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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Morgan1 on June 03, 2012, 12:54:00 PM
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Hello to all the quitters on the site....I'm Chris. I dipped Skoal fine cut wintergreen for 26 years up until last Tuesday, May 29th 2012. That is the day I was poking around online and came across this site. I crossed the path of DIPPSHIT who convinced me right there on the spot to quit. NOW. Not think about it, not consider it, not do it in a week, DO IT NOW. I dumped 3 cans in the toilet that night and I haven't looked back. That is the kind of power this site has. Accountabilty. Responsibility. Being a part of something bigger than yourself with a common goal. There are people on this site that will say "You never enjoyed dipping, that was the nic bitch tricking you." I disagree. I loved being a Skoal brother and I enjoyed virtually every dip I took for 26 years. I love being a KillTheCan brother even more. It's about being a man and doing something meaningful. I'm a fun guy and easy going, but I take THIS shit seriously. I post roll every day and I look forward to it.
On a lighter note, I live in Orlando FL, I'm divorced after 13 years together, I have full custody of my 5 year old daughter who is my world, I'm a huge Florida Marlins fan, and I hang out in New Smyrna a lot.
I quit every day and I dont look back. I don't miss it and it isn't an option anymore.
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Welcome aboard - Love your attitude. No question you have what it takes to be a badass quitter. Stay close to the site and post often - you will help many quitters with your posts. Glad to have you aboard - enjoy the ride, it gets a little crazy around here but you will have fun with it.
I QLF with you today
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Good stuff brother!!!
I will say i agree with suckit stay close and drink the quit koolaid brother!!!
Pm me if you need some numbers or any help bro!
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I'm all about DRINKING THE KOOL AID... HAHA -- Thats what I've been saying to my fellow Sep brothers..
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Grizz and suck-it know what they are talking about they are both great support and awesome quit brothers. Pm me if you need #'s also or anything else. I don't think you truly loved every dip or you wouldn't be here. A 38 + yr dippers prospective!
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Welcome !
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Day 5 - I plan on drinking tonight. If I change my behavior then Skoal is still winning. Skoal doesn't win - I do. If I feel like having some beers I'm having them. I'm mentally tough enough. It's right here for the world to see.
Completely wrong attitude to take morgan. You are showing your cards, playing against the odds, and letting your opponent cheat, all in the same move.
So many quits have been lost, especially early on like you are, to loose inhibitions. Playing with fire and I hope you are back tomorrow posting day 6.
Agree with Wedgie. There is nothing to be gained by drinking so early in the quit. I think that is the #1 cave story on these boards.
Answer me this Morgan. Have you ever had a few one night and ended up nailing some chick that you would never even consider talking to when you are sober ?
If the answer is yes, then I would highly suggest forgetting the beer tonight.
Seriously dude, where do you think the idea came from " If I change my behaviour then Skoal is still winning" I will tell you where that idea came from. Your nicotine addicted brain. It knows exactly that the odds increase in nicotines favor if you try and drink so early in your quit.
Nothing good comes from this...
I made this post b/c it guaranteed I would not dip tonight. I wouldn't have anyway, but I wanted to be sure....
That's great Morgan. Glad to hear you made it to day 6
I'm sure you have heard the joke about the 2 wolves on the hill looking down at a flock of sheep. The young one says ...let's run down there and fuck a sheep. The older one says .....why don't we walk down, and fuck all of them.
Quiting nicotine isn't a race. It's a one day at a time marathon. You are full of piss and vinegar right now pumped up on adrenaline. That will eventually fade. When it does, you will want to make sure you have everything in place to be able to battle the craves, funks and blues. No need to make it any more difficult than it needs to be by "challenging" yourself with some bullshit obstacle.
If you are a sports fan Morgan, you'll know that teams that adapt to their opponents ways more often and more quickly win more than they lose. A football coach changes the gameplan at half time to decide the outcome.
No shame in doing what you have to do to win.
Came through with flying colors.....never even really came close to worrying about it. Mind is clear and strong. Yes, I'm pretty gung ho on the quit and that may fade and turn into a daily struggle.....but it may not. Right now I'm not worried about the future - I'm worried about today. I'm jacked to quit. Rock on.
I wanted to bring this to your intro. From general discussion page. You are gung ho, that is great and I only want to add one comment or correction---"that may fade and turn into a daily struggle.....but it may not" Your quit will have ups and downs. 26 yrs of brain reprogramming can be a very strange experience as you are about to find. This is serious business, don't let your guard down, EVER!
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In retrospect, challenging myself at this stage was just stupid macho b.s. Not the drinking so much, b/c I knew I wouldn't dip, but rather the way I went about it. I'm not an ass and I'm not some jerk. I have no doubt there will come a day when I feel a crave or an urge. Just because I don't now doesn't mean I should mouth off about drinking. I have respect for every person on this site and respect for what they say - EVEN IF I DONT AGREE - because I know that every post made made by every guy on here is with the intention of helping someone quit. Themselves, Joe Schmo, a newbie, whomever.....
I quit every day anew because I'm addicted to nicotine. I post roll because just as I promise I WON'T dip by posting roll, I promise I WILL dip if I don't post roll. Posting roll every day is the only reason that keeps me quit everyday. I know I am riding high on emotion and balls right now and I am not even close to being out of the woods. I know I will have tough days. I know at some point I will think about caving and when I do I will reach out to one or more of my brothers to help me out. Right now I'm a fucking beast though...my heart and my head know I posted roll this morning and I am quit today. Looking forward to posting roll tomorrow on day 7.
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DRINK THE KOOL AID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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In retrospect, challenging myself at this stage was just stupid macho b.s. Not the drinking so much, b/c I knew I wouldn't dip, but rather the way I went about it. I'm not an ass and I'm not some jerk. I have no doubt there will come a day when I feel a crave or an urge. Just because I don't now doesn't mean I should mouth off about drinking. I have respect for every person on this site and respect for what they say - EVEN IF I DONT AGREE - because I know that every post made made by every guy on here is with the intention of helping someone quit. Themselves, Joe Schmo, a newbie, whomever.....
I quit every day anew because I'm addicted to nicotine. I post roll because just as I promise I WON'T dip by posting roll, I promise I WILL dip if I don't post roll. Posting roll every day is the only reason that keeps me quit everyday. I know I am riding high on emotion and balls right now and I am not even close to being out of the woods. I know I will have tough days. I know at some point I will think about caving and when I do I will reach out to one or more of my brothers to help me out. Right now I'm a fucking beast though...my heart and my head know I posted roll this morning and I am quit today. Looking forward to posting roll tomorrow on day 7.
Morgan,
There are different types of champions. Ali as a boxer was a talker. He talked trash, he made predictions and he backed it up. Michael Jordan and Larry Bird talked trash.
In my life, personality is more like a John Stockton, I am usually quiet because I don't want to eat my words.
My addiction is different though. I post and talk trash, I am cocky, I am relentless in my quit. I don't do stupid things to put my quit in jeopardy but a talk a good game.
This is a strategy for me. The more I talk, the more I promise, the more committed I am to back it up. I am so afraid of failing on this, my talking and stands that I take....It has made caving appear to be so humiliating that when the cravings do come, It loses its savor because the humiliation of a cave isn't worth it.
You may be like me, the more you talk, the more committed you are to your quit. I say do it.
Drink the Kool-aid, when you are done, ask for a refill. Never be stupid and challenge your addiction. If you are going to talk tough, be tough!
"You ain't cocky motherfucker if you back it up!" Kid Rock 'oh yeah'
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
Cool. Post roll everyday, keep your word, repeat tomorrow if you wake up.
I like the positive attitude.
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
Don't worry about making a promise or guarantee to not cave ever!! Just worry about today! I also suggest that you make contact with ballplayer and ask him about his experience. I'm sure he never thought that he would cave that night.
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
Cool. Post roll everyday, keep your word, repeat tomorrow if you wake up.
I like the positive attitude.
I love the quit. I've embraced it wholeheartedly. Some people don't like the way I'm going about it but that doesn't concern me. Quitting concerns me. When you are a newbie you have no credibility and so people think you are a loudmouth and your word means nothing. Thats fine, but I'll be around for a long long time on this site. It keeps me quit. Thanks for the support!!
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
Cool. Post roll everyday, keep your word, repeat tomorrow if you wake up.
I like the positive attitude.
I love the quit. I've embraced it wholeheartedly. Some people don't like the way I'm going about it but that doesn't concern me. Quitting concerns me. When you are a newbie you have no credibility and so people think you are a loudmouth and your word means nothing. Thats fine, but I'll be around for a long long time on this site. It keeps me quit. Thanks for the support!!
There is nothing wrong with being a loud mouth, I hope! Everyone has what makes their quit work. Its great that we can quit our way as long as it is 1 day at a time and nicotine free! I'm there with you if you are a loud mouth!
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guys help me out here. Who was it not very long ago, that woke up after a night of drinking and realized that he had caved? Didn't even remember doing it. I'm having a senior moment trying to remember who that was. Maybe someone out there has some advise for Morgan.
Ballplayer76 ?
I will take all advice. Having said that, I guarantee I will not cave.....ever...alcohol or not.
Cool. Post roll everyday, keep your word, repeat tomorrow if you wake up.
I like the positive attitude.
I love the quit. I've embraced it wholeheartedly. Some people don't like the way I'm going about it but that doesn't concern me. Quitting concerns me. When you are a newbie you have no credibility and so people think you are a loudmouth and your word means nothing. Thats fine, but I'll be around for a long long time on this site. It keeps me quit. Thanks for the support!!
There is nothing wrong with being a loud mouth, I hope! Everyone has what makes their quit work. Its great that we can quit our way as long as it is 1 day at a time and nicotine free! I'm there with you if you are a loud mouth!
Morgan even some hall of farmers screw up and cave. As long as you sport an undefeated record, you are respected and have a voice. Share your thoughts and experiences.
New quitters are so valuable because they have this fire burning and an excitement for quit. Your energy, excitement and desire is fine by me. After a while, daily posting of roll becomes routine and we can get bored or complacent. The value you bring is reminding us that quitting is a fun and exciting journey.
Cut the vets some slack. If you are quit today and keep your promise, I'm guessing you could tell a vet to stay quit and they would respect and listen to you. Posting roll and keeping your promise gives you credibility.
I love excited new quitters that have the balls to promise to quit and repeat every day they wake.
stay undefeated with the nic bitch. You ain't cocky if you back it up.
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I will never dip again. I don't miss it. I don't remember it fondly. Unlike a lot of guys here that have wistful memories of packing a fat one, I regret the 26 years I used Skoal. I wish I had never picked up a can. I looked like a fucking hick for 26 years spitting black slime everywhere. I disrespected myself and those who care about me by willingly using a product that could in the end cause my death. I supported an industry that knowingly and willingly produces products that kill people daily. Maybe they killed your father or your wife or your best friend at some point. I spent thousands of dollars (maybe tens of thousands - I never figured it out) that wound up as a brown puddles on the ground or in a beer bottle. Thats not what a good investment guy would advise you to do with your money. I wouldn't mind having that money now so that I could improve the life of my little girl and myself with a nice vacation somewhere. I am quit and I am happy to be quit. I don't struggle with it and I don't look in the rearview mirror. I don't think about how one day I might enjoy another dip. Why would I? After all, I quit
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I will never dip again. I don't miss it. I don't remember it fondly. Unlike a lot of guys here that have wistful memories of packing a fat one, I regret the 26 years I used Skoal. I wish I had never picked up a can. I looked like a fucking hick for 26 years spitting black slime everywhere. I disrespected myself and those who care about me by willingly using a product that could in the end cause my death. I supported an industry that knowingly and willingly produces products that kill people daily. Maybe they killed your father or your wife or your best friend at some point. I spent thousands of dollars (maybe tens of thousands - I never figured it out) that wound up as a brown puddles on the ground or in a beer bottle. Thats not what a good investment guy would advise you to do with your money. I wouldn't mind having that money now so that I could improve the life of my little girl and myself with a nice vacation somewhere. I am quit and I am happy to be quit. I don't struggle with it and I don't look in the rearview mirror. I don't think about how one day I might enjoy another dip. Why would I? After all, I quit
Morgan you are sporting some badass quit here... 44 days congrats man almost a half a HOF. The tobacco industries are ruthless and I am glad that you have as much hatred towards them as I do!
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I will never dip again. I don't miss it. I don't remember it fondly. Unlike a lot of guys here that have wistful memories of packing a fat one, I regret the 26 years I used Skoal. I wish I had never picked up a can. I looked like a fucking hick for 26 years spitting black slime everywhere. I disrespected myself and those who care about me by willingly using a product that could in the end cause my death. I supported an industry that knowingly and willingly produces products that kill people daily. Maybe they killed your father or your wife or your best friend at some point. I spent thousands of dollars (maybe tens of thousands - I never figured it out) that wound up as a brown puddles on the ground or in a beer bottle. Thats not what a good investment guy would advise you to do with your money. I wouldn't mind having that money now so that I could improve the life of my little girl and myself with a nice vacation somewhere. I am quit and I am happy to be quit. I don't struggle with it and I don't look in the rearview mirror. I don't think about how one day I might enjoy another dip. Why would I? After all, I quit
Morgan you are sporting some badass quit here... 44 days congrats man almost a half a HOF. The tobacco industries are ruthless and I am glad that you have as much hatred towards them as I do!
Good post brother keep the intensity and resolve they will serve you well when the funk and fog try to sneak their way back in!!!
I am happy to be quit with you!
Fuck big tobacco!!!
Stay Strong, Focused most of all QUIT!!!
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I will never dip again. I don't miss it. I don't remember it fondly. Unlike a lot of guys here that have wistful memories of packing a fat one, I regret the 26 years I used Skoal. I wish I had never picked up a can. I looked like a fucking hick for 26 years spitting black slime everywhere. I disrespected myself and those who care about me by willingly using a product that could in the end cause my death. I supported an industry that knowingly and willingly produces products that kill people daily. Maybe they killed your father or your wife or your best friend at some point. I spent thousands of dollars (maybe tens of thousands - I never figured it out) that wound up as a brown puddles on the ground or in a beer bottle. Thats not what a good investment guy would advise you to do with your money. I wouldn't mind having that money now so that I could improve the life of my little girl and myself with a nice vacation somewhere. I am quit and I am happy to be quit. I don't struggle with it and I don't look in the rearview mirror. I don't think about how one day I might enjoy another dip. Why would I? After all, I quit
Morgan you are sporting some badass quit here... 44 days congrats man almost a half a HOF. The tobacco industries are ruthless and I am glad that you have as much hatred towards them as I do!
Good post brother keep the intensity and resolve they will serve you well when the funk and fog try to sneak their way back in!!!
I am happy to be quit with you!
Fuck big tobacco!!!
Stay Strong, Focused most of all QUIT!!!
That's right brother. That's your fucking enemy. UST tried to kill you for almost three decades. Fuckers. The big part is today...you realize you are worth more. You have a place in this world. You have purpose. There is no "good enough" for you. There is what you are meant to be and how fucking hard you will fight for it. That's what it comes down to. Fight. Plan. Protect.
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T-Rex in Oct 12 said he played golf last night.....he's on day 4! That guy must be a superman of quit..... I can say that I have been around most of my triggers and stomped them into the dirt - boating, drinking, playing cornhole (insert stupid tired unoriginal gay joke here), yardwork, and Marlins game. The one thing that I still am afraid to tackle is playing golf. Not that I think I'll dip - I know I won't but my brain can't comprehend the idea of playing golf without dipping yet. And I MISS my G.D. golf!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAA
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
Great post brother!!
Its the small victories that are huge and those voctories that build resolve!
Keep on Keeping on and keep that nic-bitch away locked up on her own lonely island with no one to poison!
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
Great post brother!!
Its the small victories that are huge and those voctories that build resolve!
Keep on Keeping on and keep that nic-bitch away locked up on her own lonely island with no one to poison!
Correction -- I started when I was 15 not 17. I don't know why I put 17....
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
Great post brother!!
Its the small victories that are huge and those voctories that build resolve!
Keep on Keeping on and keep that nic-bitch away locked up on her own lonely island with no one to poison!
Correction -- I started when I was 15 not 17. I don't know why I put 17....
That is the case with most of us, no experience living any adult life without nicotine! That moment of awakening to this fact is rather sobering! I never really thought about it either untill Actually doing things without nicotine became a reality. I still catch myself reaching out for that companionship at times without even thinking its just automatic.
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
Great post brother!!
Its the small victories that are huge and those voctories that build resolve!
Keep on Keeping on and keep that nic-bitch away locked up on her own lonely island with no one to poison!
Correction -- I started when I was 15 not 17. I don't know why I put 17....
That is the case with most of us, no experience living any adult life without nicotine! That moment of awakening to this fact is rather sobering! I never really thought about it either untill Actually doing things without nicotine became a reality. I still catch myself reaching out for that companionship at times without even thinking its just automatic.
Great post. Look forward to reading your weekly update. Something really sobering too. Add up how much money tobacco got paid by you.
I will never pay more taxes or pay tobacco for a lotto ticket to win cancer.
What a sham!
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I haven't used the intro forum much to reflect on my quit journey, but I plan to once a week moving forward.....so....
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
I had never realized this, but I began dipping when I was 17. I am now 41. This means I had dipped my entire adult life until 55 days ago. Wow...I had never thought about that before....
It means that basically every signifigant moment of my life has been accompanied by tobacco use.
This shall never again be the case. It feels great.
Going out to enjoy another tobacco-free day. :)
Today is 55 days quit. Not much different than yesterday or a week ago...just another day of quit. I'm watching Adam Scott try to win his first major - 2012 British Open. I'm enjoying not having a dip. That is one of the characterizations of my quit. I ENJOY not dipping.
Day 42 here.. I am kind of on your heels as far as quit days! i appreciate the post! I'm mildly jealous however.. Most times I do not enjoy not having a dip.. Actually when i am doing outside work or something that is a heavy trigger i usually got the fake stuff in.. Maybe I will soon get there.. congrats on your strong quit.. Gooch
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Day 61. Another day full of quit for me....
Riding over to New Smyrna to eat lunch with parents and daughter. In the past this meant grabbing a dip on the water somewhere. Not just a dip - a ninja dip (I could never allow my daughter to see something this filthy and disgusting right?). I was never a ninja dipper until my daughter came along. She is 5 and she is likely the only person I have known as an adult that never knew I dipped. Let me say this....if you are doing something that you need to hide from the most important person in your life (like I did for 5 years) then you need to re-evaluate that something. OK...Getting a little sidetracked....
The point is, today I will hang out in the sun, watch the boats, drink a couple cold ones, laugh, smile, and enjoy life. Now I ask you how does spitting black slime, ruining your teeth (mine are hardly what I call white), being sneaky, and possibly getting cancer add to this experience? The answer my friends is that it doesn't. It makes it worse. That is one of the reasons I have embraced the quit so well - I fully understand that dipping makes any siituation worse - even the good ones that you associate dipping with. It does not enhance good times. It makes them worse. It makes them worse in such small incremements that you dont even notice. But it does so just the same.
I don't miss that lying poison for one second.
I am the Mt Everest of quit.
I am a bad mfer. I'm quit.
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Day 61. Another day full of quit for me....
Riding over to New Smyrna to eat lunch with parents and daughter. In the past this meant grabbing a dip on the water somewhere. Not just a dip - a ninja dip (I could never allow my daughter to see something this filthy and disgusting right?). I was never a ninja dipper until my daughter came along. She is 5 and she is likely the only person I have known as an adult that never knew I dipped. Let me say this....if you are doing something that you need to hide from the most important person in your life (like I did for 5 years) then you need to re-evaluate that something. OK...Getting a little sidetracked....
The point is, today I will hang out in the sun, watch the boats, drink a couple cold ones, laugh, smile, and enjoy life. Now I ask you how does spitting black slime, ruining your teeth (mine are hardly what I call white), being sneaky, and possibly getting cancer add to this experience? The answer my friends is that it doesn't. It makes it worse. That is one of the reasons I have embraced the quit so well - I fully understand that dipping makes any siituation worse - even the good ones that you associate dipping with. It does not enhance good times. It makes them worse. It makes them worse in such small incremements that you dont even notice. But it does so just the same.
I don't miss that lying poison for one second.
I am the Mt Everest of quit.
I am a bad mfer. I'm quit.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Enjoy your dip free day.
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Day 61. Another day full of quit for me....
Riding over to New Smyrna to eat lunch with parents and daughter. In the past this meant grabbing a dip on the water somewhere. Not just a dip - a ninja dip (I could never allow my daughter to see something this filthy and disgusting right?). I was never a ninja dipper until my daughter came along. She is 5 and she is likely the only person I have known as an adult that never knew I dipped. Let me say this....if you are doing something that you need to hide from the most important person in your life (like I did for 5 years) then you need to re-evaluate that something. OK...Getting a little sidetracked....
The point is, today I will hang out in the sun, watch the boats, drink a couple cold ones, laugh, smile, and enjoy life. Now I ask you how does spitting black slime, ruining your teeth (mine are hardly what I call white), being sneaky, and possibly getting cancer add to this experience? The answer my friends is that it doesn't. It makes it worse. That is one of the reasons I have embraced the quit so well - I fully understand that dipping makes any siituation worse - even the good ones that you associate dipping with. It does not enhance good times. It makes them worse. It makes them worse in such small incremements that you dont even notice. But it does so just the same.
I don't miss that lying poison for one second.
I am the Mt Everest of quit.
I am a bad mfer. I'm quit.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Enjoy your dip free day.
Morgan you are 100% right if you can't do it in the open never do it!! That's what I tell my wife all the time about sex!! Store dressing rooms are made for it! She is always hesitant, I don't get it!!
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Day 61. Another day full of quit for me....
Riding over to New Smyrna to eat lunch with parents and daughter. In the past this meant grabbing a dip on the water somewhere. Not just a dip - a ninja dip (I could never allow my daughter to see something this filthy and disgusting right?). I was never a ninja dipper until my daughter came along. She is 5 and she is likely the only person I have known as an adult that never knew I dipped. Let me say this....if you are doing something that you need to hide from the most important person in your life (like I did for 5 years) then you need to re-evaluate that something. OK...Getting a little sidetracked....
The point is, today I will hang out in the sun, watch the boats, drink a couple cold ones, laugh, smile, and enjoy life. Now I ask you how does spitting black slime, ruining your teeth (mine are hardly what I call white), being sneaky, and possibly getting cancer add to this experience? The answer my friends is that it doesn't. It makes it worse. That is one of the reasons I have embraced the quit so well - I fully understand that dipping makes any siituation worse - even the good ones that you associate dipping with. It does not enhance good times. It makes them worse. It makes them worse in such small incremements that you dont even notice. But it does so just the same.
I don't miss that lying poison for one second.
I am the Mt Everest of quit.
I am a bad mfer. I'm quit.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Enjoy your dip free day.
Morgan you are 100% right if you can't do it in the open never do it!! That's what I tell my wife all the time about sex!! Store dressing rooms are made for it! She is always hesitant, I don't get it!!
'clap' 'clap'
Great stuff brother!!!!!!
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
I watched this 2 months ago. It really made me think about my health. My brother in law had just passed away. I've been doing yoga for 2 months now, and feel like a fucking cheetah. It's not for everybody, but everything else I try hurts my limbs from all my past injuries. Besides walking (everyday) this is my only exercise. I lifted weights, played sports, but have never felt better than I do now physically. Like I said a fucking cheetah!!
Keep positive buddy, when god closes a door - he opens a window...
I quit with you...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX9FSZJu448 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX9FSZJu448)
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
Come on Brother I know you are stronger than this. STOP BEING A PUSSY!! lol Don't make me drive to Florida and put you through some Boot Camp style kick your ass quittercise. I was married for six years before I got divorced and was in a funk for two years after. Finally I said fuck it. If only I could have killed the can back then I would be more bad ass than I am now. If you need some motivation, I will give you some MOTHERFUCKING MOTIVATION!! Get your ass off the couch start running and don't quit until you are more worn out than Gmanns vagina. if I didn't live so far I would run with you to keep your mind off of the funk. The last part of your post gave me a raging quit erection. I'm talking bust the zipper on the front of my pants erection....Stay Quit Trooper!!
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
Come on Brother I know you are stronger than this. STOP BEING A PUSSY!! lol Don't make me drive to Florida and put you through some Boot Camp style kick your ass quittercise. I was married for six years before I got divorced and was in a funk for two years after. Finally I said fuck it. If only I could have killed the can back then I would be more bad ass than I am now. If you need some motivation, I will give you some MOTHERFUCKING MOTIVATION!! Get your ass off the couch start running and don't quit until you are more worn out than Gmanns vagina. if I didn't live so far I would run with you to keep your mind off of the funk. The last part of your post gave me a raging quit erection. I'm talking bust the zipper on the front of my pants erection....Stay Quit Trooper!!
I fuckin love KStamp... not in ghey way of course (I don't think...).....not that there's anything wrong with that......GMANN's beat down vagina..... HAHAHAHAHA
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
Come on Brother I know you are stronger than this. STOP BEING A PUSSY!! lol Don't make me drive to Florida and put you through some Boot Camp style kick your ass quittercise. I was married for six years before I got divorced and was in a funk for two years after. Finally I said fuck it. If only I could have killed the can back then I would be more bad ass than I am now. If you need some motivation, I will give you some MOTHERFUCKING MOTIVATION!! Get your ass off the couch start running and don't quit until you are more worn out than Gmanns vagina. if I didn't live so far I would run with you to keep your mind off of the funk. The last part of your post gave me a raging quit erection. I'm talking bust the zipper on the front of my pants erection....Stay Quit Trooper!!
I fuckin love KStamp... not in ghey way of course (I don't think...).....not that there's anything wrong with that......GMANN's beat down vagina..... HAHAHAHAHA
Morgan you ARE one bad ass quitter don't get down on yourself nothing wrong with pussy. I like it! Remember quitting is one hell of a thing to tackle and you are winning when you can handle other things you will!
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Day 76 report....
Feeling great about not dipping. Not so much about everything else. Eating like shit, drinking too much beer, not getting enough sleep, not being outdoors, putting on weight. Last couple of weeks my divorce had me feeling down for the first time in a while. Funk? I don't know - I don't really believe in em.....I think "funk" is just a word to describe acting like a wuss over things.....but I seem to have all the signs.....Nope - it's just me being a pussy. Well....can't have that.
Dont misconstrue this post as whining - it isn't. I've just had my head up my ass for a few weeks. Gotta put the same resolve into the rest of my life as I have been putting into my quit. This time last summer I lost 12 lbs in about a month. Working out. Running. I was motivated. Gotta find that shit again. My treadmill has a layer of dust on it that is clearly visible (yeah I run on a treadmill - it's 1,000 degrees in FL so bite me. HAHA). I am back up around 250 and white as a ghost. I look like a fuckin Beluga whale.
I'm a little frustrated and a little disappointed in myself. Time to step my game up....
Oh yeah - I almost forgot to remind everyone that regardless of whatever else is going on, my quit is still badass. Most of you know that I have a very high opinion of my quit. Deservedly so....it's the Ghengis Khan of quits and I shout about it from the rooftops. I'm on point at all times in it's protection.
Come on Brother I know you are stronger than this. STOP BEING A PUSSY!! lol Don't make me drive to Florida and put you through some Boot Camp style kick your ass quittercise. I was married for six years before I got divorced and was in a funk for two years after. Finally I said fuck it. If only I could have killed the can back then I would be more bad ass than I am now. If you need some motivation, I will give you some MOTHERFUCKING MOTIVATION!! Get your ass off the couch start running and don't quit until you are more worn out than Gmanns vagina. if I didn't live so far I would run with you to keep your mind off of the funk. The last part of your post gave me a raging quit erection. I'm talking bust the zipper on the front of my pants erection....Stay Quit Trooper!!
I fuckin love KStamp... not in ghey way of course (I don't think...).....not that there's anything wrong with that......GMANN's beat down vagina..... HAHAHAHAHA
Morgan you ARE one bad ass quitter don't get down on yourself nothing wrong with pussy. I like it! Remember quitting is one hell of a thing to tackle and you are winning when you can handle other things you will!
the combination of exercise and your quit will make you feel better. for me starting is always the hardest part, once I get going cruise control baby. My whole life was on off exercise, but with this quit I decided to take better care of my body as well. I walk every morning. it helps me focus and clear my mind.
proud to be quit with you!!
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Day 86 -- I posted this earlier today and I thought I'd bring it here b/c it says something about the way I feel today and about the way I got to day 86. In regards to the Kern's story.......
I still have not read these and never will unless I actually consider a cave. Which by the way will never happen and I'm not afraid to make that claim. My quit is on lock at all times. I never give an inch. My quit is like this : Like Tyson - "My style is impetuous. My defense is impregnable." Like Jules - "Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone." And like Clint - "Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have fucked with? That's me." THAT is how my quit rolls.....
Just the idea of reading the Kern's story makes me shudder. I know the sorrow and pain that lurks there. I know the sadness and heartache waiting for me. Just knowing it is there is enough to motivate my quit. That is why everything I said above holds true.
I'm sporting a Blue Ribbon quit today gents and I'm GD proud of it.
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Day 86 -- I posted this earlier today and I thought I'd bring it here b/c it says something about the way I feel today and about the way I got to day 86. In regards to the Kern's story.......
I still have not read these and never will unless I actually consider a cave. Which by the way will never happen and I'm not afraid to make that claim. My quit is on lock at all times. I never give an inch. My quit is like this : Like Tyson - "My style is impetuous. My defense is impregnable." Like Jules - "Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone." And like Clint - "Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have fucked with? That's me." THAT is how my quit rolls.....
Just the idea of reading the Kern's story makes me shudder. I know the sorrow and pain that lurks there. I know the sadness and heartache waiting for me. Just knowing it is there is enough to motivate my quit. That is why everything I said above holds true.
I'm sporting a Blue Ribbon quit today gents and I'm GD proud of it.
= Motivation for me to stay quit!
Morgan is a Quit Mafioso..proud to be quit with you
even though you suck gator cock!!!!!!!!
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Day 86 -- I posted this earlier today and I thought I'd bring it here b/c it says something about the way I feel today and about the way I got to day 86. In regards to the Kern's story.......
I still have not read these and never will unless I actually consider a cave. Which by the way will never happen and I'm not afraid to make that claim. My quit is on lock at all times. I never give an inch. My quit is like this : Like Tyson - "My style is impetuous. My defense is impregnable." Like Jules - "Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone." And like Clint - "Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have fucked with? That's me." THAT is how my quit rolls.....
Just the idea of reading the Kern's story makes me shudder. I know the sorrow and pain that lurks there. I know the sadness and heartache waiting for me. Just knowing it is there is enough to motivate my quit. That is why everything I said above holds true.
I'm sporting a Blue Ribbon quit today gents and I'm GD proud of it.
= Motivation for me to stay quit!
Morgan is a Quit Mafioso..proud to be quit with you
even though you suck gator cock!!!!!!!!
I second that notion, QLAFM with you dude
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Day 86 -- I posted this earlier today and I thought I'd bring it here b/c it says something about the way I feel today and about the way I got to day 86. In regards to the Kern's story.......
I still have not read these and never will unless I actually consider a cave. Which by the way will never happen and I'm not afraid to make that claim. My quit is on lock at all times. I never give an inch. My quit is like this : Like Tyson - "My style is impetuous. My defense is impregnable." Like Jules - "Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone." And like Clint - "Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have fucked with? That's me." THAT is how my quit rolls.....
Just the idea of reading the Kern's story makes me shudder. I know the sorrow and pain that lurks there. I know the sadness and heartache waiting for me. Just knowing it is there is enough to motivate my quit. That is why everything I said above holds true.
I'm sporting a Blue Ribbon quit today gents and I'm GD proud of it.
This whole intro is solid-gold. I only wish I had read it sooner. You QLAFM.
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Morgan you are one bad ass mother fucker and I quit with YOU today!!!
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Morgan, glad you are here and quit. You help make knocking the nic bitch out fun.
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Proud to be quit with you today Morgan
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Proud to be quit with you today Morgan
Nice morg...nice!!! :wub:
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Wow! Nice
Wow! Nice!
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Great job! 1 day at a time will get you through the rest of your life. :)
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Great job! 1 day at a time will get you through the rest of your life. :)
Bad Ass Morgan!!! No more NIC BITCH for me either!
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Great job! 1 day at a time will get you through the rest of your life. :)
Bad Ass Morgan!!! No more NIC BITCH for me either!
thanks for helping pave the way morgan..this is a hard road, but it's much easier reading the positives from our mentors. I hit 3 weeks yesterday, so I'd have to agree impossible is now off the table.. my quit is enlarging, and swelling with pride. Quit with you!
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Great job! 1 day at a time will get you through the rest of your life. :)
Bad Ass Morgan!!! No more NIC BITCH for me either!
thanks for helping pave the way morgan..this is a hard road, but it's much easier reading the positives from our mentors. I hit 3 weeks yesterday, so I'd have to agree impossible is now off the table.. my quit is enlarging, and swelling with pride. Quit with you!
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Nice work brother keep the focus and enjoy the journey!
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89 Days. I was looking at some old PM's and came across this ---
"Thanks for reaching out man...I'm really nervous. It seems an impossible task....
Chris"
This was my response on day one to SIG who reached out to me. This is how scared my quit once was. IT SEEMS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. Let me tell you something gents - IT IS NOT. Here I am 89 days later. Is 89 days an eternity? Nope. But I don't quit for an eternity - I quit for today. To paraphrase Nolaq - Post everyday, honor it, and repeat the next day. That's all I've done. Simple really. But I have come a long way in 89 days from being nervous and using words like impossible. Those words were uttered when I was under the thrall of the Dirty Nic Queen Bitch. I am no longer. I know she still lurks from afar and watches my every move awaiting a slip - but again to paraphrase Nolaq - My shit is up and running 24/7. I don't slip. I don't give her the slightest opportunity to get up in my quit zone. Those 89 days have taught me a lot and changed who I am. Impossible? Hardly. My scared quit has evolved into a quit for the ages. The kind of quit that is spoken of in reverent tones many years from now. I possess the kind of quit that they sing songs about and celebrate with great feasts where the liquor flows and all the women are blonde, buxom, and 20 years old. Impossible my ass. That word is no longer in use here.
Great job! 1 day at a time will get you through the rest of your life. :)
Bad Ass Morgan!!! No more NIC BITCH for me either!
thanks for helping pave the way morgan..this is a hard road, but it's much easier reading the positives from our mentors. I hit 3 weeks yesterday, so I'd have to agree impossible is now off the table.. my quit is enlarging, and swelling with pride. Quit with you!
'clap' 'clap'
Nice work brother keep the focus and enjoy the journey!
Yep, Morgan is a quitter. A real winner and in control of his addiction.
Pleased to be on the quit road with you. It is a better journey than being a hopeless tobacco user.
To Hell with UST and their cunning craftiness to lead good people into the vice of addiction.
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95
Lets talk about triggers. Very early in my quit (under 20 days in) I spent my annual weekend on the St. Johns river at my friend's home. This is an event that happens every year. My buddy lives on a finger canal a nice 4 iron from the river. Once a year a bunch of us go there and rent 2 homes that are across the canal from him. We also rent a pontoon boat (to go along with my friend's boat). All in all there are 8-10 of us plus whatever women folk and kids come along. The 3 day event consists of taking the boats to Silver Glen (a coldwater spring and major party spot), epic cornhole tournaments (insert joke here about how ghey we are), fishing, riding 4 wheelers, booze cruises on golf carts, hitting 100 or so golf balls into the St Johns from rental property, and amounts of alcohol that would kill a pod of Blue Whales. In the past this meant 2 cans minimum with the likelihood of a third. I didn't use any tobacco. One of my buddies was quit as well for about a year. The 2 of us went through seeds like no tomorrow. I crammed them in my mouth like Redman and in pics from the weekend it actually looks like I have a chew in. It was during that weekend that I knew I could do it. I could quit.
This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle. I am playing golf. It has killed me to not play for 3 months. I have turned down invitations just to be sure I was ready. I turned down an invitation to play in a celebrity/charity event at Shingle Creek. I did not think I could play golf without dipping as recently as 2 weeks ago. The idea was terrifying for me. I wasn't going to do it, because I was worried I'd be too preoccupied about the fact that I wasn't dipping. Well, no longer. I don't give a shit about a dip. Tomorrow I will claim back something that was taken from me. I'm ready. I'm excited to play. I'm bringing my plastic seed container that I haven't really touched since my weekend on the St Johns. Oh it's on baby....
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95
Lets talk about triggers. Very early in my quit (under 20 days in) I spent my annual weekend on the St. Johns river at my friend's home. This is an event that happens every year. My buddy lives on a finger canal a nice 4 iron from the river. Once a year a bunch of us go there and rent 2 homes that are across the canal from him. We also rent a pontoon boat (to go along with my friend's boat). All in all there are 8-10 of us plus whatever women folk and kids come along. The 3 day event consists of taking the boats to Silver Glen (a coldwater spring and major party spot), epic cornhole tournaments (insert joke here about how ghey we are), fishing, riding 4 wheelers, booze cruises on golf carts, hitting 100 or so golf balls into the St Johns from rental property, and amounts of alcohol that would kill a pod of Blue Whales. In the past this meant 2 cans minimum with the likelihood of a third. I didn't use any tobacco. One of my buddies was quit as well for about a year. The 2 of us went through seeds like no tomorrow. I crammed them in my mouth like Redman and in pics from the weekend it actually looks like I have a chew in. It was during that weekend that I knew I could do it. I could quit.
This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle. I am playing golf. It has killed me to not play for 3 months. I have turned down invitations just to be sure I was ready. I turned down an invitation to play in a celebrity/charity event at Shingle Creek. I did not think I could play golf without dipping as recently as 2 weeks ago. The idea was terrifying for me. I wasn't going to do it, because I was worried I'd be too preoccupied about the fact that I wasn't dipping. Well, no longer. I don't give a shit about a dip. Tomorrow I will claim back something that was taken from me. I'm ready. I'm excited to play. I'm bringing my plastic seed container that I haven't really touched since my weekend on the St Johns. Oh it's on baby....
Brother... you go and take back the game of golf from the nic bitch! You deserve it and I know you can do it! You have helped many quitters in our group by making sure they post roll everyday, giving advice and being there for the group! I have NO DOUBT you can beat down this last trigger! Keep my phone number handy, call whenever you need support! I'm here for you brother!
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95
Lets talk about triggers. Very early in my quit (under 20 days in) I spent my annual weekend on the St. Johns river at my friend's home. This is an event that happens every year. My buddy lives on a finger canal a nice 4 iron from the river. Once a year a bunch of us go there and rent 2 homes that are across the canal from him. We also rent a pontoon boat (to go along with my friend's boat). All in all there are 8-10 of us plus whatever women folk and kids come along. The 3 day event consists of taking the boats to Silver Glen (a coldwater spring and major party spot), epic cornhole tournaments (insert joke here about how ghey we are), fishing, riding 4 wheelers, booze cruises on golf carts, hitting 100 or so golf balls into the St Johns from rental property, and amounts of alcohol that would kill a pod of Blue Whales. In the past this meant 2 cans minimum with the likelihood of a third. I didn't use any tobacco. One of my buddies was quit as well for about a year. The 2 of us went through seeds like no tomorrow. I crammed them in my mouth like Redman and in pics from the weekend it actually looks like I have a chew in. It was during that weekend that I knew I could do it. I could quit.
This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle. I am playing golf. It has killed me to not play for 3 months. I have turned down invitations just to be sure I was ready. I turned down an invitation to play in a celebrity/charity event at Shingle Creek. I did not think I could play golf without dipping as recently as 2 weeks ago. The idea was terrifying for me. I wasn't going to do it, because I was worried I'd be too preoccupied about the fact that I wasn't dipping. Well, no longer. I don't give a shit about a dip. Tomorrow I will claim back something that was taken from me. I'm ready. I'm excited to play. I'm bringing my plastic seed container that I haven't really touched since my weekend on the St Johns. Oh it's on baby....
Morgan..just like you quit sucking cock...you can quit dipping too while playing golf. I believe in you. You the man...congrats on 100 days..yeah I'm already counting you in cause you got this.
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95
Lets talk about triggers. Very early in my quit (under 20 days in) I spent my annual weekend on the St. Johns river at my friend's home. This is an event that happens every year. My buddy lives on a finger canal a nice 4 iron from the river. Once a year a bunch of us go there and rent 2 homes that are across the canal from him. We also rent a pontoon boat (to go along with my friend's boat). All in all there are 8-10 of us plus whatever women folk and kids come along. The 3 day event consists of taking the boats to Silver Glen (a coldwater spring and major party spot), epic cornhole tournaments (insert joke here about how ghey we are), fishing, riding 4 wheelers, booze cruises on golf carts, hitting 100 or so golf balls into the St Johns from rental property, and amounts of alcohol that would kill a pod of Blue Whales. In the past this meant 2 cans minimum with the likelihood of a third. I didn't use any tobacco. One of my buddies was quit as well for about a year. The 2 of us went through seeds like no tomorrow. I crammed them in my mouth like Redman and in pics from the weekend it actually looks like I have a chew in. It was during that weekend that I knew I could do it. I could quit.
This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle. I am playing golf. It has killed me to not play for 3 months. I have turned down invitations just to be sure I was ready. I turned down an invitation to play in a celebrity/charity event at Shingle Creek. I did not think I could play golf without dipping as recently as 2 weeks ago. The idea was terrifying for me. I wasn't going to do it, because I was worried I'd be too preoccupied about the fact that I wasn't dipping. Well, no longer. I don't give a shit about a dip. Tomorrow I will claim back something that was taken from me. I'm ready. I'm excited to play. I'm bringing my plastic seed container that I haven't really touched since my weekend on the St Johns. Oh it's on baby....
The way I see it, you will pass this hurdle with ease. You are a bad ass quitting mother fucking who quits with lead pipe cruelty and has been pimp slapping the nic bitch for 95 days in a row. By this time your love for golf should dwarf your ex love of the can. I love golf too and tried to golf only a few weeks into being quit....it was not pretty and decided to stay away for awhile as well. I went last week and was fine, chewed a shit ton of seeds but fuck man the way I figured it, I could only put the things I love to do on hold for so long and I'm only 88 days quit. 95 days is champed out and something to be proud of. Reward yourself with a long overdue round of golf. You got this shit bro. Tee it up and fucking let it fly, don't let the nic bitch ruin something you love to do even one day more...3 months was enough. Id wish u good luck but u don't need it.
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Why would you say he quit sucking cock? Trying to ruin his quit?
Quitting dip is hard enough, leave the man's cocks alone!
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Why would you say he quit sucking cock? Trying to ruin his quit?
Quitting dip is hard enough, leave the man's cocks alone!
No...quitting sucking cock is tied to his dipping..oral fixation. I don't know if he can have one without the other.
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Why would you say he quit sucking cock? Trying to ruin his quit?
Quitting dip is hard enough, leave the man's cocks alone!
No...quitting sucking cock is tied to his dipping..oral fixation. I don't know if he can have one without the other.
This made me pee my pants a bit...good stuff, quit on
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Congrats to this cockcucking, analfisting, hall of fuckin famer!!!! Morgan quit like it's his job...do work son. Proud of you man.
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This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle.
Nope.
There is no last hurdle.
There are hurdles every moment of every day. Yes. We quit for today and today only, but don't ever think you have "crossed your last hurdle".
If you fail to plan, than you plan to fail.
Always plan. Always be dilligent.
Most of all, be the bad ass quitter I know you are. Don't let up, and put that foot to your addiction's throat with no mercy.
100 days and battles won do not mean outright victory.
I'm very fucking proud of you. Keep it up.
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This brings me to tomorrow. Tomorrow I cross my last hurdle.
Nope.
There is no last hurdle.
There are hurdles every moment of every day. Yes. We quit for today and today only, but don't ever think you have "crossed your last hurdle".
If you fail to plan, than you plan to fail.
Always plan. Always be dilligent.
Most of all, be the bad ass quitter I know you are. Don't let up, and put that foot to your addiction's throat with no mercy.
100 days and battles won do not mean outright victory.
I'm very fucking proud of you. Keep it up.
Easy Quit Master.....
I simply mean that playing golf was the last hurdle in regards to doing something I associated with dipping without it.
My battle is still in its infancy. I wage it every day and I ENJOY waging it everyday. I get immense satisfaction out of beating down the nic bitch day in and day out. I know the battle is not done until I am in the coffin - on that day I will have won. I will never let up. Quitting is a part of me just like dipping once was. It's a part of who I am.
Thanks for your inspiration and guidance brother. I quit with you all day every day!!
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Keddy,
Congrats on 11 days. I'm at Day 54, but I recall the early days very well. I think I wrote a post to the guys on this website thanking them for their support at 14 days. I meant it, too. There is no way I could have done it without this site.
Keep posting roll, stay quit that day, then repeat. Don't think beyond Yesterday + 1. Use the funk you're in right now as motivation to NEVER dip again. Nic doesn't give up her victims easily...what you're going through is just another one of her traps.
I found that encouraging others helped me stay quit...so chat up the folks who are at Day 1 or 2 and encourage them. I went with Altoids instead of the fake stuff, mainly because they were easy to find. But try those. Keep them in you pocket and pop one in when you feel a crave.
Don't get down...this is literally a fight for your life. And it is worth winning. You can do this...one day at a time.
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Keddy,
Congrats on 11 days. I'm at Day 54, but I recall the early days very well. I think I wrote a post to the guys on this website thanking them for their support at 14 days. I meant it, too. There is no way I could have done it without this site.
Keep posting roll, stay quit that day, then repeat. Don't think beyond Yesterday + 1. Use the funk you're in right now as motivation to NEVER dip again. Nic doesn't give up her victims easily...what you're going through is just another one of her traps.
I found that encouraging others helped me stay quit...so chat up the folks who are at Day 1 or 2 and encourage them. I went with Altoids instead of the fake stuff, mainly because they were easy to find. But try those. Keep them in you pocket and pop one in when you feel a crave.
Don't get down...this is literally a fight for your life. And it is worth winning. You can do this...one day at a time.
Day 101 --
I pulled this off the intro thread ---- know who Bean and Keddy are? 2 guys with bigtime quits who support everyone on the site. I see Bean all the time encouraging new quitters within the intro pages. Here is Bean at 54 days commenting on Keddy's intro thread who is at 11 days. What's the point? The point is that everyone on this site started just like you did. They were at day one once. Or 11 or 54. Now they are at 500 or 1,000 or whatever number BBJ is at. It can be done, it has been done over and over by people here. People just like you and I. People that quit. There are many posts like this I could pull off the intro thread - go read them if you want some inspiration.
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
Listen to coach steve and never lose focus!
You have taken great strides to put distance between you and the nic bitch but she will not quit and neither should you!
Stay strong, focused, Quit
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
Listen to coach steve and never lose focus!
You have taken great strides to put distance between you and the nic bitch but she will not quit and neither should you!
Stay strong, focused, Quit
Good job Brother! That's Madman Quit right there!
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
Listen to coach steve and never lose focus!
You have taken great strides to put distance between you and the nic bitch but she will not quit and neither should you!
Stay strong, focused, Quit
Good job Brother! That's Madman Quit right there!
A great reminder for all of us Morgan. I have had the same kind of attitude towards my quit. No cravings, really. I will hire an extra guard dog or two, after reading your story. Thanks Brotha!!!
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that. But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
Listen to coach steve and never lose focus!
You have taken great strides to put distance between you and the nic bitch but she will not quit and neither should you!
Stay strong, focused, Quit
Good job Brother! That's Madman Quit right there!
A great reminder for all of us Morgan. I have had the same kind of attitude towards my quit. No cravings, really. I will hire an extra guard dog or two, after reading your story. Thanks Brotha!!!
I find that one of my biggest struggles is being over-confident. I have read about caves too many times on this site to know that thinking that you "got this" can and does lead to failure. That is why I will never be satisfied.
Really, when you think about it, your crave was good for your quit. It was a bit of a reality check that I think we all need from time to time. Like Coach said, being reminded of the struggles of quitting is something we should all participate in. The text I got from you actually made my quit stronger because it reminded me that we are all susceptible to struggles.
Also, don't feel shame in cravings brother. I think you are stronger for admitting that to us and yourself. I am damn proud of you for recognizing the difficulty and reaching out. That tells me your quit is solid as anyone's. Nice job brother and stay quit.
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Day 138
I hesitated to post this little story, because my quit has a certain reputation to uphold. I place it on a throne eveyday that I polish with the softest fur from far far away... It's as badass as they get and I don't want any confusion about that.� But sometimes even the most badass get a dose of reality....In my 138 days I have had virtually zero cravings of any sort - I can count them on my fingers - maybe even on one hand. I certainly never had a bad one or one that was more than a passing thought immediately dismissed......until yesterday. Maybe I've been a little complacent - I certainly haven't been spending as much time on KTC as I used to. I still post roll everyday in many groups but I haven't been as involved as I once was. Anyway, yesterday I was feeling a little down for reasons that aren't important. I was driving past this Sunoco where I used to buy sleeves of Skoal Wintergreen about once overy 10 days or 2 weeks (the guy gave me a deal for loading up - thanks buddy...) and the thought of pulling in and grabbing a can appeared in my head. Obviously I didn't do it. I drove past. I would NEVER disgrace myself or betray the trust of my extended KTC Family. But I DID start thinking about how good it would taste. I thought about it packed in real tight way back in the back of your jaw. When it's back there you really get the full experience (plus you don't have a big fat hick lip - after all, you don't want to look stupid ....right? Too late if you have a dip in.....) and you can spit like a professional. (BTW - I always considered myself a top notch dipper - a real professional -- what a fuckin jerkoff....) So anyway - I could taste that thing packed in back there...and it felt good. It tasted good. I wanted it. I thought wistfully back to my dipping days.....I missed them. All of a sudden I had a major league crave on my hands. My FIRST in 138 days. I mean my head was spinning. This COULDN"T happen to me - my quit is too fuckin badass for this!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was happening. I reached out to 7 top dog members of my quit crew and guess what? EVERY one of them responded. EVERY ONE. Thanks to Swede, Fosterchild, Baudy, Ericfrompittsburgh, Kmotherfuckinstamp, Sox2012, and TSmith for helping me get a grip... HAHAHA. In the end I believe this happened because I had become a little complacent - a little passive. I had built this giant castle where I housed my quit. It had dragons and laser beams and flying great white sharks protecting it while my quit sat on its throne safe and sound. I sent out search parties to vanquish the nic bitch and her minions from the Earth with extreme predjudice. I attacked. I was the aggressor. Of late, I failed to maintain my castle...the dragons were asleep. The search parties were in the great hall drinking and feasting and getting lazy. All the while, the nic bitch and her minions crept up with my defenses down. She got close enough to whisper in my fucking ear.........for me that is unacceptable.
NEVER AGAIN. NEVER.
Right here right now I am re-dedicating myself to my quit. I did not honor it properly or maintain it properly of late. It must be guarded at all times. BTW - I apologized to it and we're cool now...HAHAHA!
Complacency is the enemy of all quits. Sounds like you've learned that and are being proactive once again. One thing I like to do is read at least one Intro thread everyday written by a new quitter or someone that is yet to quit. It is a pertinent reminder of where you came from and why you never want to go back. There's something very real about reading the words of someone who is struggling to fight the addiction.
Quit Like Fuck with your dragons.
Listen to coach steve and never lose focus!
You have taken great strides to put distance between you and the nic bitch but she will not quit and neither should you!
Stay strong, focused, Quit
Good job Brother! That's Madman Quit right there!
A great reminder for all of us Morgan. I have had the same kind of attitude towards my quit. No cravings, really. I will hire an extra guard dog or two, after reading your story. Thanks Brotha!!!
I find that one of my biggest struggles is being over-confident. I have read about caves too many times on this site to know that thinking that you "got this" can and does lead to failure. That is why I will never be satisfied.
Really, when you think about it, your crave was good for your quit. It was a bit of a reality check that I think we all need from time to time. Like Coach said, being reminded of the struggles of quitting is something we should all participate in. The text I got from you actually made my quit stronger because it reminded me that we are all susceptible to struggles.
Also, don't feel shame in cravings brother. I think you are stronger for admitting that to us and yourself. I am damn proud of you for recognizing the difficulty and reaching out. That tells me your quit is solid as anyone's. Nice job brother and stay quit.
No weakness in the admission of a crave, only weakness if you had caved. Your word is still your honor and you did not lose sight of that of your quit. Proud of you and glad your troops have re-upped and are stalking and beating the bitch back with a vengeance.
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Day 196
So today something unfortunate happened. One of my boys caved. Not some name on KTC that I don't know. Not some guy I thought was an asshole anyway. Not some idiot with 2 days in that didn't really try. Nope. This was someone I was close to on the site. A guy I spoke to on the phone. A guy I had a pact with to post for 1 year without missing a day. We joked about how we were gonna celebrate by grilling up some baby seal steaks when we hit 365. A guy that I thought was as badass in his quit as I am (very few people reach that status by the way - probably less than 20). I have mixed emotions about it. First of all, it isn't the end of the world and I realize that. No children or little puppies were hurt. The sun will still come up tomorrow. As a matter of fact, only having 1 dip in roughly 140 days is actually quite good if you think about it. Here's the rub.....Everything that my friend built here now appears fradulent. He has hurt his credibility. He has left people bewildered....how could this happen??? He is too badass...no way this guy could cave!!! Another fine quitter on this site told me tonite that he is "numb right now" over this. A lot of people had this guys back - and I still do - but this one hurts. We all know that there are retreads on this site that have gone on to achieve great things. Great quits that were simply interrupted by one stupid mistake. I sincerely hope this is the case for my friend. I want to believe in him and I want to trust him. I will do so because I think he is made of something stronger than what he has exhibited over the last 24 hours. People do stupid things. It's how they handle them moving forward that is the true test of character. I will be watching and supporting my friend. But I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed.
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Day 196
So today something unfortunate happened. One of my boys caved. Not some name on KTC that I don't know. Not some guy I thought was an asshole anyway. Not some idiot with 2 days in that didn't really try. Nope. This was someone I was close to on the site. A guy I spoke to on the phone. A guy I had a pact with to post for 1 year without missing a day. We joked about how we were gonna celebrate by grilling up some baby seal steaks when we hit 365. A guy that I thought was as badass in his quit as I am (very few people reach that status by the way - probably less than 20). I have mixed emotions about it. First of all, it isn't the end of the world and I realize that. No children or little puppies were hurt. The sun will still come up tomorrow. As a matter of fact, only having 1 dip in roughly 140 days is actually quite good if you think about it. Here's the rub.....Everything that my friend built here now appears fradulent. He has hurt his credibility. He has left people bewildered....how could this happen??? He is too badass...no way this guy could cave!!! Another fine quitter on this site told me tonite that he is "numb right now" over this. A lot of people had this guys back - and I still do - but this one hurts. We all know that there are retreads on this site that have gone on to achieve great things. Great quits that were simply interrupted by one stupid mistake. I sincerely hope this is the case for my friend. I want to believe in him and I want to trust him. I will do so because I think he is made of something stronger than what he has exhibited over the last 24 hours. People do stupid things. It's how they handle them moving forward that is the true test of character. I will be watching and supporting my friend. But I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed.
Good post.
Use this opportunity to ask yourself if you have closed the door. If you have not, guard your quit. If you have be a bad ass and keep helping others.
Proud to quit and post with you.
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Day 196
So today something unfortunate happened. One of my boys caved. Not some name on KTC that I don't know. Not some guy I thought was an asshole anyway. Not some idiot with 2 days in that didn't really try. Nope. This was someone I was close to on the site. A guy I spoke to on the phone. A guy I had a pact with to post for 1 year without missing a day. We joked about how we were gonna celebrate by grilling up some baby seal steaks when we hit 365. A guy that I thought was as badass in his quit as I am (very few people reach that status by the way - probably less than 20). I have mixed emotions about it. First of all, it isn't the end of the world and I realize that. No children or little puppies were hurt. The sun will still come up tomorrow. As a matter of fact, only having 1 dip in roughly 140 days is actually quite good if you think about it. Here's the rub.....Everything that my friend built here now appears fradulent. He has hurt his credibility. He has left people bewildered....how could this happen??? He is too badass...no way this guy could cave!!! Another fine quitter on this site told me tonite that he is "numb right now" over this. A lot of people had this guys back - and I still do - but this one hurts. We all know that there are retreads on this site that have gone on to achieve great things. Great quits that were simply interrupted by one stupid mistake. I sincerely hope this is the case for my friend. I want to believe in him and I want to trust him. I will do so because I think he is made of something stronger than what he has exhibited over the last 24 hours. People do stupid things. It's how they handle them moving forward that is the true test of character. I will be watching and supporting my friend. But I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed.
I think I just looked into a mirror for what I had been thinking.
Morgan I am right with you, very well stated and lets put this into our bag with the other tools to help us maintain our quit.
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Day 212
Yesterday was Christmas. My first dip free Christmas since 1984 I do believe. Stupid ass.... Anyway, I find myself today in the position of having let all my other vices replace dipping for the last 212 days. I'm at my all time highest weight at around 260 after being at 239. I've actually been at my all time highest weight several times since I crossed the threshhold of 250. I continue to set new records in that category...I drink like a FIEND - far more than I ever did when I dipped. Although in my own defense, I have cut down considerably over the last month or so. I like to drink really expensive beer that is full of calories. I'll never switch to crappy brews, but I'm gonna start a weekend only plan. I have excercised less than 10 times since quitting despite owning a $400 bike and having a treadmill IN MY BEDROOM. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT LAZY FUCK...A buddy of mine has challenged several of us to lose certain amounts of weight by May first for a paid trip to Vegas and I have done nothing whatsoever to chase this target down except hit the weights a couple times and run/walk a total of about 5 miles. I don't care about the trip - but I accepted a challenge. Am I such a loser that I cannot participate? Am I that selfish that my health doesn't matter? So far it appears that I am. All of that changes today.
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Day 212
Yesterday was Christmas. My first dip free Christmas since 1984 I do believe. Stupid ass.... Anyway, I find myself today in the position of having let all my other vices replace dipping for the last 212 days. I'm at my all time highest weight at around 260 after being at 239. I've actually been at my all time highest weight several times since I crossed the threshhold of 250. I continue to set new records in that category...I drink like a FIEND - far more than I ever did when I dipped. Although in my own defense, I have cut down considerably over the last month or so. I like to drink really expensive beer that is full of calories. I'll never switch to crappy brews, but I'm gonna start a weekend only plan. I have excercised less than 10 times since quitting despite owning a $400 bike and having a treadmill IN MY BEDROOM. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT LAZY FUCK...A buddy of mine has challenged several of us to lose certain amounts of weight by May first for a paid trip to Vegas and I have done nothing whatsoever to chase this target down except hit the weights a couple times and run/walk a total of about 5 miles. I don't care about the trip - but I accepted a challenge. Am I such a loser that I cannot participate? Am I that selfish that my health doesn't matter? So far it appears that I am. All of that changes today.
Don't be so hard on yourself, you have done so many positive thing in the past 212 days. Much like you I let a lot of things slide when I quit. My entire life rotated around that damn can and I honestly didn't know how to do things without it. We are recovering and reprogramming, time to get proactive. We have the tools to quit dip and they work just as well with other vices! I also added a significant amount of weight and finally realized around thanksgiving it wasn't coming off by wishing it off. New quitters need to know that taking on to much at once will be difficult. Don't worry about everything, there is a time for everything and you will know when you are strong enough to tackle other vices. The feeling of success beating nicotine daily is so sweet and that same feeling is available to us multiplied many times as we better ourselves.
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Day 212
Yesterday was Christmas. My first dip free Christmas since 1984 I do believe. Stupid ass.... Anyway, I find myself today in the position of having let all my other vices replace dipping for the last 212 days. I'm at my all time highest weight at around 260 after being at 239. I've actually been at my all time highest weight several times since I crossed the threshhold of 250. I continue to set new records in that category...I drink like a FIEND - far more than I ever did when I dipped. Although in my own defense, I have cut down considerably over the last month or so. I like to drink really expensive beer that is full of calories. I'll never switch to crappy brews, but I'm gonna start a weekend only plan. I have excercised less than 10 times since quitting despite owning a $400 bike and having a treadmill IN MY BEDROOM. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT LAZY FUCK...A buddy of mine has challenged several of us to lose certain amounts of weight by May first for a paid trip to Vegas and I have done nothing whatsoever to chase this target down except hit the weights a couple times and run/walk a total of about 5 miles. I don't care about the trip - but I accepted a challenge. Am I such a loser that I cannot participate? Am I that selfish that my health doesn't matter? So far it appears that I am. All of that changes today.
Don't be so hard on yourself, you have done so many positive thing in the past 212 days. Much like you I let a lot of things slide when I quit. My entire life rotated around that damn can and I honestly didn't know how to do things without it. We are recovering and reprogramming, time to get proactive. We have the tools to quit dip and they work just as well with other vices! I also added a significant amount of weight and finally realized around thanksgiving it wasn't coming off by wishing it off. New quitters need to know that taking on to much at once will be difficult. Don't worry about everything, there is a time for everything and you will know when you are strong enough to tackle other vices. The feeling of success beating nicotine daily is so sweet and that same feeling is available to us multiplied many times as we better ourselves.
Well said Wade! Time to get to it. Quitting tobacco shall be a springboard to improving my life in other ways as well..
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Poof
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Never again......for any reason. Day 273.
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
That's just wrong....hahaha
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
'crackup'
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
'crackup'
Assholes.....hahahaha
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
'crackup'
Assholes.....hahahaha
Did you have something else to say or was that it?
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
'crackup'
Assholes.....hahahaha
Did you have something else to say or was that it?
No you guys said it already I think.
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i love cock
Oh Morgan, you silly little bitch you.
'crackup'
Assholes.....hahahaha
Did you have something else to say or was that it?
No you guys said it already I think.
'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup' 'crackup'
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Poof
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291
I dish it out as much as anyone on KTC so I damn sure better be able to take it right? Well, I can and I do. But my intro being hijacked annoys me. Yeah it was funny at first but now I don't think it's funny. My intro is a journal of my trials, victories, and adventures on the quit road not a fucking spot for cheap laughs and changing posts. Fuck off to the funnyman. So now that that is off my chest........
One week ago I was out.....had a few drinks....maybe even one too many. I was never in danger of caving, but I did start romanticizing the idea of a big fatty. Scary shit for me. The first step down a slippery fuckin slope. The way I have stayed quit for 291 days after over 9,000 days dipping is that I have buried the notion that dipping was ever enjoyable. I understand that it's all a lie. An illusion. Smoke and mirrors used by big tobacco and Queen Nikki to steal your money and your life. Fuck the both of them. Having said that, even big time quits have to stay vigilant. I'm not gonna go so far as to say I had a big time crave - maybe I did though - but more so that I simply believed for a few minutes that a dip wasn't such a bad option.
Recognizing my weak moment I immediately sent a text out to some bamfers of quit who immediately set me straight.
Jaginvest told me right away "You do not have my permission to cave" without me asking.
Wastepanel and Sportsfan blew up my phone and I spoke to both of them.
Vadge, Kstamp, and SirDerek all responded with stern but concerned messages about keeping my game tight.
The point here is that KTC works. People here have your best interests in mind even when you do not. I have been less active here than I have been in the past. It's an easy trap to fall into. Stay involved. Talk to people everyday. Make friends. Be accountable and hold others accountable. Just quit baby.
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Absolutely freaking BEAUTIFUL stuff right there. That is what it's all about here, god damn don't you smell it, don't you feel, don't you taste it. Here is a bad-ass quitter almost at a year quit and he still relies on his quit brotherhood. Gives me chills to think how awesome that will feel when I need to call on huddy or sportsfan to keep me on the straight and narrow. How awesome it will be to know that my brothers have my back just like I have there's. Thanks for sharing Morgan and I hope more than me and a few other readers understand exactly what you just threw down. Proud to be quit with you !!
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Absolutely freaking BEAUTIFUL stuff right there. That is what it's all about here, god damn don't you smell it, don't you feel, don't you taste it. Here is a bad-ass quitter almost at a year quit and he still relies on his quit brotherhood. Gives me chills to think how awesome that will feel when I need to call on huddy or sportsfan to keep me on the straight and narrow. How awesome it will be to know that my brothers have my back just like I have there's. Thanks for sharing Morgan and I hope more than me and a few other readers understand exactly what you just threw down. Proud to be quit with you !!
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I dish it out as much as anyone on KTC so I damn sure better be able to take it right? Well, I can and I do. But my intro being hijacked annoys me. Yeah it was funny at first but now I don't think it's funny. My intro is a journal of my trials, victories, and adventures on the quit road not a fucking spot for cheap laughs and changing posts. Fuck off to the funnyman. So now that that is off my chest........
One week ago I was out.....had a few drinks....maybe even one too many. I was never in danger of caving, but I did start romanticizing the idea of a big fatty. Scary shit for me. The first step down a slippery fuckin slope. The way I have stayed quit for 291 days after over 9,000 days dipping is that I have buried the notion that dipping was ever enjoyable. I understand that it's all a lie. An illusion. Smoke and mirrors used by big tobacco and Queen Nikki to steal your money and your life. Fuck the both of them. Having said that, even big time quits have to stay vigilant. I'm not gonna go so far as to say I had a big time crave - maybe I did though - but more so that I simply believed for a few minutes that a dip wasn't such a bad option.
Recognizing my weak moment I immediately sent a text out to some bamfers of quit who immediately set me straight.
Jaginvest told me right away "You do not have my permission to cave" without me asking.
Wastepanel and Sportsfan blew up my phone and I spoke to both of them.
Vadge, Kstamp, and SirDerek all responded with stern but concerned messages about keeping my game tight.
The point here is that KTC works. People here have your best interests in mind even when you do not. I have been less active here than I have been in the past. It's an easy trap to fall into. Stay involved. Talk to people everyday. Make friends. Be accountable and hold others accountable. Just quit baby.
Morgan just speaking freely...I really like you and dig your style! I'll quit and be your wing man any day and twice on Sunday.
Simply a fan. 'Sing and Drink'
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For you guys that are in the first few days of your quit know that it can be done. Today 3 badass quitters all hit big milestones on the journey.
CMark - 1 year
Bruce - 500
Whsii - 600
It doesn't mean they are cured. It doesn't mean the battle is over. What it means is that with a determined effort and some accountability to others you can quit using tobacco today. Then you can do it again the next day. And the day after that. Those days will continue to add up. Eventually the day will be 365 or 500 or 600. There is only one way to get there - one day at a time. If you are struggling or you believe that you cannot do it I encourage you to explore some other quit groups and see that it CAN be done.
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
Knowing guys like you have my back even if, like you said, I don't know you... Priceless bro. Thank you and... Proud to quit with you!
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
Knowing guys like you have my back even if, like you said, I don't know you... Priceless bro. Thank you and... Proud to quit with you!
Amen Morgan1, speaking the truth man. You just strengthened my quit today.
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
Knowing guys like you have my back even if, like you said, I don't know you... Priceless bro. Thank you and... Proud to quit with you!
Amen Morgan1, speaking the truth man. You just strengthened my quit today.
You are truly and inspiration to me in my quit.There is no grey area in your Quit or your feelings towards Nic and it's devastating ways. I value that as well as your friendship.Proud to be quit with you today.Thanks for all your support and openness.
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
Knowing guys like you have my back even if, like you said, I don't know you... Priceless bro. Thank you and... Proud to quit with you!
Amen Morgan1, speaking the truth man. You just strengthened my quit today.
You are truly and inspiration to me in my quit.There is no grey area in your Quit or your feelings towards Nic and it's devastating ways. I value that as well as your friendship.Proud to be quit with you today.Thanks for all your support and openness.
Damn. That's really all I can say. Damn. You really don't see a lot of heartfelt, down to earth, real stuff like this.
Proud to be quit with you Morgan, and ALL these brothers you mentioned. They have all inspired me at some point along the way and continue to daily.
Thank you.
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Well here I am a little over a year in. Only 25 more to break even... :angry: 26 years of stupidity....ah well....one day at a time right?
Latest observations of KTC :
The ranks of badass quitters continues to grow. I see guys like JakeFrawley, Applejack, and Erussell all over the site. Not missing roll, encouraging new quits, and being involved. The importance of those 3 things cannot be overstated early on. Posting roll is sacred. If you aren't taking it seriously, then you aren't taking your quit seriously and damn sure aren't taking other people's quits and support seriously. Early on being aggressive is the way to go. I applaud the guys I mentioned above and anyone else fitting this mold. Your chances for success significantly outweigh the guy who misses roll 3 times a week and doesn't have any sort of personal relationship with any fellow quitters.
I see the usual BS about quitting tomorrow. I see the the BS excuses about computers being broken, being out of town, everyone here is a dick and unsupportive, forgetting to post etc. Fuck all that noise. Man up and quit the way we quit here or else go somewhere else. I don't discourage anyone from quitting in their own fashion - somewhere else. Want to reinvent the wheel? That's great - do it elsewhere. You want to quit here? Have the respect that every other quitter on this site deserves and get with the program. There is no doubt KTC can be crude, gruff, rude, insensitive, unsympathetic, hardass, and downright nasty at times. If that isn't for you then find an alternative location because it is what it is. You know what else it is? Supportive. Accountability driven. There are people here that I will NEVER meet that I call friends. People I KNOW I can count on to help me with anything I need if it's within their power.
The site is growing by leaps and bounds. I can only imagine what a guy like Franpro or Loot thinks when they look at all the new names here. At 370 days I'm a newbie to them just like a guy posting day one is a newbie to me. It's hard to keep track of everyone, you aren't gonna know everyone. I missed getting to know a whole group of fantastic quitters like WMcatty, IZphillister, Halldogau, Spartanron, etc. I'm aware of their presence though. I'm aware of the good they do here. I've spoken briefly to a couple of em in chat. Point is, guys like this strengthen my quit because I know they are in my corner even if I don't know them. I know if I'm in a tight spot who the go to guys are even outside of my circle (which is large).
As always there is a standing invitation to ANY quitter that wants to swap phone numbers. PM me if you want another contact. New guys be forewarned I have zero tolerance for missing roll ESPECIALLY if you have my number b/c then I know you could have texted me and I could've posted for you.
Last but not least :
"The suck" was the 26 years I spent dipping before liberating myself through the pages and people here at KTC and not the first 3 days of my quit. Own your quit folks not the other way around.
Knowing guys like you have my back even if, like you said, I don't know you... Priceless bro. Thank you and... Proud to quit with you!
Amen Morgan1, speaking the truth man. You just strengthened my quit today.
You are truly and inspiration to me in my quit.There is no grey area in your Quit or your feelings towards Nic and it's devastating ways. I value that as well as your friendship.Proud to be quit with you today.Thanks for all your support and openness.
Damn. That's really all I can say. Damn. You really don't see a lot of heartfelt, down to earth, real stuff like this.
Proud to be quit with you Morgan, and ALL these brothers you mentioned. They have all inspired me at some point along the way and continue to daily.
Thank you.
I now have sort of a mancrush of morgan. :wub:
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I will never dip again. I don't miss it. I don't remember it fondly. Unlike a lot of guys here that have wistful memories of packing a fat one, I regret the 26 years I used Skoal. I wish I had never picked up a can. I looked like a fucking hick for 26 years spitting black slime everywhere. I disrespected myself and those who care about me by willingly using a product that could in the end cause my death. I supported an industry that knowingly and willingly produces products that kill people daily. Maybe they killed your father or your wife or your best friend at some point. I spent thousands of dollars (maybe tens of thousands - I never figured it out) that wound up as a brown puddles on the ground or in a beer bottle. Thats not what a good investment guy would advise you to do with your money. I wouldn't mind having that money now so that I could improve the life of my little girl and myself with a nice vacation somewhere. I am quit and I am happy to be quit. I don't struggle with it and I don't look in the rearview mirror. I don't think about how one day I might enjoy another dip. Why would I? After all, I quit
Bump for awesomeness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This quitter is the real deal neewbies. He has the right attitude.
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What dogshit on these intro threads of late. Those of you feeding into cavers, special butterflies, and middle school avatar drama need to stop. I see great quitters getting caught up in the threads of people/topics who don't deserve your time. I see one dude baiting people constantly and I see people taking the bait. Reminds me of Gordy. Focus on the worthy. Focus on the people who are struggling and need a shoulder to lean on. Focus on the Aug/Sep guys that are making a committed effort to quit because those groups have been shaky and seen too much nonsense already. There have been more special butterflies on this site in the last month than I can ever recall. It's annoying but it certainly isn't detrimental to my quit as I've seen other people say. It's actually beneficial because I know I don't want to be like these people failing left and right and making up the rules as they go. Man up, look in the mirror, and quit. That's all there is to it.
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What dogshit on these intro threads of late. Those of you feeding into cavers, special butterflies, and middle school avatar drama need to stop. I see great quitters getting caught up in the threads of people/topics who don't deserve your time. I see one dude baiting people constantly and I see people taking the bait. Reminds me of Gordy. Focus on the worthy. Focus on the people who are struggling and need a shoulder to lean on. Focus on the Aug/Sep guys that are making a committed effort to quit because those groups have been shaky and seen too much nonsense already. There have been more special butterflies on this site in the last month than I can ever recall. It's annoying but it certainly isn't detrimental to my quit as I've seen other people say. It's actually beneficial because I know I don't want to be like these people failing left and right and making up the rules as they go. Man up, look in the mirror, and quit. That's all there is to it.
'clap'
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What dogshit on these intro threads of late. Those of you feeding into cavers, special butterflies, and middle school avatar drama need to stop. I see great quitters getting caught up in the threads of people/topics who don't deserve your time. I see one dude baiting people constantly and I see people taking the bait. Reminds me of Gordy. Focus on the worthy. Focus on the people who are struggling and need a shoulder to lean on. Focus on the Aug/Sep guys that are making a committed effort to quit because those groups have been shaky and seen too much nonsense already. There have been more special butterflies on this site in the last month than I can ever recall. It's annoying but it certainly isn't detrimental to my quit as I've seen other people say. It's actually beneficial because I know I don't want to be like these people failing left and right and making up the rules as they go. Man up, look in the mirror, and quit. That's all there is to it.
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Nicely put. Wet behind the ear quitters....look at his days quit. If you are green in your quit, find a guy like Morgan and ask him to quit with you...if you really want this. You won't dare let him down.
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What dogshit on these intro threads of late. Those of you feeding into cavers, special butterflies, and middle school avatar drama need to stop. I see great quitters getting caught up in the threads of people/topics who don't deserve your time. I see one dude baiting people constantly and I see people taking the bait. Reminds me of Gordy. Focus on the worthy. Focus on the people who are struggling and need a shoulder to lean on. Focus on the Aug/Sep guys that are making a committed effort to quit because those groups have been shaky and seen too much nonsense already. There have been more special butterflies on this site in the last month than I can ever recall. It's annoying but it certainly isn't detrimental to my quit as I've seen other people say. It's actually beneficial because I know I don't want to be like these people failing left and right and making up the rules as they go. Man up, look in the mirror, and quit. That's all there is to it.
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Nicely put. Wet behind the ear quitters....look at his days quit. If you are green in your quit, find a guy like Morgan and ask him to quit with you...if you really want this. You won't dare let him down.
Well stated Morgan1.
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What dogshit on these intro threads of late. Those of you feeding into cavers, special butterflies, and middle school avatar drama need to stop. I see great quitters getting caught up in the threads of people/topics who don't deserve your time. I see one dude baiting people constantly and I see people taking the bait. Reminds me of Gordy. Focus on the worthy. Focus on the people who are struggling and need a shoulder to lean on. Focus on the Aug/Sep guys that are making a committed effort to quit because those groups have been shaky and seen too much nonsense already. There have been more special butterflies on this site in the last month than I can ever recall. It's annoying but it certainly isn't detrimental to my quit as I've seen other people say. It's actually beneficial because I know I don't want to be like these people failing left and right and making up the rules as they go. Man up, look in the mirror, and quit. That's all there is to it.
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Nicely put. Wet behind the ear quitters....look at his days quit. If you are green in your quit, find a guy like Morgan and ask him to quit with you...if you really want this. You won't dare let him down.
Well stated Morgan1.
This! 56 days in right now... This is the stuff I wanna read and see from this site. This is how you feed your quit. Thanks Morgan... Glad to know you man!
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I'm at Animal Kingdom and a dude just packed his can and poisoned his face right next to me in line. I can't believe I was once that person. It was also right in front of his 2 little girls maybe 10 and 6. I reeeeaaaallly wanted to say something but he didn't look the type to pay much attention to what people say. Probably not the right time or place anyway to a complete stranger. I've seen at least 6 or 7 other guys spitting in bushes and behind trash cans and off bridges. I am so glad that is not me anymore. Spitting in a dasani bottle in line for a ride......what a fool I was. It's certainly not today because I posted roll today. Thanks once again KTC.
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I'm at Animal Kingdom and a dude just packed his can and poisoned his face right next to me in line. I can't believe I was once that person. It was also right in front of his 2 little girls maybe 10 and 6. I reeeeaaaallly wanted to say something but he didn't look the type to pay much attention to what people say. Probably not the right time or place anyway to a complete stranger. I've seen at least 6 or 7 other guys spitting in bushes and behind trash cans and off bridges. I am so glad that is not me anymore. Spitting in a dasani bottle in line for a ride......what a fool I was. It's certainly not today because I posted roll today. Thanks once again KTC.
Paradigm shift is what happened to you I am proud of you. You realized what you were you own it now it doesn't own you. I noticed the something people w their cake holes filled. I have been on an airline a few times in the last week n I wasn't having to look for an area to ditch my pouch into when I had it in long enough.
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400 Days Truly Bad-Ass!!You are a huge Inspiration to me and my Quit!!Thanks for fighting the good fight on a daily basis.Proud to be quit with you EDD!!
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Morgan,
Your Quit thread gives me Quit Wood-
I share the same sentiment - never romance the shit- I hated all 24 years that I spent handicapping myself with my worthless addiction- the last 32 days have been some of the best days of my adult life.
Proud to be quit with you-
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Congrats on 4 hundo, Morg.
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Congratulations Brother!
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I had friends in town this weekend including one of the original guys I started dipping with in the late 80's. He still dips. He got to my house around 6 pm on Sat and we all drank and partied until around 3:30 am (ouch). Slept till about 9 then we all went to breakfast. My buddy wanted to see my parents after 20 years or so and we ran by there. Then he hit the road around noon. So he was in Orlando for about 18 hours - about 5.5 of which were spent sleeping. In roughly 12 hours I saw my buddy dip constantly. He drank beer with a dip in half the time. He had one on the way to breakfast - I mean it was in his mouth 10 minutes after getting up. Then on the way to my parents place he had another one in. There were beer bottles with spit in em on my counter. Now the reason I type this is not to judge him or berate him. Whatever - he's a grown man and I'm not a crusader - he knows when he decides to quit I'll help him but you have to want it yourself. The reason I type this is because I saw exactly the guy I was for years. Dipping is a part of who he is - everything about it was natural. Fluid. Dipping was no different to him than eating or breathing. He never once looked unsure about packing one in. It just flowed. That's the scary part about that dirty poison - it creeps into your very being. It becomes part of who you are. Seeing my buddy dip all weekend reminded me of how much I enjoy being quit. Dipping ISN'T part of who I am. It's part of who I once was. I feel fortunate that I have learned and experienced things that my friends eyes haven't seen yet. 454 days ago I was just like him. Thanks KTC community for opening my eyes.
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I had friends in town this weekend including one of the original guys I started dipping with in the late 80's. He still dips. He got to my house around 6 pm on Sat and we all drank and partied until around 3:30 am (ouch). Slept till about 9 then we all went to breakfast. My buddy wanted to see my parents after 20 years or so and we ran by there. Then he hit the road around noon. So he was in Orlando for about 18 hours - about 5.5 of which were spent sleeping. In roughly 12 hours I saw my buddy dip constantly. He drank beer with a dip in half the time. He had one on the way to breakfast - I mean it was in his mouth 10 minutes after getting up. Then on the way to my parents place he had another one in. There were beer bottles with spit in em on my counter. Now the reason I type this is not to judge him or berate him. Whatever - he's a grown man and I'm not a crusader - he knows when he decides to quit I'll help him but you have to want it yourself. The reason I type this is because I saw exactly the guy I was for years. Dipping is a part of who he is - everything about it was natural. Fluid. Dipping was no different to him than eating or breathing. He never once looked unsure about packing one in. It just flowed. That's the scary part about that dirty poison - it creeps into your very being. It becomes part of who you are. Seeing my buddy dip all weekend reminded me of how much I enjoy being quit. Dipping ISN'T part of who I am. It's part of who I once was. I feel fortunate that I have learned and experienced things that my friends eyes haven't seen yet. 454 days ago I was just like him. Thanks KTC community for opening my eyes.
Good stuff there Morgan.......thanks for sharing your weekend with us. Proud to be quit with you again today
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454
I had friends in town this weekend including one of the original guys I started dipping with in the late 80's. He still dips. He got to my house around 6 pm on Sat and we all drank and partied until around 3:30 am (ouch). Slept till about 9 then we all went to breakfast. My buddy wanted to see my parents after 20 years or so and we ran by there. Then he hit the road around noon. So he was in Orlando for about 18 hours - about 5.5 of which were spent sleeping. In roughly 12 hours I saw my buddy dip constantly. He drank beer with a dip in half the time. He had one on the way to breakfast - I mean it was in his mouth 10 minutes after getting up. Then on the way to my parents place he had another one in. There were beer bottles with spit in em on my counter. Now the reason I type this is not to judge him or berate him. Whatever - he's a grown man and I'm not a crusader - he knows when he decides to quit I'll help him but you have to want it yourself. The reason I type this is because I saw exactly the guy I was for years. Dipping is a part of who he is - everything about it was natural. Fluid. Dipping was no different to him than eating or breathing. He never once looked unsure about packing one in. It just flowed. That's the scary part about that dirty poison - it creeps into your very being. It becomes part of who you are. Seeing my buddy dip all weekend reminded me of how much I enjoy being quit. Dipping ISN'T part of who I am. It's part of who I once was. I feel fortunate that I have learned and experienced things that my friends eyes haven't seen yet. 454 days ago I was just like him. Thanks KTC community for opening my eyes.
Wow congrats on 454 some story! It really does become part of who you are though who you see yourself as it does really become just as easy as eating or breathing. Who knows though? I'm finding out the more people I tell that I quit, the more positive responses I get. Your friend might just learn from your example too.
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I just got back from the vet after having my dog put down. He had liver cancer and for the last 8-10 months was living on borrowed time. It spread to his lungs and this morning he was wheezing bloody foam from his nostrils. This dog was also blind. He was almost 13 years old and has had some sort of health problems virtually very step of the way. His name was Shane (after Shane Matthews former UF QB). He was a tough motherfucker and I never expected him to make it 10 months after being diagnosed with advanced liver cancer. He stood by me when my selfish bitch ex wife walked out the door. He was about as good a friend as you could have. He's gone now. So I guess I better go stuff poison in my face right? I mean after all, I had to deal with adversity. (Oh and I STILL get to tell my 6 year old daughter that loves that dog more than anything - except me - that he has gone to doggie heaven. That outta be a real treat. She'll probably cry for hours and nothing I do is bringing her buddy back) So yeah, it's a tough fuckin day. As bad as other stuff I've seen guys get through on this site? Nah..but bad enough. Certainly a lot worse than 99% of the pussy reasons I've seen guys go back to finger banging cans for. My point is this - shitty day + dipping = shittier day. Even if I wanted to dip, I wouldn't even dream of it because I know the truth. 1 problem + dipping = 2 problems - besides I fuckin posted roll today and I honor that shit. This is the attitude EVERY quitter on KTC should have. If you don't, then queen Nikki is right around the corner watching your every move and waiting for you to get mad that your skirt got dirty or your lipstick got smudged. RIP Shane - I'm gonna fucking miss you buddy. I would never dishonor your memory by using it an excuse to poison my face.
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You da man. Thanks
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I just got back from the vet after having my dog put down. He had liver cancer and for the last 8-10 months was living on borrowed time. It spread to his lungs and this morning he was wheezing bloody foam from his nostrils. This dog was also blind. He was almost 13 years old and has had some sort of health problems virtually very step of the way. His name was Shane (after Shane Matthews former UF QB). He was a tough motherfucker and I never expected him to make it 10 months after being diagnosed with advanced liver cancer. He stood by me when my selfish bitch ex wife walked out the door. He was about as good a friend as you could have. He's gone now. So I guess I better go stuff poison in my face right? I mean after all, I had to deal with adversity. (Oh and I STILL get to tell my 6 year old daughter that loves that dog more than anything - except me - that he has gone to doggie heaven. That outta be a real treat. She'll probably cry for hours and nothing I do is bringing her buddy back) So yeah, it's a tough fuckin day. As bad as other stuff I've seen guys get through on this site? Nah..but bad enough. Certainly a lot worse than 99% of the pussy reasons I've seen guys go back to finger banging cans for. My point is this - shitty day + dipping = shittier day. Even if I wanted to dip, I wouldn't even dream of it because I know the truth. 1 problem + dipping = 2 problems - besides I fuckin posted roll today and I honor that shit. This is the attitude EVERY quitter on KTC should have. If you don't, then queen Nikki is right around the corner watching your every move and waiting for you to get mad that your skirt got dirty or your lipstick got smudged. RIP Shane - I'm gonna fucking miss you buddy. I would never dishonor your memory by using it an excuse to poison my face.
feel for you man, always one of the worst when you lose a family member whether 2 or 4 legged.
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
Morgan, you are the man. I stand by anyone that stands by his dog, loves his dog and give the nic bitch the finger every day. God bless and thanks for sharing and being here.
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
Morgan, you are the man. I stand by anyone that stands by his dog, loves his dog and give the nic bitch the finger every day. God bless and thanks for sharing and being here.
That really sucks bro. Feeling for ya today. Had to put my dog down about 1.5yrs ago. Rough day for me... went and got another one that weekend. You got a badass attitude about your quit I am proud to be quit with the likes of you! Hang tough quit on!
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
Morgan, you are the man. I stand by anyone that stands by his dog, loves his dog and give the nic bitch the finger every day. God bless and thanks for sharing and being here.
That really sucks bro. Feeling for ya today. Had to put my dog down about 1.5yrs ago. Rough day for me... went and got another one that weekend. You got a badass attitude about your quit I am proud to be quit with the likes of you! Hang tough quit on!
I am sorry about your dog Morgan1. That hurts. You need anything let me know. Text, call whatever anytime.
I just read your last 2 posts. Damn you are solid bro, proud to be quit with you.
Ryan
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Wow, that's some tough spot Morgan! Thoughts prayers with you on the loss of Shane the strength to help your daughter through!
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Fucking dogs. They are like little people. I swore up and down I'd never get another dog after my pug, Wally died. I cried like a baby. Son of a bitch was one of my best friends.
Now I have a 3 year old pug, Stella laying on my lap as I tap this out.
Sorry to hear of your loss, bro. Hang tough and very good points about dip not making anything better.
Good shit.
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
Morgan, you are the man. I stand by anyone that stands by his dog, loves his dog and give the nic bitch the finger every day. God bless and thanks for sharing and being here.
That really sucks bro. Feeling for ya today. Had to put my dog down about 1.5yrs ago. Rough day for me... went and got another one that weekend. You got a badass attitude about your quit I am proud to be quit with the likes of you! Hang tough quit on!
I am sorry about your dog Morgan1. That hurts. You need anything let me know. Text, call whatever anytime.
I just read your last 2 posts. Damn you are solid bro, proud to be quit with you.
Ryan
Sorry for your pain Morgan. I lost my Coco years ago, hurts like a mother.
ODAAT and we're better men!
NAFAR cause in the daylight we know better.
Cheers and prayers to you and yours.
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Goose bumps on all accounts not a lot to say other than good read it exudes strength and describes the mindset that is needed to beat this bitch... A truckload of nicotine will not make one part of what you are dealing with any better. I love your last line quit w you today bro...
Morgan, you are the man. I stand by anyone that stands by his dog, loves his dog and give the nic bitch the finger every day. God bless and thanks for sharing and being here.
That really sucks bro. Feeling for ya today. Had to put my dog down about 1.5yrs ago. Rough day for me... went and got another one that weekend. You got a badass attitude about your quit I am proud to be quit with the likes of you! Hang tough quit on!
I am sorry about your dog Morgan1. That hurts. You need anything let me know. Text, call whatever anytime.
I just read your last 2 posts. Damn you are solid bro, proud to be quit with you.
Ryan
Sorry for your pain Morgan. I lost my Coco years ago, hurts like a mother.
ODAAT and we're better men!
NAFAR cause in the daylight we know better.
Cheers and prayers to you and yours.
I would never dishonor your memory by using it an excuse to poison my face.
Well said ^^^
Knowing they aren't in pain any longer is what got me through today.
Quit with you
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A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
Man, I got to get in here and approve of this quit. Right on the money brother!
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
Man, I got to get in here and approve of this quit. Right on the money brother!
well done! 'boob' 'boob'
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
Man, I got to get in here and approve of this quit. Right on the money brother!
well done! 'boob' 'boob'
I QUIT with YOU today.
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
Man, I got to get in here and approve of this quit. Right on the money brother!
well done! 'boob' 'boob'
I QUIT with YOU today.
I ll game with you today Andre shocker
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559
A fuckin cakewalk since day 1. You know why? I understand the accountability of it. I've seen lotsa caves and lotsa excuses lately here. Fuck all that. I promised SirDerek I wouldn't use when I posted roll today. I promised Jaynellie. I promised my daily text group. I promised Jaginvest. I promised IG2H. AJ. Wastepanel. Gmann. TSmith. Sac. Scowick. Sportsfan. Jpine. Signal31x. Sept 12. Pinched. MThomas. Buckfever. Romandog. Souliman. WMCatty. Derk. Dougie. Tazbutane. D2Maine. Leeron. The list goes on and on. I created a wall of support and in return I support them. We're all bricks in that wall - working together. A brick is nothing - many bricks are strong together. I promised every last mfer on this site I wouldn't use today. I take it seriously. Where is Kana? Kstamp? Cmay? MattF? FuFu? Another list that goes on and on. Guys that vanish overnight. I'm not even gonna list the cavers and half assers I've seen here lately. A waste of time. You wanna matter here? You wanna quit? You wanna help someone else? You wanna be a part of something bigger than yourself? Post the fuck up up everyday and honor it. 559. Never missed roll. What's your fuckin excuse?
Schwing!
Schwing indeed!!!!!
Proudly Quit again today with You Sir.......
:wub:
I have quit wood.
I like that. Great way to start my day. Pumped!!
I Quit with this bad ass all day long-
Accountability at it's finest! Morgan I quit with you every day, double spaced or not!
Dang, that's what I needed to read! Thank you Morgan1! Quitting with you today for sure! -brettlees, 48 ODAAT
Yuuup. Good stuff in here.
Man, I got to get in here and approve of this quit. Right on the money brother!
well done! 'boob' 'boob'
I QUIT with YOU today.
I ll game with you today Andre shocker
Morgan kicks the nic bitches ass with a grin. Truly and inspiration to my fight.
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
'BanDog'
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
'BanDog'
geez why do I always have to follow CS??
Nice work Morg!
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
'BanDog'
geez why do I always have to follow CS??
Nice work Morg!
Congrats Morgan!
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
'BanDog'
geez why do I always have to follow CS??
Nice work Morg!
Congrats Morgan!
Fist pump!
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Nice job on 6 HUNDO yesterday. I was off the grid yesterday, but just wanted to say well done on hitting the 6th floor, you ghey wad.
'BanDog'
geez why do I always have to follow CS??
Nice work Morg!
Congrats Morgan!
Fist pump!
Welcome to the 6th.
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618
My job 'blowup'
The dumb ass women I'm involved with 'blowup'
My fucking air conditioner at the house 'blowup'
The endless stream of bills coming in 'blowup'
My resolve to not use tobacco products. ;Ironman:
What I think of whiners on this site :j2b:
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618
My job 'blowup'
The dumb ass women I'm involved with 'blowup'
My fucking air conditioner at the house 'blowup'
The endless stream of bills coming in 'blowup'
My resolve to not use tobacco products. ;Ironman:
What I think of whiners on this site :j2b:
Bad ass right Morgan1. Congrats on 6th floor buddy. You still have the # if you ever want to shoot the shit or vent about anything. Still QLF on this end, thanks to you a bunch of other believers. Keep rolling buddy.
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618
My job 'blowup'
The dumb ass women I'm involved with 'blowup'
My fucking air conditioner at the house 'blowup'
The endless stream of bills coming in 'blowup'
My resolve to not use tobacco products. ;Ironman:
What I think of whiners on this site :j2b:
Bad ass right Morgan1. Congrats on 6th floor buddy. You still have the # if you ever want to shoot the shit or vent about anything. Still QLF on this end, thanks to you a bunch of other believers. Keep rolling buddy.
'BanDog'
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618
My job 'blowup'
The dumb ass women I'm involved with 'blowup'
My fucking air conditioner at the house 'blowup'
The endless stream of bills coming in 'blowup'
My resolve to not use tobacco products. ;Ironman:
What I think of whiners on this site  :j2b:
Bad ass right Morgan1. Congrats on 6th floor buddy. You still have the # if you ever want to shoot the shit or vent about anything. Still QLF on this end, thanks to you a bunch of other believers. Keep rolling buddy.
'BanDog'
I and We got your Back brother...anytime anyplace and anywhere.BTW Fuck Nic!!!
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I think you and I know the definition of a winner. I love it
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618
My job 'blowup'
The dumb ass women I'm involved with 'blowup'
My fucking air conditioner at the house 'blowup'
The endless stream of bills coming in 'blowup'
My resolve to not use tobacco products. ;Ironman:
What I think of whiners on this site  :j2b:
Bad ass right Morgan1. Congrats on 6th floor buddy. You still have the # if you ever want to shoot the shit or vent about anything. Still QLF on this end, thanks to you a bunch of other believers. Keep rolling buddy.
'BanDog'
I and We got your Back brother...anytime anyplace and anywhere.BTW Fuck Nic!!!
:wub:
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626
2 weekends ago I was down in West Palm hanging with old friends, including my buddy Dave who was one of the guys I started dipping with originally almost 30 years ago. (I started when I was 15 and quit when I was 41). We were hanging at a place on the intracoastal that was one of my regular haunts for virtually all of my 30's. Sunshine. The water. Alcohol. Good food. Good friends. Great memories. Peter Tosh on the jukebox. Wooden decks and palm fronds.It was the kind of day at the kind of place that made me wonder why I ever left South Fla....It was also the kind of day at the kind of place that in the past meant a big fat wad of Skoal packed back in there by the molars. I mean a nice juicy one - the kind where you work up spits that taste so good and fly so straight you can spit it into a straw at 20 feet. After a while that green can appeared in Dave's hand. My old companion. This was the kind of moment that was enriched by tobacco.....If ever I was to be tempted this would be the time. I mean fuck!! It's like a rewind to 2000 or so! Let's get it on!!!!!! Fuck that - I didn't bat an eye. I didn't wish I could have one. I didn't crave. As a matter of fact - I looked at my friend of 30 years as he packed in a big monster and I thought "you fucking stupid ass Dave". I wanted to grab his can and throw it in the water. You can't save the world though...and he isn't ready to quit. He's in the clutches of Queen Nikki. A nasty lying bitch. A deceiver. I was there for 26 years before I woke up. It's a good feeling. As I looked out at the boats after seeing that can, I thought how thankful I was that I don't use that poison anymore. NAFAR.
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626
2 weekends ago I was down in West Palm hanging with old friends, including my buddy Dave who was one of the guys I started dipping with originally almost 30 years ago. (I started when I was 15 and quit when I was 41). We were hanging at a place on the intracoastal that was one of my regular haunts for virtually all of my 30's. Sunshine. The water. Alcohol. Good food. Good friends. Great memories. Peter Tosh on the jukebox. Wooden decks and palm fronds.It was the kind of day at the kind of place that made me wonder why I ever left South Fla....It was also the kind of day at the kind of place that in the past meant a big fat wad of Skoal packed back in there by the molars. I mean a nice juicy one - the kind where you work up spits that taste so good and fly so straight you can spit it into a straw at 20 feet. After a while that green can appeared in Dave's hand. My old companion. This was the kind of moment that was enriched by tobacco.....If ever I was to be tempted this would be the time. I mean fuck!! It's like a rewind to 2000 or so! Let's get it on!!!!!! Fuck that - I didn't bat an eye. I didn't wish I could have one. I didn't crave. As a matter of fact - I looked at my friend of 30 years as he packed in a big monster and I thought "you fucking stupid ass Dave". I wanted to grab his can and throw it in the water. You can't save the world though...and he isn't ready to quit. He's in the clutches of Queen Nikki. A nasty lying bitch. A deceiver. I was there for 26 years before I woke up. It's a good feeling. As I looked out at the boats after seeing that can, I thought how thankful I was that I don't use that poison anymore. NAFAR.
Amen....good to have the trail blazed by quitters like you. Good to keep on hearing it gets better.
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626
2 weekends ago I was down in West Palm hanging with old friends, including my buddy Dave who was one of the guys I started dipping with originally almost 30 years ago. (I started when I was 15 and quit when I was 41). We were hanging at a place on the intracoastal that was one of my regular haunts for virtually all of my 30's. Sunshine. The water. Alcohol. Good food. Good friends. Great memories. Peter Tosh on the jukebox. Wooden decks and palm fronds.It was the kind of day at the kind of place that made me wonder why I ever left South Fla....It was also the kind of day at the kind of place that in the past meant a big fat wad of Skoal packed back in there by the molars. I mean a nice juicy one - the kind where you work up spits that taste so good and fly so straight you can spit it into a straw at 20 feet. After a while that green can appeared in Dave's hand. My old companion. This was the kind of moment that was enriched by tobacco.....If ever I was to be tempted this would be the time. I mean fuck!! It's like a rewind to 2000 or so! Let's get it on!!!!!! Fuck that - I didn't bat an eye. I didn't wish I could have one. I didn't crave. As a matter of fact - I looked at my friend of 30 years as he packed in a big monster and I thought "you fucking stupid ass Dave". I wanted to grab his can and throw it in the water. You can't save the world though...and he isn't ready to quit. He's in the clutches of Queen Nikki. A nasty lying bitch. A deceiver. I was there for 26 years before I woke up. It's a good feeling. As I looked out at the boats after seeing that can, I thought how thankful I was that I don't use that poison anymore. NAFAR.
Amen....good to have the trail blazed by quitters like you. Good to keep on hearing it gets better.
Great post Morgan! It is funny how we look at our friends that dip today they just look different. What was once cool now looks ridiculously stupid. Being a slave to can of dirt is no way to live. Proud to be quit with you today!
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2 weekends ago I was down in West Palm hanging with old friends, including my buddy Dave who was one of the guys I started dipping with originally almost 30 years ago. (I started when I was 15 and quit when I was 41). We were hanging at a place on the intracoastal that was one of my regular haunts for virtually all of my 30's. Sunshine. The water. Alcohol. Good food. Good friends. Great memories. Peter Tosh on the jukebox. Wooden decks and palm fronds.It was the kind of day at the kind of place that made me wonder why I ever left South Fla....It was also the kind of day at the kind of place that in the past meant a big fat wad of Skoal packed back in there by the molars. I mean a nice juicy one - the kind where you work up spits that taste so good and fly so straight you can spit it into a straw at 20 feet. After a while that green can appeared in Dave's hand. My old companion. This was the kind of moment that was enriched by tobacco.....If ever I was to be tempted this would be the time. I mean fuck!! It's like a rewind to 2000 or so! Let's get it on!!!!!! Fuck that - I didn't bat an eye. I didn't wish I could have one. I didn't crave. As a matter of fact - I looked at my friend of 30 years as he packed in a big monster and I thought "you fucking stupid ass Dave". I wanted to grab his can and throw it in the water. You can't save the world though...and he isn't ready to quit. He's in the clutches of Queen Nikki. A nasty lying bitch. A deceiver. I was there for 26 years before I woke up. It's a good feeling. As I looked out at the boats after seeing that can, I thought how thankful I was that I don't use that poison anymore. NAFAR.
Amen....good to have the trail blazed by quitters like you. Good to keep on hearing it gets better.
Great post Morgan! It is funny how we look at our friends that dip today they just look different. What was once cool now looks ridiculously stupid. Being a slave to can of dirt is no way to live. Proud to be quit with you today!
The world is different. Good post morgan.
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677
I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.
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677
I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.
thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get
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677
I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.
thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get
'clap' Thanks again Morgan for the inspiration......Quit On My Friend!!!!
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677
I haven't had more than a handful of dip dreams during my quit but last night I had a doozy. In my dream I was craving to begin with and it was a very real feeling. I was like a junkie - so glad to get my hands on a can of Skoal. Then I popped in a poison wad and it felt right. It tasted good and a feeling of euphoria washed over me. Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept. That is the power the nic bitch can exert. She is ALWAYS poking and prodding somewhere at your defenses. Looking for the slightest chick in your armor. If she finds weakness, she will do everything possible to exploit it. She lays in wait and she is patient. The good news is that I am stronger then her. I am aware of her tricks and sneaky lies. I'm better than she is today.
thanks for sharing body. The good news is a dream is as close as that bitch can get
'clap' Thanks again Morgan for the inspiration......Quit On My Friend!!!!
Awesome post. Dopamines are finding their correct paths ODAAT.
I quit with You Today brother.
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677
Here comes the best part - I also dreamed that I was going to lie on roll the next day and not post a day one. Just keep right on posting like it never happened and maybe even keep dipping as well. I mean it was all very vivid - my subconscious mind was making these decisions while I slept.Â
First and foremost thanks so much for posting this. It's always great to read the vets posts. This one means a lot to me because it shows me how deeply woven the pattern of deceit and lies is with an addict...it became an unconscious decision. I'm so proud to be quit with you today. Any quitter like you is a man of his word and a man of integrity. ;Ironman:
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681
I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.
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681
I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.
:wood
damn it! I've got to go running now?!?!?!
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681
I shit you not, for the second time in 4 days I had a major dip dream after having only a couple in over 650 days. Last night I dreamt I smoked a cigar and also had a dip. Both tasted fantastic in my dream. I enjoyed them both far more than I did in real life - I didn't even really like cigars but in my dream it was glorious. The fucked up thing is that these dreams are extremely vivid and I woke up confused at 3 am wondering wtf just happened. In my dream (just as in the last one) I was aware that I was breaking my word at KTC and I was trying to hide it and lie about it. The nic bitch NEVER gives up and she uses every possible means to get you back on board. It's a daily battle. The day it stops becoming a daily battle that you are fully invested in is the day that you lose. These dreams and the fact that they imply that I would be willing to lie on this website are a little disturbing but that's how devious this bitch is. She'll twist your own thoughts trying to make you believe things that are not true. I know the truth - I'm quit. Guard it everyone. Complacency is one of her biggest weapons.
:wood
damn it! I've got to go running now?!?!?!
Dreams cannot kill you.
Not posting roll can.
I quit with You today Morgan. ODAAT, period
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Nice 700 Morgan!
'BanDog'
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Nice 700 Morgan!
'BanDog'
Congrats Morgan!
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Nice 700 Morgan!
'BanDog'
Congrats Morgan!
Morgan1 700 days! Congrats. Time to replace your walmart tat with a target tat. Moving on up.
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730
2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.
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730
2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.
'Cheers' 'BanDog' 'oh yeah' 'do it'
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730
2 years today with no nic. I still remember clear as a bell the night I went into chat randomly and a couple dudes (Dippshit and Signal31x) convinced me to post day one. Haven't looked back. Over the last few months I've been far less involved with KTC than I used to be and I plan to use the 2 year mark as a reminder that being involved in this site is what got me here today. I want to offer very sincere thanks to all those that have made this journey with me. I kick that bitch in the teeth everyday. 731 tomorrow.
'Cheers' 'BanDog' 'oh yeah' 'do it'
Well done bro! 2 yrs is outstanding!!!
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Nice 700 Morgan!
'BanDog'
Congrats Morgan!
well done friend
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2 years is badassery.
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2 years is badassery.
Both I and Rosanne are proud of you Dre.... 'ninja'
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2 years is badassery.
Both I and Rosanne are proud of you Dre.... 'ninja'
pretty sure MrGhey meant Rosanna (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmOLtTGvsbM)
Grats on the 2nd lap around the sun bro
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804
Missed roll yesterday for the first time ever. I was out of my routine staying away from home and playing golf all day. Then I had to haul ass to a birthday party for my cousin's daughter and then after that rush out to eat with family. It pisses me off immensely. Not because I was gonna cave or anything like that - Never happen. But I had set a goal to post perfectly until I hit 1,000 days and now that's off the table because I simply forgot to post up. I forgot. Like a child. I tell my little girl all the time that forgetting isn't a reason for anything - forgetting is better known as failure to plan in my book. I respect and value the meaning of posting roll as much as pretty much anyone on this site so I'm disappointed that I missed a day but what's done is done. The good news is that I still have the rest of life to post up everyday. Fuck off nic..
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Missed roll yesterday for the first time ever. I was out of my routine staying away from home and playing golf all day. Then I had to haul ass to a birthday party for my cousin's daughter and then after that rush out to eat with family. It pisses me off immensely. Not because I was gonna cave or anything like that - Never happen. But I had set a goal to post perfectly until I hit 1,000 days and now that's off the table because I simply forgot to post up. I forgot. Like a child. I tell my little girl all the time that forgetting isn't a reason for anything - forgetting is better known as failure to plan in my book. I respect and value the meaning of posting roll as much as pretty much anyone on this site so I'm disappointed that I missed a day but what's done is done. The good news is that I still have the rest of life to post up everyday. Fuck off nic..
Don't beat yourself up too much Morgan, I missed one back in April on the AT Trail with the boy scouts. Oh it stung for a good 2 weeks or so. We all had the goals, the perfection if you will, and I know I beat myself up pretty hard over it. But I realized that it was stupid to waste that energy on what had happened in the past and apply it to what I could do moving forward.
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Good to see your intro on page one. Sorry that you missed a day. Cool that it bothered you. Great chatting the other night.
:FUGators:
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Good to see your intro on page one. Sorry that you missed a day. Cool that it bothered you. Great chatting the other night.
:FUGators:
"chatting"
'roflmao'
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Good to see your intro on page one. Sorry that you missed a day. Cool that it bothered you. Great chatting the other night.
:FUGators:
"chatting"
'roflmao'
Words....er,.......emoticons hurt.
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1,000
That comma is worthy of, at the very least, a small bow!
Nicely done brutha!
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1,000
That comma is worthy of, at the very least, a small bow!
Nicely done brutha!
Congrats on 1,00 days of freedom!
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1,000
That comma is worthy of, at the very least, a small bow!
Nicely done brutha!
Congrats on 1,00 days of freedom!
Congrstulations on 1k days of honor. Well done.
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1,000
Been a while since I posted here.... So I hit a milestone today and I figured I owe it to myself and KTC to say a few words. I'm not nearly as involved here as I once was and a lot of people that read this won't know my name. That's ok because really you're the ones I'm talking to here. Why? Because I was just like you once - on day 4 or 35 or 52 or 119. I posted a day one once just like the dude who did it today. Quitting can be done. I'm proof today as I hit 1,000 days. When I began my quit journey I was skeptical of the future. I couldn't imagine actually not using tobacco again. The power of posting roll daily led me to a different thought process. It takes time and it takes effort, but it happens - you quit. I'm very thankful for this site. There were people that inspired me and there were people that I inspired. That's what this site is all about. I still have a daily text group that I talk to everyday. Bigwhitebeast, Bruce, Roamcountry, SudsMcKracken, ERDVM, Z, Sac, and DiplessinJax you guys got me to 1,000 more than anyone because I know I could never use tobacco again and speak to any of you. That's called accountability. That's what KTC is built upon. I may not participate as much as I once did, but I'm still a firm believer in everything the site stands for. To any new quitter struggling please feel free to shoot me a PM. I will gladly exchange numbers with anyone on this site. Quit on.
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1,000
Been a while since I posted here.... So I hit a milestone today and I figured I owe it to myself and KTC to say a few words. I'm not nearly as involved here as I once was and a lot of people that read this won't know my name. That's ok because really you're the ones I'm talking to here. Why? Because I was just like you once - on day 4 or 35 or 52 or 119. I posted a day one once just like the dude who did it today. Quitting can be done. I'm proof today as I hit 1,000 days. When I began my quit journey I was skeptical of the future. I couldn't imagine actually not using tobacco again. The power of posting roll daily led me to a different thought process. It takes time and it takes effort, but it happens - you quit. I'm very thankful for this site. There were people that inspired me and there were people that I inspired. That's what this site is all about. I still have a daily text group that I talk to everyday. Bigwhitebeast, Bruce, Roamcountry, SudsMcKracken, ERDVM, Z, Sac, and DiplessinJax you guys got me to 1,000 more than anyone because I know I could never use tobacco again and speak to any of you. That's called accountability. That's what KTC is built upon. I may not participate as much as I once did, but I'm still a firm believer in everything the site stands for. To any new quitter struggling please feel free to shoot me a PM. I will gladly exchange numbers with anyone on this site. Quit on.
Well said. Congrats on the comma. You're a baaad man!!!
Quit on...
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1,000
Been a while since I posted here.... So I hit a milestone today and I figured I owe it to myself and KTC to say a few words. I'm not nearly as involved here as I once was and a lot of people that read this won't know my name. That's ok because really you're the ones I'm talking to here. Why? Because I was just like you once - on day 4 or 35 or 52 or 119. I posted a day one once just like the dude who did it today. Quitting can be done. I'm proof today as I hit 1,000 days. When I began my quit journey I was skeptical of the future. I couldn't imagine actually not using tobacco again. The power of posting roll daily led me to a different thought process. It takes time and it takes effort, but it happens - you quit. I'm very thankful for this site. There were people that inspired me and there were people that I inspired. That's what this site is all about. I still have a daily text group that I talk to everyday. Bigwhitebeast, Bruce, Roamcountry, SudsMcKracken, ERDVM, Z, Sac, and DiplessinJax you guys got me to 1,000 more than anyone because I know I could never use tobacco again and speak to any of you. That's called accountability. That's what KTC is built upon. I may not participate as much as I once did, but I'm still a firm believer in everything the site stands for. To any new quitter struggling please feel free to shoot me a PM. I will gladly exchange numbers with anyone on this site. Quit on.
Well said. Congrats on the comma. You're a baaad man!!!
Quit on...
Well done. Congrats on 1 grand!!
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1,000
Been a while since I posted here.... So I hit a milestone today and I figured I owe it to myself and KTC to say a few words. I'm not nearly as involved here as I once was and a lot of people that read this won't know my name. That's ok because really you're the ones I'm talking to here. Why? Because I was just like you once - on day 4 or 35 or 52 or 119. I posted a day one once just like the dude who did it today. Quitting can be done. I'm proof today as I hit 1,000 days. When I began my quit journey I was skeptical of the future. I couldn't imagine actually not using tobacco again. The power of posting roll daily led me to a different thought process. It takes time and it takes effort, but it happens - you quit. I'm very thankful for this site. There were people that inspired me and there were people that I inspired. That's what this site is all about. I still have a daily text group that I talk to everyday. Bigwhitebeast, Bruce, Roamcountry, SudsMcKracken, ERDVM, Z, Sac, and DiplessinJax you guys got me to 1,000 more than anyone because I know I could never use tobacco again and speak to any of you. That's called accountability. That's what KTC is built upon. I may not participate as much as I once did, but I'm still a firm believer in everything the site stands for. To any new quitter struggling please feel free to shoot me a PM. I will gladly exchange numbers with anyone on this site. Quit on.
Well said. Congrats on the comma. You're a baaad man!!!
Quit on...
Well done. Congrats on 1 grand!!
Hell yeah! You are a bad assed quit legend for sure! Newbies read this thread if you want to see what quitting looks like.