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Title: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 31, 2016, 04:02:00 AM
As I lie in bed next to my beautiful, sleeping wife; toe twitching, foot bouncing; I think of how wonderful a pinch would be right now. Just a quick one before bed. Then, I think of how I want to spend as many years as possible with this amazing woman. She doesn't hassle me about chewing. She knows I won't quit unless I'm ready to quit.
I know by continuing to put "Satan in a can" in my lip, I am greatly reducing my chances with a long life with her, not to mention my chances of hot make out sessions.
But, guess what, I think I'm ready. I've been a slave for almost 30 years. I've had enough. If I were a religious person, I would ask you all to pray for me to feel the same way tomorrow. And the day after that. And the day after that. Thankfully, I will have the support of all of you.
So, I will not be posting in the Roll call just yet, as it has only been a few hours since I last dipped, but I hope to be able to do so on Monday morning. I look forward to saying that I quit with you today.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: southgafarmer on January 31, 2016, 06:15:00 AM
Don't wait to post up brother. Come join in on the May 16 Pre-HOF group. You don't need to "think" about it... You need to do it! Dump the freaking cancer in a can, and come show us how much of a man you are. Why in the hell would you let nic have another day?
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Jpfabel1073 on January 31, 2016, 06:40:00 AM
You know you are here for a reason, don't wait another minute. Dump the rest of your shit out and get into May 16 and post roll. You have already admitted to being a slave for 30 years, sack up and end the slavery to nic today. Waiting one more day could be the day you get cancer, then you will spend the rest of your life without a jaw. Good luck on the make out sessions then!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 31, 2016, 11:48:00 AM
Could someone post a link to the pre hof may 16? I'm making that promise starting today.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 31, 2016, 12:13:00 PM
I just dumpoed my can in the toilet. Going out on a hunt for fake chew.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Jpfabel1073 on January 31, 2016, 12:40:00 PM
Hell yeah lets get this quit started today. Pretty sure you can find Smokey Mountain at Walmart. You are about to take the first step in taking your life back!
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Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 31, 2016, 01:52:00 PM
Just ate my first post quit meal. Popped in a fake chew after. Not too bad. I can do this. I will do this. Accountability is everything.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Nomore1959 on January 31, 2016, 01:55:00 PM
Quote from: mcsnapper1
Just ate my first post quit meal. Popped in a fake chew after. Not too bad. I can do this. I will do this. Accountability is everything.
Awesome! Get some digits from your fellow May quitters, a quick text can save your quit.

Drink lots of water, exercise, and read this site... informed quit is stronger.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: pab1964 on January 31, 2016, 03:01:00 PM
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: mcsnapper1
Just ate my first post quit meal. Popped in a fake chew after. Not too bad. I can do this. I will do this. Accountability is everything.
Awesome! Get some digits from your fellow May quitters, a quick text can save your quit.

Drink lots of water, exercise, and read this site... informed quit is stronger.
Remember my friend not only are you counting on all of us but you staying true to your word strengthens all of our quits also! Damn proud of you! Read, stay close to the site for awhile. You're a grown ass man you know what it takes to get something you want really bad but here you don't have to go at it alone! Quit on!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 31, 2016, 11:28:00 PM
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: mcsnapper1
Just ate my first post quit meal. Popped in a fake chew after. Not too bad. I can do this. I will do this. Accountability is everything.
Awesome! Get some digits from your fellow May quitters, a quick text can save your quit.

Drink lots of water, exercise, and read this site... informed quit is stronger.
Remember my friend not only are you counting on all of us but you staying true to your word strengthens all of our quits also! Damn proud of you! Read, stay close to the site for awhile. You're a grown ass man you know what it takes to get something you want really bad but here you don't have to go at it alone! Quit on!
Every journey begins with a single step. I have been completely tabacco free for 24 hours.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Rawls on February 01, 2016, 12:11:00 AM
Quote from: mcsnapper1
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: mcsnapper1
Just ate my first post quit meal. Popped in a fake chew after. Not too bad. I can do this. I will do this. Accountability is everything.
Awesome! Get some digits from your fellow May quitters, a quick text can save your quit.

Drink lots of water, exercise, and read this site... informed quit is stronger.
Remember my friend not only are you counting on all of us but you staying true to your word strengthens all of our quits also! Damn proud of you! Read, stay close to the site for awhile. You're a grown ass man you know what it takes to get something you want really bad but here you don't have to go at it alone! Quit on!
Every journey begins with a single step. I have been completely tabacco free for 24 hours.
Dont have to be religious to pray...
Ill pray you do it another 24.
Rawls 440
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Gone Cruising on February 01, 2016, 05:35:00 AM
30 years here too and now 44 days quit. It's a rough road that you can handle and I promise the days will get better. Better than anything you have felt in a long time. Your going to taste food like you never tasted it before, feel the love for your wife like you never loved her before, feel more excited about life and want to do more than you have ever done before! I quit with you today brother! You can do this!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on February 01, 2016, 04:43:00 PM
Quote from: Gone
30 years here too and now 44 days quit. It's a rough road that you can handle and I promise the days will get better. Better than anything you have felt in a long time. Your going to taste food like you never tasted it before, feel the love for your wife like you never loved her before, feel more excited about life and want to do more than you have ever done before! I quit with you today brother! You can do this!
That's great to hear. It's the stories like this that are making this a little better for me. Ups and downs, but I'm kickin' her in the teeth.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on March 01, 2016, 06:19:00 PM
31 days quit and still here. F you nic. You suck.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Rawls on March 01, 2016, 11:24:00 PM
Quote from: mcsnapper1
31 days quit and still here. F you nic. You suck.
Well done Snap....
Stay focused.
It gets good.... Real good.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 470
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Gone Cruising on March 03, 2016, 01:00:00 AM
Keep it up! Proud to be quit with you! Every day in every way your getting healthier and healthier and will feel better and better.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on April 01, 2016, 04:35:00 PM
62 days in. I am feeling good more days than bad now. Still have some big craves occasionally, but mostly frequent small ones. Nothing I can't handle. Still loving how it smells like quit in here. Quit smells a hell of a lot better than shame and regret.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: texasyeti on April 01, 2016, 06:06:00 PM
Proud to be quit with you, mcsnapper! Keep on kicking ass!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Rawls on April 02, 2016, 12:07:00 AM
Looks good, smells good.
Strong off in here.
Well done young grassnapper.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Idaho Spuds on April 02, 2016, 12:31:00 AM
Great work! Keep it up!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on June 07, 2016, 12:52:00 AM
129 today. I'm still quit and showing no signs of slowing. Best decision I've ever made, after marrying my wife of coarse!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: mcsnapper1 on January 28, 2017, 10:51:00 PM
Here I am, on the eve of my 1 year of being quit. Starting out, I wasn't sure I was going to make it. It was, without a doubt, the single most important decision of my life. About 5 months into my quit, my wife became pregnant. Now, a few of my biggest goals in life are to ensure I'm around for my son as long as I can, and that he never, ever sees me with a cat turd in my lip. With a promise a day, I believe I can achieve those goals. And, with the help and support of all you fine folks, I can keep that daily promise.
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: ChickDip on January 29, 2017, 01:33:00 AM
Mr. McSnapper!
Congrats on your 1 trip around the sun!
Badassery brother!!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: Nomore1959 on January 29, 2017, 07:53:00 AM
Quote from: ChickDip
Mr. McSnapper!
Congrats on your 1 trip around the sun!
Badassery brother!!
Happy Year Snapper!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: pab1964 on January 29, 2017, 06:43:00 PM
Congratulations sir! I quit with you EDD Odaat!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: ChickDip on September 10, 2017, 11:37:00 AM
'Birthday' mcsnapp!
Title: Re: My mind is playing tricks on me.
Post by: ChickDip on January 31, 2018, 05:18:00 PM
And here you are 2 years after the best decision you ever made. Proud to walk this along side you. Congrats mcsnapp!