to see before you post roll or send me a text to post for you.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What do you plan on doing differently?
Matt, when you answer the 3 questions... don't give us a line of BS about your girlfriend and her bull whip. That is a pile of garbage and ain't gonna help you a lick. Think this thru!
I just re-read this entire intro... Matt, I don't have much to say without putting you down, but I will say that you only have one life to live. At some point you will look back at it all and be powerless to change a single thing. What do you want to see when you look back?
Good luck.
Look you dumb ass mother fuckers im tried of posting every fucking day .... this site is bullshit... you all can go fuck yourselfs this is my life i have bipolar and if i flip out and the only way to calm down is to have nic then im going to take the choice to calm down. An't none of you near by come over and help me out you all got fucking numbers cause you too fuckin far away to actually help me.. plus if i called on the phone and you got pissy with me over the phone i would hang up on you cause u not here. Try being in my shoes for a day... What would you do if you had bipolar , a.d.d., PTSD , Major Depression , Schzofictive , and you were known as a cutter and you just found out that your meds have stoped and that you were being evicted and you don't have any family in the area plus, you were going to homeless living on the streets what the fuck would you do ???? I quit drinking and im on day 2 again and i have no cravings you all say your here for me that's true Bull fucking Shit ... your too far away from me to actually help me. I need more than just a fucking phone call to help me... i need friends to take me out of the situation i have , maybe go shoot pool or put me up in a hotel or something help me get back on my feet. I have pinched say " i will help you if i have extra cash " yeah fucking right that never happened. So to the questions 1. What happend - thats a no brainer i was being evicted and had no place to go and my gf was cheating on me with another guy and living with this certain guy with her kids and i found out they were fucking and all i want to do is either kill myself or kill that mother fucker . 2. Why did it happen well its another no brainer - read everything i wrote it will tell you why it happened. 3- What do i plan on doing differently well... i dont know yet but, i will figure it out when it comes...
You lack honesty on many levels: you're not honest with us, and more importantly you're not honest with yourself. Look in the mirror and stop playing the role of the victim.
Motivation is a fire from within. If someone else tries to light that fire under you, chances are it will burn very briefly.
- Stephen R. Covey
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Well you want to call me out because I didn't send you money. I told you if I had extra. Also, you tell me that you are sitting on 1/2 MM in government money yet I have three kids to feed and a spouse to support on my own and because my money tree didn't shit out extra money for me to send you.
I don't give a fuck what diagnosis you have. I listened to you, I heard you I helped you as much as I could. You are preaching to the choir about life shitting on you. You don't need this site then roll on.
I stand up for man people on here. I have stuck to my guns for people and I have helped everyone as much as I can.
Look deep into your reflection before you decide to call people mother fuckers on here. Your stories don't add up. Plus you hadn't posted roll yourself in the last ten days so call me a dumbass mother fucker because I thought you were being sincere. You have shown your true colors here, life caught up with you.
Move along now until you realize that you made yourself an addict, you caused your cave, you lost a friend if not many in this rant.
pinched .. if i lost a friend that's ok cause i have many more to come by... wow i lost 1 person whoopie. i deal with my problems differently than most of u.. but, i may be trying ... it may be harder for me. at least i can say im on day 2 and actually not having a craving for nothing other than beating this guy that's fucking my girl. How do i calm down from that ? ??
put my shoes on and u tell me what you would do if your in maryland with no way to get to PA and you knew that your kids and wife were staying with a guy that can have his way with your wife and do whatever he wants with ur kids and you had no way on getting there to stop him .... you don't know where he lives but u know that he's in PA and you only know his first name and he calls u out and he tells you on your wifes phone oh hey your wife was a good fuck ... what comes to mind on what you want to do ??? i want so bad to find this guy and kill him but i dont know where to go or whats going on when i can't get a hold of my wife . but i know what they are doing tell me what to do cause i can't calm down.
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I am lost by your reply.
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money? This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life? Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site. If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
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I am lost by your reply.
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money? This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life? Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site. If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
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Well you want to call me out because I didn't send you money. I told you if I had extra. Also, you tell me that you are sitting on 1/2 MM in government money yet I have three kids to feed and a spouse to support on my own and because my money tree didn't shit out extra money for me to send you.
I don't give a fuck what diagnosis you have. I listened to you, I heard you I helped you as much as I could. You are preaching to the choir about life shitting on you. You don't need this site then roll on.
I stand up for man people on here. I have stuck to my guns for people and I have helped everyone as much as I can.Â
Look deep into your reflection before you decide to call people mother fuckers on here. Your stories don't add up. Plus you hadn't posted roll yourself in the last ten days so call me a dumbass mother fucker because I thought you were being sincere. You have shown your true colors here, life caught up with you.
Move along now until you realize that you made yourself an addict, you caused your cave, you lost a friend if not many in this rant.
pinched .. if i lost a friend that's ok cause i have many more to come by... wow i lost 1 person whoopie. i deal with my problems differently than most of u.. but, i may be trying ... it may be harder for me. at least i can say im on day 2 and actually not having a craving for nothing other than beating this guy that's fucking my girl. How do i calm down from that ? ??
put my shoes on and u tell me what you would do if your in maryland with no way to get to PA and you knew that your kids and wife were staying with a guy that can have his way with your wife and do whatever he wants with ur kids and you had no way on getting there to stop him .... you don't know where he lives but u know that he's in PA and you only know his first name and he calls u out and he tells you on your wifes phone oh hey your wife was a good fuck ... what comes to mind on what you want to do ??? i want so bad to find this guy and kill him but i dont know where to go or whats going on when i can't get a hold of my wife . but i know what they are doing tell me what to do cause i can't calm down.
Wow!!! Why in the fuck would you put your extremely personal business out for everyone in the world to see? You are not the only one to ever get fucked over but lace up your boots and get your shit together. If you think of spewing something as personal as this again, I advise you do it through Personal Message to the intended recipient. Oh by the way... QLAFM!!!
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Killing someone or shoving your face full of chaw isn't going to change one single thing in your life. Not one.
Ok, when you caved did all your problems magically disappear? Sure the bell doesnt sound like it.
While this site is a GREAT support system for those looking to quit nicotine, their are certain limitations to what it/we can do for you.
You get a late night crave, need some advice, want to vent, share a story, etc...we can do that.
Lend you money, put you up in a hotel, shoot some pool, deal with a cheating spouse etc...we cannot do that here. This isn't what the site it designed to do.
I'm sorry to hear life is dealing you some shitty cards, hopefully you realize nicotine is not the answer. I hope you get some help and get your life back on track.
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I dont care what the " f " you do in your real life. I don't ' F ing care that some of you ppl want me to get medical attention. I been chewing since i was 18yrs old that's 15 yrs of 4-6 cans a day...I quit drinking 2012 and i started eatting veggies this year now im trying to quit the hardest thing and i keep having ppl tell me what they would do to quit or how to quit.Â
Everyone is different. If you knew me then maybe it would be easier for me to quit. You wanna know my life ok here is my life ... get ready cause it fing sucks. When i was 18yrs old , friends asked me to try chewing tobacco so i did. At 19yrs old i ran away from home and lived on the streets as a hobo thinking i could live on my own not knowing if i could or not. Did that for a whole year and going to school. I graduated at the age of 21. Once I graduated high school, i was given the the option to go play College Basket Ball for Flordia State or Join the Military. I choose the Military thinking bout more money. I enlisted into the US Navy for 4 yrs. Went back to school at US Naval Accademy in Annoplis , MD . paid back my GI bill.. and got my BS degree in Criminal Justice. and reinlisted into the US Marine Corp for another 8 yrs in the Military. After boot i got sent oversea's to the sand box. Where i spent 6yrs and then i got injured and was told that i could never go back cause i had 14 surgery's on my left knee and now can't ever walk perfect again. I also have bi polar and ptsd and other crazy things too. A friend told me about KTC so i joined up. Now, it seems i have ppl just giving me their life storys and how they quit. I am now retired vet and a vol. firefighter / emt . If i got something growing in my throat and i know what the " F " it is why would i go see a stupid doctor just to find out what it is if i know what it is ? I am on SSDI currently and i get a pention from the Military. 100% disability. I live in PA and cant find a job cause of a stupid mistaminor on my back ground record. that goes back 10 yrs and ppl still fing care about it. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO BUT to vent and yell and scream .... I am not a weakling and i know i can quit this crap that is nasty in taste and smell and i hate spiting into bottles or out of the car windows. If you post a reply don't tell me how or what i should do , just give me idea's on how i should . Dont tell me how sumthing helped u out .... i dont even know why i wrote all of this it's not like anyone fing cares.
Semper FI brother! 03 infantry here. 1/7 A co. For the money thing, look at Dave Ramsey, for the job thing look at some of the oil companies hiring security, for the quitting thing just do it Devil Dog! Us Marines don't let anything stand in our way and we have ungodly amounts of will power. You can quit this just like I did. You have my number if you need to vent.
Did you get this shit from a fiction novel? You were in the Navy for 4 years then got out or as you were in you attended the Naval Academy and graduated with a 4 year degree in Criminal Justice which would also mean you are now an officer in the Navy but you somehow signed up for an enlisted Marine billet and started at the bottom with a Bachelors of Science from the Naval Academy and got shipped to the desert as a low level enlisted guy. I spent 8 years in the Navy and still never heard anyone pull that one out of the hat, I have heard many legends in the military but this one tops 'em all. I can't figure out how an educated man such as yourself could have such attrocious grammar, WARNING to all...DO NOT GET YOUR EDUCATION AT THE UNITED STATES NAVAL ACADEMY!!! I probably shouldn't be ripping a supposed fellow veteran but you are giving us all a bad name.
p.s. Why did you pay back the GI Bill?
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Killing someone or shoving your face full of chaw isn't going to change one single thing in your life. Not one.
Ok, when you caved did all your problems magically disappear? Sure the bell doesnt sound like it.
While this site is a GREAT support system for those looking to quit nicotine, their are certain limitations to what it/we can do for you.
You get a late night crave, need some advice, want to vent, share a story, etc...we can do that.
Lend you money, put you up in a hotel, shoot some pool, deal with a cheating spouse etc...we cannot do that here. This isn't what the site it designed to do.
I'm sorry to hear life is dealing you some shitty cards, hopefully you realize nicotine is not the answer. I hope you get some help and get your life back on track.
Actually, killing someone would change a few things in his life...
I don't know Matt but I think there are bigger issues than dipping in his life. I highly encourage him to reach out for professional help before something really does happen.
His talk on here has me very concerned.
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CHECK UP FROM THE NECK UP!!!!
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money? This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life? Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site. If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
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Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
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You're an idiot. I spent some time trying to bump your made-up thread off the first page because you are nothing but a distraction to real quitters. I knew your attention seeking ass would self bump back to page one.
Time to take your crackhead ass to a clinic and get some treatment- if any of the shit that is in this thread is true- wife or girlfriend? Naval Academy?? Fucking right dude...
I am not posting in here to rip on you because I don't really give a shit about you- I care about the people on this site that want to quit and want to help other's quit. You don't want either of those things you just want someone to feel bad for you. I don't pity people that are too weak to help themselves; plenty of other people on this site have directed you to seek treatment- you should do that, or you can fuck off, I dont care. I wont be visiting your pity party thread again so dont worry about responding to this. Have a nice life Matt-
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Prayers aren't magic wishes that God grants you, like a genie from a bottle. Just because you pray for something doesn't mean the next day you should expect to find it laying next to you, on your pillow. I could pray all night to win the lotto, but I know I won't, and when I don't win it, I won't be so nieve as to say "see..praying doesn't work".
You pray for forgiveness, strength, clarity, courage and the will to overcome the obstacles in your life. God can guide you, but he can't do it FOR you.
Too many people approach prayer like you do. "I prayed for "X" and didn't get it. Praying doesn't work".
God never gives us more than we can handle. Everything you need to deal with life's problems is around you right now, I promise you that. Rather than praying for God to "fix" all your problems, pray for the strength and courage to stand up to and beat those problems by maximizing all available resources. Many will come from within, some will come from other sources. This site might be one of them, but then again it may not be.
You're throwing yourself a pity party and looking for an easy fix. Look in the mirror, accept some responsibility for your current situation, and start to move forward with hope and determination, rather than looking back with blame and spite.
Dig deep.
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You're an idiot. I spent some time trying to bump your made-up thread off the first page because you are nothing but a distraction to real quitters. I knew your attention seeking ass would self bump back to page one.
Time to take your crackhead ass to a clinic and get some treatment- if any of the shit that is in this thread is true- wife or girlfriend? Naval Academy?? Fucking right dude...
I am not posting in here to rip on you because I don't really give a shit about you- I care about the people on this site that want to quit and want to help other's quit. You don't want either of those things you just want someone to feel bad for you. I don't pity people that are too weak to help themselves; plenty of other people on this site have directed you to seek treatment- you should do that, or you can fuck off, I dont care. I wont be visiting your pity party thread again so dont worry about responding to this. Have a nice life Matt-
Dougie u can go fuck yourself bro.... I will respond all i want and you and your army can't do a fucking thing about it ....
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vet centers (http://www.va.gov/directory/guide/state.asp?State=MD&dnum=ALL&v=1)
Dude hardest part about going to get help is going through the front door.
Maryland
Vet Centers
Aberdeen: Aberdeen Vet Center Outstation
Annapolis: Annapolis Vet Center
Baltimore: Baltimore Vet Center
Cambridge: Cambridge Vet Center Outstation
Clinton: Prince George County Vet Center
Dundalk: Baltimore County - Dundalk Vet Center
Elkton: Elkton Vet Center
Silver Spring: Silver Spring Vet Center
Towson: 1B RCS Mid-Atlantic Region
one of these places has to be near you
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Day 3 and still no cravings whats up ppl im on top of the world because this is alot easier than the first go around... I felt like shit when my girl found out but, ya know what its alot easier now to quit then last time.
Last time i thought i wanted to kill every asshole that got in my way on this site. You know maybe i haven't seen the clear picture of everyone on this site. But who has truely seen that ? Who ever made this site was intended to have a purpose and that purpose was to have all of our crazy ass's here to try to help one another on quitting this bad habbit. I know you and everyone on this site is only trying to help but, if you keep putting people down because they fuck up every now and then that's messed up.
You don't seem to care much if you get pulled over by a cop and have to sit in jail cause you screwed up and you dont get yelled at there so why do it here? I guess what im trying to say is that, if you brag and talk bout how big you are about myself and Chad caving how bout you try it and see what it feels like when your friends that you thought you had in the beginning to back you come to you and say WTF did you do and why... You try to tell them what happened and they laugh at you or call you names, it feels like to me im back in elementry school with a bunch of bully's . Matt out
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You're an idiot. I spent some time trying to bump your made-up thread off the first page because you are nothing but a distraction to real quitters. I knew your attention seeking ass would self bump back to page one.
Time to take your crackhead ass to a clinic and get some treatment- if any of the shit that is in this thread is true- wife or girlfriend? Naval Academy?? Fucking right dude...
I am not posting in here to rip on you because I don't really give a shit about you- I care about the people on this site that want to quit and want to help other's quit. You don't want either of those things you just want someone to feel bad for you. I don't pity people that are too weak to help themselves; plenty of other people on this site have directed you to seek treatment- you should do that, or you can fuck off, I dont care. I wont be visiting your pity party thread again so dont worry about responding to this. Have a nice life Matt-
Dougie u can go fuck yourself bro.... I will respond all i want and you and your army can't do a fucking thing about it ....
Uh what does that mean? Maybe like blowing up this thread and removing your dumbass from this site. I said that from the get go with your near death fake ass story. 'army'
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you are an ass munch I provided you with a link to help your ass out and you still act like everyone is out to get you. As infectious as this thread is this is my last post you can find your own way from here on out doosh. I will continue to work with others and chalk this one up as a loss.
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Day 3 and still no cravings whats up ppl im on top of the world because this is alot easier than the first go around... I felt like shit when my girl found out but, ya know what its alot easier now to quit then last time.
Last time i thought i wanted to kill every asshole that got in my way on this site. You know maybe i haven't seen the clear picture of everyone on this site. But who has truely seen that ? Who ever made this site was intended to have a purpose and that purpose was to have all of our crazy ass's here to try to help one another on quitting this bad habbit. I know you and everyone on this site is only trying to help but, if you keep putting people down because they fuck up every now and then that's messed up.
You don't seem to care much if you get pulled over by a cop and have to sit in jail cause you screwed up and you dont get yelled at there so why do it here? I guess what im trying to say is that, if you brag and talk bout how big you are about myself and Chad caving how bout you try it and see what it feels like when your friends that you thought you had in the beginning to back you come to you and say WTF did you do and why... You try to tell them what happened and they laugh at you or call you names, it feels like to me im back in elementry school with a bunch of bully's . Matt out
Have you played the role of victim your entire life or can you pinpoint when it started to define who you are? Wake up, dude. Do you think we're all just a bunch of jerks piling on because you caved? Not the case. We are showing you where you are falsely casting blame when you should be looking in the mirror and nowhere else. Here's a little riddle for you: "I caved because X," SOLVE X. Stumped? X is a bullshit excuse. Try to tell us otherwise and you'll be corrected every time.
If any of your story is true, I'm sorry you're going through hell and I'm sorry that you have challenges that others do not. None of it changes the fact that NICOTINE does nothing to HELP you - it's just another problem.
1 problem + Nicotine = 2 problems
Or, in your case
26 problems + Nicotine = 27 problems
I'm sure this is all a waste of time for me, but your lack of responsibility is maddening. You can't pay the rent, but yet you go on day trips to DC, play Xbox live, buy cans of chew... What else?
Look. In. The. Mirror. Your problems lie within. No one can help you but yourself. I truly hope that you get yourself turned around.
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. -Denis Waitley
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Day 3 and still no cravings whats up ppl im on top of the world because this is alot easier than the first go around... I felt like shit when my girl found out but, ya know what its alot easier now to quit then last time.
Last time i thought i wanted to kill every asshole that got in my way on this site. You know maybe i haven't seen the clear picture of everyone on this site. But who has truely seen that ? Who ever made this site was intended to have a purpose and that purpose was to have all of our crazy ass's here to try to help one another on quitting this bad habbit. I know you and everyone on this site is only trying to help but, if you keep putting people down because they fuck up every now and then that's messed up.
You don't seem to care much if you get pulled over by a cop and have to sit in jail cause you screwed up and you dont get yelled at there so why do it here? I guess what im trying to say is that, if you brag and talk bout how big you are about myself and Chad caving how bout you try it and see what it feels like when your friends that you thought you had in the beginning to back you come to you and say WTF did you do and why... You try to tell them what happened and they laugh at you or call you names, it feels like to me im back in elementry school with a bunch of bully's . Matt out
Have you played the role of victim your entire life or can you pinpoint when it started to define who you are? Wake up, dude. Do you think we're all just a bunch of jerks piling on because you caved? Not the case. We are showing you where you are falsely casting blame when you should be looking in the mirror and nowhere else. Here's a little riddle for you: "I caved because X," SOLVE X. Stumped? X is a bullshit excuse. Try to tell us otherwise and you'll be corrected every time.
If any of your story is true, I'm sorry you're going through hell and I'm sorry that you have challenges that others do not. None of it changes the fact that NICOTINE does nothing to HELP you - it's just another problem.
1 problem + Nicotine = 2 problems
Or, in your case
26 problems + Nicotine = 27 problems
I'm sure this is all a waste of time for me, but your lack of responsibility is maddening. You can't pay the rent, but yet you go on day trips to DC, play Xbox live, buy cans of chew... What else?
Look. In. The. Mirror. Your problems lie within. No one can help you but yourself. I truly hope that you get yourself turned around.
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. -Denis Waitley
Sometimes I play the role of a victim...I dress up in my wife's stockings and she gets out the whip...freak...wrong forum....just ignore this and carry on...
Once I realized I was on the wrong forum, I could have deleted my post but then I realized that it was more interesting than the actual topic on this thread.... :D :o
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I just want to send out a request to all my quit brothers. Can we collectively ignore this guy today? Far too many quitters have wasted far too much time on this asshat that wants to blame the people reaching out to him for his problems.
Just a thought fellas, quit on and have a great weekend!
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I am lost by your reply.Â
This website is not a bank or any other sort of lending institution. Why you asking people for money?  This reminds me of the emails I've seen requesting money because some person lost their luggage in France and needs money to get home.Â
This is a internet site. Why do you expect people to come over to help you? Maybe this site did not fit your quit plan.
Sounds like you have some issues that need to be resolved. Dip doesn't help solve them.
Don't get why ur telling us all to F off. We didn't cave. If no one cared noone would have replied to your intro. You have support. Don't tell us to walk in your shoes ... U think ur the only person dealing with life?  Ridiculous.
Posting roll is the cornerstone of the site.  If you don't like it then maybe this is not for u.Â
If you put 1/2 the rage in your recent comments into your quit then I doubt you would have caved.
I don't think I am prepared to help you the way you currently require.
:deadhorse:
Matt, good luck to you.
fine don't help me i didnt ask you too in the first place.
I know it's a waste of breath.....but don't you dare put this on us Matt. So many quitters have spent time reaching out to you, but because we can't send you money or magically fix your personal problems you tell us to fuck off.
You better look in the mirror and get some professional help if needed. Until you stop blaming everything else for your problems, you will not find the solution.
I will be praying for you.
prayer doesn't work.. if it worked my dad would still be living and here..
Day 3 and still no cravings whats up ppl im on top of the world because this is alot easier than the first go around... I felt like shit when my girl found out but, ya know what its alot easier now to quit then last time.
Last time i thought i wanted to kill every asshole that got in my way on this site. You know maybe i haven't seen the clear picture of everyone on this site. But who has truely seen that ? Who ever made this site was intended to have a purpose and that purpose was to have all of our crazy ass's here to try to help one another on quitting this bad habbit. I know you and everyone on this site is only trying to help but, if you keep putting people down because they fuck up every now and then that's messed up.
You don't seem to care much if you get pulled over by a cop and have to sit in jail cause you screwed up and you dont get yelled at there so why do it here? I guess what im trying to say is that, if you brag and talk bout how big you are about myself and Chad caving how bout you try it and see what it feels like when your friends that you thought you had in the beginning to back you come to you and say WTF did you do and why... You try to tell them what happened and they laugh at you or call you names, it feels like to me im back in elementry school with a bunch of bully's . Matt out
Have you played the role of victim your entire life or can you pinpoint when it started to define who you are? Wake up, dude. Do you think we're all just a bunch of jerks piling on because you caved? Not the case. We are showing you where you are falsely casting blame when you should be looking in the mirror and nowhere else. Here's a little riddle for you: "I caved because X," SOLVE X. Stumped? X is a bullshit excuse. Try to tell us otherwise and you'll be corrected every time.
If any of your story is true, I'm sorry you're going through hell and I'm sorry that you have challenges that others do not. None of it changes the fact that NICOTINE does nothing to HELP you - it's just another problem.
1 problem + Nicotine = 2 problems
Or, in your case
26 problems + Nicotine = 27 problems
I'm sure this is all a waste of time for me, but your lack of responsibility is maddening. You can't pay the rent, but yet you go on day trips to DC, play Xbox live, buy cans of chew... What else?
Look. In. The. Mirror. Your problems lie within. No one can help you but yourself. I truly hope that you get yourself turned around.
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. -Denis Waitley
Sometimes I play the role of a victim...I dress up in my wife's stockings and she gets out the whip...freak...wrong forum....just ignore this and carry on...
Once I realized I was on the wrong forum, I could have deleted my post but then I realized that it was more interesting than the actual topic on this thread.... :D :o
OMG I about pissed myself Pdawg...peeps are knocking on the door asking if I am ok. HJLF