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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: JW1977 on December 27, 2012, 04:47:00 PM
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
Spit it out. Flush it. POST ROLL CALL.
NOW.
Get it done.
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Congrats JW. We're all doing this together...with you....one day at a time.
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
Spit it out. Flush it. POST ROLL CALL.
NOW.
Get it done.
Done!
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
Spit it out. Flush it. POST ROLL CALL.
NOW.
Get it done.
Done!
Atta boy. Thas the way we do it. Grab the bitch by throat and choke her skanky ass out. One day at a time.
Welcome to the site. Let ol LOOT know if you need anything. You yell...and you'll get more support than you can stand.
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
Spit it out. Flush it. POST ROLL CALL.
NOW.
Get it done.
Done!
Atta boy. Thas the way we do it. Grab the bitch by throat and choke her skanky ass out. One day at a time.
Welcome to the site. Let ol LOOT know if you need anything. You yell...and you'll get more support than you can stand.
JW- great job! Make it stick ONE DAY AT A TIME! I took it hour by hour to start. My advice (for what it is worth), drink tons of water, grab some seeds, hard candy and gum (I did all three to start). I also put my ass in bed early each night for awhile. I might not have slept for a few but I found being alone in the tv room was too tempting and since I decided to quit it just pissed me off (I was a late night chain chewer-all day too but LOVED late night chews!)
Anyway I was a slave to chew 28 yrs. Found this sight 101 days ago and accomplished something i always said I would do but was too scared to try.
I did it- so can u!
You need anything just shoot me a pm!
Stay Quit!
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The nic bitch - Have it all planned out, well, I just now planned it out after spending the last 2 hours reading around this site.
My original "plan" was to run out on her Jan 1 - you know, how dramatic..... (That would also allow me to grab a couple more cans and get them stuffed in right before the 1st)...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
I am 35 years old with a perfect wife, and 4 perfect kids - They all know about "her" and they still think I am a fucking HERO.
20 yrs+ spent with the nic bitch. I am sitting here at work scared to death with tears in my goddamn eyes just thinking about this - what a PUSSY
See you in roll call tomorrow (assuming I can figure it out).
No time like the present JW. Check your inbox in the upper right. If you're quit, today's day one. Congrats!!
Spit it out. Flush it. POST ROLL CALL.
NOW.
Get it done.
Done!
Atta boy. Thas the way we do it. Grab the bitch by throat and choke her skanky ass out. One day at a time.
Welcome to the site. Let ol LOOT know if you need anything. You yell...and you'll get more support than you can stand.
JW- great job! Make it stick ONE DAY AT A TIME! I took it hour by hour to start. My advice (for what it is worth), drink tons of water, grab some seeds, hard candy and gum (I did all three to start). I also put my ass in bed early each night for awhile. I might not have slept for a few but I found being alone in the tv room was too tempting and since I decided to quit it just pissed me off (I was a late night chain chewer-all day too but LOVED late night chews!)
Anyway I was a slave to chew 28 yrs. Found this sight 101 days ago and accomplished something i always said I would do but was too scared to try.
I did it- so can u!
You need anything just shoot me a pm!
Stay Quit!
She found out that I left.....
right after dinner I started getting my usual crave and I even reached for my back left pocket but it wasn't there and I remembered oh yeah, this shit is for real...... Ever since that moment she won't leave me alone. Texting me pics of her tits and offering to do 3 way dirty shit with the Asian chick down the street......but I am not answering, I am not opening the pics, because I am quit you stupid bitch....fuck off
'Finger'
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I understand. I do. It's like cutting off your own damn arm. I get it. I really do. Most here get exactly what you are feeling.
Here is the great part...
It gets so much better. I could explain how great it will be but you would not believe me right now.
Post roll giving your word of honor that you will not use nicotine in any way , shape or form today.
Keep your word.
You can do this.
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See you at roll.
Nick
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Nice work on that big ol Day 2 bro. Nice and early. Just like LOOT likey.
Today is gonna suck. Suck bad too. LOOT hopes it mega-sucks too. Not cause LOOT is a masochist...but because if it sucks hella bad...you won't forget it. Never, ever forget how bad it sucks dude. Your addiction will do all it can to make you forget. You, however, are going to use this here intro to chronicle how bad it sucks. So when you wanna forget, LOOT can smack you with your own words.
Drink up buttercup....here's to Day 2.
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Nice work on that big ol Day 2 bro. Nice and early. Just like LOOT likey.
Today is gonna suck. Suck bad too. LOOT hopes it mega-sucks too. Not cause LOOT is a masochist...but because if it sucks hella bad...you won't forget it. Never, ever forget how bad it sucks dude. Your addiction will do all it can to make you forget. You, however, are going to use this here intro to chronicle how bad it sucks. So when you wanna forget, LOOT can smack you with your own words.
Drink up buttercup....here's to Day 2.
It already does suck, there is no doubt about that. I have not thought about anything other than the fact that I quit since the moment I woke up this morning.
My head is fucking pounding.
I went into the gas station this morning to grab some seeds and I stood there, staring at that fucking whore of a can, thinking to myself "I should probably just buy one can to stick in my glove box for an emergency" That thought actually crossed my fucking mind!
I have not thrown a punch in a lot of years - but I will knock a motherfucker out today.
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Keep talking sugar. Your tribulations are a reminder of where LOOT shall never again find himself.
Never again...for any reason.
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Keep talking sugar. Your tribulations are a reminder of where LOOT shall never again find himself.
Never again...for any reason.
I cannot stop reading this site today, can't stop talking about what a fuck I am because of this shit. My best friend in the world is still on the shit, and I texted him this am to tell him that it is a rough am, and he responded to not give up....I was like "Seriously Motherfucker?? you think I am going to fucking give up that quickly because of this punk ass nic bitch? While you sit there with a goddamn lipper...Fuck You! Talk to me again when that shit is out of your lip. Motherfucker this is hard, I am gonna go ahead and quit this shit today. just like yesterday and tomorrow.
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Keep talking sugar. Your tribulations are a reminder of where LOOT shall never again find himself.
Never again...for any reason.
I cannot stop reading this site today, can't stop talking about what a fuck I am because of this shit. My best friend in the world is still on the shit, and I texted him this am to tell him that it is a rough am, and he responded to not give up....I was like "Seriously Motherfucker?? you think I am going to fucking give up that quickly because of this punk ass nic bitch? While you sit there with a goddamn lipper...Fuck You! Talk to me again when that shit is out of your lip. Motherfucker this is hard, I am gonna go ahead and quit this shit today. just like yesterday and tomorrow.
Don't even think about tomorrow. You just concentrate on today.
Your quit will test your friendships. And you can be the catalyst.
Next time you see said friend...ask to bum a dip. Just one. If he hands you can...you now know what kind of support to expect form him. Now...to reverse his level of support completely...pack his tin, open it, and dump it on the ground. He will never, ever allow your dick skinners near his tin again.
Go find an old group and read it...back to front. You will learn much about how your addiction will treat you. There are several stellar groups to pick from.
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Day 2 was the WORST day for me. She had me on my knees but I got a lifeline text from one of my quit brothers as I was driving to the gas station to buy a can! Lean on this site and get your number out to as many peeps as you can. You never know who will save you. Keep your promise!!!! Stay Quit!! Step on her fucking throat today!!!
J
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Day 2 was the WORST day for me. She had me on my knees but I got a lifeline text from one of my quit brothers as I was driving to the gas station to buy a can! Lean on this site and get your number out to as many peeps as you can. You never know who will save you. Keep your promise!!!! Stay Quit!! Step on her fucking throat today!!!
J
I want to find my 15yr old self and beat the shit out of him right now....wring his fucking neck and shake the piss out of him.
I would like to show him this 35 yr old dude sitting in his office about to fucking burst into tears.
Thank you guys so much for listening, I don't think I have typed this many cuss words in my life...but Fuck it feels good.
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Just had a massive Arthur Bryants BBQ sammich - walked out the door and instantly reached for back left pocket.
First, I thought of it as a reminder of how long of a road I have ahead.
But then I realized that I am 1/2 way through the day - TODAY - 1/2 way through this bitch and I am going to keep on rambling until the end of it.
Because today I QUIT THIS FUCKER
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Just had a massive Arthur Bryants BBQ sammich - walked out the door and instantly reached for back left pocket.
First, I thought of it as a reminder of how long of a road I have ahead.
But then I realized that I am 1/2 way through the day - TODAY - 1/2 way through this bitch and I am going to keep on rambling until the end of it.
Because today I QUIT THIS FUCKER
'drool'
BBQ sandwhich...
Awesome quit BTW. Keep it going. A
And bring me a sandwhich.
:P
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Great posts. Raging is part of the fun. Embrace the suck...and everthing the Nic Bitch throws at you. Kicking the Nic Bitch's ass by posting roll and giving you my word has now become a highlight of my day.
Cussing is good and welcomed, if not encouraged. I recall posting something earlier on about "fist-fucking tobacco companies in the face" by quitting. Still makes me laugh. I may be easily entertained, but I'm quit!
Stay strong, brother.
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first few days i had to fight minute to minute and hour to hour. you got this shit man your doing awesome hang in there.
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Attaboy brother...keep on fighting. it will get much easier. I love your attitude turn that craving into anger. Be angry that big tobacco turned your shit out like a cheap hooker to bring them money. Fuck them you can do it!
MOA
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Just read through your intro, hang in there, you have a great attitude, (well except maybe about taking a swing at someone.....). Hang in there brother you got this.
I just sent you a pm with my numbers, use em if you need em.
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Bought some Smoky Mountain Herbal......wow what a lifesaver, really took the edge off, but the headache remains strong.
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Remember, withdrawal symptoms are a privilege reserved to those whom are bad ass enough to declare, I QUIT! You GET to feel this shitty. It is a great nic-free day, brother. Congrats!
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My quit continues, but I am flat out tired - see you all in the am at roll.
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My quit continues, but I am flat out tired - see you all in the am at roll.
Yes, very tired, I remember the first couple of weeks.
Your mind and body are giving a great fight, therefore you will be tired. You also may wind up with a few sleepless nights as well, so my advice is take naps when you can throughout the day. It will help give you back your full strength.
Use that strength, keep the quit going.
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Woke up, posted roll, made the kids breakfast, lots of stuff to do today. Had a pinch of smoky mountain herbal. Cruising right along, today is a good day to quit. This headache and I have become friends.
Posting roll is my protection, once it s done I know that I am good for the day - because no matter how bad the suck, I already gave my word that I will kick its ass. Boom!
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Woke up, posted roll, made the kids breakfast, lots of stuff to do today. Had a pinch of smoky mountain herbal. Cruising right along, today is a good day to quit. This headache and I have become friends.
Posting roll is my protection, once it s done I know that I am good for the day - because no matter how bad the suck, I already gave my word that I will kick its ass. Boom!
Are you drinking lots of water? I found that helped with my headache, at least I think that is what helped, exercise and water. Pop is much more potent without the nicotine also, if you are a pop/coffee drinker try cutting back on that.
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Woke up, posted roll, made the kids breakfast, lots of stuff to do today. Had a pinch of smoky mountain herbal. Cruising right along, today is a good day to quit. This headache and I have become friends.
Posting roll is my protection, once it s done I know that I am good for the day - because no matter how bad the suck, I already gave my word that I will kick its ass. Boom!
Are you drinking lots of water? I found that helped with my headache, at least I think that is what helped, exercise and water. Pop is much more potent without the nicotine also, if you are a pop/coffee drinker try cutting back on that.
Had 1 cupofcoffee and then hit the water hard all day. Today was way too easy, but I am enjoying it because I am gonna start all over in the am!
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Woke up, posted roll, made the kids breakfast, lots of stuff to do today. Had a pinch of smoky mountain herbal. Cruising right along, today is a good day to quit. This headache and I have become friends.
Posting roll is my protection, once it s done I know that I am good for the day - because no matter how bad the suck, I already gave my word that I will kick its ass. Boom!
Are you drinking lots of water? I found that helped with my headache, at least I think that is what helped, exercise and water. Pop is much more potent without the nicotine also, if you are a pop/coffee drinker try cutting back on that.
Had 1 cupofcoffee and then hit the water hard all day. Today was way too easy, but I am enjoying it because I am gonna start all over in the am!
Rest on the good days. Enjoy them. Brace yourself for the pounding that is sure to come. You will have an easy day from time to time....you will pay dearly for it too. Prepare. Be ready. Attack it.
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Another day down - this morning when I got up I thought I was in for a long one.
Headache, stuffed up sinus, giant haze - by noon I was cleared up and cruising through the day. All in all I gotta say it wasn't too bad.
The craving is still pretty strong - She still whispers in my ear, and tempts me at every turn but I just tell the bitch sorry, I already posted roll today.
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Another day down - this morning when I got up I thought I was in for a long one.
Headache, stuffed up sinus, giant haze - by noon I was cleared up and cruising through the day. All in all I gotta say it wasn't too bad.
The craving is still pretty strong - She still whispers in my ear, and tempts me at every turn but I just tell the bitch sorry, I already posted roll today.
Nice job getting through today. Starting the day in a haze with a pounding headache would bring down mortals. Good thing you are carrying a bad ass quit around with you.
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This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY
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This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY
Nice post. Only thing dumber than first trying the stupid shit is putting off quitting for one more second.
I'll quit with you any day, sir.
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This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY
Nice post. Only thing dumber than first trying the stupid shit is putting off quitting for one more second.
I'll quit with you any day, sir.
You remind me of me.
I quit with you today.
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This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY
Nice post. Only thing dumber than first trying the stupid shit is putting off quitting for one more second.
I'll quit with you any day, sir.
You remind me of me.
I quit with you today.
'clap'
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This is the first time I have ever quit. I have never even attempted before now....
It is hard to imagine how one could look at a website for a few days, signup, post up an intro, and then suddenly quit, But that's what I did and it feels fucking great.
Fuck you headache - I don't want painkillers, I want to feel this shit - I earned it.
Woke up last night about 5 times sweating like a mofo - Smiled and laughed, thought about a 3am roll post...
I do not have any nicotine in my system for the first time in 20 years.
If I need help, or just want to talk to someone - I have serious fucking backup
You guys that are out there thinking about it - I know what you are thinking - you're gonna get fucked up tonight and stuff that shit in your face, and at midnight the fucking new year fairy is going to give you some magical power that gives you the courage to stop - well I call bullshit......I can call bullshit because I had the same plan 4 days ago, but my balls got bigger than my plans for a magical quit - There isn't anything magical here - this shit's for real. BE QUIT, come on, I will do it with you TODAY
Nice post. Only thing dumber than first trying the stupid shit is putting off quitting for one more second.
I'll quit with you any day, sir.
You remind me of me.
I quit with you today.
'clap'
Nice, I will quit with you today jw. PM me if you need another number. Quit likes company!
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Day 06 down - what do I say?
Headache, Fog, Mouth Sores, and Crave like a Motherfucker - But that's the life of the newly quit.
I have read so many pages of this website........ I have read stories of guys that have been through hell and back, I have read tales of straight up hard ass quitters, I have read things that I so closely relate to that it sounds like my own words.....
I have thought about these things 24/7 since I quit, and the only thing that I know for sure is this:
I made it through today.
Tomorrow as soon as I wake up I am gonna post roll.
Then I am gonna do it all over again.
The April Quit Group grew exponentially last night - I will quit with all of you.
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Day 06 down - what do I say?
Headache, Fog, Mouth Sores, and Crave like a Motherfucker - But that's the life of the newly quit.
I have read so many pages of this website........ I have read stories of guys that have been through hell and back, I have read tales of straight up hard ass quitters, I have read things that I so closely relate to that it sounds like my own words.....
I have thought about these things 24/7 since I quit, and the only thing that I know for sure is this:
I made it through today.
Tomorrow as soon as I wake up I am gonna post roll.
Then I am gonna do it all over again.
The April Quit Group grew exponentially last night - I will quit with all of you.
It sucks now but TRUST ME, IT DOES GET BETTER!!! Peeps used to tell me that all the time. I never fucking believed them but....they were 100% right and as usual I was a 100% WRONG.
You will not feel this way forever my friend. Think of this as a small snapshot in time where you gotta bust your balls for freedom. In the big picture you will be alive, free and enjoying life to the fullest. You will think "God Damn, that Diesel asshole was right. I feel like a million bucks now, I'm glad I quit, I should have done it earlier". If in 100 days you don't agree with me you can kick me square in the balls 10 times.
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Day 06 down - what do I say?
Headache, Fog, Mouth Sores, and Crave like a Motherfucker - But that's the life of the newly quit.
I have read so many pages of this website........ I have read stories of guys that have been through hell and back, I have read tales of straight up hard ass quitters, I have read things that I so closely relate to that it sounds like my own words.....
I have thought about these things 24/7 since I quit, and the only thing that I know for sure is this:
I made it through today.
Tomorrow as soon as I wake up I am gonna post roll.
Then I am gonna do it all over again.
The April Quit Group grew exponentially last night - I will quit with all of you.
It sucks now but TRUST ME, IT DOES GET BETTER!!! Peeps used to tell me that all the time. I never fucking believed them but....they were 100% right and as usual I was a 100% WRONG.
You will not feel this way forever my friend. Think of this as a small snapshot in time where you gotta bust your balls for freedom. In the big picture you will be alive, free and enjoying life to the fullest. You will think "God Damn, that Diesel asshole was right. I feel like a million bucks now, I'm glad I quit, I should have done it earlier". If in 100 days you don't agree with me you can kick me square in the balls 10 times.
Thanks D - Sounds like a deal......I have a million things running through my head today - Some good, some bad.
I bet I have erased 20 posts today that I just typed and deleted....The New Years Eve Parade going on in April has just distracted me to the point that I am fucking worn out.
Gonna spend the rest of my day in the Words of Wisdom Section......and Im gonna stay QUIT
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Day 06 down - what do I say?
Headache, Fog, Mouth Sores, and Crave like a Motherfucker - But that's the life of the newly quit.
I have read so many pages of this website........ I have read stories of guys that have been through hell and back, I have read tales of straight up hard ass quitters, I have read things that I so closely relate to that it sounds like my own words.....
I have thought about these things 24/7 since I quit, and the only thing that I know for sure is this:
I made it through today.
Tomorrow as soon as I wake up I am gonna post roll.
Then I am gonna do it all over again.
The April Quit Group grew exponentially last night - I will quit with all of you.
It sucks now but TRUST ME, IT DOES GET BETTER!!! Peeps used to tell me that all the time. I never fucking believed them but....they were 100% right and as usual I was a 100% WRONG.
You will not feel this way forever my friend. Think of this as a small snapshot in time where you gotta bust your balls for freedom. In the big picture you will be alive, free and enjoying life to the fullest. You will think "God Damn, that Diesel asshole was right. I feel like a million bucks now, I'm glad I quit, I should have done it earlier". If in 100 days you don't agree with me you can kick me square in the balls 10 times.
Thanks D - Sounds like a deal......I have a million things running through my head today - Some good, some bad.
I bet I have erased 20 posts today that I just typed and deleted....The New Years Eve Parade going on in April has just distracted me to the point that I am fucking worn out.
Gonna spend the rest of my day in the Words of Wisdom Section......and Im gonna stay QUIT
someone on here told me early on that you have to take what works for you and throw the rest out. Don't let the inevitable distractions and drama that occurs weaken your quit. We are all here to do the same thing, remain nic free today. Keep strong, the members of April will fluctuate for awhile. New Year resolutions and people not making the first couple days.....
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Day 06 down - what do I say?
Headache, Fog, Mouth Sores, and Crave like a Motherfucker - But that's the life of the newly quit.
I have read so many pages of this website........ I have read stories of guys that have been through hell and back, I have read tales of straight up hard ass quitters, I have read things that I so closely relate to that it sounds like my own words.....
I have thought about these things 24/7 since I quit, and the only thing that I know for sure is this:
I made it through today.
Tomorrow as soon as I wake up I am gonna post roll.
Then I am gonna do it all over again.
The April Quit Group grew exponentially last night - I will quit with all of you.
It sucks now but TRUST ME, IT DOES GET BETTER!!! Peeps used to tell me that all the time. I never fucking believed them but....they were 100% right and as usual I was a 100% WRONG.
You will not feel this way forever my friend. Think of this as a small snapshot in time where you gotta bust your balls for freedom. In the big picture you will be alive, free and enjoying life to the fullest. You will think "God Damn, that Diesel asshole was right. I feel like a million bucks now, I'm glad I quit, I should have done it earlier". If in 100 days you don't agree with me you can kick me square in the balls 10 times.
Thanks D - Sounds like a deal......I have a million things running through my head today - Some good, some bad.
I bet I have erased 20 posts today that I just typed and deleted....The New Years Eve Parade going on in April has just distracted me to the point that I am fucking worn out.
Gonna spend the rest of my day in the Words of Wisdom Section......and Im gonna stay QUIT
someone on here told me early on that you have to take what works for you and throw the rest out. Don't let the inevitable distractions and drama that occurs weaken your quit. We are all here to do the same thing, remain nic free today. Keep strong, the members of April will fluctuate for awhile. New Year resolutions and people not making the first couple days.....
Don't know how I've missed your intro the last few days. Good stuff, sounds like you're getting it, keep posting, reach out, be active here - those 3 things keep me quitting even when I wanted to give up and fail. Keep working through it, it'll get better.
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Today kind of sucked, but I kept my head down and my quit small. Tonight, I feel like a million bucks, and I want to throw badass quit all over the ever expanding April 13 group.
Such is the roller coaster of the nic bitch. I know that the hills and valleys will level themselves out over time, and I am only concentrating on the rest of today.
The one and only guarantee I can make, is that I will see all of your sweet asses in Roll tomorrow a.m.......And I will more than likely have a boner
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Today kind of sucked, but I kept my head down and my quit small. Tonight, I feel like a million bucks, and I want to throw badass quit all over the ever expanding April 13 group.
Such is the roller coaster of the nic bitch. I know that the hills and valleys will level themselves out over time, and I am only concentrating on the rest of today.
The one and only guarantee I can make, is that I will see all of your sweet asses in Roll tomorrow a.m.......And I will more than likely have a boner
My ass looks like two medicine balls filled with cottage cheese. Put that in your spank bank.
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Today kind of sucked, but I kept my head down and my quit small. Tonight, I feel like a million bucks, and I want to throw badass quit all over the ever expanding April 13 group.Â
Such is the roller coaster of the nic bitch. I know that the hills and valleys will level themselves out over time, and I am only concentrating on the rest of today.
The one and only guarantee I can make, is that I will see all of your sweet asses in Roll tomorrow a.m.......And I will more than likely have a boner
My ass looks like two medicine balls filled with cottage cheese. Put that in your spank bank.
You're obviously getting it, JW. The lows will get shorter and the highs longer. Just keep knuckling up on the hard times and kicking them twixt the legs, and enjoy the good times when they're around.
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Day 09 - Yesterday I actually felt like a regular human being. The sky is still hazy, but I can see through it now. I have embraced my quit, I love the motherfucker.
I got a text this am before sunrise from a guy starting a foggy ass day 3 that simply said "Another day without the bitch."
How can that not pump you up? I said fuck yeah todays gonna be a good day.
Communication with my quit bros and the vets alike is a constant source of entertainment and inspiration.
I am swimming laps in the Kool-Aid, and it feels damn good.
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Day 09 - Yesterday I actually felt like a regular human being. The sky is still hazy, but I can see through it now. I have embraced my quit, I love the motherfucker.
I got a text this am before sunrise from a guy starting a foggy ass day 3 that simply said "Another day without the bitch."
How can that not pump you up? I said fuck yeah todays gonna be a good day.
Communication with my quit bros and the vets alike is a constant source of entertainment and inspiration.
I am swimming laps in the Kool-Aid, and it feels damn good.
Hell yeah! Embrace it! I'm always riding 5 days behind you. Let's keep it that way.
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Day 12 - Wow, woke up this am and life is good. Fog is gone, mouth sores are gone, it's a damn good day to be quit.
I coached a wrestling tournament yesterday, and spent 7-8 hours in a hot, smelly ass gym with 500 kids and parents. Every dude in there had a big old lip full, I felt like I was goddamn surrounded. Every time I turned around, I caught a whiff of skoal, or saw someone spit in the trash can. It's funny how I can spot a guy packing a spit bottle from 50 yds away now.
I bought a pack of gum and said fuck it. I hate using smoky mtn in public cause it makes me look like I am one of them....I used to be the dude with a huge lip that didn't give a fuck, now I don't want to be seen with it and its not even real chew...Fucked up ain't it?
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Day 12 - Wow, woke up this am and life is good. Fog is gone, mouth sores are gone, it's a damn good day to be quit.
I coached a wrestling tournament yesterday, and spent 7-8 hours in a hot, smelly ass gym with 500 kids and parents. Every dude in there had a big old lip full, I felt like I was goddamn surrounded. Every time I turned around, I caught a whiff of skoal, or saw someone spit in the trash can. It's funny how I can spot a guy packing a spit bottle from 50 yds away now.
I bought a pack of gum and said fuck it. I hate using smoky mtn in public cause it makes me look like I am one of them....I used to be the dude with a huge lip that didn't give a fuck, now I don't want to be seen with it and its not even real chew...Fucked up ain't it?
Good stuff JW1977!
ONE day at a TIME and you'll end up hating/despising every aspect of tobacco and what it has done to us as humans.
I quit with YOU TODAY Sir! 'bang head'
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Day 12 - Wow, woke up this am and life is good. Fog is gone, mouth sores are gone, it's a damn good day to be quit.
I coached a wrestling tournament yesterday, and spent 7-8 hours in a hot, smelly ass gym with 500 kids and parents. Every dude in there had a big old lip full, I felt like I was goddamn surrounded. Every time I turned around, I caught a whiff of skoal, or saw someone spit in the trash can. It's funny how I can spot a guy packing a spit bottle from 50 yds away now.
I bought a pack of gum and said fuck it. I hate using smoky mtn in public cause it makes me look like I am one of them....I used to be the dude with a huge lip that didn't give a fuck, now I don't want to be seen with it and its not even real chew...Fucked up ain't it?
Good stuff JW1977!
ONE day at a TIME and you'll end up hating/despising every aspect of tobacco and what it has done to us as humans.
I quit with YOU TODAY Sir! 'bang head'
I read once "be prepared to see people doing dumb things" 150's now and I can honestly say the physical cravings are gone for me. When I see someone with a lipper, spit, try to talk, stink, cig butts, people flicking them out windows... I feel sorry for them, and thank god I don't look dumb anymore. quit with you! peace
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Day 15 - No physical symptoms at all. Mentally I still have a strong craving, especially around triggers - but the Fake Shit seems to do its job perfectly in those situations.
Keep after if fellas, it gets WAY better than those first several days....
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Day 029 - I was going to wait until tomorrow and do a 30 day update, but then I remembered that I better not think about tomorrow.
I have had some pretty interesting dip dreams the past few nights....didn't even realize that I was having them until the 2nd night and then it hit me - "Oh shit, I was chewing in my dream - those crazy KTC fuckers were right"
So for the past 3 nights, I have caved in my dreams - and thats where it will stay. The Smoky Mtn is still close to my side, but all is well in Quit Town.
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Day 029 - I was going to wait until tomorrow and do a 30 day update, but then I remembered that I better not think about tomorrow.
I have had some pretty interesting dip dreams the past few nights....didn't even realize that I was having them until the 2nd night and then it hit me - "Oh shit, I was chewing in my dream - those crazy KTC fuckers were right"
So for the past 3 nights, I have caved in my dreams - and thats where it will stay. The Smoky Mtn is still close to my side, but all is well in Quit Town.
Man, it's amazing how ingrained that crap was in the synopses of my brain. It took me a month before I stopped checking my pocket when leaving the house. I only had one or two dreams and it's been awhile but they were vivid as Dante's Inferno. I'm thinking I might add a zero in front of my day, that's pretty cool. cwoc 0221. 0030 days is the shit. Keep us in the loop. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=5646)
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Day 029 - I was going to wait until tomorrow and do a 30 day update, but then I remembered that I better not think about tomorrow.
I have had some pretty interesting dip dreams the past few nights....didn't even realize that I was having them until the 2nd night and then it hit me - "Oh shit, I was chewing in my dream - those crazy KTC fuckers were right"
So for the past 3 nights, I have caved in my dreams - and thats where it will stay. The Smoky Mtn is still close to my side, but all is well in Quit Town.
Man, it's amazing how ingrained that crap was in the synopses of my brain. It took me a month before I stopped checking my pocket when leaving the house. I only had one or two dreams and it's been awhile but they were vivid as Dante's Inferno. I'm thinking I might add a zero in front of my day, that's pretty cool. cwoc 0221. 0030 days is the shit. Keep us in the loop. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=5646)
nice 30 -1 jw1977, keep stringing those days together, they add up quick.
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
X3, good job. I'm 50 behind you,, don't let me catch you.
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
So I don't get kicked in the balls 10 times?
Good work man, I knew you could do it. Welcome to the hall. Your yellow blazer is in locker 127.
You earned it!
Keep rolling. Life without nic, is...well, it's just fucking sweet. You don't need that shit and never did.
You went from sheep following the herd to elite company.
Quit on!!!!
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Nice work I am about 65 days behind but I to will be there one day.
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
X3, good job. I'm 50 behind you,, don't let me catch you.
Way to go, JW! Welcome to the hall!
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
X3, good job. I'm 50 behind you,, don't let me catch you.
Way to go, JW! Welcome to the hall!
Be proud, and be diligent.
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
X3, good job. I'm 50 behind you,, don't let me catch you.
Way to go, JW! Welcome to the hall!
Be proud, and be diligent.
Congrats JW1977 on day 100.
Keep the door shut to nictotine. Break out the 16D nails and nail the door shut everyday, One day at a time. The more nails the better! 'bang head' Fuck that nic bitch, big tobacco and any pussy who caves with the tools in their toolbelt!!
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Day 100.........The first 3 weeks were a straight up motherfucker for sure, but then it just gets easier everyday.
Hang in there newbies......1 day at a time.
Congrats on hitting 100 brother!
Stay focused, strong QUIT!
x2, well done Sir, Nice 0100!
X3, good job. I'm 50 behind you,, don't let me catch you.
Way to go, JW! Welcome to the hall!
Be proud, and be diligent.
Congrats JW1977 on day 100.
Keep the door shut to nictotine. Break out the 16D nails and nail the door shut everyday, One day at a time. The more nails the better! 'bang head' Fuck that nic bitch, big tobacco and any pussy who caves with the tools in their toolbelt!!
congrats on hof
NICK
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Congratulations!! I can't wait to get there myself.
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DAY 324
I can't believe it, but in the past few days I have actually had some serious cravings. I had some "just one dip" conversations with myself...
Stopped in today to find and read this post - fucking nic bitch - good try!
1 day at a time I continue to kick your ass.
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DAY 324
I can't believe it, but in the past few days I have actually had some serious cravings. I had some "just one dip" conversations with myself...
Stopped in today to find and read this post - fucking nic bitch - good try!
1 day at a time I continue to kick your ass.
JW 324 Nic bitch 0.
Run up the score. She is from hell.
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1 YEAR....
All of the things that I could not do without a dip, have been done....long drives, after a meal, tree stand, duck blind, bass boat, you name it.
Never again, not for any reason.....
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1 YEAR....
All of the things that I could not do without a dip, have been done....long drives, after a meal, tree stand, duck blind, bass boat, you name it.
Never again, not for any reason.....
Congratulations on hitting a year! I just went back and read your first post... if you haven't done that today, take a minute and read it. It is amazing what a difference one year free of a dangerous, poisonous, carcinogen can do for you, isn't it? Look forward to sharing many more milestones with you!
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1 YEAR....
All of the things that I could not do without a dip, have been done....long drives, after a meal, tree stand, duck blind, bass boat, you name it.
Never again, not for any reason.....
Congratulations on hitting a year! I just went back and read your first post... if you haven't done that today, take a minute and read it. It is amazing what a difference one year free of a dangerous, poisonous, carcinogen can do for you, isn't it? Look forward to sharing many more milestones with you!
Great job brother on YOUR 1 year. Stick around it gets even better.
Cheers to You and your family.
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Getting real fucking close to 5 YEARS. Most days, I don’t even think about that dirty whore.....but every once in awhile, I swear she is whispering in my ear “just one”......no way I’m throwing a cave post up in here???.
The new year is coming - start now, flush that shit and get QUIT.