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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Jbob on June 15, 2013, 05:54:00 PM
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Mjollnir suggested I do this; so here it is; grew up in Kansas - lived in a little town but worked for farmers during the summer; started chewing leaf tobacco when I was 14 or so - then cigarettes; and smoked cigs for at least 25 years; then quit cigs with dip and I've been dipping since - another 20 years; today is my 59th birthday - so starting nicotine at 14 and june 8, 2013 my quit date puts me at 45 years of nicotine - by the time you get as old as I am, you start developing a minimal degree of self honesty - and I have known that all good things come to an end - and dip needed to come to an end - I felt shitty even when i'm in the best physical condition of my life - ran 3 1/2 marathons in the last 18 months - and still feel shitty - I was having to remind myself at night to get up and spit out the wad in my mouth otherwise I would go to sleep with it and wake up choking on it - happened more than once; pissed me off that I had to spit it out - sick sick addiction - but i'm done - made the decision at high noon june 8 2013 and been dip free since - had snooped around this site several times in the last couple years - and glad its here and im using it - doing the quit with the support of others that have faced the beast before me - makes it a whole lot more doable for this sick puppy - thanks for all the bad ass quitters out there who are owning their quit and being there to help us newbies - hopefully I will pay it forward sometime soon - My name is jeff and I live in Raleigh, NC - I've got several quitters numbers and hope to keep building the list.
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Welcome aboard Jbob. After you left chat I sent you my number in a PM. Check on the upper right hand of your screen and you will see your message (inbox) center. Give me a call and lets shoot the bull. This is going to be an interesting time for you but you will make it. Stay focused and I will quit with you all day long.
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Mjollnir suggested I do this; so here it is; grew up in Kansas - lived in a little town but worked for farmers during the summer; started chewing leaf tobacco when I was 14 or so - then cigarettes; and smoked cigs for at least 25 years; then quit cigs with dip and I've been dipping since - another 20 years; today is my 59th birthday - so starting nicotine at 14 and june 8, 2013 my quit date puts me at 45 years of nicotine - by the time you get as old as I am, you start developing a minimal degree of self honesty - and I have known that all good things come to an end - and dip needed to come to an end - I felt shitty even when i'm in the best physical condition of my life - ran 3 1/2 marathons in the last 18 months - and still feel shitty - I was having to remind myself at night to get up and spit out the wad in my mouth otherwise I would go to sleep with it and wake up choking on it - happened more than once; pissed me off that I had to spit it out - sick sick addiction - but i'm done - made the decision at high noon june 8 2013 and been dip free since - had snooped around this site several times in the last couple years - and glad its here and im using it - doing the quit with the support of others that have faced the beast before me - makes it a whole lot more doable for this sick puppy - thanks for all the bad ass quitters out there who are owning their quit and being there to help us newbies - hopefully I will pay it forward sometime soon - My name is jeff and I live in Raleigh, NC - I've got several quitters numbers and hope to keep building the list.
Good intro bro. It will be good to look back in the future and read it again. Your owning this quit brother. Good job. Also, your already paying it forward. Everyone has there part. Trust me, the old vets need us new guys just like we need them. This sight is not just for the noobs, this sight is for everyone fighting this addiction. Thank you for your contribution and I'm glad to be quit with you.
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Others have come here and posted a day 1 after many more years of nicotine abuse. They are quit today and so can you if you want it. Thousands of quitters will back you here each day but you have to do the hard part: post roll then keep your word all day.
One day at a time.
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Excellent intro, Jeff. Just excellent. Holy hell, I can't imagine 45 years. I think a guy on here named WT57 put in about 40 himself.
I'm right down the road from you. I'll send you a PM with details and digits. Good on you, bro. Today is a great day to quit. Tomorrow will be great, too.
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Welcome to ktc and congrats on Quitting. 45 years is along time to be a slave but we are all addicts rather we used for 45 day's or 45 years. I will quit with you any day. If you need anything at all feel free to pm me.
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Welcome Jeff, thanks for the note. My age is closer to yours so I'll pay particular attention to your posts. It's good to hear you're running marathons despite the years of use. Think how good you'll feel off the nicotine. I think the plus will outweigh the negatives and you'll do great here.
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Welcome Jbob...doing a great job!!
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Never too late man. Never. I want you to PM me if you need ANYTHING brother. Quitting right alongside you today bro...
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Welcome, Jeff. Like Dlee mentioned I'm around a 40 year addict. I just turned 56 and have been nicotine free for 442 days because of KTC and a whole bunch of new friends here online. I slept with that shit regularly for years. You said all good things must come to an end so do some really bad things. The fog should be lifting for you and now the mind games begin. Check your inbox I'll send you a more detailed introduction to myself and my number you can call. Keep your head up and you can win this battle one day at a time just like so many of the rest of us are.
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Way to go, Jbob!!! You are in the right place if you want to quit. Stay close to the site, post your promise not to use and repeat every day. You will soon be feeling much better than you ever thought you could.
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Jake and I congratulate you again and wanted to post this in your thread so you will have it to reflect back to later in your quit. I quit with you Erussell -140-
OK RIDERS! TODAY WE STOP OFF IN NORTH CAROLINA TO PICK UP A GUY THAT I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT! AFTER READING HIS RESPONSES TO OUR QUESTIONS I HAVE REALIZED HE IS A COOL GUY WHO WOULD PROBABLY BE ALOT OF FUN TO DRINK WITH. GUESS WE ARE ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH.
WELCOME JBOB!!! HE IS BADASS WHO HITS 100 DAYS OF FREEDOM TODAY FROM THE NIC BITCH. HE HASNT ALWAYS BEEN A CHEWER THOUGH. HE STARTED OUT BY BEING A REGULAR SMOKER, THEN QUIT SMOKING BY CHEWING. NOT SURE HE THOUGHT THAT ONE OUT SO WELL... HE HAS BEEN MARRIED 11 YEARS AND HAS TWO KIDS HE GOT AS A PRESENT THE DAY HE WAS MARRIED. AHHH STEP KIDS..... WHAT A GREAT GIFT. HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM THOUGH. JBOB IS GOING TO BRING HIS INFAMOUS GATES OF HELL CHILI ON THE TRAIN TO SHARE AND IF WE HAVE AN ACCIDENT WE NEED TO CALL THE EPA SO THEY CAN CLEAN UP THE TOXIC MESS OF BEANS AND HOT SAUCE! IM NOT SURE THAT CHILI IS A GOOD IDEA ON AN ENCLOSED TRAIN FULL OF MEN AND BOURBON BUT I GUESS I CAN'T SAY NO! HIS FAVORITE HOBBY IS CHASING HIS WIFE AROUND THE HOUSE AND HIS FAVORITE AVATAR IS ANY THING WITH BOUNCING BOOBIES. THATS PROBABLY WHY HE LIKES TO MAKE HIS WIFE RUN! ONLY TWO THINGS I CAN SAY BAD ABOUT JBOB.... HE DRIVES A NISSAN MAXIMA! AND HE LIKES THE FORTY NINERS! POOR CHOICES MY FRIEND! THE CRAZIEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE IS TO GO TENT CAMPING IN EAST AFRICA. HE CAME FACE TO FACE WITH A HYENA AND NO ONE WAS LAUGHING. TONIGHT HE PLANS TO CELEBRATE BY GOING OUT FOR A BIG STEAK DINNER AND WRAPPING UP THE NIGHT WITH A FANCY PICTURE SHOW AND A GAME OF TAG WITH THE WIFE. HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK WMCATTY, WT57, 2MUCH2LIVE4, DUATHMAN, PHILLY80, BILLYBILL3934, KANDALK, SHU, MIKEMUL, TRAUMA, JRIZZLE, DERK40, AND SOME NEW GUYS FOR ALL THE HELP AND ENOURAGMENT HE HAS GOTTEN ALONG THE WAY.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
WELCOME TO THE TRAIN JBOB. YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR SEAT AND WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! WE ARE GLAD YOU PLAN TO REACH FOR 200 AND IF YOUR HISTORY IS ANY EVIDENCE, I AM CONFIDENT YOU WILL SUCCEDE. NOW GRAB A DRINK AND PASS ME THE HEAT!
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Jake and I congratulate you again and wanted to post this in your thread so you will have it to reflect back to later in your quit. I quit with you Erussell -140-
OK RIDERS! TODAY WE STOP OFF IN NORTH CAROLINA TO PICK UP A GUY THAT I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT! AFTER READING HIS RESPONSES TO OUR QUESTIONS I HAVE REALIZED HE IS A COOL GUY WHO WOULD PROBABLY BE ALOT OF FUN TO DRINK WITH. GUESS WE ARE ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH.
WELCOME JBOB!!! HE IS BADASS WHO HITS 100 DAYS OF FREEDOM TODAY FROM THE NIC BITCH. HE HASNT ALWAYS BEEN A CHEWER THOUGH. HE STARTED OUT BY BEING A REGULAR SMOKER, THEN QUIT SMOKING BY CHEWING. NOT SURE HE THOUGHT THAT ONE OUT SO WELL... HE HAS BEEN MARRIED 11 YEARS AND HAS TWO KIDS HE GOT AS A PRESENT THE DAY HE WAS MARRIED. AHHH STEP KIDS..... WHAT A GREAT GIFT. HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM THOUGH. JBOB IS GOING TO BRING HIS INFAMOUS GATES OF HELL CHILI ON THE TRAIN TO SHARE AND IF WE HAVE AN ACCIDENT WE NEED TO CALL THE EPA SO THEY CAN CLEAN UP THE TOXIC MESS OF BEANS AND HOT SAUCE! IM NOT SURE THAT CHILI IS A GOOD IDEA ON AN ENCLOSED TRAIN FULL OF MEN AND BOURBON BUT I GUESS I CAN'T SAY NO! HIS FAVORITE HOBBY IS CHASING HIS WIFE AROUND THE HOUSE AND HIS FAVORITE AVATAR IS ANY THING WITH BOUNCING BOOBIES. THATS PROBABLY WHY HE LIKES TO MAKE HIS WIFE RUN! ONLY TWO THINGS I CAN SAY BAD ABOUT JBOB.... HE DRIVES A NISSAN MAXIMA! AND HE LIKES THE FORTY NINERS! POOR CHOICES MY FRIEND! THE CRAZIEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE IS TO GO TENT CAMPING IN EAST AFRICA. HE CAME FACE TO FACE WITH A HYENA AND NO ONE WAS LAUGHING. TONIGHT HE PLANS TO CELEBRATE BY GOING OUT FOR A BIG STEAK DINNER AND WRAPPING UP THE NIGHT WITH A FANCY PICTURE SHOW AND A GAME OF TAG WITH THE WIFE. HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK WMCATTY, WT57, 2MUCH2LIVE4, DUATHMAN, PHILLY80, BILLYBILL3934, KANDALK, SHU, MIKEMUL, TRAUMA, JRIZZLE, DERK40, AND SOME NEW GUYS FOR ALL THE HELP AND ENOURAGMENT HE HAS GOTTEN ALONG THE WAY.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
WELCOME TO THE TRAIN JBOB. YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR SEAT AND WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! WE ARE GLAD YOU PLAN TO REACH FOR 200 AND IF YOUR HISTORY IS ANY EVIDENCE, I AM CONFIDENT YOU WILL SUCCEDE. NOW GRAB A DRINK AND PASS ME THE HEAT!
Excellent... Proud of you bro,, great job... 'clap'
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Jake and I congratulate you again and wanted to post this in your thread so you will have it to reflect back to later in your quit. I quit with you Erussell -140-
OK RIDERS! TODAY WE STOP OFF IN NORTH CAROLINA TO PICK UP A GUY THAT I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT! AFTER READING HIS RESPONSES TO OUR QUESTIONS I HAVE REALIZED HE IS A COOL GUY WHO WOULD PROBABLY BE ALOT OF FUN TO DRINK WITH. GUESS WE ARE ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH.
WELCOME JBOB!!! HE IS BADASS WHO HITS 100 DAYS OF FREEDOM TODAY FROM THE NIC BITCH. HE HASNT ALWAYS BEEN A CHEWER THOUGH. HE STARTED OUT BY BEING A REGULAR SMOKER, THEN QUIT SMOKING BY CHEWING. NOT SURE HE THOUGHT THAT ONE OUT SO WELL... HE HAS BEEN MARRIED 11 YEARS AND HAS TWO KIDS HE GOT AS A PRESENT THE DAY HE WAS MARRIED. AHHH STEP KIDS..... WHAT A GREAT GIFT. HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM THOUGH. JBOB IS GOING TO BRING HIS INFAMOUS GATES OF HELL CHILI ON THE TRAIN TO SHARE AND IF WE HAVE AN ACCIDENT WE NEED TO CALL THE EPA SO THEY CAN CLEAN UP THE TOXIC MESS OF BEANS AND HOT SAUCE! IM NOT SURE THAT CHILI IS A GOOD IDEA ON AN ENCLOSED TRAIN FULL OF MEN AND BOURBON BUT I GUESS I CAN'T SAY NO! HIS FAVORITE HOBBY IS CHASING HIS WIFE AROUND THE HOUSE AND HIS FAVORITE AVATAR IS ANY THING WITH BOUNCING BOOBIES. THATS PROBABLY WHY HE LIKES TO MAKE HIS WIFE RUN! ONLY TWO THINGS I CAN SAY BAD ABOUT JBOB.... HE DRIVES A NISSAN MAXIMA! AND HE LIKES THE FORTY NINERS! POOR CHOICES MY FRIEND! THE CRAZIEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE IS TO GO TENT CAMPING IN EAST AFRICA. HE CAME FACE TO FACE WITH A HYENA AND NO ONE WAS LAUGHING. TONIGHT HE PLANS TO CELEBRATE BY GOING OUT FOR A BIG STEAK DINNER AND WRAPPING UP THE NIGHT WITH A FANCY PICTURE SHOW AND A GAME OF TAG WITH THE WIFE. HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK WMCATTY, WT57, 2MUCH2LIVE4, DUATHMAN, PHILLY80, BILLYBILL3934, KANDALK, SHU, MIKEMUL, TRAUMA, JRIZZLE, DERK40, AND SOME NEW GUYS FOR ALL THE HELP AND ENOURAGMENT HE HAS GOTTEN ALONG THE WAY.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
WELCOME TO THE TRAIN JBOB. YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR SEAT AND WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! WE ARE GLAD YOU PLAN TO REACH FOR 200 AND IF YOUR HISTORY IS ANY EVIDENCE, I AM CONFIDENT YOU WILL SUCCEDE. NOW GRAB A DRINK AND PASS ME THE HEAT!
Excellent... Proud of you bro,, great job... 'clap'
get you some 'boob' while you are playing tag tonite....good job JBOB
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Jake and I congratulate you again and wanted to post this in your thread so you will have it to reflect back to later in your quit. I quit with you Erussell -140-
OK RIDERS! TODAY WE STOP OFF IN NORTH CAROLINA TO PICK UP A GUY THAT I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT! AFTER READING HIS RESPONSES TO OUR QUESTIONS I HAVE REALIZED HE IS A COOL GUY WHO WOULD PROBABLY BE ALOT OF FUN TO DRINK WITH. GUESS WE ARE ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH.
WELCOME JBOB!!! HE IS BADASS WHO HITS 100 DAYS OF FREEDOM TODAY FROM THE NIC BITCH. HE HASNT ALWAYS BEEN A CHEWER THOUGH. HE STARTED OUT BY BEING A REGULAR SMOKER, THEN QUIT SMOKING BY CHEWING. NOT SURE HE THOUGHT THAT ONE OUT SO WELL... HE HAS BEEN MARRIED 11 YEARS AND HAS TWO KIDS HE GOT AS A PRESENT THE DAY HE WAS MARRIED. AHHH STEP KIDS..... WHAT A GREAT GIFT. HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM THOUGH. JBOB IS GOING TO BRING HIS INFAMOUS GATES OF HELL CHILI ON THE TRAIN TO SHARE AND IF WE HAVE AN ACCIDENT WE NEED TO CALL THE EPA SO THEY CAN CLEAN UP THE TOXIC MESS OF BEANS AND HOT SAUCE! IM NOT SURE THAT CHILI IS A GOOD IDEA ON AN ENCLOSED TRAIN FULL OF MEN AND BOURBON BUT I GUESS I CAN'T SAY NO! HIS FAVORITE HOBBY IS CHASING HIS WIFE AROUND THE HOUSE AND HIS FAVORITE AVATAR IS ANY THING WITH BOUNCING BOOBIES. THATS PROBABLY WHY HE LIKES TO MAKE HIS WIFE RUN! ONLY TWO THINGS I CAN SAY BAD ABOUT JBOB.... HE DRIVES A NISSAN MAXIMA! AND HE LIKES THE FORTY NINERS! POOR CHOICES MY FRIEND! THE CRAZIEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE IS TO GO TENT CAMPING IN EAST AFRICA. HE CAME FACE TO FACE WITH A HYENA AND NO ONE WAS LAUGHING. TONIGHT HE PLANS TO CELEBRATE BY GOING OUT FOR A BIG STEAK DINNER AND WRAPPING UP THE NIGHT WITH A FANCY PICTURE SHOW AND A GAME OF TAG WITH THE WIFE. HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK WMCATTY, WT57, 2MUCH2LIVE4, DUATHMAN, PHILLY80, BILLYBILL3934, KANDALK, SHU, MIKEMUL, TRAUMA, JRIZZLE, DERK40, AND SOME NEW GUYS FOR ALL THE HELP AND ENOURAGMENT HE HAS GOTTEN ALONG THE WAY.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
WELCOME TO THE TRAIN JBOB. YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR SEAT AND WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! WE ARE GLAD YOU PLAN TO REACH FOR 200 AND IF YOUR HISTORY IS ANY EVIDENCE, I AM CONFIDENT YOU WILL SUCCEDE. NOW GRAB A DRINK AND PASS ME THE HEAT!
Excellent... Proud of you bro,, great job... 'clap'
get you some 'boob' while you are playing tag tonite....good job JBOB
Chasing bouncing boobies is a great choice, brother! Congrats!!! Keep on chasing them. Bounce, bounce, bounce...seems like there was something else I was going to congratulate you for...bounce, bounce, but escapes my mind right now...bounce, bounce, bounce....
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Jake and I congratulate you again and wanted to post this in your thread so you will have it to reflect back to later in your quit. I quit with you Erussell -140-
OK RIDERS! TODAY WE STOP OFF IN NORTH CAROLINA TO PICK UP A GUY THAT I WISH I KNEW MORE ABOUT! AFTER READING HIS RESPONSES TO OUR QUESTIONS I HAVE REALIZED HE IS A COOL GUY WHO WOULD PROBABLY BE ALOT OF FUN TO DRINK WITH. GUESS WE ARE ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH.
WELCOME JBOB!!! HE IS BADASS WHO HITS 100 DAYS OF FREEDOM TODAY FROM THE NIC BITCH. HE HASNT ALWAYS BEEN A CHEWER THOUGH. HE STARTED OUT BY BEING A REGULAR SMOKER, THEN QUIT SMOKING BY CHEWING. NOT SURE HE THOUGHT THAT ONE OUT SO WELL... HE HAS BEEN MARRIED 11 YEARS AND HAS TWO KIDS HE GOT AS A PRESENT THE DAY HE WAS MARRIED. AHHH STEP KIDS..... WHAT A GREAT GIFT. HE SEEMS TO LIKE THEM THOUGH. JBOB IS GOING TO BRING HIS INFAMOUS GATES OF HELL CHILI ON THE TRAIN TO SHARE AND IF WE HAVE AN ACCIDENT WE NEED TO CALL THE EPA SO THEY CAN CLEAN UP THE TOXIC MESS OF BEANS AND HOT SAUCE! IM NOT SURE THAT CHILI IS A GOOD IDEA ON AN ENCLOSED TRAIN FULL OF MEN AND BOURBON BUT I GUESS I CAN'T SAY NO! HIS FAVORITE HOBBY IS CHASING HIS WIFE AROUND THE HOUSE AND HIS FAVORITE AVATAR IS ANY THING WITH BOUNCING BOOBIES. THATS PROBABLY WHY HE LIKES TO MAKE HIS WIFE RUN! ONLY TWO THINGS I CAN SAY BAD ABOUT JBOB.... HE DRIVES A NISSAN MAXIMA! AND HE LIKES THE FORTY NINERS! POOR CHOICES MY FRIEND! THE CRAZIEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE IS TO GO TENT CAMPING IN EAST AFRICA. HE CAME FACE TO FACE WITH A HYENA AND NO ONE WAS LAUGHING. TONIGHT HE PLANS TO CELEBRATE BY GOING OUT FOR A BIG STEAK DINNER AND WRAPPING UP THE NIGHT WITH A FANCY PICTURE SHOW AND A GAME OF TAG WITH THE WIFE. HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK WMCATTY, WT57, 2MUCH2LIVE4, DUATHMAN, PHILLY80, BILLYBILL3934, KANDALK, SHU, MIKEMUL, TRAUMA, JRIZZLE, DERK40, AND SOME NEW GUYS FOR ALL THE HELP AND ENOURAGMENT HE HAS GOTTEN ALONG THE WAY.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
WELCOME TO THE TRAIN JBOB. YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR SEAT AND WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! WE ARE GLAD YOU PLAN TO REACH FOR 200 AND IF YOUR HISTORY IS ANY EVIDENCE, I AM CONFIDENT YOU WILL SUCCEDE. NOW GRAB A DRINK AND PASS ME THE HEAT!
Excellent... Proud of you bro,, great job... 'clap'
get you some 'boob' while you are playing tag tonite....good job JBOB
Chasing bouncing boobies is a great choice, brother! Congrats!!! Keep on chasing them. Bounce, bounce, bounce...seems like there was something else I was going to congratulate you for...bounce, bounce, but escapes my mind right now...bounce, bounce, bounce....
'crackup'
'40'
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Congrats on 100 days!
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Thanks to all the September quitters and all the other bad to the bone dedicated no bull shit quitters on this site - you made my quit possible !
Let's keep it rolling -
PM me some digits - I've always got time to talk with a quitter !!!
Jbob
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Disappointing.
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Disappointing.
Very disappointing Jbob, I know we are not in contact but your one of the guys I got used to seeing everyday in September roll. I hope that you examine your decision carefully and answer the 3 questions.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
Your words from your HOF train intro.... I'd like to know how you feel about throwing away the time you had for a cigar? Why in that moment did you not reach out?
I see from your HOF intro your in North Carolina as well, I'll be sending you a PM with my number. I'd like to be on your list of people to contact and if possible maybe we can get together for a quitter meet up.
I'll quit with you today.
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Disappointing.
Very disappointing Jbob, I know we are not in contact but your one of the guys I got used to seeing everyday in September roll. I hope that you examine your decision carefully and answer the 3 questions.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
Your words from your HOF train intro.... I'd like to know how you feel about throwing away the time you had for a cigar? Why in that moment did you not reach out?
I see from your HOF intro your in North Carolina as well, I'll be sending you a PM with my number. I'd like to be on your list of people to contact and if possible maybe we can get together for a quitter meet up.
I'll quit with you today.
Sucks. I'll be interested in those three answers, Jbob. You're a smart dude. They ought to show some serious thought.
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Disappointing.
Very disappointing Jbob, I know we are not in contact but your one of the guys I got used to seeing everyday in September roll. I hope that you examine your decision carefully and answer the 3 questions.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
Your words from your HOF train intro.... I'd like to know how you feel about throwing away the time you had for a cigar? Why in that moment did you not reach out?
I see from your HOF intro your in North Carolina as well, I'll be sending you a PM with my number. I'd like to be on your list of people to contact and if possible maybe we can get together for a quitter meet up.
I'll quit with you today.
Sucks. I'll be interested in those three answers, Jbob. You're a smart dude. They ought to show some serious thought.
Just shakes his head and mumbles will they ever get it, will they ever learn..............
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Disappointing.
Very disappointing Jbob, I know we are not in contact but your one of the guys I got used to seeing everyday in September roll. I hope that you examine your decision carefully and answer the 3 questions.
HIS ADVICE TO OTHERS.... “MAKE CONTACT WITH PEOPLE ON THE SITE.... CALL THEM AND GET TO KNOW THEM. BE READY TO CALL THEM WHEN YOUR ASS IS ON FIRE AND YOUR READY TO CAVE. ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW OF BEATING THE CRAVE AND CAVE.” WELL SAID MY MAN!
Your words from your HOF train intro.... I'd like to know how you feel about throwing away the time you had for a cigar? Why in that moment did you not reach out?
I see from your HOF intro your in North Carolina as well, I'll be sending you a PM with my number. I'd like to be on your list of people to contact and if possible maybe we can get together for a quitter meet up.
I'll quit with you today.
Sucks. I'll be interested in those three answers, Jbob. You're a smart dude. They ought to show some serious thought.
Just shakes his head and mumbles will they ever get it, will they ever learn..............
Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
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Jbob - day 1 - yep it was me - smoked a cigar at a dinner party last night - not sure how or why at this point - but will go over to the February group and post day 1 - and process it best i can.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do different?
Damn. It rattles your cage a bit when a guy you support/text etc.... caves. You know the drill jbob. Dust yourself off and get back on this quit train.
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Hey jbob sorry hear that you cave but get back on this quit train and start post roll with us Feb people and everyone on this site will help you you just got to remember to.help yourself and quit this nic bitch one day at a time.
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I wanna know what happened bro. . .
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DUDE this is getting refuckingdiculous post up your answers to why you were a dumb ass. Get back on the horse
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DUDE this is getting refuckingdiculous post up your answers to why you were a dumb ass. Get back on the horse
I'm with tauma. Hit roll and get them answers up. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Don't you dare undo what you have started here. You screwed up, but life keeps going. I'm not going to say that what you did was alright, but i will say that 1 cigar is not as bad as two. Don't think for one second this quit is in the bag. If anything you have proved you need accountability. I'm quit with you jarod. Get your head right.
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
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All right Jbob.
Everyone has patted you on the butt and gave you props for being honest.
Seems like your first cave didn't scare or resolve you to quit.
What is the ingredient in your quit to fucking quit and not start again?
Don't give me any bullshit that its too hard or you are too weak. That is me and my statement.
Quitting is too hard and I am too weak to quit but I want to. I am here because this is my daily treatment to keep my addiction in remission. I am and always will be an addict.
You will not make it 100 days. Your head gets in the game and leaves the game.
If you really want this, you'll fight for it. If it is just to shed some guilt that you have, quit mentally masturbating on KTC. You're a caver. This site if for quitters.
It is time for you to chose. I hope you are a quitter but if you're a caver, go can hump or give cigars blow jobs. Just don't profess to be a quitter if you don't want this and don't follow the plan.
If you post roll every day, keep your promise, and repeat. That is the strategy, any addict can do this if they want.
Where is your head Bitch?
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
Dude this is awful behavior, I don't know what you are thinking a cave is one thing but to post back to back day 1's is unacceptable. I was in contact with you daily so to see one day 1 was a shock. Then to get a text saying you are on day 1 again today is a slap in the face. I am with Derk don't post another day til you get your head out of your ass. You need to really figure out if you are quit or stopped and why you are doing this. Is it attention you lack or what is there a psychological reason. I hate saying shit like this to who I consider close but like I have said earlier I don't buy the family thing they can do what they want. I hold you to a higher standard. Also to cave when you are in contact with bad asses ugh. W2W is/was working with you Derk was, Jlud sent his number I was, wtf man you got a shit ton of explaining and a mile of fucking fence to mend.
For fuck sake do you believe what you write. I carry one of your quotes in my signature block.
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
Dude this is awful behavior, I don't know what you are thinking a cave is one thing but to post back to back day 1's is unacceptable. I was in contact with you daily so to see one day 1 was a shock. Then to get a text saying you are on day 1 again today is a slap in the face. I am with Derk don't post another day til you get your head out of your ass. You need to really figure out if you are quit or stopped and why you are doing this. Is it attention you lack or what is there a psychological reason. I hate saying shit like this to who I consider close but like I have said earlier I don't buy the family thing they can do what they want. I hold you to a higher standard. Also to cave when you are in contact with bad asses ugh. W2W is/was working with you Derk was, Jlud sent his number I was, wtf man you got a shit ton of explaining and a mile of fucking fence to mend.
For fuck sake do you believe what you write. I carry one of your quotes in my signature block.
Also incase you didn't get it I am pissed off with you coming here on the opening day for March pre HOF with this nonsense. They don't need a shit storm to burst out in here that's why I carried this back to your thread.
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
Dude this is awful behavior, I don't know what you are thinking a cave is one thing but to post back to back day 1's is unacceptable. I was in contact with you daily so to see one day 1 was a shock. Then to get a text saying you are on day 1 again today is a slap in the face. I am with Derk don't post another day til you get your head out of your ass. You need to really figure out if you are quit or stopped and why you are doing this. Is it attention you lack or what is there a psychological reason. I hate saying shit like this to who I consider close but like I have said earlier I don't buy the family thing they can do what they want. I hold you to a higher standard. Also to cave when you are in contact with bad asses ugh. W2W is/was working with you Derk was, Jlud sent his number I was, wtf man you got a shit ton of explaining and a mile of fucking fence to mend.
For fuck sake do you believe what you write. I carry one of your quotes in my signature block.
This sucks, Jbob. Are you quit, or just fucking around?
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
Dude this is awful behavior, I don't know what you are thinking a cave is one thing but to post back to back day 1's is unacceptable. I was in contact with you daily so to see one day 1 was a shock. Then to get a text saying you are on day 1 again today is a slap in the face. I am with Derk don't post another day til you get your head out of your ass. You need to really figure out if you are quit or stopped and why you are doing this. Is it attention you lack or what is there a psychological reason. I hate saying shit like this to who I consider close but like I have said earlier I don't buy the family thing they can do what they want. I hold you to a higher standard. Also to cave when you are in contact with bad asses ugh. W2W is/was working with you Derk was, Jlud sent his number I was, wtf man you got a shit ton of explaining and a mile of fucking fence to mend.
For fuck sake do you believe what you write. I carry one of your quotes in my signature block.
This sucks, Jbob. Are you quit, or just fucking around?
Jbob-
I'd suggest you need to do far more than " I'll do what worked early ". How did that work out for you the first time? Why do you think it will be different the second time? Get a serious quit plan together, get serious about your quit.
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Jbob - day 1 - was in Sept 13 HOF and caved Wed night; smoked a cigar; posted a new day one in Feb 14 group and then smoked 2 more cigars this morning; encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
Why? got complacent; had not been daily texting or contacting other quitters like i did early on; nic bitch dialed me up - and I didnt call or contact anyone for help; The Bitch has my number for sure
What will be different; I'll do what worked early; post, text and talk to other quitters daily; pick up the phone when The Bitch dials me up.
- Fire at will.
Hey brother, I respect that you have come back and I am glad to see that you nutted up because you were one of the early people that reached out and helped me.
You essentially answered questions 1 2 but you are missing the 3-What do you plan on doing differently?
I ask one thing specific, and you state that today is day 1 therefore you should be in March 2014 group. Regardless of what group you are in the will need guidance and your experience would be very beneficial, so this time stick the fuck around and do less than the minimum.
Pinched
I hate to be the asshole here, however.....
You started over Day 1 on Thursday because of the cigar Wed night, then decided fuck it and smoked 2 more today.....then decided to comeback and post Day 1... again.... I just want to be sure we have all the facts.
I sent you my number yesterday, so fuck it why call someone, I'll suck off a couple more stogies before restarting my quit!
You have yet to give any meaningful answers here, I think your just setting us all up for the eventual....oh well fuck it I'm a pussy and just can't do it post. I hope I'm wrong Jbob. You've got my number, the offer stands if your ready to show some testicular fortitude.
2 more cigars this morning??? What?!? You have gotten some props for being honest after the first cave the other day, now you are essentially blowing your BS cigar smoke in our face with this 2nd cave in 3 days.
This is a perfect example of why you answer the 3 questions. Why would you post roll yesterday after your cave wake up and smoke cigars today?
More importantly, why would you post roll again today for another day 1 before you figure out where you are at.
Recommend pulling your head out of your backside before you post roll again. Answer the 3 questions and figure out what your deal is brother!
Two more today,, wtf is wrong with you?.?. 100 plus days,, just like that?.?. I went back and read your intro, I suggest you do the same.
I also recommend you take a good look in the mirror. Take one of them stinky no good for nothing brown death sticks and put it right in the mirror with you. Wrap a leash around the brown cancer stick and put it around your neck. Is this the way you want to live the rest of your life?!?! Take a good look!!!!
You need to do some soul searching jarrod. I know you've posted a new day 1, but I don't know if you were ready. This quote looks like others have made the decision for you.
encouraged by others to quit and post up new day one today.
You have to want this jarod. ^^^^ will not get you very far, especially now!!
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It all comes down to a decision of wanting to quit. If you don't want to quit, get the fuck out of here. There are plenty of other places you can go on the internet to make friends. This is a quit site. You have a lot of proving to do before anyone believes you.
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Only one SEPT Slut has on opinion?....hmmm
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This thread...
Hey, Jbob... 'Finger'
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WTF man!?! Jbob you have my #. We have txted b4, but you couldn't send me a shout out for a kick to the nuts?!! I am sick just thinking about it, and then you figure you caved already so you might as well put a couple more big brown poison dicks in your mouth b4 you get serious again??? You are smarter than this. You can't expect anyone to believe that your stogie crave was even close to the worst crave you ever had in your 6 month stoppage can you? You beat worse craves hundreds of times before this one, but wed. night you just said fuck it? You stopped working your quit. You stopped owning your quit. Now I feel like crap because I didn't send you more txts after you stopped txt me ever morning. My wife thought I was nutty getting and sending txts with my quit brother ever day, but it helped right? I'm fucking irate right now... So you break your word and cave, and then you break your word and cave again the next day? You are pissing all over your best tool in this fight: your accountability. Get your shit together. You're better than this.
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Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
Jbob, the other day I posted the above captioned questions in your intro thread as I was really interested in what was going through your mind that convinced you to cave...then to do it again the very next day. Never mind, your subsequent actions have spoken volumes and I dont need anything further from you.
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Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
Jbob, the other day I posted the above captioned questions in your intro thread as I was really interested in what was going through your mind that convinced you to cave...then to do it again the very next day. Never mind, your subsequent actions have spoken volumes and I dont need anything further from you.
Jbob has left the building.
9 days out of 10 we texted each other. This week he posted day one. Then posted some reason about coffee and a dinner party. As expected, lots of questions. So for breakfast the next day he had 2 cigars and didn't post.
I texted him and he said something about being powerless to nicotine in all it's forms. I texted that it was bs and to get his name in the list. So he did.
Next morning I text again. He told me that he was getting a lot of negativity posted about him and his caves, and that he prayed with a friend and decided to leave ktc. And there we have it.
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Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
Jbob, the other day I posted the above captioned questions in your intro thread as I was really interested in what was going through your mind that convinced you to cave...then to do it again the very next day. Never mind, your subsequent actions have spoken volumes and I dont need anything further from you.
Jbob has left the building.
9 days out of 10 we texted each other. This week he posted day one. Then posted some reason about coffee and a dinner party. As expected, lots of questions. So for breakfast the next day he had 2 cigars and didn't post.
I texted him and he said something about being powerless to nicotine in all it's forms. I texted that it was bs and to get his name in the list. So he did.
Next morning I text again. He told me that he was getting a lot of negativity posted about him and his caves, and that he prayed with a friend and decided to leave ktc. And there we have it.
Powerless jbob... Really?!? After 160+ you haven't figured out that YOU control your actions. That is pretty pathetic. Just tell us you want to go back and dip/smoke etc.
You got negativity because you caved 2 times in three days. That is what a newbie that doesn't have his head screwed on right does. You knew better.
I asked the admins to take down your HOF speech yesterday. You had some good words in there and I know you know how to quit. You just don't want to quit. You hold all the power brother. You and you alone. It is a matter of will... You gave up. Good luck.
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Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
Jbob, the other day I posted the above captioned questions in your intro thread as I was really interested in what was going through your mind that convinced you to cave...then to do it again the very next day. Never mind, your subsequent actions have spoken volumes and I dont need anything further from you.
Jbob has left the building.
9 days out of 10 we texted each other. This week he posted day one. Then posted some reason about coffee and a dinner party. As expected, lots of questions. So for breakfast the next day he had 2 cigars and didn't post.
I texted him and he said something about being powerless to nicotine in all it's forms. I texted that it was bs and to get his name in the list. So he did.
Next morning I text again. He told me that he was getting a lot of negativity posted about him and his caves, and that he prayed with a friend and decided to leave ktc. And there we have it.
Powerless jbob... Really?!? After 160+ you haven't figured out that YOU control your actions. That is pretty pathetic. Just tell us you want to go back and dip/smoke etc.
You got negativity because you caved 2 times in three days. That is what a newbie that doesn't have his head screwed on right does. You knew better.
I asked the admins to take down your HOF speech yesterday. You had some good words in there and I know you know how to quit. You just don't want to quit. You hold all the power brother. You and you alone. It is a matter of will... You gave up. Good luck.
Negativity.... please. Should we kiss you in the ear and coddle your balls when you cave? Especially at 165 days, with no call or text to any one of your brothers. Go ahead and blame us, the guys who have been walking this path with you for you going back to the arms of the nic bitch.
We'll be here....quit!
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Jbob, considering you were 165 days quit with a 100% posting record, would you please consider telling us exactly what your mind told you prior to the dinner engagement, during dinner and when you committed to allow yourself to light the cigar. I am not trying to be sarcastic or accusatory, however, I would think that a self analysis of the activites, desires and thoughts that brought on this cave are worth knowing about. I feel saddened today as I know you probably did not want to be going through all this, but the lessons we could learn, especially for the new guys, is worth knowing. I will quit with you on this new, but familiar journey.
Jbob, the other day I posted the above captioned questions in your intro thread as I was really interested in what was going through your mind that convinced you to cave...then to do it again the very next day. Never mind, your subsequent actions have spoken volumes and I dont need anything further from you.
Jbob has left the building.
9 days out of 10 we texted each other. This week he posted day one. Then posted some reason about coffee and a dinner party. As expected, lots of questions. So for breakfast the next day he had 2 cigars and didn't post.
I texted him and he said something about being powerless to nicotine in all it's forms. I texted that it was bs and to get his name in the list. So he did.
Next morning I text again. He told me that he was getting a lot of negativity posted about him and his caves, and that he prayed with a friend and decided to leave ktc. And there we have it.
Powerless jbob... Really?!? After 160+ you haven't figured out that YOU control your actions. That is pretty pathetic. Just tell us you want to go back and dip/smoke etc.
You got negativity because you caved 2 times in three days. That is what a newbie that doesn't have his head screwed on right does. You knew better.
I asked the admins to take down your HOF speech yesterday. You had some good words in there and I know you know how to quit. You just don't want to quit. You hold all the power brother. You and you alone. It is a matter of will... You gave up. Good luck.
Negativity.... please. Should we kiss you in the ear and coddle your balls when you cave? Especially at 165 days, with no call or text to any one of your brothers. Go ahead and blame us, the guys who have been walking this path with you for you going back to the arms of the nic bitch.
We'll be here....quit!
I think its safe to say we can move on from this thread :deadhorse: I'm sure this guy will show up again someday....