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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Mdavidboyle on November 25, 2012, 11:11:00 PM
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Tomorrow morning is the first day of the rest of my life, my 30 year old friend will die for the third and Final time. Copenhagen, the dear friend that has been with me through it all I am saying goodbye to. No more hidden spit bottles no more binge runs to the store late at night, no more sneaking one in at the last minute. For years I have lived with dippers teeth, breath and bottles everywhere. Finally I have decided to make the move and quit once and for all. 'Finger' copenhagen 'Finger' nicotine
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David
Please tell me why tomorrow will be better than right now.
No time like the present. Pitch it and get to it.
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Honestly I don't think you are pissed off enough to quit. You sound like you are still in love with it. You have to realize that your friend Copenhagen is a fucking tweaker that is steeling your money and your life one dip and one can at a time. You have to be pissed and feel the pain in order to quit.
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I'm gonna play this one a little different. Instead of calling you a pussy for not quitting now, we'll see you tomorrow. Got a hunch you're a bitch for doing the "Monday quit". Hope you prove me wrong.
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cope ain't your friend, boy. get that through your head right now. it has been fucking up your life for a long time, and you call it your friend? it's been slowly killing you, has been in complete control of your heart and mind, and has you in chains for 30 yrs, and you want to have this be a romantic break-up?
FUCK THAT.
it is time to stand up and forcibly quit NOW. flush your tins, flush your emergency stash, and go post roll now. no time like the present.
man up.
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Obviously the tone of my post was somewhat soft to be called a pussy or not man enough or blah blah blah. Yea I am pissed enough to quit that's why I quit and I said tomorrow because the last soldier died about three hours ago. I don't have to cuss or have fake bravado to be serious. I know it's tough but I also know that I am tougher. Roll call sure I will be there just like I have been for over ten years in my fancy uniform. I am tough enough and for the guy with the wolverine helmet let me just say Roll Tide Roll!!!! Thanks for the post gents an see you at my HOF induction. 'arse'
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Obviously the tone of my post was somewhat soft to be called a pussy or not man enough or blah blah blah. Yea I am pissed enough to quit that's why I quit and I said tomorrow because the last soldier died about three hours ago. I don't have to cuss or have fake bravado to be serious. I know it's tough but I also know that I am tougher. Roll call sure I will be there just like I have been for over ten years in my fancy uniform. I am tough enough and for the guy with the wolverine helmet let me just say Roll Tide Roll!!!! Thanks for the post gents an see you at my HOF induction. 'arse'
I'm going to guess that your considering your day one your first full day! Day one is the day you quit even if its 10:00pm! I thought cope was my friend for nearly 40 years, boy was I wrong! When the fog lifts, the cravings lessen and freedom is realized you will have a much different opinion of Copenhagen. This will be the first death of your "friend" any other stops were obviously temporary pauses! I'm here daily if you need anything just pm me.
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Obviously the tone of my post was somewhat soft to be called a pussy or not man enough or blah blah blah. Yea I am pissed enough to quit that's why I quit and I said tomorrow because the last soldier died about three hours ago. I don't have to cuss or have fake bravado to be serious. I know it's tough but I also know that I am tougher. Roll call sure I will be there just like I have been for over ten years in my fancy uniform. I am tough enough and for the guy with the wolverine helmet let me just say Roll Tide Roll!!!! Thanks for the post gents an see you at my HOF induction. 'arse'
I hope you do make it to the hof. I don't wish nic addiction on my worst enemy. Hell I was you 176 days ago.
I don't have to cuss and believe me my bravado is not fake. I'm no long time vet but I've been around long enough to see guys write love letters and promise to quit tomorrow. It usually does not end well.
Show me. Don't tell me. Ill be here to support you anytime you need it.
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Obviously the tone of my post was somewhat soft to be called a pussy or not man enough or blah blah blah. Yea I am pissed enough to quit that's why I quit and I said tomorrow because the last soldier died about three hours ago. I don't have to cuss or have fake bravado to be serious. I know it's tough but I also know that I am tougher. Roll call sure I will be there just like I have been for over ten years in my fancy uniform. I am tough enough and for the guy with the wolverine helmet let me just say Roll Tide Roll!!!! Thanks for the post gents an see you at my HOF induction. 'arse'
holy crap, we have a martyr here!
for someone that came in here talking about posting "tomorrow," you got one of the kindest and most gentle welcomes i've seen. get your panties out of a wad over a few f-bombs and get to quitting. i didn't see your name on roll call. maybe you found that emergency tin and are consoling yourself with a pity horseshoe.
btw, thanks for your service. i truly and honestly appreciate your sacrifice.
but the nic bitch don't care if you were billy badass on the battlefield... she gets her hooks as deep in soldiers and in anyone else.
let's go, buttercup... put your name down on roll call. this is a first thing in the morning event; it's a promise not to use for the rest of the day. once you make that promise, all you have to do is be an honorable man and keep your word.
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Day 2, let's see it.
Showin' me is tellin' me.
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I tried three times on the whole roll call thing and I have posts in there. They may not be the right way but I am in there and I am here. Doesn't really bother me about the whole reception and while i understand getting mad be mad at yourself for doing it. Not at the product
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I tried three times on the whole roll call thing and I have posts in there. They may not be the right way but I am in there and I am here. Doesn't really bother me about the whole reception and while i understand getting mad be mad at yourself for doing it. Not at the product
I understand getting pissed at yourself, but eventually you will hate the product! You sound very much like I did several months ago. Granted when you first started using you made a conscious decision to use. As time passed you lost control and freedom of your use to the addiction. Rage is a real part of quitting and actually helps you in dealing with the suck of quitting.
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I tried three times on the whole roll call thing and I have posts in there. They may not be the right way but I am in there and I am here. Doesn't really bother me about the whole reception and while i understand getting mad be mad at yourself for doing it. Not at the product
You're eventually going to have to get mad at your tin. He's not your friend, never was, in fact he has been and always will be your worst enemy. He was trying to kill you. Sure YOU chose to put him in your mouth but just read your intro post, you're still glamourising it. Nicotine TRICKED you into thinking he was a "friend" of yours. Dude it's fucking weeds in a can!!! Not a real person!!!
I'm not trying to be a dick here either as I went through THE EXACT same thing. When I quit, it was like my best buddy died. Got so bad I got depressed and had to go on anti depression medication...all because of my "friend" was gone.
Was I mad at myself? Fuck yeah I was, but it wasn't until I got pissed at my "friend" kodiak that I really started to get my quit on.
This isn't like breaking up with a girlfriend where maybe you can still remain cool, be friends, and hang out once in a while. This is life and death shit here dude.
I don't care if you fuck up role 50 days in a row as long as you keep that shit out of your mouth and realize you need to really build some hate for your old "friend".
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Mdavidboyle,
You're quit today. That is all that matters in my book. Welcome to KTC. This place has saved my liffle a little each day.
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(1) You are quit the moment you stop using and proclaim yourself quit.
(2) You can stay quit by adhering to our philosophy here:
Post roll
Keep your word
Repeat
(3) Fuck the hall of fame. It means shit if you can't make it past day 101. In fact, fuck any future "quit day" that is not today. Your promise expires at the end of this day. Keep your word today. We'll worry about tomorrow when tomorrow comes.
Think about all those past failures you've had, and what they had in common. Think about why failed in those instances, and figure out a plan for this quit. A dumbass will repeat his same mistakes over and over again, while a fool learns from his past mistakes.
(I'll give you a little hint: You've tried to do this alone before. That is no longer the case. You are walking with others now. We can't pull the trigger for you on this quit, but we will have your back if you have ours. OK...that was a big hint.)
You can do this brother.
Welcome to the battlefield.
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Good to have you here David. If you need any assistance PM me and I will try to help. You are in for a fight, but with the resources of this site you can do it.