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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: AshleyLynn on May 12, 2015, 08:28:00 AM
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
^^^ One of the baddest quitters I know. Remember that you're not alone!
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
^^^ One of the baddest quitters I know. Remember that you're not alone!
Welcome to KTC Ashley. And congratulations.
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
^^^ One of the baddest quitters I know. Remember that you're not alone!
Welcome to KTC Ashley. And congratulations.
Welcome Ashley! You can do this! We all did and we are no different. We are all in the same boat. Good job posting roll! That's the secret. Everyday!
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
^^^ One of the baddest quitters I know. Remember that you're not alone!
Welcome to KTC Ashley. And congratulations.
Welcome Ashley! You can do this! We all did and we are no different. We are all in the same boat. Good job posting roll! That's the secret. Everyday!
Welcome Ashley!! 30 days ago I didn't think I could do it. After 23 years on the Cope I found this wonderful group of malcontents and like minded folks who have this addiction in common. They have been great. Get to your group, trade digits. Post roll.
Mark
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Today is my day 1. I started using snuff when I was 16 and am now 26. I dip Grizzly Mint about half a can a day. I'm finally ready to quit because my children are getting older (going to be 3 and 1) and I don't want them to think its ok to start using tobacco of any kind. My other reasons for quitting (and why I'm writing this now is to look back when I feel the urge) are: 1. I cant play on the floor with my children without having a nasty spitter closeby. 2. I cant attend family functions for more than 2 hours without having to put a dip in. 3. Talking to people when you have to spit and spitting in front of them is disgusting. 4. I do my makeup/hair/dress nice all the time. But then I end up looking like a hillbilly with a wad in my mouth. 5. I'm starting to see signs of cancer, small white bump on bottom lip. Do you want to have cancer Ashley? Do you want half your face missing? Do you want your kids to be scared to look at you? NO. Not worth it. 6. My family. My motivation. My reason. My life. I want to be around to be with them. To see my kids grow up. To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
Congrats on the best decision you ever made!
Let's do this!
Congrats and welcome to KTC, now pony up and quit like a girl. This path you are starting to walk is nto easy and it will be filled with several hurdles along the way. Many of us are here and ready to help you at a moment notice. We came here to quit too so we have a similar goal.
I urge you to read some of the stories on here, read the introduction threads of other people on here, check out some of the links I left you here and pour yourself 100% into your quit. If I could heal you with my magic quit wand I would, but I will be damned if that thing can change the M.O. of others. Also, take the time to meet another quitter face to face, make this shit real, not just a internet thing.
Get your spouse involved - Spousal Support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
What to expect (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Words of Wisdom (http://www.killthecan.org/category/words-of-wisdom/)
Read, read, read, exchange numbers with others (use this for a reminder, for a friend, for an ear to bend or vent to), you are welcome to my number, just ask. Always remember that you are an addict because of choices you made. Never ever get angry with someone else because you are a raging prick trying to quit tobacco. Exercise when you get rage, drink lots of water and always stash a bug out bag of candy or anything that will get you over a hurdle and nto turn you into a quit diva.
P
You can do this... Boys aren't the only bad ass quitters on this site!
We are all here for support. Best thing you ever did for yourself.
^^^ One of the baddest quitters I know. Remember that you're not alone!
Welcome to KTC Ashley. And congratulations.
Welcome Ashley! You can do this! We all did and we are no different. We are all in the same boat. Good job posting roll! That's the secret. Everyday!
Welcome Ashley!! 30 days ago I didn't think I could do it. After 23 years on the Cope I found this wonderful group of malcontents and like minded folks who have this addiction in common. They have been great. Get to your group, trade digits. Post roll.
Mark
Ashley my girl, let's get you some badass quit started! Post roll girlfriend. We are waiting to help you, help yourself! Get this done today don't wait. Same thing I said about cancer, only difference I've dipped so long kids grown, now it's grandbabies. Don't want them scared of me. Just an addict trying to help another addict! Quit with you today!
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Ashley,
Noticed you posted a Day 1 (Again) in September '15. You have some explaining, both to your former quit group (August) as well as your new group regarding why you're back at Day 1.....at one point you were up to Day 4.....obviously, something happened and you need to reflect on what that was and figure out how to get past it.
There are three questions each caver has to answer; 1. What happened, 2. Why did it happen, and 3. What are you going to do differently to keep it from happening again.
Before you answer these questions (in BOTH quit groups), you need to do some serious reflecting and dig deep to find some answers. Simply not being able to deal with a crave is NOT an acceptable answer. Last time I looked, nicotine withdrawals have never actually killed anyone (although it may seem like it at the time). You were already past the purely physical part of this recovery if you were at day four. You need to arm yourself with the tools to get past the psychological part (which is a MUCH longer recovery). Read this article on Nicotine Addiction.... (http://whyquit.com/whyquit/linksaaddiction.html). It will help you to better understand what you're dealing with.
I want you to be successful, but you have to dig deep and decide for yourself to do this. It WILL SUCK. Get ready for that. BUT is IS WORTH IT in the long run. Trust me, I know. I was a Copenhagen abuser for longer than you've been alive.... this program works, but you have to be dedicated to making it work. Only you can decide if you're going to do that. Meanwhile, I, the August group, and the Samurais are waiting for an intelligent explanation....
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Good, honest, open answers, Ashley. I think you're finally beginning to realize that although it's gonna suck, you won't have to do this alone. Your Samurai brothers are more than willing to talk you through the rough patches. Keep on the path, continue to make wise choices, push through the fog, and one day you'll come out the other side simply amazed at how much better life is! I quit with you today.
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Most of us here at KTC love the comeback story. You failed on here once, and I'm sure there are a few doubters... or a few reluctant to Quit with you with a strike against yourself already. Get in here and fight back with a vengeance! You have to loathe nicotine to quit for good. Isn't it sad that you, a fully functional adult, could not get through a garage sale without poison? Read that sentence again. Does that make any sense at all to you?
It sucks when you have close loved ones by you that abuse nicotine. Still no excuse. By the way, nicotine does not calm you down. It winds you up. Did you know it increases heart rate by like 15 times?
Nicotine does not calm anyone down. It does not save lives. It kills. It doesn't help you focus. It doesn't bring excitement or enhance anything.
Nicotine is good for one thing: curbing NICOTINE withdrawals. That's it. That's the one truth about that drug. And we have shelled out thousands of dollars for just that.
Get serious about this QUIT, we are in your corner girl.
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You go girl! I quit with you today!
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Keep on QUITTING Ashley!
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We're all in your corner! Keep up the good fight! It's your's! Own it! I quit with you today my friend!
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Ash, BadAssh quiiter! Congrats on 3 weeks!
I am so proud of you my girl!
You are full of fight, fire and sweet heat.
You have what it takes to stay quit. I love seeing you all over the boards making connections and kickin ass.
Keep it up and stay strong, quit hard , harder every day (that's what she said, oh!)
Love you my lil f*ckin mini me. :wub:
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I some how missed your introduction. Your intro is really good with some mixed humor. You have several good reasons to stay quit. That also reminded me of other reasons I wanted to quit. It's great to be in the dojo with all these bad ass female quitters too. I've read that its harder for females to quit and yall are kicking that nic bitch in the teeth.
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To live each day without having something have a hold on me and control me.
I can definitely get on board with this. Quit with you today Ash!
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I am so proud of you my girl!
You are full of fight, fire and sweet heat.
yep ^^^^^^^
love you girlie.
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I am so proud of you my girl!
You are full of fight, fire and sweet heat.
yep ^^^^^^^
love you girlie.
Both you girls are awesome.
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Hall of Famer AshleyLynn...has a nice ring to it.
Well done, Ash! You're the finest lady to ever drive a horse and buggy.
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
I missed the HOF, but 101 is just as sweet!! Congrats on EACH day of making the right decision!
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
I missed the HOF, but 101 is just as sweet!! Congrats on EACH day of making the right decision!
Ashley,
Congratulations on that one hunnit!!!!! I can't thank you enough for how much you have helped me along the way. I remember coming to this site posting roll and in fear I would fail. I made that step reached out got some numbers and before I knew it I was texting you and we became the late night "vampires" together! I want to thank you for those late night chats you kept me motivated and helped make me the bad ass quitter I am today!!
It will be an honor to hit the hall with you and I can't wait to start the 200 journey!!! Quit on bad ass you're an asset to this place and the Dojo!!!!!
Vamp...
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
I missed the HOF, but 101 is just as sweet!! Congrats on EACH day of making the right decision!
Ashley,
Congratulations on that one hunnit!!!!! I can't thank you enough for how much you have helped me along the way. I remember coming to this site posting roll and in fear I would fail. I made that step reached out got some numbers and before I knew it I was texting you and we became the late night "vampires" together! I want to thank you for those late night chats you kept me motivated and helped make me the bad ass quitter I am today!!
It will be an honor to hit the hall with you and I can't wait to start the 200 journey!!! Quit on bad ass you're an asset to this place and the Dojo!!!!!
Vamp...
Congratulations you badass! See you at 200! Don't change a thing, what you're doing obviously works! Damn proud to be quit with you!
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
I missed the HOF, but 101 is just as sweet!! Congrats on EACH day of making the right decision!
Ashley,
Congratulations on that one hunnit!!!!! I can't thank you enough for how much you have helped me along the way. I remember coming to this site posting roll and in fear I would fail. I made that step reached out got some numbers and before I knew it I was texting you and we became the late night "vampires" together! I want to thank you for those late night chats you kept me motivated and helped make me the bad ass quitter I am today!!
It will be an honor to hit the hall with you and I can't wait to start the 200 journey!!! Quit on bad ass you're an asset to this place and the Dojo!!!!!
Vamp...
Congratulations you badass! See you at 200! Don't change a thing, what you're doing obviously works! Damn proud to be quit with you!
Aww... I just now saw these! How awesome and sweet of you all! Love you and thank you for being a major part of my quit! xoxo
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Had to post something for your hof day, i already got the honor of bringing your entire group into HoF, but i am extremely proud of you. You are one of the strongest women i know....and you being this young, and this strong is bad ass. Proud to quit with you, proud to know you, proud to call you sister. Much love always to you Ash.
Happy HOF
I missed the HOF, but 101 is just as sweet!! Congrats on EACH day of making the right decision!
Ashley,
Congratulations on that one hunnit!!!!! I can't thank you enough for how much you have helped me along the way. I remember coming to this site posting roll and in fear I would fail. I made that step reached out got some numbers and before I knew it I was texting you and we became the late night "vampires" together! I want to thank you for those late night chats you kept me motivated and helped make me the bad ass quitter I am today!!
It will be an honor to hit the hall with you and I can't wait to start the 200 journey!!! Quit on bad ass you're an asset to this place and the Dojo!!!!!
Vamp...
Congratulations you badass! See you at 200! Don't change a thing, what you're doing obviously works! Damn proud to be quit with you!
Aww... I just now saw these! How awesome and sweet of you all! Love you and thank you for being a major part of my quit! xoxo
Don't ever forget that your quit is what you make of it. You have made the most of this quit thus far, keep adding to it.
It takes more strength to ask for help than to give it, and you do both. Keep at it AL!
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Good job Ashely. I quit with you. Kickin butt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
I'm just stumbling in here after a long drunken first floor celebration - I think I left a little mess in one of the older threads, I hope it wasn't yours. :P
Thanks for reaching out to me AshleyLynn! You helped me get over some humps. Congrats on the 2nd floor! B)B
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
Awww you are sooooo freakin sweet! I feel like I have known you my whole life and consider you a great friend! Thank you for the inspiration and for always being here for me! Love ya girl! Xoxo
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
Awww you are sooooo freakin sweet! I feel like I have known you my whole life and consider you a great friend! Thank you for the inspiration and for always being here for me! Love ya girl! Xoxo
Wow look at your little fine self all purty and stuff! I still can't picture such a beautiful young lady as yourself, ever putting that disgusting shit in your mouth. Thank God you came to your senses. You would expect damn redneck as myself with a fat lip. Well anyways you're a delight to be around! Congratulations on that 200! Maybe you will get lucky tonight! 'winker'
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Congrats on the second floor Ash!!!!
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Congrats Ash and well deserved. You're a bad ass chick!
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
Awww you are sooooo freakin sweet! I feel like I have known you my whole life and consider you a great friend! Thank you for the inspiration and for always being here for me! Love ya girl! Xoxo
Wow look at your little fine self all purty and stuff! I still can't picture such a beautiful young lady as yourself, ever putting that disgusting shit in your mouth. Thank God you came to your senses. You would expect damn redneck as myself with a fat lip. Well anyways you're a delight to be around! Congratulations on that 200! Maybe you will get lucky tonight! 'winker'
Lol thanks Pab with the abs! ?
I better... After all, it is HUMP day!! ?
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2 hunnit....legit...
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My lil BadAsh, Vanilla Cookie, Wow, From the first time we met I knew you were special. IÂ’m not sure how I knew, but there was just that spark that I knew had quit greatness. The stumble just made you stronger. You made the stumbling blocks your stepping stones. You overcame, held steadfast in your belief that you could actually quit. I am so thankful that you got to be with the Sept 15 Samurai group. They have proven, over and over, that they are there for you and they truly care for you as a sister in quit. There couldnÂ’t have been any other group made so perfectly for you Ash. This was meant to be, you couldnÂ’t have had better timing.
No matter what is thrown at us, I soooo appreciate your “sweet spice” for life. Your sheer will and determination is something I admire, and your friendship and love, something I cherish.
Thank you Ash for letting me be there for you at all times and especially for being there for me when I”ve needed you. You strengthen my quit as I hope I do yours. I support you unconditionally and always will.
Rock on 200 and beyond!
Love yas,
Chick
Don't ever depend on someone else...you can only depend on yourself or God. You are strong, never forget that. I love you and you have your family to lean on and take care of... so Blessed to be able to continue this journey with you.
Awww you are sooooo freakin sweet! I feel like I have known you my whole life and consider you a great friend! Thank you for the inspiration and for always being here for me! Love ya girl! Xoxo
Wow look at your little fine self all purty and stuff! I still can't picture such a beautiful young lady as yourself, ever putting that disgusting shit in your mouth. Thank God you came to your senses. You would expect damn redneck as myself with a fat lip. Well anyways you're a delight to be around! Congratulations on that 200! Maybe you will get lucky tonight! 'winker'
Lol thanks Pab with the abs! ?
I better... After all, it is HUMP day!! ?
Sorry I'm late with this, but way to go Assh!!!!
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250? wow, lookatya
# doinityahdamnself!
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250? wow, lookatya
# doinityahdamnself!
Nice job there BadAsh
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
congrats on 300 ash!
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
congrats on 300 ash!
Awesome you little cutie bug! 3rd base is badash!
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
congrats on 300 ash!
Awesome you little cutie bug! 3rd base is badash!
Damn Ash when I first came here you were just hitting HOF! Look at you now! Congrats!!!
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
congrats on 300 ash!
Awesome you little cutie bug! 3rd base is badash!
Damn Ash when I first came here you were just hitting HOF! Look at you now! Congrats!!!
So proud of you Ash keep leading the way!!!
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Here we go AGAIN!
OMGosh. What the heck happened here? I know. we QUIT.
The funny thing, is that you helped me as much as I helped you.
That is the magic.
Thank you for everything you represent here and at your home.
You are a strong woman and person. I appreciate you and all you do.
# immadoitmahdamnself
ain't no one gonna do it for me!!!
Love Love Love
300 and beyond.
Ash on the 3rd floor psyches me up to be here again tomorrow. Congrats my friend you are a BAQ! :)
300! Way to bring quit Ash!
congrats on 300 ash!
Awesome you little cutie bug! 3rd base is badash!
Damn Ash when I first came here you were just hitting HOF! Look at you now! Congrats!!!
So proud of you Ash keep leading the way!!!
Congrats on 300! It looks so good on you!
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whoops
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Happy birthday Whore!!
Love you girl, hope it's the greatest, dip free!!
:wub:
Love, from your favorite Bitch '40' 'fireman'
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One trip around the sun.
...and beyond.....
You are living proof of tenacity in a human.
I'm so Thankful to have you walking by my side.
Love you girl.
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One trip around the sun.
...and beyond.....
You are living proof of tenacity in a human.
I'm so Thankful to have you walking by my side.
Love you girl.
Rock on AL! Proud of you.
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One trip around the sun.
...and beyond.....
You are living proof of tenacity in a human.
I'm so Thankful to have you walking by my side.
Love you girl.
Rock on AL! Proud of you.
Congrats on the year Ash!
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
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One trip around the sun.
...and beyond.....
You are living proof of tenacity in a human.
I'm so Thankful to have you walking by my side.
Love you girl.
Rock on AL! Proud of you.
Congrats on the year Ash!
Congratulations pretty lady! One year is badass!
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
Congratulations on your one of many years proud of you!! Thanks for always having my back!
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
_________________________________________________?
ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
Congratulations on your one of many years proud of you!! Thanks for always having my back!
Congrats on 1 year quit!!!!!!!!!!
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
Congratulations on your one of many years proud of you!! Thanks for always having my back!
Congrats on 1 year quit!!!!!!!!!!
That is one hell of a story of perseverance Ash. Nic had some deep claws in you and I hope you're damn proud that you've beaten them back for a full year. Congrats on that first lap and keep it up!
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Sweet! 1 year is awesome. Proud to be quit with you.
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
Congratulations on your one of many years proud of you!! Thanks for always having my back!
Congrats on 1 year quit!!!!!!!!!!
That is one hell of a story of perseverance Ash. Nic had some deep claws in you and I hope you're damn proud that you've beaten them back for a full year. Congrats on that first lap and keep it up!
To ChickDips' Little Cookie....
Sorry I missed your one year anniversary. I feel like a heel. You, Chick, Jenahen, BAM0821, M5 Shelly, Ms. Ginet, Electra, Daisy, Sage, 2Mch2live4, SamCat, KGirl, and others I'm sure I have missed make this place much nicer (and probably cut down on some of the ass-hattedness that would otherwise ensue!).
Proud of you and your stick-to-it-ive-ness.... you have shown what perseverance is all about, and in the process have developed your own massive quit legend! Awesome!
Again, sorry I'm late....just wanted you to know I was proud of you on this huge anniversary....now that a year's gone, there's NOTHING you haven't seen without a dip!!
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400 days of independence, excellent!!!!
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I went back and read the PM, 2 days before you came back. You were in mental pain......wanted to quit but were afraid of failing....... Guess what, you wanted your quit more than succumbing to your fears, I admire that!
That is a huge stumbling block for a lot of guys coming to KTC. The fear. It can be paralyzing!
The following is one of the PMs exchanged.
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ChickDip · May 22 2015, 12:26 PMForward
Hey girl, still here for you if you need anything.
Like I said, i won't bother you any more on your phone unless you reach out for help first.
Just wanted to let you know that
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:45 AMReport Post Forward
Thank you.
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AshleyLynn · May 29 2015, 10:59 AMReport Post Forward
Every day I think about quitting. Every. Single. Day. I get on this site all the time, read the stories, etc. and every day I say fuck it because I know I'll fail again. I'm too stressed, it calms me, I need it... All the same lame ass excuses I've always used.
I wake up and say "no snuff today" and make it until about 1pm. Then the kids are screaming, I need to clean, I have to drive somewhere, so on and so on. Triggers. So I put a dip in. I'll be back to post a day 1 when I know I won't fail. I know that's lame and I should just post a day 1 now but I'm not a liar and I can't fail again. That's all I got.
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ChickDip · May 29 2015, 12:44 PMForward
wow, i hear you loud and clear. you have to have your mind strong and right to quit! get some fake stuff ahead of time to be ready for it when you jump in when you really want to quit, quit for good.
it doesn't calm you..... it is poisoning you girl.. you know that.
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2 DAYS LATER SHE QUIT, REALLY QUIT, HARD AND HEAVY.
SHE BEAT HER FEAR WITH HER DESIRE TO LIVE, ANYONE CAN DO IT.
Thank you girl. This is crazy to read because I remember this so vividly. I remember thinking "why does this chick care so much if I quit or not". And I remember getting on and having messages from you and others encouraging me to come back. I owe the people here that have strengthened my quit so much. Thanks for being my rock girl! Love you! Xoxo
Congrats on a year AshleyLynn! And thanks for connecting with me - you are a BAQ and I am proud to quit with you EDD. B)B
Congratulations on your one of many years proud of you!! Thanks for always having my back!
Congrats on 1 year quit!!!!!!!!!!
That is one hell of a story of perseverance Ash. Nic had some deep claws in you and I hope you're damn proud that you've beaten them back for a full year. Congrats on that first lap and keep it up!
To ChickDips' Little Cookie....
Sorry I missed your one year anniversary. I feel like a heel. You, Chick, Jenahen, BAM0821, M5 Shelly, Ms. Ginet, Electra, Daisy, Sage, 2Mch2live4, SamCat, KGirl, and others I'm sure I have missed make this place much nicer (and probably cut down on some of the ass-hattedness that would otherwise ensue!).
Proud of you and your stick-to-it-ive-ness.... you have shown what perseverance is all about, and in the process have developed your own massive quit legend! Awesome!
Again, sorry I'm late....just wanted you to know I was proud of you on this huge anniversary....now that a year's gone, there's NOTHING you haven't seen without a dip!!
I'm proud to quit with you EDD Ash. :)
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4th floor quit congratulations!!!
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4th floor quit congratulations!!!
Hey boo, congrats on the 4th floor!
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4th floor quit congratulations!!!
Hey boo, congrats on the 4th floor!
Congratulations with your little fine self! Welcome to the 4th floor!
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4th floor quit congratulations!!!
Hey boo, congrats on the 4th floor!
Congratulations with your little fine self! Welcome to the 4th floor!
The 4th floor!! WooHoo!! Congrats!
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4th floor quit congratulations!!!
Hey boo, congrats on the 4th floor!
Congratulations with your little fine self! Welcome to the 4th floor!
The 4th floor!! WooHoo!! Congrats!
Congrats ashtray
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The half dangle.
Although amazing, i knew you had it in you.
Tenacious sweet, firecracker, girl.
Quit has nothing to do with gender, if you're badass, you're badass.
Rock on, YOU GO GIRL!
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The half dangle.
Although amazing, i knew you had it in you.
Tenacious sweet, firecracker, girl.
Quit has nothing to do with gender, if you're badass, you're badass.
Rock on, YOU GO GIRL!
Congrats on the 5th floor!
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Thanks guys! 500 feels good! Love u all!
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Thanks guys! 500 feels good! Love u all!
WOOOOOOT! Keep leading the way Ash!
'oh yeah'
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Thanks guys! 500 feels good! Love u all!
WOOOOOOT! Keep leading the way Ash!
'oh yeah'
Damn that's a fine ass half dangle you got hanging!
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If I walk away from here with anything at all.
I know I've have found a great friendship in you girl.
Never change any of it for the world.
We've been through some crappy moments...but more some great and hilarious times.
Whore, get on in , road trip to skankville.
Love you much.
'Birthday' BadAsh
Nic free!
:wub:
'40' 'fireman'
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BadAsh. Congrats on 2 years quit!
You persevere and conquer daily.
I love to quit with you!
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BadAsh. Congrats on 2 years quit!
You persevere and conquer daily.
I love to quit with you!
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Congrats on 2 years Ash!
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Ashley Lynn, AWESOME TWO YEARS GIRL!!! You're continuing to rock this quit!
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BadAsh. Congrats on 2 years quit!
You persevere and conquer daily.
I love to quit with you!
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Congrats on 2 years Ash!
2 complete trips around the sun! well done!
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BadAsh. Congrats on 2 years quit!
You persevere and conquer daily.
I love to quit with you!
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Congrats on 2 years Ash!
2 complete trips around the sun! well done!
2 years rocks!
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BadAsh hits the 8th floor!
Way to rock it girl! Love you :wub:
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BadAsh hits the 8th floor!
Way to rock it girl! Love you :wub:
Congratulations on the 8th floor!
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Happy comma day my lil vanilla cookie ??
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Happy comma day my lil vanilla cookie ??
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Gratz on the comma!